CHAPTER XX.

WILD JEALOUSY.

When she entered the house so abruptly, Elizabeth Parris went to her

chamber, and sitting down upon her bed, remained there in the gloom,

brooding over the passion and sorrow to which the scene below had given

rise. She wept bitterly with mingled anger and grief, striking her hands

down upon the counterpane, and sobbing aloud in unwonted excitement.

She believed that Barbara Stafford had lured her young lover from his

allegiance, and that she was left to stand quietly by and see this

stranger woman usurp and claim the affection which, almost up to that

hour, she had deemed wholly her own.

There she sat while the moments crept on, seeming to her like hours. At

intervals, through the open casements, came the murmur of voices from

the porch, mingling at times with the deeper tones of Sir William

Phipps, from where he sat in earnest conversation with his wife in the

apartment below.

At length Elizabeth rose and approached the window, flung back the

muslin draperies with an impatient movement, and looked out into the

night. Those two forms were dimly perceptible, seated side by side on

the carved seat, and a pang of jealousy, more acute than she had yet

felt, wrung her girlish heart. She leaned over the sill, striving to

catch those low tones, then, startled by the meanness of which she had

not believed herself capable, drew back, and began to walk up and down

the room, weeping with quick, convulsive sobs, which seemed suffocating

her.

Still the murmur of those voices was borne up to her tortured ear,

rising and falling unequally as if the subject of conversation were of

deep interest. This was only an added pain to the poor girl, who kept

that gloomy vigil with such unquiet thoughts for her companions.

At last the suspense and wretchedness became too great for her young

heart to bear. With it all, there started up in her mind the wilful

pride and determination of a petted child accustomed to being treated as

the idol of all about her.

"She has stolen him from me--bad, designing woman!" she exclaimed. "But

this shall not last--she shall not stay here--I will not be braved by

her and set aside that she may be worshipped! She shall see, and Norman

Lovel, too; they are laughing at me, I dare say, at this very

moment--but they shall not laugh long."

She approached the window once more and looked out. Barbara and Norman

Lovel stood side by side, as before; her hand rested on his arm, he was

looking into her face. Elizabeth could not clearly distinguish his

features, but her jealous fancy required no aid to help her paint that

glance. Her own eyes had drooped so often beneath its passionate fervor,

her girlish heart, ever tremulous, had responded so fully to the tones

of that thrilling voice--yes, she could imagine it all!

She flung down the draperies again, and, forcing back the tears which

had fairly pained her cheeks as they poured over them, she left the

chamber and hurried down-stairs to put in force a resolve formed during

her unquiet vigil.

When Sir William Phipps conducted his wife into the house, at the

conclusion of that embarrassing scene, they passed through the long

passage and entered an apartment which the governor occupied as his

study.

"I was hardly expecting your arrival to-night," Lady Phipps said, as he

placed a chair and sat down near her.

"I made all haste, for I was anxious to return--"

"Be careful how you arrive again in the dark," she said, interrupting

him in a playful tone, through which some faint annoyance that her

husband's mistake had occasioned might have been detected.

"I regret that," replied Sir William, gravely; "but supposing the lady

could be no other than my own fair wife, I did not hesitate to greet

her."

"Let us say no more about it--we will leave the lady to herself for a

little, when she will have recovered from her agitation."

"Is she your friend from the farm house?"

"Yes--it is Mistress Barbara Stafford; you remember the name, and the

shipwreck."

"I remember; and you have persuaded her to become our guest at last?"

"I have. You do not disapprove? I thought you desired it."

"Whatever you do, fair lady, must be well done--any arrangement that

affords you pleasure always meets with my approval."

Lady Phipps made some laughing remark concerning his habitual courtesy,

but Sir William scarcely heard her words. He had fallen into deep

thought, so vague and singular that he was himself at a loss to trace

its source. He remembered how the presence of that woman had affected

him during the holy services of the church, causing his hand to tremble

when he raised the sacramental wine to his lips, and rousing emotions

which carried his mind far from the solemn interest of the occasion.

Then again that very night--the touch of that head seemed yet upon his

heart--the trace of the kiss he had pressed upon her mouth lingered

still upon his lips, even the pure embrace of his wife had failed to

obliterate it--the entrancing magic of those eyes followed him and

burned into his very soul, starting up like some Circean enchantment

even between himself and the faithful woman by his side.

With a strong effort he banished those wild reflections, and roused

himself to return an answer to the idle question his wife had asked,

appearing calm and unconcerned.

"And you are pleased with the lady?" he said, quietly.

"She is charming," returned Lady Phipps; "her manner is perfect, she is

a woman of great natural gifts, heightened by cultivation. There is an

irresistible grace in her slightest word and movement, an inexplicable

charm in every smile and glance, yet--"

"Well," said Sir William, as she paused, "go on, and yet?"

"I cannot tell! I feel drawn toward her by some unaccountable spell; it

is as if she attracted me at will, biased my thoughts by her judgment,

and held me, during our conversations, completely under her sway."

"She might easily be a very dangerous companion, were this not a mere

fancy."

"It is no fancy, Sir William--you will yourself remark it. There is

little Bessie, who dislikes her extremely, and yet, at Mistress

Stafford's bidding, she will sit down at her feet and listen for hours

to her conversation, like one entranced."

"Is not this hypocrisy in our little Bess?"

"No--oh, no. The child is truth and sincerity itself! I have seen her

strive to resist the spell, hovering restlessly about like a

half-charmed bird; but Mistress Stafford would follow her continually

with those wonderful eyes, and in the end, by her power, whatever it may

be, she is certain to conquer."

"But why does Elizabeth Parris dislike her?"

"The girl is jealous; Norman Lovel, she tells me, has neglected her of

late; she complains that this stranger lures him away, and fears that

she will in the end wholly alienate his affection."

"And is this true, or but the suspicion of a foolish girl?"

"I cannot tell; certain it is that since Mistress Stafford's arrival

here Norman has been thrown much in her society, but I cannot believe

that she would exercise any undue influence over him, or seek to create

a coldness between those two young hearts whose mutual affection has

been so beautiful to look upon."

Sir William was silent again for a moment; his wife's description of the

influence which the stranger exerted over them all accorded so entirely

with the impression she had created upon his own feelings, that he was

startled and perplexed.

"And what account does she give of herself--who is she, and what has

brought her here to this new world, alone and unprotected?"

"She speaks vaguely of her past or of her future plans. She told me that

she might perhaps soon return to England; then, as we were talking, she

fainted suddenly away, and fell senseless in my arms, just as she had

done during my visit to her at Goody Brown's."

"It is very strange," said Sir William. "These are wayward times in

which we live, and it behoves us all to be well upon our guard; we know

not in what way the great adversary of souls may weave his snares for

us."

"It grieves me to think ill of her, my husband, and yet, when out of her

sight, evil forebodings rise in my mind, which the first glance of her

eyes is sure to dispel. To-night her manner was so wayward--another

would have explained--would have called out--no word, no sign. She

neither moved nor seemed to note the presence of any human being."

"I must converse with this stranger; after receiving her as our friend

and guest, it is meet that we should know somewhat more concerning her."

"She will set every doubt at rest in your mind, of that I am certain. I

know not what to advise, but I am glad that you are returned, for I was

sorely puzzled how to act."

"Where are our friends? I fear we left them somewhat unceremoniously."

"Let us go back to them," returned Lady Phipps. "I believe, in truth, we

should offer some apology for our abrupt departure."

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