CHAPTER III.

Next day Dr Rider audibly congratulated himself at breakfast upon having

once more his house to himself--audibly, as if it were really necessary

to give utterance to the thought before he could quite feel its force.

A week before, if Fred had departed, however summarily, there can be no

doubt that his brother's feelings of relief and comfort would have been

unfeigned; now, however, he began to think the matter over, and to

justify to himself his extraordinary sense of disappointment. As he

poured out his own coffee with a sober face, his eye rested upon that

easy-chair which had been brought into such prominence in the history

of the last two days. He kept looking at it as he sipped that gloomy

coffee. Fred had faded from the great chair; his big image threw no

shadow upon it. There sat a little fairy queen, tiny as Titania, but

dark as an elf of the East, putting up those two shapely tiny hands,

brown and beautiful, to push aside the flood of hair, which certainly

would have veiled her little figure all over, the doctor thought, had it

been let down. Wonderful little sprite! She, no doubt, had dragged her

plaintive sister over the seas--she it was that had forced her way into

Edward Rider's house; taken her position in it, ousted the doctor; and

she doubtless it was who swept the husband and wife out of it again,

leaving no trace behind. Waking up from a little trance of musing upon

this too interesting subject, Dr Rider suddenly raised himself into an

erect position, body and mind, with an involuntary movement, as if to

shake off the yoke of the enchantress. He reminded himself instinctively

of his brother's falsehood and ingratitude. After throwing himself a

most distasteful burden on Edward's charity for five long dreary months,

the bugbear of the doctor's dreams, and heavy ever-recurring climax of

his uncomfortable thoughts, here had Fred departed without a word of

explanation or thanks, or even without saying good-bye. The doctor

thought himself quite justified in being angry. He began to feel that

the suspicious uneasiness which possessed him was equally natural and

inevitable. Such a thankless, heartless departure was enough to put any

man out. To imagine that Fred could be capable of it, naturally went to

his brother's heart.

That day there was still no word of the party who had disappeared so

mysteriously out of the doctor's house. Dr Rider went to his hard day's

work vaguely expectant, feeling sure he must hear of them somehow, and

more interested in hearing of them than was to be expected from his

former low ebb of fraternal affection. When he returned and found still

no letter, no message, the blank disappointment of the former night

closed still more blankly upon him. When one is all by one's self, and

has nothing at best but an easy-chair to go home to, and goes home

expecting a letter, or a message, or a visitor who has not arrived, and

has no chance of arriving, the revulsion of feeling is not agreeable.

It did not improve the doctor's temper in the first place. The chill

loneliness of that trim room, with its drawn curtains and tidy pretence

of being comfortable, exasperated him beyond bearing. He felt shut up

in it, and yet would not leave it. Somebody certainly might come even

to-night. Fred himself perhaps, if he could escape from the rigid

guardianship he was under; or was that miraculous Australian Nettie a

little witch, who had spirited the whole party in a nutshell over the

seas? Never was man delivered from a burden with a worse grace than was

Dr Rider; and the matter had not mended in these twenty-four hours.

Next morning, however, this fever of fraternal suspense was assuaged.

A three-cornered note, addressed in an odd feminine hand, very thin,

small, and rapid, came among Dr Rider's letters. He signalled it out by

instinct, and opened it with an impatience wonderful to behold.

"SIR,--We are all at the Blue Boar until we can get lodgings, which I

hope to be to-day. I am utterly ashamed of Fred for not having let you

know, and indeed of myself for trusting to him. I should not wonder but

we may have been under a mistake about him and you. If you could call

about one, I should most likely be in to see you, and perhaps you could

give me your advice about the lodgings. Neither of _them_ have the

least judgment in such matters. I am sorry to trouble you; but being a

stranger, perhaps you will excuse me. I understand you are only at home

in the evening, and that is just the time I can't come out, as I have

the whole of them to look to, which is the reason I ask you to call on

me. Begging you will pardon me, I remain,

"NETTIE UNDERWOOD."

"She remains Nettie Underwood," said the doctor, unawares. He laughed to

himself at that conclusion. Then an odd gleam came across his face. It

was probably the first time he had laughed in a natural fashion for some

months back, and the unusual exertion made his cheeks tingle. His temper

was improved that morning. He went off to his patients almost in a good

humour. When he passed the great house where Bessie Christian now reigned,

he recalled her image with a positive effort. Astonishing what an effect

of distance had floated over the apparition of that bride. Was it a year

since he saw her and gnashed his teeth at the thought of his own folly,

or was it only last Sunday? The doctor could not tell. He put Nettie's

note in his pocket-book, and was at the hotel door punctually at one

o'clock. It was in the principal street of Carlingford, George Street,

where all the best shops, and indeed some of the best houses, were.

From the corner window of the hotel you could see down into the bowery

seclusion of Grange Lane, and Mr Wodehouse's famous apple-trees holding

tempting clusters over the high wall. The prospect was very different

from that which extended before Dr Rider's window. Instinctively he

marvelled within himself whether, if Dr Marjoribanks were to die--people

cannot live for ever even in Carlingford--whether it might not be a

disadvantage to a man to live so far out of the world. No doubt it

was a temptation of the Evil One. Happily the young man did not take

sufficient time to answer himself, but walked forward briskly through

the mazy old passages of the old inn, to a room from which sundry noises

issued. Dr Rider walked in with the natural confidence of a man who

has an appointment. The room was in undisturbed possession of three

children--three children making noise enough for six--all very small, very

precocious, with staring round eyes and the most complete independence of

speech and manners. The doctor confronted the little rabble thunderstruck;

they were his brother's children, unrecognisable little savages as they

were. One little fellow, in a linen pinafore, was mounted on the arm of a

sofa, spurring vigorously; another was pursuing his sister about the

room, trying to catch her feet with the tongs, and filling the air

with repeated loud snaps of disappointment. They intermitted their

occupations to stare at him. "Look here--here's a man," said the youngest,

meditatively, beholding his dismayed uncle with a philosophic eye.

"Can't some one go and tell Nettie?" said the little girl, gazing also

with calm equanimity. "If he wants Nettie he'll have to wait," said the

elder boy. A pause followed; the unhappy doctor stood transfixed by the

steady stare of their three pair of eyes. Suddenly the little girl burst

out of the room, and ran screaming along the passage. "Mamma, mamma,

here's a man come," cried the wonderful colonial child. A few minutes

afterwards their mother appeared, languid and faded as before. Perhaps

she had been even prettier than Nettie in her bright days, if any days

had ever been bright for Fred Rider's wife. She was fairer, larger,

smoother than her sister; but these advantages had lapsed in a general

fade, which transformed her colour into washy pinkness, made her figure

stoop, and her footsteps drag. She came remonstrating all the way in

feeble accents. It was not for her, certainly, that the doctor had taken

the trouble to come to the Blue Boar.

"Please to sit down," said Mrs Fred, and stood leaning on the table,

looking at her brother-in-law with a calm curiosity, not unlike that

of her children. "Nettie and my husband have gone out together; but now

that we are all so happy and united," she continued, with a sort of

feeble spitefulness, "I am sure it is quite a pity to trouble you. You

could not take us in, you know. You said that very plain, Mr Edward."

"It was perfectly true, madam," said the doctor. "I have not ventured on

the step my brother has taken, and have naturally no accommodation for a

family. But I am not here for my own pleasure. Your sister, I presume it

is, wrote to me. I was requested to call here to-day."

"Oh, yes; Nettie is very self-willed--very; though, of course, we could

not get on without her. She attacked Fred like a wild-cat for not writing

you: but I daresay, if the truth were known, you did not expect to hear

from my husband," said the wife, recovering her voice, and fixing a

vindictive gaze upon her visitor, who felt himself betrayed.

"I came by Miss Underwood's instructions and at her request," said the

unfortunate man. "We need not enter into any question between Fred and

myself."

"Ah, yes, that is very safe and wise for you," laughed Fred's wife.

The doctor was deeply exasperated, as was only natural: he eyed the

feeble helpless creature for a moment angrily, provoked to answer her;

but his gaze became one of wonder and dismay ere he withdrew it. Surely

of all incomprehensible entities, the most amazing is a fool--a creature

insensate, unreasoning, whom neither argument nor fact can make any

impression upon. Appalled and impressed, the doctor's gaze left that

pretty faded face to turn upon the children. Dreadful imps! If Fred had

only taken to evil ways after he became possessed of such a family, his

brother could have forgiven him. While these thoughts passed through Dr

Rider's mind, however, deliverance approached. He heard Nettie's voice

in the passage, long before she reached the door. Not that it was loud

like the voices of this dreadful household; but the tone was sufficiently

peculiar to be recognised anywhere. With a most penetrating clearness,

it came through the long passages, words inaudible, only the sound of a

voice, rapid, breathless, decided--with the distant sound of Fred's long,

shambling, uncertain footsteps coming in as the strange accompaniment.

Then they entered the room--the one tiny, bright, dauntless, an intrepid,

undiscourageable little soul; the other with his heavy large limbs, his

bemused face, his air of hopeless failure, idleness, content. Edward

Rider gazed involuntarily from one to another of this two. He saw the

sprite place herself between the husband and wife, a vain little Quixote,

balancing these extremes of helplessness and ruin. He could not help

looking at her with a certain unconscious admiration and amazement, as

he might have looked at a forlorn hope. Thousands of miles away from her

friends, wherever and whatever they might be, with Fred and his wife and

children on her hands, a household of incapables--what was that little

creature to do?

"Good morning, Dr Edward," said Nettie. "I thought I should have been

back sooner; but Fred is so slow, I cannot manage to get him along at

all. We have found some lodgings a little way out of Carlingford, near

that chapel, you know, or church, or something, that stands a little

off the road: where it's open, and there's morning service, and such a

handsome young clergyman. Who is he? We went into the chapel, and it's

so fine, you would not believe it. Well, just a hundred yards from there

is the house. Four rooms, exactly what I wanted, with a garden for the

children to play in--quite quiet, and fresh and pleasant. Tell me who

the people are--their name is Smith. If they're respectable, I'll go

back and take it. I can afford the rent."

"Near St Roque's? They belong to the church there. I daresay they are

all right," said the doctor, "but it is a long way off, and inconvenient,

and----"

"That is just why I want it," said Nettie. "We never were used to

conveniences, and none of us want to be much in the town, so far as I

know. It is the very thing. Why has not lunch come up?--what do these

people mean, Susan, by not attending to their orders? Ring the bell,

Freddy--ring loud; and after lunch, as your drag is at the door, Dr

Edward, you'll drive me down to this place again, that I may secure

it, won't you? I want to have a talk with you besides.--Lunch, please,

immediately. I ordered it to be ready at one--now it is half-past. We

can't have our time wasted this way.--Dr Edward, please, you'll stay."

The doctor gazed with ever-increasing amazement at the little speaker.

Nobody else had spoken a word. Fred had nodded to him sullenly. Fred's

wife had sunk back on the sofa--everybody seemed to recognise Nettie

as supreme. He hesitated, it must be confessed, to put his grievances

so entirely aside as to sit down in perfect amity with Fred and his

household; but to refuse to drive Nettie to St Roque's was impossible.

The blood rushed to the doctor's face at the thought. What the world

of Carlingford would say to see his well-known vehicle proceeding

down Grange Lane, through Dr Marjoribanks's territories, under such

circumstances, was a question he did not choose to consider; neither did

he enter too minutely into the special moment at which his next patient

might be expecting him. The young man was under the spell, and did not

struggle against it. He yielded to the invitation, which was a command.

He drew near the table at which Nettie, without hesitation, took the

presiding place. A dull amount of conversation, often interrupted by

that lively little woman, rose in the uncongenial party. Nettie cut up

the meat for those staring imps of children--did them all up in snowy

napkins--kept them silent and in order. She regulated what Susan was to

have, and which things were best for Fred. She appealed to Dr Edward

perpetually, taking him into her confidence in a way which could not

fail to be flattering to that young man, and actually reduced to

the calmness of an ordinary friendly party this circle so full of

smouldering elements of commotion. Through all she was so dainty, so

pretty, her rapid fingers so shapely, her eager talk so sweet-toned,

that it was beyond the power of mortal man to remain uninterested. It

was a development of womankind unknown to Dr Rider. Bessie Christian had

exhausted the race for him until now; but Nettie was a thousand times

more piquant than Bessie Christian. He gazed and wondered, and moralised

secretly in his own mind, what was to become of the girl?--what could

she do?

"You have left some of your things at my house, Fred," said the doctor,

making an attempt to approach his sullen brother, who evidently expected

no overtures of friendship.

"Yes. Mrs Rider, you see, arrived unexpectedly," said Fred, with

confusion--"in fact, I knew nothing about it, or--or I should have told

you--Nettie----"

"Nettie thought it best to come off at once, without writing," explained

Fred's wife.

"What was the use of writing?" cried that little person. "You had

written to Fred for six months without ever getting an answer. You made

everybody unhappy round you with your fears and troubles about him. I

knew perfectly he was quite well and enjoying himself; but, of course,

Susan would not be convinced. So what was there for it but bringing her

away? What else could I do, Dr Edward? And to leave the children would

have been preposterous. In the first place, I should have been miserable

about them; and so, as soon as she found Fred was all right, would

Susan: and something would certainly have happened--scarlet fever or

something--and at the end of all I should have had to go out again to

fetch them. So the shortest way was to bring them at once. Don't you

think so? And to see us all here so comfortable, I am sure is enough to

repay any one for the trouble. Fred, don't drink any more beer."

Nettie put out her tiny hand as she spoke to arrest the bottle. Fred

stared at her with a dull red flush on his face; but he gave in, in the

most inexplicable way; it seemed a matter of course to yield to Nettie.

The doctor's amazement began to be mingled with amusement. To see how she

managed them all was worth the sacrifice of a little time--unconsciously

he became more fraternal in his thoughts. He spoke to foolish faded Mrs

Fred with a total forgiveness and forgetfulness of her spiteful speech.

He hoped she would like Carlingford; he said something to the children.

But it was not easy to talk in presence of that amazing family party,

the existence of which he had not dreamed of a few days ago. To see

his brother at the head of such a group had, in spite of himself, a

wonderful effect upon Dr Rider. Their children, of course, must be

supported somehow. Who was to do it? Was their father, grown incapable

and useless in the middle of his days, to be forced into the current of

life again? Was it a vague faith in Providence which had brought the

helpless household here; or was it a more distinct, if not so elevated,

confidence in Nettie? The doctor's heart sank once more within him as he

looked round the table. Three helpless by nature--two equally helpless

who ought in nature to have been the support of the whole--nothing but

one bright ready little spirit between them all and destitution; and

what could Nettie do to stave that wolf from the door? Once more Dr

Rider's countenance fell. If the household broke down in its attempt at

independence, who had they to turn to but himself?--such a prospect was

not comfortable. When a man works himself to death for his own family,

he takes the pleasure with the pain; but when another's family threatens

to fall upon his hands, the prospect is naturally appalling--and

even if Fred could do anything, what was Fred's life, undermined by

evil habit, to depend upon? Silence once more fell over the little

company--silence from all but Nettie and the children, who referred to

her naturally instead of to their mother. Fred was sullen, and his wife

took her cue from him. Edward was uneasy and dismayed. Family parties

suddenly assembled without due warning are seldom greatly successful;

and even Nettie could not make immediate reconciliation and fraternal

kindness out of this.

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