CHAPTER X.

THE IMAGINATION.

The imagination, that active agent of the senses, is the bee which,

in its continual excursions, gathers from the flower-cups the sweet

scented dust from which, by due process, it forms the wax that gives

us light and the honey that nourishes us. Your soul is like a

bee-hive, full of activity and life. The external world is like a

flower-garden, in which each flower has its peculiar color, perfume

and brightness. Your imagination is the working bee of this hive,

which resounds with the humming of the senses. The will governs and

directs all with perfect harmony, when peaceful order reigns in all

its workings. But the moment that the will fails to discharge the

duties of its office, the imagination and the senses, like bees

deprived of their queen, wander hither and thither without any

determined purpose, and the hive is abandoned to inaction or disorder.

It is of paramount importance to you to have a clear knowledge of

the nature, end and functions of all the faculties of your soul; so

that you may keep them within the province that God has allotted to

them, and that no disorder may arise from the attempted encroachments

of some upon others. This point becomes one of grave importance when

there is question of _the imagination_, because it is the most

rash, most ambitious, most violent and at the same time, the most

seductive, of all the faculties.

Holding an intermediate place between the soul and the senses, it is

the most accessible to the charms of the external world, and

participates in the inconstant and tumultuous movements of our own

sensibility. Confined to its own sphere of action, it is a precious

auxiliary, which often facilitates the perception of the truth, and

the accomplishment of good, by presenting them to the mind and heart

under colors that render them amiable and attractive. When properly

employed, it is an invaluable gift of God, who has given it to us to

aid the infirmity of our nature, by rendering less painful the

efforts that we are so often obliged to make in order to triumph over

our bad inclinations. But when we fail to make a proper use of it, it

then becomes for us a source of danger, and a great obstacle to our

advancement towards perfection.

Placed between the will and the senses, it should neither be

controlled by the latter nor emancipated from the sway of the former.

The faithful observance of this condition can alone insure us all the

advantages we may hope to derive from it. Should it prove to be a

frequent cause of mischief to us it is because we let it act

independently of the will's control--in which case it is sure to

become the slave of the senses. Separated from the intelligence, from

which it receives light, and from the will, which points out its

course of action, the imagination is a blind instinct, precipitous in

its movements, impetuous and inconstant in its flights, violent and

capricious in its pursuits. It is in constant agitation and torment,

passing from one object to another, jumping with a single bound from

one extreme to another, from sorrow to joy, from love to hate, from

fear to hope.

It magnifies or diminishes things according to the caprice of the

moment; and gives a color of sovereign importance to things which in

reality are the merest trifles; a word, a look, a sign preoccupies

and alarms it; it feasts on suspicion and anxiety, fictitious hopes

and deceitful reports; it seizes with avidity on the things that

please it, but scarcely is it in possession of the sought for objects

when it abandons them with disgust. Hence the impressions to which it

gives rise are as whimsical and as inconstant as itself; they appear

and disappear in the soul without any apparent reason for their

presence or absence.

The woman, whose imagination has been developed at the expense of

her other faculties, may be said to lead a dreamy, fictitious,

contentious and agitated life. This state is rendered still more

dangerous by the agreeable forms which it assumes, and which flatter

the mind and senses by their rapid and constant changes. Hence it is

that women endowed with this doleful gift have the sad privilege of

drawing around them persons of volatile minds and inconstant hearts.

They invariably finish by becoming the dupes of their own fickle

impressions, and are taken in the snares in which their vanity sought

to inveigle others.

Could you but see the living tableau of one of those souls

tyrannized by the imagination, the sight would arouse both your

compassion and disgust; for hers is a fickle, inconstant, fretful and

worried life. During the long dreary days not a single instant is

completely and sincerely given to God. Her thoughts, affections,

desires and occupations never rise above trivialness. Among the

multitude of persons of her acquaintance there is not a single one

whom she sincerely loves, or to whom she can render herself amiable.

In the multiplied interviews to which she has devoted her life-time

not a single genuine affection can be found: words which the lips

pronounce and which the heart ignores; visits made through etiquette

or inspired by frivolity; conversations that are mutually indulged in

for mutual illusion or deception;--such are the joys, such the

occupations, of this woman.

With dispositions such as these there cannot be question of sincere

piety nor of a Christian spirit. Piety resides in the will and

supposes the love of duty; imagination abhors duty and seeks only

after pleasure. True, the grace of God is all-powerful, it is not

tied down to the development of our natural qualities, and God knows

well, when He pleases, how to come to the assistance of the soul's

faculties, and plant the germs of solid virtue in a heart that is

frivolous and badly disposed; still it is an evident fact that among

souls there are some better prepared than others to receive this

divine seed, which takes deeper root when the heart is well disposed.

Now, among all the agents that can unfit us for the reception of

divine grace there is none so bad as an ungoverned imagination,

because it is the source, especially among women, of the most fatal

illusions.

A woman in this condition spends her whole life-time in deceiving

herself and in deceiving others--not purposely, but by a fatal and

voluntary illusion; she can see nothing in its true light; all

objects appear to her under strange colors; she forms her judgment of

them according to the impression they make on the senses, or the

effect they produce in the imagination. All this unfits her for the

reception of those supernatural truths which fortify the mind without

troubling the imagination, and, consequently, she remains insensible

to the sweet impressions of grace which acts so mildly on the heart

as to be unperceived by the senses. To such a woman piety is a mere

matter of form, made up of certain practices which, in the guise of

religion, flatter and feed her imagination. But the most terrible

feature of this condition is, that it always grows worse, keeping the

soul in a cloud of darkness, which even the special light attendant

on death cannot dispel.

Thus, living and dying, they deceive themselves, and carry their

illusions to the very tribunal of the Sovereign Judge. Then, and not

till then, do they discover the truth which, though _seeing_,

they did not _perceive_ during life. Then, in doleful cries and

lamentations will they exclaim, Alas! _"We deceived ourselves, we

have gone astray from the path of truth!"_

Do not expose yourself to the same sad fate and doleful end; avoid

the danger while it is yet time; train your imagination from a tender

age, keep its activity under control,--then, instead of being a

source of vile it will be a source of most precious advantages to you.

One of the best means by which you can succeed in doing this is to

fortify your will, giving it that authority and consistency which it

needs in order to govern the imagination; without a strong will, that

remains always self-composed in the midst of the tumult of the senses

and the activity of the imagination, you will certainly fail to

confine the latter to a just moderation.

That your judgment may enjoy perfect liberty and ease, your every

act should be determined during peaceful calmness. Do not forget

that, while you are passing through moments of excitement and

pre-occupation, you are unable to see things rightly and execute them

properly. When in this state of mind a project is proposed to your

consideration; you will find that your heart is already fixed upon it

before you have duly examined it; then the liberty of your mind

becomes shackled either by vain hopes or fears suggested by some

blind and violent instinct. In this and similar circumstances you

should proceed with great precaution.

It is prudent and wise to defer taking action in any serious matter

until self-composure is completely restored, until the mind is

serene, the heart at peace, and the will in full possession of its

liberty. Listen not to the plausible solicitations--obey not the

impulses of your imagination, but wait several days, or weeks, or

even months if necessary; for a final determination taken in the

midst of confusion and agitation will inevitably entail bitter

regrets. Even prayer will not obtain for you, while in such a state

of mind, all the light that you need. What you should first ask is,

that God would lull this storm, and restore peace to your soul; but

it is not the moment to pray that He may inspire you what to do in

this or that difficulty, because, preoccupied as you are, you will

perhaps take for the voice of God and of your conscience the cries of

your troubled imagination.

When, after a mature and serious examination of the matter at issue,

you have calmly discovered what course to adopt, it is then time to

enlist the service of the imagination to aid your will, and get it

interested in the work that you have to do, in order to impart new

energy to the soul, and new light to the intelligence; when it is

docile to the orders of the will it is a powerful auxiliary for good.

Never forget that the liberty of the mind and heart is an

indispensable condition to judge rightly, to love with security, and

to act with prudence; and that whatever tends to diminish this

liberty should arouse your suspicions, no matter what may be its

apparent advantages; for these can never equal the advantages

accruing from an unshackled heart and mind.

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