Lawrence helped me both to rise and to return to my seat. He made a most
touching allusion to my dearest dear Julia's devotion to the blind, and
said where a man was engaged in a noble work there usually rose up a
noble woman to help him."
"_October 26._ Had a sudden blessed thought this morning, viz.: that the
'Tabernacle eternal in the heavens' is the eternity of truth and right.
I naturally desire life after death, but if it is not granted me, I
have yet a part in the eternal glory of this tabernacle."
"_October 29._ Dear H. M. H. left us this morning, after a short but
very pleasant visit. He brought here his decorations of his Russian
order to show us; they are quite splendid. He is the same dear old
simple music- and mischief-loving fellow, very sensitive for others,
very modest for himself, and very dear."
"_November 7...._ Prayed _hard_ this morning that my strength fail not."
During this summer, an electric elevator had been put into the Boston
house, and life was made much easier for her. From this time we became
familiar with the vision of her that still abides, flitting up or down
in her gilded car. Watching her ascent, clad in white, a smile on her
lips, her hand waving farewell, one could only think of "The chariot of
Israel and the horsemen thereof."
Another good gift was a Victor machine. When the after-dinner reading
was over, she would say, "Now bring my opera-box!"
The white armchair was wheeled into the passage between the two parlors.
Here she sat in state, while the great singers poured out their
treasures before her, while violinist and pianist gave her their best.
She listened with keen and critical enjoyment, recalling how Malibran
gave this note, how Grisi and Mario sang that duet. Then she would go to
the piano and play from memory airs from "Tancredi," "Il Pirata,"
"Richard Coeur de Lion," and other operas known to us only through
her. Or she would--always without notes--play the "Barber of Seville"
almost from beginning to end, with fingers still deft and nimble.
She loved the older operas best. After an air from "Don Giovanni," she
would say, "Mozart must be in heaven: they could never get on without
him!" She thought Handel's "Messiah" the most divine point reached by
earthly music. Beethoven awed and swayed her deeply, and she often
quoted his utterance while composing, "_Ich trat in der Nähe Gottes!_"
She thrilled with tender pleasure over Verdi's "_Non ti scordar_," or
"_Ai nostri monti_," and over "Martha." She enjoyed Chopin "almost too
much." "He is exquisite," she would say, "but somehow--rotten!"
Among the pleasures of this winter was a visit to New York. She writes
after it:--
"My last day in my dear son's house. He and Fannie have been devotedly
kind to me. They made me occupy their room, much to my bodily comfort,
but to the great disquiet of my mind, as I hated much to inconvenience
them. My son has now a very eminent position.... God bless the house and
all in it."
"_December 17._ The Old South Chapter of D.A.R.'s met in the real Old
South Church; there was much good speaking. I recited my 'Battle Hymn'
and boasted my descent from General Marion, the Swamp Fox, saying also,
'When, eluding the vigilance of children and grandchildren, I come to
such a meeting as this, without a previous promise not to open my lips,
I think that I show some of the dexterity of my illustrious relative.' I
also had to spring up and tell them that my grandmother, niece to
General Marion, gave her flannel petticoat to make cartridges for the
soldiers of the Revolution."
The path of the guardian (or jailer, as she sometimes put it) was not
always plain. The wayfaring woman might easily err therein.
After some severe fatigue, convention or banquet, she might say, "This
is the last time. Never let me do this again!"
Thereupon a promise would be exacted and made. The fatigue would pass
and be forgotten, and the next occasion be joyously prepared for.
"You told me not to let you go!" the poor jailer would say.
"Oh, I didn't mean it!"
"But you promised!"
"That was two weeks ago. Two weeks is a long time for me to keep a
promise!"
If the jailer still persisted, she played her last card and took the
trick.
"I can't talk about it. You tire my head!"
Now and then Greek met Greek. One snowy afternoon she encountered the
resident granddaughter, cloaked and hooded, preparing to brave the
storm.
"Dear child," said the grandmother, "I do not often use authority with
you young people, but this time I must. I cannot allow you to go out in
this blizzard!"
"Dearest grandmother," replied the maiden, "_where are you going
yourself_?"
There was no reply. The two generations dissolved in laughter, and
started out together.
She bids farewell to 1906 as "dear Year that hast brought me so many
comforts and pleasures!" and thus hails the New Year:--
"I earnestly pray for God's blessing on this year!... I might possibly
like one more European journey to see the Gallery at Madrid, and the
châteaux of Touraine, but I do not ask it, as I may have more important
occupation for my time and money.... _Du reste_, the dear Father has
done so much better for me, in many ways, than I have ingenuity to wish,
that I can only say, 'Thy will be done, only desert me not.'"
She determines "at last to be more prompt in response to letters and
bills. I am now apt to lose sight of them, to my great inconvenience and
that of other people."
It was pain to her to destroy even a scrap of paper that bore writing:
the drifts of notes and letters grew higher and higher among the piles
of books, new and old. The books were not all her own choice. Many a
firstling of verse found its way to her, inscribed with reverent or
loving words by the author. Would Mrs. Howe send a few lines of
appreciation or criticism? She would; mostly she did. She wrote in the
autograph albums, and on the pieces of silk and cotton for "autograph
quilts": she signed the photographs: she tried to do everything they
asked.
"_January 11._ Having hammered at some verses for General Lee, when I
lay down to rest a perfect flood of rhymes seized me. Nonsense verses
for to-morrow's festival; there seemed to be no end to them. I scrawled
some of them down as it was late and dark. Sanborn to dine--unexpected,
but always welcome."
"_January 12._ Copied and completed my lines for the evening. Found a
large assemblage of members and invited guests [of the Authors' Club]; a
dais and chair prepared for me, Colonel Higginson standing on my right.
Many presentations--Gilder and Clyde Fitch, Owen Wister, Norman Hapgood.
Aldrich [T. B.] took me in to dinner and sat on my right, Hon. John D.
Long on my left; next beyond A. sat Homans Womans.[149] I despaired of
making my jingle tell in so large and unfamiliar a company. At last I
took courage and read it, bad as I thought it. To my surprise, it told,
and created the merriment which had been my object so far as I had any.
My 'Battle Hymn' was sung finely by a male quartette. Colonel Higginson
and I were praised almost out of our senses. A calendar, got up with
much labor, was presented to each of us."
[149] Mrs. Charles Homans.
"_January 13._ To church, to take down my vanity after last evening's
laudations...."
"_January 15._ Made a final copy of my lines on Robert E. Lee,--read
them to Rosalind--the last line drew a tear from each of us, so I
concluded that it would do and sent it.
"To Tuesday Club, where the effort which I made to hear speakers tired
my head badly. Themes: 'Whether and how to teach Ethics in Public
Schools'; also, 'The English Education Bill.' Socrates having been
mentioned as an exemplar, I suddenly cried out that I thought he did
wrong to stay and suffer by unjust laws and popular superstition. A
first-class American would have got away and would have fought those
people to the bitter death. This fiery little episode provoked laughter,
and several privately told me they were glad of it."
"_January 25...._ Read Colonel Higginson's account of me in the
'Outlook.' Wrote him a note of thanks, saying that he has written
beautifully, with much tact and kindness. It remains true that he has
not much acquaintance with the serious side of my life and character, my
studies of philosophy, etc. He has described what he has seen of me and
has certainly done it with skill and with a most kind intention."
She said of the Colonel's paper, "He does not realize that my _life_ has
been here, the four walls of my room."
"_February 5...._ Began a sermon on the text, 'I saw Satan like
lightning fall from heaven.'..."
"_February 6._ Wrote a good bit on the sermon begun yesterday--the theme
attracts me much. If I give it, I will have Whittier's hymn sung: 'Oh!
sometimes gleams upon our sight--'
"Wrote to thank Higginson for sending me word that I am the first woman
member of the society of American Authors...."
"_February 14._ Luncheon at 3 Joy Street.... My seat was between T. W.
H. and President Eliot, with whom I had not spoken in many years. He
spoke to me at once and we shook hands and conversed very cordially. I
had known his father quite well--a lover of music, who had much to do
with the early productions of Beethoven's Symphonies in Boston,
collecting money in aid of the undertaking. President Eliot made a good
speech for Berea; others followed.... When my name was called, I had
already a good thought to express."
"_February 18._ To N.E.W.C., where Colonel Higginson and I spoke of
Longfellow; I from long and intimate acquaintance, he from a literary
point of view. He said, I thought rightly, that we are too near him to
be able to judge his merits as a poet; time must test them."
"_February 27...._ In evening went with the Jewett sisters to the
celebration of Longfellow's Centennial. I had copied my verses written
for the first Authors' Reading _in re_ Longfellow, rather hoping that I
might be invited to read them. This did not happen. I had had no reason
to suppose that it would, not having been thereunto invited. Had a seat
on the platform among the poet's friends, myself one of the oldest of
them. It seemed as if I could hardly hold my tongue, which, however, I
did. I remembered that God has given me many opportunities of speaking
my thoughts. If He withheld this one I am bound to suppose it was for
the best. I sat on the platform, where Sarah Jewett and I were the only
women in the charmed circle.
"Item. The audience rose and greeted me as I ascended to the platform at
Sanders Theatre."
She could not bear to be "left out"; indeed, she rarely was. In this one
respect she was, perhaps, the "spoiled child" that she sometimes called
herself.
March brought a new pleasure, in seeing and meeting Novelli, the great
Italian actor.
"_March 14._ The banquet of the Circolo at Lombardy Inn.... My seat was
at the head of the table with Novelli on my right and Tosti, the consul,
on my left. Had some pleasant talk with each. Then I had a good
inspiration for part of my speech, in which I mentioned the egg used by
Columbus, and made to stand, to show that things held to be impossible
often proved possible. I said that out of this egg 'was hatched the
American Eagle.' Madame Novelli shed tears at this, and Novelli kissed
my hand. The Italian servants listened eagerly to all the speaking, and
participated in the applause. President Geddes, Secretary Jocelyn, and
others spoke well and rather briefly. Dear Padre Roberto was really
eloquent."
"_March 16...._ In the evening to see Novelli in 'Morte Civile'; his
personation wonderfully fine, surpassing even Salvini in the part...."
"_March 17...._ Went to South Boston to say a word at the presentation
of dear Michael's portrait to the Perkins Institution by the Howe
Memorial Club.... Also had a wonderful fit of verse--wrote two sonnets
to Dante and a versification of my conceit about the hatching of the
American Eagle from the egg of Columbus."
"_March 23._ A 'boot-and-saddle' day.... I found that my Authors' Club
will meet to-day in Cambridge. Higginson telephoned, asking me to speak
of Aldrich; I asked permission to leave the College Club after the
speaking. Ordered a carriage at 4.30, sprang into it, and reached the
Authors' meeting in good time to say something about Aldrich.... Found a
man who has studied the Berber races in Africa. Had a good talk with
him. Came home dreadfully tired. To bed by 9.30. At the College Club I
said that to give women the vote in this State would not double the
illiterate vote--proposed a census of comparative illiteracy of the
sexes in Massachusetts at least."
* * * * *
We had long besought her to have her musical compositions written down,
and now this was done in part. Once or twice a week Mr. John M. Loud
came to the house and took down her melodies, she singing and playing
them to him. She always enjoyed the hour with the young composer. A
number of the melodies thus preserved were published in a "Song Album"
by G. Schirmer some months later.
"_April 8._ Great trouble of mind about attending the Peace Convention
in New York, which I have promised to do. Laura dead against it,
reinforced by Wesselhoeft, Sr., who pronounces it dangerous for me. I at
last wrote to ask my dear minister about it."
"_April 9...._ A violent snowstorm keeps me at home. Minister and wife
write, 'Don't go to Peace Convention.' I asked God in my prayer this
morning to make going possible or impossible for me. I took C. G. A.'s
letter as making it impossible, as I had decided to abide by his
decision. Wrote a letter of explanation to Anna Garlin Spencer. I am
much disappointed, but it is a relief not to cause Laura such painful
anxiety as she would have felt if I had decided to go. She wept with
joy when I gave it up. We had a very pleasant dinner party for the
Barrett Wendells with their friends, Professor Ames, of Berkeley
University, California, 'Waddy' Longfellow, Charles Gibson, Laura,
Betty, and I."
She sent a letter to the Convention, which was read by Florence. In
this, after recalling her Peace Crusade of 1872, she said:--
"Here and there, a sisterly voice responded to my appeal, but the
greater number said: 'We have neither time nor money that we can call
our own. We cannot travel, we cannot meet together.' And so my intended
Peace Congress of Women melted away like a dream, and my final meeting,
held in the world's great metropolis, did not promise to lead to any
important result.
"What has made the difference between that time and this? New things, so
far as women are concerned, viz.: the higher education conceded to them,
and the discipline of associated action, with which later years have
made them familiar. Who shall say how great an element of progress has
existed in this last clause? Who shall say what fretting of personal
ambition has become merged in the higher ideal of service to the State
and to the world? The noble army of women which I saw as a dream, and to
which I made my appeal, has now come into being. On the wide field where
the world's great citizens band together to uphold the highest interests
of society, women of the same type employ their gifts and graces to the
same end. Oh, happy change! Oh, glorious metamorphosis! In less than
half a century the conscience of mankind has made its greatest stride
toward the control of human affairs. The women's colleges and the
women's clubs have had everything to do with the great advance which we
see in the moral efficiency of our sex. These two agencies have been
derided and decried, but they have done their work.
"If a word of elderly counsel may become me at this moment, let me say
to the women here assembled: Do not let us go back from what we have
gained. Let us, on the contrary, press ever forward in the light of the
new knowledge, of the new experience. If we have rocked the cradle, if
we have soothed the slumbers of mankind, let us be on hand at their
great awakening to make steadfast the peace of the world!"
She was glad afterward that she had not gone; but a significant
corollary to the matter appears on April 25:--
"Providence--a pleasant trip, made possible by dear Laura's departure."
(That is, "dear Laura" knew nothing about it till afterward. How often
we recalled the old Quaker's saying to her, "It was borne in upon me at
an early period that if I told no one what I intended to do, I should be
enabled to do it!")
In the last week of April ("dear Laura" being still absent) she spoke
four times in public, on four successive days. These addresses were at
the Kindergarten for the Blind ("I missed the snap which Michael's
presence was wont to give; I spoke praise of him to the children, as one
to be held in dear remembrance; to the visitors, as having left the
public a sacred legacy in these schools, which he created with so much
labor"), at Faneuil Hall, a meeting about Old Home Week, at the West
Newton High School, and at Providence. On the fifth day she was at the
Wintergreen Club, answering the question, "What is the Greatest Evil of
the Present Day?"--"False estimates of values, vehement striving for
what hinders rather than helps our spiritual development."
After this bout she was glad to rest a day or two, but in another week
was ready for the Woman Suffrage Festival. "I to open it, evening,
Faneuil Hall. A day of rushing. Lady Mary and Professor Gilbert Murray
to breakfast 9 A.M., which I much enjoyed. Then my little music man, who
took three tunes; then a snatch at preparation for the evening's
exercises. Jack and Elizabeth Chapman in the afternoon. At 4.45 got a
little rest and sleep. At 5.40 drove to Faneuil Hall, which I found not
so full as sometimes. Thought miserably of my speech. Light to read it
very dim. I called to order, introduced Mr. White and the ladies'
quartette, then read my poor little scribble.... I was thankful to get
through my part, and my speech in print wasn't bad at all."
In May she preached at the Church of the Disciples.
"A culmination of anxiety for this day, desired and yet dreaded. My head
growled a little at waking, but not badly. My voice seemed all right,
but how about the matter of my sermon? Was it all worth while, and on
Whitsunday too? I wore my white cashmere dress. Laura went with me to
church. C. G. A. was there. As he led me to the pulpit, the
congregation rose. The service was very congenial and calming to my
anxiety. I read the sermon quite audibly from beginning to end. It was
listened to with profound attention, if I may say so."
"_May 20...._ Marion Crawford arrived soon after three for a little
visit. He looks greatly improved in health since I last saw him. He must
have passed through some crisis and come out conqueror. He has all his
old charm...."
She was lamenting the death of her cousin and childhood playfellow, Dr.
Valentine Mott Francis, when "a much greater affliction" fell upon her
in the death of her son-in-law, David Prescott Hall. "This hurts me,"
she writes, "like a physical pain."
_To Florence_
OAK GLEN, July 3, 1907.
MY DEAREST DEAR FLOSSY,--
You are quite right in saying that we greatly need the consoling belief
in a future life to help us bear the painful separation which death
brings. Surely, the dear Christ believed in immortality, and promised it
to faithful souls. I have myself derived great comfort from this belief,
although I must confess that I know nothing about it. You may remember
what [Downer] said to your dear father: "I don't know anything about it,
but Jesus Christ certainly believed in immortality, and I pin my faith
on him, and _run for luck_."... Alice and her trio of babes came safe to
hand this morning. Frances at once began to spread the gravel from
outdoors on the best staircase, but desisted when forbidden to do
so.... Farewell, dearest child. You have had a grievous loss, and will
feel it more and more. We must trust in God, and take our sorrows
believing in the loving fatherhood. Maud writes me that she suffers an
_irreparable_ loss in dear David's death....
Your loving
MOTHER.
Much work was on hand this summer: a poem for Old Home Week in Boston,
another for the Cooperstown Centennial, a paper on the "Elegant
Literature of Fifty Years Since," one for the "Delineator" on "The Three
Greatest Men I Have Known." These were Ralph Waldo Emerson, Theodore
Parker, and Dr. Howe. She spent much time and pains on this article. She
read Elliot Cabot's "Life of Emerson," which she thought "certainly a
good piece of work, but deficient, it seems to me, in the romantic
sympathy which is the true interpretation of Emerson and of all his
kind."
She "hammered" hard on the two poems, with good results.
"_July 14._ I can hardly believe it, but my miserable verses, re-read
to-day, seemed quite possible, if I can have grace to fill out their
sketchiness. Last word ton-ight: I think I have got a poem. _Nil
desperandum!_"
"_July 24._ Difficult to exaggerate the record of my worry this morning.
I feel a painful uncertainty about going to Boston to read my poem for
Old Home Week. Worse than this is my trouble about two poems sent me
while in Boston, with original music, to be presented to the committee
for Home Week, which I have entirely forgotten and neglected. To do this
was far from my intention, but my old head fairly gave out in the
confusion of the various occasions in which I was obliged to take an
active part."
She yielded to entreaty and stayed at home, and was rewarded by "a most
gratifying letter from Edward Everett Hale, telling me that Josiah
Quincy read my poem with real feeling, and that it was warmly received."
"My prayer is answered. I have lived to see my dear girl again.... I
give thanks earnestly and heartily, but seem for a time paralyzed by her
presence."
With the early autumn came a great pleasure in a visit to the new "Green
Peace," the house which her son had built at Bedford Hills, New York.
She was delighted with the house and garden; the Journal tells of all
manner of pleasant gayeties.
"_September 12._ Fannie had a luncheon party even pleasanter than
yesterday's. Rev. Mr. Luquer is a grandson of Dominick Lynch, who used
to come to my father's house in my childhood and break my heart by
singing 'Lord Ullin's Daughter.' I remember creeping under the piano
once to hide my tears. He sang all the Moore melodies with great
expression.... This, his descendant, looks a good deal like him. Was
bred a lawyer. My good Uncle Cutler twice asked him whether he would
study for the ministry. He said, 'No.' My uncle said the second time,
'What shall it profit a man if he gain the whole world and lose his own
soul?' This word, he told me, came back to him. ... Worked a good deal
on my poem. At least thought and thought much, and altered a little."
This was the poem which prefaces this chapter and which was written for
the forthcoming Unitarian Convention in Boston. She had been at work on
it for some time, first "_trying to try for it_," and later "hammering"
and polishing with great care. "It came to me like a flash," she says,
"but had to be much thought over and corrected." And again, "It was
given to me something as was my 'Battle Hymn.'..."
"_October 25._ Wrote to a very bumptious child, thirteen years old, who
proffers me her friendship and correspondence, claiming to have written
poems and magazine contributions praised by 'noted authors.' I sent her
back her letter, with three or four corrections and a little advice,
kindly meant, but which may not be so taken.... She will probably turn
and rend me, but I really felt it might do her good."
"_November 14. Gardiner._ A good meditation. The sense of God in the
universe seems to be an attribute of normal humanity. We cannot think of
our own personal identity without at the same time imagining a greater
self from which we derive. This idea may be crude and barbarous, great
minds have done much to make it otherwise; Christ most of all with His
doctrine of divine love, providence, and forgiveness. The idea of a life
beyond this one seems also to appertain to normal humanity. We had best
accept this great endowment which philosophy seeks to analyze much as a
boy will take a watch to pieces, but cannot put it together again so
that it will work."
"_November 15._ Another long sitting and meditation. What have
individual philosophers done for religion? As I recall what I could
learn of the Kantian philosophy, I think that it principally taught the
limitations of human knowledge, correcting thereby the assumptions of
systems of thought and belief to _absolute_ authority over the thinker
and believer. He calls conscience 'the categorical imperative'; but that
term in no wise explains either the origin or authority of the moral
law. His rule of testing the rectitude of the act by the way in which,
if it were made universal, it would affect the well-being of society, is
useful, but simply pragmatic, not in William James's sense. The German
idealism, the theory by which we evolve or create all that occupies our
senses and our mind, appears to me a monstrous expanse of egotism. No
doubt, dialectics serve as mental athletics, and speculative thought may
be useful as an exercise of the mental powers; but processes which may
be useful in this way might be very unfit to be held as permanent
possessions of persuasion. It occurs to me that it might be more blessed
to help the souls in hell than to luxuriate with saints in heaven."
"_November 20. Boston._ Began my screed on the 'Joys of Motherhood' for
the 'Delineator.' Wrote _currente calamo_...."
"_November 23._ Rather an off day. Found T. W. Higginson's little volume
of verses, presented to me on my seventieth birthday, and read a good
deal in it. When the Colonel gave it to me, he read a little poem,
'Sixty and Six,' very charmingly. Seems to me that I ought to have read
this little book through long before this time. One of the sweetest
poems in it is about the blue-eyed baby that they lost after some six
weeks' happy possession. I sent a pretty little baby wreath for it,
feeling very sorry for them both."
"_November 28._ Much troubled about my Whittier poem."
"_December 3._ Thanks be to God! I have written my Whittier rhyme. It
has cost me much labor, for I have felt that I could not treat a memory
so reverend with cheap and easy verses. I have tried to take his
measure, and to present a picture of him which shall deserve to
live."[150]
[150] This poem appears in _At Sunset_.
* * * * *
Mr. and Mrs. Cobden-Sanderson, the English suffragists, were in Boston
this winter. They dined with her, and proved "very agreeable. Mrs.
Sanderson's visit ought to help suffrage mightily, she is in such dead
earnest for it. After dinner I proposed that each one should name his
favorite Browning poem. I named 'Pippa,' Mrs. Sanderson 'Paracelsus,'
Mr. S., 'The Grammarian's Funeral,' etc., etc. The talk was so good that
we could not stop it to hear the Victor, which I regretted."
Another delightful dinner of this winter was one given in her honor by
her niece, Mrs. Richard Aldrich (Margaret Chanler), in New York. Among
the guests were Kneisel, the violinist, and Schelling, the pianist. Mrs.
Aldrich demanded "Flibbertigibbet," and our mother played and recited it
in such a manner that the two musicians were inspired to play, as the
people in the story were to dance. Kneisel flew home for his violin,
Schelling sat down at the piano, and the two played Bach for her and to
her delight.
"The occasion was memorable!" she says.
Returning from New York, she was able to attend the Whittier Centennial
at Haverhill.
"_December 17._ ... Sanborn came to take me.... I have been praying to
be well for this occasion, my last public engagement for some weeks. I
am thankful to have been able, at my advanced age, to read this poem at
the Whittier Celebration and to be assured by one present that I had
never been in better voice, and by others that I was generally heard
without difficulty by the large audience."
"_December 31._ Oh, blessed year 1907! It has been granted me to write
four poems for public occasions, all of which have proved acceptable;
also three fatiguing magazine articles, which have for the time bettered
my finances. I have lived in peace and goodwill with all men, and in
great contentment with my own family, to which this year added a
promising little great-grandson, taking away, alas! my dear son-in-law,
David Prescott Hall. I found a very competent and friendly young
musician who has taken down nearly all my songs.... A word was given me
to speak, namely, 'Thanks for the blessed, wonderful year just past.'"
CHAPTER XV
"MINE EYES HAVE SEEN THE GLORY OF THE COMING OF THE LORD"
1908-1910; _aet._ 89-91
I have made a voyage upon a golden river,
'Neath clouds of opal and of amethyst.
Along its banks bright shapes were moving ever,
And threatening shadows melted into mist.
The eye, unpractised, sometimes lost the current,
When some wild rapid of the tide did whirl,
While yet a master hand beyond the torrent
Freed my frail shallop from the perilous swirl.
Music went with me, fairy flute and viol,
The utterance of fancies half expressed,
And with these, steadfast, beyond pause or trial,
The deep, majestic throb of Nature's breast.
My journey nears its close--in some still haven
My bark shall find its anchorage of rest,
When the kind hand, which ever good has given,
Opening with wider grace, shall give the best.
J. W. H.
The grandchildren were her chief playmates when Maud was in Europe. To
them, the grave tone of the Journal, the tale of her public work, is
almost unbelievable, recalling, as they do, the household life, so warm,
so rich, so intimate, it seemed enough in itself to fill the cup to
overflowing. She had said of herself that in social activities she "bled
at every pore": but in these later years it was light and warmth that
she shed around her, kindling whatever she touched. At her fire, as at
Uncle Sam's, we warmed our hands and our hearts. When she entered a
room, all faces lighted up, as if she carried a lamp in her hand.
Day in, day out, she was the _Guter Camerad_. The desire _not to
irritate_ had become so much a second nature that she was the easiest
person in the world to live with. If the domestic calm were disturbed,
"_Don't say anything!_" was her word. "_Wait a little!_"
She might wake with the deep depression so often mentioned in the
Journal. Pausing at her door to listen, one might hear a deep sigh, a
plaintive ejaculation; but all this was put out of sight before she left
her room, and she came down, as one of the grandchildren put it,
"bubbling like a silver tea-kettle."
Then came the daily festival of breakfast, never to be hurried or
"scamped." The talk, the letters, some of which we might read to her,
together with the newspaper. We see her pressing some tidbit on a child,
watching intently the eating of it, then, as the last mouthful
disappeared, exclaiming with tragic emphasis, "_I wanted it!_" Then, at
the startled face, would come peals of laughter; she would throw herself
back in her chair, cover her face with her hands, and tap the floor with
her feet.
"Look at her!" cried Maud. "_Rippling with sin!_"
How she loved to laugh!
"One day," says a granddaughter, "the house was overflowing with guests,
and she asked me to take my nap on her sofa, while she took hers on the
bed. We both lay down in peace and tranquillity, but after a while, when
she thought I was asleep, I heard her laughing, until she almost wept.
Presently she fell asleep, and slept her usual twenty minutes, to wake
in the same gales of mirth. She laughed until the bed shook, but softly,
trying to choke her laughter, lest I should wake.
"'What is it about?' I asked. 'What is so wonderful and funny?'
"'Oh, my dear,' she said, breaking again into laughter, 'it is nothing!
It is the most ridiculous thing! I was only trying to translate
"fiddle-de-dee" into Greek!'"
This was in her ninety-second year.
But we are still at the breakfast table. Sometimes there were guests at
breakfast, a famous actor, a travelling scholar, caught between other
engagements for this one leisure hour.
It was a good deal, perhaps, to ask people to leave a warm hotel on a
January morning; but it was warm enough by the soft-coal blaze of the
dining-room fire. Over the coffee and rolls, sausages and buckwheat
cakes, leisure reigned supreme; not the poet's "retired leisure," but a
friendly and laughter-loving deity. Everybody was full of engagements,
harried with work, pursued by business and pleasure: no matter! the talk
ranged high and far, and the morning was half gone before they
separated.
Soon after breakfast came the game of ball, played _à deux_ with
daughter or grandchild; the ball was tossed back and forth, the players
counting meanwhile up to ten in various languages. She delighted in
adding to her vocabulary of numerals, and it was a good day when she
mastered those of the Kutch-Kutch Esquimaux.
Then came the walk, gallantly taken in every weather save the very
worst. She battled with the west wind, getting the matter over as
quickly as might be. "_It is for my life!_" she would say. But on quiet,
sunny days she loved to linger along Commonwealth Avenue, watching the
parade of babies and little children, stopping to admire this one or
chat with that.
This function accomplished, she went straight to her desk, and "P. T."
reigned till noon. It was a less rigorous "P. T." than that of our
childhood. She could break off in a moment now, give herself entirely,
joyously, to the question of dinner for the expected guest, of dress for
the afternoon reception, then drop back into Aristotle or Æschylus with
a happy sigh. It was less easy to break off when she was writing; we
might be begged for "half a moment," as if our time were fully as
precious as her own; but there was none of the distress that
interruption brought in earlier years. Perhaps she took her writing less
seriously. She often said, "Oh, my dear, I am beginning to realize at
last that I shall never write my book now, my Magnum Opus, that was to
be so great!"
She practised her scales faithfully every day, through the later years.
Then she would play snatches of forgotten operas, and the granddaughter
would hear her--if she thought no one was near--singing the brilliant
_arias_ in "a sweet thread of a voice."
After her practising, if she were alone, she would sit at the window and
play her Twilight Game: counting the "passing," one for a biped, two for
a quadruped, ten for a white horse, and so on.
In the evening, before the "Victor" concert, came the reading aloud:
this was one of her great pleasures. No history or philosophy for the
evening reading; she must have a novel (not a "problem novel"; these she
detested!)--a good stirring tale, with plenty of action in it. She
thrilled over "With Fire and Sword," "Kim," "The Master of Ballantrae."
She could not bear to hear of financial anxieties or of physical
suffering. "It gives me a pain in my knee!"
We see her now, sitting a little forward in her straight-backed chair,
holding the hand of the reading granddaughter, alert and tense. When a
catastrophe appears imminent, "Stop a minute!" she cries. "I cannot bear
it!"--and the reader must pause while she gathers courage to face
disaster with the hero, or dash with him through peril to safety.
She would almost be sorry when the doorbell announced a visitor; almost,
not quite, for flesh and blood were better than fiction. If the caller
were a familiar friend, how her face lighted up!
"Oh! now we can have whist!"
The table is brought out, the mother-of-pearl counters (a Cutler relic:
we remember that Mr. Ward did not allow cards in his house!), and the
order for the rest of the evening is "A clear fire, a clean hearth, and
the rigor of the game!"--
It was a happy day when, as chanced once or twice, Mr. Ernest Schelling,
coming on from New York to play with the Boston Symphony Orchestra,
offered to come and play to her, "all by herself, whatever she wanted,
and for as long as she liked." She never forgot this pleasure, nor the
warm kindness of the giver.
One day Mr. Abel Lefranc, the French lecturer of the year at Harvard,
came to lunch with her. He apologized for only being able to stay for
the luncheon hour, owing to a press of engagements and work that had
grown overpowering. He stayed for two hours and a half after luncheon
was over, and during all that time the flow of poignant, brilliant talk,
_à deux_, held the third in the little company absorbed. She was
entirely at home in French, and the Frenchman talked over the problems
of his country as if to a compatriot.
A few days afterwards a Baptist minister from Texas, a powerfully built
and handsome man, came to wait on her. He also stayed two hours: and we
heard his "Amen!" and "Bless the Lord for that!" and her gentler "Bless
the Lord, indeed, my brother!" as their voices, fervent and grave,
mingled in talk.
She never tried to be interested in people. She _was_ interested, with
every fibre of her being. Little household doings: the economies and
efforts of brave young people, she thrilled to them all. Indeed, all
_human facts_ roused in her the same absorbed and reverent interest.
These are Boston memories, but those of Oak Glen are no less tender and
vivid. There, too, the meals were festivals, the midday dinner being now
the chief one, with its following hour on the piazza; "Grandmother" in
her hooded chair, with her cross-stitch embroidery or "hooked" rug,
daughters and grandchildren gathered round her. Horace and Xenophon
were on the little table beside her, but they must wait till she had
mixed and enjoyed her "social salad."
At Oak Glen, too, she had her novel and her whist, bézique or dominoes,
as the family was larger or smaller. She never stooped to solitaire; a
game must be an affair of companionship, of the "social tie" in defence
of which "Bro' Sam," in his youth, had professed himself ready to die.
Instead of the "Victor" concert, she now made music herself, playing
four-hand pieces with Florence, the "music daughter," trained in
childhood by Otto Dresel. This was another great pleasure. (Did any one,
we wonder, ever _enjoy_ pleasures as she did?) These duets were for the
afternoon; she almost never used her eyes in the evening. They were
perfectly good, strong eyes; in the latter years she rarely used
glasses; but the habit dated back to the early fifties, and might not be
shaken.
We see her, therefore, in the summer afternoons, sitting at the piano
with Florence, playing, "Galatea, dry thy tears!" "Handel's old tie-wig
music," as she called his operas. Or, if her son were there, she would
play accompaniments from the "Messiah" or "Elijah"; rippling through the
difficult music, transposing it, if necessary to suit the singer's
voice, with ease and accuracy. Musicians said that she was the ideal
accompanist, never asserting herself, but giving perfect sympathy and
support to the singer.
We return to the Journal.
"_January, 1908._ I had prayed the dear Father to give me this one more
poem, a verse for this year's Decoration Day, asked for by Amos Wells,
of Christian Endeavor belonging. I took my pen and the poem came quite
spontaneously. It seemed an answer to my prayer, but I hold fast the
thought that the great Christ asked _no sign_ from God and needed none,
so deeply did he enter into life divine. I also thought, regarding
Christ and Moses, that we must be content that a certain mystery should
envelop these heroic figures of human history. Our small measuring tape
or rod is not for them. If they were not exactly in fact what we take
them to be, let us deeply reverence the human mind which has conceived
and built up such splendid and immortal ideals. Was not Christ thinking
of something like this when he made the sin against the Holy Ghost and
its manifestations the only unpardonable error? He surely did not mean
to say that it was beyond the repentance which is the earnest of
forgiveness to every sin."
A day or two after this she met at luncheon "a young Reverend Mr.
Fitch.... He is earnest and clear-minded, and should do much good. I
spoke of the cup [of life], but advised him to use the spoon for
stirring up his congregation."
She was asked for a "long and exhaustive paper on Marion Crawford in
about a week. I wrote, saying that I could furnish an interesting paper
on the elder and younger Crawford, but without any literary estimate of
Marion's work, saying that family praise was too much akin to
self-praise; also the time allotted much too short."
One night she woke "suddenly and something seemed to say, 'They are on
the right tack now.' This microscopic and detailed study of the causes
of evil on society will be much forwarded by the direct agency of women.
They too will supply that inexhaustible element of hopefulness, without
which reforms are a mere working back and forth of machinery. These two
things will overcome the evil of the world by prevention first, and then
by the optimistic anticipation of good. This is a great work given to
Woman now to do. Then I caught at various couplets of a possible
millennial poem, but feared I should not write it. Have scrawled these
on a large pad. This line kept coming back to me, 'Living, not dying,
Christ redeemed mankind.'... This my first day at my desk since
Saturday, March 28. I may try some prose about the present patient
analysis of the evil of society, the patient intelligent women
associated in all this work. To reclaim waste earth is a glory. Why not
a greater to reclaim the moral wastes of humanity?"
This midnight vision impressed her deeply, and through the succeeding
days she wrote it out in full, bit by bit. On the envelope containing it
is written, "An account of my vision of the world regenerated by the
combined labor and love of Men and Women." In it she saw "men and women
of every clime working like bees to unwrap the evils of society and to
discover the whole web of vice and misery and to apply the remedies, and
also to find the influences that should best counteract the evil and its
attendant suffering.
"There seemed to be a new, a wondrous, ever-permeating light, the glory
of which I cannot attempt to put into human words--the light of the
newborn hope and sympathy--blazing. The source of this light was born of
human endeavor...."
She saw "the men and the women, standing side by side, shoulder to
shoulder, a common lofty and indomitable purpose lighting every face
with a glory not of this earth. All were advancing with one end in view,
one foe to trample, one everlasting goal to gain....
"And then I saw the victory. All of evil was gone from the earth. Misery
was blotted out. Mankind was emancipated and ready to march forward in a
new Era of human understanding, all-encompassing sympathy and
ever-present help, the Era of perfect love, of peace passing
understanding."
* * * * *
Mrs. Humphry Ward was in Boston this spring, and there were many
pleasant festivities in her honor.
A "luncheon with Mrs. Humphry Ward at Annie Fields'; very pleasant.
Edward Emerson there, easy and delightful...."
A fine reception at the Vendôme, where she and Mrs. Ward stood under "a
beautiful arch of roses" and exchanged greetings.
"A delightful call from Mrs. Humphry Ward. We had much talk of persons
admired in England and America. She has great personal attraction, is
not handsome, but very '_simpatica_' and is evidently whole-souled and
sincere, with much 'good-fellowship.' We embraced at parting."
In strong contrast to this is her comment on a writer whose work did not
appeal to her. "But she has merit; yes, she certainly has merit. In
fact--" with a flash--"she is meret-ricious!"
May brought the Free Religious Banquet, at which she "compared the
difference of sect to the rainbow which divides into its beauty the
white light of truth"; and the State Federation of Women's Clubs, where
another apt comparison occurred to her.
"I compared the old order among women to the juxtaposition of squares
set cornerwise to each other; the intensity of personal feeling and
interest infusing an insensible antagonism into our relations with each
other. 'Now,' I said, 'the comparison being removed, we no longer stand
cornerwise to each other, but so that we can fit into line, and stand
and act in concert.'..."
"_Newport._ I begin to feel something of the 'labor and sorrow' of
living so long. I don't even enjoy my books as I used to. My efforts to
find a fit word for the Biennial [of the General Federation of Women's
Clubs, to meet in Boston, June 22 and 23] are not successful...."
She soon revived under her green trees, and enjoyed her books as much as
ever: "got hold of" her screed, wrote it, went up to Boston to deliver
it, came back to meet an excursion party of "Biennial" ladies visiting
Newport. (N.B. She was late for the reception, and her neighbor,
Bradford Norman, drove her into Newport in his automobile "at a terrific
clip." On alighting, "Braddie," she said, "if I were ten years younger,
I would set up one of these hell-wagons myself!")
She enjoyed all this hugely, but the fatigue was followed by distress so
great that the next morning she "thought she should die with her door
locked." (She _would_ lock her door: no prayers of ours availed against
this. In Boston, an elaborate arrangement of keys made it possible for
her room to be entered; at Oak Glen there was but the one stout door. On
this occasion, after lying helpless and despairing for some time, she
managed to unlock the door and call the faithful maid.)
On June 30 she writes:--
"Oh, beautiful last day of June! Perhaps my last June on earth.... I
shall be thankful to live as long as I can be of comfort or help to any
one...."
"_July 12...._ Sherman to Corse [Civil War], 'Can you hold out till I
arrive?' Corse to Sherman, 'I have lost an arm, my cheekbone, and am
minus one ear, but I can lick _all hell_ yet.'"
"_July 30._ Have felt so much energy to-day that thought I must begin
upon my old philosophizing essays.... Could find only 'Duality of
Character.' What is the lesson of this two-foldness? This, that the most
excellent person should remember the dual member of his or her firm, the
evil possibility; and the most persistent offender should also remember
the better personality which is bound up with its opposite, and which
can come into activity, if invited to do so."
"_August 28._ Wrote an immediate reply to a Mrs. ----, who had written
to ask leave to use a part of my 'Battle Hymn' with some verses of her
own. I replied, refusing this permission, but saying that she should
rewrite her own part sufficiently to leave mine out, and should not call
it the 'Battle Hymn of the Republic.' The metre and tune, of course, she
might use, as they are not mine in any special sense, but my phrases
_not_."
After writing an article for the "Delineator," on "What I should like to
give my Country for a Christmas Gift," she dreads a failure of her
productive power, but is reassured by Maud's verdict. "I took much pains
with it, but think she overpraises it a little to raise my spirits." The
gift she would choose was "a more vigilant national conscience." The
little essay counts but seventy lines, but every word tells.
In early September she performed a "very small public service,"
unveiling in Newport a bronze tablet in honor of Count de Rochambeau.
She would have been glad to speak, but an anxious daughter had demurred,
and at the moment she "only thought of pulling the string the right
way."
"_September 21. Green Peace, New York._ A delightful drive with Mr. Seth
Low in his auto. A good talk with him about the multi-millionnaires and
the Hague Conferences which he has attended. We reached Green Peace in
time for Mr. Frank Potter to sing about half of my songs. He has a fine
tenor voice, well cultivated, and is very kind about my small
compositions. I had not counted upon this pleasure. I dreaded this
visit, for the troublesome journey, but it has been delightful. I am
charmed to see my son so handsomely and comfortably established, and
with a very devoted wife. Potter brought me some flowers and a curious
orchid from Panama."
"_November 3. Oak Glen._ Yesterday and to-day have had most exquisite
sittings in front of my house in the warm sunshine; very closely wrapped
up by the dear care of my daughters."
These sittings were on what she called her boulevard, a grassy space in
front of the house, bordering on the road, and taking the full strength
of the morning sun. Here, with the tall screen of cedars behind her, and
a nut tree spreading its golden canopy over her head, she would sit for
hours, drinking in the sweet air that was like no other to her.
A companion picture to this is that of the twilight hour, when she would
sit alone in the long parlor, looking out on the sunset. Black against
the glowing sky rose the pines of the tiny forgotten graveyard, where
long-ago neighbors slept, with the white rose tree drooping over the
little child's grave; a spot of tender and melancholy beauty. All about
were the fields she loved, fragrant with clover and wormwood, vocal with
time-keeping crickets. Here she would sit for an hour, meditating, or
repeating to herself the Odes of Horace, or some familiar hymn. Horace
was one of her best friends, all her life long. She knew many of the
Odes by heart, and was constantly memorizing new ones. They filled and
brightened many a sleepless or weary hour. Here, when the children came
back from their walk, they would find her, quiet and serene, but ready
instantly to break into laughter with them, to give herself, as always,
entirely and joyously. Now and then she wrote down a meditation; here is
one:--
"A thought comes to me to-day which gives me great comfort. This is
that, while the transitory incidentals of our life, important for the
moment, pass out of it, the steadfast divine life which is in our
earthly experience, perseveres, and can never die nor diminish. I feel
content that much of me should die. I interpret for myself Christ's
parable of the tares sown in the wheat field. As regards the individual,
these tares are our personal and selfish traits and limitations. We must
restrain and often resist them, but we cannot and must not seek to
eradicate them, for they are important agents not only in preserving,
but also in energizing our bodily life. Yet they are, compared with our
higher life, as the tares compared with the wheat, and we must be well
content to feel that, when the death harvest comes, these tares will
fall from us and perish, while the wheat will be gathered into the
granary of God.
"I do not desire ecstatic, disembodied sainthood, because I do not wish
to abdicate any one of the attributes of my humanity. I cherish even the
infirmities that bind me to my kind. I would be human, and American, and
a woman. Paul of Tarsus had one or two ecstasies, but I feel sure that
he lived in his humanity, strenuously and energetically. Indeed, the
list he gives us of his trials and persecutions may show us how much he
lived as a man among men, even though he did once cry out for
deliverance from the body of death, whose wants and pains were a sore
hindrance to him in his unceasing labors. That deliverance he found
daily in the service of Truth, and finally once for all, when God took
him.
"Another thought upholds me. With the recurrence of the cycle, I feel
the steady tramp and tread of the world's progress. This Spring is not
identical with last Spring, this year is not last year. The predominant
fact of the Universe is not the mechanical round and working of its
forces, but their advance as moral life develops out of and above
material life. Mysterious as the chain of causation is, we know one
thing about it, viz.: that we cannot reverse its sequence. Whatever may
change or pass away, my father remains my father, my child, my child.
The way before us is open--the way behind us is blocked with solid
building which cannot be removed. And in this great onward order, life
turns not back to death, but goes forward to other life, which we may
call immortality. If I would turn backward, I stand still in paralyzed
opposition to the mighty sweep of heavenly law. It must go on, and if I
could resist and refuse to go with it, I should die a moral death,
having isolated myself from the movement which is life. But, do what I
will, I cannot resist it. I am carried on perforce, as inanimate rocks
and trees are swept away in the course of a resistless torrent. Shall I
then abdicate my human privilege which makes the forces of nature Angels
to help and minister to me? Let me, instead, take hold of the guiding
cords of life with resolute hands and press onward, following the
illustrious army whose crowned chiefs have gone before. They too had
their weakness, their sorrow, their sin. But they are set as stars in
the firmament of God, and their torches flash heavenly light upon our
doubtful way, ay, even upon the mysterious bridge whose toll is silence.
Beyond that silence reigns the perfect harmony."
"_November 6._ Expecting to leave this dear place to-morrow before noon,
I write one last record in this diary to say that I am very thankful for
the season just at end, which has been busy and yet restful. I have seen
old friends and new ones, all with pleasure, and mostly with profit of a
social and spiritual kind. I have seen dear little Eleanor Hall, the
sweetest of babies. Have had all of my dear children with me, some of my
grandchildren, and four of my great-grands.
"Our Papéterie has had pleasant meetings.... I am full of hope for the
winter. Have had a long season of fresh air, delightful and very
invigorating.... _Utinam! Gott in Himmel sei Dank!_"
"_November 28. Boston._ Have been much troubled of late by uncertainties
about life beyond the present. Quite suddenly, very recently, it
occurred to me to consider that Christ understood that spiritual life
would not end with death, and that His expressed certainty as to the
future life was founded upon His discernment of spiritual things. So, in
so far as I am a Christian, I must believe in the immortality of the
soul, as our Master surely did. I cannot understand why I have not
thought of that before. I think now that I shall nevermore lose sight of
it.... Had a very fine call from Mr. Locke, author of the 'Beloved
Vagabond,' a book which I have enjoyed."
"_December 5...._ I learned to-day that my dear friend of many years
[the Reverend Mary H. Graves] passed away last night very peacefully....
This is a heart sorrow for me. She has been a most faithful,
affectionate and helpful friend. I scarcely know whether any one,
outside of my family, would have pained me more by their departure...."
This was indeed a loss. "Saint Mouse," as we called her, was a familiar
friend of the household: a little gray figure, with the face of a plain
angel. For many years she had been the only person who was allowed to
touch our mother's papers. She often came for a day or two and
straightened out the tangle. She was the only approach to a secretary
ever tolerated.
We used to grieve because our mother had no first-rate "Crutch"; it
seemed a waste of power. Now, we see that it was partly the instinct of
self-preservation,--keeping the "doing" muscles tense and strong,
because action was vital and necessary to her--partly the still deeper
instinct of giving her _self_, body and mind. She seldom failed in any
important thing she undertook; the "chores" of life she often left for
others to attend to or neglect.
The Christmas services, the Christmas oratorio, brought her the usual
serene joy and comfort. She insists that Handel wrote parts of the
"Messiah" in heaven itself. "Where else could he have got 'Comfort ye,'
'Thy rebuke,' 'Thou shalt break them,' and much besides?"
Late in December, 1908, came the horror of the Sicilian earthquake. She
felt at first that it was impossible to reconcile omnipotence and
perfect benevolence with this catastrophe.
"We must hold judgment in suspense and say, 'We don't and we can't
understand.'"
She had several tasks on hand this winter, among them a poem for the
Centenary of Lincoln's birth. On February 7 she writes:--
"After a time of despair about the poem for the Lincoln Centenary some
lines came to me in the early morning. I arose, wrapped myself warmly,
and wrote what I could, making quite a beginning."
She finished the poem next day, and on the 12th she went "with three
handsome grandchildren" to deliver it at Symphony Hall before the Grand
Army of the Republic and their friends.
"The police had to make an entrance for us. I was presently conducted to
my seat on the platform. The hall was crammed to its utmost capacity. I
had felt doubts of the power of my voice to reach so large a company,
but strength seemed to be given to me at once, and I believe that I was
heard very well. T. W. H. [Colonel Higginson] came to me soon after my
reading and said, 'You have been a good girl and behaved yourself
well.'"
The next task was an essay on "Immortality," which cost her much labor
and anxious thought.
"_March 3...._ Got at last some solid ground for my screed on
'Immortality.' Our experience of the goodness of God in our daily life
assures us of His mercy hereafter, and seeing God everywhere, we shall
dwell in the house of the Lord forever."
"_March 27._ I am succeeding better with my 'Immortality' paper. Had
to-day a little bit of visioning with which I think that I would
willingly depart, when my time comes. The dreadful fear of being buried
alive disappeared for a time, and I saw only the goodness of God, to
which it seemed that I could trust all question of the future life. I
said to myself--'The best will be for thee and me.'"
It was in this mood that she wrote:--
"I, for one, feel that my indebtedness grows with my years. And it
occurred to me the other day that when I should depart from this earthly
scene, 'God's poor Debtor' might be the fittest inscription for my
gravestone, if I should have one. So much have I received from the great
Giver, so little have I been able to return."
"_April 5...._ Heard May Alden Ward, N.E.W.C., on 'Current Events.'
_Praecipuë_ tariff reform. Proposed a small group to study the question
from the point of view of the consumer. What to protect and how?
American goods cheaper in Europe than here. Blank tells me of pencils
made here for a foreign market and sold in Germany and England at a
price impossible here. I said that the real bottomless pit is the depth
of infamous slander with which people will assail our public servants,
especially when they are faithful and incorruptible, apropos of
aspersions cast on Roosevelt and Taft. Mrs. Ward read a very violent
attack upon some public man of a hundred or more years ago. He was
quoted as a monster of tyranny and injustice. His name was George
Washington."
"_April 8...._ My prayer for this Easter is that I may not waste the
inspiration of spring...."
In these days came another real sorrow to her.
"_April 10._ To-day brings the sad news of Marion Crawford's death at
Sorrento. His departure seems to have been a peaceful one. He comforted
his family and had his daughter Eleanor read Plato's 'Dialogues' to him.
Was unconscious at the last. Poor dear Marion! The end, in his case,
comes early. His father was, I think, in the early forties when he died
of a cancer behind the eye which caused blindness. He, Thomas Crawford,
had a long and very distressing illness."
Crawford had been very dear to her, ever since the days when, a radiant
schoolboy, he came and went in his vacations. There was a complete
sympathy and understanding between them, and there were few people whom
she enjoyed more.
"I wrote a letter to be read, if approved, to-morrow evening at the
Faneuil Hall meeting held to advocate the revision of our extradition
treaty with the Russian Government, which at present seems to allow that
government too much latitude of incrimination, whereby political and
civil offences can too easily be confused and a revolutionist
surrendered as a criminal, which he may or may not be."
Later in the month she writes:--
"In the early morning I began to feel that I must attempt some sort of
tribute to my dear friend of many years, Dr. Holmes, the centenary of
whose birth is to be celebrated on Tuesday next. I stayed at home from
church to follow some random rhymes which came to me in connection with
my remembrance of my ever affectionate friend. I love to think of his
beautiful service to his age and to future ages. I fear that my rhymes
will fail to crystallize, but sometimes a bad beginning leads to
something better...."
The poem was finished, more or less to her satisfaction, but she was
weary with working over it, and with "reading heavy books, Max Müller on
metaphysics, Blanqui on political economy."
"_May 10._ I began this day the screed of 'Values' which I mentioned the
other day. I have great hopes of accomplishing something useful,
remembering, as I do, with sore indignation, my own mistakes, and
desiring to help young people to avoid similar ones."
The ninetieth birthday was a festival, indeed. Letters and telegrams
poured in, rose in toppling piles which almost--not quite--daunted her;
she would hear every one, would answer as many as flesh and blood could
compass. Here is one of them:--
Most hearty congratulations on your ninetieth birthday from the boy you
picked up somewhere in New York and placed in the New York Orphan Asylum
on April 6th, 1841. Sorry I have never been able to meet you in all that
time. You [were] one of the Board of Trustees at that time.
Respectfully and Thankfully,
WM. DAVIDSON.
I was then about five years old, now seventy-three.
Writing to her friend of many years, Mrs. Ellen Mitchell, she says:--
"Your birthday letter was and is much valued by me. Its tone of earnest
affection is an element in the new inspiration recently given me by such
a wonderful testimony of public and private esteem and goodwill as has
been granted me in connection with my attainment of ninety years. It all
points to the future. I must work to deserve what I have received. My
dearest wish would be to take up some thread of our A.A.W. work, and
continue it. I rather hope that I may find the way to do this in the
study of Economics which I am just starting with a small group...."
_To Mrs. Harriet Prescott Spofford_
DEAR MRS. SPOFFORD,--
You wrote me a lovely letter on my ninetieth birthday. I cannot help
feeling as if the impression expressed by you and so many other kind
friends of my personal merits must refer to some good work which I have
yet to do. What I have done looks small to me, but I have tried a good
deal for the best I have known. This is all I can say. I am much touched
by your letter, and encouraged to go on trying. Don't you think that the
best things are already in view? The opportunities for women, the
growing toleration and sympathy in religion, the sacred cause of peace?
I have lived, like Moses, to see the entrance into the Promised Land.
How much is this to be thankful for! My crabbed hand shows how Time
abridges my working powers, but I march to the brave music still, as
you and many of the juniors do.
Wishing that I might sometimes see you, believe me
Yours with affectionate regard,
JULIA WARD HOWE.
Close upon the Birthday came another occasion of the kind which we--in
these later years--at once welcomed and deplored. She enjoyed nothing so
much as a "function," and nothing tired her so much.
On June 16, Brown University, her husband's _alma mater_ and her
grandfather's, conferred upon her the degree of Doctor of Laws. She went
to Providence to receive it in person, and thus describes the
commencement exercises to Mrs. Mitchell:--
"The ordeal of the Doctorate was rather trying, but was made as easy as
possible for me. The venerable old church was well filled, and was quite
beautiful. I sat in one of the front pews--two learned people led me to
the foot of the platform from which President Faunce, with some
laudatory remarks, handed me my diploma, while some third party placed a
picturesque hood upon my shoulders. The band played the air of my
'Battle Hymn,' and applause followed me as I went back to my seat. So
there!"
Her companion on that occasion writes:--
"She sat listening quietly to the addresses, watched each girl and boy
just starting on the voyage of life as they marched to the platform and
received from the President's hand the scrap of paper, the parchment
diploma, reward of all their studies. Her name was called last. With
the deliberate step of age, she walked forward, wearing her son's
college gown over her white dress, his mortar-board cap over her lace
veil. She seemed less moved than any person present; she could not see
what we saw, the tiny gallant figure bent with fourscore and ten years
of study and hard labor. As she moved between the girl students who
stood up to let her pass, she whispered, 'How tall they are! It seems to
me the girls are much taller than they used to be.' Did she realize how
much shorter she was than she once had been? I think not.
"Then, her eyes sparkling with fun while all other eyes were wet, she
shook her hard-earned diploma with a gay gesture in the faces of those
girls, cast on them a keen glance that somehow was a challenge, 'Catch
up with me if you can!'
"She had labored long for the higher education of women, suffered
estrangement, borne ridicule for it--the sight of those girl graduates,
starting on their life voyage equipped with a good education, was like a
sudden realization of a life-long dream; uplifted her, gave her strength
for the fatigues of the day. At the dinner given for her and the college
dignitaries by Mrs. William Goddard, she was at her best."
She was asked for a Fourth of July message to the Sunday-School children
of the Congregational Church, and wrote:--
"I want them to build up character in themselves and in the community,
to give to the country just so many men and women who will be incapable
of meanness or dishonesty, who will look upon life as a sacred trust,
given to them for honorable service to their fellow men and women. I
would have them feel that, whether rich or poor, they are bound to be of
use in their day and generation, and to be mindful of the Scripture
saying that 'no man liveth unto himself.' We all have our part to do in
keeping up the character and credit of our country. For her sake we
should study to become good and useful citizens."
In the summer of 1909 the Cretan question came up again. Once more
Turkey attempted to regain active possession of Crete; once more the
voice of Christendom was raised in protest. She had no thought this time
of being "too old." Being called upon for help, she wrote at once to
President Taft, "praying him to find some way to help the Cretans in the
terrible prospect of their being delivered over, bound hand and foot, to
Turkish misrule." She was soon gladdened by a reply from the President,
saying that he had not considered the Cretans as he should, but
promising to send her letter to the Secretary of State. "I thank God
most earnestly," she writes, "for even thus much. To-day, I feel that I
must write all pressing letters, as my time may be short."
Accordingly she composed an open letter on the Cretan question. "It is
rather crude, but it is from my heart of hearts. I had to write it."
Suffrage, too, had its share of her attention this summer. There were
meetings at "Marble House" [Newport] in which she was deeply interested.
She attended one in person; to the next she sent the second and third
generations, staying at home herself to amuse and care for the fourth.
On the last day of August she records once more her sorrow at the
departure of the summer. She adds, "God grant me to be prepared to live
or die, as He shall decree. It is best, I think, to anticipate life, and
to cultivate forethought.... I think it may have been to-day that I read
the last pages of Martineau's 'Seat of Authority in Religion,' an
extremely valuable book, yet a painful one to read, so entirely does it
do away with the old-time divinity of the dear Christ. But it leaves Him
the divinity of character--no theory or discovery can take that away."
Late September brought an occasion to which she had looked forward with
mingled pleasure and dread; the celebration of the Hudson-Fulton
Centennial in New York. She had been asked for a poem, and had taken
great pains with it, writing and re-writing it, hammering and polishing.
She thought it finished in July, yet two days before the celebration she
was still re-touching it.
"I have been much dissatisfied with my Fulton poem. Lying down to rest
this afternoon, instead of sleep, of which I felt no need, I began to
try for some new lines which should waken it up a little, and think that
I succeeded. I had brought no manuscript paper, so had to scrawl my
amendments on Sanborn's old long envelope."
Later in the day two more lines came to her, and again two the day
after. Finally, on the morning of the day itself, on awakening, she
cried out,--
"I have got my last verse!"
The occasion was a notable one. The stage of the Metropolitan Opera
House was filled with dignitaries, delegates from other States, foreign
diplomats in brilliant uniforms. The only woman among them was the
little figure in white, to greet whom, as she came forward on her son's
arm, the whole great assembly rose and stood. They remained standing
while she read her poem in clear unfaltering tones; the applause that
rang out showed that she had once more touched the heart of the public.
This poem was printed in "Collier's Weekly," unfortunately from a copy
made before the "last verse" was finished to her mind. This distressed
her. "Let this be a lesson!" she said. "Never print a poem or speech
till it has been delivered; always give the eleventh hour its chance!"
This eleventh hour brought a very special chance; a few days before, the
world had been electrified by the news of Peary's discovery of the North
Pole: it was the general voice that cried through her lips,--
The Flag of Freedom crowns the Pole!
The following letter was written while she was at work on the poem:--
_To Laura_
OAK GLEN, July 9, 1909.
Why, yes, I'm doing the best I know how. Have written a poem for the
Hudson and Fulton celebration, September 28. Worked hard at it. Guess
it's only pretty good, if even that. Maud takes me out every day under
the pine tree, makes me sit while she reads aloud Freeman's shorter work
on Sicily. I enjoy this.... I have just read Froude's "Cæsar," which
Sanborn says he hates, but which I found as readable as a novel. Am also
reading a work of Kuno Fischer on "Philosophy," especially relating to
Descartes. Now you know, Miss, or should know, that _same_ had great
_fame_, and sometimes _blame_, as a philosopher. But he don't make no
impression on my mind. I never doubted that I was, so don't need no
"_cogito, ergo sum,_" which is what Carty, old Boy, amounts to. Your
letter, dear, was a very proper attention under the circumstances.
Shouldn't object to another. Lemme see! objects cannot be subjects, nor
_vice versa_. How do you know that you washed your face this morning?
You don't know it, and I don't believe that you did. You might consult
H. Richards about some of these particulars. He is a man of some sense.
You are, bless you, not much wiser than your affectionate
MA.
Returned to Oak Glen, after the celebration, she writes:--
_To her son and his wife_
OAK GLEN, October 1, 1909.
... I found my trees still green, and everything comfortable. I did not
dare to write to any one yesterday, my head was so full of nonsense.
Reaction from brain-fatigue takes this shape with me, and everything
goes "higgle-wiggledy, hi-cockalorum," or words to that effect.... We
had a delightful visit with you, dear F. G. and H. M. I miss you both,
and miss the lovely panorama of the hills, and the beauteous flower
parterres. Well, here's for next year in early Autumn, and I hope I may
see you both before that time. With thanks for kindest entertainment,
and best of love,
Your very affectionate
MOTHER AND DITTO-IN-LAW.
_To George H. Richards_[151]
OAK GLEN, October 1, 1909.
DEAR UNCLE GEORGE,--
I got through all right, in spite of prospective views, of fainting
fits, apoplexy, what not? Trouble is now that I cannot keep calling up
some thousands of people, and saying: "Admire me, do. I wrote it all my
little own self." Seriously, there is a little reaction from so much
excitement. But I hope to recover my senses in time. I improved the last
two stanzas much when I recited the poem. The last line read
The Flag of Freedom crowns the Pole!
I tell you, I brought it out with a will, and they all [the audience]
made a great noise....
[151] Her man of business and faithful friend. Though of her children's
generation, she had adopted him as an "uncle."
We doubt if any of the compliments pleased her so much as that of the
Irish charwoman who, mop in hand, had been listening at one of the side
doors of the theatre. "Oh, you dear little old lady!" she cried. "You
speaked your piece _real_ good!"
Late October finds her preparing for the move to Boston.
"I have had what I may call a spasm of gratitude to God for His great
goodness to me, sitting in my pleasant little parlor, with the lovely
golden trees in near view, and the devotion of my children and great
kindness of my friends well in mind. Oh! help me, divine Father, to
merit even a very little of Thy kindness!"
In this autumn she was elected a member of the American Academy of Arts
and Letters, and in December she wrote for its first meeting a poem
called "The Capitol." She greatly desired to read this poem before the
association, and Maud, albeit with many misgivings, agreed to take her
on to Washington. This was not to be. On learning of her intention,
three officers of the association, William Dean Howells, Robert
Underwood Johnson, and Thomas Nelson Page, sent her a "round-robin"
telegram, begging her not to run the risk of the long winter journey.
The kindly suggestion was not altogether well taken. "Ha!" she flashed
out. "They think I am too old, but there's a little ginger left in the
old blue jar!"
She soon realized the wisdom as well as the friendliness of the round
robin, and confided to the Journal that she had been in two minds about
it.
On Christmas Day she writes:--
"Thanks to God who gave us the blessed Christ. What a birth was this!
Two thousand years have only increased our gratitude for it. How it has
consecrated Babyhood and Maternity! Two infants, grown to man's estate,
govern the civilized world to-day, Christ and Moses. I am still thankful
to be here in the flesh, as they were once, and oh! that I may never
pass where they are not!"
The winter of 1909-10 was a severe one, and she was more or less housed;
yet the days were full and bright for her. "Life," she cried one day,
"is like a cup of tea; all the sugar is at the bottom!" and again, "Oh!
I must go so soon, and I am only just ready to go to college!"
When it was too cold for her to go out, she took her walk in the house,
with the windows open, pacing resolutely up and down her room and the
room opposite. She sat long hours at her desk, in patient toil. She was
always picking up dropped stitches, trying to keep every promise, answer
every note.
"Went through waste-paper basket, redeeming some bits torn to fragments,
which either should be answered or recorded. Wrote an autograph for Mr.
Blank. It was asked for in 1905. Had been _put away_ and forgotten."
She got too tired that morning, and could not fully enjoy the Authors'
Club in the afternoon.
"Colonel Higginson and I sat like two superannuated old idols. Each of
us said a little say when the business was finished."
It is not recalled that they presented any such appearance to others.
She went to the opera, a mingled pleasure and pain.
"It was the 'Huguenots,' much of which was known to me in early youth,
when I used to sing the 'Rataplan' chorus with my brothers. I sang also
Valentine's prayer, '_Parmi les fleurs mon rêve se ranime_,' with
obligato bassoon accompaniment, using the 'cello instead. I know that I
sang much better that night than usual, for dear Uncle John said to me,
'You singed good!' Poor Huti played the 'cello. Now, I listened for the
familiar bits, and recognized the drinking chorus in Act 1st, the
'Rataplan' in Act 2d. Valentine's prayer, if given, was so overlaid with
_fioritura_ that I did not feel sure of it. The page's pretty song was
all right, but I suffered great fatigue, and the reminiscences were
sad."
Through the winter she continued the study of economics with some
fifteen members of the New England Woman's Club. She read Bergson too,
and now and then "got completely bogged" in him, finding no "central
point that led anywhere."
About this time she wrote:--
_"Some Rules for Everyday Life_
"1. Begin every day with a few minutes of retired meditation, tending to
prayer, in order to feel within yourself the spiritual power which will
enable you to answer the demands of practical life.
"2. Cultivate systematic employment and learn to estimate correctly the
time required to accomplish whatever you may undertake.
"3. Try to occupy both your mind and your muscles, since each of these
will help the other, and both deteriorate without sufficient exercise.
"4. Remember that there is great inherent selfishness in human nature,
and train yourself to consider adequately the advantage and pleasure of
others.
"5. Be thankful to be useful.
"6. Try to ascertain what are real uses, and to follow such maxims and
methods as will stand the test of time, and not fail with the passing
away of a transient enthusiasm.
"7. Be neither over distant nor over familiar in your intercourse;
friendly rather than confidential; not courting responsibility, but not
declining it when it of right belongs to you.
"8. Be careful not to falsify true principles by a thoughtless and
insufficient application of them.
"9. Though actions of high morality ensure in the end the greatest
success, yet view them in the light of obligation, not in that of
policy.
"10. Whatever your talents may be, consider yourself as belonging to the
average of humanity, since, even if superior to many in some respects,
you will be likely to fall below them in others.
"11. Remember the Christian triad of virtues. Have faith in principles,
hope in God, charity with and for all mankind."
A windy March found her "rather miserably ailing." Dr. Langmaid came,
and pronounced her lungs "sound as a bass drum"; nothing amiss save a
throat irritated by wind and dust. Thereupon she girded herself and
buckled to her next task, a poem for the centenary of James Freeman
Clarke.
"I have despaired of a poem which people seem to expect from me for the
dear James Freeman's centennial. To-day the rhymes suddenly flowed, but
the thought is difficult to convey--the reflection of heaven in his soul
is what he gave, and what he left us."
"_April 1._ Very much tossed up and down about my poem...."
"_April 2._ Was able at last, _D.G._, to make the poem explain itself.
Rosalind, my incorruptible critic, was satisfied with it. I think and
hope that all my trouble has been worth while. I bestowed it most
unwillingly, having had little hope that I could make my figure of
speech intelligible. I am very thankful for this poem, cannot be
thankful enough."
This was her third tribute to the beloved Minister, and is, perhaps, the
best of the three. The thought which she found so difficult of
conveyance is thus expressed:--
Lifting from the Past its veil,
What of his does now avail?
Just a mirror in his breast
That revealed a heavenly guest,
And the love that made us free
Of the same high company.
These he brought us, these he left,
When we were of him bereft.
She thus describes the occasion:--
"Coughed in the night, and at waking suffered much in mind, fearing that
a wild fit of coughing might make my reading unacceptable and even
ridiculous. Imagine my joy when I found my voice clear and strong, and
read the whole poem [forty-four lines] without the slightest inclination
to cough. This really was the granting of my prayer, and my first
thought about it was, 'What shall I render to the Lord for all His
goodness to me?' I thought, 'I will interest myself more efficiently in
the great questions which concern Life and Society at large.' If I have
'the word for the moment,' as some think, I will take more pains to
speak it."
A little later came a centenary which--alas!--she did not enjoy. It was
that of Margaret Fuller, and was held in Cambridge. She was asked to
attend it, and was assured that she "would not be expected to speak."
This kindly wish to spare fatigue to a woman of ninety-one was the last
thing she desired. She could hardly believe that she would be left
out--she, who had known Margaret, had talked and corresponded with her.
"They have not asked me to speak!" she said more than once as the time
drew near.
She was reassured; of course they would ask her when they saw her!
"I have a poem on Margaret!"
"Take it with you! Of course you will be asked to say something, and
then you will be all ready with your poem in your pocket."
Thus Maud, in all confidence. Indeed, if one of her own had gone with
her, the matter would have been easily arranged; unfortunately, the
companion was a friend who could make no motion in the matter. She
returned tired and depressed. "They did not ask me to speak," she said,
"and I was the only person present who had known Margaret and remembered
her."
For a little while this incident weighed on her. She felt that she was
"out of the running"; but a winning race was close at hand.
The question of pure milk was before the Massachusetts Legislature, and
was being hotly argued. An urgent message came by telephone; would Mrs.
Howe say a word for the good cause? Maud went to her room, and found her
at her desk, the morning's campaign already begun.
"There is to be a hearing at the State House on the milk question; they
want you dreadfully to speak. What do you say?"
"Give me half an hour!" she said.
Before the half-hour was over she had sketched out her speech and
dressed herself in her best flowered silk cloak and her new lilac hood,
a birthday gift from a poor seamstress. Arrived at the State House, she
sat patiently through many speeches. Finally she was called on to speak;
it was noticed that no oath was required of her. As she rose and came
forward on her daughter's arm,--"You may remain seated, Mrs. Howe," said
the benevolent chairman.
"I prefer to stand!" was the reply.
She had left her notes behind; she did not need them. Standing in the
place where, year after year, she had stood to ask for the full rights
of citizenship, she made her last thrilling appeal for justice.
"We have heard," she said, "a great deal about the farmers' and the
dealers' side of this case. We want the matter settled on the ground of
justice and mercy; it ought not to take long to settle what is just to
all parties. Justice to all! Let us stand on that. There is one deeply
interested party, however, of whom we have heard nothing. He cannot
speak for himself; I am here to speak for him: the infant!"
The effect was electrical. In an instant the tired audience, the dull or
dogged or angry debaters, woke to a new interest, a new spirit. No
farmer so rough, no middle-man so keen, no legislator so apathetic, but
felt the thrill. In a silence charged with deepest feeling all listened
as to a prophetess, as, step by step, she unfolded the case of the
infant as against farmers and dealers.
As Arthur Dehon Hill, counsel for the Pure Milk Association, led her
from the room, he said, "Mrs. Howe, you have saved the day!"
This incident was still in her mind on her ninety-first birthday, a few
days later.
"My parlors are full of beautiful flowers and other gifts, interpreted
by notes expressive of much affection, and telegrams of the same sort.
What dare I ask for more? Only that I may do something in the future to
deserve all this love and gratitude. I have intended to deserve it all
and more. Yet, when in thought I review my life, I feel the waste and
loss of power thro' want of outlook. Like many another young person, I
did not know what my really available gifts were. Perhaps the best was a
feeling of what I may call 'the sense of the moment,' which led a French
friend to say of me: '_Mme. Howe possède le mot à un dégré
remarquable._' I was often praised for saying 'just the right word,'
and I usually did this with a strong feeling that it ought to be said."
Early in June, just as she was preparing for the summer flitting, she
had a bad fall, breaking a rib. This delayed the move for a week, no
more, the bone knitting easily. She was soon happy among her green
trees, her birds singing around her.
The memories of this last summer come flocking in, themselves like
bright birds. She was so well, so joyous, giving her lilies with such
full hands; it was a golden time.
As the body failed, the mind--or so it seemed to us--grew ever clearer,
the veil that shrouds the spirit ever more transparent. She "saw things
hidden."
One day a summer neighbor came, bringing her son, a handsome, athletic
fellow, smartly dressed, a fine figure of gilded youth. She looked at
him a good deal: presently she said suddenly,--
"You write poetry!"
The lad turned crimson: his mother looked dumfounded. It proved that he
had lately written a prize poem, and that literature was the goal of his
ambition. Another day she found a philosopher hidden in what seemed to
the rest of the family merely "a callow boy in pretty white duck
clothes." So she plucked out the heart of each man's mystery, but so
tenderly that it was yielded gladly, young and old alike feeling
themselves understood.
Among the visitors of this summer none was more welcome than her
great-grandson, Christopher Birckhead,[152] then an infant in arms. She
loved to hold and watch the child, brooding over him with grave
tenderness: it was a beautiful and gracious picture of Past and Future.
[152] Son of Caroline Minturn (Hall) and the Reverend Hugh Birckhead.
Maud had just written a book on Sicily, and, as always, our mother read
and corrected the galley proofs. She did this with exquisite care and
thoughtfulness, never making her suggestions on the proof itself, but on
a separate sheet of paper, with the number of the galley, the phrase,
and her suggested emendations. This was her invariable custom: the
writer must be perfectly free to retain her own phrase, if she preferred
it.
Walking tired her that summer, but she was very faithful about it.
"Zacko," she would command John Elliott, "take me for a walk."
The day before she took to her bed, he remembers that she clung to him
more than usual and said,--
"It tires me very much." (This after walking twice round the piazza.)
"Once more!" he encouraged.
"No--I have walked all I can to-day."
"Let me take you back to your room this way," he said, leading her back
by the piazza. "That makes five times each way!"
She laughed and was pleased to have done this, but he thinks she had a
great sense of weakness too.
Her favorite piece on the "Victor" that summer was "The Artillerist's
Oath." The music had a gallant ring to it, and there was something
heroic about the whole thing, something that suggested the Forlorn
Hope--how many of them she had led! When nine o'clock came, she would
ask for this piece by the nickname she had given it, taken from one of
its odd lines,--
"I'll wed thee in the battle's front!"
While the song was being given, she was all alert and alive, even if she
may have been sleepy earlier in the evening. She would get up with a
little gesture of courage, and take leave of us, always with a certain
ceremony, that was like the withdrawing of royalty. The evening was then
over, and we too went to bed!
As we gather up our treasures of this last summer, we remember that
several things might have prepared us for what was coming, had not our
eyes been holden. She spoke a great deal of old times, the figures of
her childhood and girlhood being evidently very near to her. She quoted
them often; "My grandma used to say--" She spoke as naturally as the boy
in the next room might speak of her.
She would not look in the glass; "I don't like to see my old face!" she
said. She could not see the beauty that every one else saw. Yet she kept
to the very last a certain tender coquetry. She loved her white dresses,
and the flowered silk cloak of that last summer. She chose with care the
jewels suited to each costume, the topaz cross for the white, the
amethysts for the lilac. She had a great dread of old people's being
untidy or unprepossessing in appearance, and never grudged the moments
spent in adjusting the right cap and lace collar.
There was an almost unearthly light in her face, a transparency and
sweetness that spoke to others more plainly than to us: Hugh Birckhead
saw and recognized it as a look he had seen in other faces of saintly
age, as their translation approached. But we said joyously to her and to
each other, "She will round out the century; we shall all keep the
Hundredth Birthday together!" And we and she partly believed it.
The doctor had insisted strongly that she should keep, through the
summer at least, the trained nurse who had ministered to her after her
fall. She "heard what he said, but it made no difference." In early
August she records "a passage at arms with Maud, in which I clearly
announced my intention of dispensing with the services of a trained
nurse, my good health and simple habits rendering it entirely
unnecessary."
She threatened to write to her man of business.
"_I would rather die_," she said, "than be an old woman with a nurse!"
Maud and Florence wept, argued, implored, but the nurse was dismissed.
The Journal acknowledges that "her ministrations and Dr. Cobb's
diagnosis have been very beneficial to my bodily health." On the same
day she records the visit of a Persian Prince, who had come to this
country chiefly to see two persons, the President of the United States
and Mrs. Julia Ward Howe. "He also claims to be a reincarnation of some
remarkable philosopher; and to be so greatly interested in the cause of
Peace that he declines to visit our ships now in the harbor here, to
which he has been invited."
Reading Theodore Parker's sermon on "Wisdom and Intellect," she found it
so full of notable sayings that she thought "a little familiar book of
daily inspiration and aspiration" might be made from his writings: she
wrote to Mr. Francis J. Garrison suggesting this, and suggesting also,
what had been long in her mind, the collecting and publishing of her
"Occasional Poems."
In late September, she was "moved to write one or more open letters on
what religion really is, for some one of the women's papers"; and the
next day began upon "What is Religion?" or rather, "What Sort of
Religion makes Religious Liberty possible?"
A day or two later, she was giving an "offhand talk" on the early
recollections of Newport at the Papéterie, and going to an afternoon tea
at a musical house, where, after listening to Schumann Romances and
Chopin waltzes, and to the "Battle Hymn" on the 'cello, she was moved to
give a performance of "Flibbertigibbet." This occasion reminded her
happily of her father's house, of Henry "playing tolerably on the
'cello, Marion studying the violin, Bro' Sam's lovely tenor voice."
Now came the early October days when she was to receive the degree of
Doctor of Laws from Smith College. She hesitated about making the
tiresome journey, but finally, "Grudging the trouble and expense, I
decide to go to Smith College, for my degree, but think I won't do so
any more."
She started accordingly with daughter and maid, for Northampton,
Massachusetts. It was golden weather, and she was in high spirits.
Various college dignitaries met her at the station; one of these had
given up a suite of rooms for her use; she was soon established in much
peace and comfort.
Wednesday, October 5, was a day of perfect autumn beauty. She was early
dressed in her white dress, with the college gown of rich black silk
over it, the "mortar-board" covering in like manner her white lace cap.
Thus arrayed, a wheeled chair conveyed her to the great hall, already
packed with visitors and graduates, as was the deep platform with
college officials and guests of honor. Opposite the platform, as if hung
in air, a curving gallery was filled with white-clad girls, some two
thousand of them; as she entered they rose like a flock of doves, and
with them the whole audience. They rose once more when her name was
called, last in the list of those honored with degrees; and as she came
forward, the organ pealed, and the great chorus of fresh young voices
broke out with
"Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the Lord--"
It was the last time.
Later in the day the students of Chapin House brought their guest-book,
begging for her autograph. She looked at Laura with a twinkle.
"Do you think they would like me to write something?"
Assured on that point, she waited a moment, and then wrote after her
signature,--
Wandered to Smith College
In pursuit of knowledge;
Leaves so much the wiser,
Nothing can surprise her!
She reached home apparently without undue fatigue. "She will be more
tired to-morrow!" we said; but she was not. Her son came for the
week-end, and his presence was always a cordial. Sunday was a happy day.
In the evening we gathered round the piano, she playing, son and
daughters singing the old German student songs brought by "Uncle Sam"
from Heidelberg seventy years before.
On the Tuesday she went to the Papéterie, and was the life and soul of
the party, sparkling with merriment. Driving home, it was so warm that
she begged to have the top of the carriage put back, and so she enjoyed
the crowning pageant of the autumn, the full hunter's moon and the
crimson ball of the sun both visible at once.
Wednesday found her busy at her desk, confessing to a slight cold, but
making nothing of it. The next day bronchitis developed, followed by
pneumonia. For several days the issue seemed doubtful, the strong
constitution fighting for life. Two devoted physicians were beside her,
one the friend of many years, the other a young assistant. The presence
of the latter puzzled her, but his youth and strength seemed tonic to
her, and she would rest quietly with her hand in his strong hand.
On Sunday evening the younger physician thought her convalescent; the
elder said, "If she pulls through the next twenty-four hours, she will
recover."
But she was too weary. That night they heard her say, "God will help
me!" and again, toward morning, "I am so tired!"
Being alone for a moment with Maud, she spoke one word: a little word
that had meant "good-bye" between them in the nursery days.
So, in the morning of Monday, October 17, her spirit passed quietly on
to God's keeping.
Those who were present at her funeral will not forget it. The
flower-decked church, the mourning multitude, the white coffin borne
high on the shoulders of eight stalwart grandsons, the words of age-long
wisdom and beauty gathered into a parting tribute, the bugle sounding
Taps, as she passed out in her last earthly triumph, the blind children
singing round the grave on which the autumn sun shone with a final
golden greeting.
* * * * *
We have told the story of our mother's life, possibly at too great
length; but she herself told it in eight words.
"Tell me," Maud asked her once, "what is the ideal aim of life?"
She paused a moment, and replied, dwelling thoughtfully on each word,--
"To learn, to teach, to serve, to enjoy!"
THE END
INDEX
Abbott, J., I, 214, 215; II, 99.
Abdin Palace, II, 35, 36.
Abdul Hamid II, II, 42.
Abdul Hassan, mosque of, II, 36.
Aberdeen, Countess of, II, 165, 166.
Aberdeen, J. C. H. Gordon, Earl of, II, 165.
Abolitionists, I, 177, 305; II, 171.
Academy of Fine Arts, French, II, 23.
Acroceraunian Mountains, I, 272.
Acropolis, II, 43.
Adamowski, Timothée, II, 55, 58.
Adams, Charles Follen, II, 270, 273;
verse by, II, 335.
Adams, Mrs. C. F., I, 266.
Adams, John, I, 4.
Adams, John Quincy, II, 312.
Adams, Nehemiah, I, 168.
_Advertiser, Boston_, II, 195, 222.
Ægina, I, 73.
Æschylus, II, 130, 282, 348, 372.
Agassiz, Alexander, II, 50.
Agassiz, Elizabeth Cary, I, 124, 345, 361; II, 228, 287, 292.
Agassiz, Louis, I, 124, 151, 251, 345; II, 150, 158.
Aidé, Hamilton, II, 251.
Airlie, Lady, II, 254.
_Alabama_, II, 108.
Albania, I, 272.
Albany, I, 342.
Albert of Savoy, II, 303.
Albert Victor, II, 9.
Albinola, Sig., I, 94.
Alboni, Marietta, I, 87.
Alcott, A. Bronson, I, 285, 290; II, 57, 120.
Aldrich, Mrs. Richard, II, 367.
Aldrich, T. B., I, 244, 262; II, 70, 354, 357, 358.
Aldrich, Mrs. T. B., I, 245.
Alger, Wm. R., I, 207, 244, 245; II, 127, 139, 140.
Allston, John, I, 12.
Alma-Tadema, Lady, II, 168, 169.
Alma-Tadema, Laurence, II, 168, 169, 171.
Almy, Mr., II, 139.
Amadeo, II, 31, 278.
Amalfi, II, 33.
Amberley, Lady, I, 266.
Amélie, Queen, II, 30.
America, I, 7, 11, 207, 247, 267, 273, 320, 344; II, 18, 21, 189.
American Academy of Arts and Letters, II, 399.
American Academy of Science, I, 251, 259.
American Authors, Society of, II, 355.
American Branch, International Peace Society, I, 306.
American Civil War, I, 176, 186, 219-22; II, 253.
American Institute of Education, II, 68.
_American Notes_, I, 81.
American Peace Society, I, 303.
American Revolution, I, 6.
American School of Archæology, Athens, II, 243.
American Woman Suffrage Association, I, 365.
Ames, Mr., II, 166, 167.
Ames, Charles Gordon, I, 392; II, 187,193, 216, 229, 273, 280, 287,
288, 298, 324, 328, 358, 361.
Ames, Fanny, II, 297.
Ames, Mrs. Sheldon, II, 22.
Amsterdam, II, 11.
Anacreon, I, 289.
Anagnos, Julia R., I, 96, 104, 106, 114, 115, 116, 119, 122, 126,
128, 133, 159-63, 172, 181, 216, 249-51, 264, 265, 267, 297,
349, 350, 352; II, 46, 59, 65, 70, 73, 74, 115-20, 123, 127,
128, 129, 164, 349.
Anagnos, Michael, I, 273, 281, 288-90, 297, 331, 332; II, 116-18,
129, 228, 229, 293, 300, 347, 348, 349, 357, 360.
Ancient and Honorable Artillery Company, I, 232.
Anderson, Hendrik, II, 240, 243, 244, 248, 252.
Anderson, Isabel, II, 233.
Anderson, Larz, I, 169; II, 233, 287.
Andrew, John A., I, 150, 151, 186, 189, 195, 220, 231, 233, 238, 239,
246, 261, 283, 381; II, 105, 265, 323.
Andrew, Mrs. J. A., I, 186, 231.
Andrews, E. B., II, 187.
Anniversary Week, I, 389; II, 151.
Anthony, Susan, II, 344.
Antioch College, I, 169.
Antonayades, Mr., II, 34.
Antwerp, I, 279; II, 11, 172.
Antwerp Cathedral, II, 11, 172.
Antwerp Musée, II, 11, 172, 173.
Ap Thomas, Mr., I, 266.
Apocrypha, I, 317.
Appleton, Fanny. _See_ Longfellow.
Appleton, Maud, II, 58.
Appleton, T. G., I, 159, 359; II, 92, 93.
Argos, I, 275, 277.
Argyll, Elizabeth, Duchess of, I, 267.
Argyll, G. D., Campbell, Duke of, I, 267.
Argyll, ninth Duke of, I, 267; II, 223.
Arion Musical Society, II, 173.
Aristophanes, I, 329; II, 98, 128, 130.
Aristotle, I, 335; II, 7, 169, 174, 348, 372.
Armenia, II, 189, 190, 209, 215.
Armenia, Friends of, II, 190, 191.
Armstrong, S. C., II, 91.
Army Register, I, 344.
Arnold, Benedict, I, 5.
Arnold, Matthew, II, 87.
Arthur, Chester A., II, 101.
Ascension Church, I, 70.
Assiout, II, 36.
Association for the Advancement of Women, I, 361, 373-76, 383, 384;
II, 29, 58, 73, 84, 90, 91, 95, 97, 98, 131, 141, 152, 162,
178, 180, 183, 199, 200, 207, 209, 268.
Astor, Emily. _See_ Ward.
Astor, John, I, 121.
Astor, Wm. B., I, 57, 99.
Athens, I, 273, 274, 275, 278, 287; II, 43, 243.
Athens Museum, II, 43.
Atherstone, I, 97, 280.
Athol, I, 119.
Atkinson, Edward, II, 62, 177.
Atlanta, II, 207, 208.
Atlantic, II, 75.
_Atlantic Monthly_, I, 176, 188; II, 295.
Augusta, Empress, II, 22.
Austria, I, 94.
Authors Club, Boston, II, 270, 271, 320, 334, 340, 341, 354, 357.
Avignon, I, 97.
Babcock, Mrs. C. A., II, 215.
Bacon, Gorham, II, 49.
Baddeley, Mr., II, 246.
Baez, Buenaventura, I, 323, 325, 328, 329, 334.
Bailey, Jacob, I, 37, 52.
Bairam, feast of, II, 34.
Baker, Lady, I, 267.
Baker, Sir Samuel, I, 266.
Baltimore, I, 169, 240; II, 343, 344.
Baluet, Judith. _See_ Marion.
Balzac, Honoré de, I, 67.
Bancroft, George, I, 46, 209, 230; II, 139.
Bank of Commerce, I, 17, 63.
Bank of England, I, 62.
Bank of the United States, I, 62.
Banks, N. P., I, 172.
Barlow, Gen. Francis, I, 192; II, 61.
Barlow, Mrs. Francis, I, 192.
Barnardo, T. J., II, 165.
Barnstable, I, 231, 232, 233.
Barrows, S. J., II, 229.
Barrows, Mrs. S. J., II, 209, 228.
Bartenders' Union, I, 391.
Bartol, C. A., I, 221, 222, 234, 245, 286, 346; II, 127.
Barton, Clara, II, 210, 215.
Batcheller, Mrs. Alfred, II, 269.
Batcheller, Mrs. Frank, II, 292.
Battle Abbey, I, 4.
_Battle Hymn_, I, 9, 173, 187, 188, 189, 190, 191, 230, 234; II, 108,
125, 136, 155, 191, 233, 250, 265, 273, 279, 311, 327, 349,
351, 354, 365, 381, 392, 411, 412.
Baur, F. C., I, 329, 332, 333, 335, 356.
Bayard, T. F., II, 96.
Beach, H. P., II, 61, 73, 76, 90.
Beal, J. A., II, 322.
Bedford, Duchess of, II, 171.
Bedford Hills, II, 364.
Beecher, Catherine, I, 110.
Beecher, H. W., I, 226, 365; II, 123, 235.
Beethoven, L. van, II, 19, 157, 351.
Belgium, I, 279, 280; II, 172.
Belknap, Jane, I, 128.
Bell, Helen, II, 150.
Bellini, Vincenzo, II, 313.
Bellows, H. W., II, 57.
Benzon, Mrs., I, 265, 266.
Berdan, Mrs., II, 227.
Bergson, Henri, II, 401.
Berlin, I, 93, 94; II, 12, 19.
Bernhardt, Sarah, II, 227.
Besant, Walter, II, 171.
Bethany, II, 40.
Bethlehem, II, 38.
Bible, I, 46, 53, 109, 208, 254, 310, 323, 336, 340, 344, 385;
II, 95, 174, 231.
Bigelow, Mary, I, 145.
Bigelow, Susan, I, 145; II, 231.
Birckhead, Caroline, II, 233.
Birckhead, Christopher, II, 407.
Birckhead, Hugh, II, 410.
Bird, F. W., Sr., II, 187.
Bishop, Mr., I, 240, 241.
Bisland, Elizabeth, II, 108.
Bismarck, Otto von, II, 19, 303.
Björnson, Björnstjerne, II, 243, 247.
Black, Wm., II, 9.
Blackstone, Wm., I, 73.
Blackwell, Alice, II, 190, 233, 325.
Blackwell, Antoinette, I, 375; II, 152, 154.
Blackwell, Henry, I, 332; II, 190.
Blair, Montgomery, I, 238.
Blanc, Louis, II, 24.
Blind, work for the, I, 73; II, 347. _See also_ Perkins Institution
_and_ Kindergarten.
Bloomsbury, II, 4, 7.
_Boatswain's Whistle_, I, 210, 211.
Boer War, II, 272.
Bologna, II, 27.
Bonaparte, Joseph, I, 147, 328.
Bond Street, I, 22.
Bonheur, Rosa, II, 20.
Boocock, Mr., I, 43, 44.
Booth, Charles, II, 166.
Booth, Edwin, I, 172, 177, 203-05, 219, 327; II, 69, 70, 97,
183, 198, 345.
Booth, J. Wilkes, I, 220, 221.
Booth, Mary, I, 200, 204.
Boppart, I, 133.
Boston, I, 67, 70, 74, 75, 102-04, 111, 123, 126, 127, 129, 130,
132, 156, 176, 203, 207, 249, 261, 294; II, 60, 87, 92, 130,
168, 171, 181, 363.
Boston Armenian Relief Committee, II, 189.
Boston Conservatory of Music, II, 181, 217.
Boston Museum, I, 166; II, 158.
Boston Symphony Orchestra, II, 373.
Boston Theatre, I, 203, 210, 350; II, 210.
Bostwick, Mr., II, 225.
Bottomore, Billy, I, 53, 54.
Bourbon dynasty, I, 310.
Bowditch, H. I., II, 187.
Bowles, Ada C., I, 318, 390.
Boys' Reform School, I, 233.
Bracebridge, C. N., I, 97, 280.
Bracebridge, Mrs. C. N., I, 97, 280.
Brahms, Johannes, II, 71, 156, 210.
Brain Club, I, 201, 202, 215, 257, 264, 281.
Brattleboro, I, 118, 119.
Breadwinners' College, II, 128.
Breschkovskaya, Catherine, II, 187, 188.
Bridgman, Laura, I, 73, 74, 89, 95, 101, 102, 133; II, 8, 145,
262, 293.
Bright, Jacob, I, 314.
Broadwood, Louisa, II, 247, 255.
Brontë, Charlotte, I, 170.
Brooke, Lord, II, 165.
Brooke, Stopford, II, 167.
Brooklyn, I, 27; II, 202.
Brooks, C. T., I, 255; II, 56.
Brooks, Phillips, II, 75, 126, 127, 141, 162, 171, 172, 179.
Brooks, Preston, I, 168.
Brown, Anna, II, 57.
Brown, Charlotte Emerson, II, 182.
Brown, John, I, 151, 177, 179, 187, 381; II, 234.
Brown, Mrs. John, I, 177.
Brown, Olympia, I, 389.
Brown University, I, 72, 297; II, 392.
Browning, E. B., I, 201, 266; II, 167.
Browning, Robert, I, 266; II, 5, 84, 171, 227, 306, 367.
Bruce, Mr., II, 167.
Bruce, Mrs. E. M., I, 389, 391.
Bruges, I, 280.
Brummel, G. B., I, 316.
Brussels, I, 279.
Bryant, W. C., I, 209, 304; II, 197, 198.
Bryce, James, II, 168.
Buck, Florence, I, 391.
Buffalo, I, 376; II, 90, 139.
Buller, Charles, I, 82.
Bullock, A. H., I, 249.
Bulwer-Lytton, E., I, 262; II, 206.
Burne-Jones, Mrs. E., II, 169.
Burns, Robert, I, 139.
Burr, Mrs., II, 130.
Burt, Mr., II, 248.
Busoni, Sig., II, 192.
Butcher, S. H., II, 323.
Butler, Josephine, II, 21.
Butler, W. A., II, 248, 306.
Butterworth, Hezekiah, II, 228, 270.
Byron, G. Gordon, Lord, I, 68; II, 296.
Cable, G. W., II, 87.
Cabot, Elliot, II, 363.
Caine, Hall, II, 243, 248, 250.
Cairo, II, 34, 35, 36, 182.
California, II, 131, 135, 154.
Calypso, I, 272.
Cambridge Club, II, 66.
Campagna, I, 95, 134.
Campanari, Sig., II, 270.
Campbell, Dudley, II, 8.
Campello, Count Salome di, II, 273, 285, 302.
Cardini, Sig., I, 43, 44.
Carignan, Prince de, II, 31.
Carlisle, Lady, I, 85, 87; II, 166.
Carlisle, G. W. F. Howard, Earl of, I, 81, 85, 88.
Carlyle, Thomas, I, 84, 86, 172; II, 65, 85, 86.
Carlyle, Mrs. Thomas, I, 84; II, 85, 86.
Cary, Mrs., I, 159.
Casino Theatre, II, 54, 68, 77.
Catlin, Mrs., II, 179.
Catucci, Count, II, 243.
Catucci, Countess, II, 243.
Century Club, I, 258.
Cerito, I, 87, 88.
Ceuta, II, 234.
Chabreuil, Vicomte de, I, 257.
Chambrun, Marquis de, I, 239.
Chamounix, II, 20.
Chanler, Alida, II, 225.
Chanler, Margaret. _See_ Aldrich, Mrs. Richard.
Chanler, Margaret Terry, II, 55, 57, 60, 65, 67, 174, 176, 202,
220, 224, 240, 243, 244, 253, 254, 303.
Chanler, T. W., II, 303, 304.
Chanler, Winthrop, II, 72, 94, 174, 225, 243, 303.
Channing, Eva, II, 208.
Channing, W. E., I, 70, 72, 200; II, 56, 57, 77, 108, 142.
Channing, W. H., I, 286; II, 57, 194.
Channing Memorial Church, II, 78.
Chapman, Elizabeth, II, 215, 224, 289.
Chapman, J. J., II, 361.
Charitable Eye and Ear Infirmary, I, 129.
Charity Club, II, 228.
Charleston, I, 11.
Chase, Jacob, II, 57, 58.
Chase, Mrs. Jacob, II, 57.
Châtelet, Mme. du, II, 23.
Chaucer, Geoffrey, II, 271.
Cheney, E. D., I, 341, 375; II, 88, 119, 152, 195, 208, 266, 302,
324, 328.
Chester, II, 4, 164.
Chicago, I, 374; II, 87, 131, 138, 178, 180, 184.
Chickering, Mr., I, 120.
Chopin, Frédéric, II, 55, 170, 351.
_Christian Herald_, II, 278.
_Christian Register_, II, 62.
Church of Rome, II, 241.
Church of the Disciples, I, 186, 237, 284, 346, 392; II, 56.
Cincinnati, I, 169.
City Point, II, 75.
Clarke, Bishop, II, 198.
Clarke, J. F., I, 177, 185, 186, 187, 198, 211, 219, 236, 239,
247, 257, 263, 286, 290, 346, 362, 375, 392; II, 66, 67,
70, 76, 137, 159, 234, 280, 402, 403.
Clarke, Mrs. J. F., II, 217.
Clarke, Sarah, I, 237.
Claudius, Matthias, I, 67, 68; II, 71.
Clay, Henry, I, 98.
Clemens, S. L., II, 50, 187, 341.
Clement, E. H., II, 320;
verse by, 335.
Cleveland, I, 365, 377; II, 139.
Cleveland, Henry, I, 74.
Cobb, Dr., II, 410.
Cobbe, Frances P., I, 266, 314; II, 62.
Cobden-Sanderson, Mr., II, 367.
Cobden-Sanderson, Mrs., II, 367.
Cochrane, Jessie, II, 240, 246, 249.
Coggeshall, Joseph, I, 253; II, 57.
Cogswell, J. G., I, 46, 104, 184.
Colby, Clara, II, 180.
Cole, Thomas, I, 42.
Colfax, Schuyler, I, 378.
Collegio Romano, II, 255.
_Colliers' Weekly_, II, 391.
Collyer, Robert, II, 62, 230, 255, 344.
Cologne, I, 92; II, 173.
Colonial Dames, II, 198.
Colorado, I, 372.
Columba Kang, II, 91.
Columbia University, II, 227.
Columbian Exposition, II, 107, 178, 181, 182, 184.
Columbus, Christopher, I, 323; II, 178, 194, 244, 357.
Combe, George, I, 95.
_Commonwealth_, I, 141, 142.
Concord, Mass., I, 152, 177; II, 57, 61, 77, 128, 194.
Concord, N.H., I, 254.
Concord Prison, II, 252.
Concord School of Philosophy, II, 118, 119, 120, 128.
Constantinople, I, 345; II, 35, 42.
Continental Congress, I, 4.
Conway, M. D., I, 306.
Cook's agency, II, 34, 41.
Cookson, Mr., II, 170.
Coolidge, Joseph, II, 313.
Copperheads, I, 239.
Coquelin, B. C., II, 288, 289.
Coquerel, Athanase, I, 286; II, 315.
Corday, Charlotte, I, 12.
Cordés, Charlotte, I, 12.
Corea, II, 91.
Corfù, I, 272.
Corné, Father, I, 53, 54.
Corot, J. B. C., II, 172.
Corse, Gen., II, 380.
Cotta, J. F., I, 202.
Council of Italian Women, II, 254, 255.
Cowell, Mary, I, 13.
Crabbe, George, I, 13.
Cram, R. A., II, 156.
Cramer, J. B., I, 43.
Crawford, Annie. _See_ Rabé.
Crawford, Eleanor, II, 389.
Crawford, F. Marion, I, 130, 254, 255, 362; II, 28, 31, 65, 69-71,
80, 81, 84, 240, 362, 376, 389.
Crawford, Mrs. F. M., II, 240.
Crawford, Harold, II, 240.
Crawford, Louisa W., I, 18, 19, 30, 34, 35, 58, 59, 70, 78, 79, 95,
103, 115, 118, 130, 134.
Letters to, I, 81, 84, 88, 92, 110, 111, 113-17, 119-22, 125-29, 130,
131, 155-59, 168, 170-72. _See also_ Terry, Louisa.
Crawford, Thomas, I, 41, 95, 115; II, 55, 389.
Crete, I, 260-62, 264, 275-77, 278, 287; II, 43, 44, 225, 394.
Crimea, I, 294.
Crimean War, II, 189.
_Critic, N.Y._, II, 66.
Crothers, S. McC., II, 320.
Crusaders, II, 15.
Cuba, I, 173, 176, 177, 326.
Cuckson, Mr., II, 203.
Cumberland Lakes, I, 92.
Curiel, Señor, I, 324.
Curtis, G. W., I, 143, 159, 160; II, 93.
Letter of, II, 147.
Cushing, Mr., II, 74, 75.
Cushing, Louisa, II, 227.
Cushman, Charlotte, I, 204; II, 345.
Cutler, B. C., Sr., I, 10, 13, 17.
Cutler, B. C., 2d, I, 27, 28, 38, 39, 107; II, 222, 364.
Cutler, Eliza. _See_ Francis.
Cutler, John, I, 10, 12.
Cutler, Julia. _See_ Ward.
Cutler, Louisa. _See_ McAllister.
Cutler, Sarah M. H., I, 10, 12, 13, 17, 39, 40, 42; II, 319.
Cyclades, I, 272.
Cyprus, II, 42.
Czerwinsk, II, 12, 13, 14.
Dana, R. H., Jr., I, 226.
D'Annunzio, II, 285.
Dante, Alighieri, I, 174, 330; II, 26, 27, 120,357.
Dantzig, II, 15, 18.
Daubigny, C. F., II, 172.
Daughters of the American Revolution, II, 179, 194, 351.
Davenport, E. L., I, 204.
Davidson, Thomas, II, 128.
Davidson, Wm., letter of, II, 390.
Davis, James C., I, 201, 251.
Davis, Jefferson, I, 222.
Davis, Mary F., I, 304.
Davis, Theodore, II, 251.
Dead Sea, II, 38, 39.
Declaration of Independence, I, 4.
DeKoven, Reginald, II, 195.
Deland, Lorin, II, 332, 333.
Deland, Margaret, II, 303, 332.
_Delineator_, II, 381.
DeLong, G. W., I, 322, 325.
Demesmaker. _See_ Cutler, John.
Denver, II, 152, 153.
Descartes, René, II, 397.
Desgrange, Mme., II, 240.
Detroit, II, 141.
Devonshire, Duchess of, II, 8.
Devonshire, Wm. Cavendish, Duke of, II, 8.
DeWars, Mr., II, 224.
Diana, Temple of, II, 6.
Diaz, Abby M., II, 323.