III. Divers Doctrines

It was a radiant July morning in Albion village, and when Sue first

beheld it from the bedroom window at the Shaker Settlement, she had

wished ardently that it might never, never grow dark, and that Jack and

Fardie might be having the very same sunshine in Farnham. It was not

noon yet, but experience had in some way tempered the completeness of

her joy, for the marks of tears were on her pretty little face. She had

neither been scolded nor punished, but she had been dragged away from

a delicious play without any adequate reason. She had disappeared after

breakfast, while Susanna was helping Sister Tabitha with the beds and

the dishes, but as she was the most docile of children, her mother never

thought of anxiety. At nine o'clock Eldress Abby took Susanna to the

laundry house, and there under a spreading maple were Sue and the two

youngest little Shakeresses, children of seven and eight respectively.

Sue was directing the plays: chattering, planning, ordering, and

suggesting expedients to her slower-minded and less experienced

companions. They had dragged a large box from one of the sheds and set

it up under the tree. The interior had been quickly converted into

a commodious residence, one not in the least of a Shaker type. Small

bluing-boxes served for bedstead and dining-table, bits of broken

china for the dishes, while tiny flat stones were the seats, and four

clothes-pins, tastefully clad in handkerchiefs, surrounded the table.

“Do they kneel in prayer before they eat, as all Believers do?” asked

Shaker Mary.

“I don't believe Adam and Eve was Believers, 'cause who would have

taught them to be?” replied Sue; “still we might let them pray, anyway,

though clothespins don't kneel nicely.”

“I've got another one all dressed,” said little Shaker Jane.

“We can't have any more; Adam and Eve did n't have only two children in

my Sunday-School lesson, Cain and Abel,” objected Sue.

“Can't this one be a company?” pleaded Mary, anxious not to waste the

clothespin.

“But where could comp'ny come from?” queried Sue. “There was n't any

more people anywheres but just Adam and Eve and Cain and Abel. Put the

clothespin in your apron-pocket, Jane, and bimeby we'll let Eve have a

little new baby, and I'll get Mardie to name it right out of the Bible.

Now let's begin. Adam is awfully tired this morning; he says, 'Eve, I've

been workin' all night and I can't eat my breakfuss.' Now, Mary, you be

Cain, he's a little boy, and you must say, 'Fardie, play a little with

me, please!' and Fardie will say, 'Child'en should n't talk at the--'”

What subjects of conversation would have been aired at the Adamic family

board before breakfast was finished will never be known, for Eldress

Abby, with a firm but not unkind grasp, took Shaker Jane and Mary by

their little hands and said, “Morning's not the time for play; run over

to Sister Martha and help her shell the peas; then there'll be your

seams to oversew.”

Sue watched the disappearing children and saw the fabric of her dream

fade into thin air; but she was a person of considerable individuality

for her years. Her lip quivered, tears rushed to her eyes and flowed

silently down her cheeks, but without a glance at Eldress Abby or a word

of comment she walked slowly away from the laundry, her chin high.

“Sue meant all right, she was only playing the plays of the world,” said

Eldress Abby, “but you can well understand, Susanna, that we can't let

our Shaker children play that way and get wrong ideas into their heads

at the beginning. We don't condemn an honest, orderly marriage as a

worldly institution, but we claim it has no place in Christ's kingdom;

therefore we leave it to the world, where it belongs. The world's people

live on the lower plane of Adam; the Shakers try to live on the Christ

plane, in virgin purity, longsuffering, meekness, and patience.”

“I see, I know,” Susanna answered slowly, with a little glance at

injured Sue walking toward the house, “but we need n't leave the

children unhappy this morning, for I can think of a play that will

comfort them and please you. Come back, Sue! Wait a minute, Mary and

Jane, before you go to Sister Martha! We will play the story that Sister

Tabitha told us last week. Do you remember about Mother Ann Lee in the

English prison? The soapbox will be her cell, for it was so small she

could not lie down in it. Take some of the shingles, Jane, and close

up the open side of the box. Do you see the large brown spot in one of

them, Mary? Push that very hard with a clothespin and there 'll be a

hole through the shingle; that's right! Now, Sister Tabitha said that

Mother Ann was kept for days without food, for people thought she was a

wicked, dangerous woman, and they would have been willing to let her

die of starvation. But there was a great keyhole in the door, and James

Whittaker, a boy of nineteen, who loved Mother Ann and believed in her,

put the stem of a clay pipe in the hole and poured a mixture of wine and

milk through it. He managed to do this day after day, so that when the

jailer opened the cell door, expecting to find Mother Ann dying for lack

of food, she walked out looking almost as strong and well as when she

entered. You can play it all out, and afterwards you can make the ship

that brought Mother Ann and the other Shakers from Liverpool to New

York. The clothes-pins can be who will they be, Jane?”

“William Lee, Nancy Lee, James Whittaker, and I forget the others,”

recited Jane, like an obedient parrot.

“And it will be splendid to have James Whittaker, for he really came to

Albion,” said Mary.

“Perhaps he stood on this very spot more than once,” mused Abby. “It was

Mother Ann's vision that brought them to this land, a vision of a large

tree with outstretching branches, every leaf of which shone with the

brightness of a burning torch! Oh! if the vision would only come true!

If Believers would only come to us as many as the leaves on the tree,”

she sighed, as she and Susanna moved away from the group of chattering

children, all as eager to play the history of Shakerism as they had been

to dramatize the family life of Adam and Eve.

“There must be so many men and women without ties, living useless lives,

with no aim or object in them,” Susanna said, “I wonder that more of

them do not find their way here. The peace and goodness and helpfulness

of the life sink straight into my heart. The Brothers and Sisters are so

friendly and cheery with one another; there is neither gossip nor hard

words; there is pleasant work, and your thoughts seem to be all so

concentrated upon right living that it is like heaven below, only I feel

that the cross is there, bravely as you all bear it.”

“There are roses on my cross most beautiful to see,

As I turn from all the dross from which it sets me free,”

quoted Eldress Abby, devoutly.

“It is easy enough for me,” continued Susanna, “for it was no cross

for me to give up my husband at the time; but oh, if a woman had a

considerate, loving man to live with, one who would strengthen her and

help her to be good, one who would protect and cherish her, one who

would be an example to his children and bring them up in the fear of the

Lord--that would be heaven below, too; and how could she bear to give

it all up when it seems so good, so true, so right? Might n't two people

walk together to God if both chose the same path?”

“It's my belief that one can find the road better alone than when

somebody else is going alongside to distract them. Not that the Lord

is going to turn anybody away, not even when they bring Him a lot of

burned-out trash for a gift,” said Eldress Abby, bluntly. “But don't you

believe He sees the difference between a person that comes to Him when

there is nowhere else to turn--a person that's tried all and found it

wanting--and one that gives up freely pleasure, and gain, and husband,

and home, to follow the Christ life?”

“Yes, He must, He must,” Susanna answered faintly. “But the children,

Eldress Abby! If you had n't any, you could perhaps keep yourself from

wanting them; but if you had, how could you give them up? Jesus was the

great Saviour of mankind, but next to Him it seems as if the children

had been the little saviours, from the time the first one was born until

this very day!”

“Yee, I've no doubt they keep the worst of the world's people, those

that are living in carnal marriage without a thought of godliness, I've

no doubt children keep that sort from going to the lowest perdition,”

allowed Eldress Abby; “and those we bring up in the Community make the

best converts; but to a Shaker, the greater the sacrifice, the greater

the glory. I wish you was gathered in, Susanna, for your hands and feet

are quick to serve, your face is turned toward the truth, and your heart

is all ready to receive the revelation.”

“I wish I need n't turn my back on one set of duties to take up

another,” murmured Susanna, timidly.

“Yee; no doubt you do. Your business is to find out which are the higher

duties, and then do those. Just make up your mind whether you'd rather

replenish earth, as you've been doing, or replenish heaven, as we're

trying to do. But I must go to my work; ten o'clock in the morning's

a poor time to be discussing doctrine! You're for weeding, Susanna, I

suppose?”

Brother Ansel was seated at a grindstone under the apple trees, teaching

(intermittently) a couple of boys to grind a scythe, when Susanna came

to her work in the herb-garden, Sue walking discreetly at her heels.

Ansel was a slow-moving, humorously-inclined, easygoing Brother, who was

drifting into the kingdom of heaven without any special effort on his

part.

“I'd 'bout as lives be a Shaker as anything else,” had been his rather

dubious statement of faith when he requested admittance into the band

of Believers. “No more crosses, accordin' to my notion, an' consid'able

more chance o' crowns!”

His experience of life “on the Adamic plane,” the holy estate of

matrimony, being the chief sin of this way of thought, had disposed

him to regard woman as an apparently necessary, but not especially

desirable, being. The theory of holding property in common had no

terrors for him. He was generous, unambitious, frugal-minded, somewhat

lacking in energy, and just as actively interested in his brother's

welfare as in his own, which is perhaps not saying much. Shakerism was

to him not a craving of the spirit, not a longing of the soul, but a

simple, prudent theory of existence, lessening the various risks that

man is exposed to in his journey through this vale of tears.

“Womenfolks makes splendid Shakers,” he was wont to say. “They're all

right as Sisters, 'cause their belief makes 'em safe. It kind o' shears

'em o' their strength; tames their sperits; takes the sting out of 'em

an' keeps 'em from bein' sassy an' domineerin'. Jest as long as they

think marriage is right, they'll marry ye spite of anything ye can do or

say--four of 'em married my father one after another, though he fit 'em

off as hard as he knew how. But if ye can once get the faith o' Mother

Ann into 'em, they're as good afterwards as they was wicked afore.

There's no stoppin' women-folks once ye get 'em started; they don't keer

whether it's heaven or the other place, so long as they get where they

want to go!”

Elder Daniel Gray had heard Brother Ansel state his religious theories

more than once when he was first “gathered in,” and secretly lamented

the lack of spirituality in the new convert. The Elder was an instrument

more finely attuned; sober, humble, pure-minded, zealous, consecrated to

the truth as he saw it, he labored in and out of season for the faith

he held so dear; yet as the years went on, he noted that Ansel,

notwithstanding his eccentric views, lived an honest, temperate,

Godfearing life, talking no scandal, dwelling in unity with his brethren

and sisters, and upholding the banner of Shakerism in his own peculiar

way.

As Susanna approached him, Ansel called out, “The yairbs are all ready

for ye, Susanna; the weeds have been on the rampage sence yesterday's

rain. Seems like the more uselesser a thing is, the more it flourishes.

The yairbs grow; oh, yes, they make out to _grow_; but you don't see 'em

come leapin' an' tearin' out o' the airth like weeds. Then there's the

birds! I've jest been stoppin' my grindin' to look at 'em carry on.

Take 'em all in all, there ain't nothin' so lazy an' aimless an'

busy 'bout nothin' as birds. They go kitin' 'roun' from tree to tree,

hoppin' an' chirpin', flyin' here an' there 'thout no airthly objeck

'ceptin' to fly back ag'in. There's a heap o' useless critters in

the univarse, but I guess birds are 'bout the uselessest, 'less it's

grasshoppers, mebbe.”

“I don't care what you say about the grasshoppers, Ansel, but you shan't

abuse the birds,” said Susanna, stooping over the beds of tansy and

sage, thyme and summer savory. “Weeds or no weeds, we're going to have a

great crop of herbs this year, Ansel!”

“Yee, so we be! We sowed more'n usual so's to keep the two jiners at

work long's we could.--Take that scythe over to the barn, Jacob, an'

fetch me another, an' step spry.”

“What's a 'jiner,' Ansel?”

“Winter Shakers, I call 'em. They're reg'lar constitooshanal

dyed-in-the-wool jiners, jinin' most anything an' hookin' on most

anywheres. They jine when it comes on too cold to sleep outdoors, an'

they onjine when it comes on spring. Elder Gray's always hopin' to

gather in new souls, so he gives the best of 'em a few months' trial.

How are ye, Hannah?” he called to a Sister passing through the orchard

to search for any possible green apples under the trees. “Make us a good

old-fashioned deep-dish pandowdy an' we'll all do our best to eat it!”

“I suppose the 'jiners' get discouraged and fear they can't keep up to

the standard. Not everybody is good enough to lead a self-denying Shaker

life,” said Susanna, pushing back the close sunbonnet from her warm

face, which had grown younger, smoother, and sweeter in the last few

weeks.

“Nay, I s'pose likely; 'less they're same as me, a born Shaker,” Ansel

replied. “I don't hanker after strong drink; don't like tobaccer

(always could keep my temper 'thout smokin'), ain't partic'lar 'bout

meat-eatin', don't keer 'bout heapin' up riches, can't 'stand the ways

o' worldly women-folks, jest as lives confess my sins to the Elder as

not, 'cause I hain't sinned any to amount to anything sence I made my

first confession; there I be, a natural follerer o' Mother Ann Lee.”

Susanna drew her Shaker bonnet forward over her eyes and turned her

back to Brother Ansel under the pretense of reaching over to the rows of

sweet marjoram. She had never supposed it possible that she could laugh

again, and indeed she seldom felt like it, but Ansel's interpretations

of Shaker doctrine were almost too much for her latent sense of humor.

“What are you smiling at, and me so sad, Mardie?” quavered Sue,

piteously, from the little plot of easy weeding her mother had given her

to do. “I keep remembering my game! It was such a _Christian_ game,

too. Lots nicer than Mother Ann in prison; for Jane said her mother

and father was both Believers, and nobody was good enough to pour milk

through the keyhole but her. I wanted to give the clothes-pins story

names, like Hilda and Percy, but I called them Adam and Eve and Cain and

Abel just because I thought the Shakers would 'specially like a Bible

play. I love Elderess Abby, but she does stop my happiness, Mardie.

That's the second time today, for she took Moses away from me when I was

kissing him because he pinched his thumb in the window.”

“Why did you do that, Sue?” remonstrated her mother softly, remembering

Ansel's proximity. “You never used to kiss strange little boys at home

in Farnham.”

“Moses is n't a boy; he's only six, and that's a baby; besides, I like

him better than any little boys at home, and that's the reason I kissed

him; there's no harm in boy-kissing, is there, Mardie?”

“You don't know anybody here very well yet; not well enough to

kiss them,” Susanna answered, rather hopeless as to the best way of

inculcating the undesirability of the Adamic plane of thought at this

early age. “While we stay here, Sue, we ought both to be very careful to

do exactly as the Shakers do.”

By this time mother and child had reached the orchard end of a row,

and Brother Ansel was thirstily waiting to deliver a little more of the

information with which his mind was always teeming.

“Them Boston people that come over to our public meetin' last Sunday,”

he began, “they was dretful scairt 'bout what would become o' the human

race if it should all turn Shakers. 'I guess you need n't worry,' I

says; 'it'll take consid'able of a spell to convert all you city folks,'

I says, 'an' after all, what if the world should come to an end?' I

says. 'If half we hear is true 'bout the way folks carry on in New York

and Chicago, it's 'bout time it stopped,' I says, 'an' I guess the

Lord could do a consid'able better job on a second one,' I says, 'after

findin' out the weak places in this.' They can't stand givin' up their

possessions, the world's folks; that's the principal trouble with 'em!

If you don't have nothin' to give up, like some o' the tramps that

happen along here and convince the Elder they're jest bustin' with the

fear o' God, why, o' course 't ain't no trick at all to be a Believer.”

“Did you have much to give up, Brother Ansel?” Susanna asked. “'Bout's

much as any sinner ever had that jined this Community,” replied Ansel,

complacently. “The list o' what I consecrated to this Society when I was

gathered in was: One horse, one wagon, one two-year-old heifer, one axe,

one saddle, one padlock, one bed and bedding, four turkeys, eleven hens,

one pair o' plough-irons, two chains, and eleven dollars in cash. Can

you beat that?”

“Oh, yes, things,” said Susanna, absent-mindedly. “I was thinking of

family and friends, pleasures and memories and ambitions and hopes.”

“I guess it don't pinch you any worse to give up a hope than it would a

good two-year-old heifer,” retorted Ansel; “but there, you can't never

tell what folks'll hang on to the hardest! The man that drove them

Boston folks over here last Sunday, did you notice him? the one that had

the sister with a bright red dress an' hat on?--Land! I could think just

how hell must look whenever my eye lighted on that girl's gitup!--Well,

I done my best to exhort that driver, bein' as how we had a good chance

to talk while we was hitchin' an' unhitchin' the team; an' Elder Gray

always says I ain't earnest enough in preachin' the faith;--but he did

n't learn anything from the meetin'. Kep' his eye on the Shaker bunnits,

an' took notice o' the marchin' an' dancin', but he did n't care nothin'

'bout doctrine.

“'I draw the line at bein' a cerebrate,' he says. 'I'm willin' to sell

all my goods an' divide with the poor,' he says, 'but I ain't goin'

to lie no cerebrate. If I don't have no other luxuries, I will have a

wife,' he says. 'I've hed three, an' if this one don't last me out, I'll

get another, if it's only to start the kitchen fire in the mornin' an'

put the cat in the shed nights!'”

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