CHAPTER XXXV.

ON THE TERRACE.

Mr. Pym went to the house alone. Frederick St. John met him in the

hall as if by accident, and took him at once into the dining-room. Any

suspicion that they had met before at the Rectory and come away from

it together, was as far from the minds of the assembled company, as

that they had both dropped from the clouds.

Mrs. St. John, who was better and had come down since dinner, Mrs.

Beauclerc, Mrs. Carleton, and Sir Isaac, had sat down to whist. Mrs.

Darling and Miss Denison were talking to each other at the centre

table; Miss Denison abusing Georgina as the wildest girl in

Christendom, Mrs. Darling protesting that she could not be half so

wild as her own daughter Rose. Mrs. Darling was all wonder and

astonishment when Mr. Pym came in. What _could_ have brought him to

Lexington?--how very kind of him to call and see her. And it was she

who took him up to introduce him to Sir Isaac.

One moment's recoil, one startled look at the face, and Mrs. Carleton

held out her hand to the little surgeon, and was her own calm and

gracious self. Seated at whist there, opposite to Sir Isaac, her voice

low and sweet, her manner so gentle and collected, it would never have

entered into any one's mind to imagine that _she_ had been gliding

about stealthily in the moonlight like a ghost, or a female poacher on

forbidden ground: and perhaps the surgeon might have been excused his

momentary doubt whether it was really Mrs. Carleton that they had

seen.

"How well you are looking!" he exclaimed, as he shook hands with her.

And it was no hollow compliment. The woman he saw before him now,

radiant in beauty, was no more like the distressing shadow he had

visited at Ypres, than he himself was like a lamp-post. Mrs. Carleton

laughed. Yes, she said, she was quite well now.

Mr. Pym begged he might not interrupt the game, and drew away. Close

upon that, the dean and his daughter came in, and then came tea. Ere

the surgeon had well swallowed his, he was pacing the terrace outside

with Mrs. Darling, no one paying attention to them.

"You see I have obeyed your summons, Mrs. Darling," he began; "have

called at Castle Wafer by accident, as you desired. What is the

business that you wish to consult me upon?"

Mrs. Darling had caught up her daughter's black lace shawl as she left

the room, and put it over her head; just as Charlotte had so recently

worn it upon hers. She pulled it tightly round her silk gown as she

answered--

"I wish to speak to you about my daughter: I fear she is ill."

"In body, or in mind?"

A moment's struggle with herself ere she should answer. But no; even

now, although she had summoned the surgeon, at a great cost and

trouble, to her aid, she _could_ not bring her lips to admit a hint of

the fatal malady.

"In mind!" she echoed, rather indignantly. "I don't know what you

mean, Mr. Pym. What should be wrong with Mrs. Carleton's mind?"

"As you please," he said, with indifference. "I can go back tonight

if I am not wanted."

They had come to the end of the gravel walk, and Mrs. Darling stood

still, apparently contemplating the lovely prospect to be seen from

Castle Wafer. How anxious looked her face in the moonlight; but for

those betraying beams the surgeon might not have read the struggle

that was going on within her breast.

"Why should you think anything was wrong with her mind?" she again

asked, but this time the tones were of pain, not of resentment.

"Mrs. Darling, it may be as well that we should understand each

other," said he. "I did not come here to be trifled with. Either let

there be confidence between us, or let me go back whence I came. It

may facilitate matters if I tell you _I_ have cause to suspect your

daughter's mind to be at present not altogether in a healthy state. If

I do go back, I fear it will be my duty to intimate as much beforehand

to Sir Isaac St. John."

She looked perfectly aghast. "What do you mean, Mr. Pym?"

"I mean just what I say, and no more. Oh, Mrs. Darling, what nonsense

this is--you and I to play at bo-peep with each other! We have been

doing it all the years of your daughter's life. You cannot forget how

much I know of the past: do you think I have drowned my memory in a

draught of Lethe's waters? Surely if there is one man on earth whom

you might consult confidentially, it is myself. I know as much as you

know."

Mrs. Darling burst into tears, and sobbed for some minutes. "I shall

be better now," she said; "it will do me good. Heaven alone knows what

the tension has been."

"And now just tell me the whole, from beginning to end," said Mr. Pym,

in a more kindly tone, "you ought to have done it years ago. You may

be sure I will do what I can for the best: and there may be safety in

counsel."

Now that the ice was broken, she entered pretty freely into details,

and soon experienced that relief, and it may also be said that

satisfaction in talking, which this confidential disclosure of some

long-secret trouble is sure to bring. She told Mr. Pym how, ever since

Benja's death, she had had her doubts of Charlotte's perfect sanity:

and she freely confessed that her hasty return to Castle Wafer was

caused by a telegraphic message from Prance, who was growing alarmed

at her mistress's symptoms.

"What symptoms were they?" inquired the doctor.

"I don't know that I can enumerate them to you; they were little odds

and ends of things that Prance has noticed. Not much, taken

separately, but curious in the aggregate. Of course the message did

not contain them: I have learnt them since I arrived. One thing I

disliked more than all the rest--Prance awoke one night and found her

mistress was out of the room. She was hastening away in search of her,

and saw her coming out of Miss Beauclerc's chamber. Now, for some

reason or other, Charlotte has taken a prejudice against Miss

Beauclerc----."

"A moment, Mrs. Darling. If I am to help you with advice, you must

speak without disguise. Do not say 'for some reason or other;' tell

the reason, if you know it."

Another struggle with herself: _must_ she confess? Mrs. Darling

clasped her hands in pain.

"Oh, how cruel it is to have to say these things! And of Charlotte,

who has always been so reticent, so honourable, whatever her other

failings. There! let me speak out and have done with it. I believe she

is jealous of Miss Beauclerc: of Miss Beauclerc and of Sir Isaac St.

John."

"Your daughter would like to remain here for ever--mistress of Castle

Wafer, and Sir Isaac's wife?"

"Yes, I do believe it is so. And I could have believed such planning

of any one in the world rather than of Charlotte. I have striven to

persuade her to leave with me, and it is of no use. I would not for

the world that she should marry again."

"She ought not to have married at all," remarked the surgeon.

"I could not help it. I did my best. You don't know what a care

Charlotte has always been to me!"

"To return to Miss Beauclerc. Do you fear Mrs. Carleton might injure

her?"

"Not if she retains her reason. But--should that leave her, even

momentarily,--Mr. Pym," she broke off, "it was because I found myself

incompetent to deal with these troubles that I wrote for you."

"You must take her away from Castle Wafer without delay."

"But she will not be taken away. In all ordinary matters she is as

sane as I am; as capable of judging, of arguing, and of sensibly

acting. It is only now and then that a sort of paroxysm comes over

her. It may be only violent passion, to which you know she has ever

been subject; but, it may be something worse. She is then, as I

believe, incapable of controlling her actions; and should she find an

opportunity of doing an injury at these times he might do it. There

are two people in this house against whom I can see she is desperately

incensed: Miss Beauclerc and Honour Tritton. Should she find herself

alone with either of them in one of these paroxysms----"

Mrs. Darling stopped. The subject was too painful to continue. But the

surgeon took up the thread in a quiet tone.

"We might have a second edition of the Alnwick tragedy."

Mrs. Darling--he could see it in the bright night--seemed to recoil a

step. But she strove to answer with more than customary calmness.

"The Alnwick tragedy! I do not understand."

"When Alnwick's heir was--killed."

"Oh, Mr. Pym, Mr. Pym! you _cannot_ think that was anything but a

miserable accident?" cried the unfortunate mother. "It was nothing

else. Honour alone was in fault."

"It may be that we shall never know," he answered. "My

impression--nay, my belief--you and I had better be outspoken now,

Mrs. Darling--always was, that Mrs. Carleton _had_ something to do

with that. I think at the time you entertained the same opinion."

Mrs. Darling made no answer. She walked on, her scared face raised in

that tell-tale moonlight; her very lips white.

"I thought the probabilities, knowing what you and I know, were

greatly against her at the time," repeated the surgeon; "I think them

greater now. You are aware, I presume, that the imaginary image of

Benja and the lighted church haunted her for months? And in that show

of lanterns in France, on St. Martin's Eve----"

"How did you hear of that?" interrupted Mrs. Darling. "Oh, I get to

hear of many things," was the reply. "It does not matter how. I fear

this terror, in one so cold and impassive as your daughter has always

been, is rather suggestive of a guilty conscience."

"Why recall this?" asked Mrs. Darling, with a sob. "I think you are

wrong in your suspicions."

"I do not recall it to give you pain. Only to impress upon you how

essential it is, with these doubts upon our minds, that Mrs. Carleton

should be removed from Castle Wafer."

"Indeed, I see it as strongly as you do. But you know what her _will_

has always been. And if our suspicion of her state of mind is wrong,

and she is really sane, we are not justified in forcing her actions.

Can you remain a few days and watch her, so as to form an opinion of

her state? There's a plain, comfortable inn at hand, the Barley Mow,

and you could be here very much in the daytime."

"For the matter of that, I could contrive to get invited to stay

here," observed the surgeon, with a cough. "That good-natured brother

of Sir Isaac's is sure to ask me. And, to tell you the truth, Mrs.

Darling, if I undertake to watch her at all, it must be a close and

uninterrupted watch."

"Close and uninterrupted!" repeated Mrs. Darling, whom the words did

not altogether please. "I am so very fearful of any suspicion being

excited abroad as to Charlotte's state."

"That suspicion already exists," remarked the doctor. "Your daughter's

manners--these paroxysms that you speak of--have been observed and

commented on. It was only a post or two before I got your summons,

that I received a letter from this neighbourhood, implying doubts of

Mrs. Carleton's state of mind, and inquiring if I could inform the

writer whether insanity had been in her family."

Mrs. Darling's breath was nearly taken away with astonishment. "Who

could have sent the letter? Surely, not Sir Isaac!"

"The letter was a confidential letter, and I cannot name the writer."

"If it was not Sir Isaac, it must have been Frederick St. John. Why

need _he_ meddle?"

"It was neither Frederick St. John nor Sir Isaac: I may tell you that

much. I only mention this to prove to you that even were we willing to

allow matters to go on as they have been going, it is now impossible.

A weighty responsibility lies upon me, Mrs. Darling: and something

must be done in one shape or another. Had I received no summons from

you, I think I should still have come to Lexington."

Mrs. Darling walked to the end of the terrace before replying. Matters

seemed to be growing complicated. Was the time of exposure really

come? It had always lain upon her with an awful dread.

"But what can you do?" she asked. "Suppose, after watching Charlotte,

you come to the conclusion that there's nothing really the matter with

her----"

"But I should not come to that conclusion," he interrupted. "Were I to

remain in the house a month, and see no proof whatever of insanity, I

could not be sure that it did not exist. We know how cunning these

people are, and----"

"Oh, Mr. Pym, how cruelly you speak!"

"I am sorry to do so. What I was about to say, in answer to your

question, is this. Allowing that I perceive no present grounds for

alarm, I must still assume that such grounds do exist; in short, both

you and I know they do: and there will be one of two courses to

pursue. Either you must remove your daughter from Castle Wafer before

I quit it: or I must get rid of my responsibility by disclosing my

fears to Sir Isaac St. John."

"No, no; not to him--not to any one if it can be prevented," implored

Mrs. Darling. "I will get Charlotte away. Anything rather than make

the dread public. Think how long I have succeeded in concealing it."

"To speak to Sir Isaac would not be to make it public. And I have

already told you, Mrs. Darling, it is not so entirely a secret as you

have supposed. However, if you remove Charlotte, undertaking that she

does not return, there will be no cause for my speaking to any one."

"I'll do it all; I'll try and do it," said Mrs. Darling. "And now

about your own stay at Castle Wafer. How shall you manage it?"

"Leave it to me," replied Mr. Pym. "We medical men often possess a

pass-key in an emergency. I think Mrs. Carleton will not like my

staying. She did not seem pleased to see me."

"No?"

"It struck me that she did not. I observed a strange sort of shiver, a

look of terror, pass over her face when she saw me."

"How observant you are!" was Mrs. Darling's comment, "_I_ saw nothing

of it."

"It is our business to be observant."

"Of course. And very useful I dare say you find the habit."

"You spoke of Honour Tritton," resumed the surgeon, passing by the

other remark. "Why do you suppose----"

"Hush!" breathed Mrs. Darling in a warning voice, and she laid her

hand upon his arm to enforce the caution more emphatically. "Is that

Charlotte?"

Some one had cautiously raised the window of an upper room, and was

peeping out. Mr. Pym's quick eyes saw at once that it was not

Charlotte, but Prance. Mrs. Prance had her share of curiosity as well

as more demonstrative people.

"We had better go in, Mrs. Darling," remarked the surgeon. "Should

Mrs. Carleton come out and see us talking together, she might fancy my

visit here had reference to her, and be forthwith on her guard

accordingly. As she was--I know she was--on her guard when I went to

Ypres."

The evening was not quite over, when the anxious pacers on the terrace

re-entered the drawing-room; the whist players were just rising. Mrs.

Carleton came over at once to Mr. Pym. Handsome and stately did she

look, her rich dress sweeping the ground; her face calm, her manner

gracious, she seemed just as sane as Mr. Pym himself. He happened to

be looking with some interest at Miss Beauclerc; a fair, lovely,

attractive girl, in her pretty white dress, and with her grey-blue

honest eyes.

"When did you come to Lexington, Mr. Pym?"

The question proceeded from Mrs. Carleton, who had slipped into a seat

beside him. He answered that he had arrived only that evening; had

been sent for to see a patient.

"Who is it?" she asked.

"A young man suffering from heart disease," promptly responded Mr.

Pym, deeming this positive evasion justifiable under the

circumstances.

"And so you took the opportunity to call at Castle Wafer!" she said.

And there might have been the slightest possible resentment

perceptible in the tone, though not to an ear less quick than the

surgeon's.

"Just so," he answered. "When we have nothing particular to do with

ourselves, we are apt to make use of any past civilities that may be

available. I remembered that Mr. Frederick St. John, when I met him at

Alnwick, proffered me an invitation to call at Castle Wafer, should I

ever travel to its vicinity."

"Oh!" she said. "Fred St. John's rather fond of those impromptu

invitations. Do you go back tomorrow?"

"Not unless my patient shall have done with me."

Mr. Pym remained at Castle Wafer, a temporary guest. In the most

natural manner conceivable, Frederick St. John, without being

suspected of any ulterior motive, pressed the invitation on the little

surgeon. Castle Wafer would be a more comfortable roof for him than

the Barley Mow, and his sojourn there would afford him, Frederick, an

opportunity of improving the acquaintance begun at Alnwick, he

graciously observed, when they had met at the funeral of Mr. Carleton

St. John. Mr. Pym suffered himself to be persuaded. And thus the

surgeon took up his task of watching Mrs. Carleton, a very

private-detective; installed thereunto by two anxious parties, neither

of whom suspected the connivance of the other. What wheels within

wheels there are in this world!

In one sense of the word, the step might have been dispensed with, for

it did not serve to prevent the disclosure to Sir Isaac St. John. Mrs.

Darling's great hope from the respite of the two or three days'

watching, was, that she should in the meanwhile succeed in inducing

Charlotte to bid adieu to Castle Wafer, and thus obviate the necessity

for any appeal to Sir Isaac. It might have proved so, so far as Mr.

Pym was concerned; but the initiative was taken by the dean.

Very disagreeably impressed by the fresh doubts of Mrs. Carleton's

sanity, acquired during the evening visit of Mr. Pym to the Rectory,

the dean considered that there was now sufficient matter to justify a

communication to Sir Isaac. He resolved to make it himself; and on the

following morning, the one succeeding Mr. Pym's arrival, he went up

for that purpose to Castle Wafer, and procured a private interview

with Sir Isaac in his sitting-room.

A very different story, this, from the one sought to be told the other

evening by Frederick. As the dean, calm, sensible, reliable, went

through the whole, point by point, concluding with the fact that Mr.

Pym was at Castle Wafer for no other purpose than to watch Charlotte

Carleton, Sir Isaac listened with increasing wonder.

"And you say Frederick knew of this!" he exclaimed. "Why did he not

tell me?"

"He did attempt to tell you; but failed. I suppose his ultra

self-consciousness and the fear that even you might misconstrue his

motives, withheld him from saying more."

"How could I be likely to misconstrue them?"

The dean said how. Which certainly did not tend to decrease the wonder

of Sir Isaac.

"He has been assuming that Mrs. Carleton was looking after me! That

she had designs upon me! _Me!_ You must be mistaking me for

Frederick."

"Certainly not for Frederick. Frederick's private opinion is, that the

young woman hates him. I fancy there's not much doubt that she would

have no objection to your making her Lady St. John."

When Sir Isaac fully comprehended this hypothesis as to himself, which

he had little difficulty in doing, he burst into an uncontrollable fit

of laughter. The dean saw how it was: Isaac St. John had been so

firmly fixed in his resolution never to marry, had _lived_ so in it,

that the very notion of his breaking it, or of any woman's thinking

she could induce him to break it, seemed to him nothing less than an

impossibility.

"Then you never had an idea of Mrs. Carleton?" observed the dean.

"I never had an idea of Mrs. Carleton in that sense of the word, or of

any one else," answered Sir Isaac. "I should as soon think of getting

hanged as of getting married. And I do believe you must be wrong in

supposing she has entertained such a notion. A young and pretty woman

want to tie herself to me! Why, look at me; at what I am. No, no: it

is not likely. And it was only the other day she lost her husband and

her child; her heart must be buried with them for some time yet to

come."

"Well, there lay the cause of Frederick's hesitation," said the dean.

"With this idea upon him, no wonder he was tenacious of speaking. I

confess I did not agree with him. I thought you were no more likely to

take a wife than I am--who possess one already.

"It will be a joke against Frederick for the rest of my days," said

Sir Isaac. "_I_ marry? I wish, by the way, _he_ would marry! But about

poor Mrs. Carleton? I should like to see Mr. Pym."

The surgeon was summoned to the conference. And after the dean's

departure, he disclosed to Sir Isaac the fear of her attempting some

injury to Miss Beauclerc or to Honour: of which the dean remained in

ignorance.

"There is only one thing to do," was the conclusion, come to by Sir

Isaac. "Inhospitable though any such measure may seem, Mrs. Carleton

must this day quit Castle Wafer."

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