CHAPTER VI.

"On some fond breast the parting soul relies."--GRAY.

NOT a day passed in which Maltravers was absent from the side of

Florence. He came early, he went late. He subsided into his former

character of an accepted suitor, without a word of explanation with Lord

Saxingham. That task was left to Florence. She doubtless performed it

well, for his lordship seemed satisfied though grave, and, almost for

the first time in his life, sad. Maltravers never reverted to the cause

of their unhappy dissension. Nor from that night did he once give way

to whatever might be his more agonised and fierce emotions--he never

affected to reproach himself--he never bewailed with a vain despair

their approaching separation. Whatever it cost him, he stood collected

and stoical in the intense power of his self control. He had but one

object, one desire, one hope--to save the last hours of Florence

Lascelles from every pang--to brighten and smooth the passage across the

Solemn Bridge. His forethought, his presence of mind, his care, his

tenderness, never forsook him for an instant: they went beyond the

attributes of men, they went into all the fine, the indescribable

minutiae by which woman makes herself, "in pain and anguish," the

"ministering angel." It was as if he had nerved and braced his whole

nature to one duty--as if that duty were more felt than affection

itself--as if he were resolved that Florence should not remember that

/she had no mother/!

And, oh, then, how Florence loved him! how far more luxurious, in its

grateful and clinging fondness, was that love, than the wild and jealous

fire of their earlier connection! Her own character, as is often the

case in lingering illness, became incalculably more gentle and softened

down, as the shadows closed around it. She loved to make him read and

talk to her--and her ancient poetry of thought now grew mellowed, as it

were, into religion, which is indeed poetry with a stronger wing. . . .

There was a world beyond the grave--there was life out of the chrysalis

sleep of death--they would yet be united. And Maltravers, who was a

solemn and intense believer in the GREAT HOPE, did not neglect the

purest and highest of all the fountains of solace.

Often in that quiet room, in that gorgeous mansion, which had been the

scene of all vain or worldly schemes--of flirtations and feastings, and

political meetings and cabinet dinners, and all the bubbles of the

passing wave--often there did these persons, whose position to each

other had been so suddenly and so strangely changed--converse on those

matters--daring and divine--which "make the bridal of the earth and

sky."

"How fortunate am I," said Florence, one day, "that my choice fell on

one who thinks as you do! How your words elevate and exalt me!--yet

once I never dreamt of asking your creed on these questions. It is in

sorrow or sickness that we learn why Faith was given as a soother to

man--Faith, which is Hope with a holier name--hope that knows neither

deceit nor death. Ah, how wisely do you speak of the /philosophy/ of

belief! It is, indeed, the telescope through which the stars grow large

upon our gaze. And to you, Ernest, my beloved--comprehended and known

at last--to you I leave, when I am gone, that monitor--that friend; you

will know yourself what you teach to me. And when you look not on the

heaven alone but in all space--on all the illimitable creation, you will

know that I am there! For the home of a spirit is wherever spreads the

Universal Presence of God. And to what numerous stages of being, what

paths, what duties, what active and glorious tasks in other worlds may

we not be reserved--perhaps to know and share them together, and mount

age after age higher in the scale of being. For surely in heaven there

is no pause or torpor--we do not lie down in calm and unimprovable

repose. Movement and progress will remain the law and condition of

existence. And there will be efforts and duties for us above as there

have been below."

It was in this theory, which Maltravers shared, that the character of

Florence, her overflowing life and activity of thought--her aspirations,

her ambition, were still displayed. It was not so much to the calm and

rest of the grave that she extended her unreluctant gaze, as to the

light and glory of a renewed and progressive existence.

It was while thus they sat, the low voice of Ernest, tranquil yet half

trembling with the emotions he sought to restrain--sometimes sobering,

sometimes yet more elevating, the thoughts of Florence, that Lord

Vargrave was announced, and Lumley Ferrers, who had now succeeded to

that title, entered the room. It was the first time that Florence had

seen him since the death of his uncle--the first time Maltravers

had seen him since the evening so fatal to Florence. Both

started--Maltravers rose and walked to the window. Lord Vargrave took

the hand of his cousin and pressed it to his lips in silence, while his

looks betokened feelings that for once were genuine.

"You see, Lumley, I am resigned," said Florence, with a sweet smile.

"I am resigned and happy."

Lumley glanced at Maltravers, and met a cold, scrutinising, piercing

eye, from which he shrank with some confusion. He recovered himself in

an instant.

"I am rejoiced, my cousin, I /am/ rejoiced," said he, very earnestly,

"to see Maltravers here again. Let us now hope the best."

Maltravers walked deliberately up to Lumley. "Will you take my hand

/now/, too?" said he, with deep meaning in his tone.

"More willingly than ever," said Lumley; and he did not shrink as he

said it.

"I am satisfied," replied Maltravers, after a pause, and in a voice that

expressed more than his words.

There is in some natures so great a hoard of generosity, that it often

dulls their acuteness. Maltravers could not believe that frankness

could be wholly a mask--it was an hypocrisy he knew not of. He himself

was not incapable, had circumstances so urged him, of great crimes; nay,

the design of one crime lay at that moment deadly and dark within his

heart, for he had some passions which in so resolute a character could

produce, should the wind waken them into storm, dire and terrible

effects. Even at the age of thirty, it was yet uncertain whether Ernest

Maltravers might become an exemplary or an evil man. But he could

sooner have strangled a foe than taken the hand of a man whom he had

once betrayed.

"I love to think you friends," said Florence, gazing at them

affectionately, "and to you, at least, Lumley, such friendship should be

a blessing. I always loved you much and dearly, Lumley--loved you as a

brother, though our characters often jarred."

Lumley winced. "For Heaven's sake," he cried, "do not speak thus

tenderly to me--I cannot bear it, and look on you and think--"

"That I am dying. Kind words become us best when our words are

approaching to the last. But enough of this--I grieved for your loss."

"My poor uncle!" said Lumley, eagerly changing the conversation--"the

shock was sudden; and melancholy duties have absorbed me so till this

day, that I could not come even to you. It soothed me, however, to

learn, in answer to my daily inquiries, that Ernest was here. For my

part," he added with a faint smile, "I have had duties as well as

honours devolved on me. I am left guardian to an heiress, and betrothed

to a child."

"How do you mean?"

"Why, my poor uncle was so fondly attached to his wife's daughter, that

he has left her the bulk of his property: a very small estate--not L2000

a year--goes with the title (a new title, too, which requires twice as

much to carry it off and make its pinchbeck pass for gold). In order,

however, to serve a double purpose, secure to his /protegee/ his own

beloved peerage, and atone to his nephew for the loss of wealth--he has

left it a last request, that I should marry the young lady over whom I

am appointed guardian, when she is eighteen--alas! I shall then be at

the other side of forty! If she does not take to so mature a

bridegroom, she loses thirty--only thirty of the L200,000 settled upon

her, which goes to me as a sugar-plum after the nauseous draught of the

young lady's 'No.' Now, you know all. His widow, really an exemplary

young woman, has a jointure of L1500 a year, and the villa. It is not

much, but she is contented."

The lightness of the new peer's tone revolted Maltravers, and he turned

impatiently away. But Lord Vargrave, resolving not to suffer the

conversation to glide back to sorrowful subjects, which he always hated,

turned round to Ernest, and said, "Well, my dear Ernest, I see by the

papers that you are to have N------'s late appointment--it is a very

rising office. I congratulate you."

"I have refused," said Maltravers, drily.

"Bless me!--indeed!--why?"

Ernest bit his lip, and frowned; but his glance wandering unconsciously

at Florence, Lumley thought he detected the true reply to his question,

and became mute.

The conversation was afterwards embarrassed and broken up; Lumley went

away as soon as he could, and Lady Florence that night had a severe fit,

and could not leave her bed the next day. That confinement she had

struggled against to the last; and now, day by day, it grew more

frequent and inevitable. The steps of Death became accelerated. And

Lord Saxingham, wakened at last to the mournful truth, took his place by

his daughter's side, and forgot that he was a cabinet minister.

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