HOW I BECAME A SOLDIER OF FORTUNE.
Having completed my studies at the King's College, I left it in the
June of 1626, and returned to my father's house, from which I had
been so long absent, and as I felt with bitterness, unregrettedly so,
by all save my poor mother, whom to my sorrow I found on the verge of
death. She had long been suffering from a pain in her side, and was
divining away (as we Scots say,) but I was not prepared to see her
only live to bless me, and then close her eyes for ever.
I felt that the only friend I possessed on earth had left both it and
me! I was very--very desolate.
Many a ghastly visage, and many a stiffened form, have I seen since
that day of grief, which passed so many years ago; but that pale
face, and those kind sinking eyes, come vividly before me at times,
out of the mist of the years that have gone. My father, as he closed
her eyes, averred sorrowfully, "that, had her mouth been larger, she
would have respired more freely, and might have lived for ten good
years longer;" but she died--and on a bed of pigeons' feathers too,
to the dismay of all the wise women in Cromarty; for it is an old
superstition, that one cannot die on the feathers of those birds.
Though a numerous host of relations were around that gloomy bed, and
crowding the chambers of the old tower, I felt lonely (for such was
the miserable prejudice against me), and that I was viewed as
somewhat of an alien among them--even by those of my own blood and
kindred; and the consciousness of that filled my heart with mingled
rage and grief.
My father was cold as ever, the more so, perhaps, as his heart was
full of sorrow, and sorrow is ever selfish; but my brothers,
Farquhar, Finlay, and Ewen, were colder still with unkind envy, for
they had heard such glowing reports of my progress in all those
studies which most become a gentleman. Being certain that I had
outstripped their slender knowledge, which was confined to the narrow
limits of Dominie Daidle's classes, they were so full of jealousy,
that our mother had scarcely been lowered down into her dark and
lonely home, before these youths, who were now grown into tall and
swinging Highlandmen, challenged me to various trials of strength and
skill. Though I could easily encounter them with broadsword and
target, or with single-stick, Farquhar could beat me at throwing the
hammer, and Finlay at tossing the bullet, as Ewen could at bringing
down an eagle on the wing with a single shot, or splitting a tree by
one blow of a Lochaber axe; for they were all strong as young horses,
untamed as mountain goats, and from their cradles had been wont to
sup usquebaugh with their porridge.
My mother's funeral was celebrated after the good old fashion of the
Highlands, and we buried her by torchlight in the ancient kirk of St.
Regulus. Under their chief, Ian Dhu, three hundred of her kinsmen,
the M'Farquhars, came down from the hills, with six pipers playing
before them, and I shall never forget the sad, low wailing of the
lament performed by those mountain minstrels, as the long funeral
procession wound by night, along the margin of Cromartie Firth. The
pall was emblazoned with sixteen proofs of her gentle blood, and the
nearest kinsmen carried her poor remains on a bier, around which all
the old women of her own clan, and my father's barony, moved in a
melancholy crowd, beating their breasts, tearing their dishevelled
hair, and lamenting wildly.
There was no prayer at the grave, because we were old Protestants;
but the Seanachie of her father's race pronounced a long oration on
her virtues; the M'Farquhars fired their pistols in the air, with an
explosion which nearly blew out all the church windows; then followed
a frightful shovelling of earth, the careful adjusting of a large
stone slab--and all was over.
I was the last who left the darkened church.
I followed the procession, which, with the pipers strutting in front,
returned to the tower of Craigrollo, where the funeral feast was
spread and the dredgie to be drunk, the great silver spoon of Sir
Ringan being laid, on this solemn occasion, beside my father's
platter, which stood above the salt.
The dredgie I willingly pass over, and would as willingly commit to
oblivion; for I may safely assert that, of four hundred men who were
in the tower, not one was sober when the morrow dawned; and not less
than two hundred gallons of mountain whisky were consumed as a
libation in my mother's honour. Happily there was no fighting, but
only a blow with a dirk and a slash with an axe exchanged between a
M'Farquhar and a Rollo of Thanesland, about precedence at table.
After six years of a quiet life at King's College, being somewhat
unused to our Highland manners, I was scared by this terrible
debauch; for, amid it all, I saw by the hall fire, a chair which
stood vacant, and there seemed to be ever before me that black
coffin, with its gilded handles and armorial blazon--the wreath of
rosemary and the hour-glass on its lid--the deep dark grave yawning
horribly, in the red light of the torches, that had glared on the
groined vaults of the ancient kirk. On the morning after the
dredgie, leaving the hall encumbered by more than four hundred armed
Celts, who, in their plaids, were sleeping and snorting on the floor,
I walked forth from the tower to ruminate, and view again the old
familiar scenery from which I had so long been absent.
Rising in his full refulgence from the sea, the morning sun was
soaring high above the noble Firth of Cromartie, and no prospect that
I have since beheld, (and in my wandering life I have looked on
many,) can compare, in my estimation, with the wild mountain shores
of my own native bay.
Its entrance is by two steep and lofty hills named the Sutors, which
are covered with wood, and overhang the water about a mile apart;
between these natural towers, as between the piers of a floodgate,
the morning sun poured all his splendour on the Firth, which at my
feet spread out for seventeen miles in length, until it vanished in
the deep bosom of the Ross-shire mountains, and those of the Black
Isle. It is the grandest bay in Britain, and after experience has
shewn me, that, if its promontories were fortified by cannon, there
is no place wherein our Scottish ships could ride with greater
security.
In pure white haze the morning mists were rising from the
pine-covered glens, and the fishermen were putting forth their nets
upon the Firth, which was dotted by the brown sails of their little
craft. The sky was cloudless, and the waters of Crom Ba (the winding
bay) slept like a sheet of polished gold and crystal blue, at the
base of its steep green bordering mountains.
I sought M'Farquhar's Bed, a large and rocky cavern which lies below
the southern Sutor of Cromarty. It had been a favourite haunt of
mine in boyhood; for there an ancestor, Doughal Glass, had once found
shelter and concealment, after having slain an Urquhart of Cromartie
by a blow of his dirk in a sudden quarrel.
The rock in which this cavern yawns, and above which the hill rises,
possesses an enormous arch, forming a grand natural bridge, below
which the waves are ever chafing and booming; and within it lies
another, hollowed by the billows of the eternal sea. From the roof
and sides of this cavern, there is a continual dropping of water,
which petrifies whatever it falls upon, into a hard substance, whiter
than snow; thus myriads of white pendants cover the walls and deep
recesses of this cavern, the whole sides and roof of which glitter as
if built of ice, of crystal, and alabaster, presenting the most
wonderful and beautiful appearance when a casual ray of the sun
glides along the waves which roll within it, lighting up the
countless prisms of its rocks and stalactites.
To sit there, as in a fairy palace, and dream, with the summer sea
murmuring at my feet, and the Sutors shaking their dark green woods
above me, had been my favourite employment in other days; and now,
with a heart saddened by recent events, and somewhat anxious for the
future, on this fair morning in June, I sought my old familiar haunt.
When approaching, I was surprised on being suddenly confronted by the
figure of an armed Highlander, in the M'Farquhar tartan, with his
plaid belted and claymore at his side. My first thought was of _Grey
Doughal_, whose spirit is said to haunt the place which yet bears his
name; but when he turned, I recognised the dark locks and handsome
face of my mother's nephew, young Ian Dhu, who, having been earlier
abroad than even I, impelled by his own solitary thoughts, had sought
this place of so many old memories and dark traditions, the shelter
of our common ancestor.
"Your servant, my cousin," said he, drawing off his gauntlet to shake
me warmly by the hand.
The keen expression of Ian's clear bright eye, showed that he was a
Duinewassal of spirit and bravery, while the ardour of his manner and
the full tone of his rich voice, betokened a good and sensible heart.
After some conversation upon the beauty of the morning, the wonderful
grotto in which we had met, and then a few observations on the sad
ceremony of yesterday, Ian became impressed by the melancholy of my
manner.
"You say that in my kinswoman, the good lady, your mother, you have
lost your only friend," said he; "Dioul! I marvel much, cousin
Philip, that you continue to tarry here, where all men show you the
boss of their bucklers, and the crust of the loaf, your father's race
and kindred though they be."
"True, Ian," I replied; "but what would you have me to do?"
"Push your way in the world, to be sure."
"But I have no friends," said I.
"Friends! what other friend than his sword does a brave fellow
require? With a good buff belt to keep it at your thigh, it will go
all over the world with you, and is the best knife I know of, with
which to carve out a fair fortune; for it will never fail you, if you
are but true to it. Now, Philip, when all the brave spirits of
Scotland are flocking to the German wars, in tens of thousands, why
should you stay behind? All the troops of the great Gustavus
Adolphus are led by brave Duinewassals and Lowland cavaliers--yea,
every company, regiment, and brigade of his Swedes and allies. All
his cities and fortresses are governed by Scotsmen, and there are not
less than fourteen thousand valiant Scots covering themselves with
glory and honour in the war against the tyrants of the empire. Ten
thousand other Scots are going to Denmark to fight the battles of
King Christian against Ferdinand of Hapsburg; and my cousin, Sir
Donald of Strathnaver, is now raising three thousand soldiers for
that service. Under his banner, I am to lead a hundred of my
father's men to the Lochlin of the bards of old."
"For what?"
"Dias Muire let! Can you ask? to seek honour for ourselves, and to
add one ray to the martial glory which for ages has encircled the
tribes of the Gael."
Fired by the romantic energy of my stately Highland kinsman--
"Ian," I replied, "I am sorely tempted; for you open up the path I
have so long wished to pursue. Here I have nothing left to care for,
and, if you allow me, I will gladly trail a pike under your orders,
and march to the wars of Low Germanie."
"There spoke the M'Farquhar blood, and I was thinking you no better
than a Lowlander!" said Ian, his eyes flashing as he clapped me on
the shoulder; "but it shall never be said that a kinsman so near and
so dear to Ian Dhu, trailed a pike as a private man under our banner,
when so many Gunns, Grants, and Munroes, cock their bonnets as
commissioned officers. I shall write to my kinsman, Sir Donald, and
in a fortnight from this time you shall hear from me. Come, take new
courage! together we will push our fortune in these foreign wars, and
in the hour of battle and danger, my hundred steel hearts of your
mother's tribe will be ever as a shirt of mail around you, Philip!"
I gave my hand upon it to this high-spirited youth, whose energy--as
he spoke in his native Gaëlic--I cannot infuse into this dialogue,
which is written from memory.
"I will leave this place, Ian, with sensations of bitterness rather
than regret," said I, as we ascended to my father's tower; "the only
being who would have wept for my departure we laid yesterday in
yonder chapel, on which the morning sun now shines so redly. None
seem to love me here----"
"The more reason to march--eh?"
"From my birth my father has hated me, because----" (I could not
mention the ridiculous reason, for it always filled me with anger.)
"Because--why?"
"I was not a girl, whom you might have married."
Ian burst into a fit of uncontrollable laughter, and kissed the
silver brooch by which his plaid was fastened.
"By my soul! I think my good uncle was mistaken; for the more sons a
baron hath to defend his hearth-stone and hall-door, the better in
these unruly times."
"I was born on a Friday, too, and that day has ever been regarded in
all countries as an unlucky one."
"Because it was the day on which our Saviour died," said Ian,
uncovering his head; "and doubtless," he added with a smile, "it is
an unlucky day on which to march, to fight, to hunt, or to marry; but
as for being born--Dioul! as that is an event over which we possess
no control in our own proper persons, I cannot see any ill fortune in
it. And you will quit your student's cap for the bright helmet, your
studies for the camp and leaguer, without regret?"
"Without regret, and with ardour!"
"It is true that here, at Craigrollo, you have no great scope for
indulging your taste for book-learning----"
"Our literary resources are indeed small; for the only book in the
tower is Bishop Carsewell's Prayer-Book for the Reformed Kirk, which
Robert Lickprivick printed in Gaëlic, in 1567, and even that lacks
half its leaves, Ewen having used them as wadding for his pistols."
This gallant mountaineer, to whom my heart drew the more closely
because there were few or none else for whom it could care, marched
back to his native glen with his people, and I waited anxiously for
his expected letter.
Punctually at the close of the fourteenth day, Ian's henchman,
Phadrig Mhor M'Farquhar, a tall strong Highlander, presented himself
at the tower of the Craig, and taking a letter from his sporran,
kissed the seal to shew that it had been respected, and handed it to
me with the deepest reverence, for it contained the handwriting of
his chief. While Mhona, who was now housekeeper, gave refreshments
and a stoup of whisky to Phadrig Mhor, I opened his missive, which
proved as unintelligible to me as Sanscrit, being written in that
ancient character the _Litir Eireinich_, or Gaëlic letter, which
bears some resemblance to the Hebrew, but was even then (1626)
becoming somewhat obsolete and antiquated. I was compelled to have
recourse to old Dominie Daidle, by whose aid I learned that the
missive ran as follows:--
"_For my Right Honourable Cousin, Philip Rollo of the Craig--these,_
"LOVING COUSIN,--I have conferred with our kinsman, Mackay of
Strathnaver, and he was proud to have the honour of appointing you to
be an Ensign in my company of pikes. Our cousin M'Alpine is your
lieutenant, so that it will be no dishonour to be commanded by one
who shares our blood. Sir Donald will embark with the entire
regiment for Denmark in two king's ships, which are to be waiting us
in the Bay of Cromartie, immediately below your father's tower, about
the end of this month; so that, against that time, I beg you will
prepare your best coat-of-mail, consisting of back, breast, and pot,
together with the _breacan fheile_ of the Mackay tartan.
"I need scarcely remind you again of how many brave Scots, by their
good swords, their true hearts, and indomitable valour, have raised
themselves from humbler rank than ours, to the highest honours a
subject can attain, in the courts and camps of that glorious arena on
which we are about to enter! Loving cousin, the wide world is all
before us, and we have our fathers' swords! If we live to return to
the land of the Gael, I hope we shall do so covered with wounds (here
the dominie shrugged his shoulders) and with honour; if we fall, we
shall do so gloriously, fighting for the civil and religious
liberties of Europe. We may die far from our homes; but, believe me,
the dew of heaven, as it falls on our unburied faces, will not be the
only tears shed over us, Philip. I have but one real regret--that we
may find our last home, so far from the homes of our kindred; for the
dying wish of the true Highlander is ever to be laid in the grave of
his fathers, beneath the purple heather and the yellow broom. But
away with such fears, for it matters little where a heart moulders,
if that heart be true; and so, with the assurance that you will be in
readiness to meet us on the day we march into Cromartie, I commit
you, loving cousin, to the protection of God.
"MACFARQUHAR.
"_Post Scriptum_.--The bearer, my cousin and henchman, who is to be a
sergeant in our said regiment of Strathnaver, will afford you all
other information."