CHAPTER XIX.

THE SYCAMORES.

_How the world is made for each of us!

How all we perceive and know in it

Tends to some moment's product thus,

When a soul declares itself--to wit,

By its fruit the thing it does!_

ROBERT BROWNING.

The carriage rolled on its way through the snow to St. John's Wood,

while its two occupants sat side by side in silence. Now that they had

set out, each felt the hopelessness of the errand on which they were

bound, to which only that first stifling moment of horror, that absolute

need of action, had prompted them.

The brougham stopped in the road before the gate of The Sycamores.

"We had better walk up the drive," said Lord Watergate, and opened the

carriage door.

By this time the snow lay deep on the road and the roofs of the houses;

the trees looked mere blotches of greyish-white, seen through the rapid

whirl of falling flakes, which it made one giddy to contemplate.

"A terrible night for a journey," thought Lord Watergate, as he opened

the big gate; but he said nothing, fearing to arouse false hopes in the

breast of his companion.

They wound together up the drive, the dark mass of the house partly

hidden by the curving, laurel-lined path, and further obscured by the

veil of falling snow.

Then, suddenly, something pierced through Gertrude's numbness; she

stopped short.

"Look!" she cried, beneath her breath.

They were now in full sight of the house. The upper windows were dark;

the huge windows of the studio were shuttered close, but through the

chinks were visible lines and points of mellow light.

Lord Watergate laid his hand on her arm. He thought: "That is just like

Darrell, to have doubled back. But even then we may be too late."

He said: "Miss Lorimer, if they are there, what are you going to do?"

"I am going to tell my sister that she has been deceived, and to bring

her home with me."

Gertrude spoke very low, but without hesitation. Somewhere, in the

background of her being, sorrow, and shame, and anger were lurking; at

present she was keenly conscious of nothing but an irresistible impulse

to action.

"That she has been deceived!" Lord Watergate turned away his face. Had

Phyllis, indeed, been deceived, and was it not a fool's errand on which

they were bent?

They mounted the steps, and he rang the bell; then, by the light of the

hanging lamp, while the snow swirled round and fell upon them both, he

looked into her white, tense face.

"Do not hope for anything. It is most probable that they are not there."

A long, breathless moment, then the door was thrown open, revealing the

solemn manservant standing out against the lighted vestibule.

"I wish to see Mr. Darrell," said Lord Watergate, shortly.

"He's not at home, your lordship."

Gertrude pressed her hand to her heart.

"He is at home to me, as you perfectly well know."

"He has gone abroad, your lordship."

Gertrude swayed forward a little, steadying herself against the lintel,

where she stood in darkness behind Lord Watergate.

"There are lights in the studio, and you must let me in," said Lord

Watergate, sternly.

The man's face betrayed him.

"I shall lose my place, my lord."

"I am sorry for you, Shaw. You had better make off, and leave the

responsibility with me."

The man wavered, took the coin from Lord Watergate's hand, then,

turning, went slowly back to his own quarters.

Gertrude came forward into the light.

"You must not come in, Lord Watergate."

Her mind worked with curious rapidity; she saw that a meeting between

the two men must be avoided.

"I cannot let you go alone. You do not know----"

"I am prepared for anything. Lord Watergate, spare my sister's shame."

She had passed him, with set, tragic face. He saw the slim, rapid

figure, in the black, snow-covered dress, make its way down the passage,

then disappear behind the curtain which guarded the entrance to the

studio.

Gertrude had entered noiselessly, and, pausing on the threshold, hidden

in shadow, remained there motionless a moment's space.

Every detail of the great room, seen but once before, smote on her sense

with a curious familiarity. It had been wintry daylight on the occasion

of her former presence there; now a mellow radiance of shaded,

artificial light was diffused throughout the apartment, a radiance

concentrated to subdued brilliance in the immediate neighbourhood of the

fireplace.

A wood fire, with leaping blue flames, was piled on the hearth, its

light flickering fitfully on the surrounding objects; on the tiger-skin

rug, the tall, rich screen of faded Spanish leather; on Darrell himself,

who lounged on a low couch, his blonde head outlined against the screen,

a cloud of cigarette smoke issuing from his lips, as he looked from

under his eye-lids at the figure before him.

It was Phyllis who stood there by the little table, on which lay some

fruit and some coffee, in rose-coloured cups. Phyllis, yet somebody new

and strange; not the pretty child that her sisters had loved, but a

beautiful wanton in a loose, trailing garment, shimmering, wonderful,

white and lustrous as a pearl; Phyllis, with her brown hair turned to

gold in the light of the lamp swung above her; Phyllis, with diamonds on

the slender fingers, that played with a cluster of bloom-covered grapes.

For a moment, the warmth, the overpowering fragrance of hot-house

flowers, most of all, the sight of that figure by the table, had robbed

Gertrude of power to move or speak. But in her heart the storm, which

had been silently gathering, was growing ready to burst. For the time,

the varied emotions which devoured her had concentrated themselves into

a white heat of fury, which kindled all her being.

The flames leapt, the logs crackled pleasantly. Darrell blew a whiff of

smoke to the ceiling; Phyllis smiled, then suddenly into that bright

scene glided a black and rigid figure, with glowing eyes and tragic

face; with the snow sprinkled on the old cloak, and clinging in the

wisps of wind-blown hair.

"Phyllis," it said in level tones; "come home with me at once. Mr.

Darrell cannot marry you; he is married already."

Phyllis shrank back, with a cry.

"Oh, Gerty, how you frightened me! What do you mean by coming down on

one like this?"

Her voice shook, through its petulance; she whisked round so suddenly

that her long dress caught in the little table, which fell to the ground

with a crash.

Darrell had sprung to his feet with an exclamation. "By God, what brings

that woman here!"

Gertrude turned and faced him.

His face was livid with passion; his prominent eyes, for once wide open,

glared at her in rage and hatred.

Gertrude met his glance with eyes that glowed with a passion yet fiercer

than his own.

Elements, long smouldering, had blazed forth at last. Face to face they

stood; face to face, while the silent battle raged between them.

Then with a curious elation, a mighty throb of what was almost joy,

Gertrude knew that she, not he, the man of whom she had once been

afraid, was the stronger of the two. For one brief moment some fierce

instinct in her heart rejoiced.

Phyllis, cowering in the background, Phyllis, pale as her splendid

dress, shrank back, mystified, afraid. Her light soul shivered before

the blast of passions in which, though she had helped to raise them, she

felt herself to have no part nor lot.

Reckoned by time, the encounter of those two hostile spirits was but

brief; a moment, and Darrell had dropped his eyes, and was saying in

something like his own languid voice--

"To what may I ascribe this--honour?"

Gertrude turned in silence to her sister--

"Take off that----" (she indicated the shimmering garment with a pause),

"and come with me."

Darrell sneered from the background; "Your sister has decided on

remaining here."

"Phyllis!" said Gertrude, looking at her.

Phyllis began to sob.

"Oh, Gerty, what shall I do? Don't look at me like that. My dress is

there behind the screen; and my hat. Oh, Gerty, I shall never get it on;

I am so much taller."

With rapid fingers Gertrude had unfastened her own long, black cloak,

and was wrapping it about her sister.

"Great heavens," cried Darrell, coming forward and seizing her hands;

"You shall not take her away! You have no earthly right to take her

against her will."

With a cold fury of disgust she shook off his touch.

"Oh, Sidney, I think I'd better go. I oughtn't to have come." Phyllis'

voice sounded touchingly childish.

Something in the pleading tones stirred his blood curiously.

"Do you know," he cried, addressing himself to Gertrude, who was

deliberately drawing the rings from her sister's passive hands, "Do you

know what a night it is? That if you take her away you will kill her?

Great God, you paragon of virtue, don't you see how ill she is?"

She swept her glance over him in icy disdain; then going up to the

mantelpiece, laid the rings on the shelf.

"I swear to you," he cried, "that I will leave the house this hour,

this minute. That I will never return to it; that I will never see her

again--Phyllis!"

At the last word, his voice had dropped to a low and passionate key; he

stretched out his arms, but Gertrude coming between them put her strong

desperate grasp about Phyllis, who swayed forward with closed eyes.

Darrell retreated with a muffled exclamation of grief and rage and

baffled purpose, and Gertrude half led, half carried her sister from the

room, the hateful satin garment trailing noisily behind them from

beneath the black cloak.

A tall figure came forward from the doorway; the door was standing open;

and the white whirlpool was visible against the darkness outside.

"She has fainted," said Gertrude, in a low voice.

Lord Watergate lifted her gently in his arms. At the same moment Darrell

emerged from the studio, then remained rooted to the spot, dismayed and

sullen, at the sight of his friend.

"You are a scoundrel, Darrell," said Lord Watergate, in very clear,

deliberate tones; then, his burden in his arms, he stepped out into the

darkness, Gertrude closing the door behind them.

Half an hour later the brougham stopped before the house in Upper Baker

Street.

Lord Watergate, when he had carried the fainting girl upstairs, went

himself for a doctor.

"I think I have killed her," said Gertrude, before he went, looking up

at him from over the prostrate figure of her sister; "and if it were all

to be done again--I would do it."

Mrs. Maryon asked no questions; her genuine kindness and helpfulness

were called forth by this crisis; and her suspicions of Gertrude had

vanished for ever.

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