CHAPTER XXIII.

TITUBA'S STORY CONTINUED.

Abigail looked up again, after a little, with something of animation.

"But the Pequod Indian--what became of her? If the saviour of my mother

is alive, I must see her!"

Tituba cowered down to the floor again, and clasped both hands over her

knees, as she answered:

"She could not help it. They tore the two children apart. One was driven

into the forest; the other was carried into the meeting-house, and

baptized with a new name, by the very hands that had driven her sister

to the woods. In this golden-haired child, the soul of her own offspring

had entered. How could she leave it to follow the other? Were not the

wolves and panthers more merciful than the men who kept her little one?

"The Indian woman went into the edge of the woods, and built herself a

bark wigwam; she gathered shells from the beach and strung them into

wampum, which was money, as gold is now. She gathered willows from the

brook, and made baskets which she carried on her back to the village,

thus gaining a sight of the little one. Sometimes she would go into the

meeting-house, that she might catch a glimpse of the beautiful girl who

was possessed of her own child's soul, from the dark corner where these

godly people allowed the Indians and negroes to creep and watch them as

they worshipped God. They saw the Indian woman come Sunday after Sunday

with her sorrowful face; so in time they began to regard her as a

praying Indian, and one who might attain the salvation of her heathen

soul, by looking at them from afar off. She was a harmless, humble

creature, who asked but to follow the steps of the child she loved so

much, without making it known that the little girl was any thing to her;

like a dog they let her pass from dwelling to dwelling on week days, and

in the meeting-house on Sundays, without hindrance. Sometimes she got a

chance to speak to her child, to give her a bit of wampum, or a tiny

basket to pick whortleberries in; and this was all the happiness she

asked.

"One Sunday the Indian woman went into the meeting-house as usual. From

her dark corner she peered out, looking for her child in the old place.

The girl was not there, but down, close by the pulpit, she found her

clothed in white, like a spirit from the far hunting-grounds. By her

side was the minister, Samuel Parris, the man who had sat in judgment on

her sister. Another minister preached in the pulpit; the people looked

around restlessly, during the long sermon, and when it closed there was

a rustling of dresses all over the house, like the stir of leaves in the

forest.

"The Indian woman turned cold in her seat. For a little time she could

not see; but when her eyes grew clear, her child, her beautiful child,

whom she had worshipped afar off like a slave, that child stood in her

white garments before the communion-table, with her hand in that of the

old minister; and before them stood the man who had come down from the

pulpit, muttering words that could not reach the dark corner where the

poor Indian stood. But she knew that they were giving the young

girl--her child--to that stern old man for his wife. Filled with horror,

she strove to cry out and protest against it; but the tongue clove to

the roof of her mouth, and she was dumb. When she struggled to get down

from her high place in the gallery, and make her way to the pulpit, the

beadle stopped her rudely. 'Indians were not permitted,' he said, 'to

enter there.'

"While this poor Indian was struggling to pass him, the meeting broke

up. The crowd came down the aisles, almost sweeping her away; but she

stood firm, till that old man came forward, leading her child by the

hand. His bride saw the Indian mother, of whom she had but a knowledge

of vague kindnesses, and smiled softly as she drew near. Then the poor

creature knew that it was too late; that her white enemies had bound the

young one to them forever. So she forgot her own people, and followed

the old man and his bride sorrowfully home to his house. There was no

servant in the kitchen. She crept in through the back door and went to

work. Her heart was full of bitterness and love: hate for him, love for

her, the gentle one, who came in her meek beauty and settled down like a

dove in his home.

"At first the Indian watched for an opportunity to tell the young wife

that she had married the son of her mother's persecutor; that the father

of Parris had been one of Anna Hutchinson's judges; and that he, her

bridegroom, had been among the worst enemies of her own noble sister;

but when she saw the young wife settling down in her new home, so serene

and contented, the Indian's heart failed her, and she drudged on from

day to day, putting the cruel duty off, till at last one night--"

Abby, who had been greatly excited during this recital, suddenly threw

out her hand, laying it heavily on the old woman's shoulder.

"Do not speak of that. I cannot bear to hear in words what is in my own

remembrance like a vague, wild dream. Enough! My mother died in that

chair; her sister, Elizabeth Parris, expired the next day, with a

new-born infant slumbering in her arms. That infant is my cousin

Elizabeth. The meek, old man, whose heart began to break that night, was

my mother's cruel, cruel judge. But the Indian woman--what became of

her?"

The old woman folded her arms more tightly about her knees, and looked

up with the glance of a faithful dog.

"Her children were dead, but their little ones had no mother, so she

stayed in the kitchen."

"And died there?"

"Is Tituba dead that you ask this question of her?"

Abby stooped down, trembling all over, and drew the old woman up to her

bosom. She kissed her withered face and her swarthy hands, with a burst

of passionate feeling.

"And is it so? God forgive me that I did not guess this before! And you

have been our slave, our drudge! The meanest work of the house has

always been put upon Tituba--poor old Tituba, who saved our mothers from

the flames, who followed us from wilderness to settlement, who left her

own people for our sakes. And you are so old too! How many years,

Tituba, has it taken to make this hair so gray?"

"Tituba is almost a hundred years old; but she can see like a

night-hawk, and hear like a fox. When her children want help, they will

find her thought keen and her feet swift!"

"But you shall work no more. I will save you from drudgery at least."

"No, no. Let Tituba alone. She is used to it. Work--work--work. What

would Tituba be without work? Let her plod on in the old way, Mahaska.

The tree thrives best in its own soil. Dig honeysuckles and wild

strawberries from the wood--plant them in your garden, and they grow.

But when an old hemlock begins to die like this, let it stand--stir not

the earth about its roots."

The old woman touched her gray hair as she spoke, and drooped into her

old position. Abby sat looking at her in tender astonishment. She could

understand the great love which had brought that noble savage from the

wilderness to be a drudge in her uncle's kitchen; it exalted the old,

withered creature at her feet into a heroine.

"And for our sakes you gave up your people, your free life, all that

makes the happiness of a forest child; and came here to be a slave!"

"Tituba only followed her child!" was the simple answer.

"But Elizabeth Parris knew nothing of all this! To her you are only--"

Abby broke off, for she felt that the truths she was about to speak were

cruel.

"I am only old Tituba to her, but she is all the world to me."

"And yet you hate her father--her stern, kind-hearted father, for that

the minister is."

"He was your mother's judge before he became her father!"

"And she is the grandchild of Anna Hutchinson, equally with myself!"

said Abigail, musing.

"But not the child of King Philip. Not the sister of the last chief of

the Wampanoags, who now wanders like a wild beast through the lands his

people once owned. She, my golden-haired child, is not the one who must

avenge her grandmother's wrongs. From the beginning, she and her mother

were like singing birds to be fed and cared for. You and your mother

were eagles, with strength to swoop on their enemies and your own.

Elizabeth must never know the events that are making your face so dark."

"But why, why is the sunshine all for her, the darkness for me?"

answered Abigail, with sorrowful bitterness.

The old woman began to weave her hands together, and rock to and fro

with a troubled look.

"The eagle soars; the mocking-bird sings. One seeks her nest in the

leaves, the other sits on the crags."

"The bleak, bare crags for me--flowery hollows for her," said Abigail,

despondingly. "It was so with our mothers; it must be so with us."

As she spoke, the outer door of the house opened, and Wahpee, an old

Indian, who, like Tituba, had been for years a hanger-on of the

minister's kitchen, entered the sitting-room. He had been absent some

days, and it was in expectation of his return that the young girl and

Tituba were sitting up so late.

The Indian seemed tired with travel. His dress of homespun linen was

torn in places, and the rents pinned up with thorns just plucked from

their trees. The lank hair was moist, and a rain of perspiration

glistened on his tawny forehead. Abby rose from her seat, and went

eagerly toward him.

"Wahpee--Wahpee, have you seen him?--where is he now? Have any number of

his people joined him yet?"

Wahpee shook his head.

"Ask Wahpee nothing; he has no words. Give him bread and dried-beef. The

Wampanoags planted no corn, and they have no muskets to shoot down the

deer that look in their eyes without moving as they file one by one

through the woods. Even the young fawns grow bold, now that the warriors

have given up their guns."

"And is he near and hungry?" cried Abby, hastening to the kitchen, where

old Tituba was dragging forth bread from a huge oven, in which it had

been left after the week's baking; and crowding loaf after loaf into a

flour sack, she helped to lift it on Wahpee's back.

Both Abigail Williams and Tituba would have followed the old Indian into

the forest; but he curtly ordered them back, and went on himself,

carrying the bag of bread. They stole after him at a distance,

notwithstanding his interdict, till they came to the meeting-house. Here

they paused. The shadows upon the brink of the woods were black as

death; and as the old man entered them he was lost in an instant.

"Let us wait," said Tituba, "they will come out together. Metacomet will

come to his mother's grave; and then we shall know what he is doing."

Abigail went silently after the old woman, and sat down on a flat stone,

half buried in moss and ferns, at the foot of a huge pine tree, which

sheltered two graves. There she seemed covered by a vast pall, the

shadows fell so heavily upon her.

Tituba dropped down at Abby's feet, and gathering her limbs together,

began a low chant, that mingled in the shiver of the pine leaves with

inexpressible mournfulness.

Abby leaned her head against the trunk of the pine and listened. Strange

to say, that chant, instead of depressing, kindled her spirit. She never

came to that spot, and heard the mysterious whispering of the leaves,

without a wish for action, an unaccountable desire to plunge into the

wilderness and remain there forever. Only one week before, she had

wandered to the same spot, and there, for the first time, learned from

his own lips that she had a brother; that the blood of King Philip

mingled with that of Anna Hutchinson, the martyr, in her veins; and that

on both sides the most terrible wrongs had been done to her ancestors by

the very people with whom she had unconsciously worshipped; nay! by the

man whose roof had given her a loving shelter, from the cradle up.

On that spot she had seen her kingly brother, in all the grandeur of a

noble presence inherited from his father, blended with the softened

grace of a mother, whose pure white blood softened the eagle glances of

his eyes and gave a glow to his face, kindling that which would

otherwise have been saturnine into the poetry of an ever changing

expression.

The slave chief had been rescued from his chains in Bermuda; and after

wandering over many countries, studying things that were far beyond the

grasp of a mere savage, had come back to his native forests, to gather

up the fragments of his people, and win back their rights, or avenge

their wrongs. Night after night he had waited by those graves, under the

pine tree, hoping that his sister would come and meet him.

She came at last, a thoughtful, innocent girl. The gentle romance of

affection, for there could be little more in a child who remembered her

mother only as she thought of her in dreams, led her to the edge of the

wilderness. She went away again, wounded by a terrible knowledge--a

sybil in her imagination, the pledged avenger of her mother's wrongs,

and of her father's and her grandmother's murder.

Thus the son and daughter of King Philip had met, for the first time

since their childhood. The boy knew that he still possessed a sister,

and this thought inspired him to greater struggles. Then Abby Williams

learned, from her brother's own lips, how it chanced that her brow was

darker than the sunny forehead of her cousin Elizabeth; that wrong and

death had scattered her family abroad, leaving her a dependent, where

she should have been an avenger.

All that week the hopeless girl brooded on the terrors of her birth, and

the wrongs her family had suffered; her days were one long, vague

dream--her nights restless with tossing thought. Never again would she

know what tranquil peace was under that roof! A journey of fifteen miles

only separated her from her uncle Parris and Elizabeth, so far as space

was concerned; but there was no means of measuring the interminable

distance that had grown up between their souls and hers in one single

week.

That night she had again spoken of her parents, and expected to see her

brother. During the hours that she waited, old Tituba had crept to her

feet, with new revelations and more startling surprises. The young girl

listened, seated in the very chair that had been her mother's

death-couch. She was a creature of sensitive feeling and keen

imagination, a thoughtful, ardent girl, to whom such knowledge came like

fire to steel, melting and hardening at the same time.

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