musing, "without entering into unnecessary particulars. However, the
fact is this: he went out at night, it seems, to see my friend
Pharold, who, I need not tell you, is no ordinary person. However,
your friend did not know his character or his worth, and he placed a
brace of horse-pistols in his bosom. He must certainly have had one of
them cocked, too, though he will not acknowledge it: but the end of
the matter was, that he heard some very bad news; and being, like all
his race, subject to violent fits of passion, he cast himself down
like a madman, the pistol went off, and the shot was within a few
inches of his heart. Pharold, who was present and alone, did not very
well know what to do with him; but carrying him in his arms as far as
he could, he called some of his own people, bound up the poor boy's
wounds as well as circumstances admitted, and brought him here,
knowing that in other years I was upon terms of intimacy with his
father, and loved him still, notwithstanding one or two little causes
of misunderstanding between us."
Manners listened in silence, and he certainly did not forget the terms
in which Lord Dewry had spoken of the very person who now alluded so
mildy to him; but as he was by no means fond of making mischief upon
any pretence, and knew that Sir William Ryder was not a man in whom
personal fear would act as any check upon resentment, he felt no
inclination to mention one word of the peer's vituperation of his
former friend. At the same time, the kindly tone in which Sir William
Ryder spoke did not at all lead Manners to believe that he was the
person in fault. The thoughts which crossed the gallant officer's
mind, however, must have had some visible representatives in his
countenance; for his companion looked at him with a smile, adding, "I
know well what you are thinking--that probably Lord Dewry does not
speak so gently of Sir William Ryder as Sir William Ryder does of him.
I have heard so before. Nevertheless, Manners, I shall not call him
out, and amuse the world with two men of sixty fighting a duel. Nor is
Colonel Manners one to think the worse of me for acting as I do, nor
to doubt my motives, though my conduct be a little eccentric. Is it
not so, my friend?"
"It is, indeed," answered Manners; "and be you quite sure, my dear
sir, that so firm is my confidence in your honour and integrity,
from personal knowledge--which is better than all the gossip in the
world--that I would never hear the name of Sir William Ryder mentioned
with disrespect without taking the liberty of resenting it."
"I believe you, I believe you, Manners, from my soul," answered his
companion: "but to return to our poor friend De Vaux--as soon as he
was brought here, I of course sent for the best advice that was to be
procured, the ball was extracted, and, as I have said, he is better.
He is at present, I am happy to say, in a sound and comfortable sleep;
but if you will take up your abode with me till to-morrow, you shall
see him, and judge of his condition for yourself. A room shall be
prepared for you immediately."
"I will willingly lie down to take a little rest," answered Manners.
"But let me beg you, my dear sir, to have me called as soon as De Vaux
wakes, and is willing to see me; for I left a poor young lady, his
cousin--and there are ties of affection stronger than those of mere
relationship between them--waiting anxiously to hear some tidings of
him; for until this very night we have all imagined him murdered."
"Ah, poor girl, poor girl!" said Sir William Ryder, in a tone of deep
sympathy. "She must have suffered dreadfully, I am afraid; but I can
assure you that her having been kept even an hour in suspense is
neither to be attributed to me nor to her cousin. His first thought
was of her, his first words, after he saw me, were to beg that I would
instantly write to her, in order to tell her what had occurred, and to
sooth her mind as far as possible. Nay, more, though suffering much
pain till the ball was extracted, he insisted upon writing a few words
with his own hand, to comfort her as far as possible. Though I would
fain have prevented an exertion which might injure him, I loved him
for his obstinacy, Manners. The note was sent to Pharold, with
directions to forward it to her; but neither note nor directions, it
seems, ever reached the gipsy."
Manners could not refrain from saying, "It would have been better to
have sent it direct to herself, Sir William. You must remember, my
excellent friend, that you are no longer among your children, as you
call them, the Indians, and that you will meet with another class of
vices and virtues also here. What you would trust to a Mohawk, if he
promised to perform it, and feel convinced that nothing but death
would prevent its execution, is not at all to be confided to a common
messenger in England, and--"
"I know all that, my friend, I know all that," interrupted his
companion; "but I had no choice. At that time I was not at all certain
whether I should let any one know that I was in England or not; and
had I sent the note direct to Morley House, such a communication must
have been opened as would instantly have put an end to my incognito.
One messenger might have failed me as well as another, and it was
owing to an accident which no one could foresee that the note was not
delivered. So much for your rebuke, Manners," he continued, smiling;
"but now tell me how the poor girl is; for the first question of my
patient, when he hears that you are here, will be, How is Marian de
Vaux?"
"Alarm and agitation had rendered her seriously ill," answered
Manners; "so much so, indeed, that the medical man found it necessary,
during the whole of yesterday and this morning, to keep her feelings
deadened, as it were, by laudanum--to the great risk of her health, as
he acknowledged--but it was the lesser of two evils."
"Sad, sad, indeed!" cried Sir William Ryder, rising from his seat, and
walking backwards and forwards in some agitation--"sad, sad, indeed!
and I am afraid that I have had something to do with the whole
business; but I trust she is better now--poor girl! I am grieved,
deeply grieved. But say, Manners, how was she when you left her?"
"Infinitely better, I am happy to say," answered Manners; "for your
friend Pharold permitted me to inform her that De Vaux was safe at
least, though he tied me down to strict conditions. That piece of
news, of course, relieved her greatly; but not so much so as to set
her mind at ease, till she hears tidings from me of her cousin's exact
situation, which I trust to be able to give her early to-morrow."
"Undoubtedly, undoubtedly," answered Sir William Ryder. "Nay, if you
think it would be any great comfort to her, we will send off a man on
horseback this very night, to calm her with further assurances."
"Unless," answered Manners, "I may be permitted to say that you will
give herself and Mrs. Falkland a welcome to visit De Vaux in person, I
think that I had better not send, but wait till I can communicate some
further information myself."
Sir William Ryder hesitated. "I am afraid," he said--"I am afraid that
will be impossible, just at present. But she will believe your
assurance, of course; and I think that you may venture to tell her
that her cousin is under kind and careful hands, by which nothing will
be neglected to promote his speedy recovery."
"I will certainly give the fullest assurances of that fact," answered
Manners. "But what reason am I to assign for her being debarred from
seeing and attending her cousin, when I have been admitted? She will
certainly think it mysterious."
"As you do, Manners," said Sir William, with a smile. "But listen to
me, and I will tell you several of the many reasons which have brought
me back to a land which I have abandoned for long years; and out of
those reasons you shall see whether you can find a motive to assign to
Miss De Vaux for my mysterious conduct. In the first place, I, like
most men, have some friends and relations; and I was seized with a
longing to see them, to assure myself with my own eyes of their fate
and their happiness, ere I laid my head down upon its last pillow in
another land. The same longing seized me about twelve years since, but
then I resisted; for long ago I had met with a sad and severe blow in
my private happiness, which led me to forswear, in the bitterness of
my heart, any of those ties and affections which are but so many cords
to bind us to sorrow and disappointment. In various matters, about
that time, I had acted wrong; and I felt that a voluntary expatriation
was a good atonement. When I went, therefore, I resolved never to
return; and when, as I have said, twelve years ago, the longing to see
friends and relations, and scenes that I once loved, seized me, I
resisted, strengthened, in so doing, by a feeling that my return to
England might be painful to some whom I did not desire to pain, and
would only re-awaken, in my own bosom, feelings that had better sleep.
Now, however, many other motives have been added to this longing,
which returned upon me this spring with more force than ever. I wished
eagerly to raise such a sum as would purchase a large tract of land on
which to settle for ever, without danger of molestation, the remnant
of a nearly-destroyed tribe of Indians, who, after having been
massacred and ill-treated by every other white man they met with, at
length attached themselves to me, and were living round me like my
children, as you saw."
"I did, indeed," answered Manners; "and I trust that you will let me
aid in your noble design."
"I do not know that it will be necessary now, for I am likely to take
other measures," answered Sir William. "My own private income was not
sufficient, though I had saved out of a thousand a year, which was all
that I possessed, sufficient to lay a good foundation; but I also
wished the British government to interfere for the more general and
powerful protection of the Indians, and this was one reason of my
coming. I longed too, as I have said, to see many of my relations and
friends; but I wished to do so privately. There were two persons,
especially, of whom I was desirous of bearing more than I could in
America. One--over whom I hold some power, from various transactions
in the past--I wished to watch closely for a short time, and treat him
according to his merits. The other--who, though more independent of
me, I could raise up or cast down as I pleased--I desired to sift
thoroughly, to examine every trait in his character, to probe every
feeling in his heart, with the resolution of leaving him, ultimately,
to happiness, if I found him noble and true; but at the same time to
give him a severe lesson, which might crush early some failings; some
peculiar evils in his disposition, that would, if suffered to remain,
lead hereafter to misery, to himself and others. Various occurrences
have taken place since to alter or derange these plans; and, as we are
from day to day the creatures of circumstances over which we have no
control, I am now waiting for some decisive event to determine for me
a line of conduct which I find some difficulty in determining for
myself."
"I am afraid, Sir William," answered Manners, "that even if I were to
explain all this in your own words to Miss De Vaux, she would still be
as much perplexed as ever; and I have often remarked, that in the
minds of the timid--especially where there is real cause for
uneasiness--everything that is doubtful and mysterious is interpreted
into afresh cause of apprehension and alarm. Besides, according to my
contract with your acquaintance Pharold, and the stipulations which
you have yourself implied, with regard to your name, so far from
explaining all these motives, I am not even to disclose that I have
seen you."
Sir William Ryder paused for a moment or two in deep thought; and
Manners, seeing that he was embarrassed, added, "Perhaps, Sir William,
the best way for me to act will be, to give Miss De Vaux a true
account of the state of her cousin's health; to tell that I have seen
him, but to add that, from particular causes, which I must explain
hereafter, I can neither inform her where he is, nor enable her to see
him. I have always found it best, wherever I have been embarrassed
with any mystery of my own--which, thank God, has been seldom the
case--to meet the matter at once, and say, _I will not tell_, without
entangling myself in half explanations, which do me no good, and only
serve those, whose curiosity or feelings are interested, as materials
for imagination to build up visionary castles withal."
"Perhaps you are right," said Sir William: "but stay yet a moment!
A word or two more with our friend in the next room--I mean the
gipsy--may decide my conduct."
Manners smiled at the sort of counsellors by whom he had found his
friend surrounded in both hemispheres. When first he met Sir William
Ryder, he had seen him every day in deep consultation with Indian
chiefs; and now his principal reliance seemed to be upon gipsies: but,
at present, that somewhat eccentric personage was disappointed in his
purpose of calling Pharold to his councils; for when he opened the
door--which led into a small neat study, with a table covered with
papers, money, and lights, in the midst thereof--he found the room
untenanted by any living thing.
"I had forgot," he said, turning back with a smile--"I had forgot that
one half-hour in the air of a close room is too much for Pharold's
endurance. He is gone, and I must send for him when I want him."
"You seem to place more reliance on him," said Manners, pointing to
the heaps of gold and papers on the table, "than most Englishmen would
upon one of his race."
"I would trust him, I may well say, with untold gold," answered Sir
William Ryder; "as you would, Manners, if you knew him as I do. He has
corresponded with me in America for twenty years; and one might be
glad if, in the highest ranks, one could find so exact, so true, and
so punctual a correspondent." The reader, who has already received
much information concerning things of which Manners was ignorant, may
easily understand some of the motives of a correspondence between two
persons so different in station. Manners also had by this time
discovered that his friend's acquaintance with the gipsy was certainly
not of yesterday; yet there was still sufficient matter, both new and
strange, in what he heard, to make him, not only feel surprised, but
look it also. Sir William Ryder, however, who probably did not wish to
give any further explanation, instantly led the conversation away,
saying, "But to return to what we were speaking of, Manners. I must
soon come to some determination; and, perhaps, I have been weak in not
forming one already: but there are spots of weakness in every one's
heart, as there are spots of madness in every one's brain; and I have
my share, of course, of both. However, I will limit myself to a time;
and when you return to Morley House, you may tell the poor girl, that
though it is judged expedient that she should not see her cousin
to-morrow, yet on the next morning the old gentleman with whom he
is--Mr. Harley, remember--will be very happy to receive her here,
together with her aunt, as I suppose she will be afraid to venture on
such an expedition alone. If," he added,--"if I should find reason to
change my present purpose, I can but affect the barbarian, and be
absent when the ladies come."
"Such tidings will, indeed, give joy and peace," answered Manners:
"but before I go to-morrow, I must take care to ascertain where your
dwelling stands; for, coming hither at night, and across the country,
I am totally ignorant of everything concerning the spot where I now
am, except that it is more than a hundred miles from London, which I
found out by a mile-stone on the road."
"We are in the environs of the little town of ----," replied his
companion; "and by the road about seven miles from Morley House. I saw
that this little place was to be let, as I passed by one day,
immediately after my return, and took it at once, on various accounts,
although I did not know how much it might prove of use to poor De
Vaux. And now, Manners, to your rest; for, although I am a late
watcher, you look fatigued, and are in need of repose."
"I am somewhat fatigued," answered Manners, "although I have not had
any very great cause; but the fact is, the mind is sometimes like a
hard rider, and knocks up the body before it is aware. I have been all
this morning either with Lord Dewry, examining a gipsy boy--taken last
night in a sad deer-stealing affray at Dimden--in order to ascertain
whether I could discover poor De Vaux, or pursuing somewhat fiercely
your friend Pharold, against whom, by-the-way, warrants have been
issued on three different charges."
"On three charges, did you say?" demanded Sir William Ryder: "on
three! He only mentioned directly one charge against himself, that of
having murdered this poor lad, which must now, of course, fall to the
ground."
"The other charges were," answered Manners, "first, that he had been
engaged in the deer-stealing, wherein, I am sorry to say, blood was
spilt--but in regard to that I pointed out to him a means of proving
his innocence; and, secondly, that many years ago he was either a
principal or an accessary in the murder of the late Lord Dewry, who
was killed by some unknown person at a spot not far from Morley
House."
It would be difficult to describe the effect that these few words
produced upon the countenance of Sir William Ryder. His eye flashed,
his brows contracted, and he bit his lip hard, till at length some
feeling of contempt seemed to master the rest, and his emotion ended
in a bitter and a meaning laugh. "And pray," he asked, "who is it that
has brought this last charge against him?"
"None other than the brother of the murdered man, Lord Dewry,"
answered Manners: "he says he has proofs of the gipsy's guilt."
"They have been long in manufacturing!" answered Sir William Ryder,
sternly: "I will tell you more, Manners,--as there is a God of heaven,
the gipsy is innocent, and he shall be proved so, let the bolt light
where it may. Proofs! Out upon him! Falsehoods and villany! But he
shall learn better; for I will not stand by and see the innocent
oppressed, for any remembrances that memory can call up."
"You speak more harshly than ever I heard you, my dear Sir William,"
answered Manners; "but perhaps you have cause which I do not know of,
and into which I certainly shall not pry. However, this nobleman is,
as you know, De Vaux's father, and, ere we part for the night, you
must tell me how I am to act towards him; for the gipsy stipulated
that I was to tell him nothing concerning his son's situation, without
your consent. May I tell him where De Vaux is, and under whose care?"
Sir William Ryder paused, and he thought for several moments, with the
same bitter smile which Manners's information had called up still
hanging upon his lip. "Yes," he said at length--"yes, you may tell him
where his son is; and you may tell him to come and see him and me as
speedily as he thinks fit: but call me still Mr. Harley, for there
might be something unpleasant to his ears in the name of William
Ryder, which might prevent his coming. Say that Mr. Harley, the old
gentleman to whose house De Vaux was conveyed after the accident he
met with, will be happy to see him at any time he may name."
"I am most delighted to have your permission so to do," answered
Manners; "for, to tell the truth, it would have placed me in rather an
awkward position in regard to Lord Dewry, had you refused to let me
give him full tidings of his son."
"He will not much thank you," said Sir William Ryder--"he will not
much thank you! But, nevertheless, let him come, let him come!
Perhaps, after all, this is the best way we could have devised of
bringing an unpleasant affair to an end."
"I trust it may prove so," answered Manners; "and that the time may
speedily come when you will find it not unpleasant to unravel all the
mysteries which have been crowding lately so thick upon me, that I
begin to feel confused among them, and hardly know who are friends and
who are enemies."
"Though I have the clew in my hands," answered Sir William, pursuing
more the direction of his own thoughts than that of Manners's last
observation--"though I have the clew in my own hands, there is one
thing puzzles me as much as the rest seems to do you: it is that a
youth so full of high and noble feelings as Edward de Vaux should be
the son of such a man as his father; yet, thank God, he has many a
goodly fault too, or I should begin to doubt that he were his son."
"It not unfrequently happens," rejoined Manners, "that where the heart
is originally good, the errors of the fathers serve as examples or as
landmarks to the children; as the masts of some wrecked vessel often
serve to warn mariners of the shoal on which she perished."
"And _his_ heart was originally good too, I do believe," answered Sir
William Ryder: "I mean the father's," he added, thoughtfully. "Well,
indeed, may his example serve to show to what, step by step, we may
reduce ourselves, as one vice lashes on to another."
Manners smiled. "Nay, nay, Sir William," he said, "you are doing the
worthy lord somewhat less than justice, I think. I never heard of his
being troubled with any of what the world calls vices: pride, indeed,
and wrath, and irascibility, he is not without: but, setting aside
these gentlemanly peccadilloes, I never heard of any vices; and from
what I have seen of him, I should say that, whatever he may have been
in the days past, he has now sunk down into a very disagreeable old
gentleman--that is all."
"That is all!" cried Sir William Ryder, starting up, and laying
his hand upon Manners's arm, while he fixed his eyes intently upon
him--"that is all!" but suddenly breaking off, he resumed a calmer
look and tone, and added, "But we have not time, to-night, to discuss
characters. I am but keeping you from your rest."
Manners did not endeavour to carry on the conversation; for, in all
such matters, it was his rule to let people go on just as far as they
liked, but to press them no further; and although he certainly was not
without some feeling of curiosity in regard to the connection between
Sir William Ryder and the father of his friend De Vaux, yet he well
knew that the only way to come honestly at a secret is to be totally
careless about it. The bell was now rung, and Manners was conducted to
a room which the servant who had given him admission, and who was an
old acquaintance, had with laudable foresight prepared for his use,
looking upon it as certain that a visiter who arrived at twelve
o'clock at night was not likely to depart before the next morning.
Everything had been carefully provided that he could want or desire;
and Colonel Manners, who enjoyed, perhaps more than most men, that
inestimable blessing of a heart at ease in itself, lay down to rest,
and was soon in a deep slumber.
His repose was not disturbed till the gray of the next morning, when
he was roused with the intelligence that Captain De Vaux was awake,
and would be very glad to see him. He was not long in obeying the
summons; and, after a soldier's toilet hastily made, he rang for the
servant, and was conducted to the apartment where his wounded friend
lay.
There is something always melancholy in entering a sick-room in the
early morning, even when it is to see returning health coming back
into a cheek we love. The cheerful light of the young day, finding its
way through the chinks of the shutters, and mingling with the faint
but inextinguishable glare of the night-lamp, the pale and sleepy
guardian of the sick, the book with which she has striven to while
away the hours of watching, and scare off sleep, half-open on a table
loaded with drugs and fever-cooling drinks, the warm, close
atmosphere, and the drawn curtains, all bring home to our own hearts
that painful conviction of our weak and fragile tenure upon health and
comfort, and all that makes life pleasant, which we forget in the
bright and hopeful light of day.
In the small dressing-room, through which Manners ducted to the
chamber of his friend, he found a surgeon who had been brought from
London, and who had passed the preceding night in close attendance
upon the patient. He was luckily one of those men who can form an
opinion, and will venture to speak it; and in answer to Colonel
Manners's inquiries respecting De Vaux's real situation he replied at
once, "There is no danger, sir. He will do perfectly well. I should
advise, however, as little conversation as possible, and that of as
cheerful a kind as may be, for it may retard recovery, if it do not
produce more serious evil."
Manners promised to observe his caution, and entered the room. De Vaux
smiled faintly when he saw him, and held out his hand, though he moved
with evident pain.
"This is a sad accident, indeed, De Vaux," said Manners, sitting down
by his bedside; "but I am delighted to hear from the surgeon that it
is likely to have no bad consequences, and to be speedily remedied."
"I should be ungrateful to say that I am sorry he thinks so," answered
De Vaux, in a melancholy tone; "and yet I can hardly make up my mind
to rejoice."
"Nay, nay," said Manners, "I will not hear you say so, my friend. You
can have heard no tidings, you can be placed in no situation, De Vaux,
which should make you forget that you are surrounded by people who
love you for yourself, and are worthy of your love--who would love you
still, under all or any circumstances--that you have friends,
relations, ties of every dear and intimate character that can make
health and life a blessing, if you are willing to receive it as such.
Nor should you forget that there are others who may well be dear to
your heart, and whose whole happiness for life is staked upon yours."
"Oh yes, poor Marian," said De Vaux: "I am, indeed, ungrateful; for
such a treasure as that should compensate for everything. But tell me
how she is. Tell me all about her, Manners. When did she hear of this
accident? and how has she borne it?"
Manners, though it can scarcely be said that he was puzzled how to
answer, yet felt that, with a man of De Vaux's character, it was
somewhat a delicate task, especially as, from what the surgeon had
said, it might be expedient not to tell his friend the full extent of
what Marian had suffered. He was too well aware of De Vaux's
fastidiousness not to let him know that Marian had felt as deeply on
his account as he could possibly think she ought to have done; and yet
Manners did not wish to pain and alarm him by telling him how much she
really had undergone.
"You ask me to tell you a long story, De Vaux," he answered, after a
moment's thought, "longer, I am afraid, than your worthy surgeon will
consent to your hearing at present; but the truth is, in consequence
of some other accident or mistake, we never did hear of what had
occurred to you at all."
"Good God!" cried De Vaux, "when with my own hand I wrote to Marian as
much as I could write. I do think that servants and messengers were
made for the very purpose of breaking people's hearts, or teasing them
to death by carelessness."
"In this instance, however," said Manners, "it seems that there were
various causes which prevented the delivery of your note; and the
consequence was, that, from your unexplained absence, and several
other accidental facts which came to our knowledge, we were led to
conclude that you had been murdered. I, of course, instantly took arms
to avenge you, as in duty bound, and, backed by warrants and gentlemen
of the quorum, I have been galloping about the country ever since; so
that, in fact, I have seen scarcely any thing of the family at Morley
House, and less than all of your fair cousin Miss De Vaux, whose very
first apprehensions rendered her so unwell that she has kept her room
almost ever since."
"Good God!" cried De Vaux: "how she must have suffered! Poor dear
Marian! Would to God that I could go to her--but I am afraid that I
could not ride."
"Ride! Do not think of it for an instant," cried Manners, "and make
yourself easy about Miss De Vaux. Last night, I, for the first time,
obtained news of your safety, which did her more good than all that
the god of medicine himself could have done. Nay, I do believe that
she would have walked over here with me in the middle of last night,
if it had not been that her own ideas of propriety, or, perhaps, her
fears of your notions thereof, prevented her from undertaking such a
task under such an escort."
De Vaux smiled. "You are severe upon my fastidiousness, Manners," he
said; "but that is one bad quality which, I trust, I shall be able to
cast away with many others. I have had some hard lessons lately,
Manners, enough to bow down the pride of him of the morning star; and,
perhaps, I may have more yet to undergo: but, at all events, my vain
fastidiousness is gone for ever; so that one good is gained by
misfortune."
"As it often is, my friend," answered Manners: "nevertheless, I think
Miss De Vaux was very right to stay where she was; especially as she
herself was far from strong, and I did not know whither I was about to
go; for my friend the gipsy, who conducted me hither, is a man of
mysteries. However, you owe him thanks for one service that he has
rendered to another fair cousin of yours, Miss Falkland, whom he saved
from drowning, at the risk of his own life."
De Vaux had drawn his hand over his eyes when first Manners mentioned
the gipsy; but he removed it again, and looked up with pleasure at the
tidings of Isadore's escape, though he asked no account of the
accident. "Poor Isadore," he said, "and poor Marian, too, for God
knows what we may both be called upon to suffer. Manners, my brain is
in such a whirl, with various doubts, and fears, and anxieties, which
I can neither explain to others nor unravel myself, that I must,
indeed, endeavour to banish all thought of my own situation, and of my
future prospects, if I wish to recover."
"Well, then, by all means banish all thought," answered Manners. "It
is seldom that I can be accused of giving such advice; but for a man
in your situation I think it absolutely a duty to cast from him every
memory, and every reflection, which may tend to impede his recovery,
trusting and believing that, in those circumstances where we have no
power to deliver ourselves, the Almighty Disposer of all things will
act for us far better than we could act for ourselves."
"I must e'en think so," answered De Vaux, in whom corporal weakness
and exhaustion had deadened the first sense of misfortune. "Sir
William Ryder, indeed, bids me hope, and tells me that things must and
will go better than I anticipate: but we speak to each other in
enigmas; and till my mind and body are capable of clearer thought and
greater exertion, I must, I suppose, rest satisfied with assurances,
the foundation for which I can in no degree perceive."
Manners, now anxious to lead his thoughts away from any more painful
subject, gave him a brief, light sketch of his own proceeding in
search of him, and all that had occurred since he had left Morley
House: but, warned by what had already passed concerning the gipsy, he
kept a watchful and a friendly eye upon the countenance of his friend,
skilfully turning to some other part of the same subject as soon as he
perceived that what he said was beginning to produce the slightest
uneasiness. He was surprised to find, however, on how many points De
Vaux was susceptible of pain. The mention of his own father affected
him as strongly as the mention of the gipsy; and many a casual word,
which seemed in itself to be innocent or kind, made him shrink as if
some one had laid a rough hand upon his wound. Beginning at length to
fear that his conversation was doing his friend more harm than good,
Manners rose, adding, "And now, my dear De Vaux, I think I have
remained as long with you as friendship can require, or gallantry
permit, considering that there is a fair lady, very dear to you,
watching anxiously till I shall return and tell her that I have seen
you with my own eyes, and that you are living, not dead; recovering,
not dying. The good people here, for various reasons, will not hear of
her coming to you to-day, but they assure me that to-morrow you will
be able to see her: so that I think I can then promise you a visit;
and hope to find that you have in the interval regained much of the
health and strength that you have lost."
"I will not ask you to stay longer, Manners," said De Vaux; "for I am
too confident of my dear Marian's affection not to feel sure that the
tidings of my probable recovery will be the best consolation she can
receive; and tell her, Manners, I beg, that the only happiness I
anticipate in life and health is that of seeing her again."
"I will tell her how happy it will make you," answered Manners; "but
without any of the melancholy adjuncts, if you please, De Vaux. I will
not spoil the best tidings I have had to tell for some time by such a
number of unpleasant negatives as you attach to them; and so, fare you
well for the present."
"Manners, Manners," said the voice of De Vaux, ere his friend reached
the door, "there is one thing which I had forgot. Do not on any
account let Marian think that this wound which I have received was the
consequence of any intentional act of my own hand. Bid her be sure
that, whatever may have occurred, I was not fool enough or cruel
enough to her to think of such a thing. Explain to her the accident as
I dare say you must have heard it, and tell her that though they say
the pistol must have been cocked when I put it in my bosom, I have not
the slightest remembrance of its having been so."
"I will tell her all," answered Manners; "but do not fancy that she
will ever dream that you did do it intentionally. If you were a
forlorn and solitary being like myself, destined to go through life in
single unblessedness, people might suspect you; but with so many ties
at present, and so much happiness to look forward to, you would be
worse than a madman to throw away, not only the crown of life, but all
the jewels with which fate has adorned it for you."
De Vaux gave him a melancholy look, but only added, "You do not know
all, Manners!" and suffered him to depart. As he was crossing the hall
in search of some one who could inform him whether Sir William Ryder
was yet awake, he met the object of his search, booted and spurred, as
if returned from riding. "You keep your old habits, I see, Sir
William," said Manners, as they met. "You must have been up and out
full early, indeed."
"Mr. Harley; remember, my dear colonel, Mr. Harley I am for the
present," replied the other. "I never sleep before one, nor after
five--a habit which was acquired in sorrow and in bitterness, but
which I would not now lose for half an empire. But have you seen our
poor friend?"
"Yes, I have," answered Manners; "and find him better in body, at
least, than I had even hoped. In mind, however, he is very much
depressed; and without inquiring, or wishing to inquire, my dear sir,
into the connection which may exist between your affairs and his,
allow me to say, as some connection does certainly exist, that I am
sure whatever will sooth and quiet his mind will tend more than
anything to restore him to health. Whatever, on the contrary,
depresses him, as he now is, will not only greatly retard his
recovery, but may, I am afraid, have, remotely, very bad results upon
his constitution. I hope that I do not take too great a liberty with
your friendship," he added, seeing a cloud come upon his auditor's
brow.
"Not in the least, Manners, not in the least," answered Sir William:
"I was only thinking what I could do to relieve the poor youth's mind.
I am afraid I somewhat mistook him, Manners, when I saw him with you
in America; I am afraid I did not half see the nobler and finer
qualities of his mind, concealed, as they were, under an exterior of
frivolous fastidiousness. But I can assure you, that anything on earth
I can do to set his mind at ease I will do; and I will go and assure
him thereof directly and solemnly."
Manners detained him for a single moment, to borrow a horse, and to
explain the motives of his early departure for Morley House; and then
suffering him to proceed, in order to sooth and calm the mind of his
wounded friend, he himself took his way to Mrs. Falkland's, glad to
bear tidings to those who stood so much in need of them.
Marian was watching at the window as he galloped up; and there was
something in the rapid pace at which he came, in the light and agile
motion with which he sprang to the ground, and flung the rein to
the servant, which spoke joyful tidings. Manners was soon in the
drawing-room; and the news he bore was not long in telling. He related
all that he had seen, and all that he had heard of her cousin's
accident and situation; and although we cannot deny that he softened a
little the pain he suffered, and the grief which seemed to oppress
him, Manners told her the truth, though he told it kindly.
Marian's face was alternately the abode of smiles and tears during his
narrative, and during the manifold answers which he gave to her
questions, and again and again she thanked him for all his energetic
interest and feeling kindness, and prayed Heaven sincerely that De
Vaux and herself might have some opportunity of returning it as he
deserved.
Manners only interrupted a conversation which was not without interest
to himself, and was so deeply interesting to her, in order to inquire
for her cousin, and to put many a question concerning Miss Falkland's
health, after the accident of the preceding night. He was still in
full career, when she herself entered, somewhat paler but not less gay
than ever; and although she declared, and persisted in the
declaration, that she was bound by every rule of propriety to fall in
love with the gipsy who had rescued her, and to tender him her hand
and heart, Manners felt sincerely rejoiced that Pharold had been the
person to come so opportunely to her aid. Isadore, indeed, as she
recollected one or two words which had been spoken on the preceding
evening, coloured more than once when Manners addressed her; but she
knew him to be a generous man, and she determined to trust to his
generosity for the result.
Mrs. Falkland soon after joined the party; and the house of mourning
was changed into a house of joy. Nothing more remained but to write to
Lord Dewry, informing him of his son's safety; and this Manners
undertook and executed, keeping in mind the engagement he had come
under to Sir William Ryder, regarding the concealment of his name. A
servant was instantly despatched to Dewry Hall with the note: but on
reaching that place he found that the peer had returned early that
morning to Dimden, and thither he then bent his steps; but arrived too
late to give Lord Dewry even the option of visiting his son that
night.
CHAPTER IX.
Dimden Park--a spot which had been hated and avoided by Lord Dewry
ever since it fell into his possession, on account of its many
memories--some painful in themselves, some painful in their
associations--had, by this time, not alone been revisited by its
master, but had been occupied by him, with a part of his general
household, as if for the purpose of longer residence. Such a state of
things had been in no degree contemplated by the peer, either when
Manners left him, or when he himself terminated his conversation with
the gipsy boy who had become his prisoner; but another conversation
had succeeded with another person, to whose chamber we must now
follow.
The first object of Lord Dewry being to get the gipsy Pharold into his
power--trusting to his previously arranged schemes to work his will
with him when he had him there--it was natural that he should turn his
whole efforts to accomplish his capture before he attended to anything
else. The moment, however, that all the means had been employed for
that purpose which circumstances permitted, his attention instantly
returned to the plans which he had concerted in order to prove the
object of his hatred and his fear guilty of the crime imputed to him,
when he should be ultimately taken. The execution of these plans
materially depended upon Sir Roger Millington; and for his safety and
recovery the peer's next aspirations were consequently raised. As
soon, then, as he had dismissed the affair of the boy, and had seen
the treacherous scoundrel he thought fit to employ for the purpose of
inveigling the gipsy to his destruction set out upon his errand, Lord
Dewry turned his steps towards the chamber of the wounded man,
sincerely grieved for the accident which had happened to him, and most
anxious concerning its ultimate result. Calculating, however, with
nice acumen, the irritable selfishness of sick people, he trusted not
to the personal vexation which he really felt to give his air and
countenance the appearance of grief and sympathy; but as he walked
slowly up the stairs, he thought over every point of the part he was
to play, in order to cover his individual motives from the eye of the
wounded man, and make him believe that sincere interest in his fate
and sufferings was the sole emotion which affected his friend and
benefactor.
At the door of the chamber to which Sir Roger had been conveyed, the
peer paused for a moment; and then laying his hand upon the lock,
turned it, and entered with as noiseless a step as possible. The
windows were darkened; but there was still enough light in the room
for the eye to distinguish the table covered with surgical instruments
and bloody bandages, and all those appliances and means for saving
life which man so strangely combines with the most skilful and
persevering activity in taking it. There was the bed, too, and the
half-drawn curtains, and the gentleman in black, sitting by the
bolster, while a young prim assistant walked about on tiptoe, for the
soothing dose or the cooling drink. A deep groan was sounding through
the room as the peer entered; and although he was, and always had
been, a man of nerve, without any corporal terror at the thought
either of pain or death, there was something in that sound, and all
the accessory circumstances around, that made a sort of shudder pass
over his frame. It were difficult to guess in what feelings that
shudder took its rise. It might be, alone, the natural repugnance of
the human heart to anguish and dissolution--it might be that he
thought of his son--it might be that he remembered his brother, for
there were chords of association between the fate of each, and the
situation of the man he came to visit, which, like the strings of the
Eolian harp, might well be moved to a thousand vague and melancholy
sounds by the slightest breath that stirred them.
He advanced, however, lightly towards the bed, and stood by the chair,
whence the surgeon rose as he approached, ere the wounded man was
aware of his presence. Sir Roger Millington was lying on his left
side, with his face turned away, and his right hand cast over the
bed-clothes; and it was not difficult, from the slow clenching of
his hand, and the rocking motion of his head, to see the intense
agony he suffered. The peer paused, and gazed for a moment with
some emotion--not, indeed, without a mingling of better
feelings--compassion, and sympathy, and disinterested grief, such as
he had not known for many years. It was better than all the acting in
the world; and when Sir Roger, whom no persuasion of the surgeon could
induce to lie still, turned round with the quick and irritable
movement of high fever and excessive pain, he saw the peer standing by
him, with an expression of sincere sorrow which could not be mistaken.
A groan and a fearful contortion followed the change of position; but
when the first agony was over, he looked pleased to see the
countenance of Lord Dewry; and said, in a voice wonderfully strong and
firm, considering his situation, "Your lordship is very kind--I am
badly hurt, I am afraid--those accursed gipsies took too good an
aim--damn me, if I do not think the shot must have been red hot, it
gives one such torture. I have been wounded before, but never felt
anything like this. Do you think I shall die, my lord, ey?"
"Heaven forbid," cried the peer, sitting down; "on the contrary, I
trust the very pain you suffer evinces that you are in no danger; for
I have always heard that mortal wounds are generally the least
painful. Is it not so, Mr. Swainstone?"
"Yes, exactly so, my lord," replied the surgeon, who would probably
have confirmed anything on earth that the peer said to sooth his
patient. "I had told the gentleman so before your lordship arrived."
"You never told me so," cried Sir Roger, looking up at him angrily.
"Yes, indeed, sir, I told you that I hoped and trusted you would
recover," answered the surgeon; "and one of my reasons for thinking so
was the very pain you suffer; for, as his lordship very justly and
wisely observes, wounds which--"
"But that damned parson," cried Sir Roger, "told me I should certainly
die--a foul-mouthed, old, hooded crow!"
"What parson?" demanded the peer, in some surprise and dismay at the
very idea of Sir Roger Millington being brought in contact in his
dying hours with any one who might lead him on to dangerous
disclosures; "what parson does he mean?"
"Oh, only good Dr. Edwards, my lord, the rector," answered the
surgeon. "He came to give the gentleman religious consolation; but he
did not exactly say that he would certainly die. He said that he would
certainly die at some time; and that even, if he were spared at
present, it would be better for him to turn his thoughts to serious
things, so that, if he recovered, the wound might prove salutary to
his mind at least."
"Yes, yes; but he thought, and he meant me to think, too," cried Sir
Roger, "that I was dying, and that I could not recover. I knew well
enough what he meant--the canting old crow; but I'll live, curse me if
I do not, if it be but to pay those hellish gipsies for this torture
to which they have put me. I beg your pardon, my lord, for being
somewhat violent; but I am in agony, perfect agony."
"I grieve most deeply and sincerely, my dear friend, to see you suffer
so much," answered the peer; "and I will take care that no such
fanatical irritation be intruded upon you again. Dr. Edwards is a very
good and well-intentioned man, I dare say; but I will not have a sick
and wounded friend tormented for any rector on the face of the earth.
In the mean time, however, I trust that this state of anguish is not
likely to be of long endurance. What do you think, Mr. Swainstone? Can
nothing be done to alleviate it?"
"I have done as much as I could, my lord, to effect that purpose,"
answered the surgeon, with a very significant shrug of the shoulders;
"and I doubt not, in a few hours, the gentleman will feel the pain
begin to subside."
"That is the best news I have heard from you yet, doctor," said the
wounded man. "But do you not think you can extract the ball? I do not
believe I shall be easier as long as that remains in me, burning like
a coal."
"O yes, you will," answered the surgeon; "and it is necessary to let
the first irritation subside, before I make the attempt again. Were I
to try it now, it might increase all you suffer, and prolong it,
perhaps, for many hours."
"Then you shall not touch it, depend upon that," cried Sir Roger; "I
suffer quite enough already."
"In the mean time, Mr. Swainstone," demanded the peer, "let me inquire
whether a little quiet conversation with a friend is likely to injure
your patient; for I would even deny myself the pleasure of remaining
with him, though I much desire it, if you thought it would prove in
any degree hurtful."
"Not in the least, my lord," answered the surgeon; "a little cheerful
and interesting conversation, such as your lordship's must always be,
would, most likely, withdraw his mind from himself, and rather do him
good than otherwise."
"Then I will relieve you in your attendance upon him for half an
hour," rejoined the peer: "and your assistant can wait in the next
room, in case Sir Roger may want any surgical aid. But, remember," he
added, in a louder tone, "in case I do not see you again, I beseech
you to give your whole time and attention up to my friend here, and
shall esteem it the greatest favour that any one can confer upon me,
if you bring him safely and speedily through this unfortunate affair."
The surgeon bowed; and promising to do his best, proceeded to quit the
apartment with his assistant. The peer then, suddenly seeming to
remember something, followed into the anteroom, and, closing the door,
beckoned him back. "I wish to know, Mr. Swainstone," he said, in a low
but emphatic tone, "your real opinion of my friend's case. You said
just now that the pain would subside in a few hours: do you think that
likely to be really the case? for I see that you have spoken under
some restraint."
"It will certainly be the case, my lord," replied the surgeon,
gravely; "but only from the coming on of mortification, which cannot
be long ere it occurs."
"Good God! then you think he will die?" cried the peer, in real alarm.
"I do think so, my lord," answered the surgeon, "without there
existing in my mind one hope of being able to prevent it. The fact is
this, my lord: the ball entered his right side; and passing directly
through the muscles of the back, was only stopped by the articulations
of the ribs and the vertebrae, both of which have been so much
fractured and injured, that there is neither any possibility of
extracting the ball, nor any chance of its remaining there innocuous,
as is sometimes the case."
"Then how long do you think life may be protracted?" asked the peer,
anxiously.
"It is impossible to say to a day or two, my lord," answered the
surgeon. "It may be over in a week; and, on the contrary, he may
linger ten days or a fortnight."
"Then you do not think that there is any chance of immediate
dissolution?" demanded Lord Dewry.
"None, none whatever, my lord," replied the surgeon. "All hemorrhage
has ceased long. First mortification will ensue, and then--"
"Spare me the description," said the peer; "but tell me, in case of
its being necessary to transact any business of importance with this
unfortunate gentleman, when do you think will be the moment in which
it can best be done?"
"Why, I should say, in the beginning of the mortification," the
surgeon replied. "All his faculties will be clear and active, and the
great bodily pain which he is now suffering will have abated."
"Well then, Mr. Swainstone," rejoined Lord Dewry, "I shall trust you
to give me notice of the precise moment at which you judge it
expedient that this poor gentleman's declaration, on oath, regarding
the transactions in which he has suffered, should be taken down. At
the same time, let me caution you not to alarm him, or suffer him to
be alarmed, by the thought of death; but keep his spirits up, as far
as possible, till it shall become absolutely necessary to let him know
that all hope is past."
Thus saying, the peer returned into the room of the wounded man; and
the surgeon withdrew, wondering who Sir Roger Millington could be,
towards whom the cold and proud Lord Dewry displayed so much courtesy
and warm regard.
The peer, in the meantime, approached the bed of the sufferer with a
more cheerful countenance; and assured him, in answer to some rather
anxious questions, that the real opinion of the surgeon was more
favourable than he had even expected. "I have given orders, too,"
added Lord Dewry, "that no more fanatics be admitted to you. There are
a crowd of those weak fools about the country, who haunt sick-rooms;
and very often, by depressing the mind and spirits, cause those
persons to die who would otherwise have recovered."
"Oh, I'll not die for any of them," answered Sir Roger; "I'll live to
have revenge on those gipsies. They marked me out especially; and I
will live long enough to show that, though I was so badly hurt, I
could mark them too, and remember them to their cost."
"Did you see Pharold, then, among them?" demanded the peer, eagerly.
"Was it he who fired the shot?"
"I saw Pharold plainly," answered Sir Roger; "and can swear that he
was among them. So can the man that held me up in his arms, after I
was wounded; for he pointed him out to me, and I will swear to him
anywhere."
Joy glistened in the eyes of the peer while he listened. He had had
doubts, he had had apprehensions, lest the testimony of his keeper
against the gipsy should remain unsupported by other authority; and he
had not left unremarked Harvey's implication that some of the other
persons present differed with him in their account of the affair. But
the assertion of Sir Roger Millington was conclusive; as he well knew,
from his own former experience as a lawyer, what an effect the dying
declaration of a murdered person always has upon a jury.
During the last twenty-four hours he had sometimes doubted whether he
had or had not somewhat too intricately complicated his plans, in his
eagerness to snatch at every thing which gave an additional chance of
security; but now he congratulated himself that he had acted as he had
done, and fancied that if he confidently and boldly pursued them, his
mind was sufficiently acute to guide each of the schemes he had
engaged in to the same great end and object,--the ensuring his own
security by crushing those who could destroy it.
He now felt armed at all points. By the transactions of the preceding
day he could prove the impossibility of his having committed the crime
which he believed that Pharold would cast back in his teeth; and from
the events of the preceding night he felt secure that if the gipsy
should even be cleared of the murder of his brother and of his son,
the last charge, in regard to the violence in Dimden Park, would be
made good against him, and lay his dangerous lips in the silence of
the grave. But in his eagerness to secure this advantage beyond the
power of fate, Lord Dewry somewhat outran discretion. Without giving
either himself or Sir Roger time to pause, he exclaimed, eagerly,
"Will it not be better, my dear Sir Roger, at once to make a
declaration, upon oath, of your recollections concerning the affair of
last night?"
Sir Roger Millington looked at him suspiciously. "Do you think me
dying, or do you not. Lord Dewry?" he demanded; "for if I am not
dying, but likely to recover, I shall have plenty of time to make the
declaration when I am not in such pain, or give the _viva voce_
evidence, which is much better in a court of justice. So let me know
the truth, my lord."
Lord Dewry saw that it was in vain to hope he would make the
declaration he desired unless he believed himself to be dying; but the
peer had a keen knowledge of human nature, and saw all the dangers
which would attend the disclosure of his real state to Sir Roger
Millington. He knew that men who have confronted the chance of death a
thousand times, and, if one may use the expression, have bearded "the
lean, abhorred monster" in his most angry moods, will writhe and
flutter like a scared bird when he has got them in his inevitable
grasp, and when they know that they cannot escape. He knew that these
are the moments "that make cowards of us all;" and he feared lest some
lingering notions of crime, and repentance, and another world should
tempt Sir Roger Millington to an endeavour towards atoning past
errors, by the confession of all those evil designs which were still
in their passage between the past and the future, between the
revocable and the irretrievable; and he would not have risked the
chance for a world. He saw, however, that he had already created a
doubt which might be dangerous; but, he extricated himself
dexterously.
"God forbid, my dear Millington," he said, "that anything should be
even likely to prevent your giving evidence when the trial of these
gipsies comes on; but my only reason for wishing you to make the
declaration was, that it might be produced at once before the
magistrates, whom I shall request to meet here to-morrow or the day
after, either to take measures for pursuing the villains vigorously,
if they have not been arrested before that time, or to investigate the
matter if they have, which I trust may be the case, as I have already
set half the county on their track. Now what I wish is, that this
Pharold may be committed directly; and you know that among a number of
country magistrates there is always some prating, troublesome fellow,
who throws difficulties in the way; and in this instance, it must be
remembered, some of the people did not recognise Pharold, so that your
evidence is of vital importance."
"Let them come to me," said Sir Roger, vehemently--"let them come to
me, and I will give such evidence as would hang him half a dozen times
over. I should like to be but a quarter of an hour in the same room
with the scoundrel with two good small-swords. Only to think, my lord,
of me--who have made the daylight shine through many a pretty man as
one would wish to see--being hurt in this way by a stinking yellow fox
of a gipsy, that is only fit to be hunted down by a good pack of
hounds!"
"I trust we shall catch him," said the peer, who saw that it was vain
to press the wounded man any further upon the subject of the
declaration.
"Catch him!" cried Sir Roger, who was working himself up into a state
of vehement excitement--"catch him! you cannot miss catching him, if
you take proper means. By Jupiter, if you miss him, I'll undertake,
for a small sum, to catch him myself as soon as I am well; or rather,
I should say, catch the whole of them, for curse me if I know which of
them it was that fired the shot."
"Indeed!" cried Lord Dewry; "I am sorry for that; I thought you were
certain it was Pharold."
"I daresay it was," answered the knight, "for I saw him standing in
front, when they picked me up. It was either he himself or a young
fellow who stood near, and who bullied a great deal beforehand. But as
those that bully never act, I dare say it was Pharold himself."
"I wish to heaven your recollection would enable you to swear that it
was Pharold," said the peer in a low but distinct voice.
"Oh, I can swear that it was he who did it, to the best of my belief,"
answered Sir Roger, who, notwithstanding all his sufferings, could not
but feel, that, in the peer, he had obtained a friend whom it might be
inexpedient to lose, and whose care and attention, under his existing
circumstances, might well make some impression upon him, although he
even did doubt the motives which produced such conduct--"I can swear
it was he who did it, to the best of my belief," he repeated, with
some emphasis on the last words; and then added, in the peevish tone
of pain, "You seem to have a goodly dislike towards this Pharold, my
lord."
The peer did not wish, of course, that his personal hatred to Pharold
should be too apparent, even to those whom he employed as tools; but
he still less wished that that personal hatred should be so far
without plausible motive as to lead men to turn their thoughts towards
remote causes, in order to seek out some probable reason for such
persisting enmity. Nor, indeed, was a sufficient motive wanting; for
the terrible news he had heard the night before from Colonel Manners
had awakened feelings towards the gipsy which, though blending with
ancient hatred, were yet sufficiently powerful in themselves to stand
forth, even in his own mind, as the great incentive to his designs
against Pharold, as one great stream, joining others, mingles its
waters with theirs, and gives its name to all.
"I have good cause to hate him," he said, bending down over the
wounded man, with the expression of all his dark and bitter feelings
frowning unrestrained upon his brow--"I have good cause to hate him,
Sir Roger--judge if I have not, when I tell you that his hand has not
only been dipped in my brother's blood, but also in the blood of my
only son."
He spoke in a low and agitated voice: but Sir Roger caught his meaning
distinctly; and, with an involuntary movement of real horror, started
up upon his elbow. He fell back again instantly, with a groan of
agony; and the big drops rolled from his forehead. The peer paused for
a few minutes, seeing that the sudden movement had renewed all the
sufferings of the wounded man: but he had yet much more to say, and
when the knight had in some degree recovered, he began again with
expressions of sympathy and kindness:--"I am sorry to see you suffer
so terribly," he said: "you seemed easier just now; and I was in hopes
that the change for the better, which the surgeon prognosticated, was
already coming on."
"I was better, I was better," said the knight, peevishly; "but that
cursed start that you made me give, by telling me about your son, has
torn me all to pieces again. You should not tell one such things so
hastily."
"Were my son out of the question," replied Lord Dewry, with every
appearance of frankness and sincerity--"had this Pharold never shed
one drop of my kindred blood, I would pursue him and his tribe to the
last man, for what they have made you suffer."
There is no calculating, however, the turns which the irritability of
sickness will take; and whether Lord Dewry overcharged the expression
of his regard or not, Sir Roger murmured to himself, in a tone too
indistinct for the peer to distinguish his words,--"I dare say you
think so, now that you have your own purposes to answer too--I am not
to be blinded. Well, my lord," he continued aloud, somewhat
apprehensive, perhaps, that the peer's present kindness might render
him the obliged person, instead of the conferer of the obligation, and
thus deprive him of many a profitable claim for the future--"well, my
lord. I am very much obliged to you for your kindness; but I trust you
will not allow my having suffered, in an attempt to serve you, so
greatly as to render me for the time incapable of doing all that I
could wish--I hope that you will not allow this fact, I say, to alter
your lordship's kind intentions in my favour."
The peer understood very clearly, although Sir Roger was rendered
peevish and somewhat imprudent by pain and sickness, yet that with
habitual rapacity he now wished to tie him down to the fulfilment of
all that had been promised on the former evening, lest the opportunity
should slip, and the gipsy be convicted of other crimes by other
means. Confiding, however, in the assurance of the surgeon, that the
unhappy knight must die, he felt that he could be liberal as the air
in promises, without any dangerous result; and he therefore replied at
once, "Fear not, fear not, Sir Roger; not only will I do all that I
said, when you were first kind enough to give me your assistance, but
it shall not be my fault if I do not find means to do more. Set your
mind, therefore, at ease upon the subject, and do not allow any
thoughts for the future to give you apprehension, or delay your
recovery. Since, however, you have spoken of the subject yourself,
there are some things in those papers which we were looking over last
night which I should much like to see again. Have you them here?"
Sir Roger, however, was not to be deceived; and his present views were
directly opposed to those which he perceived or suspected in his noble
companion. In the first arrangement of the affair, indeed, when he had
been suddenly raised from apprehensions of the most gnawing want to
hopes of competence and ease, when he believed that the peer could not
ultimately act without him, and that he had it always in his power to
enforce, by a few gentle hints of publicity, the performance of all
that had been promised, he would have given the papers out of his own
hands without fear. Under those circumstances, too, the peer had
thought it better that the knight should keep them, that their
production might take place more naturally.
Now, however, the position of each was changed. Lord Dewry looked upon
Sir Roger as a dying man, whose life could not be protracted to the
completion of all they designed, and who might be worked upon by the
fear of death, or the irritability of sickness, to take a very
different view of the life he was leaving, from that which he had
hitherto entertained. Sir Roger, on his part, saw that, tied down to a
bed of pain, through, a long and tedious convalescence, no opportunity
could possibly be afforded him of superintending and directing the
proceeding in which he had been engaged; and, therefore, that his
great hold upon the peer was to be found in the papers which they had
altered together. Both, therefore, wished to possess them; and Sir
Roger, in the apparently casual question of Lord Dewry, perceived at
once the object he proposed. "No, my lord," he answered, somewhat
abruptly, "I have them not with me; I left them at your house, at
Dewry Hall. I wish to God I had them with me."
The peer was somewhat startled by the eagerness of his tone; for it is
impossible for men to confederate in villany without being more or
less suspicious of each other. "Cannot I find them for you. Sir
Roger?" he demanded. "If you will intrust me with the key of your
valise, I will bring them over with me to-morrow."
A grim smile checkered the expression of pain on the countenance of
the wounded man, and he replied, "Your lordship is very good; but as I
shall require a number of things contained in my valise, I think it
would be better if your lordship were to have the goodness to order
some of your servants to send me over every thing which I left in the
apartment assigned me at Dewry Hall."
"Certainly, certainly," answered the peer, who saw that he must press
the matter no farther--"certainly, it shall be done this very night.
But do you not think, Sir Roger," he continued, with renewed
apprehension lest the unhappy man, if left unwatched by his own eye,
should discover his real situation, and be persuaded to make
inconvenient confessions--"do you not think, Sir Roger, that you
yourself might bear removal to the hall? I do not like your remaining
in this damp old house, which has not been inhabited for many years,
and in which there is but little that can render you comfortable,
during your convalescence. If you could bear the motion--"
"Impossible, my lord," replied Sir Roger sharply; "I wonder you do not
see that I can bear no motion at all. This place will do very well: I
have lain in worse quarters; and if you will order my valise to be
sent, it is all I want. To tell the truth," he added, "I am somewhat
tired, and am afraid that to speak much more would injure me."
"Then far be it from me," replied the peer, "to prolong our
conversation, Sir Roger. I shall take care that everything that
circumstances admit be done for your accommodation, and that you be
not again teased by our fanatical rector, as you were this morning."
There was a degree of anger in his tone which, had it not been
repressed by many a potent consideration, might have flashed forth in
a very different manner; but it was still sufficiently perceptible to
make the wounded man add some deprecatory sentences, which the peer
received in good part, and left the room. As soon as he was gone, Sir
Roger Millington placed his hand over his eyes, and gave way to
thoughts of a very mixed, but all of a melancholy character.
"His compassion and his regard," he thought, his mind turning to the
crafty man who had just left him--"his compassion and his regard are
all false and affected, that is clear enough. To think of his wishing
to move me fourteen or fifteen miles in this terrible state! I should
like to know what his object is. He has some deep object, beyond
doubt. Can he be afraid of my betraying him? Perhaps he may. His
schemes are villanous ones enough, that is certain: but he knows that
if I were to peach, I should lose the annuity from him, and get
nothing from any one else; so he cannot be afraid of that." Then came
a long interval of confused and rambling speculations on the motives
of the peer, which had something of delirium in their vague and
unconnected whirl; but then a more terrible image rose before the mind
of the sick man. "Can he think me dying?" he asked himself. "Can the
surgeon have told him that I am dying? No, I won't believe it. I feel
as strong as ever, notwithstanding all this pain! I cannot be dying!
No, no, I will live to revenge myself upon those cursed gipsies.
Doctor," he continued aloud, as the surgeon now re-entered the room,
"are you sure that you are not deceiving me about my condition? Are
you sure that I am not in danger?"
The surgeon was a good but an easy-tempered man; not indifferent to
religion; but still not very certain, at all times, in regard to the
precise line of conduct which it dictated. Although he thought it
wrong, as a general principle, to depress the spirits of a patient, by
telling him his danger, yet he had conceived that the clergyman had
done but his duty, as a man of religion, in letting the wounded knight
know what he, as a medical man, had thought it his duty to conceal.
The arguments and injunctions of the peer, however, coming in support
of his own opinion, he maintained his first assertion to Sir Roger,
telling him that, although it was impossible to answer for
contingencies, and that he could not exactly tell what might be the
ultimate result of his wound till he had examined it on the following
day, yet he saw no reason whatever to apprehend any _immediate_
danger.
With this assurance Sir Roger satisfied himself, and passed a feverish
and painful night, in murmurs at the agony he suffered, in curses and
imprecations upon the whole race of gipsies, and in vague speculations
upon the motives and views of Lord Dewry, in his conduct of that
morning. At times his mind seemed to ramble a little; and he would
mutter vague sentences, referring to many a different object, which
would excite both the attention and wonder of the medical man, and
make him believe that his patient wanted the aid of religion more than
he had imagined at first. When spoken to, however, his replies became
instantly clear and precise, and all his faculties appeared again as
perfect as ever.
In the mean while, the peer, after leaving such directions as the
circumstances and his own particular plans required, placed himself
once more in his carriage, and returned to his usual abode; but he
determined that on no consideration should the wounded man be left
longer in Dimden House without his presence. "Those meddling priests,"
he thought, "think themselves privileged to obtrude and to persevere
in their obtrusion; but I do not think the rector will presume to set
his foot within the doors of Dimden while I am there, without my
especial desire; and if he do, he shall soon be disposed of. I dare
say, however, that Sir Roger himself said enough to prevent his speedy
return; but that surgeon, that Swainstone, is a weak fellow, and I
will trust nothing to circumstances."
There were other things, however, to be accomplished, which required
no small skill and cunning to bring about; but the mind of Lord Dewry
was all activity and eagerness, now that the strife had actually
commenced, and that he felt that the struggle between him and the only
witness of the crime he had committed was so far advanced that it
could only end in the destruction of one or the other. There was no
more hesitation now--there was no more fear or doubt--there was none
of that wavering between many feelings and many emotions. He had
plunged in, and he was resolved to make his way through. The news of
his son's death had decided him; and the burning longing for revenge
went hand in hand with all his other motives. He had hesitated at the
first step; but that irretrievable first step was now taken, and he
did not regret it. He had chosen his path; he had begun the contest,
and his whole thoughts and mind were bent to take advantage of every
circumstance in order to terminate it in his own favour.
Again and again, as the carriage rolled on, he revolved in his own
mind the various means that could be used to induce the dying man to
make such a declaration of what he had witnessed during the affray in
Dimden Park as would give an irresistible grasp of Pharold; and yet
how accomplish this purpose without letting Sir Roger know that he was
dying, and that the crimes to which he was making himself a party
would soon appear in the dreadful account against his disembodied
spirit? It was a difficult task, and yet he thought he could
accomplish it, if he were for any long time present in the knight's
sick-room; but on another point he saw, and saw with a glow of
triumph, that he could turn the very refusal of the papers, which for
a moment he had considered as detrimental, to the very best account.
Although it was late, and he had not dined, yet he ordered the
carriage, ere it proceeded home, to pass through the neighbouring
village, and stop at the vicarage. It was an honour which the proud,
cold, irreverent peer had seldom paid to the poor minister of a
religion that condemned him; and with some surprise the vicar beheld
him enter his little study. But the struggle in which he was engaged,
like all other struggles of base interest, whether they be for the
purposes of political ambition or of private avarice, was one that
mightily tamed pride, and rendered coldness warm and affable. He was
anxious to buy golden opinions from all sorts of men: and although he
had a further purpose at present in view, he addressed the clergyman
with that sort of courtesy which his situation prompted him to use
towards every one whose word might be of value in the opinion of the
world.
"My dear sir," he said, "I come to you for the purpose of requesting a
favour." The vicar, who neither loved nor approved the man who spoke
to him, answered coldly that he should be happy to do any thing to
serve his lordship; and the peer proceeded to explain.
"The fact is," he said, "that last night, in a terrible deer-stealing
affray, which took place at Dimden, a poor friend of mine was severely
wounded, and is not expected to live from hour to hour. Among his
baggage, which remains here at the hall, he tells me that there are
papers of great importance; and, indeed, he wished me to bring them to
him; but as his mind is not itself, and his faculties wander from time
to time, I do not conceive I should be justified in placing papers of
importance at his disposal. At the same time, of course, I cannot
presume to examine them, and I wish much to seal them up in your
presence, if you have time to get into my carriage with me, and
accompany me to the hall. It is for this purpose that I have now
called here as I passed from Dimden on my way home."
The vicar thought that the matter might have been more simply
arranged; but as there was nothing in the peer's request which was
unreasonable, he consented to accompany him; and in few minutes they
were at the door of the mansion. Leaving the cook to fret over his
delayed ragouts, the peer instantly ordered sealing-wax and lights to
be brought; and, accompanied by the clergyman, proceeded to the
apartments which Sir Roger Millington had occupied for so short a
time, and in which various articles of apparel were still lying about.
The valise, however, firmly locked, was in one corner of the room; and
what was still more pleasing in the sight of the peer, there appeared
on one of the tables a small portable letter-case, in which, beyond
all doubt, the knight had placed the papers which were of so much
consequence to Lord Dewry.
Lord Dewry took the wax, and bidding the servant who brought it hold
the taper, he sealed first the letter-case, and then the valise, and
requested the vicar to do the same with his own seal. "I am induced,"
he said, in a frank tone, "to take all these precautions, by a
conversation which I had with my poor friend this morning, in which he
spoke of these things as of the most vital importance. It might be the
mere rambling of delirium, but it might be more correct; and,
therefore, as this caution costs me nothing but the wax, and you, my
dear sir, nothing but the loss of a few minutes' time--though I know
your time is valuable--I thought it best not to neglect a line of
conduct, which I might regret not having pursued hereafter."
"I think your lordship is quite right," replied the vicar, placing his
seal also on the cases. "In matters of worldly prudence, and in our
religious duties, where there is any thing to be done which may
produce good, and cannot produce evil, to neglect it is, in the one
case, a folly, and in the other, a sin."
The peer repressed the sneer that began to curl his lip; and, perhaps,
felt at his heart that the good man's words were true, though through
life he had neglected the rule they taught. He then bade the servant
close up the apartment, and lock the door, till the death of the
unhappy knight should render the things that it contained the property
of others; and descending the stairs with the vicar, he begged that he
would favour him by remaining to dinner, which was about to be placed
upon the table. The clergyman replied that he had long dined; and in
answer to the offer of the peer's carriage to take him back to the
vicarage, he answered that he would rather walk.
"He is stern and repulsive!" thought the peer as the clergyman left
him: but there was still a lingering gleam of better feeling, which
occasionally lighted up his darkened heart, and he added, almost
instantly, and aloud; "but he is loved by the poor, and he is a good
man; and I would rather have such a one near me than a pampered
voluptuary."
"Sir!" said the servant, who was standing by.
"Pshaw! nothing!" replied the peer, and walked back to his
dressing-room.
Early the next morning he returned to Dimden, where he received, as we
have seen, the tidings which Colonel Manners sent him of the security
of his son, which, though it poured some balm into his heart, came too
late to effect any change in his purposes against the gipsy.
CHAPTER X.
"The time was," thought the gipsy, as he climbed the hills once
more, after leaving Colonel Manners at the house of Sir William
Ryder,--"the time was when these limbs would have undertaken double
the toil that they have undergone this day, as a matter of sport. But
now they are weary and faint, like those of some sickly dweller in
cities--of some slave of effeminate and enfeebling luxury. Age is
upon me: the breaker of the strong sinew--the softener of the hard
muscle--the destroyer of vigour, activity, and power has laid upon me
that heavy hand, which shall press me down into the grave. But it
matters not--it matters not. I have outlived my time; I have changed,
and the things around me have changed also; but we have not changed in
the same way. They have sprung up, new and young, while I have grown
weary and old; and, in the midst of the world, I am like a withered
leaf of the last year among the green fresh foliage of the spring. It
is time that I should fall from the bough, and give place to brighter
things."
As he thus thought, whether from corporal weariness, or from the
listlessness of the dark melancholy which oppressed him, he turned
from the high-road into the first plantation that he met with; and
without such care for personal comfort as even a gipsy usually takes,
cast himself down under the trees, and sought to refresh himself by
sleep. Gloomy ideas, however, still pursued him long; and, with the
superstitious imaginations of his tribe heightening the universal
propensity to superstition in our nature, he fancied that the
melancholy which disappointment, and anxiety, and difficulty, and
failure, had produced, was but some supernatural warning of his
approaching fate. The bravest, the wisest, the best, as well as the
most hardened and the most skeptical, have felt such presentiments,
and have believed them; and very often, also, either by the desponding
inactivity of such belief, or by rash struggles to prove that they did
not believe, have brought about the fulfilment of that which
originally was but a dream.
Sleep, however, came at length; and it was daylight the next morning
ere the gipsy awoke. He rose refreshed; and his dark visions, perhaps,
would have vanished, if he would have let them: but there is nothing
to which one so fondly clings as superstition; and to have cast from
him as untrue a presentiment in which he had once put faith, Pharold
would have held as treason to the creed of his people. He rose, then;
and, pursuing the paths through the plantations and the woods,
avoiding all public ways, and never venturing farther from the covert
than to follow the faintly-marked track through some small solitary
meadow, he mounted the remaining hills, and bent his steps towards the
thick wood in which he had left his companions, revolving, as he went,
what might be the probable fate of those to whom he had so
perseveringly clung, when he, himself, should be no more.
He found the other gipsies all on foot, and busied about the various
little cares of a fresh day, with the light and careless glee of a
people to whom the sorrows of the past week are as a half-forgotten
tradition. The old were talking and laughing at the entrances of
their tents, the young were sporting together by the stream, and the
middle-aged were employed in mending this or that which had gone wrong
about their carts and baggage, and whistling as lightly at their work
as if there were no such thing as grief in all the world.
"And thus will it be," thought Pharold, as he approached--"thus will
it be with them all, ere I am a week beneath the earth. But it matters
not, it matters not. So be it. Why should I wish tears shed or hearts
bruised for such a thing as I am?"
He believed that he did not wish it; yet where is the man so steeled
by nature or philosophy as to look forward to the grave, and not to
hope that some kind bosom will sigh, some gentle eye give a tear to
his memory when he is gone? and though Pharold believed that he did
not wish it, he deceived himself. At the door of his own tent sat she
on whom, in this his latter day, he had bestowed the better part of
all his feelings; whom he loved, at once, with the tenderness of a
father and the tenderness of a husband,--a union of feelings that
never yet produced aught but sorrow, for it never can be returned in
the fulness of its own intensity.
She was looking lovelier, too, than ever he had seen her; and though,
heaven knows, her beauty owed but little to richness of dress, yet
there was a something of taste and elegance in her attire, rude as it
was in quality, that pleased the eye of one who had acquired a
knowledge of what constitutes beauty in other times and circumstances.
She had twined a bright red handkerchief through the profuse masses of
her jetty black hair, and had brought a single fold partly across her
broad clear forehead. Her full round arms were bare up to the
shoulders; and, as if in sport, she had cast her red mantle round her,
like the plaid of a Scottish shepherd, contrasting strongly, but
finely, with the drapery of a blue gown beneath. Her head was bent
like the beautiful head of Hagar, by Correggio; and her dark eyes,
their long lashes resting on her sunny cheek, were cast down, well
pleased, upon one of the children of the tribe, who, leaning on her
knees, was playing with the silver ring that circled one of the taper
fingers of her small brown hand.
Lena did not hear the approach of any one till Pharold was within
fifty paces; but the moment his well-known step met her ear, she
started up and ran to meet him, with smiles that were, perhaps, the
brighter because she felt that she had something to atone for, weighty
enough to be concealed, and yet not to oppress her very heavily.
Pharold pressed her to his bosom; and whatever he might try to
believe, he felt--felt to his heart's inmost core--that there was at
least one person on the earth that he should wish to remember him,
after the stream of time had washed away his memory from the hearts of
others.
He gave but one moment to tenderness, however; and the next, turning
to the rest of the gipsies, he inquired, "What news of the boy?" The
old woman was instantly called from one of the tents, and came
willingly enough to make her report to Pharold, though she grumbled
audibly all the way at being hurried, and at such tasks being put upon
her at her years.
"Well, Pharold, I have done your bidding," she said, in a tone both
cajoling and self-important--"I have done your bidding, and have seen
the lad. Poor fellow, his is a hard case, indeed; and such a fine,
handsome boy, too, and so happy a one as he used to be--"
"But what said he, woman?" interrupted Pharold, sternly. "Keep your
praises of him till he be here to hear them, and thank you for them;
for, doubtless, he is the only person who will do so. Tell me what he
said of his situation."
"What he said!" replied the beldam; "why, what should he say, but that
if he be not got out to-morrow night--that is, this night that is
coming,--he will be sent away to the county jail, and hanged for the
murder of that fellow that is dying or dead up at the house? That's
what he said."
"But did he say how he was to be delivered?" asked Pharold. "That is
the question."
"Yes, to be sure he did," answered the old woman. "Do you think I went
there for nothing? He may be delivered easy enough, if folks like to
try. You know the windows of that there strong room, Pharold, well
enough, and I know them too, for I was in there for half a day or
more, when old Dick Hodges swore to my nimming his cocks and hens. He
lies in the churchyard now, the old blackguard, for that was in the
old lord's time. But, as I was saying, you know the windows well
enough. When they had you up at the house, and wanted to make a
gentleman of you, but found they had got hold of the wrong stuff--"
Pharold's brow grew as dark as a thundercloud. "On, woman, on with
your story," he cried, "and turn not aside to babble of the past. What
have you or I to do with the past? You were the same then that you are
now, only that the vices and follies of youth have given place to the
vices and follies of age."
"Well, well, I'm sure I'm telling my story as quickly as it can be
told," replied Mother Gray; "but as I was saying, you know the windows
well enough, and know that any one that is at all strong could knock
off two or three of the bars, and let the boy out in a minute. Any one
could do it."
"Oh, but he said that nobody but Pharold must come," cried Lena,
eagerly, forgetting for the moment all caution, and then reddening,
like the morning sky, as soon as she had spoken.
"Ha!" cried Pharold, turning his keen dark eyes full upon her, "said
he so? and how know you that he did say so, Lena? Ha!"
The poor girl turned redder and redder, and looked as if she would
have sunk into the ground, while Pharold still gazed sternly upon her,
as if waiting an answer; but the ready cunning of the old woman came
to her aid with a lie. "How does she know that he said so?" cried the
beldam: "how should she know it but by my telling her?"
Lena heard the falsehood more willingly than she would have spoken it,
though by her silence she made it her own, as much as if her lips had
given it utterance.
"'Tis well, 'tis well," said Pharold, with a bitter smile curling his
lip,--"'tis well. So he said that none but Pharold should come? Now
tell me, woman, if your tongue be not so inured to falsehood that it
cannot speak truth,"--Lena burst into tears, and crept back to her
tent, while Pharold went on,--"tell me why this boy said that none but
Pharold must come, when any one else could remove the bars as well?"
"Because he said that any one else who did not know the park might
make some mistake," replied the old woman, "and so ruin both himself
and poor Will."
Pharold mused for a moment or two and then asked, "Was all quiet when
you went?"
"As quiet as a dead sheep," answered the old woman, with a grin.
"And no one stirring in the house or in the park?" demanded Pharold.
"In the park all was dark and solitary," she replied: "I saw nothing
but some fine fat deer, and an owl that came skimming along before us
in the long walk; and on the outside of the house all was quiet enough
too: but there were two rooms above where there were lights; and I
waited awhile to see if they would be put out: but they were so long,
that I made up my mind, as all the rest was still, to creep on; and I
got close under the boy's window and called his name, and he told me
that the lights were in the room where the man is dying."
Pharold mused again; but the man whom we have heard called by the name
of Brown, a powerful gipsy of about forty years of age, took a step
forward, and laid his hand kindly upon Pharold's arm. "I will tell you
what, Pharold," he said, "this seems to me a doubtful sort of
business. I do not think the boy would do any thing willingly to trap
one of us: but he may have been taken in somehow; and it does seem as
if there was something strange about it; so I'll tell you what, I'll
go, and the old woman shall show me the way."
"No, Brown, no," said Pharold; "I would put upon no man what I was
afraid to do myself,--if I could be afraid to do any thing. If there
be no treachery, there is nothing to fear: and if there be treachery,
I should be base, indeed, if I let any of my people fall into what was
meant for myself. No, no, I will go: no man can avoid his hour, Brown.
We all know that when fate has fixed what is to happen, we may turn
which way we will, but we shall not escape it. I will go; and if there
be treachery, let it light upon the heads of those that devised it. It
is my fate--I will go."
"No, no, Pharold," said the other; "let me go. To me they can do
nothing. Me they cannot charge with any crime, even unjustly; for I
was not in the park at all when the man was shot. You and all the
others were, though you went there to prevent it; and so, if they
catch you, they may send you to prison: but if they catch me, they can
do nothing with me. They can but say I came to speak with the poor boy
through the bars."
Pharold, however, persisted. It had ever been his habit among his
fellows to take upon himself the execution of any thing difficult or
dangerous, and he regarded it almost as a privilege, which he clung to
the more, in the present instance, from a superstitious conviction
that fate was leading him on, and that it was useless to struggle
against its influence. "There yet remains the whole day before us," he
said, when he had silenced opposition, "and but little remains to be
done. Call all the people round me, Brown, for I am going to speak
with them,--perhaps it may be for the last time."
The gipsies who already surrounded him saw well that a presentiment of
approaching death weighed upon the mind of him who had been so long
their leader, and it is but doing them justice to acknowledge, that
most of them grieved sincerely to observe that such was the case.
None, however, offered comfort or consolation; for their belief in
their own superstitious traditions was far too strong for any one to
dream even that such a presentiment might prove fallacious. The rest
of the tribe were soon called together; and, stretching themselves out
in various groups around, with the clear forest stream bubbling and
murmuring through the midst, and the bright sun streaming through the
oaks and beeches upon the bank on which they lay, they waited in
silence for what Pharold had to say. The tone he assumed was simple
and calm, perhaps less marked and emphatic than that which he
generally affected. "My friends," he began, "I am going this night
upon a matter more dangerous than any that I have ever yet
attempted,--at least so, for many reasons, I am led to think; in it I
may probably be taken by men who hate and persecute us; and if I be so
taken, do not deceive yourselves--I shall never return among you
alive. I feel it, I know it; and, therefore, if by the first light of
to-morrow's sun I have not returned, look upon me as among the dead,
take up your tents, and go as far as you may. When you are so far from
this place that they cannot follow you to persecute you, seek out what
has become of the clay that I leave behind. Lay me in the earth, in
some green wood, but where the summer sun may shine upon me, and the
winter snow may fall: turn my face to the eastward, and put one hand
upon my heart, and let not the earth that covers me be more than four
palms deep.[7] When you have done all this, forget me; but forget not
what I am going to say. Remember, ever before all things, that you are
a nation apart, and mingle not with the strangers among whom you
dwell. Let them follow their way, and you follow your way. Give
obedience to their laws, but maintain your own liberties: bend to
their power, but preserve the customs of your fathers. Shut, them out,
too, as far as may be, from among you: let them not learn either your
history, or your language, or your knowledge; for if they do they will
make these the means of softening and enslaving, under the pretence of
civilizing and improving you. Forget not that you have been, and that
you shall yet be, a great people; nor ever think that there are too
few of you left for the time of your greatness to come. Look at this
acorn: it fell from a great tree, that has been cut down; and though
now it be smaller than the egg of a wren, it shall be as great as the
mightiest of the forest. So is it, and so shall it be, with you. None
of you can ever gain so much as I could have gained by abandoning my
people; but I would not do it. I refused wealth, and ease, and honour,
and I chose poverty, and wandering, and persecution, because I was
born of the gipsy race, and would not belie the blood of my fathers,
by mingling with the persecutors of our people--because I would not be
chosen from among them for a plaything and an experiment. I learned
their knowledge, though they learned not ours, and I returned to mine
own as true in heart as when I left them. Thus let it be with you all;
and if, after I am gone, the name of Pharold is ever mentioned, let it
be as an example of how true our people should be to the ways of their
fathers."
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[Footnote 7: The gipsy tribes throughout Europe are so like one
another in their habits, that it is extraordinary so great a
difference should exist in their manner of burying their dead as has
been observed among them, especially when they attach much importance
to the method they each pursue. Among the greater part of the
continental gipsies the habit of burying their dead under water
prevails, but to other tribes, again, the forest affords a place of
sepulture; and to others, I have heard, the summits of high
mountains.]
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He paused, and there followed among those who surrounded him the
low murmur of people who draw their breath deep after a long and
eager attention, but no one spoke; and in a few minutes Pharold
proceeded:--"If I return no more, there will be some one wanting to
lead and direct you all aright. My choice falls upon you, Brown, as
the calmest, and the wisest, and the bravest, with years sufficient to
ensure experience, and yet with vigour unimpaired by age. Do you
consent, my brothers, that he shall be your Ria?"
The choice was one which all anticipated, and with which all were
pleased, except, perhaps, two or three, who, feeling that they ought
to be satisfied though they were not, and that they must submit
whether they liked it or not, yielded with the rest, or, perhaps, gave
more clamorous approval. "I have now," continued Pharold, turning
towards Lena, who, since the people had been called round him, had
remained near in silent tears while he had been speaking,--"I have now
spoken to you of all things save one. I leave among you my wife, then
a widow; and as Heaven knows I have dealt justly with you all, so, I
beseech you, deal justly and kindly by her. Be unto her as brethren
and sisters. I supplied unto her the place of parents that are dead;
you supply unto her, I beseech you, my place when I am dead also. Let
her share with the rest in what you gain, until she shall choose out
some one to be to her a support and a husband. Let her choice depend
upon herself, but oh, let her choice be good; let it not fix upon a
fair form or a smooth tongue, but upon a strong mind and a noble
heart."
He spoke firmly, but, perhaps, somewhat bitterly; and Lena, though she
raised her eyes for a moment with a look of imploring deprecation,
said nothing, but wept on in silence. "And now," continued Pharold, "I
will have done, my friends, with but one more injunction, which is,
keep together. Let not the people of the land separate you, but be ye
true among yourselves."
Thus saying, he rose from the bank on which he had been leaning, and
the rest sprang upon their feet also. His scanty auditory then
dispersed to their several occupations again, though some lingered for
a few minutes, gazing upon him as on one they might never see more
after that day was over; and Pharold, after speaking a few words in a
gentler tone to Lena, laid his hand upon the arm of the man Brown, and
walked with him slowly down the course of the stream.
Their conversation was long: many were the sage and prudent maxims
that Pharold gave to him whom he had pointed out as his successor,
many the wild and singular cautions which he suggested. It was, in
fact, his lesson of political economy and good government; but, as it
would not suit any other world but the little world for which it was
intended, it were useless to repeat it here. He did not, until the
end, refer again to himself in any way; but, after having spent
nearly two hours in giving instructions respecting the rule and
protection of the tribe, he added, "I need not tell you, Brown, that I
feel the flame going out--not that it is weaker, not that it is less
bright--the broadest blaze of the fire is often the last, but it is
near its end; and if it be not to-morrow or the next day, in the
manner that I apprehend, or in the way my enemies seek to make it, yet
death will come soon, in his own time, and by his own path. Look
there!" and he spread out before his comrade his broad palm, traversed
with the many lines and marks which are usually to be found there. The
other gipsy gazed on it for a moment, gravely, but made no reply; and
Pharold went on:--"Nevertheless, as I have heard the ignorant and the
conceited declare, that people often do things themselves to bring
about a fate that is foretold them, I will neglect nothing that can
turn aside mine. If, then, by dawn to-morrow, I have not returned to
you, send instantly a trusty messenger to the small village of ----,
where I have sent several times before, to the House of Mr.
Harley--many of the people know it--bid them tell him for me, that I
am in prison, on a false accusation which he knows of, and that if he
would save me, he must come over to Dimden soon. See that it be done
rightly, Brown; for were anything to happen to me without his
knowledge, he would say that I had used him unkindly, or had not
confidence in his honour."
"I will do it myself, Pharold," replied the gipsy: "I will take one of
those that have been over, to be sure of the place, and will see the
man myself, if it be possible."
"Oh, he will see you," answered Pharold; "he has learned bitter
lessons in life, and knows that a better heart may beat under a
gipsy's bosom than under the robes of peers and princes. Now, then, I
have said all, Brown: and fare you well, my friend. You at least will
not forget me."
"Never!" answered the other; and they parted. During the rest of the
day a degree of gloom naturally hung over the party of gipsies; and
wherever Pharold turned, there were eyes looking at him, with some
degree of superstitious awe, as one in whom approaching fate was
already visible. Evening, however, came at length, and night began to
fall; and, ere the first twinkling star could claim full possession of
the sky, a thin whitish autumn mist rose up from the valleys, and came
drifting with the wind through the trees, and down the course of the
little stream by which the gipsies' tents were pitched. Pharold
remarked it with satisfaction, exclaiming, "May it last, may it last.
With such a mist as that, and a dark autumn night, he were a keen man,
indeed, that could take me in Dimden Park."
As far as the continuance of the mist went, he was gratified to his
wish; for it not only remained, but increased in density to that
degree, that even round the gipsies' fires the dark faces lighted by
the red glare appeared dim and phantom-like to those who sat on the
other side of the blaze. Pharold himself remained from sunset till
nearly midnight in his tent; and Lena had not appeared at all from the
time he had spoken to the tribe in the morning. At length Pharold came
forth; and the gipsies, who were still congregated round the fires,
thinking that he was about to join them for a time ere he went, made
room for him among them; but he glided on past them all, merely
saying, in a low voice as he came near the spot where Brown was
placed, "I go! do not forget!"
He then walked rapidly on, threaded the most intricate mazes of the
wood, traversed the common above the park, leaped the park wall, near
the spot where Dickon and his party had entered on the ill-starred
deer-stealing expedition, and paused for a moment to look around him,
and consider his further proceedings. The mist, which lay heavy on the
common and the lawns, was still more dense and dark amid the covered
walks and narrow paths of Dimden Park; but the obscurity proved of but
little inconvenience to one so much accustomed to wander in the night
as Pharold. Long habit of the kind seems, indeed, to give another
sense, and to enable persons who are possessed of it to distinguish,
as it were instinctively, obstacles in their way which the eye could
not have detected.
Thus he walked on, through the thick trees and among the narrow paths
of the park, without ever either taking a wrong direction, or running
against any of the massy trunks round which the small footway turned.
Ever and anon, however, he stopped, to listen, but all was still:
there was not a voice, a footstep, a rustle, a sound of any kind to be
heard, till he entered one of the principal alleys leading towards the
house, when a distant clock struck a quarter to twelve, and, as if
roused by the sound, the owl poured forth her long melancholy cry, and
flitted slowly across Pharold's steps, stirring slightly the foggy air
with the scarcely heard wave of her light wings.
Pharold marked its voice, and felt it flap past him; and, in that mood
when the heart connects every external thing with its internal gloom,
he muttered, "Hoot no more, bird of ill omen! I am prepared and
ready!"
The end of the alley which he had chosen opened upon the side of the
lawn, at the distance of perhaps a hundred yards from the house. But
the fog was too thick for even the bare outline of the mansion to be
visible; and the only thing that indicated its proximity was the
appearance of two or three rays of light, pouring from the apertures
in some window-shutters, and streaming through the white mist, till
they lost themselves in the night. Pharold paused and gazed; and
emotions as mingled, but less painful, affected his bosom, as those
which had been experienced by Lord Dewry when he had last looked
towards the same building. All was silent around; he felt himself
secure in the obscurity; he was in no haste to go on; and as he stood
and gazed towards the dwelling where two years of the happiest part of
life had been spent, his mind naturally reverted to the past. He
called up those boyish days, the pleasures he had then enjoyed, his
friendship with one noble-minded youth, and the injuries he had since
received from the other companion of his boyhood. He thought of what
he had been, and of what he might have been; of the promises held out
to him by those who would have kept them; of the prospects that were
open before him, if he had chosen to follow them; he thought of the
life of honour, and respect, and fortune, which might have been his;
and he compared it with the life of wandering, and persecution, and
anxiety, which he had led from the day he quitted that mansion to the
hour that he stood there again, in the sear and yellow leaf of years,
in the close of man's too brief existence. It was a melancholy
retrospect, and he could not but feel it as melancholy; but there was
a proud, stern satisfaction mingled with it all, enhanced even by the
magnitude of the sacrifice he had made. He felt a deep gladness in
knowing, now that life lay behind him as a past journey, that he had
adhered to his persecuted people, in spite of every temptation that
could have led him to abandon them; that voluntarily and perseveringly
he had made their fate his fate, in preference to a more splendid
destiny than hope herself could have led him to expect. He felt proud,
too, and justly, that those feelings and principles which had won him
the strong affection of the noble and good in another class, and among
another people, had never been forgotten amid dangers, and perils, and
sorrows, and temptations; and that he could lay his hand upon his
heart, as he gazed up towards the mansion, and say, I have been as
noble in poverty and wandering as if I had never quitted the shelter
of those once lordly walls.
He stood and gazed for near ten minutes; and then ending his revery,
as all deep contemplations end, with a sigh, he turned slightly from
the path he had been pursuing, skirted round the edge of the wood,
and, without crossing the open space, approached through the trees
that part of the building called the justice-room, which lay, as we
have seen, contiguous to the chamber in which the boy was confined.
Since he had been there, however, the river had encroached so much
upon the bank, that no one less active and expert than himself would
have found space to pass between the walls of the high old chapel-like
projection, so called, and the edge of the bank above the water. He
accomplished it, however, though with some difficulty; and then,
turning the angle of the building, approached the window of the strong
room. Raising himself on a ledge of ornamental stonework, which ran
along the basement, he put his hand through the bars to feel whether
the inner window was closed or not, and finding that it was shut, he
knocked gently on the glass with his knuckles. The moment after, it
was opened, and the voice of the youth demanded, "Who is there?"
"It is I, William," said Pharold; "are your limbs free?"
"They are free of cords," answered the lad in a voice that trembled
with agitation, and, perhaps, with remorse--"they are free of cords,
but I cannot get out."
"I will open the way for you, then," answered Pharold; "but when I
have picked out the mortar from these bars, you use your strength to
force them out from within."
The boy made no answer, but listened to hear if those who lay in wait
had taken the alarm; and a hope did cross his mind that they might
have neglected their watch on that dark and chilly night, and that
Pharold might give him the means of escape, without the consummation
of the treachery to which he had yielded. The hope increased, as
Pharold, with a small crow bar, gradually loosened the iron from its
socket in the stone, and yet no one appeared; and as soon as it was
practicable, the boy, using his whole strength from within, forced out
the lower end of the bar. The space, however, was not yet large enough
to give a passage to his shoulders, and the gipsy instantly applied
himself again to loosen the neighbouring bar. "Oh make haste, make
haste," cried the youth, with almost frantic eagerness--"make haste,
Pharold, make haste!"
"Hush!" cried Pharold, sternly, and turned hastily to listen; but at
the same instant two men sprang upon him. The gipsy struggled to cast
them off, but his foot slipped, and they both fell with him to the
ground. Ere he could rise, two more were added to the assailants; and
finding resistance vain, Pharold instantly abandoned the attempt,
suffered his arms to be pinioned with a burning heart, and followed
whither they led him.
Several lights and several figures appeared at the small backdoor to
which they conducted their prisoner; and more than one lantern was
raised to his face, and more than one inquisitive countenance stared
into his, as he was taken through some long stone passages towards the
very room from which he had been endeavouring to liberate his
treacherous young companion. The four men who had seized him hurried
him on, keeping close together, as if afraid that, notwithstanding all
their efforts, he might still escape. At the door of the strong room
they paused; and one, producing a key, proceeded to apply it to the
lock, and to undraw the heavy bolts and bars. Pharold spoke not a
word; but the moment the door was open, and the light, from some
lanterns behind, flashed in through the aperture, his eyes sought the
unhappy youth, whose face was covered with tears.
Pharold had only time to ask himself, "Is he guilty, or is he
innocent?" when, springing past him and those that conducted him, the
lad made straight towards the door. One of those behind instantly
stopped him, exclaiming, "Holla, my lad, where are you going so fast?"
The one who had opened the door, however, turned round almost at the
same time, crying, "Let him go, let him go; now we have got this one,
we do not care for the other. Let him be off as fast as he will."
The gipsy's doubts were cleared up in a moment. He saw himself
betrayed by one of his own people, whom he was in the very act of
rescuing; he saw himself delivered up by one for whom he had been
risking so much; he saw his most generous feelings made use of as
snares to take him; and he believed that she whom he loved more than
anything on earth was a party to the infamous treachery by which he
had been entrapped. Oh, how he hated the whole human race!
So deep, so powerful was the agony that he suffered, that, without a
word, without a movement, he stood upon the spot to which his captors
thrust him forward, his dark eyes bent upon the ground, his pinioned
hands clasped together, as if they had been riveted with iron, his
limbs as motionless as if they had been stone. The people round gazed
at him, but he saw them not; they taunted and they sneered, but his
ear was dull. He felt not at that moment the insolent gaze, the brutal
jest, the loss of liberty, the very hands that wrung his muscles. He
felt alone that he was betrayed, that his love and his confidence had
been cheated and dispised. All the rest was nothing. That, that was
the iron that entered into his soul! Ere he had been there a minute,
the keeper Harvey, who had not been among those that took him, pushed
through the gaping crowd, to assure himself that the report which had
reached him was true. But there was something in the gipsy that the
man felt and feared, with feelings full of hate, indeed, but nearly
akin to awe; and when he saw him stand there like a statue, in the
stern bitterness of utter despair, a faint conception of his
sensations thrilled even through the coarse mind of the keeper; and
after a hasty glance, without proffering a word, he made the rest
retire, and following them himself, locked and barred the door.
At about three o'clock in the morning, those who watched in the gipsy
encampment were roused by a hasty step, and in a moment after the boy
William, all panting and wild, stood by the fire. "What news? what
news?" cried one of the men, eagerly; "where is Pharold?"
"Bad news!" answered the youth, gazing round him with a look of
bewildered consciousness: "they have caught Pharold as he was helping
me out of the prison."
"Brown," cried one of the men, approaching a neighbouring
tent--"Brown, here is bad news; they have caught Pharold, and here is
Will come back."
Brown instantly started from the hut and came out to the fire: but he
was not the only one; for Lena's sleepless ear had caught the tidings,
and she too rushed out, with many others that the noise had awakened.
Wild apprehension and distress were in her eyes; but she spoke not,
while Brown proceeded rapidly to question the lad on what had
occurred. The trembling tone in which he answered might proceed from
fatigue and agitation at his escape, the varying colour on his cheek
might be the flash of the newly stirred up blaze; but there was a
rambling and inconsistent character about the story that he told
concerning his own escape and the capture of Pharold that raised doubt
in many. "You rushed past the people," said Brown, after many other
questions, "and got out even after they had taken Pharold. Did no one
try to stop you?"
"Yes," answered the lad; "one man did; but I got away from him, too,
and ran as hard as I could. But why do you look at me so, Lena?" he
added, unable to bear any longer the keen, fierce glance which she had
never withdrawn from his face for one moment from the time she had
first come forth.
"Why do I look at you so?" said the girl, stepping forward boldly
towards him, and casting back the jetty hair from her forehead while
she spoke, with a burning cheek and flashing eye, and almost frantic
vehemence of tone--"why do I look at you so? Because, base traitor,
you have betrayed him that came to save you--and you know it
well!--because you have cheated me into persuading him to go;--and oh,
if such a foolish thing as love for me had any hand in what you have
done--and I say boldly before them all that I believe it had--may that
love stay by you to curse you to your latest day! For think not you
will prosper in your villany--I hate you! I abhor you! I spit upon
you! and I call God and the heavens to witness, that if there were not
another man in all the earth I would die sooner than be your wife!
Cast him out from among us, Brown, cast him out! Dickon was but a
child in villany to him; Dickon was wilful and violent, but he was not
base and false; Dickon might be a rebel, but he was never a traitor.
Cast him out, Brown, cast him out; for the blood of my husband is upon
him; and I will not dwell in the same tents with him. He cannot deny
it; his face speaks it; his tale is not even like truth. Oh, my heart
misgave me when he used so many vows and protestations last night that
he would not have Pharold put in danger for the world. Truth is more
simple; and he is a traitor, and the seller of his friend's blood!"
She spoke with all the energy of passion and indignation: her eyes
flashed, her arms waved, her very form seemed to increase in size with
the wild vehemence of her feelings; and the unhappy youth in the
meantime stood before her, with bent head and averted glance, like a
convicted criminal before his judge.
"You are guilty, William," said Brown, gazing on him with pity,
mingling a drop or two of milder feeling with the sternness of his
abhorrence for a crime almost unknown among them,--"you are guilty."
The youth made no answer; and after a pause the other went on:--"You
must go out from among us, for we cannot shelter a traitor. And yet I
grieve for you, William, that anything should have tempted you to
commit such a crime. But still you must go out from among us; for if
we be not all faithful to each other, in whom can we trust? Yet I
would not cast you alone upon the world, so that one fault might bring
on a hundred; and therefore I will send you down to the north country,
where, on the side of Cheviot, you will find more of our people, among
whom I have a brother: seek him out, and tell him I sent you to him."
"I will not go there," answered the youth, doggedly--"I will not go
there, to have this story thrown in my teeth every hour; I will rather
go and seek out Dickon, and rove with him."
"No, no, Billy, my chick," cried the old woman Gray--"no, no, go down
to the Yetholmers, as Brown says--a merry set they are, and a free,
and I will go with you, my lad. I dare say Dickon has gone thither
already; and, do you hear, Bill, I dare say among the bold young lads
thereabouts we may be able to get up as fresh a band as this is; and I
have got a good penny under my cloak, and I will be a mother to you,
my boy. Then who knows when you are a smart young fellow, with a
goodly band of your own, whether this young minx here, who has flown
at you like a wild cat, about that Pharold, who is no great loss any
how--perhaps she may be sorry enough that she was not more civil."
"I shall be sorry," said Lena, in a less violent, but not less
determined, tone than she had before used--"I shall be sorry if ever I
hear the name of such a base and cowardly thing as he is upon this
earth again."
"Well, well, scornful mistress Lena, you may rue," replied the beldam.
"What say you, Will, will you take me with you?"
The youth at first had shown no very strong liking for the old woman's
company; but the hopes of better fortunes which she had held out to
him, the boldness with which she had taken his part, the stern and
reproachful looks of all around, and the feeling that he was parting
for ever from all those with whom his life had hitherto been spent,
made him willing to cling to any fragment of familiar things which
would remain with him to soften the breaking of all accustomed ties.
His conscience, too, reproached him bitterly with what he had done;
and the company of any one would have been preferable to solitude with
his own heart. Willingly, therefore, he caught at her proposal; and
drawing himself up, prepared to steel himself against the contempt of
his comrades, while the old woman went to make her brief preparations:
but he saw nothing around but the stern, cold looks of persons who, in
hatred and scorn, were waiting to see his departure. It was more than
he could bear; and, calling to the old woman to follow him down the
stream, he turned sullenly away, and walked slowly on without a word
of adieu to any one.
"Brown," said Lena, laying her hand upon the gipsy's arm--"Brown, I
know what I am going to ask is in vain, for Pharold, when he went,
felt the shadow of death upon him, and I am a widow; but did he not
tell you any way to rescue him, if he should be taken? He spoke with
you long, and he said to me, too, that there was some way that might
deliver him, though he spoke not clearly. Oh, if it be so, and he have
told you how, lose no time, spare no exertion; for though, God knows,
I was deceived by that base villain's artful speeches, and believed
that my husband was safe, yet I feel--although I know my innocence of
thought, or word, or deed--I feel as if I were guilty of his death."