PART II

"AND THE OLD"

BILFRED

... Fellow-creature I am, fellow-servant

Of God: can man fathom God's dealings with us?

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Oh! man! we, at least, we enjoy, with thanksgiving,

God's gifts on this earth, though we look not beyond.

You sin and you suffer, and we, too, find sorrow

Perchance through your sin--yet it soon will be o'er;

We labour to-day and we slumber to-morrow,

Strong horse and bold rider! and who knoweth more?

A. LINDSAY GORDON.

I

In some equine Elysium where there are neither flies nor dust nor steep

hills nor heavy loads; where there is luscious young grass unlimited

with cool streams and shady trees; where one can roam as one pleases and

rest when one is tired: there, far from the racket of gun wheels on hard

roads and the thunder of opposing artillery, oblivious of all the

insensate folly of this warring human world, reposes, I doubt it not,

the soul of Bilfred.

His was a humble part. He was never richly caparisoned with embroidered

bridle and trappings of scarlet and gold. He never swept over the desert

beneath some Arab sheikh with the cry "Allah for all!" ringing in his

ears. He bore no general to victory, no king to his coronation. But he

served his country faithfully, and in the end, when he had helped to

make some history, he died for it.

It is eight years since he joined the battery--a woolly-coated babyish

remount straight from an Irish dealer's yard. Examining him carefully we

found that beneath his roughness he was not badly shaped; a trifle long

in the back perhaps, and a shade too tall--but then perfection is not

attainable at the government price. There was no denying that his head

was plain and his face distinctly ugly. From his pink and flabby muzzle

a broad streak of white ran upwards to his forehead, widening on the

near side so as almost to reach his eye. The grotesquely lopsided effect

of this was enhanced by a tousled forelock which straggled down between

his ears.

The question of naming him arose, and some one said, "Except for his

face, which is like nothing on earth, he's the image of old Alfred that

we cast last year."

Now a system prevailed in the battery by which horses were called by

names which began with the letter of their subsection.

"Well," said some one else, "he's been posted to B sub; why not call him

Bilfred?"

And Bilfred he became.

Our rough-rider at the time was a patient man, enthusiastic enough over

his job to take endless trouble with young horses. This was fortunate

for the new-comer, who proved at first an obdurate pupil. Scientists

tell us, of course, that in relative brain-power the horse ranks low in

the animal scale--lower than the domestic pig, in fact. This may be so,

but Bilfred was certainly an exception. It was obvious, too obvious,

that he _thought_, that he definitely used his brain to question the

advisability of doing any given thing. To his rebellious Celtic nature

there must have been added a percentage of Scotch caution. When any new

performance was demanded of him he would ask himself, "Is there any

personal risk in this, and even if not, is there any sense in doing it?"

Unless satisfied on these points he would plead ignorance and fear and

anger alternately until convinced that it would be less unpleasant to

acquiesce. For instance, being driven round in a circle in the riding

school at the end of a long rope struck him as a silly business; but

when he discovered (after a week) that he could neither break the rope

nor kick the man who was holding it, he (metaphorically) shrugged his

shoulders and trotted or walked, according to orders, with a

considerable show of willing intelligence. It took four men half a day

to shoe him for the first time, and he was in a white lather when they

had finished. But on the next and on every subsequent occasion he was as

docile as any veteran.

A saddle was first placed upon him, at a moment when his attention was

distracted by a handful of corn offered to him by a confederate of the

rough-rider's. He even allowed himself to be girthed up without protest.

But when, suddenly and without due warning, he felt the weight of a man

upon his back, his horror was apparent. For a moment he stood stock

still, trembling slightly and breathing hard. Then he made a mighty

bound forward and started to kick his best. To no purpose; he could not

get his head down, and the more he tried, the more it hurt him. The

weight meanwhile remained upon his back. Exhausted, he stood still again

and gave vent to a loud snort. His face depicted his thoughts. "I'm

done for," he felt; "this thing is here for ever." He was soothed and

petted until his first panic had subsided; then coaxed into a good

humour again with oats. At the end of a minute or so he was induced to

move forward--cautiously, nervously at first, and then with more

confidence. "Unpleasant but not dangerous," was his verdict. In half an

hour he was resigned to his burden.

Yet not entirely. Every day when first mounted he gave two or three

hearty kicks. He hated the cold saddle on his back for one thing, and

for another there was always a vague hope. ... One day, about a

fortnight afterwards, this hope fructified. A loose-seated rider, in a

moment of bravado, got upon him, and immediately the customary

performance began. At the second plunge the man shot up into space and

landed heavily on the tan. Bilfred, palpably as astonished as he was

pleased, tossed his head, snorted in triumph and bolted round the

school, kicking at intervals. For five thrilling minutes he enjoyed the

best time he had had since he left Connemara. Then, ignominiously, he

succumbed to the temptation of a proffered feed tin and was caught,

discovering too late, to his chagrin, that the tin was empty. It was

his first experience of the deceitfulness of man, and he did not forget

it.

Six weeks later he had become a most accomplished person. He could walk

and trot and even canter in a lumbering way; he answered to rein and

leg, could turn and twist, go sideway and backwards; greatest miracle of

all, he had been taught to lurch in ungainly fashion over two-foot-six

of furze.

But he had accomplished something beyond all this. He had acquired a

reputation. It had become known throughout the battery that there were

certain things which could not be done to Bilfred with impunity. If you

were his stable companion, for example, you could not try to steal his

food without getting bitten, neither could you nibble the hairs of his

tail without getting kicked. If you were a human being you could not

approach him in his stall until you had spoken to him politely from

outside it. You could not attempt to groom him until you had made

friends with him, and even then you had to keep your eyes open. You got

used to the way he gnashed his teeth and tossed his head about, but

occasionally, when you were occupied with the ticklish underpart of him,

he would show his dislike of the operation by catching you unawares by

the slack of your breeches and throwing you out of his stall.

But there was no vice in him. He was always amenable to kindness, and

prepared to accept gifts of sugar and bread with every symptom of

gratitude and approval. Rumour even had it that he had once eaten the

stable-man's dinner with apparent relish. And he flourished exceedingly

in his new environment. His baby roundness had disappeared and been

replaced by hard muscle. He no longer moved with an awkward sprawling

gait, but with confidence and precision. His dark-bay coat was sleek and

smooth, his mane hogged, his heels neatly trimmed. Only his tail

remained the difficulty. It was long and its hairs were coarse and

curly. Moreover, he persisted in carrying it slightly inclined towards

the off side, as if to draw attention to it. Frankly it was a vulgar

tail. But, on the whole, Bilfred was presentable.

When the time came to complete his education by putting him in draught

he surprised an expectant crowd of onlookers by going up into his collar

at once and pulling as if he had done that sort of work for years. And

so, as a matter of fact, he had. Irish horses are often put into the

plough as two-year-olds--a fact which had been forgotten. But he would

not consent to go in the wheel. He made this fact quite clear by kicking

so violently that he broke two traces, cut his hocks against the

footboard and lamed himself. Since ploughs do not run downhill on to

one's heels, he saw no reason why a gun or wagon should. Persuasion was

found to be useless, and for once his obstinacy triumphed. But he did

not abuse his victory nor seek to extend his gains. He proved himself a

willing worker in any other position, and soon, on his merits as much as

on his looks, he was promoted from the wagon to the gun and definitely

took his place as off leader. It was a good team; some said the show one

of the battery. The wheelers were Beatrice and Belinda, who knew their

job as well as did their driver, whom they justly loved. Being old and

dignified they never fretted, but took life calmly and contentedly. In

the centre Bruno and Binty, young both of them, and rather excitable,

needed watching or they lost condition, but both had looks. The riding

leader was old Bacchus, tall and strong and honest, a good doer and a

veteran of some standing. Moreover, he was a perfect match for Bilfred.

All six of them were of the same mottled dark-bay colour.

In course of time Bilfred, quick, like most horses, to pick up habits,

exhibited all the characteristics of the typical "hairy." (It is to be

observed that the term is not one of abuse but of esteem and affection.)

He became, frankly and palpably gluttonous, stamping and whinnying for

his food and bolting it ravenously when he got it. At exercise he shied

extravagantly at things which did not frighten him in the least. He

displayed an obstinate disinclination to leave other horses when

required to do so; and at riding drill he quickly discovered that to

skimp the corners as much as possible tends to save exertion. Artillery

horses are not as a rule well bred; one finds in their characters an

astonishing mixture of cunning, vulgarity, and docile good-tempered

willingness which makes them altogether lovable. Their condition

reflects their treatment, as in a mirror. Properly looked after they

thrive; neglected, their appearance betrays the fact to every

experienced eye. They have an enormous contempt for "these 'ere mufti

'orses," as our farrier once described some one's private hunter. Watch

a subsection out at water when a contractor's cart pulls up in the

lines; note the way they prick their ears and stare, then drop their

heads to the trough again with a sniff. It is as if they said, in so

many words, "Who the deuce are you? Oh! a mere civilian!"

Bilfred was like them all in many ways. But, in spite of everything, he

never lost his personality. He invariably kicked three times when he was

first mounted--and never afterwards on that particular day; he hated

motors moving or stationary; and he was an adept at slipping his head

collar and getting loose. It was never safe to let go his head for an

instant. With ears forward and tail straight up on end, he was off in a

flash at a trot that was vulgarly fast. He never galloped till his angry

pursuers were close, and then he could dodge like a Rugby three-quarter.

If he got away in barracks he always made straight for the tennis-lawns,

where his soup-plate feet wrought untold havoc. And no longer was he to

be lured to capture with an empty feed tin. Everybody knew him, most

people cursed him at times, but for all that everybody loved him.

II

I think that when a new history of the Regiment comes to be written

honourable mention should be made therein of a certain team of dark

bays that pulled the same gun of the same battery for so many years.

They served in England and in Ireland, in France and in the Low

Countries; they thundered over the grassy flats of Salisbury Plain; they

toiled up the steep rocky roads of Glen Imaal; they floundered in the

bogs of Okehampton. They stood exposed in all weathers; they stifled in

close evil-smelling billets, in trains, and on board ship. They were

present at Mons; they were all through the Great Retreat, they swept

forward to the Marne and on to the Aisne; they marched round to Flanders

in time for the first battle of Ypres. They were never sick nor sorry,

even when fodder was short and the marches long, even when there was no

time to slake their raging thirsts. They pulled together in patience,

and in dumb pathetic trust of their lords and masters, knowing nothing,

understanding nothing, until at last Fate overtook them.

At the beginning of August, 1914, the battery had just returned to its

station after a month's hard work at practice camp. Bilfred, a veteran

now of more than seven years' service, had probably never been in better

condition in his life. Ordinarily he would have been given an easy time

for some weeks, with plenty of food and just enough exercise and collar

work to keep him fit for the strain of the big manoeuvres in September.

But there were to be no 1914 manoeuvres. About August 6 things quite

beyond Bilfred's comprehension began to happen. Strange men arrived to

join the battery and in their ignorance took liberties with him which he

resented. Every available space in the lines became crowded with

unkempt, queer-looking horses, obviously of a low caste. Bilfred was

shod a fortnight before his time by a new shoeing-smith, for whom he

made things as unpleasant as possible. His harness, which usually looked

like polished mahogany decorated with silver, was dubbed and oiled until

it looked (and smelt) disgusting. When the battery went out on parade,

all these absurd civilian horses with bushy tails (some even with

manes!) went with it, and for a day or two behaved disgracefully. The

whole place was in confusion and everybody worked all day long. Bilfred,

ignorant of the term "mobilisation," was completely mystified.

A week or so later he was harnessed up in the middle of the night,

hooked in and marched to the station. Now it had been his habit for

years to object to being entrained. On this occasion he was doubly

obstinate and wasted much precious time. Other horses, even his own

team-mates, went in quietly in front of him; it made no difference, he

refused to follow them. A rope was put round his quarters and he was

hauled towards the truck. He dug his toes in and tried to back. Then,

suddenly, his hind legs slipped and he sat down on his haunches like a

dog, tangled in the rope and unable to move. In the dim light of the

station siding his white face and scared expression moved us to laughter

in spite of our exasperation. He struggled to his feet again, the

cynosure of all eyes, and the subject of many curses. Then, for no

apparent reason whatever, he changed his mind and allowed himself to be

led into the next truck, which was empty, just as though it was his own

stall in barracks. And once inside he tried by kicking to prevent other

horses being put in with him.

He continued in this contrary mood for some time and upheld his

reputation for eccentricity. Some horses made a fuss about embarking. He

made none. He showed his insular contempt for foreigners by making a

frantic effort to bite the first French soldier he saw--a sentry on the

landing quay, who, in his enthusiasm for his Allies, came too close. He

got loose during the night we spent at the rest camp, laid flat about an

acre of standing corn, and was found next morning in the lines of a

cavalry regiment, looking woefully out of place.

On the railway journey up to the concentration area, he slipped down in

the truck several times and was trampled on by the other horses. The

operation of extricating him was dangerous and lengthy. When we

detrained he refused food and water, to our great concern. But he took

his place in the team during the twenty-mile march that followed and was

himself again in the evening.

Where everybody was acutely conscious of the serious nature of the

business during the first day or so, it was something of a relief to

watch the horses behaving exactly as they normally did at home. We,

Heaven help us! knew little enough of what was in store for us, but

they, poor brutes, knew nothing. Oats were plentiful--what else

mattered? Bilfred rolled over and over on his broad back directly his

harness was removed, just as he always did; he plunged his head deep

into his water and pushed his muzzle to and fro washing his mouth and

nostrils; he raised his head when he had drunk, stretched his neck and

yawned, staring vacantly into space as was his wont. For him the world

was still at peace. Of course it was--he knew no better. But we who did,

we whose nerves were on edge with an excitement half-fearful,

half-exultant, saw these things and were somehow soothed by them.

Bilfred's baptism of fire came early. A few rounds of shrapnel burst

over the wagon-line on the very first occasion that we were in action.

Fortunately, the range was just too long and no damage was done. Some of

the horses showed momentary signs of fear, but the drivers easily

quieted them; and, besides, they were in a clover field--an opportunity

too good to be wasted in worrying about strange noises. Bilfred, either

because he despised the German artillery or because he imagined that the

reports were those of his own guns, to which he was quite accustomed,

never even raised his head. His curly tail flapped regularly from side

to side, protecting him from a swarm of flies whilst he reached out as

far as his harness would allow and tore up great mouthfuls of grass. He

had always been a glutton, and it was as if he knew, shells or no

shells, that this was to be his last chance for some time. It was; there

followed four days of desperate strain for man and beast. Through clouds

of powdery, choking dust, beneath a blazing August sun, parched with

thirst, often hungry and always weary, Bilfred and his fellows pulled

the two tons of steel and wood and complicated mechanism called a gun

along those straight interminable roads of northern France. Thousands of

horses in dozens of batteries were doing the same thing--and none knew

why.

Then, on the fifth day, our turn came to act as rear-guard artillery.

The horses, tucked away behind a convenient wood when we came into

action just before dawn, had an easy morning--and there were many,

especially amongst the new-comers received on mobilisation, who were

badly in need of it. Now the function of a rear-guard is to gain time,

and this we did. But, when at last the order to withdraw was given, our

casualties were numerous and the enemy was close. Moreover, his

artillery had got our range. The teams issuing from the shelter of their

wood had to face a heavy fire, and it was at this juncture that the

seasoned horses, the real old stagers, who knew as much about limbering

up as most drivers and more than some, set an example to the less

experienced ones. Bilfred (and I take him as typical of the rest) seemed

with a sudden flash of intuition to realise that his apprenticeship and

all his previous training had been arranged expressly that he might bear

himself courageously in just such a situation as this. Somehow, in some

quite inexplicable fashion, he knew that this was the supreme moment of

his career. Regardless of bursting shells and almost without guidance

from his driver he galloped straight for his gun, with ears pricked and

nostrils dilated, the muscles rippling under his dark coat and his

traces taut as bow-strings as he strained at his collar with every

thundering stride. He wheeled with precision exactly over the trail eye,

checked his pace at the right moment, and "squared off" so as to allow

the wheelers to place the limber in position. It was his job, he knew

what to do and he did it perfectly. B was the first gun to get away and

the only one to do so without a casualty....

More marching, more fighting, day after day, night after night; men were

killed and wounded; horses, dropping from utter exhaustion, were cut

loose and left where they lay--old friends, some of them, that it tore

one's heart to abandon thus. But there could be no tarrying, the enemy

was too close to us for that.

Then came the day when the terrible retreat southwards ceased as

abruptly and as unexpectedly as it had begun. Rejoicing in an advance

which soon developed into a pursuit we forgot our weariness and all the

trials and hardships of the past. And I think we forgot, too, in our

eagerness, that for the horses there was no difference between the

advance and the retirement--the work was as hard, the loads as heavy.

For our hopes were high. We knew that the flood of invasion was stemmed

at last. We believed that final victory was in sight. Reckless of

everything we pushed on, faster and still faster, until our strength was

nearly exhausted. It mattered not, we felt; the enemy retreating in

disorder before us must be in far worse plight.

And then, on the Aisne, we ran up against a strong position, carefully

prepared and held by fresh troops. Trench warfare began, batteries dug

themselves in as never before, and the horses were taken far to the rear

to rest. They had come through a terrible ordeal. Some were lame and

some were galled; staring coats, hollow, wasted backs, and visible ribs

told their own tale. A few, at least, were little more than skeletons

for whom the month's respite that followed was a godsend. Good forage in

plenty, some grazing and very light work did wonders, and when the

moment came for the move round to Flanders the majority were ready for a

renewed effort. Compared with what they had already done the march was

easy work. They arrived on the Yser fit and healthy.

But the first battle of Ypres took its toll. Bringing up ammunition one

dark night along a road which, though never safe, had perforce to be

used for lack of any other, the teams were caught by a salvo of high

explosive shell and suffered heavily. Four drivers and nine horses were

killed, seven drivers and thirteen horses were wounded. Bilfred escaped

unhurt, but he was the only one in his team who did. A direct hit on the

limber brought instantaneous death to the wheelers and their beloved

driver. A merciful revolver shot put an end to Binty's screaming agony.

Bruno and Bacchus were fortunate in only getting flesh wounds from

splinters. It was a sad breaking up of the team which had held together

through so many vicissitudes. It comforted us, though, to think that at

least they had died in harness....

The winter brought hardship for horse as well as man. We built stables

of hop-poles and sacking, but they were only a slight protection against

the biting winds, and it was impossible to cope with the sea of slimy

mud which was euphemistically termed the horse lines. In spite of all

our precautions coughs and colds were rampant. About Christmas-time

Bruno, always rather delicate, succumbed with several others to

pneumonia, and a month later Bacchus strained himself so badly, when

struggling to pull a wagon out of holding mud whilst the rest of the

team (all new horses) jibbed, that he passed out of our hands to a

veterinary hospital and was never seen again. Bilfred alone remained,

and Nature, determined to do her best for him, provided him with the

most amazingly woolly coat ever seen upon a horse. The robustness of his

constitution made him impervious to climatic conditions, but the loss of

Bacchus, his companion for so long, distressed him, and he was at pains

to show his dislike of the substitute provided by biting him at all

times except when in harness; then, and then only, was he Dignity

personified.

The end came one day in early spring. The battery was in action in a

part of the line where it was impossible to have the horses far away,

for in those days we had to be prepared for any emergency. It so

happened that the enemy, in the course of his usual morning "_strafe_,"

whether by luck or by intention, put an eight-inch howitzer shell into

the middle of the secluded field where a few of our horses were sunning

themselves in the warm air and picking at the scanty grass. Fortunately,

they had been hobbled so that there was no stampede. The cloud of smoke

and dust cleared away and we thought at first that no harm had been

done. Then we noticed Bilfred lying on his side ten yards or so from the

crater, his hind quarters twitching convulsively. As we went towards

him, he lifted his head and tried to look at the gaping jagged wound in

his flank and back. There was agony in his soft brown eyes, but he made

no sound. He made a desperate effort to get up, but could only raise his

forehand. He remained thus for a moment, swaying unsteadily and in

terrible distress. Then he dropped back and lay still. A minute later he

gave one long deep sigh--and it was over.

Our old farrier, who in his twenty years' service had seen many horses

come and go, and who was not often given to sentiment, looked at him

sadly.

"'E's gone," he said. "A good 'oss--won't see the like of him again in

the batt'ry this trip, I reckon."

And Bilfred's driver, the man who had been with him from the start,

ceased his futile efforts to stem the flow of blood with a dirty

handkerchief.

"Oh! Gawd!" he muttered in a voice of despair, and turned his back upon

us all to hide his grief.

We kept a hoof, to be mounted for the battery mess when peace comes, for

he was the last of the old lot and his memory must not be allowed to

fade. The fatigue party digging his grave did not grumble at their task.

He was an older member of the battery than them all and a comrade rather

than a beast of burden.

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I like to imagine that Bilfred had a soul--not such a soul as we try to

conceive for ourselves perhaps--but still I like to picture him in some

heaven suitable to his simple needs, dwelling in quiet peacefulness

among the departed of his race. What a company would be his and what

tales he would hear!--Tales of the chariots of Assyria and Rome, of the

fleet Parthians and the ravaging hosts of Attila; stories of

Charlemagne and King Arthur, of the lists and all the pomp of chivalry.

And so down through the centuries to the crossing of the Alps in 1800

and the grim tragedy of Moscow twelve years later. Would he stamp his

feet and toss his head proudly when he heard of the Greys at Waterloo or

the Light Brigade at Balaclava? But stories of the guns would delight

him more, I think--Fuentes D'Onoro, Maiwand, Nery, and Le Cateau.

It pleases me to think of him meeting Bacchus and Binty and the rest and

arguing out the meaning of it all. Does he know now, I wonder, the

colossal issues that were at stake during that terrible fortnight

between Mons and the Marne, and does he forgive us our seeming cruelty?

I hope so. I like to think that Bilfred understands.

"THE PROGRESS OF PICKERSDYKE"

I

Second Lieutenant William Pickersdyke, sometime quartermaster-sergeant

of the ----th Battery, and now adjutant of a divisional ammunition

column, stared out of the window of his billet and surveyed the muddy

and uninteresting village street with eyes of gloom. His habitual

optimism had for once failed him, and his confidence in the gospel of

efficiency had been shaken. For Fate, in the portly guise of his fatuous

old colonel, had intervened to balk the fulfilment of his most cherished

desire. Pickersdyke had that morning applied for permission to be

transferred to his old battery if a vacancy occurred, and the colonel

had flatly declined to forward the application.

Now one of the few military axioms which have not so far been disproved

in the course of this war is the one which lays down that second

lieutenants must not argue with colonels. Pickersdyke had left his

commanding officer without betraying the resentment which he felt, but

in the privacy of his own room, however, he allowed himself the luxury

of vituperation.

"Blooming old woman!" he said aloud. "Incompetent, rusty old dug-out!

Thinks he's going to keep me here running his bally column for ever, I

suppose. Selfish, that's what 'e is--and lazy too."

In spite of the colonel's pompous reference to "the exigencies of the

service," that useful phrase which covers a multitude of minor

injustices, Pickersdyke had legitimate cause for grievance. Nine months

previously, when he had been offered a commission, he had had to choose

between Sentiment, which bade him refuse and stay with the battery to

whose wellbeing he had devoted seven of the best years of his life, and

Ambition, which urged him, as a man of energy and brains, to accept his

just reward with a view to further advancement. Ambition, backed by his

major's promise to have him as a subaltern later on, had vanquished.

Suppressing the inevitable feeling of nostalgia which rose in him, he

had joined the divisional ammunition column, prepared to do his best in

a position wholly distasteful to him.

In an army every unit depends for its efficiency upon the system of

discipline inculcated by its commander, aided by the spirit of

individual enthusiasm which pervades its members; the less the

enthusiasm the sterner must be the discipline. Now a D.A.C., as it is

familiarly called, is not, in the inner meaning of the phrase, a

cohesive unit. In peace it exists only on paper; it is formed during

mobilisation by the haphazard collection of a certain number of

officers, mostly "dug-outs"; close upon 500 men, nearly all reservists;

and about 700 horses, many of which are rejections from other and, in a

sense, more important units. Its business, as its name indicates, is to

supply a division with ammunition, and its duties in this connection are

relatively simple. Its wagons transport shells, cartridges, and bullets

to the brigade ammunition columns, whence they return empty and begin

again. It is obvious that the men engaged upon this work need not, in

ordinary circumstances, be heroes; it is also obvious that their _role_,

though fundamentally an important one, does not tend to foster an

intense _esprit de corps_. A man can be thrilled at the idea of a charge

or of saving guns under a hurricane of fire, but not with the monotonous

job of loading wagons and then driving them a set number of miles daily

along the same straight road. A stevedore or a carter has as much

incentive to enthusiasm for his work.

The commander of a D.A.C., therefore, to ensure efficiency in his unit,

must be a zealous disciplinarian with a strong personality. But

Pickersdyke's new colonel was neither. The war had dragged him from a

life of slothful ease to one of bustle and discomfort. Being elderly,

stout, and constitutionally idle, he had quickly allowed his early zeal

to cool off, and now, after six months of the campaign, the state of his

command was lamentable. To Pickersdyke, coming from a battery with proud

traditions and a high reputation, whose members regarded its good name

in the way that a son does that of his mother, it seemed little short of

criminal that such laxity should be permitted. On taking over a section

he "got down to it," as he said, at once, and became forthwith a most

unpopular officer. But that, though he knew it well, did not deter him.

He made the lives of various sergeants and junior N.C.O.'s unbearable

until they began to see that it was wiser "to smarten themselves up a

bit" after his suggestion. In a month the difference between his

section and the others was obvious. The horses were properly groomed and

had begun to improve in their condition--before, they had been poor to a

degree; the sergeant-major no longer grew a weekly beard nor smoked a

pipe during stable hour; the number of the defaulters, which under the

new _regime_ was at first large, had dwindled to a negligible quantity.

In two months that section was for all practical purposes a model one,

and Pickersdyke was able to regard the results of his unstinted efforts

with satisfaction.

The colonel, who was not blind where his own interests were concerned,

sent for Pickersdyke one day and said--

"You've done very well with your section; it's quite the best in the

column now."

Pickersdyke was pleased; he was as modest as most men, but he

appreciated recognition of his merits. Moreover, for his own ends, he

was anxious to impress his commanding officer. He was less pleased when

the latter continued--

"I'm going to post you to No. 3 Section now, and I hope you'll do the

same with that."

No. 3 Section was notorious. Pickersdyke, if he had been a man of

Biblical knowledge (which he was not), would have compared himself to

Jacob, who waited seven years for Rachel and then was tricked into

taking Leah. The vision of his four days' leave--long overdue--faded

away. He foresaw a further and still more difficult period of

uncongenial work in front of him. But, having no choice, he was obliged

to acquiesce.

Once again he began at the beginning, instilling into unruly minds the

elementary notions that orders are given to be obeyed, that the first

duty of a mounted man is to his horses, and that personal cleanliness

and smartness in appearance are military virtues not beneath notice.

This time the drudgery was even worse, and he was considerably hampered

by the touchiness and jealousy of the real section commander, who was a

dug-out captain of conspicuous inability. There was much unpleasantness,

there was at one time very nearly a mutiny, and there were not a few

court-martials. It was three months and a half before that section

found, so to speak, its military soul.

And then the colonel, satisfied that the two remaining sections were

well enough commanded to shift for themselves if properly guided, seized

his chance and made Pickersdyke his adjutant. Here was a man, he felt,

endowed with an astonishing energy and considerable powers of

organisation, the very person, in fact, to save his commanding officer

trouble and to relieve him of all real responsibility.

This occurred about the middle of July. From then until well on into

September, Pickersdyke remained a fixture in a small French village on

the lines of communication, miles from the front, out of all touch with

his old comrades, with no distractions and no outlet for his energies

except work of a purely routine character.

"It might be peace-time and me a bloomin' clerk" was how he expressed

his disgust. But he still hoped, for he believed that to the efficient

the rewards of efficiency come in due course and are never long delayed.

Without being conceited, he was perhaps more aware of his own

possibilities than of his limitations. In the old days in his battery he

had been the major's right-hand man and the familiar (but always

respectful) friend of the subalterns. In the early days of the war he

had succeeded amazingly where others in his position had certainly

failed. His management of affairs "behind the scenes" had been

unsurpassed. Never once, from the moment when his unit left Havre till a

month later it arrived upon the Aisne, had its men been short of food

or its horses of forage. He had replaced deficiencies from some

apparently inexhaustible store of "spares"; he had provided the best

billets, the safest wagon lines, the freshest bread with a consistency

that was almost uncanny. In the darkest days of the retreat he had

remained imperturbed, "pinching" freely when blandishments failed,

distributing the comforts as well as the necessities of life with a

lavish hand and an optimistic smile. His wits and his resource had been

tested to the utmost. He had enjoyed the contest (it was his nature to

do that), and he had come through triumphant and still smiling.

During the stationary period on the Aisne, and later in Flanders, he had

managed the wagon line--that other half of a battery which consists of

almost everything except the guns and their complement of officers and

men--practically unaided. On more than one occasion he had brought up

ammunition along a very dangerous route at critical moments.

He received his commission late in December, at a time when his battery

was out of action, "resting." He dined in the officers' mess, receiving

their congratulations with becoming modesty and their drink without

unnecessary reserve. It was on this occasion that he had induced his

major to promise to get him back. Then he departed, sorrowful in spite

of all his pride in being an officer, to join the column. There, in the

seclusion of his billet, he studied army lists and watched the name of

the senior subaltern of the battery creep towards the head of the roll.

When that officer was promoted captain there would be a vacancy, and

that vacancy would be Pickersdyke's chance. Meanwhile, to fit himself

for what he hoped to become, he spent whole evenings poring over manuals

of telephony and gun-drill; he learnt by heart abstruse passages of

Field Artillery Training; he ordered the latest treatises on gunnery,

both practical and theoretical, to be sent out to him from England; and

he even battled valiantly with logarithms and a slide-rule....

From all the foregoing it will be understood how bitter was his

disappointment when his application to be transferred was refused. His

colonel's attitude astonished him. He had expected recognition of that

industry and usefulness of which he had given unchallengeable proof. But

the colonel, instead of saying--

"You have done well; I will not stand in your way, much as I should

like to keep you," merely observed--

"I'm sorry, but you cannot be spared."

And he made it unmistakably plain that what he meant was:

"Do you think I'm such a fool as to let you go? I'll see you damned

first!"

Thus it was that Pickersdyke, a disillusioned and a baffled man, stared

out of the window with wrath and bitterness in his heart. For he wanted

to go back to "the old troop"; he was obsessed with the idea almost to

the exclusion of everything else. He craved for the old faces and the

old familiar atmosphere as a drug-maniac craves for morphia. It was his

right, he had earned it by nine months of drudgery--and who the devil,

anyway, he felt, was this old fool to thwart him?

Extravagant plans for vengeance flitted through his mind. Supposing he

were to lose half a dozen wagons or thousands of rounds of howitzer

ammunition, would his colonel get sent home? Not he--he'd blame his

adjutant, and the latter would quite possibly be court-martialled.

Should he hide all the colonel's clothes and only reveal their

whereabouts when the application had been forwarded? Should he steal

his whisky (without which it was doubtful if he could exist), put

poison in his tea, or write an anonymous letter to headquarters accusing

him of espionage? He sighed--ingenuity, his valuable ally on many a

doubtful occasion, failed him now. Then it occurred to him to appeal to

one Lorrison, who was the captain of his old battery, and whom he had

known for years as one of his subalterns.

"DEAR LORRISON," he wrote,

"I've just had an interview with my old man and he won't agree

to my transfer. I'm afraid it's a wash-out unless something can

be done quickly, as I suppose Jordan will be promoted very

soon." (Jordan was the senior subaltern.) "You know how much I

want to get back in time for the big show. Can you do anything?

Sorry to trouble you, and now I must close.

"Yours,

"W. PICKERSDYKE."

Then he summoned his servant. Gunner Scupham was an elderly individual

with grey hair, a dignified deportment, and a countenance which

suggested extreme honesty of soul but no intelligence whatsoever, which

fact was of great assistance to him in the perpetration of his more

complicated villainies. He had not been Pickersdyke's storeman for many

years for nothing. His devotion was a by-word, but his familiarity was

sometimes a little startling.

"'E won't let us go," announced Pickersdyke.

"Strafe the blighter!" replied Scupham, feelingly. "I'm proper fed up

with this 'ere column job."

"Get the office bike, take this note to Captain Lorrison, and bring back

an answer. Here's a pass."

Scupham departed, grumbling audibly. It meant a fifteen-mile ride, the

day was warm, and he disliked physical exertion. He returned late that

evening with the answer, which was as follows:--

"DEAR PICKERS,

"Curse your fool colonel. Jordan may go any day, and if we

don't get you we'll probably be stuck with some child who knows

nothing. Besides, we want you to come. The preliminary

bombardment is well under way, so there's not much time. Meet

me at the B.A.C.[13] headquarters to-morrow evening at eight

and we'll fix up something. In haste,

"Yours ever,

"T. LORRISON."

[13] Brigade ammunition column.

There are people who do not believe in luck. But if it was not luck

which assisted Pickersdyke by producing the events which followed his

receipt of that note, then it was Providence in a genial and most

considerate mood. He spent a long time trying to think of a reasonable

excuse for going to see Lorrison, but he might have saved himself the

trouble. Some light-hearted fool had sent up shrapnel instead of high

explosive to the very B.A.C. that Pickersdyke wanted to visit. Angry

telephone messages were coming through, and the colonel at once sent his

adjutant up to offer plausible explanations.

Pickersdyke covered a lot of ground that afternoon. It was necessary to

find an infuriated artillery brigadier and persuade him that the error

was not likely to occur again, and was in any case not really the fault

of the D.A.C. section commander. It was then necessary to find this

latter and make it clear to him that he was without doubt the most

incompetent officer in the Allied forces, and that the error was

entirely due to his carelessness. And it was essential to arrange for

forwarding what was required.

Lorrison arrived punctually and evidently rather excited.

"What price the news?" he said at once.

Pickersdyke had heard none. He had been far too busy.

"We're for it at last--going to bombard all night till 4.30 a.m.--every

bally gun in the army as far as I can see. And we've got orders to be

ready to move in close support of the infantry if they get through. _To

move!_ Just think of that after all these months!"

Pickersdyke swore as he had not done since he was a rough-riding

bombardier.

"And that's boxed _my_ chances," he ended up.

"Wait a bit," said Lorrison. "There's a vacancy waiting for you if

you'll take it. We got pretty badly 'crumped'[14] last night. The Boches

put some big 'hows' and a couple of 'pip-squeak' batteries on to us just

when we were replenishing. They smashed up several wagons and did a lot

of damage. Poor old Jordan got the devil of a shaking--he was thrown

about ten yards. Lucky not to be blown to bits, though. Anyway, he's

been sent to hospital."

[14] Shelled.

He looked inquiringly at Pickersdyke. The latter's face portrayed an

unholy joy.

"Will I take his place?" he cried. "Lummy! I should think I would. Don't

care what the colonel says afterwards. When can I join? Now?"

"As soon as I've seen about getting some more wagons from the B.A.C.

we'll go up together," answered Lorrison.

Pickersdyke, who had no conscience whatever on occasions such as this,

sent a message to his colonel to say that he was staying up for the

night (he omitted to say precisely where!), as there would be much to

arrange in the morning. To Scupham he wrote--

"Collect all the kit you can and come up to the battery at once. _Say

nothing._"

He was perfectly aware that he was doing a wildly illegal thing. He felt

like an escaped convict breathing the air of freedom and making for his

home and family. Forty colonels would not have stopped him at that

moment.

* * * * *

II

The major commanding the ----th Battery sat in his dug-out examining a

large-scale trench map. His watch, carefully synchronised with those of

the staff, lay on the table in front of him. Outside, his six guns were

firing steadily, each concussion (and there were twelve a minute)

shaking everything that was not a fixture in the little room. Hundreds

of guns along miles of front and miles of depth were taking part in the

most stupendous bombardment yet attempted by the army. From "Granny,"

the enormous howitzer that fired six times an hour at a range of

seventeen thousand yards, to machine-guns in the front line trenches,

every available piece of ordnance was adding its quota to what

constituted a veritable hell of noise.

The major had been ordered to cut the wire entanglements between two

given points and to stop firing at 4.30 a.m. precisely. He had no

certain means of knowing whether he had completed his task or not. He

only knew that his "lines of fire," his range, and his "height of burst"

as previously registered in daylight were correct, that his layers could

be depended upon, and that he had put about a thousand rounds of

shrapnel into fifty yards of front. At 4.29 he rose and stood, watch in

hand, in the doorway of his dug-out. A man with a megaphone waited at

his elbow. The major, war-worn though he was, was still young enough in

spirit to be thrilled by the mechanical regularity of his battery's

fire. This perfection of drill was his work, the result of months and

months of practice, of loving care, and of minute attention to detail.

Dawn was beginning to creep into the sky, and he could just distinguish

the silhouettes of the two right-hand guns. The flash as one of them

fired revealed momentarily the figures of the gunners grouped round the

breech like demons round some spectral engine of destruction. Precisely

five seconds afterwards a second flash denoted that the next gun had

fired--and so on in sequence from right to left until it was the turn of

Number One again.

"Stop!" said the major, when the minute hand of his watch was exactly

over the half-hour.

"Stop!" roared the man with the megaphone.

It was as if the order had been heard all along the entire front. The

bombardment ceased almost abruptly, and rifle and machine-gun fire

became audible again. On a colossal scale the effect was that of the

throttling down of a powerful motor-car whose engine had been allowed to

race. Then, not many moments afterwards, from far away to the eastward

there came faint, confused sounds of shouts and cheering. It was the

infantry, the long-suffering, tenacious, wonderful infantry charging

valiantly into the cold grey dawn along the avenues prepared by the

guns.

For Pickersdyke it had been a night of pure joy, unspoilt by any qualms

of conscience. He had been welcomed at the battery as a kind of returned

wanderer and given a section of guns at once. The major--who feared no

man's wrath, least of all that of a dug-out D.A.C. commander--had

promised to back him up if awkward questions were asked. Pickersdyke had

only one cause for disappointment--the whole thing had gone too

smoothly. He was bursting with technical knowledge, he could have

repaired almost any breakdown, and had kept a keen look-out for all

ordinary mistakes. But nothing went wrong and no mistakes were made. In

this battery the liability of human error had been reduced to a

negligible minimum. Pickersdyke had had nothing further to do than to

pass orders and see that they were duly received. Nevertheless he had

loved every moment of it, for he had come into his own--he was back in

the old troop, taking part in a "big show." As he observed to the major

whilst they were drinking hot coffee in the dug-out afterwards--

"Even if I do get court-martialled for desertion, sir, that last little

lot was worth it!"

And he grinned as does a man well pleased with the success of his

schemes. To complete his satisfaction, Scupham appeared soon afterwards

bringing up a large bundle of kit and a few luxuries in the way of food.

It transpired that he had presented himself to the last-joined subaltern

of the D.A.C. and had bluffed that perplexed and inexperienced officer

into turning out a cart to drive him as far as the battery wagon line,

whence he had come up on an ammunition wagon.

It was almost daylight when the battery opened fire again, taking its

orders by telephone now from the F.O.O.,[15] who was in close touch with

the infantry and could see what was happening. The rate of fire was slow

at first; then it suddenly quickened, and the range was increased by a

hundred yards. Some thirty shells went shrieking on their mission and

then another fifty yards were added. The infantry was advancing

steadily, and just as steadily, sixty or seventy yards in front of their

line, the curtain of protecting shrapnel crept forward after the

retiring enemy. At one point the attack was evidently held up for a

while; the battery changed to high explosive and worked up to its

maximum speed, causing Lorrison to telephone imploring messages for more

and still more ammunition.

[15] Forward observing officer.

The long-expected order to advance, when at last it came, nearly broke

the major's heart.

"Send forward one section," it said, "in close support of the 2nd

Battalion ----shire Regiment, to the advanced position previously

prepared in J. 12."

One section was only a third of his battery; he would have to stay

behind, and he had been dreaming nightly of this dash forward with the

infantry into the middle of things; he had had visions of that promised

land, the open country beyond the German lines, of an end to siege

warfare and a return to the varying excitement of a running fight. But

orders were orders, so he sent for Pickersdyke.

"I'm going to send you," he said, after showing him the order, "although

you haven't seen the position before. But the other lad is too young for

this job. Look here."

He pointed out the exact route to be followed, showed him where bridges

for crossing the trenches had been prepared, and explained everything in

his usual lucid manner. Then he held out his hand.

"Good-bye and good luck," he said. Their eyes met for a moment in a

steady gaze of mutual esteem and affection. For they knew each other

well, these two men--the gentleman born to lead and to inspire, and his

ranker subordinate (a gentleman too in all that matters) highly trained,

thoroughly efficient, utterly devoted....

There was not a prouder man in the army than Pickersdyke at the moment

when he led his section out from the battery position amid the cheers of

those left behind. His luck, so he felt, was indeed amazing. He had

about a mile to go along a road that was congested with troops and

vehicles of all sorts. He blasphemed his way through (there is no other

adequate means of expressing his progress) with his two guns and four

wagons until he reached the point where he had to turn off to make for

his new position. This latter had been carefully prepared beforehand by

fatigue parties sent out from the battery at night. Gun-pits had been

dug, access made easy, ranges and angles noted down in daylight by an

officer left behind expressly for the purpose; and the whole had been

neatly screened from aerial observation. It lay a few hundred yards

behind what had been the advanced British trenches. But it was not a

good place for guns; it was only one in which they might be put if, as

now, circumstances demanded the taking of heavy risks.

Pickersdyke halted his little command behind the remains of a spinney

and went forward to reconnoitre. He was still half a mile from his goal,

which lay on a gentle rise on the opposite side of a little valley.

Allowing for rough ground and deviations from the direct route owing to

the network of trenches which ran in all directions, he calculated that

it would take him at least ten minutes to get across. Incidentally he

noticed that quite a number of shells were falling in the area he was

about to enter. For the first time he began to appreciate the exact

nature of his task. He returned to the section and addressed his men

thus--

"Now, you chaps, it's good driving what's wanted here. We must get the

guns there whatever happens--we'll let down the infantry else. Follow me

and take it steady.... Terr-ot."

The teams and carriages jingled and rattled along behind him as he led

them forward. Smooth going, the signal to gallop, and a dash for it

would have been his choice, but that was impossible. Constantly he was

forced to slow down to a walk and dismount the detachments to haul on

the drag-ropes. The manoeuvre developed into a kind of obstacle race,

with death on every side. But his luck stood by him. He reached the

position with the loss only of a gunner, two drivers, and a pair of lead

horses.

As soon as he got his guns into action and his teams away (all of which

was done quietly, quickly, and without confusion--"as per book" as he

expressed it) Pickersdyke crawled up a communication trench, followed by

a telephonist laying a wire, until he reached a place where he could

see. It was the first time that he had been so close up to the firing

line, and he experienced the sensations of a man who looks down into the

crater of a live volcano. Somewhere in the midst of the awful chaos in

front of him was, if it still existed at all, the infantry battalion he

was supposed to have been sent to support. But how to know where or when

to shoot was altogether beyond him. He poked his glasses cautiously

through a loophole and peered into the smoke in the vain hope of

distinguishing friend from foe.

"What the hell shall I do now?" he muttered. "Can't see no bloomin'

target in this lot.... Crikey! yes, I can, though," he added. "Both guns

two degrees more left, fuze two, eight hundred...." He rattled off his

orders as if to the manner born. The telephonist, a man who had spent

months in the society of forward observing officers, repeated word for

word into his instrument, speaking as carefully as the operator in the

public call office at Piccadilly Circus.

The guns behind blazed and roared. A second afterwards two fleecy balls

of white smoke, out of which there darted a tongue of flame, appeared in

front of the solid grey wall of men which Pickersdyke had seen rise as

if from the earth itself and surge forward. A strong enemy

counter-attack was being launched, and he, with the luck of the tyro,

had got his guns right on to it. Methodically he switched his fire up

and down the line. Great gaps appeared in it, only to be quickly filled.

It wavered, sagged, and then came on again. Back at the guns the

detachments worked till the sweat streamed from them; their drill was

perfect, their rate of fire the maximum. But the task was beyond their

powers. Two guns were not enough. Nevertheless the rush, though not

definitely stopped, had lost its full driving force. It reached the

captured trenches (which the infantry had had no time to consolidate),

it got to close quarters, but it did not break through. The wall of

shrapnel had acted like a breakwater--the strength of the wave was spent

ere it reached its mark--and like a wave it began to ebb back again. In

pursuit, cheering, yelling, stabbing, mad with the terrible lust to kill

and kill and kill, came crowds of khaki figures.

Pickersdyke, who had stopped his fire to avoid hitting his own side and

was watching the fight with an excitement such as he had never hoped to

know, saw that the critical moment was past; the issue was decided, and

his infantry were gaining ground again. He opened fire once more,

lengthening his range so as to clear the _melee_ and yet hinder the

arrival of hostile reserves, which was a principle he had learnt from a

constant study of "the book."

Suddenly there were four ear-splitting cracks over his head, and a

shower of earth and stones rattled down off the parapet a few yards from

him.

"We're for it now," he exclaimed.

He was. This first salvo was the prelude to a storm of shrapnel from

some concealed German battery which had at last picked up the section's

position. But Pickersdyke continued to support his advancing

infantry....

"Wire's cut, sir," said the telephonist, suddenly.

It was fatal. It was the one thing Pickersdyke had prayed would not

happen, for it meant the temporary silencing of his guns.

"Mend it and let me know when you're through again," he ordered. "I'm

going down to the section." And, stooping low, he raced back along the

trench.

At the guns it had been an unequal contest, and they had suffered

heavily. The detachments were reduced to half their strength, and one

wagon, which had received a direct hit, had been blown to pieces.

"Stick it, boys," said Pickersdyke, after a quick look round. He saw

that if he was to continue shooting it would be necessary to stand on

the top of the remaining wagon in order to observe his fire. And he was

determined to continue. He climbed up and found that the additional four

feet or so which he gained in height just enabled him to see the burst

of his shells. But he had no protection whatever.

"Add a hundred, two rounds gun-fire," he shouted--and the guns flashed

and banged in answer to his call. But it was a question of time only.

Miraculously, for almost five minutes he remained where he was,

untouched. Then, just as the telephonist reported "through" again the

inevitable happened. An invisible hand, so it seemed to Pickersdyke,

endowed with the strength of twenty blacksmiths, hit him a smashing blow

with a red-hot sledge-hammer on the left shoulder. He collapsed on to

the ground behind his wagon with the one word "_Hell!_" And then he

fainted....

At 8 p.m. that night the ----th Battery received orders to join up with

its advanced section and occupy the position permanently. It was after

nine when Lorrison, stumbling along a communication trench and beginning

to think that he was lost, came upon the remnants of Pickersdyke's

command. They were crouching in one of the gun-pits--a bombardier and

three gunners, very cold and very miserable. Two of them were wounded.

Lorrison questioned them hastily and learnt that Pickersdyke was at his

observing station, that Scupham and the telephonist were with him, and

that there were two more wounded men in the next pit.

"The battery will be here soon," said Lorrison, cheerily, "and you'll

all get fixed up. Meanwhile here's my flask and some sandwiches."

"Beg pardon, sir," said the bombardier, "but Mr. Pickersdyke 'll need

that flask. 'E's pretty bad, sir, I believe."

Lorrison found Pickersdyke lying wrapped in some blankets which Scupham

had fetched from the wagon, twisting from side to side and muttering a

confused string of delirious phrases. "Fuze two--more _right_ I

said--damn them, they're still advancing--what price the old ----th

now?..." and then a groan and he began again.

Scupham, in a husky whisper, was trying to soothe him. "Lie still for

Gawd's sake and don't worry yourself," he implored.

By the time Lorrison had examined the bandages on Pickersdyke's

shoulder and administered morphia (without a supply of which he now

never moved) the battery arrived, and with it some stretcher-bearers.

Pickersdyke, just before he was carried off, recovered consciousness and

recognised Lorrison, who was close beside him.

"Hullo!" he said in a weak voice. "Nice box-up here, isn't it? But I

reckon we got a bit of our own back 'fore we was knocked out. Tell the

major the men were just grand. Oh! and before I forget, amongst my kit

there's a few 'spares' I've collected; they might come in handy for the

battery. I shan't be away long, I hope.... Wonder what the old colonel

will say...." His voice trailed off into a drowsy murmur--the morphia

had begun to take effect....

Lorrison detained Scupham in order to glean more information.

"After 'e got 'it, sir," said Scupham, "'e lay still for a bit, 'arf an

hour pr'aps, and 'ardly seemed to know what was 'appening. Then 'e

suddenly calls out: 'Is that there telephone workin' yet?' 'Yes, sir,' I

says--and with that 'e made for to stand up, but 'e couldn't. So wot

does 'e do then but makes me bloomin' well carry 'im up the trench to

the observin' station. 'Now then, Scupham,' 'e says, 'prop me up by that

loophole so I can see wot's comin' off.' And I 'ad to 'old 'im there

pretty near all the afternoon while 'e kep' sending orders down the

telephone and firing away like 'ell. We finished our ammunition about

five o'clock, and then 'e lay down where 'e was to rest for a bit. 'Ow

'e'd stuck it all that time with a wound like that Gawd only knows. 'E

went queer in 'is 'ead soon after and we thought 'e was a goner--and

then nothin' much 'appened till you came up, sir, 'cept that we was

gettin' a tidy few shells round about. D'you reckon 'e'll get orl right,

sir?"

It was evident that the unemotional Scupham was consumed with anxiety.

"Oh! he _must_!" cried Lorrison. "It would be too cruel if he didn't

pull through after all he's done. He's a _man_ if ever there was one."

"And that's a fact," said Scupham, preparing to follow his idol to the

dressing station. As he moved away Lorrison heard him mutter--

"There ain't no one on Gawd's earth like old Pickers--fancy 'im

rememberin' them there 'spares.' 'Strewth! 'e _is_ a one!" Which was a

very high compliment indeed....

Official correspondence, even when it is marked "Pressing and

Confidential" in red ink and enclosed in a sealed envelope, takes a

considerable time to pass through the official channels and come back

again. It was some days before the colonel commanding a certain

divisional ammunition column received an answer to his report upon the

inexplicable absence of his adjutant. He was a vindictive man, who felt

that he had been left in the lurch, and he had taken pains to draft a

letter which would emphasise the shortcomings of his subordinate. The

answer, when it did come, positively shocked him. It was as follows:--

"With reference to your report upon the absence without leave

of Second Lieutenant Pickersdyke, the Major-General Commanding

directs me to say that as this officer was severely wounded on

September 25 whilst commanding a section of the ----th Battery

R.F.A. with conspicuous courage and ability, for which he has

been specially recommended for distinction by the G.O.C.R.A.,

and as he is now in hospital in England, no further action will

be taken in the matter."

To be snubbed by the Staff because he had reported upon the scandalous

conduct of a mere "ranker" was not at all the colonel's idea of the

fitness of things. His fury, which vented itself chiefly upon his office

clerk, would have been greater still if he could have seen his late

adjutant comfortably ensconced in a cosy ward in one of the largest

houses of fashionable London, waited upon by ladies of title, and

showing an admiring circle of relations the jagged piece of steel which

a very famous surgeon had extracted from his shoulder free of charge!

For, in spite of his colonel, the progress of Pickersdyke on the chosen

path of his ambition was now quite definitely assured.

SNATTY

"This 'appened in a battle to a batt'ry of the corps

Which is first among the women an' amazin' first in war."

--KIPLING.

I

Driver Joseph Snatt, K3 Battery, R.H.A., slouched across the

barrack-square on his way to the stables. Having just received a severe

punishment for the heinous crime of ill-treating a horse, in spite of

his plausible excuse that he had been bitten and had lost his temper,

Snatty, as he was always called, felt much aggrieved.

"'Orses," he thought to himself, "is everything in this 'ere bloomin'

batt'ry--men's nothing."

Nor, in his own particular case, was he far wrong. For the horses of K3

were certainly quite wonderful, and Snatty was undoubtedly a "waster."

His death or his desertion would have been a small matter compared with

the spoiling of one equine temper.

The officers disliked him because he was an eyesore to them; the

N.C.O.'s hated him because he gave them endless trouble; and the men had

shown their distrust of his personal cleanliness by ducking him in a

horse-trough more than once. Driver Snatt felt that every man's hand was

against him, and since he possessed neither the will power nor the

desire to overcome his delinquencies by a little honest toil, he not

infrequently drowned his sorrows in large potations of canteen beer. In

person he was small and rather shrivelled looking--old for his age

unquestionably. A nervous manner and a slight stammer in the presence of

his superiors, combined with a shifty eye at all times, served to

enhance the unpleasing effect which he produced on all who knew him.

There was but one thing to be said for him--he could ride. Before

enlisting he had been in a training stable, but had been dismissed for

drink or worse. On foot he lounged about with rounded shoulders and

uneven steps, always untidy and often dirty. But once upon a horse, the

puny, awkward figure that was the despair of N.C.O.'s and officers

alike, became graceful, supple, almost beautiful. The firm, easy seat

that swayed to every motion, the hands that coaxed even the hard-mouthed

gun-horses into going kindly, betrayed the horseman born. Snatty might

kick his horses in the stomach; he would never jerk them in the mouth.

At the conclusion of the midday stable-hour Snatt was summoned before

his section officer, one Briddlington by name, more frequently known as

"Biddie," and thus addressed--

"Now, look here: you've made a dam' poor show so far, and this is your

last chance. If you don't take it, God help you, for I won't. See?"

Snatt stared at his boot, swallowed twice, and then fixed his gaze on

some distant point above the opposite stable.

"Ye-es, sir," he said huskily.

"Very well. Now you've never had a job of your own, and I'm going to try

you with one. You'll take over the wheel of A subsection gun team

to-day, and have those two remounts to drive. I shall give you a

fortnight's trial. If I see you're trying, I'll do all I can for you.

Otherwise--out you go. Understand that?"

Again the deep interest in the distant point, but this time there was a

trace of surprise in the faintly uttered, "Yes, sir."

Snatty saluted and retired, wondering greatly. The wheel-driver of a gun

team is an important personage: he occupies a coveted position attained

only by those who combine skill, nerve, and horsemanship with the

ability to tend a pair of horses as they would their own children, and

to clean a double set of harness better than their fellows. Snatty at

first was resentful: "'E's put me there to make a fool of me, I s'pose.

All right, I'll show 'im up. I can drive as well as any of them." Then

he experienced a feeling of pleasurable anticipation. As it so happened

he detested the driver whose place he was to take, and he looked forward

with satisfaction to witnessing the fury of that worthy when ordered to

"hand over" to the despised waster of the battery. He was not

grateful--that was not his nature--nor was he proud of having been

selected. He was on the defensive, determined to show that, given a

definite position with duties and responsibilities of his own, he could

do very well--if he chose. Which was precisely the frame of mind into

which his thoughtful subaltern had hoped to lure him.

In the barrack-room Snatty met with much abuse. In a battery which

prides itself enormously on its horses, any ill-treatment of them is not

left unnoticed. Barrack-room invective does not take the form of

delicate sarcasm: on the contrary, it is coarse and directly to the

point. The culprit sat upon his bed-cot and sulked in silence, until a

carroty-headed driver, sitting on the table with his hat on the back of

his head, remarked--

"I see ole Biddie givin' you a proper chokin' off after stables."

The chance for which Snatty had waited very patiently had come, and he

retorted quickly--

"Oh! did yer? Well, p'raps you'll be glad to 'ear that 'e 'as given me

your 'orses and the wheel of A sub., says you're no ---- use, 'e does!"

Howls of derision greeted this sally, and Snatty relapsed into silence.

But that evening he whistled softly to himself as he led his new horses

out to water and watched his red-headed enemy, deprived of his

legitimate occupation, put to the unpleasant task of "mucking out" the

stable. The day, so Snatty felt, had not been wasted.

II

From that time dated the conversion of Driver Joseph Snatt. The change

was necessarily gradual, for no man can reform in a week: the habits

inculcated by years of idleness cannot be cast aside in a moment, nor

can the doubts and suspicions clinging to an untrustworthy character be

dispersed by one day's genuine work. But still a change for the better

was evident. The comments of the barrack-room were free but not

unfriendly, for Snatty was beginning to find his true level after his

own peculiar fashion. Briddlington, too, did not fail to notice the

success of his experiment. Whilst inclined to boast of it in a laughing

way to his brother officers, he had the good sense to overlook many

trivial offences and to make much of anything that he could find to

praise. What pleased him most of all was Snatty's behaviour to his

horses. Dirty he still was upon occasions, and scarcely as smart as most

drivers of the battery; nor was he always quite devoid of drink, but to

his horses from that first day onwards he became a devoted, faithful

slave. They were a pair of which any man might well have been proud.

Both were bright bays, well matched in colour and in size. In shape they

were almost the ideal stamp of artillery wheeler, which is tantamount to

saying that they might have graced the stud of any hunting gentleman of

fifteen stone or thereabouts. Snatty's pride in them was almost

ludicrous. A word said against them would put him up in arms at once,

and when Territorials borrowed the battery horses for their training on

Saturday afternoons his indignation knew no bounds.

"'Ow can I keep me 'orses fit," he used to say, "if a bloomin' bank

clerk goes drivin' 'em at a stretched gallop the 'ole o' Saturday?

Proper dis'eartenin', that's wot it is." And this in spite of the fact

that he was allowed a shilling for his trouble. The villainies that he

perpetrated for their wellbeing, if discovered, would have given him

small chance before a stern commanding officer. He stole oats from the

forage barn, bread and sugar from his barrack-room, and even the feeds

from the next manger. Snatty's moral sense, as we have seen, was not a

very high one. But pricked ears and gentle whinnies as he approached,

and velvety muzzles pushed into his roughened hand, betrayed the effect

of many a purloined dainty, and amply compensated for any qualms which a

guilty but belated conscience may have given him. Not that he was

particularly caressing in his manner. He would growl at each one as he

groomed him, or scold him as one does a naughty child, and his "Naow

_then_, stand still, will yer, Dawn?" was well known during stable-hour.

Who it was who had first called the off horse Dawn was never quite

clear, but Snatty in a fit of poetic inspiration had christened the

other Daylight. Dawn was difficult to shoe, so difficult indeed that his

driver's presence was required in the forge to keep him still. And when

Snatty went on furlough for a month both horses began to lose condition.

The years went by, and Snatty soldiered on, winter and summer, drill

season and leave season, content to drive the wheel of A and drink a bit

too much on Saturdays. But in that time he had become a man--not a

strong, determined man, certainly not a refined one, but for all that a

man. To Briddlington, who had raised him from the mental slough in which

he had lain to all appearances content, he at no time betrayed a sense

of gratitude. On the contrary, the position of a privileged person of

some standing which he had gained he attributed largely to his own

cunning in deceiving his superiors combined with his consummate skill

with horses. But still he had learnt his job, and was fulfilling his

destiny to more purpose than many better men. Moreover he was happy.

Crooning softly as he polished straps and buckles in the harness-room,

with a skill and speed born of long practice, he was contented, and was

vaguely conscious that the world was not a bad place after all. An

officer who knew him well once said--

"I wouldn't trust him to carry a bottle of whisky half a mile, but I'd

send him across England with a pair of horses--by himself. And as to

driving--well, I don't know about the needle and the camel's eye, but I

know that Snatty would drive blind drunk along the narrow road to Heaven

and never let his axles touch!" For two years in succession the battery

won the galloping competition at Olympia, with Snatty in the wheel. And

over rough ground, moving fast, he was unequalled.

When his time was up and Snatty had to go, there was never, perhaps, a

time-expired man who was so hard put to it to assume a joy at leaving

which he did not feel. Of course, like other men, he swaggered about

saying that he was glad to be "shut of" the army; that he had got a nice

little place to step into where there wasn't any "Do this" and "Do that"

and "Why the deuce haven't you done what I told you?" But in his heart

he was more affected than he had ever been before.

"Wot about yer 'orses, Snatty?" some one asked him; "who's going to 'ave

them when you're gorn?"

"'Ow should I know?" he answered, rather nettled.

"Nobbler Parsons, so I 'eard. 'E'll soon spoil 'em, I bet yer."

Then was Snatty very wroth, and he replied--

"You leave me and my 'orses alone, or you'll be for it, I warn yer,"

thereby revealing his inmost feelings most effectually.

On the eve of his departure he was treated by his friends till he grew

almost maudlin. Then he slipped away "just to say good-bye to 'em," and

even that hardened assembly of "canteen regulars" forbore to scoff. He

was found when the battery came down to evening stables, a pathetic

figure, in his ill-fitting suit of plain clothes, standing between his

beloved pair, an arm round the neck of one, his pockets full of sugar,

and tears of drink and genuine grief trickling down his unwashed cheeks.

"Six bloomin' years I've 'ad yer," they heard him say. "Six bloomin'

years, and no one's ever said a word against yer that I 'aven't knocked

the 'ead of. P'rades and manoeuvres, practice camp and ceremonial,

there's nothin' I can't do wiv yer and ... and, Gawd, I wish I wasn't

leavin' yer now to some other bloke." Then they led him gently away, and

on the morrow he was gone. For a week he was missed; in a month he was

forgotten. Only Daylight and Dawn still fretted for him, and turned

round in their stalls with anxious, wistful eyes.

For six months Snatty struggled to keep body and soul together, living

upon his reserve pay and upon such small sums as he could pick up by

doing odd jobs in livery stables. But the self-respect which he had won

so hardly slipped away from him, and he sank slowly in the social scale.

The lot of the ex-soldier whose character is "fair," and whose record of

sobriety leaves much to be desired, is not a happy one. Snatty was in

rags and well-nigh starving. Small wonder, then, that one day the

blandishments of an eloquent recruiting sergeant proved too much for his

resistance and that he succumbed to the temptations thrust upon him by

the great god Hunger. Manfully he perjured himself when brought before

the magistrate. His name was Henry Morgan, his age twenty-three years

and five months, and he had never served before, so help him God. All

false--but Snatty wished to live.

He asked to be put into the infantry, fearing that his knowledge of the

ways of troop stables would betray him if he joined a mounted branch.

The penalties attached to a "false answer on attestation" were heavy, as

he knew, and he would take no chances. In due course, therefore, he

found himself posted to a crack light infantry regiment, and his

troubles soon began. To be marched about a barrack-square followed by

shouts of objurgation was bad enough: to be pestered with the

intricacies of musketry was worse: but what galled him most of all was

to have to walk. He loathed the life. This was not the world of

soldiering that he had known and loved. His soul hungered for the rattle

of log-chains and the jingle of harness; the smell of the stable still

lingered in his nostrils. Moreover, he was in constant trouble, for

desperation made him reckless. Those who had known him in the battery

would scarcely have recognised in the sullen ne'er-do-well whom men

called Morgan, the cheerful Snatty of a former time. He had just passed

his recruit drills (with difficulty be it said) and taken his place in

the ranks, when the war which wise men had predicted as inevitable was

forced upon the nation with disconcerting suddenness. The regiment was

ordered out on service, and with it, amongst nine hundred other souls,

went Private Henry Morgan, _alias_ Snatty.

III

A hot sun beating down from a cloudless sky upon a land parched and

dusty from a lengthened drought; miles upon miles of rolling downs,

which once were green but which the driest summer for many years has

baked into a dirty yellow; here and there an oasis consisting of a copse

of fir-trees, farmstead, and a field or two of pasture marking the

presence of a kindly stream: a landscape in short so typical of hundreds

of square miles of this particular region that ordinarily it would fail

to interest. But to-day the peace of the country side is disturbed by

the boom of guns and the rattle of musketry. Two mighty armies are at

grips at last, and in the space between them hovers Death.

Upon a little rise commanding a good view of the surrounding country

there is a long line of khaki figures lying prone behind a scanty

earth-work. These are infantry, and shaken infantry at that; shaken

because they have marched all night and stormed that hill at dawn with

fearful loss, because they are weak from hunger and parched with thirst,

and because they feel in their hearts that the end is near. Relief must

come, or one determined rush will drive them back to ruin. Shells burst

over them with whip-like crack, rifle fire tears through their ranks,

and sometimes a harsh scream followed by a deafening report and clouds

of acrid smoke marks the advent of a high-explosive shell.

A much harassed brigadier sat behind a rock near the telephone awaiting

the answer to his urgent demand for guns. It came sooner than he

expected it, and took the tangible shape of a little group of horsemen

which appeared on the hill some way to his right. There was a quick

consultation as glasses swept the front. Then the horses were led away

under cover and the range-takers began operations. The brigadier

recognised the signs and gained fresh hope as he saw that his prayer was

answered. At the far end of the line Private Morgan, busily engaged in

excavating a hole for himself by means of an entrenching tool much

resembling a short-handled garden hoe, looked up quickly as he heard a

well-known voice say--

"All right, Biddie, I'll observe from here. Bring 'em in quick."

"Strewth!" muttered Snatty to himself, "it's the major. So the old

troop's comin' into action 'ere."

For weeks he had scanned every battery that had been near him, hoping

to meet his own. But Horse Artillery act with cavalry and work far ahead

of the toiling infantry in rear, so that it was not till now, when a

pitched battle was in progress, when the advanced cavalry had come in

and every available gun was being utilised, that Fate permitted Snatty

to see his old battery once more. Looking over his shoulder, he said--

"It's all right now, sergeant. There's some guns coming."

"You shut yer mouth and get on with yer work," was the rejoinder, "Wot

do you know about guns, I'd like to know?"

"Oh, nothink! But you watch 'em, that's all," said Private Morgan, with

an ill-suppressed gleam of pride, which made the sergeant wonder.

The line of six guns, each with its wagon behind it, thundered up the

rise. There was a shrill whistle, and a hand held up. Then the hoarse

voices of the sergeants shouted, "Action front," and the wheelers were

thrown into the breeching, almost sitting on their haunches to stop the

weight behind them: the gunners leapt from their horses and sprang to

the gun: a second's pause, then, "Drive on," and six limbers went

rattling away to the rear as six trails were flung round half a circle

and dropped with a thud. Hardly were they down before each gun had its

wagon up beside it and the horses unhooked. They too galloped to the

rear. In ten seconds there was not a sign of movement. The battery was

there, and that was all.

Of the weary infantry who lay and watched there was one at least who

could appreciate the merit of the performance.

"Couldn't ha' been better in the old days on Salisbury Plain," was his

comment. "But, Gawd! the 'orses 'ave fell away proper. Skeletons, that's

wot they are now."

But Private Morgan's soliloquy was again cut short by the remorseless

sergeant behind him.

A few curt orders passed rapidly down the battery, then came two sharp

reports, followed by the click of the reopened breech, as the ranging

rounds went singing on their journey. A spurt of brown earth showed for

a second in front of that thick black line a mile or more away, another

showed behind.

"Graze short--graze over," said the major, still staring through his

glasses. "Eighteen hundred, one round gun fire."

The order was repeated by a man standing behind him with a megaphone,

and followed almost instantaneously by a round from every gun. Some

puffs of smoke above the target, the echo of the bursting shell borne

back along the breeze, and then for perhaps a minute all Hell might have

been let loose, such was the uproar as every gun was worked at lightning

speed. A whistle--and in a moment all was still again.

"Target down--stop firing," was the laconic order. "But," added the

major, softly, "I think that sickened 'em a bit."

The attacking infantry had dropped down under cover, but not for long.

Nearer and nearer pressed the relentless lines, sometimes pausing a

while, or even dropping back, but always, like the waves of the incoming

tide, gaining fresh ground at every rush. The end was very near now, and

the bitterness of defeat entered into the defenders' hearts. For they

did not know that the struggle for this particular hill, though of vital

importance to themselves, was merely serving the subsidiary purpose of

diverting attention while greater issues matured elsewhere. They only

knew that ammunition was scarce, that they wanted water, and that now at

last the order to retire had come. They got away in driblets, slowly,

very slowly, until at last nothing was left upon the hillside but a

handful of infantry, the battery, and the dead and wounded. The

riflemen crawled closer to the guns, feeling somehow that there was

solace in their steady booming. The major looked at his watch, and then

at the attacking lines in front of him.

"In ten minutes we'll have to get out of this," he said, "bring the

horses up close behind us under cover." The minutes passed and the net

around them drew closer.

"Prepare to retire--rear limber up."

The few remaining infantry emptied their magazines and crept off down

the hill. The guns fired their last few rounds as the teams came

jingling up. Their arrival was the signal for a fresh outburst of fire.

The few moments required for limbering up seemed a lifetime as men fell

fast and horses mad with terror broke loose and dashed away. But years

of stern discipline and careful training stood the battery in good stead

now. The principle of "Abandon be damned: we never abandon guns," was

not forgotten. Through the shouting, the curses, and the dust, the work

went on. Dead horses were cut free and pulled aside, gunners took the

place of fallen drivers, and at last five guns were got away. The sixth

was in great difficulties. The maddened horses backed in every direction

but the right one, and the panting gunners strove in vain to drop the

trail upon the limber-hook. Beside the team stood Briddlington, trying

to soothe the horses and steadying the men in the calm, cool voice that

he habitually used upon parade.

Then suddenly from behind a rock there crawled out a strange figure.

Filthy beyond words, hatless, with an inch of scrubby beard, and one

foot bound up in blood-stained rags, this apparition limped painfully

towards the gun--

"Naow then!" a husky voice exclaimed, "stand still, will yer, Dawn?"

"By God! it's Snatty," cried Briddlington, and as he spoke the driver of

Snatty's horses gave a little grunt and pitched off on to the ground.

Without a word the erstwhile private of infantry stooped and took the

whip from the dead man's hand. He patted each horse in turn, then

climbed into the saddle.

"Steady now--get back, will yer?" he growled, and they obeyed him

quietly enough. The men behind gave a heave at the gun and a click

denoted that the trail was on its hook.

"Drive on," cried Snatty, flourishing his whip, and down the hill they

went full gallop.

Safety lay not in the way that they had come, but further to their

left, where the ground was bad. At the bottom of the hill there was a

low bank with a ditch in front of it, and just before they reached it

the centre driver received a bullet in the head and dropped down like a

stone. There was no time to pull up. The lead driver took his horses

hard by the head and put them at the bank. They jumped all right, but

the pair behind them, deprived of a guiding hand upon the reins, saw the

ditch at the last moment and swerved.

"My Gawd!" said Snatty, sitting back for the crash he knew would follow.

The traces and the pace had dragged the centre horses over in spite of

their swerve, but one of them stumbled as he landed. He staggered

forward, and before he could recover Snatty's horses and the gun were

upon him in a whirling mass of legs and straps and wheels. Briddlington,

who had been riding beside the team, leapt to the ground and ran to the

fallen horses.

"Sit on their heads," he cried. "Undo the quick release your side. Now

then, together--heave." There was a rattle of hoofs against the

footboard as Daylight rolled over kicking wildly to get free.

Briddlington, at the risk of his life, leant over and pulled frantically

at a strap. The two ends flew apart and the snorting horses struggled

to their feet, but Snatty lay very still and deathly white upon the

ground.

"Don't stand gaping. Hook in again--quick. We're not clear away yet by a

long chalk," said Briddlington. Then he bent down and putting his arms

round Snatty's crumpled figure lifted him very tenderly aside. "Lie

still now," he said with a catch in his voice as he saw that the case

was hopeless, "and you'll be all right." But those flashing hoofs and

steel-tyred wheels had done their work. Snatty's last drive was over.

"It warn't their fault. I should 'ave 'eld them up," was all he said

before he died.

The gun rejoined the battery safely, and defeat was turned to victory

ere nightfall, but Private Henry Morgan was returned as "missing" from

his regiment.

IV

To this day, on the anniversary of the battle, in the mess of K3

Battery, R.H.A., it is the custom, when the King's health has been

drunk, for the President to say----

"Mr. Vice, to the memory of the man who brought away the last gun." And

the Vice-president answers, "Gentlemen, to Driver Snatt."

Then the curious visitor is shown a large oil painting of a pair of

bright bay horses with a little wizened driver riding one of them.

"That's Snatty," they will say, "a drunken scoundrel if you like, but he

loved those horses, and he used to drive like hell."

FIVE-FOUR-EIGHT

I

Rain! pitiless, incessant, drenching rain, that seemed to ooze and

trickle and soak into every nook and cranny in the world, beat down upon

the already sodden ground and formed great pools of water in every

hollow. Fires blazed and flickered at intervals, revealing within the

glowing circles of their light the huddled forms of weary soldiers; and

all the myriad sounds of a huge camp blended imperceptibly with the

raindrops' steady patter.

According to orders the ----th Division had concentrated upon the main

army for the impending battle. At dawn that day its leading battalion

had swung out of camp to face the storm and the mud; not until dusk had

the last unit dropped exhausted into its bivouac. For fourteen hours the

troops had groped their way along the boggy roads: and they had marched

but one-and-twenty miles. Incredibly slow! incredibly wearisome! But

they had effected the purpose of their chief. They had arrived in time.

The headquarters of the divisional artillery had been established in a

ramshackle old barn at one corner of the field in which the batteries

were camped. Within its shelter the General and his staff of three

crouched over a small fire. The roof leaked, the floor was wet and

indescribably filthy; their seats were saddles, and their only light a

guttering candle. But to those four tired men, the little fire, the

dirty barn, the thought of food and sleep, seemed heaven.

Brigadier-General Maudeslay, known to his irreverent but affectionate

subordinates as "the Maud," was a fat little man of fifty, who owed his

present rank largely to his steady adherence to principles of sound

common-sense. For theoretical knowledge he depended, so he frankly

declared, upon the two staff officers with whom he was supplied.

Nevertheless, those who knew him well agreed that in quickness to grasp

the salient points of any given situation and in accuracy of decision he

had few superiors. It was his habit, when pondering on his line of

action, to walk round in a circle, his hands behind his back, humming

softly to himself. Then, swiftly and with conscious certainty, he would

act. And he was seldom wrong.

At the moment, however, his thoughts were not concerned with tactics but

with food. For some time he sat before the fire in silence, then

suddenly exclaimed----

"Thank the Lord! I hear the baggage coming in. Go and hurry it up,

Tony."

Tony, whose rarely used surname was Quarme, was an artillery subaltern

of seven years' service, attached to the General's staff as personal

A.D.C. On him devolved the irksome task of catering for the headquarter

mess. It was his principal, though not his only function: and, owing to

scarcity of provisions, a daily change of camp, and a General who took

considerable interest in the quality of his food, it was a duty which

often taxed his temper and his ingenuity to the utmost.

He got up, wriggled himself into his clammy waterproof, and splashed out

into the mud and darkness.

"Tony," observed the General to his Brigade-Major, "is not such a

failure at this job as you predicted."

"He's astonished me so far, I must confess," was the reply. "I always

thought him rather a lazy young gentleman, with no tastes for anything

beyond horses and hunting."

"My dear Hartley, he was lazy because he was bored." The General, being

devoted to hunting himself, spoke a little testily. "Peace soldiering,"

he went on, "_is_ apt to bore sometimes. Tony is not what _you'd_ call a

professional soldier. His military interests are strictly confined to

the reputation of his battery, and to his own ability to command two

guns in action. Naturally he was pleased when I appointed him A.D.C. The

part of the year's work which interested him, practice camp and so on,

was over. In place of the tedium of manoeuvres as a regimental

subaltern, he foresaw a novel and more or less amusing occupation on my

staff for the rest of the summer, and he knew that he would go back to

his own station in the autumn in time for the hunting season. But he did

not reckon on the possibility of war, and therefore he is now

dissatisfied. I know it as well as if he'd told me so himself."

"How do you mean, sir?"

"Oh! he doesn't dislike the job: I don't mean that. But he can't help

feeling that he's been sold. I can almost hear him saying to himself,

'Here have I struggled through seven years' soldierin' thinking always

that some day I should be loosed upon a battle-field with a pair of guns

and a good fat target of advancing infantry. And now that the time _has_

come, I'm stuck with this rotten staff job.'"

"By Jove!" said the other, "I never thought of that."

"No, Hartley, you wouldn't. In your case the 'gunner' instinct has been

obliterated by that of the staff officer. The guns have lost their

fascination for you. Isn't that so?"

"In a way, yes."

"Well, in some men--and Tony happens to be one of them--that fascination

lasts as long as life itself. Often enough in ordinary times it lies

dormant. But as soon as war comes it shows itself at once in the mad

rush made by officers to get back to batteries--that is, to go on

service _with the guns_. It is the curse of our regiment in some ways:

many potential generals abandon their ambitions because of it. But it's

also our salvation."

He relapsed into silence, staring into the fire. Perhaps he, too,

regretted for the moment that he was a General, and wished that, instead

of thirteen batteries, he commanded only one.

Meanwhile the subject of their discussion had succeeded in finding the

headquarters' baggage wagon. Ignoring the protests of infuriated

transport officers who were endeavouring to direct more than two hundred

vehicles to their destinations, he had lured it out of the chaos and

guided it to its appointed place. As the wagon came to a standstill

outside the barn the tarpaulin was raised at the back and the vast

proportions of the gunner who combined the duties of servant to Tony and

cook to the mess slowly emerged.

From his right hand dangled a shapeless, flabby mass.

"What the devil have you got there, Tebbut?" demanded Tony.

"Ducks, sir," was the unexpected reply. "We was 'alted near a farm-'ouse

to-day, so I took the chanst to buy some milk and butter. While the chap

was away fetchin' the stuff, I pinched these 'ere ducks. Fat they are,

too!"

He spoke in the matter-of-fact tones of one to whom the theft of a pair

of ducks, and the feat of plucking them within the narrow confines of a

packed G.S. wagon, was no uncommon experience.

"Well, look sharp and cook 'em. We're hungry," said Tony.

He stayed until he saw that the dinner was well under way, and then

floundered off through the mud to see his horses. Of these he was

allowed by regulations three, but one, hastily purchased during the

mobilisation period by an almost distracted remount officer, had already

succumbed to the effects of overwork and underfeeding. There remained

the charger which he had had with his battery in peace time, and which

he now used for all ordinary work--and Dignity.

The latter was well named. He was a big brown horse, very nearly

thoroughbred--a perfect hunter and a perfect gentleman. Tony had bought

him as a four-year-old at a price that was really far beyond his means,

and had trained him himself. He used openly to boast that Dignity had

taken to jumping as a duck takes to water, and that he had never been

known to turn from a fence. In the course of four seasons, the fastest

burst, the heaviest ground, the longest hunt had never been too much for

him. Always he would gallop calmly on, apparently invincible. His owner

almost worshipped him.

Horse rugs are not part of the field service equipment of an officer.

But to the discerning (and unscrupulous) few there is a way round

almost every regulation. Dignity had three rugs, and his legs were

swathed in warm flannel bandages. As he stood there on the leeward side

of a fence busily searching the bottom of his nosebag for the last few

oats of his meagre ration, he was probably the most comfortable animal

of all the thousands in the camp.

Tony spent some time examining his own and the General's horses, and

giving out the orders for the morning to the grooms. By the time he got

back to the barn it was past ten, and Tebbut was just solemnly

announcing "dinner" as being served.

"The Maud" eyed the dish of steaming ducks with evident approval, but

avoided asking questions. Loot had been very strictly forbidden.

"We ought by rights to have apple sauce with these," he said, drawing

his saddle close up to the deal low table and giving vent to a sigh of

expectancy.

"Hi've got some 'ere, sir," responded the resourceful Tebbut. "There was

a horchard near the road to-day."

He produced, as he spoke, a battered tin which, from the inscription on

its label, had once contained "selected peaches." It was now more than

half full of a concoction which bore a passable resemblance to apple

sauce.

For half an hour conversation languished. They had eaten nothing but a

sandwich since early morning, and the demands of appetite were more

exacting than their interest in the programme for the morrow.

But as soon as Tebbut, always a stickler for the usages of polite

society, had brushed away the crumbs with a dirty dish-cloth and handed

round pint mugs containing coffee, Hartley unrolled a map, and, under

instructions from the General, began to prepare the orders.

As a result of a reconnaissance in force that day the enemy's advanced

troops had been driven in, and the extent of his real position more or

less accurately defined. The decisive attack, of which the ----th Division

was to form a part, was to be directed against the left. Barring the way

on this flank, however, was a hill marked on the map as Point 548, which

was situate about two miles in front of the main hostile position. The

enemy had not yet been dislodged from this salient, but a brigade of

infantry had been detailed to assault it that night. In the event of

success a battery was to be sent forward to occupy it at dawn, after

which the main attack would begin. General Maudeslay had been ordered

to provide this battery.

"Don't put anything in orders about it, though, Hartley," he said. "It

will have to be one from the ----th Brigade, which has suffered least so

far. I'll send separate confidential instructions to the Colonel. Get an

orderly, will you, Tony?"

"I'll take the message myself, sir, if I may," suggested the A.D.C.

"It's my own brigade, and I'd like to look them up."

"All right; only don't forget to come back," said the General, smiling.

Tony pocketed the envelope and peered out into the night. The rain had

ceased and the sky was clear. Far away to right and left the bivouac

fires glimmered like reflections of the starry heavens. The troops, worn

out with the hardships of the day, had fallen asleep and the camp was

silent. Only the occasional whinny of a horse, the challenge of a

sentry, or the distant rumbling of benighted transport broke the

stillness.

Tony's way led through the lines of the various batteries. The horses

stood in rows, tied by their heads to long ropes stretched between the

ammunition wagons. Fetlock-deep in liquid mud, without rugs, wet and

underfed, they hung their heads dejectedly--a silent protest against the

tyranny of war.

"Poor old hairies!" thought Tony, as he passed them, his mind picturing

the spotless troop-stables and the shining coats that he had known so

well in barracks, not a month ago.

He found the officers of his brigade assembled beneath a tarpaulin.

Their baggage had been hours late, and though it was nearly eleven

o'clock the evening meal was still in progress. He handed his message to

the Adjutant and sat down to exchange greetings with his brother

subalterns.

"Oh! there's bully beef for the batteries, but we've salmon all right on

the staff," he sang softly, after sniffing suspiciously at the

unpleasant-looking mess on his neighbour's plate, which was, in fact,

ration tinned beef boiled hurriedly in a camp kettle. The song, of which

the words were his own, fitted neatly to a popular tune of the moment.

It treated of the difference in comfort of life on the staff and that in

the batteries, and gave a verdict distinctly in favour of the former. He

had sung it with immense success about 3 a.m. on his last night at home

with his own brigade.

"Now, Tony," said some one, "you're on the staff. What's going to happen

to-morrow?"

"A big show--will last two or three days, they say. But," he added,

grinning, "you poor devils stuck away behind a hill won't see much of

it. I suppose I shall be sent on my usual message--to tell you that

you're doing no dam' good, and only wasting ammunition!"

But though he chaffed and joked his heart was heavy as he walked back an

hour later. Somewhere out there in the mud was his own battery, which he

worshipped as a god. And he was condemned to live away from it, to be

absent when it dashed into action, when the breech-blocks rattled and

the shells shrieked across the valleys.

He found the others still poring over the map. From the wallet on his

saddle Tony pulled out a large travelling flask.

"I think that this is the time for the issue of my special emergency

ration," he announced.

"What is it, Tony?" asked "the Maud."

"Best old liqueur brandy from our mess in England," he replied, pouring

some into each of the four mugs.

Then he held up his own and added--

"Here's to the guns: may they be well served to-morrow."

Over the enamelled rim the General's eyes met Tony's for a moment, and

he smiled; for he understood the sentiment.

Tony crawled beneath his blankets, and fell into a deep sleep, from

which he roused himself with difficulty a few hours later as the first

grey streaks of dawn were appearing in the sky.

II

The press of work at the headquarters of a division during operations

comes in periods of intense activity, during which every member of the

staff, from the General downwards, feels that he is being asked to do

the work of three men in an impossibly short space of time. One of these

periods, that in which the orders for the initial stages of the attack

had been distributed, had just passed, and a comparative calm had

succeeded. Even the operator of the "buzzer" instrument, ensconced in a

little triangular tent just large enough to hold one man in a prone

position, had found time to smoke.

Divisional headquarters had been established at a point where five roads

met, just below the crest of a low hill. A few yards away the horses

clinked their bits and grazed. Occasionally the distant boom of a gun

made them prick their ears and stare reflectively in the direction of

the sound. The sun, with every promise of a fine day, was slowly

dispelling the mist from the valley and woodlands below.

It was early: the battle had scarcely yet begun.

A huge map had been spread out on a triangular patch of grass at the

road junction, its corners held down with stones. Staff officers lay

around it talking eagerly. Above, on the top of the hill, General

Maudeslay leant against a bank and gazed into the mist. The night

attack, he knew, had been successful, and he was anxiously awaiting the

appearance of the battery on Point 548.

Tony was stretched at full length on the grass below him. He was warm,

he was dry, and he was not hungry--a rare combination on service.

"This would be a grand cub-hunting morning, General," he said.

Ordinarily "the Maud" would have responded with enthusiasm, for hounds

and hunting were the passion of his life. But now his thoughts were

occupied with other matters, and he made no reply.

Then suddenly, as though at the rising of a curtain at a play, things

began to happen. The telephone operator lifted his head with a start as

his instrument began to give out its nervous, jerky, zt--zzz--zt. There

was a clatter of hoofs along the road, and the sliding scrape of a horse

pulled up sharply as an orderly appeared and handed in a message. Rifle

fire, up till then desultory and unnoticed, began to increase in volume.

The mist had gone.

"The Maud," motionless against the bank, kept his glasses to his eyes

for some minutes before lowering them, with a gesture of annoyance and

exclaimed--

"It's curious. That battery ought to be on 548 by now, but I can see no

sign of it."

"You can't see 548 from here, sir. It's hidden behind that wood," said

Tony, pointing as he spoke.

"What do you mean? There's 548," said the General, also pointing, but to

a hill much farther to their right.

"No, sir--at least not according to my map."

"The Maud" snatched the map from Tony's hand. A second's glance was

enough. On it Point 548 was marked as being farther to the left and

considerably nearer to the enemy.

He turned on Tony like a flash.

"Good Lord! Why didn't you tell me that before?" he cried. "There must

be two different editions of this map. Which one had they in your

brigade when you went over there last night--the right one or the wrong

one?"

But Tony, unfortunately, had no idea. His interest in tactics, as we

have seen, was small, and his visit had not involved him in a discussion

of the plan of battle. He had not even looked at their maps.

"The Maud" walked round in one small circle while he hummed eight bars.

Then he said--

"They must have started for the wrong hill, and in this mist they won't

have realised their danger. That battery will be wiped out unless we can

stop it." He looked round quickly. "Signallers--no--useless: and the

telephone not yet through. Tony, you'll have to go. There's no direct

road. Go straight across country and you may just do it."

Tony was already halfway to the horses.

"Take up Dignity's stirrups two holes," he called as he ran towards

them. "Quick, man, quick!"

It took perhaps twenty seconds, which seemed like as many minutes. He

flung away belt and haversack, crammed his revolver into a side pocket,

and was thrown up into the saddle. "The Maud" himself opened the gate

off the road.

"Like hell, Tony, like hell!"

The General's words, shouted in his ear as he passed through on to the

grass, seemed echoed in the steady beat of Dignity's hoofs as he went up

to his bridle and settled into his long raking stride.

Tony leant out on his horse's neck, his reins crossed jockey fashion,

his knees pressed close against the light hunting saddle. Before him a

faded expanse of green stretched out for two miles to the white cottage

on the hillside which he had chosen as his point. The rush of wind in

his ears, the thud of iron-shod hoofs on sound old turf, the thrill that

is born of speed, made him forget for a moment the war, the enemy, his

mission. He was back in England on a good scenting morning in November.

Hounds were away on a straight-necked fox, and he had got a perfect

start. Almost could he see them beside him, "close packed, eager,

silent as a dream."

This was not humdrum soldiering--cold and hunger, muddy roads and dreary

marches. It was Life.

"Steady, old man."

He leant back, a smile upon his lips, as a fence was flung behind them

and the bottom of the valley came in sight.

"There's a brook: must chance it," he muttered, and then, mechanically

and with instinctive eye, he chose his place. He took a pull until he

felt that Dignity was going well within himself, and then, fifty yards

away, he touched him with his heels and let him out. The stream, swollen

with the deluge of the previous day, had become a torrent of swirling,

muddy water, and it was by no means narrow. But Dignity knew his

business. Gathering his powerful quarters under him in the last stride,

he took off exactly right and fairly hurled himself into space.

They landed with about an inch to spare.

"Good for you!" cried Tony, standing in his stirrups and looking back,

as they breasted the slope beyond. From the top he had hoped to see the

battery somewhere on the road, but he found that the wood obstructed

his view, and he was still uncertain, therefore, as to whether he was in

time or not.

"It's a race," he said, and sat down in his saddle to ride a finish.

But halfway across the next field Dignity put a foreleg into a blind and

narrow drain and turned completely over.

Tony was thrown straight forward on to his head and stunned.

* * * * *

A quarter of an hour later he had recovered consciousness and was

staring about him stupidly. The air was filled with the din of battle,

but apparently the only living thing near him was Dignity, quietly

grazing. He noticed, at first without understanding, that the horse

moved on three legs only. His off foreleg was swinging. Tony got up and

limped stiffly towards him. He bent down to feel the leg and found that

it was broken.

Slowly, reluctantly, he pulled out his revolver and put in a cartridge.

It was, perhaps, the hardest thing he had ever had to do. He drew

Dignity's head down towards the ground, placed the muzzle against his

forehead and fired.

The horse swayed for a fraction of a second then collapsed forward,

lifeless, with a thud: and Tony felt as though his heart would break.

Gradually he began to remember what had happened, and he wondered

vaguely how long he had lain unconscious. In front of him stretched the

wood which he had seen before he started, hiding from his view not only

the actual hill but the road which led to it. He knew that on foot,

bruised and shaken as he was, he could never now arrive in time. He had

failed, and must return.

Then, as he stood sadly watching Dignity's fast glazing eyes he heard

the thunder of hundreds of galloping hoofs, and looked up quickly. Round

the corner of the wood, in wild career, came, not a cavalry charge as he

had half expected, but teams--gun teams and limbers--but no guns. The

battery had got into action on the hill, but a lucky hostile shell, wide

of its mark, had dropped into the wagon line and stampeded the horses. A

few drivers still remained, striving in vain to pull up. They might as

well have tried to stop an avalanche.

Tony watched them flash past him to the rear. Still dazed with his fall,

it was some seconds before the truth burst upon him.

_He knew those horses._

"My God!" he cried aloud, "it's my own battery that's up there!"

In a moment all thought of his obvious duty--to return and report--was

banished from his mind. He forgot the staff and his connection with it.

One idea, and one only, possessed him--somehow, anyhow, to get to the

guns.

Dizzily he started off towards the hill. His progress was slow and

laboured. His head throbbed as though there was a metal piston within

beating time upon his brain. The hot sun caused the sweat to stream into

his eyes. The ground was heavy, and his feet sank into it at every step.

Twice he stopped to vomit.

At last he reached the road and followed the tracks of the gun-wheels up

it until he came to the gap in the hedge through which the battery had

evidently gone on its way into action. The slope was strewn with dead

and dying horses: drivers were crushed beneath them; and an up-ended

limber pointed its pole to the sky like the mast of a derelict ship. The

ground was furrowed with the impress of many heavy wheels, and

everywhere was ripped and scarred with the bullet marks of low-burst

shrapnel. But ominously enough, amid all these signs of conflict no

hostile fire seemed to come in his direction.

The hill rose sharply for a hundred yards or so, and then ran forward

for some distance nearly flat. Tony therefore, crawling up, did not see

the battery until he was quite close to it.

Panting, he stopped aghast and stared.

Four guns were in position with their wagons beside them. The remnants

of the detachments crouched behind the shields. Piles of empty

cartridge-cases and little mounds of turf behind the trails testified

that these four guns, at least, had been well served. But the others!

One was still limbered up: evidently a shell had burst immediately in

front of it. Its men and horses were heaped up round it almost as though

they were tin soldiers which a child had swept together on the floor.

The remaining gun pointed backward down the hill, forlorn and desolate.

In the distance, for miles and miles, the noise of battle crashed and

thundered in the air. But here it seemed some magic spell was cast, and

everything was still and silent as the grave.

Sick at heart, Tony contemplated the scene of carnage and destruction

for one brief moment. Then he made his way towards the only officer whom

he could see, and from him learnt exactly what had happened.

The Major commanding the battery, it appeared, deceived first by the map

and then by the fog, had halted his whole battery where he imagined that

it was hidden from view. But as soon as the mist had cleared away he

found that it was exposed to the fire of the hostile artillery at a

range of little more than a mile. The battery had been caught by a hail

of shrapnel before it could get into action. Only this one officer

remained, and there were but just enough men to work the four guns that

were in position. Ammunition, too, was getting very short.

Tony looked at his watch. It was only eight o'clock. From his vague idea

of the general plan of battle he knew that the decisive attack would

eventually sweep forward over the hill on which he stood. But how soon?

At any moment the enemy might launch a counter-attack and engulf his

battery. Its position could hardly have been worse. Owing to the flat

top of the hill nothing could be seen from the guns except the three

hundred yards immediately in front of them and the high ground a mile

away on which the enemy's artillery was posted. The intervening space

was hidden. Yet it was impossible to move. Any attempt to go forward to

where they could see, or backward to where they would be safe, would be

greeted, Tony knew well enough, with a burst of fire which would mean

annihilation. Besides, he remembered the stampeding wagon line. The

battery was without horses, immobile. To wait patiently for succour was

its only hope.

Having ascertained that a man had been posted out in front to give

warning of an attack, Tony sat down to await developments with

philosophic calm. The fact that he had no right to be there at all, but

that his place was with the General, did not concern him in the

slightest. It had always been his ambition "to fight a battery in the

real thing," as he would himself have phrased it, and he foresaw that he

was about to do so with a vengeance. He was distressed by the havoc that

he saw, but in all other respects he was content.

For hours nothing happened. The enemy evidently considered that the

battery was effectually silenced, and did not deign to waste further

ammunition upon it. Then, when Tony had almost fallen asleep, the sentry

at the forward crest semaphored in a message----

"Long thick line of infantry advancing: will reach foot of hill in about

five minutes. Supports behind." Almost at the same moment an orderly

whom Tony recognised as belonging to his General's staff arrived from

the rear. Tony seized upon him eagerly.

"Where have you come from?" he demanded.

"From the General, sir. 'E sent me to find you and to tell you to come

back."

"Did you pass any of our infantry on your way?"

"Yes, sir. There's a lot coming on. They'll be round the wood in a

minute or two."

"Well, go back to them and give _any_ officer this message," said Tony,

writing rapidly in his note-book.

"Beg pardon, sir, but that will take me out of my way. I'm the last

orderly the General 'as got left, and I was told to find out what 'ad

'appened 'ere, and then to come straight back."

"I don't care a damn what you were told. You go with that message

_now_."

The man hurried off, and Tony walked along the line of guns, saw that

they were laid on the crest line in front, and that the fuzes were set

at zero. This would have the effect of bursting the shell at the

muzzles, and so creating a death-zone of leaden bullets through which

the attacking infantry would have to fight their way. Then he took up

his post behind an ammunition wagon on the right of the battery, and

fixed his eyes on the signaller in front. He felt himself to be in the

same state of tingling excitement as when he waited outside a good

fox-covert expecting the welcome "Gone away!"

Suddenly the signaller rose, and, crouching low, bolted back towards the

guns. Just as he reached them a few isolated soldiers began to appear

over the crest in front. As soon as they saw the guns they lay down

waiting for support. They were the advanced scouts of a battalion.

A moment afterwards, a thick line of men came in sight. The sun gleamed

on their bayonets. There was a shout, and they surged forward towards

the battery.

"Three rounds gun fire!" Tony shouted. The four guns went off almost

simultaneously, and at once the whole front was enveloped in thick,

white smoke from the bursting shell. In spite of diminished detachments

the guns were quickly served. Again and once again they spoke within a

second of each other.

The smoke cleared slowly, for there was scarcely a breath of wind.

Meanwhile the assailants had taken cover, and were beginning to use

their rifles. Bullets, hundreds of them, tore the ground in front and

clanged against the shields. Tony stepped back a few yards and looked

down into the valley behind him. A thin line of skirmishers had almost

reached the foot of the hill. His message had been delivered.

He came back to the cover of his wagon. The enemy began to come forward

by rushes--a dozen men advancing twenty yards, perhaps.

"Repeat!" said Tony.

Again the guns blazed and roared: again the pall of smoke obscured the

view. A long trailing line of infantry began to climb the hill behind

him. But the enemy was working round the flanks of the battery and

preparing for the final rush. It was a question of whether friend or foe

would reach him first. For the second time that day Tony muttered, "It's

a race!"

Then, as he saw the whole line rise and charge straight at him----

"Gun fire!" he yelled above the din, knowing that by that order the

ammunition would be expended to the last round.

He jumped to the gun nearest him, working the breech with mechanical

precision, while the only gunner left in the detachment loaded and

fired.

"Last round, sir," came in a hoarse whisper, as Tony slammed the breech

and leant back with left arm outstretched ready to swing it open again.

In front they could see nothing: the smoke hung like a thick white

blanket. Tony drew his revolver and stood up, peering over the shield,

expecting every moment to see a line of bayonets emerge.

There was a roar behind. He heard the rush of feet and the rattle of

equipment. He was conscious of the smell of sweating bodies and the

sight of wild, frenzied faces. Then the charge, arriving just in time,

swept past him, a mad irresistible wave of humanity, driving the enemy

before it and leaving the guns behind like rocks after the passage of a

flood.

Tony fell back over the trail in a dead faint.

* * * * *

Long afterwards, when the tide of battle had rolled on towards the

opposing heights, Tony, pale, grimy, but exultant, started back with the

intention of rejoining his General. Halfway down the hill he met him

riding up.

Tony turned and walked beside him.

"What's happened here, and where the devil have you been all day?" asked

"the Maud," angrily.

"I've been here, sir."

"So it appears. I sent an orderly to find you, and all you did was to

despatch him on a message of your own, I understand. We were in urgent

need of information as to what had happened up here. You failed to stop

this battery, and it was your duty to come straight back and tell me

so."

Tony had never seen the placid Maud so angry. He glanced up at him as he

sat there bolt upright on his horse looking straight to his front.

"It was my own battery," said Tony. Then, after a pause, he added

recklessly, "Would you have come back, sir, if you'd been me?"

The Maud stared past him up the hill. He saw the guns, with the dead and

wounded strewn around them, safe. He was a gunner first, a General only

afterwards. He hummed a little tune.

"No," he said, "I wouldn't."