CHAPTER XVII. A LITTLE CLOUD LIKE A MAN'S HAND.

At the Gare de Lyon, Colin put his master safely into his _coupe-lit_,

and then wandered along the train looking out for a carriage into which

he might install himself comfortably for the long journey. All the

carriages, as on all French express trains, were first-class; and Colin

soon picked one out for himself, with a vacant place next the window. He

jumped in and took his seat; and in two minutes more the train was off,

and he found himself, at last, beyond the possibility of a doubt, on his

way to Rome.

Rome, Rome, Rome! how the very name seemed to bound and thrill through

Colin Churchill's inmost nature! He looked at the little book of coupon

tickets which his master had given him; yes, there it was, as clear as

daylight, 'Paris, P.L.M., à Rome;' not a doubt about it. Rome, Rome,

Rome! It had seemed a dream, a fancy, hitherto; and now it was just

going to be converted into an actual living reality. He could hardly

believe even now that he would ever get there. Would there be an

accident at the summit level of the Mont Cenis tunnel, to prevent his

ever reaching the goal of his ambition? It almost seemed as if there

must be some hitch somewhere, for the idea of actually getting to

Rome--that Rome that Cicolari had long ago told him was the capital of

art--seemed too glorious and magnificent to be really true, for Colin

Churchill.

For a while, the delightful exhilaration of knowing that that very

carriage in which he sat was actually going straight through to

Rome left him little room to notice the faces or personalities of his

fellow-travellers. But as they gradually got well outside the Paris

ring, and launched into the country towards Fontainebleau, Colin had

leisure to look about him and take stock of the companions he was to

have on his way southward. Three of them were Frenchmen only going to

Lyon and Marseille--_only_, Colin thought to himself, naively, for he

despised anybody now who was bound for anywhere on earth save the city

of Michael Angelo and Canova and Thorwaldsen; but the other two were

bound, by the labels on their luggage, for Rome itself. One of them was

a tall military-looking gentleman, with a grizzled grey moustache, a

Colonel somebody, the hat-box said, but the name was covered by a label;

the other, apparently his daughter, was a handsome girl of about twenty,

largely built and selfpossessed, like a woman who has lived much in the

world from her childhood upward. Colin saw at once, that, unlike little

Minna (who had essentially a painter's face and figure), this graceful

full-formed woman was entirely and exquisitely statuesque. The very pose

of her arm upon the slight ledge of the window as she leaned out to look

at the country was instinct with plastic capabilities. Colin, with his

professional interest always uppermost, felt a perfect longing to have

up a batch of clay forthwith and model it then and there upon the spot.

He watched each new movement and posture so closely, in fact (of course

in his capacity as a sculptor only), that the girl herself noticed his

evident admiration, and took it sedately like a woman of the world. She

didn't blush and shrink away timidly, as Minna would have done under the

same circumstances (though her skin was many shades lighter than Minna's

rich brunette complexion, and would have shown the faintest suspicion

of a blush, had one been present, far more readily); she merely observed

and accepted Colin's silent tribute of admiration as her natural due. It

made her just a trifle more self-conscious, perhaps, but that was

all; indeed, one could hardly say whether even so the somewhat studied

attitudes she seemed to be taking up were not really the ones which by

long use had become the easiest for her. There are some beautiful women

so accustomed to displaying their beauty to the best advantage that they

can't even throw themselves down on a sofa in their own bedrooms without

instinctively and automatically assuming a graceful position for all

their limbs.

After a while, they fell into a conversation; and Colin, who was the

most innocent and unartificial of men, was amused to find that even he,

on the spur of the moment, had arrived at a very obvious, worldly-wise

principle upon this subject. Wishing to get into a talk with the

daughter, he felt half-unconsciously that it wouldn't do to begin

by addressing her outright, but that he should first, with seeming

guilelessness, attack her father. A man who is travelling with a

pretty girl, in whatever relation, doesn't like you to begin an

acquaintanceship of travel by speaking to her first; he resents your

intrusion, and considers you have no right to talk to ladies under his

escort. But when you begin by addressing himself, that is quite another

matter; lured on by his quiet good sense, or his conversational powers,

or his profound knowledge, or whatever else it is that he specially

prides himself upon, you are soon launched upon general topics, and then

the ladies of the party naturally chime in after a few minutes. To start

by addressing him is a compliment to his intelligence or his social

qualities; to start by addressing his companion is a distinct slight

to himself, at the same time that it displays your own cards far too

openly. You can convert him at once either into a valuable ally or into

an enemy and a jealous guardian. Of course every other man feels this

from his teens; but Colin hadn't yet mixed much in the world, and he

smiled to himself at his acumen in discovering it at all on the first

trial.

'Beautifully wooded country about here,' he said at the earliest

opportunity the military gentleman gave him by laying down his _Times_

(even in France your Englishman will stick to his paper). 'Not like most

of France; so green and fresh-looking. This is Millet's country, you

know; he always works about the outskirts of Fontainebleau.'

'Ah, indeed, does he?' the colonel responded, having only a very vague

idea floating through his mind that Millet or Millais or something of

the sort was the name of some painter fellow or other he had somewhere

heard about. 'He works about Fontainebleau, does he, now? Dear me! How

very interesting!'

Whenever people dismiss a subject from their minds by saying 'How very

interesting!' you know at once they really mean that it doesn't interest

them in the slightest degree, and they don't want to be bothered by

hearing anything more about it; but Colin's observations upon mankind

and the niceties of the English language had not yet carried him to this

point of interpretative science, so he took the colonel literally at his

word, and went on enthusiastically (for he was a great admirer of the

peasant painter whose story was so like his own), 'Yes, he works at

Fontainebleau. It was here, you know, that he painted his Angelus. Have

you ever seen the Angelus?'

The colonel fidgeted about in his seat uneasily, and fumbled in a

nervous way with the corner of the _Times_. 'The Angelus!' he repeated,

meditatively. 'Ah, yes, the Angelus. Gwen, my dear, have we seen Mr.

Millet's Angelus P Was it in the Academy?'

'No, papa,' Gwen answered, smiling sweetly and composedly. 'We haven't

seen it, and it wasn't in the Academy. M. Millet is the _French_

painter, you remember, the painter who wears _sabots_. So delightfully

romantic, isn't it,' turning to Colin, 'to be a great painter and yet

still to wear _sabots?_' This was a very cleverly delivered sentence of

Miss Gwen's, for it was intended first to show that she at least, if not

her father, knew who the unknown young artist was talking about (Gwen

jumped readily at the conclusion that Colin _was_ an artist), and

secondly, to exonerate her papa from culpable ignorance in the artist's

eyes by gently suggesting that a slight confusion of names

sufficiently accounted for his obvious blunder. But it was also, quite

unintentionally, delivered point-blank at Colin Churchill's

tenderest susceptibilities. This grand young lady, then, so calm and

selfpossessed, could sympathise with an artist who had risen, and who,

even in the days of his comparative prosperity, still wore _sabots_. To

be sure, Colin didn't exactly know what _sabots_ were (perhaps the blue

blouses which he saw all the French workmen were wearing?), for he was

still innocent of all languages but his own, unless one excepts the

Italian he had picked up in anticipation from Cicolari; but he guessed

at least it was some kind of dress supposed to mark Millet's peasant

origin, and that was quite enough for him. The grand young lady did not

despise an artist who had been born in the ranks of the people.

'Yes,' he said warmly, 'it's very noble of him. Noble not merely that

he has risen to paint such pictures as the Gleaners and the Angelus, but

that he isn't ashamed now to own the peasant people he has originally

sprung from.'

'Oh, ah, certainly,' the colonel replied in a short sharp voice, though

the remark was hardly addressed to him. 'Very creditable of the young

man, indeed, not to be ashamed of his humble origin. Very creditable.

Very creditable. Gwen, my dear, would you like to see the paper?'

'No, thank you, papa,' Gwen answered with another charming smile (fine

teeth, too, by Jingo). 'You know I never care to read in a train in

motion. Yes, quite a romantic story, this of Millet's; and I believe

even now he's horribly poor, isn't he? he doesn't sell his pictures.'

'The highest art,' Colin said quietly, 'seldom meets with real

recognition during the lifetime of the artist.'

'You're a painter yourself?' asked Gwen, looking up at the handsome

young man with close interest.

'Not a painter; a sculptor; and I'm going to Rome to perfect myself in

my art.'

'A sculptor--to Rome!' Gwen repeated to herself. 'Oh, how nice! Why,

we're going to Rome, too, and we shall be able to go all the way

together. I'm so glad, for I'm longing to be told all about art and

artists.'

Colin smiled. 'You're fond of art, then?' he asked simply.

'Fond of it is exactly the word,' Gwen answered. 'I know very little

about it; much less than I should like to do; but I'm intensely

interested in it. And a sculptor, too! Do you know, I've often met lots

of painters, but I never before met a sculptor.'

'The loss has been theirs,' Colin put in with professional gravity. 'You

would make a splendid model.'

The young man said it in the innocence of his heart, thinking only what

a grand bust of a Semiramis or an Artemisia one might have moulded from

Miss Gwen's full womanly face and figure; but the observation made the

colonel shudder with awe and astonishment on his padded cushions. 'Gwen,

my dear,' he said, feebly interposing for the second time, 'hadn't you

better change places with me? The draught from the window will be too

much for you, I'm afraid.'

'Oh dear no, thank you, papa; not at all. I haven't been roasted, you

know, for twenty years in the North-West Provinces, till every little

breath of air chills me and nips me like a hothouse flower. So you

think I would make a good model, do you? Well, that now I call a real

compliment, because of course you regard me dispassionately from a

sculpturesque point of view. I've been told that a great many faces do

quite well enough to paint, but that only very few features are regular

and calm enough to be worth a sculptor's notice. Is that so, now?'

'It is,' Colin answered, looking straight into her beautiful bold face.

'For example, some gipsy-looking girls, who are very pretty indeed with

their brown skins and bright black eyes, and who make exceedingly taking

pictures--Esthers, and Cleopatras, and so forth, you know--are quite

useless from the plastic point of view: their good looks depend too much

upon colour and upon passing shades of expression, while sculpture of

course demands that the features should be almost faultlessly perfect

and regular in absolute repose.'

The colonel looked uneasy again, and pulled up his collar nervously.

'Very fine occupation indeed, a sculptor's,' he edged in sideways.

'Delightful faculty to be able to do the living marble and all that kind

of thing; very delightful, really.' The colonel was always equal to a

transparent platitude upon every occasion, and contributed very little

else to the general conversation at any time.

'And so delightful, too, to hear an artist talk about his art,' Gwen

added with a touch of genuine enthusiasm. 'Do you know, I think I

should love to be a sculptor. I should love even to go about and see

the studios, and watch the beautiful things growing under your hands. I

should love to have my bust taken, just so as to get to know how you do

it all. It must be so lovely to see the shape forming itself slowly out

of a raw block of marble.'

'Oh, you know, we don't do it all in the marble, at first,' Colin said

quickly. 'It's rather dirty work, the first modelling. If you come into

a sculptor's studio when he's working in the clay, you'll find him all

daubed over with bits of mud, just like a common labourer.'

'How very unpleasant!' said the colonel coldly. 'Hardly seems the sort

of profession fit for a gentleman--now does it?'

'Oh, papa, how can you be so dreadful! Why, it's just beautiful. I

should love to see it all. I think in some ways sculpture's the very

finest and noblest art of all--finer and nobler even than painting.'

'The Greeks thought so,' Colin assented with quiet assurance; 'and they

say Michael Angelo thought so too. Perhaps I may be prejudiced, but I

certainly think so myself. There's a purity about sculpture which

you don't get about painting or any other alternative form of art. In

painting you may admit what is ugly--sparingly, to be sure, but still

you may admit it. In sculpture everything must be beautiful. Beauty

of pure form, without the accidental aid of colour, is what we aim at.

Every limb must be in perfect proportion, every feature in

exquisite harmony. Any deformity, any weakness of outline, any mere

ungracefulness, you see, militates against that perfection of shape to

which sculpture entirely devotes itself. The coldness, hardness, and

whiteness of marble make it appeal only to the highest taste; its

rigorous self-abnegation in refusing the aid of colour gives it a

special claim in the eyes of the purest and truest judges.'

'Then you don't like tinted statues?' the colonel put it. (He knew

his ground here, for had he not seen Gibson's Venus?) 'Neither do I. I

always thought Gibson made a great mistake there.'

'Gibson was a very great artist,' Colin replied, curling his lip almost

disdainfully, for he felt the absurdity of the colonel's glibness in

condemning the noblest of modern English sculptors off-hand in this

easy, mock-critical fashion. 'Gibson was a very great artist, but I

think his Venus was perhaps a step in the wrong direction for all that.

Its quite true that the Greeks tinted their statues----'

'Bless my soul, you don't mean to say so! the colonel ejaculated

parenthetically.

'And modern practice was doubtless founded on the mistake of supposing

that, because the torsos we dig up are white now, they were white

originally. But even the example of the Greeks doesn't settle every

question without appeal. We've tried white marble, and found it succeed.

We've tried tinting, and found it wanting. The fact is, you see, the

attention of the eye can't be distracted. Either it attends to form, or

else it attends to colour; rarely and imperfectly to both together.

Take a vase. If it's covered with figures or flowers, our attention's

distracted from the general outline to the painted objects it encloses.

If its colouring's uniform, we think only of the beauty of form, because

our attention isn't distracted from it by conflicting sensations. That's

the long and the short of it, I think. Beauty of form's a higher taste

than beauty of colour--at least, so we sculptors always fancy.'

Colin delivered these remarks as if he intended them for the colonel

(though they were really meant for Miss Gwen's enlightenment), and the

colonel was decidedly flattered by the cunning tribute to his tastes

and interests thus delicately implied. But Gwen drank in every word the

young man said with the deepest attention, and managed to make him go on

with his subject till he had warmed to it thoroughly, and had launched

out upon his own peculiar theories as to the purpose and function of his

chosen art. All along, however, Colin pointed his remarks so cleverly at

the colonel, while giving Gwen her fair share of the conversation, that

the colonel quite forgot his first suspicions about the young sculptor,

and grew gradually quite cordial and friendly in demeanour. So well did

they get on together that, by the time they had had lunch out of the

colonel's basket, Colin had given the colonel his ideas as to the

heinousness of palming off as sculpture veiled ladies and crying babies

(both of which freaks of art, by the way, the colonel had hitherto

vastly admired); while the colonel in return had imparted to Colin his

famous stories of how he was once nearly killed by a tiger in a jungle

at Boolundshuhr in the North-West Provinces, and how he had assisted to

burn a fox out in a hunt at Gib., and how he had shot the biggest wapiti

ever seen for twenty years in the neighbourhood of Ottawa. All which

surprising adventures Colin received with the same sedulous show of

polite interest that the colonel had extended in turn to his own talk

about pictures and statues.

At last, they reached Dijon, and there Colin got out, as in duty bound,

to inquire whether his master was in want of anything. Sir Henry didn't

need much, so Colin returned quickly to his own carriage.

'You have a friend in a _coupé-lit_, I see,' the colonel said, opening

the door for the young stranger. 'An invalid, I suppose.' Colin blushed

visibly, so that Miss Gwen noticed his colour, and wondered what on

earth could be the meaning of it. Till that moment, to say the truth, he

had been so absorbed in his talk about art, and in observing Gwen (who

interested him as all beautiful women interest a sculptor), that he had

almost entirely forgotten, for the time being, his anomalous position.

'No, not an invalid,' he answered evasively, 'but a very old gentleman.'

'Ah,' the colonel put in, as the train moved away from Dijon station,

'I don't wonder people travel by _coupe-lit_ when they can afford it, in

spite of the prohibitive prices set upon it by these French companies.

It's most unpleasant having nothing but first-class carriages on the

train. You have to travel with your own servants.'

Colin smiled feebly, but said nothing. It began to strike him that in

the innocence of his heart he had made a mistake in being beguiled into

conversation with these grand people. And yet it was their own fault.

Miss Gwen had clearly done it all, with her seductive inquiries about

art and artists.

'Or rather,' the colonel went on, 'one can always put one's own

servants, of course, into another carriage; but one's never safe against

having to travel with other people's. We're lucky to-day in being a

pleasant party all together (these French gentlemen, though they're not

companionable, are evidently very decent people); but sometimes, I know,

I've had to travel on the Continent here, wedged in immovably between a

fat lady's-maid and a gentleman's gentleman.'

Colin's face burned hot and crimson. 'I beg your pardon,' he said, in a

faltering voice, almost relapsing in his confusion into his aboriginal

Dorsetshire, 'but I ought, perhaps, to have told you sooner who you

are travelling with. I am valet to Sir Henry Wilberforce: he is the

gentleman in the _coupé-lit_, and he's my master.'

The colonel sank back on his cushions with a face as white as marble,

while Colin's now flushed as red as a damask rose. 'A valet!' he cried

faintly. 'Gwen, my dear, did he say a valet? What can all this mean?

Didn't he tell us he was a sculptor going to Rome to practise his

profession?'

'I did,' Colin answered defiantly, for he was on his mettle now. 'I did

tell you so, and it's the truth. But I'm going as a valet. I couldn't

afford to go in any other way, and so I took a situation, meaning to use

my spare time in Rome to study sculpture.'

The colonel rocked himself up and down irresolutely for a while; then

he leant back a little more calmly in his seat, and gave himself up to

a placid despair. 'At the next stopping station,' he thought to himself,

'we must get out and change into another carriage.' And he took up the

'Continental Bradshaw' with a sigh, to see if there was any chance of

release before they got to Ambérieu.

But if the colonel was quite unmanned by this shocking disclosure,

Miss Gwen's self-possession and calmness of demeanour was still wholly

unshaken. She felt a little ashamed, indeed, that the colonel should

so openly let Colin see into the profound depths of his good Philistine

soul; but she did her best to make up for it by seeming not in any way

to notice her father's chilling reception of the charming young artist's

strange intelligence. 'A valet, papa,' she cried in her sprightly way,

as unconcernedly as if she had been accustomed to associating intimately

with valets for the last twenty years; 'how very singular! Why, I

shouldn't be at all surprised if this was that Mr. Churchill (I think

the name was) that Eva told us all about, who did that beautiful

bas-relief, you know, ever so long ago, for poor dear uncle Philip.'

Colin bowed, his face still burning. 'That is my name,' he said, pulling

out a card, on which was neatly engraved the simple legend, 'Mr. Colin

Churchill, Sculptor.'

'And you used to live at Wootton Mandeville?' Gwen asked, with even more

of interest in her tone than ever.

'I did.'

'Then, papa, this _is_ the same Mr. Churchill. How very delightful! How

lucky we should happen to meet you so, by accident! I call this really

and truly a most remarkable and fortunate coincidence.'

'Very remarkable indeed,' the colonel moaned half inarticulately from

his cushion.

Miss Gwen was a very clever woman, and she tried her best to whip up the

flagging energies of the conversation for a fresh run; but it was all

to no purpose. Colin was too hot and uncomfortable to continue the talk

now, and the colonel was evidently by no means anxious to recommence

it. His whole soul had concentrated itself upon the one idea of changing

carriages at Ambérieu. So after a while Gwen gave up the attempt in

despair, and the whole party was carried forward in moody silence

towards the next station.

'How awfully disappointing,' Gwen thought to herself as she relapsed,

vanquished, into her own corner. 'He was talking so delightfully about

such beautiful things, before papa went and made that horrid, stupid,

unnecessary observation. Doesn't papa see the difference between an

enthusiast for art and a common footman? A valet! I can see it all now.

Every bit as romantic as Millet, except for the _sabots_. No wonder his

face glowed so when he spoke about the painter who had risen from

the ranks of the people. I think I know now what it is they mean by

inspiration.'

At last the train reached Amberieu. Great wits jump together; and as the

carriage pulled up at the platform, both the colonel and Colin jumped

out unanimously, to see whether they could find a vacant place in any

other compartment. But the train was exactly like all other first-class

expresses on the French railways; every place was taken through the

whole long line of closely packed carriages. The colonel was the first

to return. 'Gwen,' he whispered angrily to his daughter, in a fierce

undertone, 'there isn't a solitary seat vacant in the whole of this

confounded train: we shall have to go on with this manservant fellow, at

least as far as Aix, and perhaps even all the way to Modane and Turin.

Now mind, Gwen, whatever you do, don't have anything more to say to him

than you can possibly help, or I shall be very severely displeased

with you. How _could_ you go on trying to talk to him again after he'd

actually told you he was a gentleman's servant? I was ashamed of you,

Gwen, positively ashamed of you. You've no proper pride or lady-like

spirit in you. Why, the fellow himself had better feelings on the

subject than you had, and was ashamed of himself for having taken us in

so very disgracefully.'

'He was not,' Gwen answered stoutly. 'He was ashamed of _you_, papa, for

not being able to recognise an artist and a gentleman even when you see

him.'

The colonel's face grew black with wrath, and he was just going to make

some angry rejoinder, when Colin's arrival suddenly checked his further

colloquy.

The young man's cheeks were still hot and red, but he entered the

carriage with composure and dignity, and took his place once more in

solemn silence. After a minute he spoke in a low voice to the colonel:

'I've been looking along the train, sir,' he said, 'to see if I could

find myself a seat anywhere, but I can't discover one. I think you would

have felt more comfortable if I could have left you, and I don't wish

to stay anywhere, even in a public conveyance, where my society is not

welcome. However, there's no help for it, so I must stop here till we

reach Turin, when some of the other passengers will no doubt be getting

out. I shall not molest you further, and I regret exceedingly that in

temporary forgetfulness of my situation I should have been tempted into

seeming to thrust my acquaintance unsolicited upon you.'

The colonel, misunderstanding this proud apology, muttered half-audibly

to himself: 'Very right and proper of the young man, of course. He's

sorry he so far forgot his natural station as to enter into

conversation with his superiors. Very right and proper of him, under

the circumstances, certainly, though he ought never to have presumed to

speak to us at all in the first instance.'

Gwen bit her lip hard, and tried to turn away her burning face, now as

red almost as Colin's; but she said nothing.

That evening, about twelve, as they were well on the way to the Mont

Cenis, and Colin was dozing as best he might in his own corner, he

suddenly felt a little piece of pasteboard thrust quietly into his

half-closed right hand. He looked up with a start. The colonel was

snoring peacefully, and it was Miss Gwen's fingers that had pushed the

card into his hollow hand. He glanced at it casually by the dim light

of the lamp. It contained only a few words. The engraved part ran thus:

'Miss Gwen Howard-Russell, Denhurst.' Underneath, in pencil, was a brief

note--'Excuse my father's rudeness. I shall come to see your studio at

Rome. G. H. R.'

Minna was the prettiest girl Colin Churchill had ever seen; but Miss

Howard-Bussell had exquisitely regular features, and when her big eyes

met his for one flash that moment, they somehow seemed to thrill his

nature through and through with a sort of sudden mesmeric influence.

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