WHY MAMMY DELPHY'S BABY WAS NAMED GRIEF.

Mammy Delphy was sitting out under the vines that climbed over the

kitchen gallery, picking a chicken for dinner, and singing. And such

singing! Some of the words ran this way:

"Aldo you sees me go 'long _so_,

I has my trials here below,

Sometimes I'se up, sometimes I'se down,

Sometimes I'se lebel wid de groun;

Oh, git out, Satan

Halla_lu_!"

And these words sound queer to you as you read them, perhaps, but they

did not sound queer when Mammy Delphy was singing them. I don't believe

that a song out of heaven could be sweeter than this and other songs

like it that dear old Mammy sings, with her turbaned head bobbing up

and down and her foot softly keeping time to the melody. There is a sort

of plaintive--what shall I call it?--_twist_ in her voice that makes you

choke up about the throat, if you are a boy, and sob right out if you

are a girl. And it makes you, somehow, remember, in hearing it, all the

sweet, sad little stories that your mother has told you about your

little baby sister who died before you were born; or, if you have stood

in a darkened room, holding fast to some tender and loving hand, and

looked at a face that was dear to you lying upon its coffin pillow, you

think of that strange and sad time. And with these thoughts come, as you

listen, other thoughts of flying angels and shining crowns, and

wide-opened gates of pearl. A sweetness mixed with pain--that is, the

feeling which Mammy Delphy's singing brings to you, though you could not

describe it, perhaps, if you tried--at least that's the feeling it

brings to me.

"I'll take my shoes from off'n my feet,

And walk into de golden street,

Glory, Halla_lu_!"

sang Mammy. Sam and Jim and Joe came filing in. They had been--well,

where _hadn't_ they been! They had been down to the Bayou, which ran a

good quarter of a mile back of the place, "fishin for cat," and

chunking at an unwary rabbit that had taken refuge in a hollow tree;

they had been out in the field, cutting open two or three half-grown

watermelons to see if they were ripe; they had been across the prairie

to a _mott_ of sweet-gum trees, where they had stuck up the cuffs and

bosoms of their shirts with gum and torn their trousers in climbing a

persimmon tree to peep into a bird's-nest. And they were rushing across

the yard in chase of a horned-frog when they caught sight of Mammy

Delphy under the kitchen shed.

"Let's go and get Mammy Delphy to give us some meat and go a

crawfishin', boys," suggested Sam.

"And I'm hungry, for one," added Joe.

Accordingly they filed in, as I said, and stood for a moment listening

to Mammy Delphy's song.

"Give us somethin' to eat, Mammy, please," said Jim.

"An' some craw-fish bait and a piece of string," put in the other two in

a breath.

"I ain't a gwine to do it, chillun," replied Mammy Delphy, giving them a

gentle push with her elbow, for they were leaning coaxingly against her

shoulders, "I ain't a gwine to _do_ it. Yer ma's got comp'ny for dinner

and dat sassy Marthy-Ann done tuk herself to 'Mancipation-Day, an' Jin,

she totin of Mis' May's baby to sleep, an' I ain't got _no_ time to

_wase_ on yer. _Go_'long!" And as she spoke Mammy arose, chicken in

hand, and went into the kitchen to get whatever the boys wanted, as they

were perfectly aware she would, from the beginning.

"Lawd o' mussy! Jest look at dat lazy nigger! Grief!" she exclaimed as

she entered, "Grief, yer lazy good-for-nuthin' nigger, is yer gwine ter

let dem sweet-taters burn clar up?"

And seizing the collar of a negro man who sat nodding by the stove, she

gave him a sound shaking. He opened his eyes, grinned and got up slowly,

looking a little sheepish as he did so. At that moment the woolly head

of Jin, the baby's little black nurse, was poked in at the door.

"Daddy," she cried, "Miss May say as how she want you to come an' tie up

her Malcasum rose, whar dem boys is done pull down."

And Jin bestowed a withering look upon the culprits, who were already

digging their fingers into the remnants of a meat-pie, and disappeared,

followed by her father.

"Mammy Delphy," said Joe, when they were out under the vines again and

Mammy had recommenced her work, "what made you name Uncle Grief,

_Grief_? That's a mighty funny name, _ain't_ it, boys?"

"Well, chillun," said Mammy, plucking away at the chicken, "dat's so; it

_is_ a curus name like; me'n de ole man--he dead an' gone, chillun, long

fo' you was born;--me'n de ole man 'sulted long time 'bout dat chile's

name an' he war goin' on six months old fo' we name him at all."

"Well, how _did_ you happen to call him Grief?" insisted Joe.

"Yes, honey, yes. 'Twar a long time ago, chile, when Mas' Will--dat's

_yer_ pa (she nodded towards Joe) war a little fellow, heap littler'n

you, heap littler, an' Mas' Charley--dat's _yer_ pappy (to the other

two) war a baby. I war nussen _him_ long o' Grief an' Grief warn't name

yet. Miss May--dat's yer all's Gramma whar died las' year--she use to

come out to de back steps an' watch dem two babies nussen', Grief an'

Mas' Charley bof at de same time in my lap; an' Mas' Will an'

Jerry--dat's my little boy what war jes' 'bout his age--a-playing in de

back-yard, an' sometime she laugh an' cry all at de same time an' she

say: 'We is all one fam'ly, Delphy!' she say. Law's, chillun, dem _was_

times! _You_ don't know nuthin' 'bout dem times. Disher house was full

up all de time wid comp'ny; gran' comp'ny, what dress all de time in

silk an' go walkin' 'bout under de trees an' ridin' 'bout over de

prairie in de day time; and mos' every night dey call my ole man in to

play de fiddle an' den, laws, how dem young folks dance! An' ole Mas'

an' ole Mis' an' all de young ladies an gentlemen use to come down to de

cabins--_dey_ was all burnt up, time o' de war--an' sakes, honey! de

hosses an' de cayages an' de niggers an' disher big plantation, all

shinin' wid corn an' cotton! Dem _was_ times!" And Mammy's old eyes

lighted up as she went back to her youth and the glory of her family,

for she still speaks with pride of her "fam'ly."

"But Grief, Mammy?" said Jim.

"Yes, honey, yes. Yer pappy and Grief war babies, an' Grief warn't

named, an' Mas' Will an' Jerry was little boys, littler'n you. 'N one

day Miss May, she come to the back do' an' call me. I was sittin' in

disher very place dat day, nussin dem two babies, an' my mammy (she de

cook), gittin' dinner in de kitchen. 'Delphy,' Miss May say, 'Delphy,

does you know whar Will an' Jerry is? Dey ain't been seen sence

breakfast dis mornin'.

[Illustration: "YER PAPPY AN' GRIEF WAR BABIES, AN' GRIEF WARN'T

NAMED."]

"I felt curus-like dat minit, an' I jump up an' run all over de place

lookin' for dem boys. 'Rectly all de house gals an' everybody--Mas' and

Mis' an' everybody--commence to hunt for dem chillun. We look

everywhere--in de hay-top, in de cotton gin-house, out on de

prairie--_everywhere_. Den I saw Miss May--dat's yer granma, turn

white-like, an' she say, 'Oh Delphy, oh James'--dat's yer grandpa--'de

ole well in de field! de ole well in de field!'

"Over in de bayou-field--it done full up now, ole Mas' had a well dug to

water de hosses out in. It war kivered up wid some bodes.

"I don't 'zactly 'member 'bout goin' over to de field, but when I got

dar wid dem two babies in my arms an' stood 'long side o' Miss May--"

Mammy Delphy spoke more and more slowly. She had stopped picking the

chicken, and great tears were rolling down her cheeks. The boys stood

stricken and silent.

--"Stood 'long side o' Miss May, fus thing I hear war Jerry sayin'

weak-like an' way down in de well: 'Don't you cry, Mas' Will! Hol' on to

my neck, Mas' Will! Hol' tight, Mas' Will! I kin hol' you up. Don't you

be feerd Mas' Will, I kin hol' you up! Don't you be feerd Mas' Will; I

kin hol' you up!'

"Ole Mas' lean over de well an' look in. Mas' Will he warn't as high as

Jerry, an' Jerry he war standin in de water up to his neck an' hol'in'

Mas' Will up out'n de water. An' dem chillun had been in dat well all

day, honey, 'all day, an' my Jerry holdin Mas' Will out'n de water; an'

dat water col' as ice! Den ole Mas' let down de rope dey fotch an' tole

Mas' Will to ketch hol'. An Mas' Will--dat yer pappy, honey--he say,

weak-like, 'Take Jerry too, pappy, take Jerry too!'

"'We'll get Jerry next time,' says ole Mas'. An' Jerry help Mas' Will fix

de rope roun' him an' dey pull him up out'n de water. He done fainted

when dey got him out, an' he tuk de fever, an' dat chile war sick mos'

six months, an' all de time he had de fever, he say: 'Take Jerry too,

pappy, take Jerry too!' And when he come to hisself, he say right off:

"'Where's Jerry? I want Jerry.'"

Mammy Delphy stopped.

"And where _was_ Jerry, mammy?" cried the boys, breathless.

"'Where war Jerry?' Ole Mas' let down de rope an' say right loud: 'Ketch

holt, Jerry my boy!' But Jerry couldn't ketch holt, chillen. Jerry war

dead."

"_Oh mammy!_"

"Yes, chillun, yes. Dey rub him an' rub him, an' do everything to fotch

him to life. But, my Jerry war dead. An' when me'n de ole man come home

from de funeral--dey buried him in de white folks' buryin'-groun,' long

side o' Miss May's little gal what died--an' put a tombstone at de

head--when we come home from de funeral dat night, de ole man look at

de baby on my lap an' he say, 'Delphy, honey,' he say, 'I think disher

baby mout be name _Grief_.' An' we name him Grief."

Mammy Delphy wiped her eyes and resumed her work. Then, looking up to

the blue sky which shone between the vines, she began singing again:

"Call me in de mornin' Lord,

Or call me in de night,

I'se always ready Lord,

Glory Halla_lu_!"

And the boys, subdued and silent, and for a moment forgetful of

horned-frogs and crawfish, went away softly, as if leaving a grave.

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