XII.

All those things at which thou wishest to arrive by a circuitous road

thou canst have now, if thou dost not refuse them to thyself. And this

means, if thou wilt take no notice of all the past, and trust the future

to providence, and direct the present only conformably to piety and

justice. Conformably to piety that thou mayest be content with the lot

which is assigned to thee, for nature designed it for thee and thee for

it. Conformably to justice, that thou mayst always speak the truth

freely and without disguise, and do the things which are agreeable to

law and according to the worth of each. And let neither another man's

wickedness hinder thee, nor opinion nor voice, nor yet the sensations of

the poor flesh which has grown about thee; for the passive part will

look to this. If, then, whatever the time may be when thou shalt be near

to thy departure, neglecting everything else thou shalt respect only thy

ruling faculty and the divinity within thee, and if thou shalt be afraid

not because thou must some time cease to live, but if thou shalt fear

never to have begun to live according to nature--then thou wilt be a man

worthy of the universe which has produced thee, and thou wilt cease to

be a stranger in thy native land, and to wonder at things which happen

daily as if they were something unexpected, and to be dependent on this

or that.

2. God sees the minds [ruling principles] of all men bared of the

material vesture and rind and impurities. For with his intellectual part

alone he touches the intelligence only which has flowed and been derived

from himself into these bodies. And if thou also usest thyself to do

this, thou wilt rid thyself of thy much trouble. For he who regards not

the poor flesh which envelops him, surely will not trouble himself by

looking after raiment and dwelling and fame and such like externals and

show.

3. The things are three of which thou art composed: a little body, a

little breath [life], intelligence. Of these the first two are thine, so

far as it is thy duty to take care of them; but the third alone is

properly thine. Therefore if thou shalt separate from thyself, that is,

from thy understanding, whatever others do or say, and whatever thou

hast done or said thyself, and whatever future things trouble thee

because they may happen, and whatever in the body which envelops thee or

in the breath [life], which is by nature associated with the body, is

attached to thee independent of thy will, and whatever the external

circumfluent vortex whirls round, so that the intellectual power exempt

from the things of fate can live pure and free by itself, doing what is

just and accepting what happens and saying the truth: if thou wilt

separate, I say, from this ruling faculty the things which are attached

to it by the impressions of sense, and the things of time to come and of

time that is past, and wilt make thyself like Empedocles' sphere,

"All round and in its joyous rest reposing;"[A]

and if thou shalt strive to live only what is really thy life, that is,

the present,--then thou wilt be able to pass that portion of life which

remains for thee up to the time of thy death free from perturbations,

nobly, and obedient to thy own daemon [to the god that is within thee]

(ii. 13, 17; iii. 5, 6; xi. 12).

4. I have often wondered how it is that every man loves himself more

than all the rest of men, but yet sets less value on his own opinion of

himself than on the opinion of others. If then a god or a wise teacher

should present himself to a man and bid him to think of nothing and to

design nothing which he would not express as soon as he conceived it, he

could not endure it even for a single day.[B] So much more respect have

we to what our neighbors shall think of us than to what we shall think

of ourselves.

[A] The verse of Empedocles is corrupt in Antoninus. It has

been restored by Peyron from a Turin manuscript, thus:--

[Greek: Sphairos kykloterês moniê perigêthei gaiôn.]

[B] iii. 4.

5. How can it be that the gods, after having arranged all things well

and benevolently for mankind, have overlooked this alone, that some men,

and very good men, and men who, as we may say, have had most communion

with the divinity, and through pious acts and religious observances have

been most intimate with the divinity, when they have once died should

never exist again, but should be completely extinguished?

But if this is so, be assured that if it ought to have been otherwise,

the gods would have done it. For if it were just, it would also be

possible; and if it were according to nature, nature would have had it

so. But because it is not so, if in fact it is not so, be thou convinced

that it ought not to have been so: for thou seest even of thyself that

in this inquiry thou art disputing with the Deity; and we should not

thus dispute with the gods, unless they were most excellent and most

just; but if this is so, they would not have allowed anything in the

ordering of the universe to be neglected unjustly and irrationally.

6. Practise thyself even in the things which thou despairest of

accomplishing. For even the left hand, which is ineffectual for all

other things for want of practice, holds the bridle more vigorously than

the right hand; for it has been practised in this.

7. Consider in what condition both in body and soul a man should be when

he is overtaken by death; and consider the shortness of life, the

boundless abyss of time past and future, the feebleness of all matter.

8. Contemplate the formative principles [forms] of things bare of their

coverings; the purposes of actions; consider what pain is, what pleasure

is, and death, and fame; who is to himself the cause of his uneasiness;

how no man is hindered by another; that everything is opinion.

9. In the application of thy principles thou must be like the

pancratiast, not like the gladiator; for the gladiator lets fall the

sword which he uses and is killed; but the other always has his hand,

and needs to do nothing else than use it.

10. See what things are in themselves, dividing them into matter, form,

and purpose.

11. What a power man has to do nothing except what God will approve, and

to accept all that God may give him.

12. With respect to that which happens conformably to nature, we ought

to blame neither gods, for they do nothing wrong either voluntarily or

involuntarily, nor men, for they do nothing wrong except involuntarily.

Consequently we should blame nobody (ii. 11, 12, 13; vii. 62; 18 viii.

17).

13. How ridiculous and what a stranger he is who is surprised at

anything which happens in life.

14. Either there is a fatal necessity and invincible order, or a kind

providence, or a confusion without a purpose and without a director

(iv. 27). If then there is an invincible necessity, why dost thou

resist? But if there is a providence which allows itself to be

propitiated, make thyself worthy of the help of the divinity. But if

there is a confusion without a governor, be content that in such a

tempest thou hast in thyself a certain ruling intelligence. And even if

the tempest carry thee away, let it carry away the poor flesh, the poor

breath, everything else; for the intelligence at least it will not carry

away.

15. Does the light of the lamp shine without losing its splendor until

it is extinguished? and shall the truth which is in thee and justice and

temperance be extinguished [before thy death]?

16. When a man has presented the appearance of having done wrong [say],

How then do I know if this is a wrongful act? And even if he has done

wrong, how do I know that he has not condemned himself? And so this is

like tearing his own face. Consider that he who would not have the bad

man do wrong, is like the man who would not have the fig-tree to bear

juice in the figs, and infants to cry, and the horse to neigh, and

whatever else must of necessity be. For what must a man do who has such

a character? If then thou art irritable, + cure this man's

disposition.[A]

17. If it is not right, do not do it: if it is not true, do not say it.

[For let thy efforts be--][B]

[A] The interpreters translate [Greek: gorgos] by the words

"acer, validusque," and "skilful." But in Epictetus (ii. 16,

20; iii. 12, 10) [Greek: gorgos] means "vehement," "prone to

anger," "irritable."

[B] There is something wrong here, or incomplete.

18. In everything always observe what the thing is which produces for

thee an appearance, and resolve it by dividing it into the formal, the

material, the purpose, and the time within which it must end.

19. Perceive at last that thou hast in thee something better and more

divine than the things which cause the various affects, and as it were

pull thee by the strings. What is there now in my mind,--is it fear, or

suspicion, or desire, or anything of the kind (v. 11)?

20. First, do nothing inconsiderately, nor without a purpose. Second,

make thy acts refer to nothing else than to a social end.

21. Consider that before long thou wilt be nobody and nowhere, nor will

any of the things exist which thou now seest, nor any of those who are

now living. For all things are formed by nature to change and be turned

and to perish, in order that other things in continuous succession may

exist (ix. 28).

22. Consider that everything is opinion, and opinion is in thy power.

Take away then, when thou choosest, thy opinion, and like a mariner who

has doubled the promontory, thou wilt find calm, everything stable, and

a waveless bay.

23. Any one activity, whatever it may be, when it has ceased at its

proper time, suffers no evil because it has ceased; nor he who has done

this act, does he suffer any evil for this reason, that the act has

ceased. In like manner then the whole, which consists of all the acts,

which is our life, if it cease at its proper time, suffers no evil for

this reason, that it has ceased; nor he who has terminated this series

at the proper time, has he been ill dealt with. But the proper time and

the limit nature fixes, sometimes as in old age the peculiar nature of

man, but always the universal nature, by the change of whose parts the

whole universe continues ever young and perfect.[A] And everything which

is useful to the universal is always good and in season. Therefore the

termination of life for every man is no evil, because neither is it

shameful, since it is both independent of the will and not opposed to

the general interest, but it is good, since it is seasonable, and

profitable to and congruent with the universal. For thus too he is moved

by the Deity who is moved in the same manner with the Deity, and moved

towards the same thing in his mind.

[A] vii. 25.

24. These three principles thou must have in readiness: In the things

which thou doest, do nothing either inconsiderately or otherwise than as

justice herself would act; but with respect to what may happen to thee

from without, consider that it happens either by chance or according to

providence, and thou must neither blame chance nor accuse providence.

Second, consider what every being is from the seed to the time of its

receiving a soul, and from the reception of a soul to the giving back of

the same, and of what things every being is compounded, and into what

things it is resolved. Third, if thou shouldst suddenly be raised up

above the earth, and shouldst look down on human things, and observe the

variety of them how great it is, and at the same time also shouldst see

at a glance how great is the number of beings who dwell all around in

the air and the ether, consider that as often as thou shouldst be raised

up, thou wouldst see the same things, sameness of form and shortness of

duration. Are these things to be proud of?

25. Cast away opinion: thou art saved. Who then hinders thee from

casting it away?

26. When thou art troubled about anything, thou hast forgotten this,

that all things happen according to the universal nature; and forgotten

this, that a man's wrongful act is nothing to thee; and further thou

hast forgotten this, that everything which happens, always happened so

and will happen so, and now happens so everywhere; forgotten this too,

how close is the kinship between a man and the whole human race, for it

is a community, not of a little blood or seed, but of intelligence. And

thou hast forgotten this too, that every man's intelligence is a god and

is an efflux of the Deity;[A] and forgotten this, that nothing is a

man's own, but that his child and his body and his very soul came from

the Deity; forgotten this, that everything is opinion; and lastly thou

hast forgotten that every man lives the present time only, and loses

only this.

[A] See Epictetus, ii. 8, 9, etc.

27. Constantly bring to thy recollection those who have complained

greatly about anything, those who have been most conspicuous by the

greatest fame or misfortunes or enmities or fortunes of any kind: then

think where are they all now? Smoke and ash and a tale, or not even a

tale. And let there be present to thy mind also everything of this sort,

how Fabius Catellinus lived in the country, and Lucius Lupus in his

gardens, and Stertinius at Briae, and Tiberius at Capreae, and Velius

Rufus [or Rufus at Velia]; and in fine think of the eager pursuit of

anything conjoined with pride;[A] and how worthless everything is after

which men violently strain; and how much more philosophical it is for a

man in the opportunities presented to him to show himself just,

temperate, obedient to the gods, and to do this with all simplicity: for

the pride which is proud of its want of pride is the most intolerable of

all.

[A] [Greek: met' oiêseôs. Oiêsis kai typhos], Epict. i. 8, 6.

28. To those who ask, Where hast thou seen the gods, or how dost thou

comprehend that they exist and so worshippest them, I answer, in the

first place, they may be seen even with the eyes;[A] in the second

place, neither have I seen even my own soul, and yet I honor it. Thus

then with respect to the gods, from what I constantly experience of

their power, from this I comprehend that they exist, and I venerate

them.

[A] "Seen even with the eyes." It is supposed that this may be

explained by the Stoic doctrine, that the universe is a god or

living being (iv. 40), and that the celestial bodies are gods

(viii. 19). But the emperor may mean that we know that the gods

exist, as he afterwards states it, because we see what they do;

as we know that man has intellectual powers, because we see

what he does, and in no other way do we know it. This passage

then will agree with the passage in the Epistle to the Romans

(i. _v_. 20), and with the Epistle to the Colossians (i. _v_.

15), in which Jesus Christ is named "the image of the invisible

god;" and with the passage in the Gospel of St. John (xiv. _v_.

9).

Gataker, whose notes are a wonderful collection of learning,

and all of it sound and good, quotes a passage of Calvin which

is founded on St. Paul's language (Rom. i. _v_. 20): "God by

creating the universe [or world, mundum], being himself

invisible, has presented himself to our eyes conspicuously in a

certain visible form." He also quotes Seneca (De Benef. iv. c.

8): "Quocunque te flexeris, ibi illum videbis occurrentem tibi:

nihil ab illo vacat, opus suum ipse implet." Compare also

Cicero, De Senectute (c. 22), Xenophon's Cyropaedia (viii. 7),

and Mem. iv. 3; also Epictetus, i. 6, de Providentia. I think

that my interpretation of Antoninus is right.

29. The safety of life is this, to examine everything all through, what

it is itself, that is its material, what the formal part; with all thy

soul to do justice and to say the truth. What remains, except to enjoy

life by joining one good thing to another so as not to leave even the

smallest intervals between?

30. There is one light of the sun, though it is interrupted by walls,

mountains, and other things infinite. There is one common substance,[A]

though it is distributed among countless bodies which have their several

qualities. There is one soul, though it is distributed among infinite

natures and individual circumscriptions [or individuals]. There is one

intelligent soul, though it seems to be divided. Now in the things which

have been mentioned, all the other parts, such as those which are air

and matter, are without sensation and have no fellowship: and yet even

these parts the intelligent principle holds together and the gravitation

towards the same. But intellect in a peculiar manner tends to that which

is of the same kin, and combines with it, and the feeling for communion

is not interrupted.

[A] iv. 40.

31. What dost thou wish--to continue to exist? Well, dost thou wish to

have sensation, movement, growth, and then again to cease to grow, to

use thy speech, to think? What is there of all these things which seems

to thee worth desiring? But if it is easy to set little value on all

these things, turn to that which remains, which is to follow reason and

God. But it is inconsistent with honoring reason and God to be troubled

because by death a man will be deprived of the other things.

32. How small a part of the boundless and unfathomable time is assigned

to every man, for it is very soon swallowed up in the eternal! And how

small a part of the whole substance; and how small a part of the

universal soul; and on what a small clod of the whole earth thou

creepest! Reflecting on all this, consider nothing to be great, except

to act as thy nature leads thee, and to endure that which the common

nature brings.

33. How does the ruling faculty make use of itself? for all lies in

this. But everything else, whether it is in the power of thy will or

not, is only lifeless ashes and smoke.

34. This reflection is most adapted to move us to contempt of death,

that even those who think pleasure to be a good and pain an evil still

have despised it.

35. The man to whom that only is good which comes in due season, and to

whom it is the same thing whether he has done more or fewer acts

conformable to right reason, and to whom it makes no difference whether

he contemplates the world for a longer or a shorter time--for this man

neither is death a terrible thing (iii. 7; vi. 23; x. 20; xii. 23).

36. Man, thou hast been a citizen in this great state [the world];[A]

what difference does it make to thee whether for five years [or three]?

for that which is conformable to the laws is just for all. Where is the

hardship then, if no tyrant nor yet an unjust judge sends thee away

from the state, but nature, who brought thee into it? the same as if a

praetor who has employed an actor dismisses him from the stage.[B]--"But

I have not finished the five acts, but only three of them."--Thou sayest

well, but in life the three acts are the whole drama; for what shall be

a complete drama is determined by him who was once the cause of its

composition, and now of its dissolution: but thou art the cause of

neither. Depart then satisfied, for he also who releases thee is

satisfied.

[A] ii. 16; iii. 11; iv. 29.

[B] iii. 8; xi. 1.

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