PART III

I

The warm tears for Father Pan were still flowing down his cheeks, when

Johannes lifted up his eyes with the consciousness of being awake. That

which met his gaze was exactly what he had last seen--the comforting

face of his exalted Brother enveloped by a dun swirl of smoke. But now

it looked different, or else it was perceived through another

sense--like the same story told in another tongue--like the same music

played upon an instrument of different timbre: neither finer nor more

effective, but simpler and more sober.

He found himself sitting on the slope of a mountain, and saw Markus

bending over him. The sun had set, and the valley lay in twilight, yet

in the dusk one could see the glow of fiery furnaces--could see tall

factory-chimneys out of whose huge throats there rolled great billows of

murky smoke, like dirty wool. The whole valley and everything that grew

on the mountain-side was smirched with black. A constant humming and

buzzing, pounding and resounding, rose up from that city of bare,

blackened buildings. At intervals there flared up from the furnace

bluish yellow and violet flames, like glowing, streaming pennants. The

land looked gloomy and desolate, as if laid waste by lava; yet now and

then, as a rotary oven belched out a flood of brilliant sparks, the grey

air was lighted up for miles beyond.

"Markus," said Johannes, his heart still heavy with sorrow, "Pan is

dead!"

"Pan is dead!" said Markus in return. "But your Brother lives."

"Thank God for that. What brought you here?"

"I am among the miners, Johannes, and the factory operatives. They need

me."

"Oh, my Brother! I too need you. I do not know where in the world to go

... and Pan is dead!"

Johannes embraced the right arm of Markus, and rested his head against

his Brother's shoulder. Thus sitting, he was a long time silent.

He gazed at the clouded valley with its colossal mine-wheel, the black

chimneys and ovens, the black, yellow, and blue-white wreaths of vapor,

the great iron sheds, and the many-windowed buildings devoid of ornament

and color.

All about him he could see the sides of the mountains severed as by

great, gaping wounds; the trees prostrate; all nature, with its

beautiful verdure, burned to cinders; and the rocks cleft and crushed.

Upon the top of the mountain, at the very edge of the chasm--an

excavation resembling the hole made by fruit-devouring wasps--several

pine-trees were still standing. But these last children of the forest

were also soon to fall. And in the distance the echo of explosions

reverberated through the mountains, followed by the loud sounds of

falling stones, as the rocks were shattered with dynamite.

"Pan is dead!" His beautiful wonderland was being destroyed; and in the

new life which was to be founded upon the ruins of the old one, Johannes

knew not where to go. He was frightened and bewildered.

But had he not found his Brother again, and for the second time beheld

him in a glorified form, clothed in shining raiment? And was he not,

even now, in his warm, comforting presence?

The thought of this composed and strengthened Johannes.

"My Brother," he asked, "who killed Pan?"

"No one. His time had come."

"But why, then, was he so sad when I asked him about you?"

"The flower must perish if the fruit is to ripen. A child cries when

night comes and it is time to sleep, because he wants to play longer and

does not know that rest is better for him. All people who continue to be

like children cry about death, which is only a birth and full of joyful

anticipations."

"Have Pan and Windekind known you, Brother?"

"No, but they have feared me, as the lesser fears the greater."

"Will your kingdom, then, be more beautiful than theirs?"

"As much more beautiful as the sun is brighter than the moon. But the

weak, the frail and timid ones who live in the night-time, will not

perceive this, and will fear the glorious sun."

For a long time Johannes thought this over. In the far, smoky valley

with its mines and factories, a clock struck--farther away another--in

the distance still another. Thereupon followed the shrill screaming of

steam-whistles, and the loud clanging of bells, and people could be seen

pouring out of the workshops.

"How gloomy!" exclaimed Johannes.

Markus smiled. "The black seed also, in the dark ground, is gloomy, yet

it grows to be a glad sunflower."

"Brother," said Johannes, imploringly, "advise me what to do now. The

beautiful is of the Father, is it not?"

"Yes, Johannes."

"Then must I not follow after that which is the most beautiful of all I

have found in this human world? Do tell me!"

"I only tell you to follow the Father's voice where it seems to call you

most clearly."

"And what if I am in doubt?"

"Then you must question, fervently, and, still as a flower, listen with

all your heart."

"But if I must act?"

"Then do not for an instant hesitate, but venture in the name of the

Father, trusting in your own and His love, which is one and the same."

"Then suppose I make a mistake?"

"You might do that; but if the error is for His sake, He will open your

understanding. Only when you fear for your own sake, and forget Him, can

you be lost."

"Show me then, Brother, what _your_ way is!"

"Very well, Johannes. Come with me."

* * * * *

Together they descended to the valley. The ground was everywhere

black--black with coal and slag and ashes, and the puddles of water were

like ink.

From all sides came the sound of heavy footfalls. It seemed as if the

black town would empty itself of all its people. Hundreds of men ran

hither and thither, all of them with heavy, weary, yet hurried steps.

Apparently, they were all running over one another--each one in the

others' way--but yet there was no disorder, for each seemed to know

where he wished to go.

Most of them looked black--completely begrimed with coal and smoke.

Their hats and blouses were shiny with blackish water. Usually they were

silent; but now and then they called to one another roughly and to the

point, as men do who have spent all their strength, and have none left

for talking or jesting.

Several were already leaving the wash-houses, cleansed and in their

customary sober garments. Their freshly washed faces looked

conspicuously pale in the twilight, amid those of their unwashed

comrades; but their eyes bore dark rims that could not be cleaned.

Johannes and Markus went past the mines, the coal pits, and the smelting

works, until they came to long rows of little houses where the families

of the laborers lived. Thitherward also the people were now streaming.

Behind the small windows where wives were waiting with supper, little

lights began to twinkle everywhere.

Markus and Johannes entered a large, dreary hall having a low wooden

ceiling. In the front part of it two lighted gas-jets were flickering.

The rest of the place was in semi-darkness. There were a good many

benches, but no one had yet arrived. The walls were bare and besmirched,

and upon them were several mottoes and placards.

For a half-hour the two sat there without speaking. A dismal impression

of the gloom and ugliness of this abode took possession of Johannes. It

was worse than the tedium of the schoolhouse. It seemed more frightful

to have to live here than in the wildest and most desolate spot in

Pan's dominion. There it was always beautiful and grandiose, though

often also terrible. Here all was cramped, uninteresting, bare, and

ugly--the horrors of a nightmare, the most frightful Johannes had ever

known.

This lasted an hour, and then the great hall gradually filled with

laborers. They came sauntering in, somewhat embarrassed, pipes in their

mouths, hat or cap on head. At first they remained in the dark

background; then, seating themselves here and there upon the benches,

they glanced to right and left and backward, occasionally expectorating

upon the floor. Their faces looked dull and tired, and the hands of most

of them--rough and broad, with black-rimmed nails--hung down open. They

talked in an undertone, at times laughing a little. Women also came in

with children in their arms. Some were still fresh and young, with a bit

of color about their apparel; some, delicate little mothers in a

decline, with deformed bodies, sharp noses, pale cheeks, and hollow

eyes. Others were coarse vixens, with hard, selfish looks and ways.

The hall filled, and the rows of faces peered through the tobacco smoke,

watching and waiting for what was to take place.

A laborer--a large, robust red-bearded man--came forward under the

gaslight, and began to speak. He stammered at first, and pushed his

right arm through the air as if he were pumping out the words. But

gradually he grew more fluent; and the hundreds of faces in the hall

followed his attitudes and gestures with breathless interest, until one

could see his anger and his laughter reflected as if in a mirror. And

when he broke off a sentence with a sharp, explosive inquiry, then the

feet began to shuffle and stamp with a noise which sometimes swelled to

thunder, in the midst of which could be heard cries of "Yes! Yes!" while

laughing faces, and looks full of meaning, were turned hither and

thither as if searching for, and evincing, approval.

Johannes did not very well understand what was said. He had, indeed,

learned German; but that did not avail him much here, on account of the

volubility of the speaker and his use of popular idioms. His attention,

too, was given as much to the listeners as to the speaker.

Nevertheless, the great cause which was being agitated grew more and

more clear to him.

The speaker's enthusiasm was communicated to his audience, becoming

intensified a hundred-fold, until a great wave of emotion swept over all

present, Johannes included.

He saw faces grow paler, and observed signs of heightened interest. Eyes

began to glisten more and more brightly, and lips were moving

involuntarily. Now and then a child began to whimper. But it disturbed

no one. On the contrary, the orator appeared to utilize the occurrence

for his own purposes. Two tears rolling down the ruddy moustache riveted

Johannes' attention, and he heard a quiver in the rough voice as the

speaker pointed with both hands toward the wailing infant, in such a way

as to remove from the incident all that was comic or annoying.

It was apparent to Johannes that these people suffered an injustice;

that they were about to resist; and that this resistance was

perilous--yes, very perilous--to the point of involving their lives and

their subsistence, and also that of their wives and children.

He could see the evidences of long-suffered injustice, in their

passionate looks and eager gestures. He saw breathless fear at the

thought of the danger which menaced them and their dear ones if they

should offer resistance. He saw the proud glitter in their eyes, and the

high-spirited lifting of their heads as the inner struggle was decided,

and heroism triumphed over fear. They would fight--they knew it now. The

great rising wave of courage and ardor left no irresolute one unmoved.

Johannes looked the faces over very carefully, but there was not one

upon which he could still read the traces of anxiety and hesitation.

One kindled soul illuminated them all, like a mighty fire.

Then Johannes' soul grew ardent, and he too waxed strong at heart; for

there began to touch him the first rays of the beauty which lay

slumbering beneath that sombre veil of ugliness.

After this speaker there were others, who rose in their places without

coming forward. Not one of them hazarded the quenching of the sacred

fire. They all spoke of the coming struggle as of an inevitable event.

But Johannes, with a sensation that made him clench his fists as if the

enemy's hand were already at his throat, now saw a heavy, burly fellow

stop, stammering, in the middle of his speech, and begin to sob; not

from fear--no!--but from keen anger, on account of suffered scorn and

humiliation, and because of the insupportable suspicion that he had been

disloyal to his comrades. Johannes guessed the details of that story,

even although he did not understand the words. The man had been

deceived; and, in a time of deep misery, when his wife was ill, he had

been seduced, by promises, from joining his comrades in this struggle.

Johannes was glad to see actions, fine in themselves, proceed from a

burst of pure emotion, when the whole earnest assemblage, in one

unanimous spirit of generosity, forgave the seeming traitor, and

reinstated him in their regard.

And as the workmen were about to take their leave, with the stern yet

cheerful earnestness of those who are committed to a righteous struggle,

Johannes saw, with great pleasure, that Markus was going to speak. They

knew him, and instantly there was absolute silence. There was something

in the pleased readiness with which these German miners took their

places again to listen--a childlike trust, and a good-natured

seriousness--that Johannes had never seen among the Fair-people; no, nor

anywhere in his own country.

As Markus spoke German with the careful slowness and the purity of one

who did not belong to the land, Johannes understood it all.

"My friends," said Markus, "you have been taught in your schools and

churches of a Spirit of Truth, which was to come as the Comforter of

mankind.

"Well, then, this which has now taken possession of you, and which has

strengthened all your hearts and brightened all your eyes--even this is

the Comforter, the Spirit of Truth, the Holy Ghost.

"For Truth and Righteousness are _one_, and proceed from One. From your

cheerful and courageous eyes I see that you know surely, with a full

conscience, that it is the truth which has stirred you, and that you are

to risk your lives in the cause of justice.

"And that this spirit is a Comforter you will find by experience; that

is, if you are loyal.

"But this I now say to you, because you do not know as I know, that

truth is like a mountain-path between, two abysses, and that it is more

difficult to maintain than the tone of a violin.

"You have suffered injustice; but you have also committed injustice. For

the act of oppression is injustice, and it is also injustice to permit

oppression.

"You have been taught otherwise, and have been told it is written that

injustice will be permitted. But even if this were written, the Spirit

of Truth would cause it to be erased. I say to you that whoever

practices injustice is an evil-doer, and whoever permits injustice is

his accomplice.

"There is a pride which in God's eyes is an honor to a man, and there is

also an arrogance which will cause him to stumble and to be crushed.

"The Spirit of Truth says this: 'Acquaint yourselves with your own

value, and endure no slight which is hostile to the truth.' But he who

overestimates himself will have a fall, and God will not lift him up."

After these powerful and penetrating words, which sounded like a

threatening admonition, Markus sat down, resting his head upon his hand.

After waiting awhile in silence, the whispering crowd dispersed with

shuffling footsteps, without having made a sign of approval or

acquiescence.

"May I stay with you, Markus?" asked Johannes, softly, afraid of

disturbing his guide. Markus looked up kindly.

"How about your little comrade?" he asked. "Would she not grow uneasy?

Come with me. I will show you the way back again."

Together they found the way in the night through the woods to the little

resort and the lodging-house. But excepting an exchange of "Good-nights"

not another word was spoken. In his great awe of him, Johannes dared not

ask Markus how he knew all about his adventures.

II

The next morning, in the dirty little breakfast-room of the

lodging-house, there mingled with the usual smell of fresh coffee and

stale tobacco smoke the fragrance of wood-violets and of musk; for a

pale lavender note, written with blue ink, was awaiting Johannes.

He opened it, and read the following:

Dearly beloved Soul-Brother:

Come to me to-day as soon as you can, upon the wings of our

poet-friendship. Countess Dolores went yesterday, with her little

daughters, and her servants; but she left something for you which will

make you happy, and which I myself will place in your hand.

The following is the first delicate and downy fruit of our union of

souls:

HYMEN MYSTICUM

To Little Johannes

In solemn state swim our two souls,

Like night-black, mystic swans.

O'er passion-seas profoundly deep--

Of briny, melancholy tears.

Oh! Thou supremely bitter ocean!

All wingless, bear we with us, thro' the sky's dark courses,

Thy ceaseless, lily-sorrow--

And the fell weight of this sad world's woe.

Entwine with mine thy slender throat, my brother,

That, swooning, we may farther swim,

And with our song the dazzled race amaze.

Let us, in sensuous tenderness,

Like faded lilies intertwine,

With a death-sob of supremest ecstasy.

Would not your friend be able to compose music for this? And I hope soon

to know her better.

Your soul's kinsman,

Walter v. L. T. D.

_Kurhotel_,8th Sept. (Van Lieverlee tot Endegeest).

Just here, I wish I could say that Johannes immediately let Marjon read

both the letter and the verses, and that, with her, he made merry over

them. But that, alas! the truth will not permit. And now, for the sake

of my small hero, I confess I should be heartily ashamed if I thought

that none of you, in reading the above, would be as ingenuous as he was,

in regarding the poem with the utmost seriousness--even hesitating, like

himself, to doubt its quality, concluding that it must indeed be fine

though a little too high for understanding, and, for that very reason,

not at first sight so very striking and intelligible.

Are you certain that none of you would have been so stupid as to be

deceived by it? Quite certain? Well, then, please do not forget how

youthful Johannes still was; and consider, also, the wonderful progress

of the age, due, no doubt, to the zealous and untiring efforts of our

numerous literary critics.

Johannes did not mention the letter; but when he saw Marjon, he said:

"I saw somebody, yesterday. Can you think who it was?"

Marjon's pale, dull face lighted up suddenly, and she stared at Johannes

with fixed, bright eyes.

"Markus!" said she. Johannes nodded assent, and she continued:

"Thank God! I felt it. I heard that the laborers about here were soon to

go on a strike, and then I supposed-well--Now everything will be all

right again!"

Then she was silent, eating her bread contentedly. A little later, she

asked:

"Where are you going? Is it far? What have you agreed to do?"

"I have settled nothing," said Johannes. "But I will go to him with you

before long. It is not far." Then, affecting to make light of it, he

said: "I have had an invitation to the hotel."

"Gracious!" said Marjon, under her breath. "The deuce is to pay again."

* * * * *

In the park Johannes met Mijnheer van Lieverlee. He stood on the grass

in front of a thicket of withered shrubs, gazing at the mountains; and

was clad in cream-white flannel, with a bright-purple silk handkerchief

in his breast pocket. One hand rested upon his ebony walking-stick; with

the other--thumb and forefinger pressed together, and little finger

extended--he was making rhythmical movements in the air.

When he saw Johannes, he greeted him with a nod and a wink, as if there

were a secret understanding between them.

"Superb! Is it not? Superb!"

Johannes did not exactly know what he meant--the verses he had received,

the mountains opposite, or the fine, September morning. He selected the

most obvious, and said:

"Yes, sir! Glorious weather!"

Van Lieverlee gave him a keen look, as if uncertain whether or not he

was being made sport of, and then leisurely remarked:

"You do not appear to be impressed by the combination of white, mauve,

and golden brown."

Johannes thought himself very sensitive to the effect of color; so he

felt ashamed of not having noticed the color-composition. He saw it now,

fully--the white flannel, the purple pocket-handkerchief, and the faded,

yellow-brown shrub. That Van Lieverlee should thus include himself in

this symphony of color seemed to him in the highest degree pertinent.

"I was engaged in making a 'pantoem' in harmony with that color-scheme,"

said Van Lieverlee; and then, seeing the blank look on Johannes' face,

he added, "Do you know what a 'pantoem' is?"

"I do not, sir."

"Oh, boy! boy! and you call yourself a poet! What did you receive this

morning? Do you know what _that_ is?"

"A sonnet," said Johannes, eagerly.

"Is that so? Did you think it a fine one?"

That was a disquieting question. Johannes was quite at a loss about it;

but it seemed that poets were wont to ask such questions, so he overcame

what he considered his childishness, and said:

"I think it is splendid!"

"You think so! Well, I _know_ it. There is no need to make a secret of

it. I call what is good, _good_, whether it was I who made it, or

somebody else."

That seemed both just and true to Johannes. Now that he was again with

Van Lieverlee, and heard him talk in such a grand style, with that easy,

fluent enunciation, and those elegant gestures, he found him, on the

whole, not bad, but, on the contrary, attractive and admirable. He knew

that Marjon would think otherwise; but his confidence in her judgment

declined as his confidence in Van Lieverlee augmented.

"Now, Johannes, I have something for you which ought to make you very

happy," said Van Lieverlee, at the same time taking from a pretty, red

portfolio, that smelled delightfully like Russia leather, a note

embellished with a crown and sealed with blue wax. "This was written by

Countess Dolores with her own hand, and I know what it contains. Treat

it with respect."

Before handing it over to him, Van Lieverlee, with a sweeping flourish,

pressed it to his own lips. Johannes felt himself to be a dolt; for he

knew it would be an impossibility for him to imitate that.

The note contained a very brief, though cordial, invitation to stay at

her home sometime, when she should be with her children, at her

country-seat in England. There was, too, within the note, a pretty bit

of paper. Johannes had never seen its like. It meant money.

"How kind of her!" he exclaimed rapturously. He felt greatly honored.

Immediately, however, his thoughts turned toward Markus--toward Marjon

and Keesje. How about them? Something must be done about it; to decline

was impossible.

"Well?" said Van Lieverlee. "You do not appear to be half pleased about

it. Or do not you believe it yet? It really is not a joke!"

"Oh, no!" said Johannes. "I know it is not ... but...."

"Your friend may go with you, you know; or does she not care to?"

"I have not asked her yet," said Johannes, "for, you see, we have ... we

have finally found him."

"What do you mean? w hat are you talking about? Speak out plainly, boy.

You need never keep secrets from me.

"It is no secret, sir," said Johannes, greatly embarrassed.

"Then why are you stuttering so? And why do you say 'sir'? Did I not

write you my name? Or do you reject my offer of brotherhood?"

"I will accept it, gladly, but I have still another brother that I think

a great deal of. It is he whom we are seeking--my comrade and I. And now

we have found him."

"A real, ordinary brother?"

"Oh, no!" said Johannes. And then, after a moment of hesitation, softly,

but with emphasis, "It is ... Markus.... Do you know whom I mean?"

"Markus? Who is Markus?" asked Van Lieverlee, with some impatience, as

if completely mystified.

"I do not know who he is," replied Johannes, in a baffled manner. "I

hoped that you might know because you are so clever, and have seen so

much."

Then he related what had happened to him after he had fallen in with the

dark figure, on the way to the city where mankind was--with its sorrows.

Van Lieverlee listened, staring into space at first, with a rather

incredulous and impatient countenance, now and then giving Johannes a

scrutinizing look. At last he smiled.

Then, slowly and decisively, he said, "It is very clear who he is."

"Who is he?" asked Johannes in breathless expectancy.

"Well, a Mahatma, of course--a member of the sacred brotherhood from

Thibet. We will surely introduce him, also, to the Pleiades. He will

feel quite at home there."

That sounded very pleasing and reassuring. Was the great enigma about to

be solved now, and every trouble smoothed away?

"But," said Johannes, hesitating, "Markus feels really at home only when

he is among poor and neglected people--Kermis-folk, and working men. He

looks like a laborer, too--almost like a tramp--he is so very poor. I

never look at him without wanting to cry. He is very different from

you--utterly unlike!"

"That is nothing. That does not signify," said Van Lieverlee, with an

impatient toss of his head. "He dissembles."

"Then you, also, think...." said Johannes, hesitating, and resuming with

an effort, "You think, Walter, that the poor are downtrodden, and that

there is injustice in wealth?"

Van Lieverlee threw back his head, and made a sweeping gesture with his

right arm.

"My dear boy, there is no need for you to enlighten me upon that

subject. I was a socialist before you began to think. It is very natural

for any kind-hearted man to begin with such childish fancies. The poor

are imposed upon, and the rich are at fault. Every newsboy, nowadays,

knows that. But when one grows somewhat older, and gets to be-hold

things from an esoteric standpoint, the matter is not so simple."

"There you are," thought Johannes. "As Markus told it, it was much too

simple to be true."

"Do not forget," resumed Van Lieverlee, "that we all come into the world

with an individual Karma. Nothing can alter it. Each one must bring with

him his past, and either expiate or else enjoy it. We all receive an

appointed task which we are obliged to perform. The poor and downtrodden

must attribute their sad fate to the inevitable outcome of former deeds;

and the trials they endure are the best medium for their purification

and absolution. There are others, on the contrary, who behold their

course in life more clear and smooth because their hardest struggles lie

behind them. I really sympathize deeply with the unhappy proletarian;

but I do not on that account venture to lower myself to his pitiful

condition. The Powers hold him there, and me here--each at his post. He

still needs material misery to make him wiser. I need it no longer,

because I have learned enough in former incarnations. My task, instead,

is the elevation, refinement, and preservation of the beautiful.

Therefore I am assigned to a more privileged position. I am a watch-man

in the high domain of Art. This must be kept pure and undefiled in the

great, miry medley of coarse, rude, and apathetic people who compose the

greater part of mankind. This cultivation of the beautiful is my sacred

duty. To it I must devote myself in all possible ways, and for all time.

The beautiful! The beautiful! in its highest refinement--sleeping or

waking--in voice, in movement, in food, and in clothing! That is my

existence, and to it I must subordinate everything else."

This oration Van Lieverlee delivered with great emphasis while slowly

moving forward over the short, smooth grass, accompanying the cadences

of the well-chosen sentences with wide time-beats of the ebony

walking-stick.

Johannes was convinced--to such a degree that he perceived in it naught

else than the complement and completion of that which Markus, up to the

present, had taught him.

Yes, he might go to his children now. He was sure of it. Markus would

approve.

"I wish that Marjon might hear you--just once," said he.

"Marjon? Is that your comrade? Then why does he not come? Bless me! It

was a girl, though, truly! What _are_ you to each other?"

Van Lieverlee stopped, and, stroking his small, flaxen beard gave

Johannes another keen look.

"Do you not really think, Johannes," he proceeded, with significant

glances, and in a judicial tone, "do you not think ... h'm ... to put it

mildly, that you are rather free and easy?"

"What do you mean?" asked Johannes, looking straight at him,

unsuspiciously.

"You are a sly little customer, and you know remarkably well how to

conduct yourself; but there is not a bit of need for your troubling

yourself about me. I am not one of the narrow-minded, every-day sort of

people. Such things are nothing to me--no more than a dry leaf. I only

wish you to bear in mind the difficulties. We must not expose our

esoteric position. There are too many who understand nothing about it,

and would get us into all kinds of difficulties. Countess Dolores, for

example, is still very backward in _that_ respect."

Johannes understood next to nothing of this harangue, but he was afraid

of being taken for a fool if he let it be evident. So he ventured the

remark:

"I will do my best."

Van Lieverlee burst out laughing, and Johannes laughed with him, pleased

that he appeared to have said something smart. Thereupon he took his

leave, and went to look up Marjon, that they might go to the city of the

miners.

III

The walls of the little house were much thicker than those of the houses

of Dutch laborers. The small sashes, curtained with white muslin, lay

deep in the window-openings, and upon each broad sill stood a flowering

plant and a begonia.

When Johannes and Marjon looked in through the window, Markus was

sitting at the table. The housewife stood beside him, sleeves tucked up,

carrying on her left arm a half-sleeping child, while with her right

hand she was putting food upon his plate. A somewhat older child stood

by his knee watching the steaming: food.

The mother's cheeks were pale and sunken, from sorrow, and her eyes were

still full of tears.

"Nothing will come of it, after all," she said with a sigh. "If only he

had been wiser! Those miserable roysterers have talked him into it.

That's what comes of those meetings. If only he had stayed at home! The

husband belongs at home.

"Do not be afraid, mother," said Markus. "He did what he sincerely

thought was right. Who does that can always be at peace."

"Although he should starve?" asked the wife, bitterly.

"Yes, although he should starve. It is better to starve with a good

conscience, than to live in comfort by fraud."

This silenced the woman for a time. Then she said, "If it were not for

the children...." and the tears flowed faster.

"It is exactly on account of the children, mother. If the children are

good, they will thank the father who is struggling for their sakes, even

though he struggle in vain. And there is something for them still, else

you would not have been able to give to me--the stranger."

Markus looked at her smilingly, and she smiled in return.

"You--you should have our last mouthful!" said she, heartily. Then,

glancing toward the window, she added: "Who are those young scamps

looking in? And a _monkey_ with them!"

Then Markus turned around. As soon as the two standing outside

recognized his face, they shouted "Hurrah!" and rushed in without

knocking.

Marjon flew to Markus, threw her arms about his neck, and kissed him.

Johannes, rather more shy, clung to his hand. Keesje, being distrustful

of the children, peered around the place with careful scrutiny.

Then there followed in Dutch a brisk, confused interchange of

information. All the adventures had to be narrated, and Marjon was very

happy and communicative. The mother kept still, looking on with a

discontented air, full of her own troubles. The noise awakened the

half-slumbering child, and it began to cry.

Then the husband came home, morose and irritable.

"What confounded business is this?" he cried; and the two were silent,

slowly comprehending that they were in a dwelling full of care. Johannes

looked earnestly at the weary, care-seamed face of the man, and the

pale, anxious features of the mother, wondering if there was any news.

"Hollanders?" asked the miner, seating himself at the table, and holding

up a plate.

"Yes, friends of Markus," replied the wife. Then, in assumed calmness,

she asked: "Is there any news?"

"We have the best of it!" said the husband, with forced cheerfulness.

"We win--we surely win. It can't be otherwise. What have you to say

about it, Markus?"

But Markus was silent, and gazing out-of-doors. Swearing because the

food was not to his taste, the man then began to eat. Marjon's merriment

subsided. The wife shook her head sadly, and kissed her child.

"You need to look out, you young rascals," said the man, all at once.

"They are searching for you. Have you been pilfering? Which of you is

the girl in disguise?"

"_I_ am!" said Marjon. "What do they want of me? Now what if I have no

other duds?"

"Are you a girl?" asked the wife. "Shame on you!"

"Has not Vrouw Huber a spare garment for her?" asked Markus. "She has so

many daughters!"

"We may need to pawn them all," replied the wife. But Johannes, with a

manly bearing, cried: "We can pay for them. I have some money!"

"O-o-oh!" said the others doubtfully, while Markus simply smiled. Thus

Marjon was soon back again in her girl's apparel--an ugly red-checked

little frock. Keesje alone was satisfied with the change.

"Have you been singing much?" asked Markus.

"Yes, we sing every day," said Marjon, "and Johannes has made some nice

new songs."

"That is good," said Markus. Then, turning to husband and wife: "May

they sing here a little?"

"Sing! A pretty time for singing!" said the wife, scornfully.

"Why not?" asked the husband. "A nice song is never out of place."

"You are right," said Markus. "It is not well to hear nothing but

sighs."

Marjon softly tuned her guitar; and while the husband sat beside the

brick stove, smoking his pipe, and the wife laid her little one in bed,

the two children began to sing a song--the last of those they had made

together. It was a melancholy little song, as were all those they had

sung during the last weeks. These were the words:

"If I should say what makes me sad,

My effort would be all in vain;

But nightingales and roses glad

They whisper it in sweet refrain.

"The evening zephyr softly sighs

In strains one clearly understands;

I see it traced high o'er the skies

In writing made by mystic hands.

"I know a land where every grief

Is changed into a mellow song;

Where roses heal with blushing lips

All wounds and every aching wrong.

"That land, though not so far away,

I may not, cannot enter there;

It is not here where now I stay

And no one saves me from despair."

"Is that Dutch, now?" asked the miner. "I can't understand a bit of it?

Can you, wife?"

Weeping, the wife shook her head.

"Then what are you snivelling for, if you don't understand?"

"I don't understand it at all; but it makes me cry, and that does me

good," said the wife.

"All right, then! If it does you good we'll have it once more." And the

children sang it over again.

* * * * *

When they went away, they left the family in a more peaceful mood.

Markus took his place in the middle, between the two children, Keesje

sitting upon his shoulder, with one little hand resting confidingly on

his cap, attentively studying the thick, dark hair at his temples.

"Markus!" said Johannes. "I do not understand it. Really, what has my

grief to do with theirs? And yet, it did seem as if they were crying

over my verses. But my little griefs are of so little account, while

they are anxious about things so much more important."

"I understand, perfectly," said Marjon. "Awhile ago, they might beat me

as hard as they pleased, and I wouldn't utter a sound. But once, when

they had given me a hard whipping, I saw a forlorn little kitten that

looked quite as unhappy as I was, and then I began to cry with all my

might, and it made me feel better."

"Then you think, children, that all sorrow suffered is one single

sorrow? But so is all happiness one happiness. The Father suffers with

everything, and whoever comforts a poor little kitten, comforts the

Father."

These sayings made things more plain to Johannes, and gave him much to

ponder over. He forgot everything else, until they were again in their

lodgings--two little rooms in an old, unoccupied mill. Here they were

given some bed-clothes, by a girl from a near-by lodging-house. Marjon

now slept apart, while Johannes and Markus stayed together, in one room.

The next morning, while they were drinking coffee in the dark little

bar-room of the lodging-house, Johannes felt he must speak of what lay

on his heart. He brought out the fragrant, violet-colored note, also the

one adorned with the crown and the blue sealing-wax; but in his

diffidence even his hope of an understanding with Markus drooped again.

"I smell it already!" cried Marjon. "That's the hair-dresser scent of

that fop, with his tufted top-piece."

That angered Johannes. "Don't you wish you could make such poems as that

'fop' can?"

And, nettled by this disrespect of his new friend, he sprang to his

feet, and began excitedly repeating the verses. He had his trouble for

his pains. Markus listened with unmoved countenance, and Marjon,

somewhat taken aback, looked at Markus. But the latter said not a word.

"I'll tell you what," she exclaimed at last, "I don't believe a bit of

it! Not a darn bit."

"Then I'll tell you," retorted Johannes, sharply, "that you are too

rude and coarse to understand things that are elevated."

"Maybe I am," said Marjon in her coolest, most indifferent manner.

Then Johannes spoke to Markus alone, hoping for an understanding from

him. What he said came out passionately, as if it had long been

repressed, and his voice trembled with ready tears.

"I have thought for a long, long time, Markus, that there was no use in

trying. I cannot bear anything rude and rough, and everything I have yet

seen in people _is_ rude and rough--neither good nor beautiful. It

cannot be that the Father meant it to be so. And now that I have found

something fine, and exquisite, and noble, ought I not to follow it? I

had not thought that there were anywhere such beautiful human beings.

Markus, they are the most beautiful of all I have ever seen. Their hair

is like gold, Markus. Not even the elves have more beautiful hair. And

their little feet are so slim, and their throats so slender! I cannot

help thinking of them all the time--of the pretty, proud way they raise

their heads, of their sensitive lips, of the beautiful, upturned curves

at the corners of their mouths, and of the music in their voices when

they ask me anything. They danced together to the music, hand in hand,

and then their nice smooth stockings peeped out, together, from under

their little velvet dresses. It made me dizzy. One of them has blue

eyes, and fuller, redder lips. She is the gentler and more innocent. The

other has greyer, more mischievous eyes, and a smaller mouth. She is

more knowing and roguish. She is the fairer, and she has little fine

freckles just under her eyes. And you ought to see them when they run up

to their mother, one on each side, when all their hair tumbles down over

her, in two shades of gold--brown gold and light gold--that ripples

together like a flowing river! And I saw the diamonds in their mother's

neck, sparkling through it all! You ought to hear them speak English--so

smoothly and purely. But they speak Dutch, too, and I would much rather

hear that. One of them--the innocent one--lisps a little. She has the

darkest hair, with the most beautiful waves in it. But I could talk more

easily with the other one. She is more intelligent. And the mother,

also, is so attractive in every way. Everything she says is fine and

noble, and every movement is charming. You have a feeling that she

stands far, far above you, and yet she acts in everything as if she were

the least of all. Isn't that lovely, Markus? Is it not the way it should

be?"

Markus made no reply, but looked straight at him, very seriously, and

with a puzzling expression. It was kind, but wholly incomprehensible to

Johannes.

In his excitement Johannes kept on: "I have just come into a

consciousness now of something in the world of people, of which I knew

nothing whatever before. My friend Walter, the one who made that poem,

lives in that world. She--" pointing to Marjon--"has no idea of it. That

is not her fault. I had no idea of it before. But I am not surly, like

her; I do not scoff at it just because I do not belong there yet. It is

a world of beauty and refinement--a sublime world of poetry and art.

Walter wishes to lead me into it, and I think it silly in her now to

jeer about it. Do you not think it silly, Markus?"

Markus' eyes remained as serious and puzzling as ever, and his mouth

uttered not a word. Johannes looked first at one, then at the other, for

an answer to his question.

At last Markus said: "What does Marjon say?"

Marjon, who had been leaning forward as she sat, lifted up her head. She

no longer looked indifferent. Her cheeks were glowing, and her eyes,

with their dry, red rims, seemed to be afire. She stared with the fixed,

glittering look of one in a fever, and said:

"What do I say? I have nothing to say. He thinks me too rude and rough.

Possibly I am. I swear sometimes, and Keesje smells. I can't endure

those people, and they don't want anything to do with me--certainly not

with Kees. As Jo has need of finer companionship now, he must choose

for himself."

"No, Marjon, you do not understand me; or do you not wish to

understand?" said Johannes, sadly. "It is not because I have need of it,

but because it is good. It is good to enter a finer life--into a more

elevated world. Is it not so, Markus? You understand me, do you not?"

"I understand," said Markus.

"Tell her, then, that she must come too--that it would be better so."

"I don't think it would be better," said Marjon, "and I'm certainly not

going with you."

"Tell us, then, Markus, while we have you with us--tell us what we ought

to do. We will do as you say."

"I don't know yet whether I will or not," said Marjon.

Then Markus smiled, and nodding toward Marjon, he said: "Look! She knows

already we must not promise obedience to any one. Let him who promises

obedience promise it to the Father."

"But you are so much wiser than we are, Markus."

"Is it enough that I am wiser, Johannes? Do you not wish to become wiser

yourself? Because I can run better, ought you to let me carry you? How

will you ever learn to run, yourself?"

Marjon stared at him fixedly, with her flashing, flaming eyes, while two

red spots burned upon her pale cheeks. She stepped up to Markus and

pressed her hand upon his mouth, exclaiming passionately:

"Do not say it! I know what you are going to say. Don't say it; for then

he will do it, and he must not! he _must_ not!"

Then she hid her face on Markus' arm. Markus laid his hand upon her head

and spoke to her tenderly:

"Are you not willing, then, to grant him what you yourself demand--that

he should be doing what he himself, not some one else, thinks right?"

Marjon looked up. Her eyes were tearless. Johannes listened quietly, and

Markus continued:

"There are frightful events, children, but most of them are not so bad

as they seem to be. The fear of them, only, is bad. But the only events

that you should dread come through not doing what you yourself think

right--_yourself,_ children--yourself alone, with the Father. The Father

speaks to us also through men, and through their wise words. But they

are indirect vehicles; we have Him within ourselves--directly--just as

you, Marjon, are now resting upon my bosom. He wills it to be so, and

there we must seek him--more and more.

"Now there is a great deal of self-deception. Self is a long while blind

and deaf, and we often mistake the Devil's voice for the voice of God,

and take the Enemy to be the Father. But whoever is too fearful of

straying never leaves his place, and fails to find the right way. A

swimmer who dares not release his hold upon another--will drown when in

peril. Dare then, children, to release your hold upon others--all--all

--to follow the Father's voice as it speaks within yourselves. Let all

who will, call evil what seems to yourselves good. Do this, and the

Father will not be ashamed of you."

"But understand me well; close your ears to no one, for the truth comes

from all sides, and God speaks everywhere. Ask the opinion of others,

but ask no one else to judge for you."

They were all silent for awhile. At last Marjon stood up, slowly, with

averted face, and flinging back her short, ash-blonde hair from her

forehead, she stepped up to Keesje, who, fastened to a chain, sat

shelling nuts. She loosened his chain, and said gently and

affectionately: "Coming with me, Kees? I know very well what is going to

happen now." Then she had him leap to her shoulder, and, without once

looking round, she went out into the street.

"Do you also know, Johannes?" asked Markus.

"Yes!" said Johannes, resolutely, "I am going!"

IV

And so Little Johannes took leave again of his Guide and of his friend,

and went forth to seek a finer and a nobler sphere of life.

He did not do this now in a heedless way, as when first he left his

father, and, afterward, Windekind; nor partly by compulsion, as when he

chose Vrede-best rather than the gypsy-wagon.

He was acting now quite voluntarily, according to his own ideas--not

recklessly, but in harmony with his convictions. Ought we not to admit

that he was making good progress? Indeed, he thought so himself.

How well he recollected his first talk with Markus, during the storm,

about remembering and forgetting! What he was now doing, however, did

not seem to him disloyal. True, he was turning away from friends, but he

was following that which he took to be the mind of his dearest friend,

even as Markus had taught him.

He was resolved to combat the sorrows of humanity. But first of all, he

most become a good man himself, and he agreed with Van Lieverlee that it

was the proper thing for a good man to be also a clever one, and to live

a fine life.

Hitherto, there had been too little of that which was beautiful around

him. With regard to his face, he had a vague idea that it was plain. But

that he could not very well help. All the more, it behooved him to have

a care for his clothes. Every flower and every bird presented a more

comely appearance than did he. His cap and jacket were formless, ragged,

and rain-spotted. His shoes were worn and out of shape. And while so

attired, the thought of becoming the guest of a countess, and of

appearing beside Van Lieverlee, was not a little distressing.

Happily, he now possessed a little money--not much, to be sure, for he

had his traveling expenses to meet, but yet he could spare a little for

a few purchases. And that was a serious question for Johannes, involving

much thought--how he could array himself the most finely, at the least

cost.

He first bought a white, starched "dicky," and with it a ready-made

tie--black--not venturing, when he thought of Van Lieverlee's gorgeous

cravats, to select a colored one. Then for his dicky he selected studs

with little green stones in them. They looked like emeralds, but they

were only green glass. The studs were not a necessity, for the dicky

fastened at the back. But their modest twinkling simply attested his

toleration of outward adornment. He bought also a stiff, round hat, a

cloak, and a pair of new shoes. That the shoes pinched and pained him

was a small matter. He was pleased at the odor of new leather which they

spread around, and liked their loud squeaking still better.

They did not squeak at first, to his distinct disappointment; but after

an hour or two--there it was! They began to creak and squeak, as if

proclaiming to everybody that from this day forward he became part of

the higher life, and one of the finer sort of human beings.

Finally--a pair of kid gloves! But these he dared not put on after he

had them. As little did he dare leave them off, for they had cost a good

deal, and the money must not be thrown away. So he settled the question

by wearing one and carrying the other. He seemed, indeed, to remember

that this was the mode.

And a traveling-bag now seemed to him the ideal--the acme--of dignity.

But he had nothing to put into it. To buy more for the mere sake of

filling it was not to be thought of, and to carry it for the mere sake

of appearances ran counter to his ideas of sincerity and honesty. Aunt

Seréna's old satchel he left behind with Marjon.

The leave-taking was not hard for him. No, indeed! He was too full of

the new life which awaited him. Never had he felt more fully convinced

that he was taking the right path--that he was going to do the right

thing.

Markus had said that we must seek for happiness and prosperity, as well

as for goodness. Johannes felt happier than he ever had felt since

leaving Windekind. Did not that prove that he was in the right way?

And what was the Father's voice of which Markus had spoken, if not this

inner joy? It was not, however, the audible, usual voice, sounding in

Dutch, or some other tongue. The Bible, indeed, said so; but that was

not now the way. Surely, then, it must be this feeling of joy and of

glad anticipation that he now experienced.

Does it not seem to you that Johannes had advanced? I do not believe

that you would have reasoned better than he did. And if you were not

taken in as he was, it would have been more from good luck than from

wisdom.

At first Van Lieverlee had promised to accompany him; but at the last

moment, without giving a reason, he wrote to recall his promise, and let

Johannes go alone.

In the corner of a third-class railway coach, among a strange people, he

sped through a foreign country. He was at rest and contented, because he

was going to the two children. It was as great a pleasure to him as if

he had been traveling to the home of his parents. Where those dear,

beautiful little beings were, there was his home. He looked at the

foreigners with interest. They seemed less coarse and clownish, less

ugly and unmannerly, than his own people. They were much more merry and

agreeable, also more obliging to one another. Johannes was on the alert

for an occasion to do the polite thing. However, as he did not speak the

language very fluently, he sat in his corner wrapped in his cloak,

listening quietly, and in a friendly mood, to the scraps of conversation

that came to him. This was carried on in the rattling, jolting car, with

loud laughter and vehement gesticulations.

At night he slept once more on the leather-covered benches of a boat.

This time it was not on the smooth Rhine, but on the mighty, swelling

ocean. All around him were people to whom he had nothing to say. Only,

his neighbor on the leather bench requested him not to kick his head.

Then he made himself as small as possible, and lay farther away, and

quite still.

About midnight he took a peep around the cabin, hardly knowing whether

or not he had been asleep.

The people lay at rest. Most of them appeared to be asleep--some making

queer noises. The light was dim, and, in the semi-darkness, the lamps

swung mysteriously to and fro, and the plants that stood upon the table

were all of them quivering. One could hear, above the soft jingling and

creaking everywhere, the quaking and dull throbbing of the engines.

Outside, the water was hissing and rushing, and dashing along the sides

of the vessel.

Beside the table sat a lone passenger--a tall, dark figure. He was

motionless, his head resting upon his hand.

Johannes gave him a good look. He seemed to have on an amazingly big,

spacious cloak, full of folds; on his head was a broad-brimmed hat. The

one hand which Johannes could distinguish looked very thin and white.

How familiar the man looked, though! Johannes expected immediately to

hear the sound of a well-known voice. He thought of Markus, then of his

father....

Suddenly, the emaciated hand was removed, and the face turned slowly

round toward Johannes. Only the white beard came into view. The rest

remained in the shadow of the hat. Then Johannes recognized him.

"Friend Hein!" said he. And he was much more at his ease than the first

time he had seen him--in fact, not at all afraid.

"How do you do?" said Death, nodding. How very kind he looked, and how

much more human! Not a bundle of bones with a scythe! He looked instead

more like a kind, old--very, _very_ old, uncle.

"What are you doing here?" asked Johannes.

"Things!" replied Death, drily.

"Are we going to be shipwrecked?"

Johannes had come to this conclusion without any special alarm. It even

seemed to him just now that a shipwreck would be a rather interesting

incident.

"No, no!" said Death. "Would you really like that?"

"I would not want it, but neither would I be afraid of it."

"The last time we met, Johannes, you asked me to take you with me."

"I would not ask you that now," said Johannes; "life is too pleasant

now."

"Then you are not afraid of me this time, Johannes?"

"No; for now you look so much more friendly."

"And I am friendly, Johannes. The more you try your best to live a fine

life, the more friendly I become."

"But what do you mean, friend Hein? I should think the finer life

became, the harder it would be to leave it."

"It must be the right sort of fineness, Johannes--the right sort."

"Then it must certainly be that I am seeking the right kind now, or you

would not look so much more friendly."

"You are indeed seeking it, Johannes; but look well to it that you also

find it. Take care! Take care! I should like when I come again to look

most friendly, dear Johannes, and you must be careful to have it so."

"What shall I do, friend Hein? How can I be certain of the right way to

live? How can I make you look friendly when you come again?"

But Death turned away his pale face, gave a slight shake of the head,

and continued to sit immovable and silent. Once again Johannes asked him

a question, but it was of no avail. Then his head grew heavy, his

eyelids drooped, and everything vanished under the veil of slumber,

while his resting-place quivered and shivered above the heaving waters.

* * * * *

When on deck, the next morning, the world looked again most bright and

cheerful. The sun was shining warmly, the fresh, blue sea was sparkling

in the light, and there, in front of him--there lay the foreign land--a

long line of grey-white coast, basking in the October sunshine. On the

hills Johannes saw little houses standing out in full sight; and he

thought of the pettiness of life in those houses--of dressing, of bread

and butter, and of little children going to school;--everything so

trite and trivial, in what for him was so strange and great.

They coursed up a large river, much broader than the Rhine. The

sea-gulls circled over the yellow water, and rested on the sand-banks

and the muddy shores. The fishing-boats tacked in zig-zags all about,

and throngs of ships and steamboats came to meet them. At last there

loomed in the distance, enshrouded with a grey fog, a giant city--a dark

maze of masts and chimneys and towers. It was sombre, awful,

incomprehensible.

If Johannes had not been so absorbed in thinking of the two children, he

would have paid more attention to the city. As it was, he only accepted

it for a fact--the unforeseen shadow of a mysterious substance--an

ominous premonition, like the rumbling of the ground preceding an

earthquake: an instant later all fear is over, and one thinks no further

about it.

So it was with Johannes; the great city, the miners--everything was

forgotten, when he heard the loved voices of the two little girls.

* * * * *

They lived in a country-seat which to Johannes seemed a small palace. It

was built of red brick and grey limestone, and stood on the summit of a

hill, close by the shore. In the garden were dark cedar-trees and

holm-oaks, and large plots of rhododendrons. The grass was short and

even--quite like green velvet; and through it led neat, trim paths of

yellow gravel.

The day was far from being so pleasant as Johannes had expected. In

fact, it was very unpleasant. To be waited upon by a lackey, as one

conies without a trunk, from a third-class carriage, is far from funny.

Johannes had not heretofore had such a trying experience.

Indoors, it was very still and stately. The children were at their

lessons, and for the first hour were invisible. Johannes received an

unfavorable impression of fashionable life. He wished that he had not

come. His hopefulness and confidence suddenly took flight. He tripped

over a rug of white bearskin, and ran against a glass door, thinking it

was open--just as if he were a bumblebee behind a window-pane. He

wondered which was the quickest way out, and wished he were with Markus

again, in the small tavern. He was not very far from crying.

On a couch in the quiet reception-room, beside a softly crackling coal

fire, sat the countess. Johannes strode up to her, and made an awkward

bow. A number of dogs, as many as seven, snapped and yapped about his

shin-bones. He thought of his dicky and the green glass studs, and felt

that they could be making next to no impression. The countess looked as

if she did not quite remember who he was, nor what could have been his

object in coming.

"Sit down," she said, in English, with a formal smile, and a weary tone

of voice; "I hope you have had a pleasant journey."

Johannes took a seat and, as he did so, observed that some one else was

in the room. He tried again to bow, but his attempt was unnoticed.

That other indeed was a most impressive personage. She lay back in an

armchair, so enswathed in white lace, swan's down, gauze, and tulle as

to look still larger than she really was. Upon her head was a huge hat,

bearing natural-sized plums and peaches, artificial blue

flowers--forget-me-nots and corn-flowers--besides a blue gauze veil. Her

face was amazingly big, and highly colored by nature, but toned down

with powder to a rosy flush. It was somewhat pimply, and more or less

moustached. Her fat, red, shiny hands were rigid with jeweled rings;

and, although it was not at all warm, she waved incessantly a large fan

of white ostrich-feathers, in the midst of which glittered purple and

green precious stones. Most wonderful bangles of gold and silver--little

pigs, crosses, hearts, and coins--hung in a great bunch upon her bosom,

from a long, many-stranded necklace. A slender crutch with a gold handle

stood beside her chair, and on the table at hand, a small green parrot

was eating grapes. The seven little dogs--all of them white, with

pale-blue ribbons around their necks--probably belonged to her. They sat

in a threatening circle, as if awaiting the word, and sharply eyed

Johannes' ankles.

"What does that boy want?" she asked, in a deep, heavy voice, without

even looking at Johannes. And before and answer could come, she called,

"Alice!"

Instantly, there appeared from behind a curtain, just as in a comedy, a

trim, spruce lady's-maid. She was dressed in black, with cap and cuffs

of dazzling whiteness. With quiet little steps and mincing manners, she

glided up to the large lady, and offered a smelling-bottle, at which

that person began to sniff industriously.

Johannes sat there in extreme embarrassment. He felt that the costly

cut-glass smelling-bottle concerned himself. It cried out, in the keen

language of its hundreds of cut facets, "You smell of the third class!"

He sat like one rooted to the spot, and all unnerved, looking at the

smelling-bottle as if he wished it was a dynamite bomb which would

promptly send himself, the fine house, and all his beautiful illusions,

flying into space.

Then Countess Dolores came to his rescue.

"Dear Lady Crimmetart," said she, in a coaxing voice, "this is a very

interesting youth--really, very interesting. He is a young poet who

sings his own compositions. Is it not so, Johannes? They are so

charmingly melancholy--really, charmingly so! Indeed, you must hear

them, dear friend. I am sure they will please you."

"Really?" said the deep voice; and the blue goggle-eyes in the

frightfully big face glared at Johannes.

"Oh, yes, Lady Crimmetart," continued the countess; "but that is not

all. Johannes is also a medium--a sensitive--who can see all kinds of

elementals--sometimes even in broad daylight. Is it not so, Johannes?"

Johannes was too much distressed and confounded to do more than give a

nod of stupefied acquiescence.

"Really?" said Lady Crimmetart, in a voice like that of a ship's

commander in heavy weather. "Then he must come to my party next Saturday

evening."

"Do you hear, Johannes? That is a great honor," said Countess Dolores.

"Lady Crimmetart is one of the cleverest women in the world, and the

elect of intellectual England attend her parties."

"Young man," said Lady Crimmetart, "I will let you talk with

Ranji-Banji-Singh, of the University of Benares, the great Theosophist,

and with Professor von Pennewitz, from Moscow."

One can well fancy what a fine prospect that opened out for poor little

Johannes! But Lady Crimmetart did not request; she commanded. It did not

seem possible to decline.

Then came another housemaid--just as trim and still and swift as the

first one--to offer tea, little slices of bread and butter, and hot

cake. Johannes watched nervously, to see how the others partook of them,

and then tried to do as they did. But, under the cool, keen regard of

the trig maid, of course he upset the milk.

"The bishop is coming, too! The angel!" burst forth Lady Crimmetart.

Johannes had before his mind's eye the mitre and crozier at the evening

party. It made him think of Santa Claus. Thereupon the ladies began

chatting about church affairs, the altar and the Lord's Supper,

elections, and corn-laws, until he could follow them no further. At last

Alice was again summoned, the carriage ordered, the smelling-bottle

stored away in a big reticule, the seven small dogs were arranged upon

a long, blue-silk cord--like a string of beads; and thus, with the

parrot upon the hand of the lady's maid, the procession passed out. At

the door, the great lady, who limped a little with gout, turned round

once again, while still fanning herself, and thundered: "Come on time,

mind! And do not forget your instrument!"

* * * * *

"A woman in a million," said Countess Dolores after she had gone. "Is

she not a wonderful woman, Johannes? So good! So clever!"

"Yes!" replied Johannes, meekly, his thoughts occupied anxiously with

that instrument he was expected to take to the party.

At last he heard the chattering of high-pitched little voices, and the

pattering of light little feet through the quiet house.

His heart began to thump. Then the door opened, and in two seconds the

dear, soft little hands put him into a tumultuous state, and the lively,

high little voices quite overwhelmed him.

He was consoled; and when they led him away, out-of-doors, and he walked

with them, one on each side, over the green cliffs, beside the broad

ocean--then he felt something of the new happiness for which he had

hoped.

But at night he could not sleep, and when it grew light he still lay in

a state of excitement, gazing at the handsome ceiling of dark-brown wood

whereon he could see little gilt stars.

He--Little Johannes--was being entertained by a countess, ushered into a

sphere of refinement, and living with the dearest little creatures to be

found among human beings. He was with his child friends now, but yet he

was not happy. He was much too poor and too dull, and would be pitifully

mortified here. When he thought of that glittering smelling-bottle, and

of the upset milk-pitcher, he buried his face, in shame and bitterness,

deep in the pillows.

Toward morning, when he fell asleep for a little while, he dreamed of a

big shop where swimming trousers only were for sale in a hundred

varieties of color and material, and bordered with fur, cloth, leather,

ermine, and velvet, and decked with bows and monograms. And when

Johannes went in to select a pair for the party, an immense man, with a

long beard and a high fur cap, stood up behind the counter. It was

Professor von Pennewitz, and he gave Johannes an examination; but

Johannes knew nothing--absolutely nothing. He failed. Then he was given

a stringless violin, and forced to play upon it. The professor was not

pleased with the performance; and taking off his fur cap, he completely

extinguished Johannes. Suffocated with the heat and closeness, the boy

found himself awake, and clammy with distress, having been aroused by a

vigorous tap, tap, tap!

V

Even before his "ya" (instead of the "yes" he had firmly intended to

say, but was surprised out of saying), the door flew open, and the

chambermaid came in bearing a big, silver tea-tray. She looked still

more trig and trim than the day before, as if all this time she had been

standing under a bell-glass. Without the least embarrassment, she went

up to Johannes and presented the tea.

Oh, woe! That was a distressing situation! Nothing of the kind had

befallen him since the whooping-cough period while his mother was still

living, and when she had brought him, abed, tea and toast. Daatje had,

indeed, come just once to call him, and it had made him angry because it

seemed as if he were still a child. In Daatje's case, too, it was quite

different. She looked more like a nurse-maid.

But this utterly strange and stylish little lady, with arranged hair,

and a cap with snow-white strings, who surprised him in his nightgown,

sound and well, in bed, while his dicky was still hanging by itself over

the back of a chair, and the green glass studs were looking in a

frightened way at the rest of the shabby clothes lying scattered over

the table--_this_ housemaid put him out of countenance. Blushing deeply,

he declined the tea. As each of his poor garments came under the eye or

hand of this pert chambermaid, he could feel her scornful, unuttered

thoughts, and he lay dead still while his room was being put in order.

He shrank under the sheets up to his nose, and grew wet with

perspiration. When the door closed behind her, he took breath again, and

regarded, in astonishment, the pitcher of hot water and the snowy towels

that she had left him, uncertain exactly what it was he was expected to

do with them all.

Really, it was no trifling matter for Johannes--that entrance into a

higher and finer station.

Things went rather better during the forenoon, for he stayed with the

two children and their German governess. With this kind, every-day sort

of person, Johannes felt more at his ease; and he ventured to consult

her about his clothes, and what he might, and might not, do in such a

grand house.

The countess herself he did not see until afternoon. Then, through the

medium of a housemaid, he received an invitation to go to her. She

wished to talk with him.

She was again resting on the sofa, and beckoned him to a seat beside

her. Johannes thought that she wished to ask him about something. But

no! She simply wanted a little conversation--he must know what about.

Then, very naturally, Johannes could not think at all; and after a

painful quarter of an hour, during which he uttered scarcely anything

more than "Yes, Mevrouw!" or "No, Mevrouw!" he was dismissed, still more

unhappy than before.

The principal meal, at half-past eight in the evening, was no less

distressingly formal, and full of trials. It was as quiet as a funeral,

voices were low and whispering, and the servants moved noiselessly to

and fro. The governess had told Johannes that he must "dress" for

dinner. But alas! poor fellow! What had he to do it with?

As he stood behind his chair, in his shabby jacket and dicky, while the

rose-shaded candles lighted up the flowers and the glittering

table-furnishings, and the countess came into the great dim dining-room

in her rustling, silk attire--then again he felt really wretched.

Besides, it was very awkward trying to talk English here, and Dutch

seemed not to be in favor. He was conscious during each course of doing

something wrong or clumsy; and the lackeys, as they bent over him in

offering the dishes, breathed slightingly on his neck.

The second night, being tired from lack of sleep, he soon lost

consciousness. But during the small hours he had a thrilling and

stirring time. Surely I do not need to tell you what rude occurrences

there may be in one's dreams. Raging bulls tore after him as he tried

to escape, meeting him again and again at the turning of a lane. There

were lonely rooms whose doors flew open of their own accord--a footstep,

and a shadow around the corner--of _it_! There were railway tracks with

an oncoming train, and, suddenly--paralysis! Then loud hangings at the

door, and a call of "Johannes! Johannes!" and, waking up, a deathly

stillness. After that he noticed some very queer and most astonishing

things in the room--a pair of pantaloons that walked away of itself, and

in the corner a blood-curdling phantom. And then he was conscious of not

being awake, and of making a desperate effort to shake off sleep. Such

was the frightful time which befell Johannes that night.

At last, when he actually woke himself up with a scream that he heard

resounding in the stillness, and while he lay listening to the beating

of his heart, he also heard, like a soft echo of his cry, a fearful,

smothered moaning and lamenting that lingered in the silent hallways of

the darkened house When all was still, he thought it had been a part of

his dreams. But even while he was lying wide awake, it began again, and

it was such a dismal sound he could feel the goose-flesh forming. Then

silence. "It must have been a dog," he thought. But there it was! A dog

does not groan like that! It was a human voice. Could Olga or Frieda be

ill?

The next time it came, he knew it was not the voice either of Olga or of

Frieda. It was that of a much older person--not an invalid, but some one

in mortal anguish--some one being menaced, who was imploring pity. He

heard something like "Oh! Oh!--O God, have mercy!" But he could not

understand the words, for the sounds came faintly.

He thought a murder was being committed, and he recalled that Death had

been his fellow traveler. He sprang out of bed and stepped into the dark

hall. Everything was quiet there. The sound came from upstairs, and now

he heard, replying to the groans, a calm, soothing, hushing

voice--sometimes commanding, sometimes coaxing. A door opened, and a

faint light shone out. Another door was opened and then closed. All this

seemed to prove that Johannes' intervention was not at all necessary,

and that he would perhaps cut a ridiculous figure by attempting to step

in as a rescuer. Then, unnerved and miserable, he went to sleep again.

In the morning, both little girls and the governess partook of their

breakfast of tea, malted milk, toasted bread, and ham and eggs, just as

if nothing had happened. The mother was to be away again until

afternoon. Frieda and Olga sat peacefully and quietly eating, like well

bred little girls.

At last Johannes could keep silence no longer, and said to the

governess:

"Did anything bad happen in the night?"

"No," said the young German lady, looking at her plate. "There is an

invalid in the house."

"Did you hear Heléne?" asked Olga, looking at Johannes earnestly. "I

never hear her now. At first I used to very plainly, but now I sleep

through it. Poor Heléne!"

"Poor Heléne!" lisped Frieda dutifully after her, resuming her busy

spooning of the malted milk.

* * * * *

At noon Johannes was again summoned to the drawing-room. He had had a

long walk, alone, beside the sea, and felt more at his ease. He had

resolved to ask if he might not go away, since he was out of place here,

and felt unhappy. And the party the next evening, at Lady Crimmetart's,

where he was expected with an instrument--that was too much for him. He

must get away before that.

But ere he had a chance to speak about it, his hostess began thus:

"Were you alarmed in the night, Johannes? Did you hear anything?"

Johannes nodded.

"Well, now that I trust you, fully, I will confide to you my sorrowful

secret. Listen."

And the estimable and attractive woman beckoned him, with her loveliest

smile, to sit beside the sofa, on a low stool.

It made Johannes feel as if he had been brought, nearly benumbed, into a

warm room. Pleasant tinglings coursed down his back, and a fine feeling

of contentment and security came over him. The countess rested her soft,

delicate hand upon his own, and looked into his eyes, kindly. How

beautiful she was! And what a sweet, caressing voice she had! All the

distress of those recent days was more than amended.

"I am going to speak to you, my dear Johannes, as if you were much older

than you are. You really do seem to me older and wiser than your years

would lead one to expect."

Johannes was charmed.

"You must know, then, that my life has been full of suffering. Sorrow

has been, so to speak, my constant companion, from earliest youth."

Johannes' heart was aglow with compassion. In well-chosen words, and in

the flowing English that Johannes more admired than comprehended, the

lady continued:

"My marriage was very unhappy. Constrained by my parents I married a

rich man whom I did not love. He is dead now. I will not speak any evil

of him."

Johannes that instant made up his mind to a certainty that the man had

been a wretch.

"Neither will I trouble you with the story of all our misery. It

suffices to say that we did not belong to each other, and each

embittered the other's life. After six years of torture--it was nothing

else--something happened ... what usually happens in such cases.... Do

you understand?"

Johannes, greatly to his vexation, did not understand, and he felt

himself to be very stupid.

"I became fond of another.... Do you think less of me for that?"

"No! No!" said Johannes' head, as he shook it emphatically.

"Fortunately, my dear boy, I can say that I have nothing to reproach

myself with, and can look into the faces of my children without shame.

The man for whom I cared was unhappily married--just as I was. We have

never seen each other again--not even...."

There was a pause in which the voice of the beautiful speaker broke,

while her eyes were veiled in the tears that she was making an effort to

repress. Johannes' heart was melting with sympathy.

"Not even," she resumed, "when I was free. My husband made this the

opportunity for taking away from me my two children. For years I lived

separated from them, even in poverty and privation, with only one old

servant who, notwithstanding his low wages, would not desert me.

"During that time, my boy,--you may be surprised to know it,--I longed

not only for my children, but even for him who had caused me so much

suffering. The mutual parentage of dearly loved children is a wonderful

bond that is never completely severed. I would have forgiven him all if

he had only called me back."

A silence, in which Johannes' heart, already so inclined to admiration,

surrendered itself wholly. The lady continued:

"I was recalled, but alas! too late. They telegraphed me that he was

ill, and wished to speak with me. When I arrived, he lay raving, and

never recovered his reason. For three days and nights I sat beside him,

almost without sleep, to catch anything he might have to say to me. But

he raved and raved, incessantly, uttering nothing but nonsense and

inarticulate sounds. He certainly knew me; but just the same, he

remained hard and cold--sometimes taunting, sometimes angry and abusive.

Never shall I forget that night...."

"With my own two children I found an older girl whom I had never seen.

They told me she was a child of a former union. I had never even heard

of her. Where the mother was, no one could say. It was thought she was

not living. The girl was then about fifteen years of age, beautiful,

with a brilliant color, a fine profile, and flowing black hair."

"More beautiful than Frieda or Olga?" asked Johannes.

The countess smiled.

"Quite another kind of beauty. Much more gloomy and melancholy. When I

went to her, she sat crying, and would pay no attention to me. 'Every

one dislikes me,' she kept saying. And she repeated this all day long.

She did nothing but walk back and forth, crying and lamenting. Only with

the greatest trouble could she be induced to rise in the morning, and be

dressed, and in the evening, to go to sleep. Her mind was diseased, and

little by little it has grown worse. My husband died, and I remained

with the three daughters, caring for them as well as I could."

Countess Dolores studied for a while her beautiful, gem-adorned hands,

and then went on, with frequent pauses.

"Heléne knew very little concerning her mother; but she steadfastly

maintained that she was living, and would return, and also ... that her

father and mother had been married...."

Another prolonged silence, the countess regarding Johannes with her

lightly half-closed eyes, to see if he understood. Apparently he did not

understand; for he sat, in unsuspecting patience, waiting for whatever

else was to be said.

"Can you fancy, Johannes, what that would signify to me to my children

... if it were true?"

Johannes fancied only that he was looking at the speaker in a somewhat

confounded and sheepish manner.

"Bigamy, Johannes, is a terrible crime!"

Wait!--A light broke in upon him, albeit a feeble one. His dearly loved

children, then, were not legal--were illegitimate--natural, or whatever

it was called. Yes, indeed! That was terrible, even though no one, to

look at them, would ever think it. But the countess enlightened him

still further.

"The idea of living upon the property of another, Johannes, is, to a

woman of honor, insufferable!"

What more? The property of another? Then all this sumptuousness,

belonged, perhaps, to poor, crazed Heléne; and his dear, pretty children

and their beautiful mother were only illegal intruders--usurpers of

another's possessions!

Johannes faithfully tried his best to feel as the speaker did about all

these curious and confusing things. But he did not succeed. Then, in his

desire to comfort her, he gallantly uttered in broken English whatever

came into his head.

"No, Mevrouw; you must not think that. You are beautiful and your

children are beautiful, and therefore everything that is beautiful

belongs to you. I do not believe you have cause to be ashamed, for I

have seen no sign of it. If there were any disgrace, I should have

detected it. And how is any one to suppose that such evidence exists

either on paper or in some secret closet or other--who knows where? Are

you and Frieda and Olga any less beautiful, less lovely, less good? I do

not care a bit about it. Absolutely nothing."

The countess laughed so heartily, and pressed his hand so warmly, that

Johannes was embarrassed.

"Oh, you lovely boy!" she laughingly cried. "Oh, you queer, funny,

darling of a boy! How you cheer me up! I have not been so light-hearted

in a long time."

Johannes was very glad, and proud of his success. Countess Dolores dried

her tears of laughter upon her lace handkerchief, and resumed:

"But now we must be in earnest. It will be clearer to you now why I am

so interested in all that pertains to spiritualism and theosophy--why I

listen so eagerly to the wisdom of Mijnheer van Lieverlee, and of Lady

Crimmetart--why I attend the circle of the Pleiades, at the Hague--and,

too, why it made me so happy to meet you, when I heard that you also

were a medium, and could see the _elementals_, in full daylight."

"But why, Mevrouw?" asked Johannes, in some distress.

"How can you ask that, my dear boy! Nothing can ever bring back my

peace of mind, except _one_ word from him, from the other side of the

grave!"

Ah! but that was a hard blow for Johannes. He was not so troubled at

having been invited as a guest, for a side purpose--he was not so

overweening as that--but because he was surely going to be a

disappointment to his beloved countess. With a sigh he looked down at

the carpet.

"Shall we not make a call upon the invalid?" asked the lady, rising.

Johannes nodded, and followed her.

* * * * *

The door of the sick-room was barely open, when a pitiable scream rang

out from the corner. The poor girl sat on the floor, huddled up in her

nightgown, her long black hair disheveled, and hanging down over face

and back. Her beautiful dark eyes were widely distended, and her

features wore an expression of mortal anguish.

"Oh, God!--It is coming!" she shrieked, trembling. "Now it will happen!

Oh, God! It surely will! I know it will! There it comes! Did I not say

so? Now it comes!--Oh! Oh! Oh!"

The nurse hushed and commanded, but the poor, tormented creature

trembled and wept, and seemed so desperately afraid, that Johannes,

greatly moved, begged leave to go away again. It seemed as if she were

afraid of him.

"No, my boy!" said the countess. "It is not on account of you. She does

that way whoever comes in. She is afraid of everybody and everything she

sees or hears."

* * * * *

That whole day, and a good deal of the night, Johannes mused over this

one query: "Why--_why_ is that poor girl so afraid?"

VI

Johannes did not leave, and at last came the day of the dreaded party.

Having grown more confident, he had spoken of his needs. The carriage

put in an appearance, and in the neighboring town, he was soon provided

with suitable clothing.

Still, his mind was not quite at rest.

"Will you also say, dear lady," said Johannes that afternoon, when with

the children and their mother, "that I truly cannot play upon any

instrument? Please don't ask me to do anything!"

"But, Johannes," urged the countess, "that would really be very

disagreeable in me. After what I have said, something will be expected

of you."

"I cannot do anything!" said Johannes, in distress.

"He is joking, Mama," said Olga; "he can play the castanets and can

imitate animals."

"Oh, yes! all kinds of animals! Awfully nice!" cried Frieda.

"Is that so, Johannes? Well, then?"

* * * * *

It was true that Johannes had amused his two little friends while they

were taking walks together--mimicking all sorts of animal sounds, like

those of the horse, donkey, cow, dog, cat, pig, sheep, and goat. He had

whistled like the birds so cleverly that the two little girls had been

enraptured. And one single instrument he did indeed play admirably--the

genuine boys' castanets that every schoolboy and street urchin in

Holland carries in his pocket certain months of the year. Many an autumn

day, sauntering home from school, he had shortened the way for himself

with the sharp, clear, uninterrupted "a-rick-a-ty, tick-a-ty

_tick_!--a-rick-a-ty, tick-a-ty _tick_!--a-rick-a-ty, tick-a-ty

_tick_!--tack! tack!"

The little girls now begged him to let their mama hear. So he took out

his castanets, which he himself had made while there, and clicked away

with them lustily.

"Delightful!" cried the countess. "Now you must sing and dance at the

same time, like the Spaniards."

Johannes shied at the dancing. But indeed he would sing. And he sang all

kinds of street ditties, such as "Oh, Mother, the Sailor!" and "Sara,

you're losing your Petticoat," to the merry music of the castanets. The

children thought it splendid.

Their enthusiasm excited him, and he began improvising all sorts of

nonsense. The little girls clapped their hands, and the longer he played

the more merry they grew. Johannes struck an attitude, and announced his

selections just as if he were before an audience. The countess and her

daughters went and sat in a row--the little girls wild with delight.

"Sketches from Animal Life," announced Johannes, beginning, to the

time-keeping accompaniment of the castanets, the well-known air from

_The Carnival of Venice_,

"A hen that came from Japan

Assured a crippled toad

She'd never have him for her man.

That was a sorry load."

The little girls shouted and stamped, with glee.

"More, Jo!--More, more, Johannes! Do!"

"Splendid!" cried the countess, speaking in Dutch, now, herself.

"A rhinoceros said to a louse,

'I'll stamp you flat on the ground!'

The louse made tracks for his house,

And there he is now to be found.

"A grasshopper sat in the grass,

And said to a chimpanz_ee_:

'Your coat I will thank you to pass,

That I may attend a part_ie_.'

"A snoop who stood on the stoop

Asked of his fellow boarder

If hairs he found in the soup.

The _hostess_?--'Twas malice toward her!

"A crab who enjoyed a joke,

Gave his mama a kick.

And when she dropped at his poke,

He laughed till the tears fell thick."

"Hey, there!" the little girls shouted boisterously. "Jolly! More, more!

Jo!"

"A stock-fish, deaf-and-dumb born,

Once said to a billy-goat:

'Of my head I see I am shorn--

'Twas you did it, silly goat!'"

"There, there, Johannes! That will do. Now you are getting foolish,"

said the mother.

"Oh, no, Mama! Only funny!" cried Frieda and Olga. "He _is_ so funny! Go

on, Jo!"

But Johannes was quite disconcerted by the mother's comment, and there

was no further exposition of "Sketches from Animal Life."

* * * * *

In the evening Johannes drove with the countess in the state-coach to

Lady Crimmetart's. Milady dwelt in a very handsome house--a castle in a

large park. From a distance, Johannes could see the brightly lighted

windows, and also the vehicles in front of the pillars, at the entrance.

Overhead, an awning was spread, and a long strip of heavy, bright-red

carpeting laid down, so that the guests might be protected in passing

from their carriages to the magnificent vestibule. The way was lined

with lackeys--full twenty on each side. They looked very impressive, all

of them tall and heavy, wearing knee-breeches of yellow plush, and red

lace-trimmed coats. Johannes was puzzled because they all seemed to be

such old men. Their hair was white as snow. That was powder, however,

and it added to their dignity. How small and shabby Johannes felt while

running the gauntlet of those liveried lackeys!

Indoors, Johannes was completely blinded by the dazzling light. He

ascended a vaulted staircase, the broad steps of which were of

many-colored marble. He saw vaguely, flowers, electric lamps, variegated

carpets, broad, conspicuously white expanses of shirt-linen bordered

with black coat, and bare necks adorned with gems and white lace. He

heard a subdued murmur of soft voices, the rustling of silk clothing,

the announcement of names.

In the background, at the top of the stairs, the swollen visage of Lady

Crimmetart was glowing like a railway danger-signal. All the guests went

up to her, and their names being spoken, each one received a bow and a

handshake.

"What name, sir?" asked a colossal lackey, as he bent obliquely over

Johannes. Johannes stammered out something, but the countess repeated

it, changed.

"Professor Johannes, of Holland!" he heard called out. He bowed,

received a handshake, and saw the powdered face smiling--or

grinning--with affected sweetness. Lady Crimmetart's neck and arms were

so fat and bare that Johannes was nearly terrified by them, and did not

dare look straight. They were loaded with precious stones--big, flat,

square, uniformly cut diamonds, alternating with pear-shaped pearls.

Three white ostrich feathers bobbed in her head-dress. There were no

animals at her side, but of course she had her fan and her gold-headed

crutch.

"How do you do?" inquired the deep voice. But before Johannes could

reply that he was pretty well, she addressed herself, with a grinning

smile, to the next comer. Beside her stood a short, heavily built man.

He had a shiny, bald head, a red face with deeply cut lines, and a

large, bony nose. It was precisely such a head as one sees carved upon

knobs of walking-sticks and parasols. It was Lord Crimmetart who stood

there, and he gave Johannes' hand a firm clasp.

For an hour or so Johannes wandered about in the midst of the crowd. He

felt dispirited and lonesome to begin with; and the babel of voices, the

sheen and rustle of silken garments, the glitter of lights and of

precious stones, the uniforms, bare necks, and white shirt-fronts, and

the heavy scent of perfumery and of flowers,--all this oppressed him

until he became deeply dejected. There was such a press of people that

at times he could not stir, and the ladies and gentlemen talked straight

into his face. How he longed for a quiet corner and an every-day

companion! Everybody except himself had something to say. There was no

one among those passing by so forlorn as he. He did not understand what

they all could be saying to one another. The scraps of conversation that

did reach him were about the stir in the room and the magnificence of

the party. But the saying of that was not the reason for their having

come together.

Johannes felt that the feast of the elves in the dunes had been far more

pleasant.

Then, strains of music reached him from a stringed orchestra hidden

behind green laurel. That awakened longings almost painful, and he drew

closer, to sit down, unobserved, and let the people stream by. There he

sat, with moistened eyes, looking dreamily out before him, while his

thoughts dwelt upon quiet dunes and sounding seas on a moonlit night.

"Professor Johannes, let me introduce you to Professor von Pennewitz,"

rang suddenly in his ears. He rose to his feet startled. There stood

Lady Crimmetart beside a diminutive man, whose scanty grey locks hung

down to his coat-collar. The vision was little like Johannes' dream.

"This is a youthful prodigy, Professor von Pennewitz--a young poet who

recites his own compositions. At the same time he is a famous medium.

You certainly will have interesting things to say to each other."

Thereupon, Lady Crimmetart disappeared again among the other guests,

leaving the two bowing to each other--Johannes abashed and perplexed,

von Pennewitz bowing and rubbing his hands together, teetering up and

down on his toes, and smiling.

"Now for the examination!" thought Johannes, waiting in mute patience--a

victim to whatever wise questions the great man was to pillory him with.

"Have you--ah--known the family here for long?" asked von

Pennewitz--opening and closing his thin lips with a sipping sound, while

with fingers affectedly spread, he adjusted his eyeglasses, peering over

the tops of them at Johannes.

"No, I do not know them at all!" replied Johannes, shaking his head.

"No?" said von Pennewitz, rubbing and wringing his hands, most

cheerfully. And then he continued, in broken English:

"Well, well! That pleases me. Neither do I. Curious people! Do you not

think so, young man?"

Johannes, somewhat encouraged by this affability, gave a hesitating

assent.

"Have you such types in Holland, also? Surely upon a more modest scale?

Ha! ha! ha!--These people are astonishingly rich! Have you tried their

champagne?--No? Then you must just come with me to the buffet. It is

worth the trouble, I can assure you."

Happy, now, to be at least walking with some one, Johannes followed the

little man, who piloted him through the packed mass of people.

Arrived at the buffet they drank of the sparkling wine.

"But, sir," said Johannes, "I have heard that Lady Crimmetart is so very

clever."

"Have you, indeed?" said the Professor, looking again at Johannes over

the top of his glasses, and nodding his head. "I have nothing to say

about that. Much traveled--papa a hoarding-house keeper--a smattering

of almost everything. Nowadays one can get a good deal out of the

newspapers. Do you read the papers, young man?"

"Not much, sir," said Johannes.

"Good! Be cautious about it. Let me give you some extra-good advice.

Read few newspapers, and eat few oysters. Especially in Rome eat no

oysters. I have just come from a fatal case of poisoning--a Roman

student."

Johannes mentally resolved, on the spot, to eat anything in Rome rather

than oysters.

"Is Lord Crimmetart also so clever, Professor?" asked Johannes.

"He is bright enough. In order to become a Lord and an arch-millionaire

by means of patent pills alone, one needs to be a bright rascal. Just

try it! Ha! ha! ha!"

The professor laughed heartily, snorted and sniffed, clicked his false

teeth, and finished off his glass. Then he said:

"But take care, young man, that you do not marry before you have made

your pile. That was a stupid move of his. He would be able to do very

much better now. If he chose, he might win Countess Dolores."

The blood rushed to Johannes' head, and he flushed deeply,

"I am staying there, sir!" said he, considerably touched.

"Is that so? Is that so?" replied the professor, in a propitiatory tone.

"But I said nothing about her, you know. A most charming woman. A

perfect beauty. So she is your hostess? Well, well, well!"

* * * * *

"There is His Grace, the bishop!" cried the heavy voice of Lady

Crimmetart, as she passed by, hurrying toward the entrance.

Johannes was on the _qui vive_ for the white mitre and the gilded

crozier, but he could see only a tall, ordinary gentleman in a black

suit, and wearing gaiters. He had a smooth, good-looking face, that bore

an affected smile; and in his hand he held a curious, flat hat, the brim

of which was held up with cords, as if otherwise it might droop down

over his nose. Lady Crimmetart received him quite as warmly as Aunt

Seréna received the dominie. How Johannes wished he was still at his

Aunt Seréna's!

"Sir!" said some one at his ear, "Milady wishes to know if you have

brought your instrument, and if you will not begin now."

Johannes looked round, in a fright. He saw a portly personage with an

upstroked moustache, in black satin short-clothes, and a red

coat--evidently a master of ceremonies.

"I have no instrument," stammered Johannes. But he did have his

castanets in his pocket. "I cannot do anything," he repeated--most

miserable.

The pompous one glanced right and left, as if he had made some mistake.

Then he stepped away a moment, to return soon, accompanied by Countess

Dolores.

"What is it, my dear Johannes?" said the countess. "You must not

disappoint us."

"But, Mevrouw, I really cannot."

The pompous one stood by, looking on in a cool, impassive way, as if

quite accustomed to the sight of freaks who were considered youthful

prodigies. Johannes' forehead was wet with perspiration.

"Indeed you can, Johannes! You are sure to do well."

"What shall I announce?" asked the pompous one. Johannes did not

understand the question, but the countess replied, in his stead.

In a twinkling he was standing beside a piano encircled by guests, and

he saw hundreds of eyes, with and without eyeglasses, fastened upon him.

Straight in front--next Lady Crimmetart--sat the bishop, looking at him

severely and critically, out of hard, cold, light-blue eyes.

The master of ceremonies called out, loudly and clearly:

"National Hymns of Holland." And then poor Little Johannes had to clap

and sing--whatever he could. To keep up courage, he threw just a glance

at the beautiful face of the countess, with its near-sighted eyes--and

tried to think it was for her alone that he sang. He did his best, and

sang in _tremolo_ from "Oh, Mother, the Mariner!" and "We are going to

America," to "The Hen from Japan," and "The Tiger of Timbuctoo"--his

entire repertory.

They listened, and looked at him as if they thought him a queer

specimen; but no one laughed. Neither the goggle-eyes of the hostess,

nor the stern regard of the bishop, nor one of the hundreds of other

pairs of eyes pertaining to these richly dressed and excellent ladies

and gentlemen, evinced the slightest token of emotion, happy or

otherwise. That was scarcely to be wondered at, since they did not

understand the words; but it was not encouraging. Without loss of time,

most of them turned away their attention, and began anew their laughing

and chattering.

When he stopped, there sounded, to his astonishment, a lone

hand-clapping, and Countess Dolores came up to him, gave her hand, and

congratulated him upon his success. Lady Crimmetart, also, thundered out

that it was "awfully interesting." A tall, thin young lady, in white

satin, whose prominent collar bones were but slightly concealed by a

ten-fold necklace of pearls, came, smiling sweetly, to press his hand.

She was so happy, she said, to have heard the _Carnival of Venice_ in

the original, by a veritable resident of the city. "How peculiarly

interesting! But it must be so nice, Professor ... ah! I have lost your

name!... so nice to live in a city lying wholly under water, and where

everybody wears wooden shoes!"

"Was that entirely your own composition, Professor Johannes?" inquired a

plain, good-natured little lady, in a simple black gown. And several

other women, of riper years, sought to introduce themselves. He really

brightened up a little at these tokens of approval, although he rather

mistrusted their sincerity. When, however, he found himself beside a

group of tall, broad-shouldered Britishers, with high collars, florid,

smooth-shaven cheeks, and trim, closely-cropped, wavy, blonde hair, who,

one hand in the trousers' pocket, stood drinking champagne, he heard

such expressions as "beastly," "rot," and "humbug," and he very well

knew that the words were applied to himself.

Shortly after this it became clear to him what constitutes genuine

success. A robust young lady, with very artfully arranged hair, and

pretty white teeth, sang, accompanied by the piano, a German song. With

her head swaying from side to side and occasionally tossed backward, and

with her mouth open very wide, she threw out trills and runs, like a

veritable music-box. The sound of it all pierced through to Johannes'

very marrow. What her song was intended to say, it was hard to tell, for

she spoke a remarkable kind of German. Apparently, she was exciting

herself over a faithless lover, or mistress, and dying--out of sheer

affection.

When she had ended, and made a sweet, smiling bow, a vigorous round of

applause followed, with cries of "bis," and "encore." Johannes had not

himself received such acclaim, nor would he now take part therein.

In his dejection, he went to find Countess Dolores. She was the only one

there to whom he could turn for comfort. He asked if he might not take

his leave, since he was tired, and did not feel at home where he was.

The countess herself appeared not to be very well satisfied; she had won

no honors through him, nevertheless she said:

"Come, my boy, do not be discouraged! You have still other gifts. Have

you spoken with Ranji-Banji-Singh?"

A little earlier, Johannes had seen the tall East-Indian, with head

erect, and a courtly carriage, striding through the motley crowd. He had

wide nostrils, large, handsome eyes with somewhat drooping lids, a

light-brown complexion, splendid blue-black hair, and a sparse beard. He

wore his white turban, and yellow silk clothing, with solemn

ceremoniousness. When any one spoke to him, he smiled most

condescendingly, and, closing his eyes, he laid his slender hand, with

its pale nails and upturned finger-tips, upon his bosom, and made a

profound and graceful bow.

Johannes had noticed him especially, as one to whom he felt more

attracted than to any other; and he had visions of deep, blue skies,

majestic elephants, rustling palms, and palace facades of pale marble,

on the banks of the Sacred River. However, he had not dared to address

him.

But now the countess and Johannes went to find him, and find him they

did, beside Lady Crimmetart, in a circle of ladies to whom he appeared

to be speaking in rotation, with a courtly smile.

"Mr. Ranji-Banji-Singh," said Countess Dolores, "have you made the

acquaintance of Professor Johannes, of Holland? He is a great medium,

and you certainly will find him sympathetic."

The East-Indian showed his white teeth again, in a winning smile, and

gave his hand to Johannes. The boy felt, however, that it was not given

from the heart.

"But are you not also a medium, Mr. Singh?" asked one of the ladies,

"such a great theosophist as you!"

Ranji-Banji-Singh threw back his head, made with his clasped hands a

gesture as if warding off something, and smiling disdainfully, said, in

broken English:

"Theosophists not mediums. Mediums is organ-grinders--theosophist,

composer. Medium-tricks stand low;--street-jugglery for gold.

Theosophist and Yogi can everything, all the same--can much more, but

not show. That is meanness, unworthiness!"

The slender brown hand was shaken in Johannes' face, in an endeavor to

express its owner's contempt, while the dark face of the East-Indian

took on an expression of one compelled to drink something bitter.

That was too much for Johannes. Feeling himself misunderstood by the

only one upon whom he cared to make a good impression, he said,

angrily:

"I never perform tricks, sir. I exhibit nothing. I am not a medium."

"Not by profession--not a professional medium," said Countess Dolores,

to save the situation.

"Then you do not practise table-tilting, nor slate-writing, nor

flower-showering?" asked the East-Indian, while his face cleared.

"No, sir! Nothing whatever!" said Johannes, emphatically.

"If I had known that!" exclaimed Lady Crimmetart, while her eyes seemed

almost rolling out of her head. "But, Mr. Singh, can you not, just for

this one time, show us something? Let us see something wonderful? A

spinning tambourine, or a violin that plays of itself? Do, now! When we

ask you so pleadingly, and when I look at you so fondly! Come!"

And she cast sheep's eyes at Mr. Ranji-Banji-Singh in a manner which did

not in the least arouse Johannes' envy.

The theosophist bowed again, smiling with closed eyes, but at the same

time contracting his brows as if struggling with his aversion.

Then they went to a boudoir having glass walls and exotic plants--a kind

of small conservatory, in a soft twilight. There they seated themselves

at a table, with the East-Indian in the circle. Johannes was promptly

excluded with the words: "Antipathetic! Bad influence!"

"That's Keesje, yet--surely!" thought Johannes.

Then there was writing upon slates held by Mr. Singh in one hand, under

the table. The scratching of the pencil could be heard, and soon the

slate reappeared--covered with writing in various languages--English,

Latin, and Sanscrit. These sentences were translated by the East-Indian,

and appeared to contain very wise and elevating lessons.

But Johannes had the misfortune to notice that the slate which should

have been written upon was quickly exchanged by the theosophist the

instant that he succeeded in diverting the attention of all the

on-lookers. And Johannes added to his inauspicious observation the

imprudent exclamation--loud and triumphant--"I see it all! He is

exchanging slates!"

A regular riot ensued. Yet Ranji-Banji-Singh, with the utmost calmness,

brought the exchanged slate to light again, and, with a triumphant

smile, showed that it was without writing. Johannes looked baffled, yet

he knew to a certainty that he had seen the deception, and he cried: "I

saw it, nevertheless!"

"For shame!" thundered Lady Crimmetart. And all the other ladies cried

indignantly, "Disgraceful!"

Ranji-Banji-Singh, with a taunting smile said: "I have compassion. Yogi

know not hate, but pity evil-doer. Bad Karma. Unhappy person, this!"

That did not agree with what Herr van Lieverlee had said. He had

commended Johannes' Karma. But Countess Dolores, now realizing that she

was to have no further satisfaction out of her protégé, at once

withdrew, and quite good-naturedly, so that he might not feel at all

reproached. Indeed, she comforted him, with her friendly jests.

* * * * *

Johannes saw some daily papers lying in the hall of Countess Dolores'

house. Against the advice of Professor von Pennewitz, he began running

them through. His eyes remained glued to the page, for he saw there a

communication from Germany, to the effect that the miners' strike had

ended. The laborers had lost the battle.

The sleepless night that ensued seemed very long to him. Poor Heléne,

also, was restless, and wailed and wailed without pause.

VII

Be brave now, for my story is going to be truly sombre and shuddery.

Truth can sometimes appear very black; but if we only dare to look her

straight in the eye, she smiles, in the end, brightly and blithely.

Only those who are afraid of her, and turn halfway back, will be caught

and held fast in the meshes of gloom and misery.

* * * * *

You have, doubtless, known all along that there was something utterly

amiss in Johannes' fine, new life--that he had made a pitiful mistake,

and was all at sea. He, also, knew it now, although he would not admit

it to himself. Those joyful expectations had not been prompted by the

Father's voice, and he knew now that one could be misled by positive

impressions.

However, he was not yet out of the scrape. To acknowledge again that he

had made a mistake--to leave this life and return to Markus and Marjon,

was a hard thing to do. Here were far greater attractions than Aunt

Seréna's raspberries and fresh rolls. When he thought of the garden at

Vrede-best, ah, how eagerly he longed to be there again! But that which

held him here had a much stronger hold upon him, for he would not admit

to himself that it would be better to leave it. That he should be an

intimate little friend of this beautiful, distinguished woman--_that_,

above all things--preoccupied him day and night.