CHAPTER XV.

MISFORTUNES NEVER COME SINGLY.

On his return home, two hours later, and after gleaning all the slender

information in his power regarding the proceedings of his enemy,

Arthur--his pocket full of certain ugly-looking letters which he had

found to his address at the Travellers’--was in anything but a

quietly-domestic frame of mind. With the exception of Honor--whose

lovely eyes, as he had last seen them, tearful and full of piteous

pleading--the idea of contact with no single human creature with whom he

was connected afforded him the slightest pleasure. On the contrary, the

thought of his young wife, ready, longing even to throw her weak white

arms round his neck, was positively distasteful to him; the prospect of

listening to old Dub’s paternal twaddle he turned from with disgust;

whilst the feeble cry of his one-day old heir-apparent was likely to

awaken no responsive feelings in his agitated breast. On the whole, the

state of feeling in which Arthur Vavasour found himself on that bright

May afternoon may be described as a reckless one. He was soured,

discontented, almost despairing. Lines of care were deepening on his

brow, and it needed not the fresh blow that awaited him in

Hyde-park-terrace to convince Arthur Vavasour that he was doomed to

misfortune, and marked out for a large share of the miseries to which

flesh is heir.

“A letter that looks like business,” Mr. Duberly said, as his son-in-law

opened a missive of large dimensions, sealed with a big seal, and

altogether portentous of aspect. “From the lawyers,” continued the old

man, “ain’t it?”

Mr. Duberly took a great and very natural interest in the law-suit which

was in progress between Lady Millicent Vavasour and her next heir. He

did not like, or, rather, he did positively dislike the haughty woman

who had never treated _him_ with the simple civility due from one

educated individual to another, and who now, in old Dub’s opinion, was

conducting herself not only with a very blamable absence of natural

motherly feeling, but with what the good man considered in the light of

something very like dishonesty. According to his old-fashioned ideas,

the will of a dead man was a sacred thing, a document not to be lightly

set aside, and, above all, not to be set aside for reasons of cupidity,

self-interest, or love of power on the part of the pleader. In his

opinion there were stringent and reciprocal duties, binding alike the

parent and the child; and that foolish, prejudiced old Dub could as

little understand Lady Millicent’s conduct towards her offspring, as he

could excuse her disrespectful and aggressive acts as regarded the dead

earl her father.

Without being possessed of any inordinate fondness for wealth, Andrew

Duberly was nevertheless keenly desirous that Lady Millicent should not

succeed in the difficult and arduous task that she had undertaken. He

was entirely ignorant of the points of law which might or might not be

brought to bear favourably on her case, and was well aware that, in the

event of her obtaining judgment in her favour, Arthur’s mother would

certainly not be inclined to treat her eldest son with any marked

liberality. But it was not for that cause--or, rather, to be entirely

honest--it was not for that cause only, that Andrew Duberly hoped and

trusted that Earl Gillingham’s will should remain _in statu quo_, and

that milady should, to use his own expression, be pulled down a peg from

the high horse she was so fond of mounting. The real reason for the

fervour of zeal into which he had worked himself might be sought for,

however, as is so often the case, in personal motives. Lady Millicent

had wounded and mortified both himself and the child he loved; which

being the case, it was only natural that the old millionaire, excellent

Christian though he was, should have viewed with complacency the

possible chances of her discomfiture.

“Well?” said Mr. Duberly interrogatively, for the terms on which he

lived with his son-in-law warranted the reality as well as the

appearance of curiosity,--“well, what says the enemy? We’re never going

to say die, eh? I’ll tell you what, Arthur; rather than that, I’d pay

five thousand pounds for you to the lawyers--five thousand! I’d pay ten

to help keep your rights. It isn’t the money, but the principle that I

think so much of. But, I say, what _does_ the old quill-driver write to

you about? Let’s see the letter; or if you’d rather not, I--”

“O no, sir; take it. It isn’t that, but it’s all such a beastly bore.

You see he says that Houndsford’s opinion is against my chance; and if

it is, what’s the use of not giving in? I don’t like the scandal of the

thing, fighting a case against one’s own mother; and--”

“Stuff and nonsense, boy; it’s milady’s doing, and not yours. It’s _her_

that’s setting it all a-going; and if you’ll take my advice, you’ll not

give in till you’re obliged to. However, there’s time enough to talk of

that by and by. Sophy’s been asking for you more than once, poor girl,

whilst you was away; and as for the boy, he’s been holloring like a good

’un. _His_ lungs are sound enough, at any rate, bless him!” And

“grandpapa,” after fixing his gold spectacles once more upon his nose,

returned to the perusal of the newspaper, in which his soul delighted.

Perhaps among the minor difficulties of social life there are none which

are more often or more painfully felt than that almost insurmountable

one of concealing from the watchful eyes of affection the heavy cares

and inward anxieties from which we may be suffering. By the weaker sex,

who are trained from infancy to the art of hiding their feelings under

the cloak of reticence and decorum, the task is comparatively an easy

one. Almost unconsciously, and as an affair of habit, they daily

practise it, till practice makes perfect, and art becomes to them a

second, and sometimes a more winning and graceful nature. But with men

it is widely different. Even the best performers among them are apt to

forget, to stumble over, or to overact their parts; and though they may

sometimes succeed in deceiving one of their own sex, it rarely happens

that the least observant of the other does not possess the moderate

clear-sightedness requisite to lay a finger on the truth at once.

Conscious as he was of this masculine imperfection, and well aware that

he could not keep up before his wife the appearance of a contentment

which he was far from feeling, it was a relief to Arthur that the

autocratic guardian of his wife’s health--the stout, somniferous lady,

who looked the higher order of monthly nurse all over--objected strongly

to any conversation taking place between her patient and the

inexperienced young husband, who was “so attentive, bless you,” as she

said afterwards to the Mrs. Harris of her elevated sphere, and who was

“one of the best of ’usbands to the nicest young lady she had ever

nussed.”

Nor did Sophy, in her “mother’s prime of bliss,” desire and crave for

more than the privilege of looking at her well-loved Arthur’s handsome

face, of pressing very softly and tenderly the dear hand that held her

own, and of murmuring into his bent-down ear that she was very, very

happy.

“Isn’t he a darling?” she whispered, alluding to the precious object of

her new-found hopes; “I am sure--quite sure, though nurse said he

didn’t--that he looked at me just now. You can see his dear little face.

There!” And that Arthur might enjoy this privilege, the happy young

creature turned away a few inches of the bedcovering, gazing down the

while with touching fondness on her sleeping treasure.

And Arthur--who really was goodnatured, and who, but for the anxieties

and annoyances which were oppressing him, would probably have been

almost as contented and joyous as herself--did his best to seem

interested in the small atom of humanity which he could hardly bring

himself to believe he had the right to call his son; but smile and

flatter tenderly as he might, Sophy, with the intuitive perception that

love alone can give, heard a something in his voice which told her that

all was not as it should be with the father of her child.

“Now, Atty,” she said, pressing his hand to her soft lips, “you have

been teased and worried again, I know you have, by something or

somebody. It isn’t poor papa, is it, dear? I daresay he is tiresome,

poor old man, just now; but you musn’t mind. It is all so new to him,

you know, and he thinks baby such a wonderful thing.”

“Well, and so he is,” Arthur said with a smile, which quite reassured

the young mother, who was so willing to see everything _en rose_, “and

your father is a brick, and doesn’t bore me the least in life. What made

you fancy such nonsense, you foolish child? O, I’m to go, am I? I wish

we had you downstairs again, dear. The governor and I miss you

dreadfully at dinner. By Jove, there’s the bell, and I haven’t even

washed my hands--all your fault, Fee,” and he left her with the memory

of another kiss to brighten her hours of silence.

Poor, gentle, unsuspicious Sophy! She little guessed the troubled heart,

the wearisomeness of spirit, on which the door of that spacious chamber

closed when Arthur Vavasour went out from her presence. She loved the

man who only liked, respected, _cared_ for her, with a passion almost

equal to _his_ for the beautiful woman of whose very existence the

trusting wife had ceased to think; loved him with a love which was

rapidly superseding, crushing, nay well-nigh annihilating with its rapid

and luxuriant growth the lowlier flowerets of a daughter’s

tenderness--flowerets that had grown with her growth and strengthened

with her strength till such time as the stronger seed was sown, the

produce of which was destined, according to the law of nature, to

suppress, if not indeed actually to destroy, the weaker herbage amongst

which it had chanced to take root and flourish. Already was this girl,

the child of a doting father, apologising for and more than

half-regretting the presence of that father in the home which the old

man’s excessive fondness for herself might render less agreeable to her

husband; already she was giving to Arthur proofs, open and

unrestrained, that he, and he alone, reigned paramount in her

affections; and could the loving old man, to whom she was all in all,

have looked into the young heart he thought he knew so well, the father

would have learned there some very bitter truths. For the ignorance that

was bliss to him, Andrew Duberly paid afterwards a heavy price. The wish

to believe in what rendered him a happy man was father to the joyful

thought that in his daughter’s affections her young and handsome husband

held but a secondary place, and in that belief old Dub continued to his

dying hour. But a day of reckoning--a day which, in the full flush, in

the almost fever of his prime of bliss, the millionaire was far as are

the poles asunder from anticipating--was, alas, very near at hand! The

day of retribution for time misspent and wasted, for wealth abused, for

golden opportunities neglected, for benefits unthankfully enjoyed,

for--to sum up all--the myriad sins which render it no easy thing for a

rich man to enter into the kingdom of heaven. Yes, the day of

retribution for the minor and unnoticed sins of this “just man” was near

at hand; but in the mean time not a care oppressed him, nor did a single

foreboding of evil to come mar his keen enjoyment of the present.

The game at picquet with Arthur, who, poor fellow, was all the while

wishing his father-in-law, if not exactly in his grave, at least a

hundred miles away, was played by this light-hearted grandpapa with a

zest and spirit which set Arthur (who was at that time taking rather a

gloomy view of human life) wondering how any man in his senses could

have lived to the age of three-score years and ten without having

arrived at the conclusion that all things (including a dull game with

painted pasteboard) here below are, with no single exception, only

vanity and vexation of spirit.

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