I
I will tell you something about Little Johannes and his quest. My story
is very like a fairy tale, but everything in it really happened. As soon
as you lose faith in it, read no farther, for then it was not written
for you. And, should you chance to meet Little Johannes, you must never
speak to him about it, for that would grieve him and make me sorry I had
told you all this.
Johannes lived in an old house with a big garden. It was hard to find
the way about them, for in the house were many dark halls, flights of
stairs, chambers, and spacious garrets; and in the garden everywhere
were fencings and hot-houses. To Johannes it was a whole world in
itself. He could make far journeys in it, and he gave names to
everything he discovered. For the house he chose names from the animal
kingdom; the caterpillar loft, because there he fed the caterpillars and
watched them change their state; the chicken room, because once he had
found a hen there. This had not come of itself, but had been put there
by Johannes' mother, to brood. For things in the garden, preferring
those products of which he was most fond, he chose names from the
vegetable kingdom, such as Raspberry Mountain, Gooseberry Woods, and
Strawberry Valley. Behind all was a little spot he named Paradise; and
there, of course, it was exceedingly delightful. A great sheet of water
lay there--a pond where white water-lilies were floating, and where the
reeds held long, whispered conversations with the wind. On the opposite
side lay the dunes. Paradise itself was a little grass-plot on the near
shore, encircled by shrubbery. From the midst of this shot up the tall
nightingale-plant. There, in the thick grass, Johannes often lay gazing
through the swaying stalks to the gentle hill-tops beyond the water. He
used to go every warm summer evening and lie looking for hours, without
ever growing weary of it. He thought about the still depths of the clear
water before him--how cozy it must be down amid the water plants, in
that strange half-light. And then again, he thought of the far-away,
gloriously-tinted clouds which hovered above the dunes--wondering what
might be behind them, and if it would not be fine to be able to fly
thither. Just as the sun was sinking, the clouds piled up upon one
another till they seemed to form the entrance to a grotto; and from the
depths of that grotto glowed a soft, red light. Then Johannes would feel
a longing to be there. Could I only fly into it! he thought. What would
really be beyond? Shall I sometime--sometime be able to get there?
But often as he made this wish, the grotto always fell apart in ashen,
dusky flecks, and he never was able to get nearer to it. Then it would
grow cold and damp by the pond, and again he would seek his dark little
bedroom in the old house.
He lived there not entirely alone. He had a father who took good care of
him, a dog named Presto, and a cat named Simon. Of course, he thought
most of his father, but he by no means considered Presto and Simon so
very much beneath him, as a big man would have. He confided even more
secrets to Presto than to his father, and for Simon he felt a devout
respect. That was not strange, for Simon was a big cat with glossy,
black fur, and a thick tail. By merely looking at him one could see that
he was perfectly convinced of his own greatness and wisdom. He always
remained dignified and proper, even when he condescended to play with a
rolling spool, or while gnawing a waste herring-head behind a tree. At
the extreme demonstrativeness of Presto he closed his green eyes
disdainfully, and thought: "Well--dogs know no better!"
Can you realize now, that Johannes had a great awe of him? He held much
more intimate relations with the little brown dog. Presto was neither
beautiful nor superior, but an unusually good and sagacious dog, never
farther than two steps away from Johannes, and patiently listening to
whatever his master told him. I do not need to tell you how much
Johannes thought of Presto. But he still had room in his heart for other
things. Does it seem strange that his little dark bedroom, with the
diamond window-panes, held also a large place? He liked the
wall-hangings, with the big flowers in which he saw faces--faces he had
so often studied when he was ill, or while he lay awake mornings. He
liked the one small picture that hung there. It represented stiff
figures walking in a still stiffer garden beside a smooth lake, where
sky-high fountains were spouting, and coquetting swans were swimming. He
liked best, however, the hanging clock. He always wound it up carefully
and seriously, and considered it a necessary courtesy to watch it while
it was striking. At least that was the way unless he happened to be
asleep. If, through neglect, the clock ran down, Johannes felt very
guilty and begged its pardon a thousand times. You would have laughed,
perhaps, if you had heard him in conversation with his room. But confess
how often you talk to your own self. It does not appear to you in the
least ridiculous. Besides, Johannes was convinced that his hearers
understood him perfectly, and he had no need of an answer. Secretly,
however, he expected an answer some day from the clock or the
wall-paper.
Johannes certainly had schoolmates, but they were not properly friends.
He played with them, invented plots in school, and formed robber bands
with them out-of-doors; but he only felt really at home when he was
alone with Presto. Then he never longed for the boys, but felt himself
at ease and secure.
His father was a wise and serious man, who often took Johannes with him
on long expeditions through the woods and over the dunes. They talked
but little--and Johannes followed ten steps behind his father, greeting
the flowers he met. And the old trees, which must always remain in the
selfsame place, he stroked along their rough bark with his friendly
little hand. Then the good-natured giants rustled their thanks.
Sometimes his father wrote letters in the sand, one by one, and Johannes
spelled the words which they formed. Again, the father stopped and
taught Johannes the name of some plant or animal.
And Johannes often asked questions, for he saw and heard many perplexing
things. He often asked silly questions. He wanted to know why the world
was just as it was, why plants and animals must die, and if miracles
could take place. But Johannes' father was a wise man, and did not tell
all he knew. That was well for Johannes.
Evenings, before he went to sleep, Johannes always made a long prayer.
His nurse had taught him. He prayed for his father and for Presto.
Simon, he thought, did not need to be prayed for. He prayed a good while
for himself, too, and almost always ended with the wish that some day
there might be a miracle. And when he had said _Amen_, he peeped
expectantly around the darkening room, at the faces on the
wall-hangings, which looked still stranger in the faint twilight; and at
the door-knob, and the clock, where the miracle ought now to begin. But
the clock always kept on ticking in the very same way--the door-knob did
not stir--it grew quite dark, and Johannes fell asleep without having
seen the miracle.
But some day it would happen. He knew it would.
II
It was warm by the pool and utterly still. The sun, flushed and tired
with his daily work, seemed to rest a moment on the rim of the dunes,
for a breathing spell before diving under. The smooth water reflected,
almost perfectly, the flaming face of the sun. The leaves of the beech
tree which hung over the pond took advantage of the stillness to look at
themselves attentively, in the mirror-like water. The solitary heron,
standing on one foot between the broad leaves of a water-lily, forgot
that he had come out to catch frogs, and, deep in thought, was gazing
along his nose.
Then came Johannes to the grass plot, to see the cloud-grotto. Plump!
plump! sprang the frogs from the bank. The mirror was all rippled, the
image of the sun was broken up into broad bands, and the beech leaves
rustled angrily, for they had not yet viewed themselves long enough.
Fastened to the bare roots of a beech tree lay a little old boat.
Johannes had been strictly forbidden to get into it; but, oh, how strong
the temptation was this evening! The clouds had already taken the
semblance of a wondrous portal, behind which the sun would soon sink to
rest. Glittering ranks of clouds ranged themselves at the sides, like a
golden-armored life-guard. The face of the water reflected the glow, and
red rays darted through the reeds like arrows.
Slowly, Johannes loosened the boat-rope from the roots. He would drift
there, in the midst of the splendor. Presto had already sprung into the
boat, and before his master intended it the reeds moved apart, and away
they both drifted toward the evening sun.
Johannes lay in the bow, and gazed into the depths of the light-grotto.
Wings! thought he. Wings now, and away I would fly!
The sun had disappeared, but the clouds were all aglow. In the east the
sky was deep blue. A row of willows stood along the bank, their small,
pale leaves thrust motionlessly out into the still air. They looked like
exquisite, pale-green lace against the sombre background.
Hark! What was that? It darted and whizzed like a gust of wind cutting a
sharp furrow in the face of the water. It came from the dunes--from the
grotto in the clouds!
When Johannes looked round, a big, blue dragon-fly sat on the edge of
the boat. He had never seen one so large. It rested there, but its wings
kept quivering in a wide circle. It seemed to Johannes that the tips of
its wings made a luminous ring.
That must be a fire dragon-fly, he thought--a rare thing.
The ring grew larger and larger, and the wings whirled so fast that
Johannes could see nothing but a haze. And little by little, from out
this haze, he saw the shining of two dark eyes; and a light, frail form
in a garment of delicate blue sat in the place of the dragon-fly. A
wreath of white wind-flowers rested upon the fair hair, and at the
shoulders were gauzy wings which shimmered in a thousand hues, like a
soap bubble.
A thrill of happiness coursed through Johannes. _This_ was a miracle!
"Will you be my friend?" he whispered.
That was a queer way of speaking to a stranger. But this was not an
every-day case, and he felt as if he had always known this little blue
being.
"Yes, Johannes," came the reply, and the voice sounded like the rustling
of the reeds in the night wind, or the pattering of rain-drops on the
forest leaves.
"What is your name?" asked Johannes.
"I was born in the cup of a wind-flower. Call me Windekind."[1]
Windekind laughed, and looked in Johannes' eyes so merrily that his
heart was blissfully cheered.
"To-day is my birthday," said Windekind. "I was born not far away, of
the first rays of the moon and the last rays of the sun. They say the
sun is feminine.[2] It is not true. The sun is my father."
Johannes determined forthwith to speak of the sun as masculine, the next
morning, in school.
"Look! There comes up the round, fair face of my mother. Good evening,
Mother! Oh! oh! But she looks both good-natured and distressed!"
He pointed to the eastern horizon. There, in the dusky heavens, behind
the willow lace-work which looked black against the silver disk, rose
the great shining moon. Her face wore a pained expression.
"Come, come, Mother! Do not be troubled. Indeed, I can trust him!"
The beautiful creature fluttered its gauzy wings frolicsomely and
touched Johannes on the cheek with the Iris in its hand.
"She does not like it that I am with you. You are the first one. But I
trust you, Johannes. You must never, never speak my name nor talk about
me to a human being. Do you promise?"
"Yes, Windekind," said Johannes. It was still so strange to him. He felt
inexpressibly happy, yet fearful of losing his happiness. Was he
dreaming? Near him, Presto lay calmly sleeping on the seat. The warm
breath of his dog put him at rest. The gnats swarmed over the face of
the water, and danced in the sultry air, just as usual. Everything was
quite clear and plain about him. It must be true! And all the time he
felt resting upon him the trustful glance of Windekind. Then again he
heard the sweet, quavering voice:
"I have often seen you here, Johannes. Do you know where I was?
Sometimes I sat on the sandy bottom of the pond, among the thick water
plants, and looked up at you as you leaned over to drink, or to peep at
the water beetles, or the newts. But you never saw me. And many times I
peeped at you from the thick reeds. I am often there. When it is warm I
sleep in an empty reed-bird's nest. And, oh! it is so soft!"
Windekind rocked contentedly on the edge of the boat, and struck at the
gnats with his flower.
"I have come now to give you a little society. Your life will be too
dreary, otherwise. We shall be good friends, and I will tell you many
things--far better things than the school-master palms off upon you. He
knows absolutely nothing about them. And when you do not believe me, I
shall let you see and hear for yourself. I will take you with me."
"Oh, Windekind! dear Windekind! Can you take me there?" cried Johannes,
pointing to the sky, where the crimson light of the setting sun had just
been streaming out of the golden cloud-gates. That glorious arch was
already melting away in dull, grey mist, yet from the farthest depths a
faint, rosy light was still shining.
Windekind gazed at the light which was gilding his delicate features and
his fair locks, and he gently shook his head.
"Not yet, Johannes, not yet. You must not ask too much just now. Even I
have not yet been at my father's home."
"I am always with my father," said Johannes.
"No! That is not your father. We are brothers, and my father is your
father, too. But the earth is your mother, and for that reason we are
very different. Besides, you were born in a house, with human beings,
and I in a wind-flower. The latter is surely better. But it will be all
the same to us."
Then Windekind sprang lightly upon the side of the boat, which did not
even stir beneath his weight, and kissed Johannes' forehead.
That was a strange sensation for Johannes. Everything about him was
changed.
He saw everything now, he thought, much better and more exactly. The
moon looked more friendly, too, and he saw that the water-lilies had
faces, and were gazing at him pensively.
Suddenly he understood why the gnats were all the time dancing so
merrily around one another, back and forth and up and down, till their
long legs touched the water. Once he had thought a good deal about it,
but now he understood perfectly.
He knew, also, what the reeds were whispering, and he heard the trees on
the bank softly complaining because the sun had set.
"Oh, Windekind, I thank you! This is delightful. Yes, indeed, we will
have nice times together!"
"Give me your hand," said Windekind, spreading his many-colored wings.
Then he drew Johannes in the boat, over the water, through the lily
leaves which were glistening in the moonlight.
Here and there, a frog was sitting on a leaf. But now he did not jump
into the water when Johannes came. He only made a little bow, and said:
"Quack." Johannes returned the bow politely. Above everything, he did
not wish to appear conceited.
Then they came to the rushes. They were wide-spread, and the boat
entirely disappeared in them without having touched the shore. But
Johannes held fast to his guide, and they scrambled through the high
stalks to land.
Johannes thought he had become smaller and lighter, but perhaps that was
imagination. Still, he could not remember ever having been able to climb
up a grass stalk.
"Now be ready," said Windekind, "you are going to see something funny."
They walked on through the high grass, beneath the dark undergrowth
which here and there let through a small, shining moonbeam.
"Did you ever hear the crickets evenings in the dunes? It is just as if
they were having a concert. Is it not? But you can never tell where the
sound comes from. Now they never sing for the pleasure of it; but the
sound comes from the cricket-school where hundreds of little crickets
are learning their lessons by heart. Keep still, for we are close to
them."
Chirp! Chirp!
The bushes became less dense, and when Windekind pushed apart the grass
blades with his flower, Johannes saw a brightly lighted, open spot in
the thin, spindling dune-grass, where the crickets were busily learning
their lessons.
Chirp! Chirp!
A big fat cricket was teacher, and heard the lessons. One by one the
pupils sprang up to him; always with one spring forward, and one spring
back again, to their places. The one that made a bad spring was obliged
to take his stand upon a toadstool.
"Pay good attention, Johannes. Perhaps you too can learn something,"
said Windekind.
Johannes understood very well what the little crickets answered. But it
was not in the least like that which the teacher of his school taught.
First came geography. They knew nothing of the parts of the world. They
were only obliged to learn twenty-six dunes and two ponds. No one could
know anything about what lay beyond, said the teacher, and whatever
might be told about it was nothing but idle fancy.
Then botany had its turn. They were all very clever at that, and there
were many prizes distributed: selected grass blades of various
lengths--tender and juicy. But the zoology astonished Johannes the most.
There were springing, flying, and creeping creatures. The crickets could
spring and fly, and therefore stood at the head. Then followed the
frogs. The birds were mentioned, with every token of aversion, as most
harmful and dangerous. Finally, human beings were discussed. They were
great, useless, dangerous creatures that stood very low, since they
could neither fly nor spring; but luckily they were very scarce. A wee
little cricket who had never yet seen a human being got three hits with
a wisp because he numbered human beings, by mistake, among the harmless
animals.
Johannes had never heard anything like this before.
Suddenly, the teacher called out: "Silence. The springing exercise!"
Instantly all the little crickets stopped studying their lessons and
began to play leap-frog. They played with skill and zeal, and the fat
teacher took the lead.
It was such a merry sight that Johannes clapped his hands with joy.
At the sound, the entire school rushed off in a twinkling to the dunes;
and the little grass plot was as still as death.
"See what you have done, Johannes!" cried Windekind. "You must not be so
rude--one can very well see that you were born among human beings."
"I am sorry. I will try my best to behave. But it was so funny!"
"It is going to be funnier still," said Windekind. They cut across the
grass plot and ascended the dunes on the other side.
Ah, me! It was hard work in the deep sand, but Johannes caught hold of
Windekind's light blue garment, and then he sped quickly and lightly up
the slope. Half-way to the top was a rabbit-hole.
The rabbit whose home it was lay with his head and forepaws out of the
entrance. The sweet-briar was still in flower, and its faint, delicate
fragrance mingled with that of the wild thyme which was growing near.
Johannes had often seen rabbits disappear into their holes. He wondered
what it was like inside them, and about how many could sit together
there, and if it would not be very stifling. So he was very glad when he
heard his companion ask the rabbit if they might take a peep inside.
"Willingly, so far as I am concerned," said the rabbit, "but
unfortunately, it just happens that I have resigned my dwelling this
evening for the giving of a charity-festival. So, really, I am not
master in my own house."
"Ah, indeed! Has there been an accident?"
"Alas, yes!" said the rabbit, sorrowfully. "A great calamity. We shall
not recover from it in years. A thousand jumps from here a house for
human beings has been built-a big, big house--and there those creatures
with dogs have come to live. Fully seven members of my family have
perished through their deeds, and three times as many more have been
bereft of their homes. And matters are still worse with the Mouse and
the Mole families. And the Toads have suffered heavily. So we have
gotten up a festival for the benefit of the surviving relatives.
Everybody does what he can. I gave my hole. One ought to have something
to spare for his fellow-creatures."
The compassionate rabbit sighed and, pulling a long ear over his head
with his right forepaw, wiped a tear out of his eye. His ear was his
handkerchief.
Then something rustled in the grass, and a stout, clumsy figure came
scrabbling up to the hole.
"Look!" said Windekind. "Here comes Father Toad--hopping along."
Then followed a pun at the toad's expense.
But the toad paid no attention to the jest. His name furnished occasion
for frequent jokes. Composedly he laid down by the entrance a full ear
of corn, neatly folded in a dry leaf, and then he climbed dexterously
over the back of the rabbit into the hole.
"May we go in?" asked Johannes, who was full of curiosity. "I will give
something, too!"
He remembered that he still had a biscuit in his pocket-a little round
biscuit of Huntley and Palmer's. As he pulled it out he noticed for the
first time how small he had become. He could scarcely lift it with both
hands, and could not understand how his pocket had contained it.
"That is very rare and expensive," said the rabbit. "It is a costly
gift."
The entrance was respectfully made free to them both. It was dark in the
cave, and Johannes let Windekind go in front. Soon, they saw a
pale-green light approaching. It was a glow-worm, who obligingly
offered to light the way for them.
"It promises to be a very pleasant evening," said the glow-worm, as he
led them on. "There are a great many guests. You are elves, I should
say. Is it not so?" With these words, the glow-worm glanced at Johannes
somewhat suspiciously.
"You may announce us as elves," replied Windekind.
"Do you know that your king is at the party?" continued the glow-worm.
"Is Oberon here? That gives me a great deal of pleasure," exclaimed
Windekind. "I know him personally."
"Oh!" said the glow-worm. "I did not know I had the honor to...." and
his light nearly went out from fright. "Yes, His Majesty much prefers
the open air, but he is always ready to perform a charitable act. This
is going to be a most brilliant affair!"
It was indeed the case. The main room in the rabbit cave was splendidly
decorated. The floor had been trodden smooth, and strewn with fragrant
thyme. Directly in front of the entrance a bat was hanging, head
downward. He called out the names of the guests, and served at the same
time as a measure of economy for a curtain. The walls of the room were
tastefully adorned with dry leaves, spider-webs and tiny, suspended
bats. Innumerable glow-worms crept in and out of these, and all around
the ceiling; and they made a most beautiful, ever-changing illumination.
At the end of the chamber was a throne, built of bits of phosphorescent
wood. It was a charming spectacle.
There were many guests. Johannes felt himself rather out of place in the
strange crowd, and drew close to Windekind. He saw queer things there. A
mole was chatting with a field-mouse about the handsome decorations. In
a corner sat two fat toads, nodding their heads at each other, and
bewailing the continued dry weather. A frog, arm in arm with a lizard,
attempted a promenade. Matters went badly with him, for he was timid and
nervous, and every once in a while he jumped too far, thus doing damage
to the wall decorations.
On the throne sat Oberon, the elf-king, encircled by a little retinue of
elves. These looked down rather disdainfully upon their surroundings.
The king himself was most royal in his affability, and conversed in a
friendly way with various guests. He had come from a journey in the
Orient, and wore a strange garment of brightly colored flower-petals.
Flowers like that do not grow here, thought Johannes. On his head rested
a deep blue flower-cup, which was still as fragrant as though it had
just been picked. In his hand was his sceptre--the stamen of a
lotus-flower.
All present were quietly lauding his goodness. He had praised the
moonlight on the dunes, and had said that the glow-worms here were
almost as beautiful as the fireflies of the Orient. He had pleasantly
overlooked the wall decorations, and a mole, even, had noticed that he
nodded approvingly.
"Come with me," said Windekind. "I will present you." And they pressed
forward to the place where the king sat.
When Oberon recognized Windekind, he greeted him joyfully, and gave him
a kiss. At that the guests whispered to one another, and the elves threw
envious glances at the pair. The two plump toads in the corner mumbled
together something about "fawning and flattering," and "not lasting
long," and then nodded very significantly to each other.
Windekind talked with Oberon for a long time in a strange language, and
then beckoned to Johannes to come closer.
"Give me your hand, Johannes," said the king. "Windekind's friends are
mine also. Whenever I can I will help you, and I will give you a token
of our alliance."
Oberon released from the chain about his neck a little gold key, and
gave it to Johannes who took it respectfully and held it shut close in
his hand.
"That little key may be your fortune," said the king. "It fits a golden
chest which contains a precious treasure. Who holds that chest I cannot
say, but you must search for it zealously. If you remain good friends
with me and with Windekind--steadfast and true--you will surely
succeed." With that, the elf-king inclined his beautiful head,
cordially, while Johannes, overflowing with happiness, expressed his
thanks.
At this moment, three frogs, who were sitting together upon a little
mound of damp moss, began to sing the introduction to a slow waltz, and
partners were taken for the dance. Those who did not dance were lined
along the side walls by the master of ceremonies--a lively, fussy little
lizard--to the great vexation of the two toads who complained that they
could not see. Then the dancing began.
And it was so comical! Every one danced in his own way, and fancied, of
course, that he danced better than any one else. The mice and frogs
sprang high up on their hind feet, and an old rat whirled round so
wildly that all the dancers retreated before him. A fat tree-slug took a
turn with a mole, but soon gave it up, under pretense that she was taken
with a stitch in the side. The real reason was that she could not dance
very well.
However, everything moved on seriously and ceremoniously. It was a
matter of conscience with them, and all looked anxiously toward the king
to find a sign of approval upon his countenance. But the king was afraid
of causing discontent, and looked very sedate. His followers considered
it beneath them to take part in the dancing.
Johannes had contained himself well, through all this seriousness, but
when he saw a tiny toad whirling around with a tall lizard, who now and
then lifted the unhappy toad high up off the floor and described a half
circle with her in the air, he burst out into a merry laugh.
Then there was consternation. The music stopped and the king; looked
round with a troubled air. The master of ceremonies flew in full speed
up to the laugher, and urgently besought him to conduct himself with
more decorum.
"Dancing is a serious matter," said he, "and nothing at all to be
laughed at. This is a dignified company, who are dancing not merely for
the fun of it. Every one was doing his best, and no one wished to be
laughed at. That was very rude. More than that, this is a mourning
feast--a sorrowful occasion. One should conduct himself respectably
here, and not behave as though he were among human beings."
Johannes was frightened at that. Moreover, he saw hostile looks. His
familiarity with the king had made him many enemies. Windekind led him
to one side.
"We would better go away," he whispered. "You have made a mess of it
again. That is the way when one is brought up among human beings."
Hastily, they slipped out under the bat-wing portiere, and entered the
dim passage. The polite glow-worm was waiting for them.
"Have you had a good time?" he asked. "Did King Oberon speak with you?"
"Oh, yes. It was a jolly festival," said Johannes. "Do you have to stay
here all the time, in this dark passage?"
"That is my own choice," said the glow-worm, in a bitter, mournful
voice. "I care no more for vanities."
"Come," said Windekind, "you do not mean that!"
"It is just as I say. Formerly--formerly there was a time when I, too,
went to feasts, and danced, and kept up with such frivolities; but now I
am purified through suffering, now...." And he became so agitated that
his light went out again. Fortunately they were near the outlet, and the
rabbit, hearing them coming, moved a little to one side, so that the
moonlight shone in.
As soon as they were outside by the rabbit, Johannes said: "Will you not
tell us your history, Glow-worm?"
"Alas!" sighed the glow-worm, "it is a sad and simple story. It will not
amuse you."
"Tell us! Tell us, all the same!" they cried.
"Well, then, you know that we glow-worms are very peculiar beings. Yes,
I believe no one would contradict that we glow-worms are the most
highly gifted of all who live.
"Why? I do not know that," said the rabbit. At this, the glow-worm asked
disdainfully, "Can you give light?"
"No, indeed, I cannot," the rabbit was obliged to confess.
"Now _we_ give light--all of us. And we can make it shine or can
extinguish it. Light is the best gift of Nature, and to make light is
the highest achievement of any living being. Ought any one then to
contest our precedence? Moreover, we little fellows have wings, and can
fly for miles."
"I cannot do that, either," humbly admitted the rabbit.
"Through the divine gift of light which we have," continued the
glow-worm, "other creatures stand in awe of us, and no bird will attack
us. Only one animal--the human being--the basest of all, chases us, and
carries us off. He is the most detestable monster in creation!"
At this sally Johannes looked at Windekind as though he did not
understand. But Windekind smiled, and motioned to him to be silent.
"Once, I flew gaily around among the shrubs, like a bright
will-o'-the-wisp. In a moist, lonely meadow on the bank of a ditch there
lived one whose existence was inseparably linked with my own happiness.
She sparkled beautifully in her light emerald-green as she crept about
in the grass, and my young heart was enraptured. I circled about her,
and did my best, by making my light play, to attract her attention.
Gratefully, I saw that she had perceived me, and demurely extinguished
her own light. Trembling with emotion, I was on the point of folding my
wings and sinking down in rapture beside my radiant loved one, when the
air was filled with an awful noise. Dark figures approached. They were
human beings. In terror, I took flight. They chased me, and struck at me
with big black things. But my wings went faster than their clumsy legs."
"When I returned--"
Here the narrator's voice failed him. After an instant of deep emotion,
during which the three listeners maintained a respectful silence, he
continued:
"You may already have surmised it. My tender bride--the brightest, most
glowing of all--she had disappeared; kidnapped by cruel human beings.
The still, dewy grass-plot was trampled, and her favorite place by the
ditch was dark and deserted. I was alone in the world."
Here the impressionable rabbit once again pulled down an ear, and wiped
a tear from his eye.
"Since that time I have been a different creature. I have an aversion
for all idle pleasures. I think only of her whom I have lost, and of the
time when I shall see her again."
"Really! Do you still hope to?" said the rabbit, rejoiced.
"I more than hope--I am certain. In heaven I shall see my beloved
again."
"But--" the rabbit objected.
"Bunnie," said the glow-worm, gravely, "I can understand that one who
was obliged to grope about in the dark might doubt, but when one can
see, with his own eyes! That puzzles me. There!" said the glow-worm,
gazing reverently up at the star-dotted skies; "there I behold them--all
my forefathers, all my friends, and her, too, more gloriously radiant
than when here upon earth. Ah, when shall I be able to rise up out of
this lower life, and fly to her who beckons me so winsomely? When, ah,
when?"
With a sigh, the glow-worm turned away from his listeners and crept back
again into the dark passage.
"Poor creature!" said the rabbit. "I hope he is right."
"I hope so too," added Johannes.
"I have my doubts," said Windekind, "but it was very touching."
"Dear Windekind," began Johannes, "I am very tired and sleepy."
"Then come close to me, and I will cover you with my mantle."
Windekind took off his little blue mantle and spread it over Johannes
and himself.
So they lay down on the gentle slope, in the fragrant moss, with their
arms about each other's neck.
"Your heads lie rather low," said the rabbit. "Will you rest them
against me?"
They did so.
"Good-night, Mother!" said Windekind to the moon.
Then Johannes shut the little gold key tight in his hand, pressed his
head against the downy coat of the good rabbit, and fell fast asleep.
[1] Windekind = Child of the _Winde_ or Windflower.
[2] In Dutch, the word sun is feminine.
III
Where is he, Presto?--Where is he? What a fright to wake up in the boat,
among the reeds, all alone, the master gone and not a trace of him! It
is something to be alarmed about.
And how long you have been running, barking nervously, trying to find
him, poor Presto! How could you sleep so soundly and not notice the
little master get out of the boat? Otherwise, you would have wakened as
soon as he made the least move.
You could scarcely find the place where he landed, and here in the downs
you are all confused. That nervous sniffing has not helped a bit. Oh,
despair! The master gone--not a sign of him. Find him, Presto, find him!
See! straight before you on the hillside. Is not that a little form
lying there? Look! look!
For an instant the little dog stood motionless, straining his gaze out
into the distance. Then suddenly he stretched out his head, and
raced--flew with all the might of his four little paws toward that dark
spot on the hillside.
And when it proved to be the grievously wanted little master, he could
not find a way to fully express his joy and thankfulness. He wagged his
tail, his entire little body quivering with joy--he jumped, yelped,
barked, and then pushed his little cold nose against the face of his
long-sought friend, and licked and sniffed all over it.
"Cuddle down, Presto, in your basket," said Johannes, only half awake.
How stupid of the master! There was no basket there, as any one could
see.
Very, very slowly the day began to break in the mind of the little
sleeper.
Presto's sniffings he was used to--every morning. But dream-figures of
elves and moonshine still lingered in his soul as the morning mists
cling to the landscape. He feared that the chill breath of the dawn
might chase them away. "Eyes fast shut," thought he, "or I shall see the
clock and the wall-paper, just as ever."
But he was not lying right. He felt there was no covering over him.
Slowly and cautiously he opened his eyelids a very little way.
Bright light. Blue sky. Clouds.
Then Johannes opened his eyes wide and said: "Is it really true?"
Yes, he lay in the middle of the dunes. The cheerful sunshine warmed
him, he breathed the fresh morning air, and in the distance a fine mist
skirted the woods. He saw only the tall beech tree beside the pond, and
the roof of his house rising above the foliage. Bees and beetles hummed
about him; above him sang the ascending skylark; from far away came the
sound of barkino-does, and the rumble of the distant town. It was all as
plain as day.
But what had he dreamed and what not? Where was Windekind? And where was
the rabbit?
He could see neither of them. Only Presto, who sat up against him as
close as possible, watching him expectantly.
"Could I have been sleep-walking?" murmured Johannes, softly.
Beside him was a rabbit-hole. But there were a great many such in the
dunes. He sat up straight, so as to give it a good look. What was it he
felt in his tightly shut hand?
A thrill ran through him from the crown of his head to his feet as he
opened his hand. There lay a bright little gold key.
For a time he sat speechless.
"Presto," said he then, while the tears sprang to his eyes, "Presto,
then it _is_ true!"
Presto sprang up and tried, by barking, to make it clear to his master
that he was hungry and wanted to go home.
To the house? Johannes had not thought of that, and cared little to
return. But soon he heard different voices calling his name. Then he
began to realize that his behavior would be considered neither kind nor
courteous; and that, for a long time to come, there would be no friendly
words in store for him.
For an instant, at the first trouble, his tears of joy were very nearly
turned into those of fear and regret. But when he thought about
Windekind, who now was his friend--his friend and confidant--of the
elf-king's gift, and of the glorious, indisputable truth of all that had
occurred, he took his way home, calm and prepared for anything.
But the meeting was more difficult than he expected. He had not fully
anticipated the fear and distress of the household over his absence. He
was urged to promise solemnly that he never again would be so naughty
and imprudent.
"I cannot do so," said he, resolutely. They were surprised at that. He
was interrogated, coaxed, threatened; but he thought of Windekind and
remained stubborn. What could it matter if only he held Windekind's
friendship--and what would he not be willing to suffer for Windekind's
sake! He pressed the little key close to his breast, and shut his lips
together, while he answered every question with a shrug of his
shoulders. "I cannot promise," said he, again.
But his father said: "It is a serious matter with him--we will let him
be, now. Something unusual must have happened. Sometime, he will tell us
about it."
Johannes smiled, silently ate his bread and butter, and then slipped
away to his little bedroom. There, he snipped oft a bit of the curtain
cord, strung his precious key upon it, and hung it around his neck, on
his bare breast. Then, comforted, he went to school.
It went very badly that day at school. He knew none of his lessons, and
paid absolutely no attention. His thoughts flew continually to the pond,
and to the marvelous happenings of the evening before. He could scarcely
believe that a friend of the elf-king could again be obliged to figure
sums, and conjugate verbs.
But it had all truly been, and not one of those around him knew anything
about it. No one could believe or understand--not even the master--no
matter how fierce he looked, nor how scornfully he called Johannes a
lazy dog. He endured the angry comments with resignation and performed
the tasks which his absent-mindedness brought upon him.
"They have not the least idea of it. They may rail at me as much as they
please. I shall remain Windekind's friend, and Windekind is worth more
to me than all of them put together; yes, master and all."
That was not respectful of Johannes. But after all the hard things he
had heard about them the evening before, his esteem for his
fellow-creatures had not been increased.
More than that, he was not sensible enough to put his wisdom to the best
use; or, rather, to keep silent.
When his master stated that human beings only were gifted by God with
reasoning powers, and were placed as rulers over all the other animals,
he began to laugh. That cost him a bad mark, and a severe rebuke. And
when his seat-mate read aloud from his exercise-book the following
sentence: "The sun is very old--she is older than my cross old aunt,"
Johannes instantly cried out, "_He_ is older!"
Everybody laughed at him, and the master, astonished at such amazing
stupidity, as he called it, made Johannes remain after school to write
out this sentence a hundred times: "The age of my aunt is very great,
the age of the sun is greater; but the greatest thing of all is my
amazing stupidity."
His schoolmates had all disappeared, and Johannes sat alone writing in
the great school-room. The sun shone gaily in, lighting up a thousand
motes on the way, and forming on the white-washed walls great splashes
of light which, with the passing hours, crept slowly forward. The
teacher had gone away, and shut the door behind him with a bang.
Johannes was already on the fifty-second "age of my aunt," when a nimble
little mouse, with silky ears, and little black beads of eyes, came out
of the farthest corner of the room and ran without a sound along by the
wall. Johannes kept as still as death, not to frighten away the pretty
creature. It was not afraid, and came up close to where he was sitting.
Then, peering round a moment with its bright keen little eyes, it sprang
lightly up--one jump to the bench, the second to the desk on which
Johannes was writing.
"Hey!" said he, half to himself, "but you are a plucky little mouse!"
"I do not know whom I should be afraid of," said a mite of a voice; and
the mouse showed his little teeth as if he were laughing.
Johannes had already become used to many wonderful things, but this made
him open his eyes wide. In the middle of the day, and in school! It was
past all belief.
"You need not be afraid of me," said he, softly--for fear of startling
the mouse. "Have you come from Windekind?"
"I came just to say to you that the teacher is quite right, and that you
roundly deserved your punishment."
"But Windekind said that the sun was our father."
"Yes, but it was not necessary to let anybody else know it. What have
human beings to do with it? You must never speak of such delicate
matters to them--they are too coarse. A human being is an astonishingly
cruel and clumsy creature, who would prefer to seize and trample to
death whatever came within his reach. We mice have had experience of
that."
"But, Mousie, why do you stay in this neighborhood? Why do you not go
far away--to the woods?"
"Alas! we cannot do that now. We are too much accustomed to town food.
Provided one is prudent and always takes care to avoid their traps and
their heavy feet, it becomes possible to endure human beings.
Fortunately, we still retain our nimbleness. The worst of it is that
human beings help out their own clumsiness by covenanting with the cat.
That is a great calamity, but in the woods there are owls and hawks, and
we should all certainly perish there. Now, Johannes, remember my advice.
There comes the teacher!"
"Mousie, Mousie! Do not go away! Ask Windekind what I must do with my
key. I have hung it around my neck, on my bare breast. But Saturday I
have to take a bath, and I am so afraid somebody will see it. Tell me,
Mousie dear, where I can safely hide it."
"In the ground--always in the ground. Everything is safest there. Shall
I take, and keep it?"
"No, not here, at school!"
"Bury it then, out in the dunes. I will tell my cousin, the field-mouse,
that he must keep watch of it."
"Thank you, Mousie."
Tramp! tramp! The master was coming. In the time it took Johannes to dip
his pen, the mouse had disappeared. The master himself, who was
impatient to go home, excused Johannes from the forty-eight remaining
lines.
For two long days Johannes lived in constant fear. He was closely
watched, and no opportunity was allowed him for escaping to the dunes.
Friday came, and he was still carrying around that precious key. The
following evening he must take his weekly bath; the key would be
discovered and taken away from him. He grew stiff with fear at the
thought of it. He dared not hide it in the house--nor in the garden--no
place seemed to him safe enough.
It was Friday afternoon and the twilight began to fall. Johannes sat
before his bedroom window, looking wistfully out over the green shrubs
of the garden to the distant dunes.
"Windekind, Windekind, help me!" he whispered, anxiously.
There was a gentle rustling of wings near him, then came the fragrance
of lilies-of-the-valley, and suddenly he heard the sweet, familiar
voice.
Windekind sat near him on the window-seat, making the little lily-bells
swing on their slender stalk.
"At last! Have you come? I have longed for you so!" said Johannes.
"Come with me, Johannes; we will go and bury your key."
"I cannot," said Johannes, with a sigh.
But Windekind took him by the hand, and, light as the feathery seed of
a dandelion, he was drifting away through the still evening air.
"Windekind," said Johannes as they went, "I think so much of you! I
believe I would willingly give up every human being for you. Presto,
even."
"And Simon?" said Windekind.
"Oh, it cannot make much difference to Simon whether I like him or not.
He thinks such things childish, I believe. Simon cares only for the
fishwoman; and not even for her, save when he is hungry. Do you believe,
Windekind, that Simon is an ordinary cat?"
"No! He has been a human being."
Buz-z-z-z! Just then a big May-bug flew against Johannes.
"Cannot you look out for yourself better than that?" grumbled the
May-bug. "H'm! You elfin baggage! You fly as if you owned all the air
there was. You have learned that from the do-nothings who only just fly
round and round for their own pleasure. One who always does his duty,
like me--who always seeks food, and eats as hard as he can, is put out
by such actions." And away he flew, buzzing loudly.
"Is he vexed because we are not eating anything?" asked Johannes.
"Yes, that is May-bug fashion. Among the May-bugs it is considered the
highest duty to eat a great deal. Shall I tell you the story of a young
May-bug?"
"Yes, do, Windekind."
"He was a fine, young May-bug who had only just crept out of the sod.
What a surprise it was! For four long years he had been under the dark
ground, waiting for the first warm evening. When he got his head up out
of the clods and saw all that foliage, and the waving grass, and the
singing birds, he was greatly perplexed. He did not know what to do. He
touched the near-by grass blades all over with his feelers, thrusting
them out in fan shape. From this he perceived, Johannes, that he was a
male. He was very handsome in his way--with shining black legs, a plump,
powdered after-part, and a breastplate that gleamed like a mirror.
Happily, he soon discovered, not far away, another May-bug--not quite so
handsome, but who had flown out a full day earlier and thus was of age.
Quite modestly, because he was still so young, he hailed this other one.
"'What do you want, little friend?' said the second one condescendingly,
observing that it was a novice: 'Do you want to inquire the way?'
"'No, but you see,' said the younger, politely, 'I do not know what I
ought to be doing here. What does one do when he is a May-bug?'
"'Indeed,' said the other, 'do you not know that? Well, that is
excusable. Once _I_ did not know. Listen, and I will tell you. The chief
concern of a May-bug's life is to eat. Not far from this is a delicious
linden hedge that was put there for us to eat from as busily as
possible.'
"'Who planted the linden hedge there?' asked the young beetle.
"'Well, a great creature who means well by us. Every morning he comes
along the hedge, picks out those that have eaten the most, and takes
them with him to a splendid house where a bright light shines, and where
all the May-bugs are very happy together. But those who keep flying
about the whole night instead of eating are caught by the bat.'
"'Who is that?' asked the novice.
"'A fearful monster with sharp teeth, that all of a sudden comes flying
after us, and crunches us up with a horrible crack.' As the beetle said
this, they heard above them a shrill squeaking which pierced through to
the marrow. 'Hey! There he is!' exclaimed the older one. 'Look out for
him, my young friend. Be thankful that I have warned you in good time.
You have a long night before you--make the best of it. The less you eat
the greater the chance of your being devoured by the bat. Only those who
choose a serious calling in life can enter the great house with the
bright light. Bear that in mind! A serious calling!'
"Then the beetle, who was a whole day the older, scrabbled away among
the blades of grass, leaving the other behind, greatly impressed. Do you
understand what a calling is, Johannes? No? Well, neither did the young
beetle know. It had something to do with eating, he knew, but how was he
to get to the linden hedge?
"Close beside him stood a slim, strong grass-stem swaying gently in the
evening wind. He grasped it, and hugged it tightly with his six little
crooked feet. It seemed as tall as a giant viewed from below, and
fearfully steep. But the May-bug was determined to reach the very tip of
it.
"'This is a calling,' he thought, and he began to climb, pluckily. It
was slow work--he often slipped back; but still he made progress, and at
last, when he had climbed to the tip-top and was swinging and swaying
there, he felt content and happy. What a view! It seemed to him as if he
overlooked the world. How blissful it was to be surrounded, on all
sides, by the air! He breathed it in eagerly. How marvelously it cheered
him up! He would go still higher!
"In ecstasy he lifted up his shields, and made his filmy wings quiver.
Higher he would go! Higher! Again he fluttered his wings--his feet let
loose the grass-stem, and--oh, joy!--He was flying, free and clear, in
the still, warm evening air!"
"And then?" asked Johannes.
"The continuation is not cheerful. I will tell it you a little later."
They had flown away over the pond. A pair of belated white butterflies
fluttered along with them.
"Where are you going, elves?" they asked.
"To the big wild-rose that blossoms on yonder hill."
"We will go, too! We will go, too!"
In the distance, the rose-bush with its many pale-yellow satiny flowers
was already visible. The buds were red, and the open roses showed little
stripes of the same color, in token of the time when they still were
buds.
In solitary calm, this sweet wild-rose bloomed, and filled the region
with its marvelous fragrance. So delicious is this that the dune-elves
live upon it alone.
The butterflies fluttered up to it, and kissed flower after flower.
"We come to entrust a treasure to you," said Windekind. "Will you take
care of it for us?"
"Why not? why not?" whispered the wild-rose. "Watching does not tire me,
and I do not think to go away from here, if no one carries me off. And I
have sharp thorns."
Then came the field-mouse--the cousin of the mouse at the school. He dug
a passage under the roots of the rose-bush, and pulled in the little
key.
"If you want it back again, you must call on me. And then the rose need
not be harmed."
The rose interlocked its thorny twigs close over the entrance, and took
a solemn oath to guard the trust. The butterflies were witnesses.
The next morning, Johannes woke up in his own little bed, with Presto,
the clock, and the wall-hangings. The cord around his neck, and the
little key upon it, had disappeared.
IV
"Oh, boys, boys! How dreadfully tedious it is in summer!" sighed one of
the three big stoves which stood together, fretting, in a dark corner of
the garret in the old house. "For weeks I have not seen a living soul
nor heard a sensible word. And that emptiness within. It is horrible!"
"I am full of spider-webs," said the other. "In winter that would not
happen."
"And I am so dusty that I shall be shamed to death next winter when the
black man appears, as Van Alphen says." This bit of learning the third
stove had gotten, of course, from Johannes, as he sat before the hearth
winters, reciting verses.
"You must not speak so disrespectfully of the Smith," said the first
stove--which was the eldest. "It pains me."
And a number of shovels and tongs also, which lay here and there on the
floor, wrapped in paper to keep them from rusting, expressed freely
their indignation at the frivolous remark.
Suddenly, they all stopped talking; for the trap-door was lifted, a ray
of light darted to the far corner, exposing the entire dusty company, to
their surprise and confusion.
It was Johannes whose coming had disturbed their talk. He had always
enjoyed a visit to the garret; and now, after all the recent happenings,
he often went there to find quiet and seclusion. There, too, closed with
a shutter was a window, which looked out over the hillside. It was a
keen delight to open that shutter suddenly, and after the mysterious
gloom of the garret, to see before him all at once the wide-spread,
clearly lighted landscape, framed by the gently undulating lines of the
hills.
Three weeks had passed away since that Friday evening, and Johannes had
not seen nor heard anything of his friend. His little key was now gone,
and there was nothing to prove to him that he had not been dreaming.
Often, he could not reason away the fear that all had been only
imagination. He kept his own counsel, and his father remarked with
anxiety that Johannes, since that night in the dunes, had certainly been
ill. Johannes, however, was only longing for Windekind.
"Ought not he to care as much for me as I do for him?" he mused, while
he leaned against the garret window and gazed out over the verdant,
flowery garden. "And why does he not come oftener, and stay longer? If
_I_ could!... But perhaps he has other friends, and cares more for them
than for me? I have no other friend--not one. I care only for him--so
much, oh, so much!"
Then he saw defined against the deep blue sky a flock of six white doves
which wheeled with flapping wings above the house. It seemed as if one
thought impelled them, so swiftly and simultaneously, again and again,
they altered their direction, as if to enjoy to the full the sea of
sunlight in which they were circling.
All at once they flew toward Johannes' little attic-window, and, with
much fluttering and flapping of wings, alighted on the gutter. There
they cooed, and bustled back and forth, with little, mincing steps. One
of them had a little red feather in his wing. He tugged and pulled at it
until he held it in his beak. Then he flew up to Johannes and gave it to
him.
Johannes had scarcely taken it when he felt that he had become as light
and fleet as one of the doves. He stretched himself out, up flew the
flock of doves, and Johannes soared in their midst, through the free,
open air and the clear sunshine. Nothing was around him but the pure
blue, and the bright gleaming of the white dove-wings.
They flew over the garden toward the woods, whose tree-tops were waving
in the distance like the swell of a green sea. Johannes looked down
below, and saw his father sitting at the open window of the living-room.
Simon sat on the window-sill, his forepaws folded, basking in the
sunshine. "Can they see me?" he thought; but he did not dare call to
them.
Presto was tearing through the garden paths, sniffing about every shrub,
behind every wall, and scratching against the door of every hot-house or
out-building, trying to find his master.
"Presto! Presto!" cried Johannes. The dog looked up, and began to wag
his tail and whimper, plaintively.
"I am coming back, Presto. Watch!" cried Johannes, but he was too far
away.
They swept over the woods, and the crows flew croaking out of the high
tree-tops where their nests were. It was midsummer, and the odor of the
blossoming lindens streamed up from the green woods below them.
In an empty nest at the top of a tall linden tree sat Windekind with the
wreath of wind-flowers upon his head. He nodded to Johannes.
"Is that you? That is good," said he. "I sent for you. Now we can stay
together a long while--if you would like to."
"Indeed, I would like to," said Johannes.
Then he thanked the kind doves who had brought him thither, and dropped
down with Windekind into the woods.
It was cool and shady there. The golden thrush was fluting his
strain--nearly always the very same, but yet a little different.
"Poor bird!" said Windekind. "He was once a bird-of-paradise. That you
can still see by his strange, yellow feathers; but he was given another
covering and expelled from Paradise. There is a word which can bring
back again his former glorious covering, and restore him to Paradise,
but he has forgotten it. Day after day he tries to find that word. He
sings something like it, but it is not the right word."
Countless flies were glistening like floating crystals in the sunbeams
that fell through the dark foliage. Listening acutely, one could hear
their buzzing like a great, monotonous concert, filling the entire
forest. It was as if the sunbeams sang.
Thick, dark-green moss covered the ground, and Johannes had become so
small again that it appeared to him like a new-grown woods at the bottom
of the great forest. What elegant little stems and how closely they
grew! It was difficult to pass between them, and the moss-woods seemed
dreadfully large.
Then they came upon an ant-path. Hundreds of ants ran busily to and fro,
some carrying bits of wood, little leaves, or blades of grass in their
jaws. There was such a tumult that it almost made Johannes dizzy. They
were all so busy it was a long time before one of the ants would stop to
speak with them. At last they found an old ant who had been stationed to
keep watch over the small plant-lice from which the ants draw their
honey-dew. Since his small herd was quiet he could devote a little time
to the strangers, and show them the great nest. It was situated at the
foot of an old tree-trunk, was very large, and had hundreds of entrances
and little chambers. The plant-louse herder gave explanations, and led
the visitors around everywhere, till they came to the cells of the
young, where the larvæ crept out of their white cocoons. Johannes was
amazed and delighted.
The old ant said that they were living under great stress on account of
the military campaign which was about to be executed. They were going,
with a huge force, to attack another ant colony not far away; to destroy
the nest, and to steal or kill the larvæ. To accomplish this, they would
need all the help possible, and thus they must first settle the most
urgent affairs.
"What is the reason for this military expedition?" asked Johannes. "It
does not seem nice."
"Indeed," said the herder, "it is a very fine and praiseworthy
enterprise! You must know that it is the Fighting-Ants we are going to
attack. We are going to extirpate their species, and that is a very good
deed."
"Are not you Fighting-Ants, then?"
"Certainly not! What makes you think so? We are Peace-Ants."
"Then what does that mean?"
"Do you not know? I will explain. Once, all the ants were continually
fighting--not a day passed without great slaughter. Then there came a
good, wise ant who thought it would save a great deal of trouble if all
the ants would agree to fight no more.
"When he said that, they all found it very strange; and what did they do
but begin to bite him into pieces. Later, came still other ants who were
of the very same opinion. These also were bitten into mince-meat. But so
many of them kept coming that the biting-up became too much work for the
others.
"Then they named themselves Peace-Ants, and all agreed that the first
Peace-Ant was right. Whoever dissented was, in his turn, bitten up.
Thus, nearly all the ants nowadays have become Peace-Ants, and the
remnants of the first Peace-Ant have been preserved with great care and
respect. We have the head--the authentic head. We have laid waste twelve
other colonies, and have murdered the ants who pretended to have the
genuine head. Now, there are only four such colonies left. They call
themselves Peace-Ants, but they are really Fighting-Ants; because, you
see, we have the true head, and the Peace-Ant had but one head. We are
going, one of these days, to stamp out the thirteenth colony. You see
now, that this is a good work."
"Yes, indeed," said Johannes, "it is very ... remarkable."
Really he had become a little afraid, and felt more comfortable when
they had taken their leave of the obliging herder and, far away from the
ant colony, were resting awhile on a swaying grass-blade, in the shadow
of a graceful fern-leaf.
"Whoo!" sighed Johannes, "that was a stupid, blood-thirsty set."
Windekind laughed, and swung up and down on his grass-blade.
"Oh," said he, "you must not call them stupid. Human beings go to the
ants to learn wisdom from them."
Thus Windekind showed Johannes all the wonders of the woods. They flew
together to the birds in the tree-tops, and in the close hedges; went
down into the clever little dwellings of the moles, and saw the bees'
nest in the old tree-trunk.
Finally, they came to an open place surrounded with undergrowth. The
honeysuckle grew there in great abundance. It twined its wanton tendrils
over all the shrubs, and its fragrant garlands adorned the luxuriant
foliage. A flock of tomtits hopped and fluttered among the leaves, and
chirped and chattered clamorously.
"Let us stay a little longer," said Johannes. "It is delightful here."
"Good," said Windekind. "Then you will see some more comical things."
Little blue-bells were growing in the grass. Johannes went up to one of
them, and began to chat about the bees and the butterflies. These were
good friends of the blue-bell, and so the conversation flowed smoothly
on.
What was that? A great shadow passed over the grass, and something like
a white cloud descended upon the blue-bell. Johannes scarcely had time
to get out of the way. He flew to Windekind, who was sitting high up in
a honeysuckle. From thence he saw that the white cloud was a
handkerchief, and just then a portly woman sat down hard upon the
handkerchief, and upon the poor little blue-bell that was under it.
He had not time to lament, for the sound of voices and of cracking
branches filled the open place, and a crowd of people approached.
"Now we are going to have a laugh," said Windekind.
There they came--human beings. The women with baskets and umbrellas in
hand; the men with high, stiff black hats on. Almost all the men were
very, very black. In the sunny, green forest, they looked like great,
ugly ink spots on a splendid picture.
Bushes were thrust rudely aside, and flowers were trampled under foot.
Many more white handkerchiefs were spread over the meek grass; and the
patient mosses, sighing, yielded to the weight that bore them down, and
feared never to recover from the shock.
The smoke of cigars curled up over the honeysuckle vines, spitefully
driving away the delicate fragrance of their flowers; and loud voices
scattered the merry tomtits, that, chirping their fright and
indignation, sought refuge in the nearest trees.
One man rose up from the crowd, and went to stand on a little mound. He
had long, light hair, and a pale face. He said something, and then all
the people opened their mouths frightfully wide and began to sing so
hard that the crows flew up, croaking, from their high nests, and the
inquisitive rabbits that had come to the edge of the glade, just to look
on, took fright and started on a run, and kept it up a quarter of an
hour after they were safe again in the dunes.
Windekind laughed, and whisked away the cigar smoke with a fern-leaf.
The tears came into Johannes' eyes, but not from the smoke.
"Windekind," said he, "I want to go away--it is so ugly and horrid
here."
"No, we must stay a while longer. You will laugh; it is going to be
still more comical."
The singing was over, and the pale man began to speak. He shouted, so
that all could hear, but what he said sounded very kind. He called the
people brothers and sisters, and spoke of glorious nature, and the
wonders of creation, of God's sunshine and of the dear birds and
flowers....
"What is that?" asked Johannes. "Why does he speak of those things? Does
he know you? Is he a friend of yours?"
Windekind shook his garlanded head disdainfully.
"He does not know me; still less the sun, the birds, the flowers.
Everything he says is false."
The people all listened very attentively. The fat woman who was sitting
on the blue-bell began several times to cry, and wiped away her tears
with her skirt, because she had not the use of her handkerchief.
The pale man said that God had caused the sun to shine so brightly for
the sake of their meeting. Then Windekind laughed and, out of the thick
foliage, threw an acorn at his nose.
"He shall find it otherwise," said he. "My father shine for him! How
conceited!"
But the pale man was too full of enthusiasm to mind the acorn, which
appeared to have fallen out of the sky. He spoke a long time, and the
longer the louder. At last he grew purple in the face, clenched his
fists, and shouted so loud that the leaves trembled and the grasses
waved hither and thither in astonishment. When at last he calmed down,
they all began to sing again.
"Fie!" said a blackbird, who had heard the uproar from the top of a high
tree. "What a frightful racket! I would rather the cows came into the
woods. Just hear that! For shame!"
Now, the blackbird is a critic, and has fine taste.
After the singing, the people brought all sorts of eatables from
baskets, boxes, and bags. They spread out papers, and distributed rolls
and oranges. Bottles and glasses, too, came to light.
Then Windekind called his allies together, and the siege of the feasting
company began.
A gallant frog jumped into the lap of an old lady, close beside the
bread she was just about to eat, and remained sitting there, astonished
at his own daring. The lady gave a horrible shriek, and stared at the
intruder in amazement, without daring to stir. This mettlesome example
found imitators. Green caterpillars crept valiantly over hats,
handkerchiefs, and rolls, awakening fright and dismay. Big, fat spiders
let themselves down glistening threads into the beer glasses, and upon
heads or necks, and a loud, continual screaming accompanied their
attack. Innumerable small flies assailed the people straight in the
face, offering their lives for the good of the cause by tumbling into
the food and drink, and, with their bodies, making it unfit for use.
Finally, came multitudes of ants, a hundred at a time, and nipped the
enemy in the most unexpected places. Men and women sprang up hurriedly
from the long-crushed moss and grass; and the blue-bell was liberated
through the well-aimed attack of two ear-wigs upon the ankles of the
plump woman. Desperation seized them all; dancing and jumping with the
most comical gestures, the people tried to escape from their pursuers.
The pale man stood his ground well, and struck out on all sides with a
small black stick; till a pair of malicious tomtits, that considered no
method of attack too mean, and a wasp, that gave him a sting through his
black trousers on the calf of the leg, put him out of the fight.
The jolly sun could no longer keep his countenance, and hid his face
behind a cloud. Big rain-drops descended upon the struggling party.
Suddenly, as though it had rained down, a forest of big black toadstools
appeared. It was the outstretched umbrellas. The women drew their skirts
over their heads, exposing white petticoats, white-stockinged ankles,
and shoes without heels. Oh, what fun it was for Windekind! He laughed
so hard he had to cling to the flower-stem.
Faster and faster fell the rain, and a greyish, glistening veil began to
envelop the woods. Water dripped from umbrellas, high hats, and black
coats. The coats shone like the shells of the water beetle, while the
shoes kissed and smacked on the saturated ground. Then the people gave
it up--dropping silently away in little groups, leaving many papers,
empty bottles, and orange peels for unsightly tokens of their visit. The
little glade in the woods was again solitary, and soon nothing was heard
but the monotonous patter of the rain.
"Well, Johannes! Now we have seen human beings, also. Why do you not
laugh at them, as well?"
"Oh, Windekind! Are all human beings like that?"
"Some of them are much worse and more ugly. At times they swear and tear
and make havoc with everything that is beautiful or admirable. They cut
down trees, and put horrid, square houses in their places. They
wantonly trample the flowers, and kill, for the mere pleasure of it,
every animal that comes within their reach. In their cities, where they
swarm together, everything is dirty and black, and the air is dank and
poisonous with stench and smoke. They are completely estranged from
Nature and her fellow-creatures. That is why they make such a foolish
and sorry figure when they return to them."
"Oh, Windekind! Windekind!"
"Why are you crying, Johannes? You must not cry because you were born
among human beings. I love you all the same, and prefer you to everybody
else. I have taught you the language of the birds and the butterflies,
and how to understand the look of the flowers. The moon knows you, and
good, kind Earth loves you as her dearest child. Why should you not be
glad, since I am your friend?"
"Oh, Windekind, I am, I am! But then, I have to cry about all those
people."
"Why? If it makes you sad, you need not remain with them. You can live
here, and always keep me company. We will dwell in the depths of the
woods, on the lonely, sunny dunes, or in the reeds by the pond. I will
take you everywhere--down under the water among the water-plants, in the
palaces of the elves, and in the haunts of the goblins. I will hover
with you over fields and forests--over foreign lands and seas. I will
have dainty garments spun for you, and wings given you like these I
wear. We will live upon the sweetness of the flowers, and dance in the
moonlight with the elves. When autumn comes, we will keep pace with the
sun, to lands where the tall palms rise, where gorgeous flowers festoon
the rocks, and the face of the deep blue sea lies smiling in the sun.
And I will always tell you stories. Would you like that, Johannes?"
"Shall I never live with human beings any more?"
"Among human beings there await you endless sorrow, trouble, weariness,
and care. Day after day must you toil and sigh under the burden of your
life. They will stab and torture your sensitive soul with their
roughness. They will rack and harass you to death. Do you love human
beings more than you love me?"
"No, no, Windekind! I will stay with you."
Now he could show how much he cared for Windekind. Yes, for his sake he
would leave and forget each and everything--his bedroom, Presto, and his
father. Joyfully and resolutely he repeated his wish.
The rain had ceased. From under grey clouds the sunlight streamed over
the woods like a bright smile. It touched the wet, shining leaves, the
rain-drops which sparkled on every twig and stem, and adorned the
spider-webs, stretched over the oak-leaves. From the moist ground below
the shrubbery a fine mist languidly rose, bearing with it a thousand
sultry, dreamy odors. The blackbird flew to the top of the highest tree,
and sang in broken, fervent strains to the sinking sun, as if he would
show which song suited best, in this solemn evening calm, as an
accompaniment to the falling drops.
"Is not that finer than the noise of human beings, Johannes? Yes, the
blackbird knows exactly the right tone to strike. Here everything is in
harmony--such perfect harmony you will never find among human beings."
"What is harmony, Windekind?"
"It is the same as happiness. It is that for which all strive. Human
beings also. Yet they are like children trying to catch a butterfly.
They simply drive it away by their silly efforts."
"Shall I find it here with you?"
"Yes, Johannes; but then you must forget human beings. It is a bad
beginning to have been born among human beings; but you are still young.
You must put away from you all remembrance of your human life, else it
would cause you to err and plunge you into conflicts, perplexities, and
misery. It would be with you as with the young May-bug I told you
about."
"What else happened to him?"
"He had seen the bright light which the older beetle had spoken of, and
could think of nothing better to do than promptly to fly to it. Straight
as a string, he flew into a room, and fell into human hands. For three
long days he suffered martyrdom. He was put into cardboard boxes,
threads were tied to his feet, and he was made to fly. Then he tore
himself free, with the loss of a wing and a leg, and finally, creeping
helplessly around on the carpet in a vain endeavor to reach the garden,
he was crushed by a heavy foot.
"All creatures, Johannes, that roam around in the night are as truly
children of the sun as we are. And although they have never seen the
shining face of their father, still a dim remembrance ever impels them
to anything from which light streams. And thousands of poor creatures of
the darkness find a pitiful death through that love for the sun from
whom they were long ago cut off and estranged. Thus a mysterious,
irresistible tendency brings human beings to destruction in the false
phantom of that Great Light which gave them being, but which they no
longer understand."
Johannes looked up inquiringly into Windekind's eyes. But they were deep
and mysterious--like the dark sky between the stars.
"Do you mean God?" he asked shyly.
"God?" The deep eyes laughed gently. "I know, Johannes, of what you
think when you utter that name; of the chair before your bed beside
which you make your long prayer every evening; of the green serge
curtains of the church window at which you look so often Sunday
mornings; of the capital letters of your little Bible; of the church-bag
with the long handle; of the wretched singing and the musty atmosphere.
What you mean by that name, Johannes, is a ridiculous phantom; instead
of the sun, a great oil-lamp where hundreds of thousands of gnats are
helplessly stuck fast."
"But what then is the name of the Great Light, Windekind? And to whom
must I pray?"
"Johannes, it is the same as if a speck of mold turning round with the
earth should ask me its bearer's name. If there were an answer to your
question you would understand it no more than does the earth-worm the
music of the spheres. Still, I will teach you how to pray."
Then, with little Johannes, who was musing in silent wonder over his
words, Windekind flew up out of the forest, so high that beyond the
horizon a long streak of shining gold became visible. On they flew--the
fantastically shadowed plain gliding beneath their glance. And the band
of light grew broader and broader. The green of the dunes grew dun, the
grass looked grey, and strange, pale-blue plants were growing there.
Still another high range of hills, a long narrow stretch of sand, and
then the wide, awful sea.
That great expanse was blue as far as the horizon, but below the sun
flashed a narrow streak of glittering, blinding red.
A long, fleecy margin of white foam encircled the sea, like an ermine
border upon blue velvet.
And at the horizon, sky and water were separated by an exquisite,
wonderful line. It seemed miraculous; straight, and yet curved, sharp,
yet undefined--visible, yet inscrutable. It was like the sound of a harp
that echoes long and dreamfully, seeming to die away and yet remaining.
Then little Johannes sat down upon the top of the hill and gazed--gazed
long, in motionless silence, until it seemed to him as if he were about
to die--as if the great golden doors of the universe were majestically
unfolding, and his little soul were drifting toward the first light of
Infinity.
And then the tears welled in his wide-open eyes till they shrouded the
glory of the sun, and obscured the splendor of heaven and earth in a dim
and misty twilight.
"That is the way to pray," said Windekind.
V
Did you ever wander through the woods on a beautiful autumn day, when
the sun was shining, calm and bright, upon the richly tinted foliage;
when the boughs creaked, and the dry leaves rustled about your feet?
The woods seem so weary. They can only meditate, and live in old
remembrances. A blue haze, like a dream, surrounds them with a
mysterious beauty, and glistening gossamer floats through the air in
idle undulations--like futile, aimless meditations.
Yet, suddenly and unaccountably, out of the damp ground, between moss
and dry leaves, rise up the marvelous toadstools; some thick, deformed,
and fleshy; others tall and slender with ringed stems and bright-colored
hoods. Strange dream-figures of the woods are they!
There may be seen also, on moldering tree-trunks, countless, small white
growths with little black tops, as if they had been burnt. Some wise
folk consider them a kind of fungus. But Johannes learned better.
"They are little candles. They burn in still autumn nights, and the
goblin mannikins sit beside them, and read in little books."
Windekind taught him that, on such a still autumn day, while Johannes
dreamily inhaled the faint odor of the forest soil.
"What makes the leaves of the sycamore so spotted with black?"
"Oh, the goblins do that, too," said Windekind. "When they have been
writing nights, they throw out in the morning, over the leaves, what is
left in their ink bottles. They do not like this tree. Crosses, and
poles for contribution bags, are made out of sycamore wood."
Johannes was inquisitive about the busy little goblins, and he made
Windekind promise to take him to one of them.
He had already been a long time with Windekind, and he was so happy in
his new life that he felt very little regret over his promise to forget
all he had left behind. There were no times of anxiety or of
loneliness--times when remorse wakens. Windekind never left him, and
with him he was at home in any place. He slept peacefully, in the
rocking nest of the reed-bird that hung among the green stalks, although
the bittern roared and the raven croaked so ominously. He felt no fear
on account of pouring rains nor shrieking winds. At such times he took
shelter in hollow trees or rabbit-holes, and crept close under
Windekind's mantle, and listened to the voice which was telling him
stories.
And now he was going to see the goblins.
It was a good day for the visit--so very still. Johannes fancied he
could already hear their light little voices, and the tripping of their
tiny feet, although it was yet midday.
The birds were nearly all gone--the thrushes alone were feasting on the
scarlet berries. One was caught in a snare. There it hung with
outstretched wings, struggling until the tightly pinioned little foot
was nearly severed. Johannes quickly released it, and with a joyful
chirp the bird flew swiftly away.
The toadstools were having a chatty time together.
"Just look at me," said one fat devil-fungus. "Did you ever see anything
like it? See how thick and white my stem is, and see how my hood shines!
I am the biggest of all. And that in one night!"
"Bah!" said the red fly-fungus. "You are very clumsy--so brown and
rough. I sway on my slender stalk like a grass stem. I am splendidly
red, like the thrush-berry and gorgeously speckled. I am handsomer than
any of you."
"Be still!" said Johannes, who had known them well in former days. "You
are both poisonous."
"That is a virtue," said the red fungus.
"Do you happen to be a human being?" grumbled the big fellow,
scornfully. "If so, I would like to have you eat me up!"
Johannes did not do that, however. He took little dry twigs, and stuck
them into his clumsy hood. That made him look silly, and all the others
laughed--among them, a little group of tiny toadstools with small, brown
heads, who in a couple of hours had sprung up together, and were
jostling one another to get a peep at the world. The devil-fungus was
blue with rage. That brought to light his poisonous nature.
Puff-balls raised their round, inflated little heads on four-pointed
pedestals. From time to time a cloud of brown powder, of the utmost
fineness, flew out of the opening in the round head. Wherever on the
moist ground that powder fell, tiny rootlets would interlace in the
black earth, and the following year hundreds of new puff-balls would
spring up.
"What a beautiful existence!" said they to one another. "The very acme
of attainment is to puff powder. What a joy to be able to puff, as long
as one lives!"
And with devout consecration they drove the small dust-clouds into the
air.
"Are they right, Windekind?"
"Why not? For them, what can be higher? It is fortunate that they long
for nothing more, when they can do nothing else."
When night fell, and the shadows of the trees were intermingled in one
general obscurity, that mysterious forest life did not cease. The
branches cracked and snapped, the dry leaves rustled hither and thither
over the grass and in the underwood, and Johannes felt the draft from
inaudible wing-strokes, and was conscious of the presence of invisible
beings. And now he heard, clearly, whispering voices and tripping
footsteps. Look! There, in the dusky depths of the bushes, a tiny blue
spark just twinkled, and then went out. Another one, and another! Hush!
Listening attentively, he could hear a rustling in the leaves close
beside him, by the dark tree-trunk. The blue lights appeared from behind
this, and held still at the top.
Everywhere, now, Johannes saw glimmering lights. They floated through
the foliage, danced and skipped along the ground; and yonder was a
great, glowing mass like a blue bonfire.
"What kind of fire is that?" asked Johannes. "How splendidly it burns!"
"That is a decayed tree-trunk," said Windekind. Then they went up to a
bright little light, which was burning steadily.
"Now I will introduce you to Wistik.[1] He is the oldest and wisest of
the goblins."
Having come up closer, Johannes saw him sitting beside his little
candle. By the blue light of this, one could plainly distinguish the
wrinkled, grey-bearded face. He was reading aloud, and his eyebrows were
knit. On his head he wore a little acorn cap with a tiny feather in it.
Before him sat a spider--listening to the reading.
Without lifting his head, the goblin glanced up from the book as the two
approached, and raised his eyebrows. The spider crept away. "Good
evening," said the goblin. "I am Wistik. Who are you?"
"My name is Johannes. I am very happy to make your acquaintance. What
are you reading?"
"This is not intended for your ears," said Wistik. "It is only for
spiders."
"Let me have just a peep at it, dear Wistik!" said Johannes.
"I must not. It is the Sacred Book of the spiders. It is in my keeping,
and I must never let it out of my hands. I have the Sacred Book of the
beetles and the butterflies and the hedgehogs and the moles, and of
everything that lives here. They cannot all read, and when they wish to
know anything, I read it aloud to them. That is a great honor for me--a
position of trust, you know."
The mannikin nodded very seriously a couple of times, and raised a tiny
forefinger.
"What were you reading just now?"
"The history of Kribblegauw,[2] the great hero of the spiders, who
lived a long while ago. He had a web that stretched over three trees,
and that caught in it millions of flies in a day. Before Kribblegauw's
time, spiders made no webs, and lived on grass and dead creatures; but
Kribblegauw was a clever chap, and demonstrated that living things also
were created for spider's food. And by difficult calculations, for he
was a great mathematician, Kribblegauw invented the artful spider-web.
And the spiders still make their webs, thread for thread, exactly as he
taught them, only much smaller; for the spider family has sadly
degenerated."
"Kribblegauw caught large birds in his web, and murdered thousands of
his own children. There was a spider for you! Finally, a mighty storm
arose, and dragged Kribblegauw with his web, and the three trees to
which it was fastened, away through the air to distant forests, where he
is now everlastingly honored because of his nimbleness and
blood-thirstiness."
"Is that all true?" asked Johannes.
"It is in this book," said Wistik.
"Do you believe it?"
The goblin shut one eye, and rested his forefinger along the side of his
nose.
"Whenever Kribblegauw is mentioned, in the Sacred Books of the other
animals, he is called a despicable monster; but that is beyond me."
"Is there a Book of the Goblins, too, Wistik?"
Wistik glanced at Johannes somewhat suspiciously.
"What kind of being are you, really, Johannes? There is something about
you so--so human, I should say."
"No, no! Rest assured, Wistik," said Windekind then. "We are elves; but
Johannes has seen, formerly, many human beings. You can trust him,
however. It will do him no harm."
"Yes, yes, that is well and good; but I am called the wisest of the
goblins, and I studied long and hard before I learned what I know. Now I
must be prudent with my wisdom. If I tell too much, I shall lose my
reputation."
"But in what book, then, do you think the truth is told?"
"I have read much, but I do not believe I have ever read that book. It
is not the Book of the Elves, nor the Book of the Goblins. Still, there
must be such a book."
"The Book of Human Beings, perhaps?"
"That I do not know, but I should hardly think so, for the Book of Truth
ought to bring great peace and happiness. It should state exactly why
everything is as it is, so that no one could ask or wish for anything
more. Now, I do not believe human beings have got so far as that."
"Oh, no! no!" laughed Windekind.
"Is there really such a book?" asked Johannes, eagerly.
"Yes!" whispered the goblin. "I know it from old, old stories. And hush!
I know too, where it is, and who can find it."
"Oh, Wistik, Wistik!"
"Then why have you not yet got it?" asked Windekind.
"Have patience. It will happen all right. Some of the particulars I do
not yet know, but I shall soon find it. I have worked for it and sought
it all my life. For to him who finds it, life will be an endless
autumnal day--blue sky above and blue haze about--but no falling leaves
will rustle, no bough will break, and no drops will patter. The shadows
will not waver, and the gold on the tree-tops will not fade. What now
seems to us light will be as darkness, and what now seems to us
happiness will be as sorrow, to him who has read that book. Yes, I know
this about it, and sometime I shall find it." The goblin raised his
eyebrows very high, and laid his finger on his lips.
"Wistik, if you could only teach me...." began Johannes, but before he
could end he felt a heavy gust of wind, and saw, exactly above him, a
huge black object which shot past, swiftly and inaudibly.
When he looked round again for Wistik, he caught just a glimpse of a
little foot disappearing in a tree-trunk. Zip!--The goblin had dashed
into his hole, head first--book and all. The candles burned more and
more feebly, and suddenly went out. They were very queer little candles.
"What was that?" asked Johannes, in a fright, clinging fast to Windekind
in the darkness.
"A night-owl," said Windekind.
They were both silent for a while. Then Johannes asked: "Do you believe
what Wistik said?"
"Wistik is not so wise as he thinks he is. He will never find such a
book. Neither will you."
"But does it exist?"
"That book exists the same as your shadow exists, Johannes. However hard
you run, however carefully you may reach for it, you will never overtake
nor grasp it; and, in the end, you will discover that it is yourself you
chase. Do not be foolish--forget the goblin's chatter. I will tell you a
hundred finer stories. Come with me! We will go to the edge of the
woods, and see how our good Father lifts the fleecy, white dew-blankets
from the sleeping meadow-lands. Come!"
Johannes went, but he had not understood Windekind's words and he did
not follow his advice. And while he watched the dawn of the brilliant
autumn day, he was brooding over the book wherein was stated why all is
as it is, and softly repeating to himself, "Wistik!"
[1] Wistik = Would that I knew.
[2] Kribblegauw = Quarrel = quick.
VI
It seemed to him during the days that followed that it was no longer so
merry and cheerful as it had been--in the woods and in the dunes--with
Windekind. His thoughts were no longer wholly occupied with what
Windekind told or showed him. Again and again he found himself musing
over that _book_, but he dared not speak of it. Nothing he looked at now
seemed beautiful or wonderful. The clouds were so black and heavy, he
feared they might fall upon him. It pained him when the restless autumn
winds shook and whipped the poor, tired trees until the pale under sides
of the green leaves were upturned, and yellow foliage and dry branches
flew up in the air.
What Windekind related gave him no satisfaction. Much of it he did not
understand, and whenever he asked one of his old questions he never
received a full, clear, satisfactory answer.
Thus he was forced to think again of that book wherein everything stood
so clearly and plainly written; and of that ever sunny, tranquil, autumn
day which was to follow.
"Wistik! Wistik!"
Windekind heard it.
"Johannes, you will remain a human being, I fear. Even your friendship
is like that of human beings. The first one after me to speak to you has
carried away your confidence. Alas! My mother was quite right!"
"No, Windekind! But you are so much wiser than Wistik; you are as wise
as that book. Why do you not tell me all? See, now! Why does the wind
blow through the trees, making them bend and sway? Look! They can bear
no more; the finest branches are breaking and the leaves are torn away
by hundreds, although they are still so green and fresh. They are so
tired, and yet again and again they are shaken and lashed by this rude
and cruel wind. Why is it so? What does the wind want?"
"My poor Johannes. That is human language!"
"Make it be still, Windekind! I like calm and sunshine."
"You ask and wish like a human being; therefore there is neither answer
nor fulfilment. If you do not learn better to ask and desire, the autumn
day will never dawn for you, and you will become like the thousands of
human beings who have spoken to Wistik."
"Are there so many?"
"Yes, thousands. Wistik pretended to be very mysterious, but he is a
prater who cannot keep his secret. He hopes to find that book among
human beings, and he shares his knowledge with any one who, perhaps, can
help him. And so he has already caused a great deal of unhappiness. Many
believe him, and search for that book with as much fervor as some do the
secret of the art of making gold. They sacrifice everything, and forget
all their affairs--even their happiness--and shut themselves up among
thick books, and strange implements and materials. They hazard their
lives and their health--forget the blue heavens, good, kindly Nature,
and even their fellow-beings. Sometimes they find beautiful and useful
things, like lumps of gold. These they cast up out of their caves, on
the sunny surface of the earth. Yet they do not concern themselves with
these things--leaving them for others to enjoy. They dig and drudge in
the darkness with eager expectancy. They are not seeking gold, but the
book. Some grow feeble-minded with the toil, forget their object and
their desire, and wander about in aimless idleness. The goblin has made
them childish. They may be seen piling up little towers of sand, and
reckoning how many grains are lacking before they tumble down. They make
little waterfalls, and calculate precisely each bend and bay the flow
will make. They dig little pits, and employ all their patience and
genius in making them smooth and quite free from stones. If these poor,
infatuated ones are disturbed in their labor, and asked what they are
doing, they look at you seriously and importantly, shake their heads and
mutter: 'Wistik! Wistik!' Yes, it is all the fault of that wicked little
goblin. Look out for him, Johannes!"
But Johannes was staring before him at the swaying, creaking trees.
Above his clear child-eyes wrinkles had formed in the tender flesh.
Never before had he looked so grave.
"But yet--you have said it yourself, that there was such a book! Oh, I
know--certainly--that there is something in it which you will not tell
me concerning the Great Light."
"Poor, poor Johannes!" said Windekind. And above the rushing and roaring
of the storm his voice was like a peaceful choral-song borne from afar.
"Love me--love me with your whole being. In me you will find more than
you desire. You will realize what you cannot now imagine, and you will
yourself be what you have longed to know. Earth and heaven will be your
confidants--the stars your next of kin--infinity your dwelling-place.
Love me--love me! Cling to me as the hop-vine clings to the tree--be
true to me as the lake is to its bed. In me alone will you find repose,
Johannes."
Windekind's words were ended, but it seemed as though the choral-song
continued. Out of the remote distance it seemed to be floating
on--solemn and regular--above the rushing and soughing of the
wind--peaceful as the moonlight shining between the driving clouds.
Windekind stretched out his arms, and Johannes slept upon his bosom,
protected by the little blue mantle.
Yet in the night he waked up. A stillness had suddenly and imperceptibly
come over the earth, and the moon had sunk below the horizon. The
wearied leaves hung motionless, and silent darkness filled the forest.
Then those questions came back to Johannes' head again--in swift,
ghostly succession--driving out the very recent trustfulness. Why were
human beings as they were? Why must he leave them--forego their love?
Why must the winter come? Why must the leaves fall, and the flowers
die? Why?--Why?
There were the blue lights again--dancing in the depths of the
underwood. They came and went. Johannes gazed after them expectantly. He
saw the big, bright light shining on the dark tree-trunk. Windekind lay
very still, and fast asleep.
"Just one question more," thought Johannes, and he slipped out from
under the blue mantle.
"Here you are again!" said Wistik, nodding in a friendly way. "That
gives me a great deal of pleasure. Where is your friend?"
"Over yonder. I only wanted to ask you one more question. Will you
answer it?"
"You have been among human beings, have you not? Is it my secret you
have come for?"
"Who will find that book, Wistik?"
"Ah, yes. That's it; that's it! Will you help me if I tell you?"
"If I can, certainly."
"Listen then, Johannes." Wistik opened his eyes amazingly wide, and
lifted his eyebrows higher than ever. Then he whispered along the back
of his little hand:
"Human beings have the golden chest, fairies have the golden key. The
foe of fairies finds it not; fairies' friend only, opens it. A
springtime night is the proper time, and Robin Redbreast knows the way."
"Is that true, really true?" cried Johannes, as he thought of his little
key.
"Yes," said Wistik.
"Why, then, has no one yet found it?" asked Johannes. "So many people
are seeking it!"
"I have told no human being what I have confided to you, I have never
yet found the fairies' friend."
"I have it, Wistik! I can help you!" cried Johannes, clapping his hands.
"I will ask Windekind."
Away he flew, over moss and dry leaves. Still, he stumbled now and then,
and his step was heavy. Thick branches cracked under his feet where
before not a grass-blade had bent.
There was the dense clump of ferns under which they had slept: how low
it looked!
"Windekind!" he cried. But the sound of his own voice startled him.
"Windekind?" It sounded like a human voice! A frightened night-bird flew
up with a scream.
There was no one under the ferns. Johannes could see nothing.
The blue lights had vanished. It was cold, and impenetrably dark all
around him. Up above, he saw the black, spectral tree-tops against the
starlight.
Once more he called. He dared not again. His voice seemed a profanation
of the stillness, and Windekind's name a mocking sound.
Then poor little Johannes fell to the ground, and sobbed in contrite
sorrow.
VII
The morning was cold and grey. The black, glimmering boughs, all
stripped by the storm, were weeping in the mist. Little Johannes ran
hurriedly on over the wet, down-beaten grass--staring before him toward
the edge of the woods where it was lighter, as if that were the end in
view. His eyes were red from crying, and strained with fear and misery.
He had been running back and forth the whole night, looking for the
light. It had always been safe and home-like with Windekind. Now, in
every dark spot lurked the ghost of forlornness, and he dared not look
around.
At last, he left the woods and saw before him a meadow over which a
fine, drizzling rain was falling. A horse stood in the middle of it near
a leafless willow-tree, motionless and with drooping head, while the
water dripped slowly from its shining sides, and out of its matted mane.
Johannes walked along by the woods. He looked with tired, anxious eyes
toward the lonely horse and the grey, misty rain, and he whimpered
softly.
"All is over now," he thought. "The sun will never come out again. After
this it will always be with me as it is now--here."
But he dared not stand still in his despair; something more frightful
yet would happen, he thought.
Then he saw the grand enclosure of a country-seat, and, under a linden
tree with bright yellow foliage, a little cottage.
He went within the enclosure, and walked through broad avenues where the
ground was thickly covered with layers of brown and yellow linden
leaves. Purple asters grew along the grass-plots, and other brilliant
autumn flowers were flaming there.
Then he came to a pond. Beside it stood a large house with low windows
and glass doors. Rose-bushes and ivy grew against the wall. It was all
shut up, and wore a gloomy look. Chestnut-trees, half stripped of their
foliage, stood all around; and, amid their fallen leaves, Johannes saw
the shining brown chestnuts.
Then that chill, deathly feeling passed away. He thought of his own
home. There, too, were chestnut-trees, and at this season he always went
to find the glossy nuts. Suddenly he began to feel a longing--as though
he had heard the call of a familiar voice. He sat down upon a bench near
the house, and gave vent to his feelings in tears.
A peculiar odor caused him to look up. A man stood near him with a white
apron on, and a pipe in his mouth. About his waist were strips of linden
bark for binding up the flowers. Johannes knew this scent so well; it
made him think of his own garden, and of the gardener, who brought him
pretty caterpillars, and showed him starlings' eggs.
He was not alarmed, although it was a human being who stood beside him.
He told the man that he had been deserted and was lost, and he
gratefully followed him to the small dwelling under the yellow-leaved
linden-tree.
Indoors sat the gardener's wife, knitting black stockings. Over the peat
fire in the fireplace hung a big kettle of boiling water. On the mat by
the fire lay a cat with folded forepaws--just as Simon sat when
Johannes left home.
Johannes was given a seat by the fire that he might dry his feet. "Tick,
tack!--Tick, tack!" said the big, hanging clock. Johannes looked at the
steam which rose, hissing, from the kettle, and to the little tongues of
flame that skipped nimbly and whimsically over the peat.
"Now I am among human beings," thought he.
It was not bad. He felt calm and contented. They were good and kind, and
asked what he would like best to do.
"I would like best to stay here," he replied.
Here he was at peace, but if he went home, sorrow and tears would
follow. He would be obliged to maintain silence, and they would tell him
that he had been naughty. He would have to see all the past over again,
and think once more of everything.
He did long for his little room, for his father, for Presto--but he
would rather endure the silent longing where he was, than the painful,
racking return. It seemed as if here he might be thinking of Windekind,
while at home he could not.
Windekind had surely gone away now--far away to the sunny land where the
palms were bending over the blue seas. He would do penance here, and
wait for him.
And so he implored the two good people to let him stay. He would be
obedient and work for them. He would help care for the garden and the
flowers, but only for this winter;--for he hoped in his heart that
Windekind would return in the spring.
The gardener and his wife thought that Johannes had run away because he
was not treated well at home. They sympathized with him, and promised to
let him stay.
He remained, and helped them in the garden and among the flowers. He was
given a little bedroom, with a blue wooden bedstead. From it, mornings,
he could see the wet, yellow linden leaves slipping along the
window-panes; and nights, the dark boughs rocking to and fro--with the
stars playing hide-and-seek behind them. He gave names to the stars, and
called the brightest Windekind.
He told his history to the flowers--almost all of which he had known at
home; the big, serious asters, the gaudy zinias, and the white
chrysanthemums which continued to bloom so late in the rude autumn. When
all the other flowers were dead the chrysanthemums still stood--and even
after the first snowfall, when Johannes came one morning early to look
at them, they lifted their cheerful faces and said: "Yes, we are still
here. You didn't think we would be, _did_ you?" They were very brave,
but two days later they were all dead.
But the palms and tree-ferns still flourished in the green-house, and
the strange flower-clusters of the orchids hung in their humid, sultry
air. Johannes gazed with wonder into the splendid cups, and thought of
Windekind. On going out-of-doors, how cold and colorless everything
looked--the black footsteps in the damp snow, and the rattling, dripping
skeletons of trees!
Hour after hour, while the snowflakes were silently falling until the
branches bowed beneath their weight of down, Johannes walked eagerly on
in the violet dusk of the snow-shadowed woods. It was silence, but not
death. And it was almost more beautiful than summer verdure; the
interlocking of the pure white branches against the clear blue sky, or
the descending clouds of glittering flakes when a heavily laden shrub
let slide its snowy burden.
Once, on such a walk, when he had gone so far that nothing was to be
seen save snow, and snow-covered branches--half white, half black--and
all sound and life seemed smothered under its glistening covering, he
thought he saw a tiny white animal run nimbly out in front of him. He
followed it. It bore no likeness to any that he knew. Then he tried to
grasp it, but it sped away and disappeared in a tree-trunk. Johannes
peered into the round, black opening, and thought--"Could it be
Wistik?"
He did not think much about him. It seemed mean to do so, and he did not
wish to weaken in his doing of penance. And life with the two good
people left him little to ask for. Evenings, he had to read aloud out of
a thick book, in which much was said about God. But he knew that book,
and read it absent-mindedly.
The night after his walk in the snow, however, he lay awake in bed,
looking at the cold shining of the moonlight on the floor. Suddenly he
saw two tiny hands close beside him--clinging fast to the bedside. Then
the top of a little white fur cap appeared between the two hands, and at
last he saw a pair of earnest eyes under high-lifted eyebrows.
"Good evening, Johannes," said Wistik. "I came to remind you of our
agreement. You cannot have found the book yet, for the spring has not
come. But are you keeping it in mind? What is the thick book I have
seen you reading in? That cannot be the true book. Do not think that."
"I do _not_ think so, Wistik," said Johannes. He turned over and tried
to go to sleep again, but he could not get the little key out of his
head.
And from this time on, as he read in the thick book, he kept thinking
about it, and he saw clearly that it was not the true book.
VIII
"Now he will come," thought Johannes, the first time the snow had melted
away, and here and there little clusters of snowdrops began to appear.
"Will he not come now?" he asked the snowdrops. They could not tell, but
remained with drooping heads looking at the earth as if they were
ashamed of their haste, and wished to creep away again.
If they only could have done so! The numbing east winds soon began to
blow again, and the poor, rash things were buried deep in the drifted
snow.
Weeks later came the violets, their sweet perfume floating through the
shrubbery. And when the sun had shone long and warmly on the mossy
ground, the fair primulas opened out by hundreds and by thousands.
The shy violets, with their rich fragrance, were mysterious harbingers
of coming magnificence, yet the cheerful primulas were gladness itself.
The awakened earth had taken to herself the first sunbeams, and made of
them a golden ornament.
"Now," thought Johannes, "now he is surely coming!" In suspense he
watched the buds on the branches, as they swelled slowly day by day, and
freed themselves from the bark, till the first pale-green points
appeared among the brown scales. Johannes stayed a long time looking at
those little green leaves, and never saw them stir. But even if he only
just turned around they seemed to have grown bigger. "They do not dare
while I am watching them," he thought.
The foliage had already begun to cast a shade, yet Windekind had not
come. No dove had alighted near him--no little mouse had spoken to him.
When he addressed the flowers they scarcely nodded, and made no reply
whatever. "My penance is not over yet," he thought.
Then one sunny spring morning he passed the pond and the house. The
windows were all wide open. He wondered if any of the people had come
yet.
The wild cherry that stood by the pond was entirely covered with tender
leaves. Every twig was furnished with little, delicate-green wings. On
the grass beside the bush sat a young girl. Johannes saw only her
light-blue frock and her blonde hair. A robin was perched on her
shoulder, and pecked out of her hand. Suddenly, she turned her head
around and saw Johannes.
"Good day, little boy," said she, nodding in a friendly way.
Again Johannes thrilled from head to foot. Those were Windekind's
eyes--that was Windekind's voice!
"Who are you?" he asked, his lips quivering with feeling.
"I am Robinetta, and this is my bird. He will not be afraid of you. Do
you like birds?"
The redbreast was not afraid of Johannes. It flew to his arm. That was
like old times. And it must be Windekind--that azure being!
"Tell me your name, Laddie," said Windekind's voice.
"Do you not know me? Do you not know that I am Johannes?"
"How could I know that?"
What did that mean? Still, it was the well-known, sweet voice. Those
were the dark, heavenly-deep, blue eyes.
"Why do you look at me so, Johannes? Have you ever seen me before?"
"Yes, I do believe so."
"Surely, you must have dreamed it!"
"Dreamed?" thought Johannes. "Can I have dreamed everything? Can I be
dreaming now?"
"Where were you born?" he asked.
"A long way from here, in a great city."
"Among human beings?"
Robinetta laughed. It was Windekind's laugh. "I believe so. Were not
you?"
"Alas, yes! I was too!"
"Are you sorry for that? Do you not like human beings?"
"No. Who _could_ like them?"
"Who? Well, Johannes; but you are an odd child! Do you like animals
better?"
"Oh, much better--and flowers."
"Really, I do, too--sometimes. But that is not right. Father says we
must love our friends."
"Why is that not right? I like whom I choose whether it is right or
not."
"Fie, Johannes! Have you no parents, then, nor any one who cares for
you? Are you not fond of them?"
"Yes," said Johannes, remembering. "I love my father, but not because it
is right, nor because he is a human being."
"Why, then?"
"I do not know--because he is not like other human beings--because he,
too, is fond of birds and flowers."
"And so am I, Johannes. Look!" And Robinetta called the robin to her
hand, and petted it.
"I know it," said Johannes. "And I love you very much, too.
"Already? That is very soon," laughed the girl. "Whom do you love best
of all?"
"I love--" Johannes hesitated. Should he speak Windekind's name? The
fear that he might let slip that name to human ears was never out of his
thoughts. And yet, was not this fair-haired being in blue, Windekind
himself? Who else could give him that feeling of rest and happiness?
"You!" said he, all at once, looking frankly into the deep blue eyes.
Courageously, he ventured a full surrender. He was anxious, though, and
eagerly awaited the reception of his precious gift.
Again Robinetta laughed heartily, but she pressed his hand, and her look
was no colder, her voice no less cordial.
"Well, Johannes," said she, "what have I done to earn this so
suddenly?"
Johannes made no reply, but stood looking at her with growing
confidence.
Robinetta stood up, and laid her arm about Johannes' shoulders. She was
taller than he.
Thus they strolled through the woods, and picked great clusters of
cowslips, until they could have hidden under the mountain of sun-filled
yellow flowers. The little redbreast went with them--flying from branch
to branch, and peering at them with its shining little black eyes.
They did not speak much, but now and then looked askance at each other.
They were both perplexed by this adventure, and uncertain what they
ought to think of each other.
Much to her regret, Robinetta had soon to turn back.
"I must go now, Johannes, but will you not take another walk with me? I
think you are a nice little boy," said she in taking her leave.
"Tweet! Tweet!" said the robin as he flew after her.
When she had gone, and her image alone remained to him, he doubted no
more who she was. She was the very same to whom he had given his
friendship. The name Windekind rang fainter, and became confused with
Robinetta.
Everything about him was again the same as it had formerly been. The
flowers nodded cheerfully, and their perfume chased away the melancholy
longing for home which, until now, he had felt and encouraged. Amid the
tender greenery, in the soft, mild, vernal air, he felt all at once at
home, like a bird that had found its nest. He stretched out his arms and
took in a full, deep breath--he was so happy! On his way home, wherever
he looked he always saw gliding before him the figure in light blue with
the golden hair. It was as though he had been looking at the sun, until
its image was stamped upon everything he saw.
From this day on Johannes went to the pond every clear morning. He went
early--as soon as he was wakened by the squabbling of the sparrows in
the ivy about his window, and by the tedious chirping and chattering of
the starlings, as they fluttered in the water-leader in the early
sunshine. Then he hurried through the dewy grass, close to the house,
and watched from behind the lilac-bush until he heard the glass door
open, and saw the bright figure coming toward him.
Then they wandered through the woods, and over the hills which lay
beyond. They talked about everything in sight; the trees, the plants,
and the dunes. Johannes had a strange, giddy sensation as he walked
beside her. Sometimes he felt light enough again to fly through the air.
But he never could. He told the story of the flowers and of the animals,
as Windekind had given it to him. But he forgot how he had learned it,
and Windekind existed no more for him--only Robinetta. He was happy when
she laughed with him, and he saw the friendship in her eyes; and he
spoke to her as he had formerly done to his little dog--saying whatever
came into his head, without hesitation or shyness. When he did not see
her he spent the hours in thinking of her; and each thing he did was
with the question whether Robinetta would find it good or beautiful.
And she, herself, appeared always so pleased to see him. She would smile
and hasten her steps. She had told him that she would rather walk with
him than with any one else.
"But, Johannes," she once asked, "how do you know all these things? How
do you know what the May-bugs think, what the thrushes sing, and how it
looks in a rabbit-hole, or on the bottom of the water?"
"They have told me," answered Johannes, "and I have myself been in a
rabbit-hole and on the bottom of the water."
Robinetta knitted her delicate eyebrows and looked at him half
mockingly. But his face was full of truth.
They were sitting under lilac trees, from which hung thick, purple
clusters. Before them lay the pond with its reeds and duck-weed. They
saw the black beetles gliding in circles over the surface, and little
red spiders busily darting up and down. It swarmed with life and
movement. Johannes, absorbed in remembrances, gazed into the depths, and
said:
"I went down there once. I slipped down a reed to the very bottom. It is
all covered with fallen leaves which make it so soft and smooth. It is
always twilight there--a green twilight--for the light falls through the
green duck-weed. And over my head I saw the long, white rootlets hanging
down.
"The newts, which are very inquisitive, came swimming about me. It gives
a strange feeling to have such great creatures swimming above one; and I
could not see far in front, for it was dark there--yet green, too. And
in that darkness the living things appeared like black shadows. There
were paddle-footed water-beetles, and flat mussels, and sometimes, too,
a little fish. I went a long way--hours away, I believe--and in the
middle was a great forest of water-plants, where snails were creeping,
and water-spiders were weaving their glistening nests. Minnows darted in
and out, and sometimes they stayed with open mouths and quivering fins
to look at me, they were so amazed. There I made the acquaintance of an
eel whose tail I had the misfortune to step on. He told me about his
travels. He had been as far as the sea, he said. Because of this, he had
been made King of the Pond--for no one else had been so far. He always
lay in the mud, sleeping, except when others brought him something to
eat. He was a frightful eater. That was because he was a king. They
prefer a fat king--one that is portly and dignified. Oh, it was splendid
in that pond!"
"Then why can you not go there again--now?"
"Now?" asked Johannes, looking at her with great, pondering eyes. "Now?
I can never go again. I should be drowned. But there is no need of it. I
would rather be here by the lilacs, with you."
Robinetta shook her little blonde head wonderingly, and stroked
Johannes' hair. Then she looked at her robin, which seemed to be finding
all kinds of tid-bits at the margin of the pond. Just then it looked up,
and kept watching the two with its bright little eyes.