I filled this out. “You’ll see very nice people doing it everywhere.”

“Not in Kings Port! At least, not my sort of people!” He stiffly

proclaimed this.

I tried to draw him out. “But is there, after all, any valid objection

to it?”

But he was off on a preceding speculation. “A mother or any parent,” he

said, “might encourage the daughter to smoke, too. And the girl might

take it up so as not to be thought peculiar where she was, and then she

might drop it very gladly.”

I became specific. “Drop it, you mean, when she came to a place where

doing it would be thought--well, in bad style?”

“Or for the better reason,” he answered, “that she didn’t really like it

herself.”

“How much you don’t ‘really like it’ yourself!” I remarked.

This time he was slow. “Well--well--why need they? Are not their lips

more innocent than ours? Is not the association somewhat--?”

“My dear fellow,” I interrupted, “the association is, I think you’ll

have to agree, scarcely of my making!”

“That’s true enough,” he laughed. “And, as you say, very nice people

do it everywhere. But not here. Have you ever noticed,” he now inquired

with continued transparency, “how much harder they are on each other

than we are on them?”

“Oh, yes! I’ve noticed that.” I surmised it was this sort of thing

he had earlier choked himself off from telling me in his unfinished

complaint about his aunt; but I was to learn later that on this occasion

it was upon the poor boy himself and not on the smoking habits of Miss

Rieppe, that his aunt had heavily descended. I also reflected that if

cigarettes were the only thing he deprecated in the lady of his choice,

the lost illusion might be coaxed back. The trouble was that deprecated

something fairly distant from cigarettes. The cake was my quite

sufficient trouble; it stuck in my throat worse than the probably

magnified gossip I had heard; this, for the present, I could manage to

swallow.

He came out now with a personal note. “I suppose you think I’m a ninny.”

“Never in the wildest dream!”

“Well, but too innocent for a man, anyhow.”

“That would be an insult,” I declared laughingly.

“For I’m not innocent in the least. You’ll find we’re all men here, just

as much as any men in the North you could pick out. South Carolina

has never lacked sporting blood, sir. But in Newport--well, sir, we

gentlemen down here, when we wish a certain atmosphere and all that,

have always been accustomed to seek the demi-monde.”

“So it was with us until the women changed it.”

“The women, sir?” He was innocent!

“The ‘ladies,’ as you Southerners so chivalrously continue to style

them. The rich new fashionable ladies became so desperate in their

competition for men’s allegiance that they--well, some of them would, in

the point of conversation, greatly scandalize the smart demi-monde.”

He nodded. “Yes. I heard men say things in drawing-rooms to ladies that

a gentleman here would have been taken out and shot for. And don’t you

agree with me, sir, that good taste itself should be a sort of religion?

I don’t mean to say anything sacrilegious, but it seems to me that even

if one has ceased to believe some parts of the Bible, even if one does

not always obey the Ten Commandments, one is bound, not as a believer

but as a gentleman, to remember the difference between grossness and

refinement, between excess and restraint--that one can have and keep

just as the pagan Greeks did, a moral elegance.”

He astonished me, this ardent, ideal, troubled boy; so innocent

regarding the glaring facts of our new prosperity, so finely penetrating

as to some of the mysteries of the soul. But he was of old Huguenot

blood, and of careful and gentle upbringing; and it was delightful

to find such a young man left upon our American soil untainted by the

present fashionable idolatries.

“I bow to your creed of ‘moral elegance,’” I cried. “It never dies. It

has outlasted all the mobs and all the religions.”

“They seemed to think,” he continued, pursuing his Newport train of

thought, “that to prove you were a dead game sport you must behave

like--behave like--”

“Like a herd of swine,” I suggested.

He was merry. “Ah, if they only would--completely!”

“Completely what?”

“Behave so. Rush over a steep place into the sea.”

We sat in the quiet relish of his Scriptural idea, and the western

crimson and the twilight began to come and mingle with the perfumes.

John Mayrant’s face changed from its vivacity to a sort of pensive

wistfulness, which, for all the dash and spirit in his delicate

features, was somehow the final thing one got from the boy’s expression.

It was as though the noble memories of his race looked out of his eyes,

seeking new chances for distinction, and found instead a soil laid

waste, an empty fatherland, a people benumbed past rousing. Had he not

said, “Poor Kings Port!” as he tapped the gravestone? Moral elegance

could scarcely permit a sigh more direct.

“I am glad that you believe it never dies,” he resumed. “And I am glad

to find somebody to--talk to, you know. My friends here are everything

friends and gentlemen should be, but they don’t--I suppose it’s because

they have not had my special experiences.”

I sat waiting for the boy to go on with it. How plainly he was telling

me of his “special experiences”! He and his creed were not merely in

revolt against the herd of swine; there would be nothing special in

that; I had met people before who were that; but he was tied by honor,

and soon to be tied by the formidable nuptial knot, to a specimen

devotee of the cult. He shouldn’t marry her if he really did not want

to, and I could stop it! But how was I to begin spinning the first faint

web of plan how I might stop it, unless he came right out with the whole

thing? I didn’t believe he was the man to do that ever, even under the

loosening inspiration of drink. In wine lies truth, no doubt; but within

him, was not moral elegance the bottom truth that would, even in his

cups, keep him a gentleman, and control all such revelations? He might

smash the glasses, but he would not speak of his misgivings as to

Hortense Rieppe.

He began again, “Nor do I believe that a really nice girl would continue

to think as those few do, if she once got safe away from them. Why, my

dear sir,” he stretched out his hand in emphasis, “you do not have to

do anything untimely and extreme if you are in good earnest a dead game

sport. The time comes, and you meet the occasion as the duck swims.

There was one of them--the right kind.”

“Where?” I asked.

“Why--you’re leaning against her headstone!”

The little incongruity made us both laugh, but it was only for the

instant. The tender mood of the evening, and all that we had said,

sustained the quiet and almost grave undertone of our conference. My own

quite unconscious act of rising from the grave and standing before him

on the path to listen brought back to us our harmonious pensiveness.

“She was born in Kings Port, but educated in Europe. I don’t suppose

until the time came that she ever did anything harder than speak French,

or play the piano, or ride a horse. She had wealth and so had her

husband. He was killed in the war, and so were two of her sons. The

third was too young to go. Their fortune was swept away, but the

plantation was there, and the negroes were proud to remain faithful to

the family. She took hold of the plantation, she walked the rice-banks

in high boots. She had an overseer, who, it was told her, would possibly

take her life by poison or by violence. She nevertheless lived in that

lonely spot with no protector except her pistol and some directions

about antidotes. She dismissed him when she had proved he was cheating

her; she made the planting pay as well as any man did after the war;

she educated her last son, got him into the navy, and then, one evening,

walking the river-banks too late, she caught the fever and died.

You will understand she went with one step from cherished ease to

single-handed battle with life, a delicately nurtured lady, with no

preparation for her trials.”

“Except moral elegance,” I murmured.

“Ah, that was the point, sir! To see her you would never have guessed

it! She kept her burdens from the sight of all. She wore tribulation as

if it were a flower in her bosom. We children always looked forward

to her coming, because she was so gay and delightful to us, telling

us stories of the old times--old rides when the country was wild, old

journeys with the family and servants to the Hot Springs before the

steam cars were invented, old adventures, with the battle of New Orleans

or a famous duel in them--the sort of stories that begin with (for you

seem to know something of it yourself, sir) ‘Your grandfather, my

dear John, the year that he was twenty, got himself into serious

embarrassments through paying his attentions to two reigning beauties

at once.’ She was full of stories which began in that sort of pleasant

way.”

I said: “When a person like that dies, an impoverishment falls upon us;

the texture of life seems thinner.”

“Oh, yes, indeed! I know what you mean--to lose the people one has

always seen from the cradle. Well, she has gone away, she has taken

her memories out of the world, the old times, the old stories. Nobody,

except a little nutshell of people here, knows or cares anything about

her any more; and soon even the nutshell will be empty.” He paused, and

then, as if brushing aside his churchyard mood, he translated into his

changed thought another classic quotation: “But we can’t dawdle over

the ‘tears of things’; it’s Nature’s law. Only, when I think of the

rice-banks and the boots and the pistol, I wonder if the Newport ladies,

for all their high-balls, could do any better!”

The crimson had faded, the twilight was altogether come, but the little

noiseless breeze was blowing still; and as we left the quiet tombs

behind us, and gained Worship Street, I could not help looking back

where slept that older Kings Port about which I had heard and had said

so much. Over the graves I saw the roses, nodding and moving, as if in

acquiescent revery.

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