CHAPTER X

A MESSAGE FROM THE DEAD

The sun was shining down; the spring rains had ceased; within less

than a month winter had vanished, and summer had swept through

Keewatin with a burst of gladness. The land was riotously green;

through the heart of it wandered the river, newly released, a streak

of azure, or of gilded splendour where smitten by the sun. Although

its waters were running freely, many memories of the frozen quiet

still remained in the shape of ice piled up along its banks, sometimes

to the height of fifteen feet, and of snow in the more shady hollows

of the forest, which glimmered distantly between leaves and branches

hinting at secret woodland lakes. Even the most backward among the

trees had commenced to unfold their buds. All day long, and through

the major portion of the night, the frogs continued to whistle in the

marshes and along the river's edges. Flock after flock of duck

arrived, flashing their wings against the sky, dropping from under a

cloud suddenly, and coming to rest in the water with a shower of

spray, where they rode at ease side by side, like painted, anchored

merchantmen returned in safety from the earth's end. Now the wild

swan, teal, or goose would go by with a whirr of wings, crying

hoarsely. To make the world seem yet more wide an occasional gull

would heave in sight, drifting without effort in silent flight

majestically. In the forest Granger was conscious of a commotion at

the cause of which he could only guess. Love was at work in the

shadows, or what among the dumb creation passes for love. There was a

continual stirring of leaves, the rustle of branches forced aside, the

scattering of birds, those spies and betrayers of the four-footed

animal, and the grievous low wail of the wolf. Sometimes a fish would

leap in the river, flash silvery and dripping in the sunlight, on its

bridal journey from the ocean. Was it an act of gallantry, he

wondered, which some deep-sea female witnessed from beneath the ripple

of the stream, or was it a terrified effort to escape from love. He

knew what that best of all passions could mean to the forest animal,

and how cruel it might become. Often in the fall of the year he had

watched a doe, seen her dash down the river bank, stand quivering,

leap in and swim, made fearless of man because she knew that her

lover, the stag, was not far behind.

This frenzy of passion set him thinking, and made him long for the

return of Peggy Ericsen. He knew that his love for her was not of the

highest, was little more than physical, not much nobler than forest

love; but what was a man to do, and how guide his conduct when all the

world was a-mating? On occasions he had a clearer vision, and realised

with a sense of sudden shame to how low a level he had sunk. Then he

would strive to throw off this attraction for a half-breed girl by

recalling the faces of all the other women whom he had admired and

loved. Yet this also was dangerous, for it caused him to remember

Mordaunt, thoughts of whom roused up anger within him against

Spurling. He had agreed to leave him to God, and could not go back on

his word; therefore he must forget Mordaunt and, if his mind must be

haunted by womankind, think only of Peggy. Peggy! Well, she was not a

bad little sort. Pretty? Yes. But between her and himself there could

be no community of mind. He knew that for hundreds of years it had

been the custom of traders and white trappers to take to themselves a

squaw from a tribe of friendly Indians, sometimes for the sake of

commercial advantages, sometimes for defence, sometimes for domestic

convenience, rarely for love. But there his education, which would

have served him well in an older land, stood in his way, as it had so

often done, making him over-delicate.

He could find it in his heart to wish himself more ignorant and less

refined. That glamour of intellectual gentility, which England sets

such store by, had made him unfit for the outdoor brutalities of

northern life. In his catastrophe he knew that he was not single,

though there was small consolation in that; all through Canada he had

encountered younger sons, drawing-room bred young gentlemen, who

worked in lumber camps, on railroads, and in mines by day, and spelt

out their Horace from ragged texts by brushwood fires, beneath the

stars, or in verminous shacks by night. Their power to construe a dead

language served to differentiate them from their associates, and,

rather foolishly if heroically, to bolster up their pride.

But, to return to Peggy, what a pity it was that she had insisted on

the marriage ceremony! Yet, he respected her for that. _But_, and

there was always a but in Granger's reasonings, suppose he should get

his chance to return to England one day! And this would certainly

happen to him on his mother's death. And suppose, when he had

tethered himself to this half-breed wife, he should get word that

Mordaunt was still alive! Granger was always at a loss when the moment

for decision presented itself; he was too moderate, too far-sighted

and philosophic to act immediately. It takes an abrupt, coarse-grained

man, or a prophet, to handle a crisis efficiently; your man who is

only endowed just beyond the average sees too far--and not far enough.

The insolent infringement of personality which he had suffered as man

and child from his mother's unwise interference had caused him to

become a chronic hesitator. As usual, in this case as in all others,

he determined to let matters slide, to give circumstance an unfettered

opportunity to evolve its own event. He was content to remain the

spectator of his own career, allowing Chance to be the only doer of

the deeds which went to make up the record of his life. And what would

Chance do next? The Man with the Dead Soul might return at any hour

from his winter's hunt, bringing with him his daughter, in which case

most surely his book of life would commence to write out its latest

chapter of disgrace.

Beorn had cached a canoe at the mouth of the Forbidden River, and

therefore would reach the Point up-stream from the northward. Granger

found excitement in the thought that any minute, looking out from his

window, he might discover the approach of his future wife. The more he

allowed his fancy to dwell upon her, the more pleasant her image

became for him. After all, there is always something of romance, at

first at any rate, in marrying out of your blood heritage. Pizarro

must have felt that when he took to himself Inez Huayllas Nusta, the

Inca princess. The havoc of affection which was being enacted

secretly beneath the shadow of the forest trees urged him on, crying,

"Take your pleasure while it is yours, winter will return. Short views

of life are best." Having listened to that advice for several days, he

allowed himself to be persuaded. It seemed to him, when he remembered

how they had parted, that it would be a gallant and reconciling act to

set forth to meet her. Moreover, though the mind that was in him stood

aside from the project in disdain, the body cried, "Forward! Forward!"

in chorus with the song of the wild-wood.

Early one morning he carried down his canoe to the water's edge,

loaded it with a week's provisions, padlocked his store and set out.

As the prow drove forward down-stream, exultation entered into him. He

was playing at saying good-bye to his long exile; miles ahead lay the

Hudson Bay, and beyond that England. If his boat were not so frail and

his arms were stronger, by pressing on and onward he could escape.

These were scarcely the thoughts with which a man should set out to

meet his bride. Desires to meet and avoid her alternated even now,

when with each fresh thrust of the paddle he approached her nearer

presence. Yet, even to his way of thinking, there was something epic

in the situation--that this girl of an alien tradition and a savage

race, with her copper skin, and blue-black hair, and timid eyes,

should be threading her passage up her native river, through the early

summer, toward her western lover who was hastening down the self-same

primeval highroad to meet her. Oh, he would be very happy with Peggy!

Thus imagining himself on through the labyrinth of passionate fancy,

he floated down stream, shrouded in the morning mist. He had to go

slowly, for he could not see far ahead, and travel by water was still

treacherous by reason of belated floes of ice. Over to the eastward

the sun winked down on him with a dissipated bloodshot eye, knowingly,

with the cruel misanthropic humour of a tired man of the world who,

regarding idealism as a jest, had guessed at the purpose of his errand

and was eager to declare his own shrewd cleverness.

And if the sun is a cynic, who can blame him? He alone of created

things has an intimate knowledge of all live things' love affairs,

from when Eve shook back her hair and lifted up her lips, to the last

girl kissed in Japan. The canoe drifting out of a scarf of mist

brought Granger in sight of the bend, where Strangeways had been

drowned. He plunged his paddle deeper in the water, thrusting it

forward to stay the progress of the prow, and glanced from side to

side, then straight ahead. He had caught the smell of burning. On the

northern side of the bend, curling above the trees, he could detect

the rise of smoke. Someone had lit a fire and was camping there. But

who? Was it Beorn and Peggy? No, they would not camp so near their

destination; they would have pushed on to the store for rest. Nor

could it be men from the Crooked Creek coming up to God's Voice; the

season was as yet too early for them to be expected. Then, was it

Spurling?

Paddling out into the middle stream, he stole beneath the farther

bank, and, rounding the bend, came in sight of two men, the one seated

upright before the fire cooking his bannocks, the other stretched out

twenty paces distant at the edge of the underbrush, completely covered

with a robe, motionless as if he slept. The man who was awake looked

up, shaded his eyes, then rising to his feet came down to the water's

edge and waved his hand.

Granger recognised in him his friend Pere Antoine, the gaunt old

Jesuit of Keewatin. No one could remember, not even the Indians, at

what time he had first come into the district; he seemed to have been

there always and was of a great age. Yet, despite his many years, he

could travel miracles of journeys in the name of Mary's son. It was

said of him that he was always to be seen mounting the sky-line in

times of crisis and temptation; that he knew by instinct where men

were in spiritual peril, as the caribou scents water; that he had

often broken out of the forest unexpectedly in time to prevent murder.

There were Indians to be found who would circumstantially assert that

they had met with Pere Antoine, five hundred miles distant from the

spot where he had last been seen, walking in the wilderness radiantly,

wearing the countenance of Jesus Christ.

Granger recalled these legends as he gazed toward the camp; he watched

the figure of the sleeping man--and he thought of Spurling. Was this

Spurling? He tried to make out the man's identity by his figure's

outline, but the robes which were piled above him forbade that. Yet

within himself he was sure that his guess was correct. What was more

likely than that Antoine should have met the fugitive wandering up the

Forbidden River, perhaps sick and starving, should have taken his

confession and compassionately have brought him back? Probably it was

Antoine's purpose that they two should be reconciled. He might even

have converted Spurling and have brought back God into his life, so

that now he was willing to return to Winnipeg to give himself up, and

to take his chance of death.

Having run his canoe aground between the bank-ice, he stepped out and

grasped the Jesuit's hand.

"God has arrived before you this time, Pere Antoine," he said, jerking

his head in the direction of the sleeping man; "he has already done

your work. I have promised Him that I will do no harm to your

companion, so you have arrived too late."

"If it was God who arrived," he said, "I am content."

He spoke significantly, hinting at a further knowledge of which he

supposed Granger to be possessed.

"If it was not God, then who else?"

"Ah, who else?"

Granger, in common with most white men of the district, had fallen

into the Indian superstition that Pere Antoine was omniscient; it came

to him as a shock that he might be unaware of how God had written on

the ice. Usually in talking with the priest he took short-cuts in his

methods of communication, leaving many things understood but

unmentioned, as a man is wont to do when conversing with himself.

"There is no doubt that it was God," he said; "He did not want me to

murder this man. He wished that I should leave him alone, to be judged

in the forest by Himself. Therefore, if you have brought him here with

you to make us friends, I will not do that; but I will promise you, as

I have promised God, that I will not be his enemy."

Antoine tapped him on the arm gently, looking him full in the face

with his grave, penetrating eyes: "And did not God Himself arrive too

late?" he asked.

Granger flushed hotly, for he thought that he detected an under-tone

of accusation in the way in which those words were uttered. "Tell me,

is he dead?" he asked abruptly.

"He is dead."

"Is it . . . is that his body over there?"

"You should know best."

Involuntarily Granger sank his voice, now that he knew that that

sleeping man was dead. He pressed closer to the priest and commenced

to whisper, now that he knew that no noise of his, however loud, could

disturb the rest of this man who would never wake. Sometimes, when in

the hurry of his speech his voice had been by accident a little

raised, he would cease speaking, lift up his head, and peer furtively

from side to side, then over to where the dead man lay, to make

certain that he had not stirred,--all this lest someone in that great

silence should have heard what he had said. Thus does the presence of

the dead accuse living men, as if by our mere retention of life we did

them injury. Wheresoever we encounter them, whether in the hired pride

of the vulgar city hearse, or in the pitiful disarray of bleached

bones and tattered raiment strewn on a mountainside, they make even

those of us who are remotest from blame feel guilty men.

"But, Pere Antoine, I did not kill him," Granger was saying. "I was

gravely tempted, but God wrote upon the ice and stayed my hand. This

man was once my friend, and is now again--now that he is dead. Let me

uncover and look upon his face."

But the priest withheld him. "Not yet--not yet," he said. "Let us

first talk together awhile, that I may hear what has happened, and get

to understand."

So there in the quiet of the early morning, with nothing to break the

stillness save the crackling of the fire, and the flowing of the

river, and the occasional flight of a bird, Granger told the priest

all his story, from his first dream of El Dorado to the thoughts of

escape and of Peggy Ericsen which he had had, as drifting down-stream,

he had caught the smell of burning and come in sight of the bend. It

was a true confession; nothing to his own discredit was left out.

When he came to an end the mist had lifted, and the sun rode high in

the heavens disentangled of cloud. All the time that he had been

speaking the priest had sat motionless, with his head bent forward

listening, his knees drawn up and his arms about them. Now that the

tale was over, he slowly turned his head; and then it was for the

first time that Granger knew what the Indians meant when they said

that they had met with Pere Antoine in the wilderness, walking

radiantly, wearing the countenance of Jesus Christ. There was such a

brightness about him that he could not bear his gaze, but trembling

with a kind of fearful joy fell forward on his face, covering his eyes

with his hands. And still the priest said nothing, not trusting

himself to speak, perhaps, so great was his compassion.

But it was not long before Granger was conscious of a hand, hard and

horny and ungentle, as far as outward circumstance could make it so,

which rested on his head. At last he spoke. "I think I understand," he

said, and then, after a pause, "but you will never help yourself or

the world by merely being sad. No man ever has."

When Granger answered nothing nor lifted up his head, he spoke again.

"Does that seem a strange judgment to pass on you here in Keewatin?

Does it sound too much like the speech of a city man? Nevertheless, it

is because of your flight from sadness that you have met with all your

dangers. All your life you have spent in striving to escape from

things which are sad. Why did you dream of El Dorado when you were in

London? Because, as you yourself have told me, exquisiteness of dress

did not reassure you of another's happiness; you were always

remembering that a decent coat may sometimes cover cancer. You are one

of those who suffer more because of the sores of Lazarus than Lazarus

himself. That is well and Christlike, if you suffer gladly--which you

do not. So you left London and travelled half across the world to

Yukon, only to find a greater wretchedness; for your misery growing

vicious pursued you, and goaded you on to crime. Once more to escape

you left Yukon and came to Winnipeg, and came up here, and still you

are sad. Will I tell you why? Always, always you have depended on

yourself for escape and rest. That is useless, for your sadness does

not belong to any city, or any land; it is within yourself. Wherever

you have travelled you have carried it with you. You must look for

help from outside yourself."

Again he paused, but Granger did not stir. Then he repeated, speaking

yet more gently, "I am an old man and have lived in Keewatin the

length of most men's lives, yet I have not always lived up here. I was

not always happy, and I say to you, you must look for help from

outside yourself."

Then Granger answered him, keeping his head still bowed.

"Where, where must I look for help?"

"Lift up your head."

He obeyed, and the first sight he saw was the face of Pere Antoine

bent above him. Again he was struck with its likeness to the

traditional face of Christ--but the face was that of a Jesus who had

grown grey in suffering and had been often crucified, who was very

ancient and had not yet attained his death. Then he thought he knew

what le Pere had meant by saying that he must look for help from

outside himself. He turned his eyes away and gazed into the sunshine,

and on the greenness of the awakened country. Somehow it all looked

very happy and changed from what it had been before they two had met.

He vaguely wondered whether already he might not be now experiencing

that help. But, as had always happened to him after tasting of a

momentary joy, in turning his head he found a new grief awaiting him,

for there, twenty paces distant, stretched out at the edge of the

underbrush, covered with a robe, he caught sight of that recumbent

figure, lying motionless as if it slept. He shuddered, and seizing the

priest by the arm, speaking hoarsely with suppressed excitement,

exclaimed, "Where did he come from? But where did you find him?"

"I found him stretched out on the bank-ice, awaiting me as I paddled

up-stream toward the bend."

"Then he was coming back. God must have met him down there on the

Forbidden River and have spoken with him face to face; he could not

endure His voice, so he fled. Oh, to come back at such a season, when

the river was in flood, he must have been terribly afraid. He must

have clambered his way up-stream, all those hundred miles, running by

the bank. Pere Antoine, you know many things, what kind of words were

those, do you suppose, that God spoke to Spurling?"

"The kind of words which God always speaks to men; He told him the

truth about himself."

"The truth about himself? There are few who could endure to hear

that."

"Yes, He would accuse him with a question, I think."

"What makes you say that?"

"Because that is the way in which God usually speaks to men. He asked

Adam a question, and Adam hid himself; he asked Cain a question, and

Cain became a vagabond in the earth."

They sat in silence awhile, and then Granger said, "And if God were to

speak to me, what question would He ask?"

"I think he would say, 'John Granger, by how much are you better than

Spurling, whom you condemn?'"

"You are right; yes, I think He would say that. Even I have asked

myself that question before to-day."

"You did not ask yourself; it was God's voice."

"And I could give no answer to what He said. Pere Antoine, before we

met, I had often wondered what I would say to Spurling should we meet

again. I had planned all manner of kindly phrases to make him again my

friend; but I had thought of him as coming to me prosperous, with the

approval of the world. When he came to me in poverty, asking help, in

peril of his life for a sin which had been almost mine, I turned him

away. He had chosen me out from among all men between Winnipeg and the

Klondike, as the only one to whom he could safely go for help; and I

turned him away. I see it clearly now; God sent to me this man whom I

had wished to murder, when he had performed my crime, that, by

endangering my life for his, I might cleanse myself. When all men had

failed him, he and God expected that I, at least, would understand.

But for Mordaunt, I might have had to flee as he fled, changed by the

raising of a gun and hasty pulling of a trigger into a Judas to all

that is best; I might have had to support within me his utter

solitariness and agony of mind, and have been compelled to see myself

as debased throughout and forever by a single, momentary act. How he

must have suffered! I shall fear to die now; till now I have been

afraid only of life."

"Why will you fear to die?"

"Because I shall meet with Spurling, and then I shall hear God's

question and His accusing voice."

The priest laid a hand upon his shoulder gently. "Ah, my child, but

you forget," he said; "in the country where Spurling has gone he will

have learnt how to understand."

That thought was new to Granger, that of the two faults his own was

the greater and that forgiveness belonged to Spurling. He sat

motionless for a long time arguing it out; he wanted to be exactly

just to both Spurling and himself. The fire died down and Pere Antoine

threw on more brushwood; the sun grew tall in the heavens and a rain

cloud gathered in the west; the floe-ice caught in its passage round

the bend, gasped and whined and, tearing itself free again, vanished

down river out of sight. The arithmetic of the problem stood thus:

Spurling's sin had been the result of a sudden violence, his own of a

conscious and premeditated uncharitableness. Which sin was morally the

worse, to shoot a fellow creature in a fit of passionate desperation,

or to turn your back upon a bygone benefactor who comes to you in

distress, comes to you when his heart is breaking, because he can

trust himself with no one else? "My sin is the greater," Granger told

himself, "I am more wrongful than wronged against"; his thoughts going

back to what le Pere had said, he added, "I am Cain, and yet I judged

Spurling as if I had been God Himself."

He was roused from his meditation by a dull thudding sound which had

commenced behind his back; turning his head, he saw that Pere Antoine

was already digging a grave. Rising without a word, he began to lend a

hand. They had not gone far when they found that the ground was hard

as granite, that it had not yet thawed out; then they commenced to

look for stones to pile upon the body so that, since the grave would

be shallow, they might raise a mound above it to prevent the wolves

from getting the body out.

By the time they had completed their preparations the rain was falling

in large and heavy drops, and the storm was blowing in great gusts

through the forest, causing the young leaves to shudder and whisper

together, and to turn their backs to the wind. The priest and the

trader stood upright from their work and gazed at one another. Already

the narrow hole, which they had scooped out, was filling with water;

there was no time to lose; yet neither seemed inclined to hurry. At

last Pere Antoine said, "So you are sure that you did not do it?"

"I cannot be sure of that."

"Ah, but you did not do it in the way I mean? You did not kill him

with the strength of your hands?"

They went together to the edge of the underbrush where the dead man's

body lay, and carried it, without disturbing the coverings, to the

side of the grave; there they set it down.

"I cannot bear that he should lie in that dampness," Granger broke

out; "I remember when we were in London, how he used to hate the wet.

Coldness he could put up with or the hottest sunshine, but he could

not endure the damp. He said it made him feel as though the world was

crying, like a dreary woman because her youngest child was dead. We

can't drop him into that puddle and leave him there."

He commenced to strip off his clothes, and to fold them along the

floor of the grave. When he had apparently made all ready, he stooped

down again and smoothed out a ruck, lest its discomfort should irk the

dead.

"Now," he said, "let me see his face for the last time, for he was my

friend."

Le Pere bent down, and drew the coverings back to the waist, while

Granger leant over him in his eagerness. The body, having lain upon

the ice, had been well preserved, no feature had been disturbed; but

it was not the body of a man who was newly dead, nor was it the face

of Spurling. So absorbed had Granger been by thoughts of the comrade

whom he had treated harshly, and by the mysterious meaning of the

writing which he had seen upon the ice, that the likelier solution of

the problem of this man's identity had not entered into his head, that

the body might be that of Strangeways, thrown up by the back-rush of

the current around the bend.

"Strangeways," he muttered, "it is Strangeways." And with those words

his charity towards Spurling began to ebb.

Pere Antoine, when he heard it, realising that these were the remains

of an officer of justice, for whom, when he did not return, search

would be made, and not of an escaped murderer with a price upon his

head, at news of whose death Authority would be glad, went down on his

hands and knees and began to examine the clothing of the dead for

proofs of his identity, which could be sent in to headquarters for the

establishing of his death. He foresaw that there was need for care;

when the matter came to be investigated, it would be discovered that

Granger had been Spurling's partner in the Klondike; questions would

certainly be asked of Robert Pilgrim, as Hudson Bay factor and head

man of the district, concerning Granger's conduct in Keewatin, and no

good word could be looked for from that quarter. That which would tell

most heavily against him would be this fact, that two men, separated

by a few hours, were known to have passed God's Voice en route for the

independent store of Garnier, Parwin, and Wrath, the first a hunted

criminal, the second an officer of justice--the criminal had escaped

and the officer was dead. Presumably both pursued and pursuer had

arrived at Murder Point, for the body of Strangeways, the follower,

had been found a mile down-river below the Point. Then where was

Spurling? And how had he managed to escape, if he had not been helped?

Who could have helped him save Granger? And why was Strangeways dead?

These were some of the many questions which avenging justice would be

sure to ask, and, however skilfully they might be answered, the priest

knew well that it would be difficult to prevent suspicion from

attaching to a hated independent trader, especially when it became

known that he had once been the fugitive's friend. Why, he himself had

suspected Granger at first!

His present purpose was, if possible, to gather such proofs from the

dead man's clothing as would exclude the doubt of foul play, and

establish as a fact Granger's assertion that the corporal had arrived

at his death by the accident of drowning.

In the meanwhile, he was not meeting with much success in his search,

for the right arm of the dead man was pressed so rigidly across his

breast that it could not be moved without breaking; the hand was

concealed and the fingers tangled in the folds of his dress, as if

even in the last moments of life he had been conscious that he kept a

secret hidden there. Only with violence could it be forced aside, and

to this the priest was averse; he commenced to cut away the clothing,

above downwards from the neck, below upwards from the belt. The cloth

ripped easily, having become rotten with the wet, but the trimmings of

fur were tough and obstinate to separate. When he had slit the capote

and under-garments above and below the arm in two big flaps, he rolled

them back, laying bare the breast, where he discovered a silver chain

which went about the neck, the pendant to which, wrapped in the

portion of the dress that had covered it, was clutched in the icy

hand. He now cut away the stuff from around the hand, and, with a

severity which seemed both profane and cruel, bent back the fingers

one by one, compelling them to release their hold, so that the bones

were heard to crack.

"What are you doing?" cried Granger, angrily, being roused by the

sound from an unsatisfactory examination of the mixed feelings which

had arisen within him on discovering that Spurling, whom he had just

been regretting, was not dead. "Why must we torture him? Why can't we

leave him alone, and lay him decently in his grave?"

"Perhaps in order that we may prevent you from being hanged."

"From being hanged! You mistake me for Spurling, Pere Antoine; your

memory must be failing. What have I done to deserve such courtesy at

the hands of Fate? Why should men want to hang me?"

"For the murder of Strangeways."

Granger stood back, and drew himself erect, as if by asserting his

physical cleanness and manhood he could refute the accusation. He

lifted up his head and gazed with a fixed stare on the landscape,

seeing nothing. Yes, it was true, they could make that accusation;

there was sufficient evidence for suspecting him and, with the aid of

a few lies and inaccurate statements on the part of his

enemies--Robert Pilgrim, for instance, and Indians whom he had

offended--sufficient evidence might be got together to bring him to

the gallows. A fitting ending that for the son of the ambitious mother

who had stinted herself and planned for his success, and a most

appropriate sequel to the example of reckless bravery set by the last

two generations of his father's house!

Dimly, slowly, as he stood there in the northern icy drizzle, with his

eyes on the muddy river hurrying toward its freedom between jagged

banks, he came very wretchedly to realise that there was only one way

in which he could save himself, a way, albeit, which both his loyalty

and honour forbade, by becoming ardent in the pursuit and effecting

the capture of Spurling, that so he might prove his innocence. An

emotion of shame and self-disgust throbbed through him that it should

have been possible for him, even for a moment, to entertain such a

coward's thought as that. He shook himself free from temptation and

looked about. What was Pere Antoine doing? What had he meant by saying

that he was perhaps preventing him from being hanged? Did he still

believe him to be guilty, as he had evidently done at first?

Pere Antoine was intent upon his undertaking; when asked, he only

shook his head, saying, "If I believed you guilty, why should I

endeavour to find the signs which will prove you innocent? Would I do

that, do you think, if I believed you to be a guilty man?"

Granger was softened by those words; they meant a great deal to him at

such a time, spoken as they were curtly by one who was so eager to

rehabilitate his character before all the world that he had no moments

to waste in argument. They were far more convincing to him of the true

opinion which le Pere held of him than an hour consumed in apology,

which would have been an hour spent in idleness. He came and knelt

down by the side of the priest, and gazed on the results of his work.

He saw the cold white face of Strangeways with the eyes set wide,

staring upwards at the clouds. Their gaze did not seem to concentrate

as in life, but like that of a well-painted portrait, while the eyes

themselves remained fixed, wandered everywhere. Yet, when he settled

his attention upon them, they seemed to look at him alone as if, since

the lips were silent, they were trying to speak those words which the

body had come to utter; if he turned his head away for a moment and

then looked back, they seemed themselves to have changed their

direction and to be staring again incuriously out on space, having

abandoned hope of delivering their message. And he saw the naked

throat and neck, and the marks where the teeth of the yellow-faced

husky had clashed and met; last of all he saw the silver chain and the

pendant attached, which Pere Antoine had at that moment succeeded in

freeing from the cold clenched hand.

"What have you there?" he asked.

"I don't know yet. Lift up the head, so that we can slip the chain

over and find out."

Granger did as he was bidden; but, as he stooped to his task, he was

horribly conscious that the dead man's eyes were intently fixed upon

him, as if they knew and lived on, though every other part of the

motionless body was dead and ignorant.

"Well, here it is. It's a locket."

Granger started up from the ground trembling. "Pere Antoine, do you

think we ought to look at it?" he said.

"Why not?"

"Look at the eyes of that dead man."

"They seem to me to be saying 'yes.'"

Granger looked again, went near, bent down and looked carefully; then

he turned his head. "You are right," he said; "I also think they are

saying 'yes.'"

The priest put the locket in his hand. "It is for you to open it," he

said.

It was of gold and studded with turquoise, a woman's trinket and

old-fashioned, the chasing being worn flat in places; the silver chain

was common and strong, and had evidently not at first belonged to it,

being of modern manufacture--probably a comparatively recent

purchase. Granger looked it over critically, but could get no hint of

its contents from the outside. On the front was engraved a monogram J.

M., and on the back a coat-of-arms. The lines of the monogram were

distinct and sharp to the touch, they must have been cut many years

after the locket itself was made, but the coat-of-arms seemed

contemporary with the rest of the chasing. He tried to open it, but

the dampness had caused it to stick, so that he broke his nails upon

the fastening. He took out his knife and attempted to lever its edges

apart with the blade. At last, growing impatient, he set it on its

hinges upon a rock and commenced to hammer it with a stone. At the

third blow the fastening gave, and the sides fell apart. He could see

that it contained a miniature, and, on the other side, a lock of hair;

but the glasses which shut them in were mist-covered. He rubbed them

clean on the lining of his coat and looked again.

The portrait was that of a young girl, fresh and innocent, about

eighteen years of age; her hair, worn loose, all blown about, fell

upon her neck and shoulders in long curls; her eyes were blue and

intensely bright; her face was animated, with a certain dash of

generous spirit and healthy defiance in it, which were chiefly denoted

by the full firm lips and arching brows--and the face was the face of

Mordaunt. For the first time, he saw the woman whom he had loved, in

her rightful woman's guise. He had often longed that he might do that;

it had made him feel that he shared so small a portion of her life

that he should know her only by her man's name and remember her only

in her Yukon placer-miner's dress. He would have stooped to kiss her

lips at that time, had it not been for the presence of the dead, who

had also loved her and from whom he had stolen his treasure. Would his

body be able to rest in the grave when thus robbed of the symbol of

the passion which had caused its blood to pulsate most fiercely in its

life?

Then he fell to thinking other thoughts--of how strangely this

knowledge had come to him, from all across the world, by the hand of a

rejected lover who was dead. Had this been the secret which the

corporal had waited to tell him, thrown up on the ice, lying silent

and deserted throughout that month at the bend; had he been waiting

only to say, "I hold the knowledge which you most desire in my

clenched right hand. Here is her woman's likeness. I require it no

longer, now that I am dead?" No, surely he had not delayed for that.

Then suddenly he realised that this must mean that the woman herself

was dead. He remembered distinctly those last words which Strangeways

had spoken, even as though he were now repeating them again aloud, "I

tell you if the ice were as rotten as your soul or Spurling's, I would

still follow him, though I had to follow him to Hell." And his last

utterance had been a reiteration of that promise, "He killed the woman

I loved, and he shall pay the price though I follow him to Hell."

This was the fulfilment of that promise; though he himself was dead,

he had delayed his body near Murder Point that, with his pale and

silent lips and the portrait which hung about his neck, he might urge

his rival on in their common cause of vengeance. "I will pray God

every day of my life that Spurling may be damned throughout the

ages--eternally and pitilessly damned," he had said, and now that the

days of his life were over his body had tarried behind to continue

that errand, so far as was possible, into the days of his death. When

they had parted that night, a month ago outside the shack, he had told

a lie; he had denied that the woman was Mordaunt who had been

murdered, and had tried to prove his words by asserting that the body

which was found in the creek near Forty-Mile had worn a woman's dress.

Now he had come back to silently refute his own statement, and to

declare the truth which would stir up anger and give him an inheritor

of his revenge.

Here, then, was a new reason why he should become ardent in the

pursuit and effect the capture of Spurling, that by so doing he would

be behaving honourably by a man who was dead. He saw in it at present,

with his cynic's eye for self-scorn and self-depreciation, only an

added excuse and more subtle temptation for the saving of himself.

"No, I cannot do it," he said. And yet, somewhere at the back of his

brain, the monotonous and oracular voice of a wise self-knowledge kept

answering, "But you will do it, when you have had leisure to be

lonely, and have tortured yourself with memories of her."

It seemed to Granger as though Strangeways himself were the speaker of

those words; but when he turned round hotly, prepared for argument, he

found that the eyes had become glazed and vacant, and that at last the

body was truly dead. It had no need to live longer--it had delivered

its message.

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