CHAPTER VII.

THE UNEXPECTED VISITOR.

For two whole days Barbara Stafford did not leave her bed. She was

exhausted by a long sea-voyage, and saddened by many an anxious day and

night, which had made her passage a wretched one. So she lay still and

tried to rest, that she might gather strength to meet the destiny that

lay before her, whatever that destiny might be.

Meantime the ship was being unloaded. Trunks and packages, marked by the

stranger's name, somewhat ostentatiously it would seem, were conveyed

from its cabin to the farm-house. With this luggage came half a dozen

great boxes, clamped with iron and securely fastened, which astonished

Jason Brown by their heaviness.

These boxes, according to his promise given the dark-browed stranger,

whom he had guided to his own house, Jason Brown stowed away in his

barn, covering them carefully with hay; for there was a mystery in their

weight which made him anxious, and he concealed them conscientiously,

marvelling what they contained and who their owner could be.

At last the strange lady grew restive in the close confinement of that

little room. She arose on the third morning and prepared to dress

herself. She was seized with a desire to go out into the new world, to

learn what it had of good or evil in store for her. Still she dreaded to

look forth and see that great monster ocean which had hurled her to and

fro upon the fearful heave of its waves that terrible night. She had

been here received on that shore with a tempest that had almost

swallowed her up in its angry whirlpools. No wonder that she was filled

with vague dread, and hesitated to look out of the window, which,

curtained with morning-glory vines, framed in a splendid view of the

ocean.

For a time she stood trembling on the floor, half from weakness, half

from an uncontrollable dread of leaving the quiet pillow on which

supreme fatigue had made her slumber sweet. She glanced at the open

sash, through which the sunshine of a lovely summer morning trembled.

She saw the purple bells of the morning-glory vines swaying to and fro

in the soft wind that came sighing up from the water, while drops of dew

fell in glittering rain from the heart-shaped leaves. Alone and beyond

all this came the gushing song of birds, as it were hailing her with

sweet welcomes.

Every thing out of doors seemed so bright that Barbara Stafford grew

strong and almost cheerful. She was now eager to go forth and breathe

the fresh air.

Out of the baggage brought from the vessel she drew forth a dark

brocaded silk, adorned at the neck and sleeves with delicate lace. In

this she proceeded to dress herself, quite unconscious that its richness

was out of keeping with either the scene or her present habitation. It

was the costume of a highly bred gentlewoman of her own country, and

from mere habit she put it on.

The exertion brought a beautiful color to her cheeks. She leaned from

the window and looked out fearlessly on the great ocean which had so

lately threatened her life. It lay before her now like a vast field of

azure, turning the sunshine into opals. Spite of herself she turned from

its treacherous loveliness with a shudder.

Blessed or cursed--I know not which to call it--with that exquisite

delicacy of sense which makes the most brilliant mind at times almost a

slave of the material, she detected among all the perfumes of

neighboring woods the faint fragrance of a sweetbriar that had tangled

itself with the morning-glories, and blossomed with them. She recognized

the perfume. Her quick mind seized upon this as an omen.

Strangely arrayed, it must be confessed, for that simple old homestead,

Barbara Stafford went through the kitchen, which was, for the moment,

empty, and wandered around an angle of the house where the morning

sunshine lay warmly upon an old stone bench half buried in the grass.

Here she sat down, for the exertion of dressing had wearied her. The air

was sweet and balmy, just brightened with a breeze from the distant sea,

and a pretty little opening of cultivated fields, separated from her by

a rail fence, lay dreamily at her left.

Barbara longed to go forth into the shade of those mammoth trees, which

filled the distance with their green leafiness, and under their shelter

look out upon the New World; but a gentle lassitude lay upon her, and,

while she desired exertion, her limbs remained passive--they had not yet

shaken off the numbing effects of the storm.

She sat dreamily looking forth with the sunshine playing among the waves

of her golden hair, and revealing every line and shadow, on a singularly

delicate face, which had carried the complexion of infancy almost into

middle age. The rich scarf, which she had flung over her in coming

forth, fell softly downward, and swept the grass with its gorgeous

folds. She was conscious of nothing but a sensation of pleasure at

seeing the beautiful earth again after a dreary, dreary voyage across

the ocean.

As she sat there, the noise of hoofs on the broken road, leading from

town, had no power to arrest more than a passing thought. This was

followed by a slight rustle of silks, and directly a lady, dressed

somewhat after her own fashion, came through an opening in the fence,

and walked gracefully forward to where Barbara Stafford was sitting.

"I beg ten thousand pardons, madam, but Goody Brown is nowhere to be

seen, and I am compelled to introduce myself," she said, with a charming

little laugh. "I know at a glance that you are the lady I am in search

of; and I--really it is awkward--but I am Lady Phipps."

Barbara Stafford gave a sudden start. Her large, gray eyes grew wild and

black; slowly and steadily her features shrunk together; and making a

faint movement with one hand, as if to catch at something, she struggled

to arise, but fell senseless at her visitor's feet.

When Barbara Stafford arose from the stone bench against which she had

fallen, there was pallor on her cheek, and bewilderment in her eyes,

deeper and more painful to behold than is usual after a mere

fainting-fit. Lady Phipps observed the pallor increase, and that she

shrunk back with a shudder from the arm which was striving to support

her.

"My dear madam, you are not well; you suffer," said the kind matron,

coloring slightly as she felt the thrill of repulsion. "Let me help you

into the house."

"No," answered Barbara, sweeping one hand across her forehead three or

four times, while her eyes were fastened on Lady Phipps with a troubled,

wistful look, as if she had not really seen her features before. "I

think--"

She paused, turned her eyes away from the face she had been searching,

and a spasm of pain swept over her forehead, drawing the brows together

with an unmistakable sign of acute sensibility. She looked up again,

striving to smile.

"Ah, now I remember. Yes, I am sometimes subject to these turns--it is

very girlish and weak, no doubt, but the long sea-voyage, the storm--do

not mind me, lady, I am well now; quite well and strong. Forgive me,

but"--again she broke off, pressed one hand hard against her side, and

said, with a quick catch of the breath, "Lady Phipps--did you say that

Lady Phipps had done me this honor?"

"Yes; I was about to give my name, when you were seized with this

terrible fainting-fit. The governor is so much occupied just now that he

could not come himself, though he was deeply interested in your

condition. I assure you I really could hardly keep from embracing that

dear young Lovel for his bravery in rescuing you from the foundered

boat."

"Young Lovel!" repeated Barbara, quickly; "young Lovel! Is that his

name?"

"Of course you could not be expected to know any thing about names; but

you will remember the young man who nearly lost his own life in dragging

you from the water?"

"Remember him! oh, yes."

"And the dear old minister, brother Parris, with his mild, quiet

ways--to think that he should have been in Boston for the first time in

years, just to help save you; it seems quite like a miracle, or a bit of

the witchcraft that is so fashionable just now."

"Parris--Parris!" repeated Barbara, with a laboring breath.

"That," said Lady Phipps, "was the name of the tall gentleman; an old

friend of Sir William's; indeed, the very man whose benediction made me

his wife."

The hand which Barbara had again lifted to her forehead dropped slowly

down; her lips looked cold and blue, but she stood up firmly, and

excepting one wild glance over her shoulder, as if impelled to flee,

kept her ground, though for an instant she seemed turning into a statue.

After a little, she looked up with one of those gentle smiles, with

which the most refined anguish seeks to clothe itself before the world,

and said:

"You are very kind, my lady, and I am not ungrateful. But since I came

to this land every thing seems like a dream. Indeed, my voyage itself is

more like a vision than reality; in a little time I can better express

myself. Will you be seated here, in the morning sunshine?--it is very

pleasant, or seemed pleasant a little while ago--or would you prefer to

sit in-doors? My good friends here have given me a tolerably pretty

room, and will make Lady--Lady Phipps very welcome."

She spoke the lady's title with the same quick gasp that had marked her

utterance before, and again the shudder ran through her form.

"Yes, yes; let us go in-doors; then you can lie down quietly, or sit in

an easy-chair, while I do my little errand more ceremoniously, for to

speak the truth you look very pale yet. Take my arm; indeed you can

hardly walk."

Barbara only bowed; she could not force herself to touch the lady's arm,

but, with a will that was like strength, walked into the house. Lady

Phipps followed her, lifting the skirt of her dress daintily from the

grass, and smiling with a sort of puzzled air, as if she did not quite

understand the scene she was acting in.

Barbara entered her own room, which was the best apartment in the house,

and according to the usages of the time, furnished with a high bed,

covered with a blue and white yarn coverlet, and pillows like little

snow-drifts. A bureau of cherry-tree wood, with two or three stiff

wooden chairs, an oaken arm-chair with a broad, splint bottom, stood by

the window, with its curtain of sweetbrier and morning-glory vines.

This, Barbara offered to her visitor. But Lady Phipps, with that genial

grace which made every action of hers like a sunbeam, wheeled the chair

around, and motioned that Barbara should occupy it. Then she seated

herself on the bed, burying one elbow in the snow of the pillow, and

drooping her round cheek into the palm of her hand.

"Now," she said, with a charming smile, "that we are both comfortable,

let me give my invitation in proper form. First, young Lovel, who is my

husband's secretary, you know, or are now informed, has set the whole

gubernatorial mansion wild about you. He will have it--but no matter

about his young fancies--he of course is very anxious that you should

not suffer inconvenience, or remain a stranger in the New World, where

Englishmen and Englishwomen should meet as brothers and sisters. He

could not come himself."

"I trust--I hope--that the young gentleman has suffered no injury?" said

Barbara, half starting from the chair; while for the first time Lady

Phipps saw the color rush to her face. "I should be grieved."

"No harm in the world," said Lady Phipps, laughingly interrupting her;

"but to tell you the truth, he was so pleasantly employed, that I had no

heart to bring him away."

Barbara looked up with a questioning glance; a grave smile stole over

her lips, and she said very quietly--

"Indeed! You must all have been very anxious about him."

"Anxious! You never saw such a night! None of us thought of rest. The

governor, whose self-control is the admiration of everybody, wandered

about the town all night long, while I and poor little Elizabeth

Parris--the pretty young creature I hinted at, you know--really fretted

ourselves almost into hysterics. Let me assure you, upon my honor, I

almost knew how people feel when they are unhappy."

"Almost!" murmured Barbara Stafford, lifting her eyes with a gleam of

mournful astonishment. But Lady Phipps was full of her subject, and went

on.

"So, after we had welcomed Norman back again, and petted him into

believing himself of the greatest possible consequence, I came off here

to beg that you will leave this lonesome old place, and honor Sir

William's roof, while it shall suit your convenience."

"But I am a stranger--even a nameless one."

"I beg your pardon--not altogether. Sir William has, as you know, lived

a good deal in England, and the Staffords, of Lincolnshire, are among

his most powerful friends."

"The Staffords, of Lincolnshire?"

"Oh, I forget, you have no idea how we found out the name. It was on the

handkerchief you lost in the sand. 'Barbara Stafford,' a fine old name

that my husband loves well."

A faint smile stole over the strange lady's face, but she only bent her

head in acknowledgment of Lady Phipps's kindness.

"Your name alone is sufficient introduction, but Sir William is curious

to know to what branch of the family it belongs--the earl?"

"I am in no way connected with the Earl of Stafford," said Barbara,

quickly; "in fact, have no claim upon the hospitality of your--of Sir

William Phipps. My object in coming to America is perhaps already

accomplished. With many thanks for this kindness, I must, for the

present at least, decline your invitation."

Lady Phipps looked a little disappointed. She was so accustomed to

having her own way, and seeing her very caprices regarded as a law, that

this refusal of the stranger to become her guest brought the color to

her brow.

"The governor will be greatly disappointed," she said, displacing her

elbow from the pillow with a movement of graceful impatience. "I really

shan't know what to say. Norman, too, will be quite beside himself. They

will think me a miserable ambassadress--in fact, if any thing makes me

ill-natured and awkward, it is a refusal."

Barbara almost smiled. Notwithstanding her summertime of life, there was

something very attracting in Lady Phipps's sparkling manner, which,

beneath the frank playfulness of a child, betrayed all the dignity of a

proud woman.

"It is not a refusal," said Barbara, gently; "perhaps only a delay; but

just now I am too--too weary for society, and need time for rest."

"Then we shall yet have the pleasure?" exclaimed Lady Phipps,

brightening, and holding out her hand; but she became grave in an

instant, for the palm that met hers was cold as snow.

"You are, indeed, quite unfit for exertion," she said.

Barbara drew the cold hand from Lady Phipps's clasp, and, standing up,

looked at her with a strained gaze as she left the room. The moment she

was quite alone, wrapped up in the stillness of an empty house, the pale

woman walked forward to the bed, fell upon it without a breath or a sob,

and lay motionless with her face to the pillow.

That night, after all the family were asleep, except Goody Brown, she

was surprised by the rustle of a silk dress at her elbow, just as she

was raking up the kitchen fire for the night. She turned quickly, and

saw her guest, who stood shivering on the hearth as if it had been the

depth of winter.

"Goodness me!" exclaimed the housewife, planting her iron shovel with a

plunge into the ashes; "I thought you'd gone to bed long ago. Any thing

the matter?"

"Nothing--nothing!" answered the lady, sinking into one of the

straight-backed chairs that stood near the hearth; "I heard you

stirring, and so came out. Sit down a little while; I would like to ask

a few questions about this new country--about Boston and its people."

Goody Brown seated herself on the dye-tub, which occupied a corner of

the chimney, and smoothing down her checked apron prepared to listen.

She was no great talker at any time, and though the questions asked by

her guest were low-toned, and uttered at long intervals, she heard them

patiently and answered each in its place, without betraying any of that

curiosity said to be characteristic of the New England matron of later

days.

During the whole conversation, Barbara sat back in her chair, quite

still, gazing upon the half-smothered embers with a dull, heavy look.

The tallow candle, with its long tow wick, that occupied a little round

stand in a corner, left her face in the shadow, and the good woman

remained quite unconscious how pale it was till her guest arose to say

good-night; then she remembered how husky her voice had been, and how

she seemed to shiver with cold.

"Do let me rake open the embers and give you a bowl of yarb tea, and put

another coverlet on the bed," she urged, in her stiff, motherly way;

"the teeth e'en a'most chatter in your head; you'll sartinly be took

down agin."

"No, no! I shall be quieter now that I know--that I know all about the

country, thank you."

And with a soft, gliding step, noiseless as when she entered, Barbara

went into her room again.

"That's strange," muttered Goody Brown, as she sat before the buried

fire with a foot planted on each andiron, meditating on the conversation

she had just held. "Now can she be any relative to the governor or his

wife, or the Salem minister, I wonder? She's mighty curious about them.

Well, thank goodness, I'd as lief tell her all I know about 'em as not.

There ain't no witchcraft in the truth."

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