CHAPTER VII.

ATHEISM AS I KNEW AND TAUGHT IT.

The first step which leaves behind the idea of a limited and personal

God, an extra-cosmic Creator, and leads the student to the point

whence Atheism and Pantheism diverge, is the recognition that a

profound unity of substance underlies the infinite diversities of

natural phenomena, the discernment of the One beneath the Many. This

was the step I had taken ere my first meeting with Charles Bradlaugh,

and I had written:--

"It is manifest to all who will take the trouble to think steadily,

that there can be only one eternal and underived substance, and that

matter and spirit must, therefore, only be varying manifestations of

this one substance. The distinction made between matter and spirit is,

then, simply made for the sake of convenience and clearness, just as

we may distinguish perception from judgment, both of which, however,

are alike processes of thought. Matter is, in its constituent elements,

the same as spirit; existence is _one_, however manifold in its

phenomena; life is one, however multiform in its evolution. As the

heat of the coal differs from the coal itself, so do memory,

perception, judgment, emotion, and will differ from the brain which is

the instrument of thought. But nevertheless they are all equally

products of the one sole substance, varying only in their

conditions.... I find myself, then, compelled to believe that one only

substance exists in all around me; that the universe is eternal, or at

least eternal so far as our faculties are concerned, since we cannot,

as some one has quaintly put it, 'get to the outside of everywhere';

that a Deity cannot be conceived of as apart from the universe; that

the Worker and the Work are inextricably interwoven, and in some sense

eternally and indissolubly combined. Having got so far, we will

proceed to examine into the possibility of proving the existence of

that one essence popularly called by the name of _God_, under the

conditions strictly defined by the orthodox. Having demonstrated, as I

hope to do, that the orthodox idea of God is unreasonable and absurd,

we will endeavour to ascertain whether _any_ idea of God, worthy to be

called an idea, is attainable in the present state of our faculties."

"The Deity must of necessity be that one and only substance out of

which all things are evolved, under the uncreated conditions and

eternal laws of the universe; He must be, as Theodore Parker somewhat

oddly puts it, 'the materiality of matter as well as the spirituality

of spirit'--_i.e._, these must both be products of this one substance;

a truth which is readily accepted as soon as spirit and matter are

seen to be but different modes of one essence. Thus we identify

substance with the all-comprehending and vivifying force of nature,

and in so doing we simply reduce to a physical impossibility the

existence of the Being described by the orthodox as a God possessing

the attributes of personality. The Deity becomes identified with

nature, co-extensive with the universe, but the _God_ of the orthodox

no longer exists; we may change the signification of God, and use the

word to express a different idea, but we can no longer mean by it a

Personal Being in the orthodox sense, possessing an individuality

which divides Him from the rest of the universe."[3]

Proceeding to search whether _any_ idea of God was attainable, I came

to the conclusion that evidence of the existence of a conscious Power

was lacking, and that the ordinary proofs offered were inconclusive;

that we could grasp phenomena and no more. "There appears, also, to

be a possibility of a mind in nature, though we have seen that

intelligence is, strictly speaking, impossible. There cannot be

perception, memory, comparison, or judgment, but may there not be a

perfect mind, unchanging, calm, and still? Our faculties fail us when

we try to estimate the Deity, and we are betrayed into contradictions

and absurdities; but does it therefore follow that He _is_ not? It

seems to me that to deny His existence is to overstep the boundaries

of our thought-power almost as much as to try and define it. We

pretend to know the Unknown if we declare Him to be the Unknowable.

Unknowable to us at present, yes! Unknowable for ever, in other

possible stages of existence? We have reached a region into which we

cannot penetrate; here all human faculties fail us; we bow our heads

on 'the threshold of the unknown.'

"'And the ear of man cannot hear, and the eye of man cannot see,

But if we could see and hear, this vision--were it not He?'

Thus sings Alfred Tennyson, the poet of metaphysics: '_if_ we could

see and hear.' Alas! it is always an 'if!'[4]

This refusal to believe without evidence, and the declaration that

anything "behind phenomena" is unknowable to man as at present

constituted--these are the two chief planks of the Atheistic platform,

as Atheism was held by Charles Bradlaugh and myself. In 1876 this

position was clearly reaffirmed. "It is necessary to put briefly the

Atheistic position, for no position is more continuously and more

persistently misrepresented. Atheism is _without_ God. It does not

assert _no_ God. 'The Atheist does not say "There is no God," but he

says, "I know not what you mean by God; I am without idea of God; the

word God is to me a sound conveying no clear or distinct affirmation.

I do not deny God, because I cannot deny that of which I have no

conception, and the conception of which, by its affirmer, is so

imperfect that he is unable to define it to me."' (Charles Bradlaugh,

"Freethinker's Text-book," p. 118.) The Atheist neither affirms nor

denies the possibility of phenomena differing from those recognised by

human experience.... As his knowledge of the universe is extremely

limited and very imperfect, the Atheist declines either to deny or to

affirm anything with regard to modes of existence of which he knows

nothing. Further, he refuses to believe anything concerning that of

which he knows nothing, and affirms that that which can never be the

subject of knowledge ought never to be the object of belief. While the

Atheist, then, neither affirms nor denies the unknown, he _does_ deny

all which conflicts with the knowledge to which he has already

attained. For example, he _knows_ that one is one, and that three

times one are three; he _denies_ that three times one are, or can be,

one. The position of the Atheist is a clear and a reasonable one: I

know nothing about 'God,' and therefore I do not believe in Him or in

it; what you tell me about your God is self-contradictory, and is

therefore incredible. I do not deny 'God,' which is an unknown tongue

to me; I do deny your God, who is an impossibility. I am without

God."[5] Up to 1887 I find myself writing on the same lines: "No man

can rationally affirm 'There is no God,' until the word 'God' has for

him a definite meaning, and until everything that exists is known to

him, and known with what Leibnitz calls 'perfect knowledge.' The

Atheist's denial of the Gods begins only when these Gods are defined

or described. Never yet has a God been defined in terms which were not

palpably self-contradictory and absurd; never yet has a God been

described so that a concept of Him was made possible to human

thought--Nor is anything gained by the assertors of Deity when they

allege that He is incomprehensible. If 'God' exists and is

incomprehensible, His incomprehensibility is an admirable reason for

being silent about Him, but can never justify the affirmation of

self-contradictory propositions, and the threatening of people with

damnation if they do not accept them."[6] "The belief of the Atheist

stops where his evidence stops. He believes in the existence of the

universe, judging the accessible proof thereof to be adequate, and he

finds in this universe sufficient cause for the happening of all

phenomena. He finds no intellectual satisfaction in placing a gigantic

conundrum behind the universe, which only adds its own

unintelligibility to the already sufficiently difficult problem of

existence. Our lungs are not fitted to breathe beyond the atmosphere

which surrounds our globe, and our faculties cannot breathe outside

the atmosphere of the phenomenal."[7] And I summed up this essay with

the words: "I do not believe in God. My mind finds no grounds on which

to build up a reasonable faith. My heart revolts against the spectre

of an Almighty Indifference to the pain of sentient beings. My

conscience rebels against the injustice, the cruelty, the inequality,

which surround me on every side. But I believe in Man. In man's

redeeming power; in man's remoulding energy; in man's approaching

triumph, through knowledge, love, and work."[8]

These views of existence naturally colour all views of life and of the

existence of the Soul. And here steps in the profound difference

between Atheism and Pantheism; both posit an Existence at present

inscrutable by human faculties, of which all phenomena are modes; but

to the Atheist that Existence manifests as Force-Matter, unconscious,

unintelligent, while to the Pantheist it manifests as Life-Matter,

conscious, intelligent. To the one, life and consciousness are

attributes, properties, dependent upon arrangements of matter; to the

other they are fundamental, essential, and only limited in their

manifestation by arrangements of matter. Despite the attraction held

for me in Spinoza's luminous arguments, the over-mastering sway which

Science was beginning to exercise over me drove me to seek for the

explanation of all problems of life and mind at the hands of the

biologist and the chemist. They had done so much, explained so much,

could they not explain all? Surely, I thought, the one safe ground is

that of experiment, and the remembered agony of doubt made me very

slow to believe where I could not prove. So I was fain to regard life

as an attribute, and this again strengthened the Atheistic position.

"Scientifically regarded, life is not an entity but a property; it is

not a mode of existence, but a characteristic of certain modes. Life

is the result of an arrangement of matter, and when rearrangement

occurs the former result can no longer be present; we call the result

of the changed arrangement death. Life and death are two convenient

words for expressing the general outcome of two arrangements of

matter, one of which is always found to precede the other."[9] And

then, having resorted to chemistry for one illustration, I took

another from one of those striking and easily grasped analogies,

facility for seeing and presenting which has ever been one of the

secrets of my success as a propagandist. Like pictures, they impress

the mind of the hearer with a vivid sense of reality. "Every one knows

the exquisite iridiscence of mother-of-pearl, the tender, delicate

hues which melt into each other, glowing with soft radiance. How

different is the dull, dead surface of a piece of wax. Yet take that

dull, black wax and mould it so closely to the surface of the

mother-of-pearl that it shall take every delicate marking of the

shell, and when you raise it the seven-hued glory shall smile at you

from the erstwhile colourless surface. For, though it be to the naked

eye imperceptible, all the surface of the mother-of-pearl is in

delicate ridges and furrows, like the surface of a newly-ploughed

field; and when the waves of light come dashing up against the ridged

surface, they are broken like the waves on a shingly shore, and are

flung backwards, so that they cross each other and the oncoming waves;

and, as every ray of white light is made up of waves of seven colours,

and these waves differ in length each from the others, the fairy

ridges fling them backward separately, and each ray reaches the eye by

itself; so that the colour of the mother-of-pearl is really the spray

of the light waves, and comes from arrangement of matter once again.

Give the dull, black wax the same ridges and furrows, and its glory

shall differ in nothing from that of the shell. To apply our

illustration: as the colour belongs to one arrangement of matter and

the dead surface to another, so life belongs to some arrangements of

matter and is their resultant, while the resultant of other

arrangements is death."[10]

The same line of reasoning naturally was applied to the existence of

"spirit" in man, and it was argued that mental activity, the domain of

the "spirit," was dependent on bodily organisation. "When the babe is

born it shows no sign of mind. For a brief space hunger and repletion,

cold and warmth are its only sensations. Slowly the specialised senses

begin to function; still more slowly muscular movements, at first

aimless and reflex, become co-ordinated and consciously directed.

There is no sign here of an intelligent spirit controlling a

mechanism; there is every sign of a learning and developing

intelligence, developing _pari passu_ with the organism of which it is

a function. As the body grows, the mind grows with it, and the

childish mind of the child develops into the hasty, quickly-judging,

half-informed, unbalanced youthful mind of the youth; with maturity of

years comes maturity of mind, and body and mind are vigorous and in

their prime. As old age comes on and the bodily functions decay, the

mind decays also, until age passes into senility, and body and mind

sink into second childhood. Has the immortal spirit decayed with the

organisation, or is it dwelling in sorrow, bound in its 'house of

clay'? If this be so, the 'spirit' must be unconscious, or else

separate from the very individual whose essence it is supposed to be,

for the old man does not suffer when his mind is senile, but is

contented as a little child. And not only is this constant,

simultaneous growth and decay of body and mind to be observed, but we

know that mental functions are disordered and suspended by various

physical conditions. Alcohol, many drugs, fever, disorder the mind; a

blow on the cranium suspends its functions, and the 'spirit' returns

with the surgeon's trepanning. Does the 'spirit' take part in dreams?

Is it absent from the idiot, from the lunatic? Is it guilty of

manslaughter when the madman murders, or does it helplessly watch its

own instrument performing actions at which it shudders? If it can only

work here through an organism, is its nature changed in its

independent life, severed from all with which it was identified? Can

it, in its 'disembodied state,' have anything in common with its

past?"[11]

It will be seen that my unbelief in the existence of the Soul or

Spirit was a matter of cold, calm reasoning. As I wrote in 1885: "For

many of us evidence must precede belief. I would gladly believe in a

happy immortality for all, as I would gladly believe that all misery

and crime and poverty will disappear in 1885--_if I could_. But I am

unable to believe an improbable proposition unless convincing evidence

is brought in support of it. Immortality is most improbable; no

evidence is brought forward in its favour. I cannot believe only

because I wish."[12] Such was the philosophy by which I lived from

1874 to 1886, when first some researches that will be dealt with in

their proper place, and which led me ultimately to the evidence I had

before vainly demanded, began to shake my confidence in its adequacy.

Amid outer storm and turmoil and conflict, I found it satisfy my

intellect, while lofty ideals of morality fed my emotions. I called

myself Atheist, and rightly so, for I was without God, and my horizon

was bounded by life on earth; I gloried in the name then, as it is

dear to my heart now, for all the associations with which it is

connected. "Atheist is one of the grandest titles a man can wear; it

is the Order of Merit of the world's heroes. Most great discoverers,

most deep-thinking philosophers, most earnest reformers, most toiling

pioneers of progress, have in their turn had flung at them the name of

Atheist. It was howled over the grave of Copernicus; it was clamoured

round the death-pile of Bruno; it was yelled at Vanini, at Spinoza, at

Priestley, at Voltaire, at Paine; it has become the laurel-bay of the

hero, the halo of the martyr; in the world's history it has meant the

pioneer of progress, and where the cry of 'Atheist' is raised there

may we be sure that another step is being taken towards the redemption

of humanity. The saviours of the world are too often howled at as

Atheists, and then worshipped as Deities. The Atheists are the

vanguard of the army of Freethought, on whom falls the brunt of the

battle, and are shivered the hardest of the blows; their feet trample

down the thorns that others may tread unwounded; their bodies fill up

the ditch that, by the bridge thus made, others may pass to victory.

Honour to the pioneers of progress, honour to the vanguard of

Liberty's army, honour to those who to improve earth have forgotten

heaven, and who in their zeal for man have forgotten God."[13]

This poor sketch of the conception of the universe, to which I had

conquered my way at the cost of so much pain, and which was the inner

centre round which my life revolved for twelve years, may perhaps show

that the Atheistic Philosophy is misjudged sorely when it is scouted

as vile or condemned as intellectually degraded. It has outgrown

anthropomorphic deities, and it leaves us face to face with Nature,

open to all her purifying, strengthening inspirations. "There is only

one kind of prayer," it says, "which is reasonable, and that is the

deep, silent adoration of the greatness and beauty and order around

us, as revealed in the realms of non-rational life and in Humanity; as

we bow our heads before the laws of the universe, and mould our lives

into obedience to their voice, we find a strong, calm peace steal over

our hearts, a perfect trust in the ultimate triumph of the right, a

quiet determination to 'make our lives sublime.' Before our own high

ideals, before those lives which show us 'how high the tides of Divine

life have risen in the human world,' we stand with hushed voice and

veiled face; from them we draw strength to emulate, and even dare

struggle to excel. The contemplation of the ideal is true prayer; it

inspires, it strengthens, it ennobles. The other part of prayer is

work; from contemplation to labour, from the forest to the street.

Study nature's laws, conform to them, work in harmony with them, and

work becomes a prayer and a thanksgiving, an adoration of the

universal wisdom, and a true obedience to the universal law."[14]

To a woman of my temperament, filled with passionate desire for the

bettering of the world, the elevation of humanity, a lofty system of

ethics was of even more importance than a logical, intellectual

conception of the universe; and the total loss of all faith in a

righteous God only made me more strenuously assertive of the binding

nature of duty and the overwhelming importance of conduct. In 1874

this conviction found voice in a pamphlet on the "True Basis of

Morality," and in all the years of my propaganda on the platform of

the National Secular Society no subject was more frequently dealt with

in my lectures than that of human ethical growth and the duty of man

to man. No thought was more constantly in my mind than that of the

importance of morals, and it was voiced at the very outset of my

public career. Speaking of the danger lest "in these stirring times of

inquiry," old sanctions of right conduct should be cast aside ere new

ones were firmly established, I wrote: "It therefore becomes the duty

of every one who fights in the ranks of Freethought, and who ventures

to attack the dogmas of the Churches, and to strike down the

superstitions which enslave men's intellect, to beware how he uproots

sanctions of morality which he is too weak to replace, or how, before

he is prepared with better ones, he removes the barriers which do yet,

however poorly, to some extent check vice and repress crime.... That

which touches morality touches the heart of society; a high and pure

morality is the life-blood of humanity; mistakes in belief are

inevitable, and are of little moment; mistakes in life destroy

happiness, and their destructive consequences spread far and wide. It

is, then, a very important question whether we, who are endeavouring

to take away from the world the authority on which has hitherto been

based all its morality, can offer a new and firm ground whereupon may

safely be built up the fair edifice of a noble life."

I then proceeded to analyse revelation and intuition as a basis for

morals, and, discarding both, I asserted: "The true basis of morality

is utility; that is, the adaptation of our actions to the promotion of

the general welfare and happiness; the endeavour so to rule our lives

that we may serve and bless mankind." And I argued for this basis,

showing that the effort after virtue was implied in the search for

happiness: "Virtue is an indispensable part of all true and solid

happiness.... But it is, after all, only reasonable that happiness

should be the ultimate test of right and wrong, if we live, as we do,

in a realm of law. Obedience to law must necessarily result in

harmony, and disobedience in discord. But if obedience to law result

in harmony it must also result in happiness--all through nature

obedience to law results in happiness, and through obedience each

living thing fulfils the perfection of its being, and in that

perfection finds its true happiness." It seemed to me most important

to remove morality from the controversies about religion, and to give

it a basis of its own: "As, then, the grave subject of the existence

of Deity is a matter of dispute, it is evidently of deep importance to

society that morality should not be dragged into this battlefield, to

stand or totter with the various theories of the Divine nature which

human thought creates and destroys. If we can found morality on a

basis apart from theology, we shall do humanity a service which can

scarcely be overestimated." A study of the facts of nature, of the

consequences of man in society, seemed sufficient for such a basis.

"Our faculties do not suffice to tell us about God; they do suffice to

study phenomena, and to deduce laws from correlated facts. Surely,

then, we should do wisely to concentrate our strength and our energies

on the discovery of the attainable, instead of on the search after the

unknowable. If we are told that morality consists in obedience to the

supposed will of a supposed perfectly moral being, because in so doing

we please God, then we are at once placed in a region where our

faculties are useless to us, and where our judgment is at fault. But

if we are told that we are to lead noble lives, because nobility of

life is desirable for itself alone, because in so doing we are acting

in harmony with the laws of Nature, because in so doing we spread

happiness around our pathway and gladden our fellow-men--then, indeed,

motives are appealed to which spring forward to meet the call, and

chords are struck in our hearts which respond in music to the touch."

It was to the establishment of this secure basis that I bent my

energies, this that was to me of supreme moment. "Amid the fervid

movement of society, with its wild theories and crude social reforms,

with its righteous fury against oppression and its unconsidered

notions of wider freedom and gladder life, it is of vital importance

that morality should stand on a foundation unshakable; that so through

all political and religious revolutions human life may grow purer and

nobler, may rise upwards into settled freedom, and not sink downwards

into anarchy. Only utility can afford us a sure basis, the

reasonableness of which will be accepted alike by thoughtful student

and hard-headed artisan. Utility appeals to all alike, and sets in

action motives which are found equally in every human heart. Well

shall it be for humanity that creeds and dogmas pass away, that

superstition vanishes, and the clear light of freedom and science

dawns on a regenerated earth--but well only if men draw tighter and

closer the links of trustworthiness, of honour, and of truth. Equality

before the law is necessary and just; liberty is the birthright of

every man and woman; free individual development will elevate and

glorify the race. But little worth these priceless jewels, little

worth liberty and equality with all their promise for mankind, little

worth even wider happiness, if that happiness be selfish, if true

fraternity, true brotherhood, do not knit man to man, and heart to

heart, in loyal service to the common need, and generous

self-sacrifice to the common good."[15]

To the forwarding of this moral growth of man, two things seemed to me

necessary--an Ideal which should stir the emotions and impel to

action, and a clear understanding of the sources of evil and of the

methods by which they might be drained. Into the drawing of the first

I threw all the passion of my nature, striving to paint the Ideal in

colours which should enthral and fascinate, so that love and desire to

realise might stir man to effort. If "morality touched by emotion" be

religion, then truly was I the most religious of Atheists, finding in

this dwelling on and glorifying of the Ideal full satisfaction for the

loftiest emotions. To meet the fascination exercised over men's hearts

by the Man of Sorrows, I raised the image of man triumphant, man

perfected. "Rightly is the ideal Christian type of humanity a Man of

Sorrows. Jesus, with worn and wasted body; with sad, thin lips, curved

into a mournful droop of penitence for human sin; with weary eyes

gazing up to heaven because despairing of earth; bowed down and aged

with grief and pain, broken-hearted with long anguish, broken-spirited

with unresisted ill-usage--such is the ideal man of the Christian

creed. Beautiful with a certain pathetic beauty, telling of the long

travail of earth, eloquent of the sufferings of humanity, but not the

model type to which men should conform their lives, if they would make

humanity glorious. And, therefore, in radiant contrast with this,

stands out in the sunshine and under the blue summer sky, far from

graveyards and torture of death agony, the fair ideal Humanity of the

Atheist. In form strong and fair, perfect in physical development as

the Hercules of Grecian art, radiant with love, glorious in

self-reliant power; with lips bent firm to resist oppression, and

melting into soft curves of passion and of pity; with deep, far-seeing

eyes, gazing piercingly into the secrets of the unknown, and resting

lovingly on the beauties around him; with hands strong to work in the

present; with heart full of hope which the future shall realise;

making earth glad with his labour and beautiful with his skill--this,

this is the Ideal Man, enshrined in the Atheist's heart. The ideal

humanity of the Christian is the humanity of the slave, poor, meek,

broken-spirited, humble, submissive to authority, however oppressive

and unjust; the ideal humanity of the Atheist is the humanity of the

free man who knows no lord, who brooks no tyranny, who relies on his

own strength, who makes his brother's quarrel his, proud,

true-hearted, loyal, brave."[16]

A one-sided view? Yes. But a very natural outcome of a sunny nature,

for years held down by unhappiness and the harshness of an outgrown

creed. It was the rebound of such a nature suddenly set free,

rejoicing in its liberty and self-conscious strength, and it carried

with it a great power of rousing the sympathetic enthusiasm of men and

women, deeply conscious of their own restrictions and their own

longings. It was the cry of the freed soul that had found articulate

expression, and the many inarticulate and prisoned souls answered to

it tumultously, with fluttering of caged wings. With hot insistence I

battled for the inspiration to be drawn from the beauty and grandeur

of which human life was capable. "Will any one exclaim, 'You are

taking all beauty out of human life, all hope, all warmth, all

inspiration; you give us cold duty for filial obedience, and

inexorable law in the place of God'? All beauty from life? Is there,

then, no beauty in the idea of forming part of the great life of the

universe, no beauty in conscious harmony with Nature, no beauty in

faithful service, no beauty in ideals of every virtue? 'All hope'?

Why, I give you more than hope, I give you certainty; if I bid you

labour for this world, it is with the knowledge that this world will

repay you a, thousand-fold, because society will grow purer, freedom

more settled, law more honoured, life more full and glad. What is your

heaven? A heaven in the clouds! I point to a heaven attainable on

earth. 'All warmth'? What! you serve warmly a God unknown and

invisible, in a sense the projected shadow of your own imaginings, and

can only serve coldly your brother whom you see at your side? There is

no warmth in brightening the lot of the sad, in reforming abuses, in

establishing equal justice for rich and poor? You find warmth in the

church, but none in the home? Warmth in imagining the cloud glories of

heaven, but none in creating substantial glories on earth?' All

inspiration'? If you want inspiration to feeling, to sentiment,

perhaps you had better keep to your Bible and your creeds; if you want

inspiration to work, go and walk through the East of London, or the

back streets of Manchester. You are inspired to tenderness as you gaze

at the wounds of Jesus, dead in Judaea long ago, and find no

inspiration in the wounds of men and women, dying in the England of

to-day? You 'have tears to shed for Him,' but none for the sufferer at

your doors? His passion arouses your sympathies, but you see no pathos

in the passion of the poor? Duty is colder than 'filial obedience'?

What do you mean by filial obedience? Obedience to your ideal of

goodness and love--is it not so? Then how is duty cold? I offer you

ideals for your homage: here is Truth for your Mistress, to whose

exaltation you shall devote your intellect; here is Freedom for your

General, for whose triumph you shall fight; here is Love for your

Inspirer, who shall influence your every thought; here is Man for your

Master--not in heaven, but on earth--to whose service you shall

consecrate every faculty of your being. 'Inexorable law in the place

of God'? Yes; a stern certainty that you shall not waste your life,

yet gather a rich reward at the close; that you shall not sow misery,

yet reap gladness; that you shall not be selfish, yet be crowned with

love; nor shall you sin, yet find safety in repentance. True, our

creed _is_ a stern one, stern with the beautiful sternness of Nature.

But if we be in the right, look to yourselves; laws do not check their

action for your ignorance; fire will not cease to scorch, because you

'did not know.'"[17]

With equal vigour did I maintain that "virtue was its own reward," and

that payment on the other side of the grave was unnecessary as an

incentive to right living. "What shall we say to Miss Cobbe's

contention that duty will 'grow grey and cold' without God and

immortality? Yes, for those with whom duty is a matter of selfish

calculation, and who are virtuous only because they look for a 'golden

crown' in payment on the other side the grave. Those of us who find

joy in right-doing, who work because work is useful to our fellows,

who live well because in such living we pay our contribution to the

world's wealth, leaving earth richer than we found it--we need no

paltry payment after death for our life's labour, for in that labour

is its own 'exceeding great reward.'"[18] But did any one yearn for

immortality, that "not all of me shall die"? "Is it true that Atheism

has no immortality? What is true immortality? Is Beethoven's true

immortality in his continued personal consciousness, or in his

glorious music deathless while the world endures? Is Shelley's true

life in his existence in some far-off heaven, or in the pulsing

liberty his lyrics send through men's hearts, when they respond to the

strains of his lyre? Music does not die, though one instrument be

broken; thought does not die, though one brain be shivered; love does

not die, though one heart's strings be rent; and no great thinker dies

so long as his thought re-echoes through the ages, its melody the

fuller-toned the more human brains send its music on. Not only to the

hero and the sage is this immortality given; it belongs to each

according to the measure of his deeds; world-wide life for world-wide

service; straitened life for straitened work; each reaps as he sows,

and the harvest is gathered by each in his rightful order."[19]

This longing to leave behind a name that will live among men by right

of service done them, this yearning for human love and approval that

springs naturally from the practical and intense realisation of human

brotherhood--these will be found as strong motives in the breasts of

the most earnest men and women who have in our generation identified

themselves with the Freethought cause. They shine through the written

and spoken words of Charles Bradlaugh all through his life, and every

friend of his knows how often he has expressed the longing that "when

the grass grows green over my grave, men may love me a little for the

work I tried to do."

Needless to say that, in the many controversies in which I took part,

it was often urged against me that such motives were insufficient,

that they appealed only to natures already ethically developed, and

left the average man, and, above all, the man below the average, with

no sufficiently constraining motive for right conduct. I resolutely

held to my faith in human nature, and the inherent response of the

human heart when appealed to from the highest grounds; strange--I

often think now--this instinctive certainty I had of man's innate

grandeur, that governed all my thought, inconsistent as that certainty

was with my belief in his purely animal ancestry. Pressed too hard, I

would take refuge in a passionate disdain for all who did not hear the

thrilling voice of Virtue and love her for her own sweet sake. "I have

myself heard the question asked: 'Why should I seek for truth, and why

should I lead a good life, if there be no immortality in which to reap

a reward?' To this question the Freethinker has one clear and short

answer: 'There is no reason why you should seek Truth, if to you the

search has no attracting power. There is no reason why you should lead

a noble life, if you find your happiness in leading a poor and a base

one.' Friends, no one can enjoy a happiness which is too high for his

capabilities; a book may be of intensest interest, but a dog will very

much prefer being given a bone. To him whose highest interest is

centred in his own miserable self, to him who cares only to gain his

own ends, to him who seeks only his own individual comfort, to that

man Freethought can have no attraction. Such a man may indeed be made

religious by a bribe of heaven; he may be led to seek for truth,

because he hopes to gain his reward hereafter by the search; but Truth

disdains the service of the self-seeker; she cannot be grasped by a

hand that itches for reward. If Truth is not loved for her own pure

sake, if to lead a noble life, if to make men happier, if to spread

brightness around us, if to leave the world better than we found

it--if these aims have no attraction for us, if these thoughts do not

inspire us, then we are not worthy to be Secularists, we have no right

to the proud title of Freethinkers. If you want to be paid for your

good lives by living for ever in a lazy and useless fashion in an idle

heaven; if you want to be bribed into nobility of life; if, like silly

children, you learn your lesson not to gain knowledge but to win

sugar-plums, then you had better go back to your creeds and your

churches; they are all you are fit for; you are not worthy to be free.

But we--who, having caught a glimpse of the beauty of Truth, deem the

possession of her worth more than all the world beside; who have made

up our minds to do our work ungrudgingly, asking for no reward beyond

the results which spring up from our labour--we will spread the Gospel

of Freethought among men, until the sad minor melodies of Christianity

have sobbed out their last mournful notes on the dying evening breeze,

and on the fresh morning winds shall ring out the chorus of hope and

joyfulness, from the glad lips of men whom the Truth has at last set

free."[20]

The intellectual comprehension of the sources of evil and the method

of its extinction was the second great plank in my ethical platform.

The study of Darwin and Herbert Spencer, of Huxley, Büchner and

Haeckel, had not only convinced me of the truth of evolution, but,

with help from W.H. Clifford, Lubbock, Buckle, Lecky, and many

another, had led me to see in the evolution of the social instinct the

explanation of the growth of conscience and of the strengthening of

man's mental and moral nature. If man by study of the conditions

surrounding him and by the application of intelligence to the subdual

of external nature, had already accomplished so much, why should not

further persistence along the same road lead to his complete

emancipation? All the evil, anti-social side of his nature was an

inheritance from his brute ancestry, and could be gradually

eradicated; he could not only "let the ape and tiger die," but he

could kill them out." It may be frankly acknowledged that man inherits

from his brute progenitors various bestial tendencies which are in

course of elimination. The wild-beast desire to fight is one of these,

and this has been encouraged, not checked, by religion.... Another

bestial tendency is the lust of the male for the female apart from

love, duty, and loyalty; this again has been encouraged by religion,

as witness the polygamy and concubinage of the Hebrews--as in Abraham,

David, and Solomon, not to mention the precepts of the Mosaic

laws--the bands of male and female prostitutes in connection with

Pagan temples, and the curious outbursts of sexual passion in

connection with religious revivals and missions. Another bestial

tendency is greed, the strongest grabbing all he can and trampling

down the weak, in the mad struggle for wealth; how and when has

religion modified this tendency, sanctified as it is in our present

civilisation? All these bestial tendencies will be eradicated only by

the recognition of human duty, of the social bond. Religion has not

eradicated them, but science, by tracing them to their source in our

brute ancestry, has explained them and has shown them in their true

light. As each recognises that the anti-social tendencies are the

bestial tendencies in man, and that man in evolving further must

evolve out of these, each also feels it part of his personal duty to

curb these in himself, and so to rise further from the brute. This

rational 'co-operation with Nature' distinguishes the scientific from

the religious person, and this constraining sense of obligation is

becoming stronger and stronger in all those who, in losing faith in

God, have gained hope for man."[21]

For this rational setting of oneself on the side of the forces working

for evolution implied active co-operation by personal purity and

nobility." To the Atheist it seems that the knowledge that the

perfecting of the race is only possible by the improvement of the

individual, supplies the most constraining motive which can be

imagined for efforts after personal perfection. The Theist may desire

personal perfection, but his desire is self-centred; each righteous

individual is righteous, as it were, alone, and his righteousness does

not benefit his fellows save as it may make him helpful and loving in

his dealings with them. The Atheist desires personal perfection not

only for his joy in it as beautiful in itself, but because science has

taught him the unity of the race, and he knows that each fresh

conquest of his over the baser parts of his nature, and each

strengthening of the higher, is a gain for all, and not for himself

alone."[22]

Besides all this, the struggle against evil, regarded as transitory

and as a necessary concomitant of evolution, loses its bitterness. "In

dealing with evil, Atheism is full of hope instead of despair. To the

Christian, evil is as everlasting as good; it exists by the permission

of God, and, therefore, by the will of God. Our nature is corrupt,

inclined to evil; the devil is ever near us, working all sin and all

misery. What hope has the Christian face to face with a world's

wickedness? what answer to the question, Whence comes sin? To the

Atheist the terrible problem has in it no figure of despair. Evil

comes from ignorance, we say; ignorance of physical and of moral

facts. Primarily, from ignorance of physical order; parents who dwell

in filthy, unventilated, unweathertight houses, who live on

insufficient, innutritious, unwholesome food, will necessarily be

unhealthy, will lack vitality, will probably have disease lurking in

their veins; such parents will bring into the world ill-nurtured

children, in whom the brain will generally be the least developed part

of the body; such children, by their very formation, will incline to

the animal rather than to the human, and by leading an animal, or

natural, life will be deficient in those qualities which are necessary

in social life. Their surroundings as they grow up, the home, the

food, the associates, all are bad. They are trained into vice,

educated into criminality; so surely as from the sown corn rises the

wheat-ear, so from the sowing of misery, filth, and starvation shall

arise crime. And the root of all is poverty and ignorance. Educate the

children, and give them fair wage for fair work in their maturity, and

crime will gradually diminish and ultimately disappear. Man is

God-made, says Theism; man is circumstance-made, says Atheism. Man is

the resultant of what his parents were, of what his surroundings have

been and are, and of what they have made him; himself the result of

the past he modifies the actual, and so the action and reaction go on,

he himself the effect of what is past, and one of the causes of what

is to come. Make the circumstances good and the results will be good,

for healthy bodies and healthy brains may be built up, and from a

State composed of such the disease of crime will have disappeared.

Thus is our work full of hope; no terrible will of God have we to

struggle against; no despairful future to look forward to, of a world

growing more and more evil, until it is, at last, to burned up; but a

glad, fair future of an ever-rising race, where more equal laws, more

general education, more just division, shall eradicate pauperism,

destroy ignorance, nourish independence, a future to be made the

grander by our struggles, a future to be made the nearer by our

toil."[23]

This joyous, self-reliant facing of the world with the resolute

determination to improve it is characteristic of the noblest Atheism

of our day. And it is thus a distintly elevating factor in the midst

of the selfishness, luxury, and greed of modern civilisation. It is a

virile virtue in the midst of the calculating and slothful spirit

which too ofter veils itself under the pretence or religion. It will

have no putting off of justice to a far-off day of reckoning, and it

is ever spurred on by the feeling, "The night cometh, when no man can

work." Bereft of all hope of a personal future, it binds up its hopes

with that of the race; unbelieving in any aid from Deity, it struggles

the more strenuously to work out man's salvation by his own strength.

"To us there is but small comfort in Miss Cobbe's assurance that

'earth's wrongs and agonies' 'will be righted hereafter.' Granting for

a moment that man survives death what certainty have we that 'the next

world' will be any improvement on this? Miss Cobbe assures us that

this is 'God's world'; whose world will the next be, if not also His?

Will He be stronger there or better, that He should set right in that

world the wrongs He has permitted here? Will He have changed His mind,

or have become weary of the contemplation of suffering? To me the

thought that the world was in the hands of a God who permitted all the

present wrongs and pains to exist would be intolerable, maddening in

its hopelessness. There is every hope of righting earth's wrongs and

of curing earth's pains if the reason and skill of man which have

already done so much are free to do the rest; but if they are to

strive against omnipotence, hopeless indeed is the future of the

world. It is in this sense that the Atheist looks on good as 'the

final goal of ill,' and believing that that goal will be reached the

sooner the more strenuous the efforts of each individual, he works in

the glad certainty that he is aiding the world's progress thitherward.

Not dreaming of a personal reward hereafter, not craving a personal

payment from heavenly treasury, he works and loves, content that he is

building a future fairer than his present, joyous that he is creating

a new earth for a happier race."[24]

Such was the creed and such the morality which governed my life and

thoughts from 1874 to 1886, and with some misgivings to 1889, and from

which I drew strength and happiness amid all outer struggles and

distress. And I shall ever remain grateful for the intellectual and

moral training it gave me, for the self-reliance it nurtured, for the

altruism it inculcated, for the deep feeling of the unity of man that

it fostered, for the inspiration to work that it lent. And perhaps the

chief debt of gratitude I owe to Freethought is that it left the mind

ever open to new truth, encouraged the most unshrinking questioning of

Nature, and shrank from no new conclusions, however adverse to the

old, that were based on solid evidence. I admit sorrowfully that all

Freethinkers do not learn this lesson, but I worked side by side with

Charles Bradlaugh, and the Freethought we strove to spread was

strong-headed and broad-hearted.

The antagonism which, as we shall see in a few moments, blazed out

against me from the commencement of my platform work, was based partly

on ignorance, was partly aroused by my direct attacks on Christianity,

and by the combative spirit I myself showed in those attacks, and very

largely by my extreme Radicalism in politics. I had against me all the

conventional beliefs and traditions of society in general, and I

attacked them, not with bated breath and abundant apologies, but

joyously and defiantly, with sheer delight in the intellectual strife.

I was fired, too, with passionate sympathy for the sufferings of the

poor, for the overburdened, overdriven masses of the people, not only

here but in every land, and wherever a blow was struck at Liberty or

Justice my pen or tongue brake silence. It was a perpetual carrying of

the fiery cross, and the comfortable did not thank me for shaking them

out of their soft repose.

The antagonism that grew out of ignorance regarded Atheism as implying

degraded morality and bestial life, and they assailed my conduct not

on evidence that it was evil, but on the presumption that an Atheist

must be immoral. Thus a Christian opponent at Leicester assailed me as

a teacher of free love, fathering on me views which were maintained in

a book that I had not read, but which, before I had ever seen the

_National Reformer_, had been reviewed in its columns--as it was

reviewed in other London papers--and had been commended for its clear

statement of the Malthusian position, but not for its contention as to

free love, a theory to which Mr. Bradlaugh was very strongly opposed.

Nor were the attacks confined to the ascription to me of theories

which I did not hold, but agents of the Christian Evidence Society, in

their street preaching, made the foulest accusations against me of

personal immorality. Remonstrances addressed to the Rev. Mr. Engström,

the secretary of the society, brought voluble protestations of

disavowal and disapproval; but as the peccant agents were continued in

their employment, the apologies were of small value. No accusation was

too coarse, no slander too baseless, for circulation by these men; and

for a long time these indignities caused me bitter suffering,

outraging my pride, and soiling my good name. The time was to come

when I should throw that good name to the winds for the sake of the

miserable, but in those early days I had done nothing to merit, even

ostensibly, such attacks. Even by educated writers, who should have

known better, the most wanton accusations of violence and would-be

destructiveness were brought against Atheists; thus Miss Frances Power

Cobbe wrote in the _Contemporary Review_ that loss of faith in God

would bring about the secularisation _or destruction_ of all

cathedrals, churches, and chapels. "Why," I wrote in answer, "should

cathedrals, churches, and chapels be destroyed? Atheism will utilise,

not destroy, the beautiful edifices which, once wasted on God, shall

hereafter be consecrated for man. Destroy Westminster Abbey, with its

exquisite arches, its glorious tones of soft, rich colour, its

stonework light as if of cloud, its dreamy, subdued twilight, soothing

as the 'shadow of a great rock in a weary land'? Nay, but reconsecrate

it to humanity. The fat cherubs who tumble over guns and banners on

soldiers' graves will fitly be removed to some spot where their clumsy

forms will no longer mar the upward-springing grace of lines of pillar

and of arch; but the glorious building wherein now barbaric psalms are

chanted and droning canons preach of Eastern follies, shall hereafter

echo the majestic music of Wagner and Beethoven, and the teachers of

the future shall there unveil to thronging multitudes the beauties and

the wonders of the world. The 'towers and spires' will not be effaced,

but they will no longer be symbols of a religion which sacrifices

earth to heaven and Man to God."[25] Between the cultured and the

uncultured burlesques of Atheism we came off pretty badly, being for

the most part regarded, as the late Cardinal Manning termed us, as

mere "cattle."

The moral purity and elevation of Atheistic teaching were overlooked

by many who heard only of my bitter attacks on Christian theology.

Against the teachings of eternal torture, of the vicarious atonement,

of the infallibility of the Bible, I levelled all the strength of my

brain and tongue, and I exposed the history of the Christian Church

with unsparing hand, its persecutions, its religious wars, its

cruelties, its oppressions. Smarting under the suffering inflicted on

myself, and wroth with the cruel pressure continually put on

Freethinkers by Christian employers, speaking under constant threats

of prosecution, identifying Christianity with the political and social

tyrannies of Christendom, I used every weapon that history, science,

criticism, scholarship could give me against the Churches; eloquence,

sarcasm, mockery, all were called on to make breaches in the wall of

traditional belief and crass superstition.

To argument and reason I was ever ready to listen, but I turned a

front of stubborn defiance to all attempts to compel assent to

Christianity by appeals to force. "The threat and the enforcement of

legal and social penalties against unbelief can never compel belief.

Belief must be gained by demonstration; it can never be forced by

punishment. Persecution makes the stronger among us bitter; the weaker

among us hypocrites; it never has made and never can make an honest

convert."[26]

That men and women are now able to speak and think as openly as they

do, that a broader spirit is visible in the Churches, that heresy is

no longer regarded as morally disgraceful--these things are very

largely due to the active and militant propaganda carried on under the

leadership of Charles Bradlaugh, whose nearest and most trusted friend

I was. That my tongue was in the early days bitterer than it should

have been, I frankly acknowledge; that I ignored the services done by

Christianity and threw light only on its crimes, thus committing

injustice, I am ready to admit. But these faults were conquered long

ere I left the Atheistic camp, and they were the faults of my

personality, not of the Atheistic philosophy. And my main contentions

were true, and needed to be made; from many a Christian pulpit to-day

may be heard the echo of the Freethought teachings; men's minds have

been awakened, their knowledge enlarged; and while I condemn the

unnecessary harshness of some of my language, I rejoice that I played

my part in that educating of England which has made impossible for

evermore the crude superstitions of the past, and the repetition of

the cruelties and injustices under which preceding heretics suffered.

But my extreme political views had also much to do with the general

feeling of hatred with which I was regarded. Politics, as such, I

cared not for at all, for the necessary compromises of political life

were intolerable to me; but wherever they touched on the life of the

people they became to me of burning interest. The land question, the

incidence of taxation, the cost of Royalty, the obstructive power of

the House of Lords--these were the matters to which I put my hand; I

was a Home Ruler, too, of course, and a passionate opponent of all

injustice to nations weaker than ourselves, so that I found myself

always in opposition to the Government of the day. Against our

aggressive and oppressive policy in Ireland, in the Transvaal, in

India, in Afghanistan, in Burmah, in Egypt, I lifted up my voice in

all our great towns, trying to touch the consciences of the people,

and to make them feel the immorality of a land-stealing, piratical

policy. Against war, against capital punishment, against flogging,

demanding national education instead of big guns, public libraries

instead of warships--no wonder I was denounced as an agitator, a

firebrand, and that all orthodox society turned up at me its most

respectable nose.

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