The Morning and the Evening of a Day

The wedding morning came. Nobody would have imagined from appearances

that Blooms-End had any interest in Mistover that day. A solemn

stillness prevailed around the house of Clym's mother, and there

was no more animation indoors. Mrs. Yeobright, who had declined to

attend the ceremony, sat by the breakfast table in the old room which

communicated immediately with the porch, her eyes listlessly directed

towards the open door. It was the room in which, six months earlier,

the merry Christmas party had met, to which Eustacia came secretly and

as a stranger. The only living thing that entered now was a sparrow;

and seeing no movements to cause alarm, he hopped boldly round the

room, endeavoured to go out by the window, and fluttered among the

pot-flowers. This roused the lonely sitter, who got up, released

the bird, and went to the door. She was expecting Thomasin, who had

written the night before to state that the time had come when she

would wish to have the money, and that she would if possible call this

day.

Yet Thomasin occupied Mrs. Yeobright's thoughts but slightly as she

looked up the valley of the heath, alive with butterflies, and with

grasshoppers whose husky noises on every side formed a whispered

chorus. A domestic drama, for which the preparations were now being

made a mile or two off, was but little less vividly present to her

eyes than if enacted before her. She tried to dismiss the vision, and

walked about the garden plot; but her eyes ever and anon sought out

the direction of the parish church to which Mistover belonged, and

her excited fancy clove the hills which divided the building from

her eyes. The morning wore away. Eleven o'clock struck: could it

be that the wedding was then in progress? It must be so. She went

on imagining the scene at the church, which he had by this time

approached with his bride. She pictured the little group of children

by the gate as the pony-carriage drove up in which, as Thomasin had

learnt, they were going to perform the short journey. Then she saw

them enter and proceed to the chancel and kneel; and the service

seemed to go on.

She covered her face with her hands. "O, it is a mistake!" she

groaned. "And he will rue it some day, and think of me!"

While she remained thus, overcome by her forebodings, the old clock

indoors whizzed forth twelve strokes. Soon after, faint sounds floated

to her ear from afar over the hills. The breeze came from that

quarter, and it had brought with it the notes of distant bells, gaily

starting off in a peal: one, two, three, four, five. The ringers at

East Egdon were announcing the nuptials of Eustacia and her son.

"Then it is over," she murmured. "Well, well! and life too will be

over soon. And why should I go on scalding my face like this? Cry

about one thing in life, cry about all; one thread runs through the

whole piece. And yet we say, 'a time to laugh!'"

Towards evening Wildeve came. Since Thomasin's marriage Mrs. Yeobright

had shown towards him that grim friendliness which at last arises in

all such cases of undesired affinity. The vision of what ought to

have been is thrown aside in sheer weariness, and browbeaten human

endeavour listlessly makes the best of the fact that is. Wildeve, to

do him justice, had behaved very courteously to his wife's aunt; and

it was with no surprise that she saw him enter now.

"Thomasin has not been able to come, as she promised to do," he

replied to her inquiry, which had been anxious, for she knew that

her niece was badly in want of money. "The captain came down last

night and personally pressed her to join them today. So, not to be

unpleasant, she determined to go. They fetched her in the pony-chaise,

and are going to bring her back."

"Then it is done," said Mrs. Yeobright. "Have they gone to their new

home?"

"I don't know. I have had no news from Mistover since Thomasin left

to go."

"You did not go with her?" said she, as if there might be good reasons

why.

"I could not," said Wildeve, reddening slightly. "We could not both

leave the house; it was rather a busy morning, on account of Anglebury

Great Market. I believe you have something to give to Thomasin? If

you like, I will take it."

Mrs. Yeobright hesitated, and wondered if Wildeve knew what the

something was. "Did she tell you of this?" she inquired.

"Not particularly. She casually dropped a remark about having

arranged to fetch some article or other."

"It is hardly necessary to send it. She can have it whenever she

chooses to come."

"That won't be yet. In the present state of her health she must not

go on walking so much as she has done." He added, with a faint twang

of sarcasm, "What wonderful thing is it that I cannot be trusted to

take?"

"Nothing worth troubling you with."

"One would think you doubted my honesty," he said, with a laugh,

though his colour rose in a quick resentfulness frequent with him.

"You need think no such thing," said she drily. "It is simply that

I, in common with the rest of the world, feel that there are certain

things which had better be done by certain people than by others."

"As you like, as you like," said Wildeve laconically. "It is not

worth arguing about. Well, I think I must turn homeward again, as the

inn must not be left long in charge of the lad and the maid only."

He went his way, his farewell being scarcely so courteous as his

greeting. But Mrs. Yeobright knew him thoroughly by this time, and

took little notice of his manner, good or bad.

When Wildeve was gone Mrs. Yeobright stood and considered what would

be the best course to adopt with regard to the guineas, which she had

not liked to entrust to Wildeve. It was hardly credible that Thomasin

had told him to ask for them, when the necessity for them had arisen

from the difficulty of obtaining money at his hands. At the same time

Thomasin really wanted them, and might be unable to come to Blooms-End

for another week at least. To take or send the money to her at the

inn would be impolite, since Wildeve would pretty surely be present,

or would discover the transaction; and if, as her aunt suspected, he

treated her less kindly than she deserved to be treated, he might then

get the whole sum out of her gentle hands. But on this particular

evening Thomasin was at Mistover, and anything might be conveyed to

her there without the knowledge of her husband. Upon the whole the

opportunity was worth taking advantage of.

Her son, too, was there, and was now married. There could be no more

proper moment to render him his share of the money than the present.

And the chance that would be afforded her, by sending him this gift,

of showing how far she was from bearing him ill-will, cheered the sad

mother's heart.

She went upstairs and took from a locked drawer a little box, out of

which she poured a hoard of broad unworn guineas that had lain there

many a year. There were a hundred in all, and she divided them into

two heaps, fifty in each. Tying up these in small canvas bags, she

went down to the garden and called to Christian Cantle, who was

loitering about in hope of a supper which was not really owed him.

Mrs. Yeobright gave him the moneybags, charged him to go to Mistover,

and on no account to deliver them into any one's hands save her son's

and Thomasin's. On further thought she deemed it advisable to tell

Christian precisely what the two bags contained, that he might

be fully impressed with their importance. Christian pocketed the

money-bags, promised the greatest carefulness, and set out on his way.

"You need not hurry," said Mrs. Yeobright. "It will be better not to

get there till after dusk, and then nobody will notice you. Come back

here to supper, if it is not too late."

It was nearly nine o'clock when he began to ascend the vale towards

Mistover; but the long days of summer being at their climax, the first

obscurity of evening had only just begun to tan the landscape. At

this point of his journey Christian heard voices, and found that they

proceeded from a company of men and women who were traversing a hollow

ahead of him, the tops only of their heads being visible.

He paused and thought of the money he carried. It was almost too

early even for Christian seriously to fear robbery; nevertheless he

took a precaution which ever since his boyhood he had adopted whenever

he carried more than two or three shillings upon his person--a

precaution somewhat like that of the owner of the Pitt Diamond when

filled with similar misgivings. He took off his boots, untied the

guineas, and emptied the contents of one little bag into the right

boot, and of the other into the left, spreading them as flatly as

possible over the bottom of each, which was really a spacious coffer

by no means limited to the size of the foot. Pulling them on again

and lacing them to the very top, he proceeded on his way, more easy

in his head than under his soles.

His path converged towards that of the noisy company, and on coming

nearer he found to his relief that they were several Egdon people whom

he knew very well, while with them walked Fairway, of Blooms-End.

"What! Christian going too?" said Fairway as soon as he recognized the

newcomer. "You've got no young woman nor wife to your name to gie a

gown-piece to, I'm sure."

"What d'ye mean?" said Christian.

"Why, the raffle. The one we go to every year. Going to the raffle

as well as ourselves?"

"Never knew a word o't. Is it like cudgel-playing or other sportful

forms of bloodshed? I don't want to go, thank you, Mister Fairway,

and no offence."

"Christian don't know the fun o't, and 'twould be a fine sight for

him," said a buxom woman. "There's no danger at all, Christian.

Every man puts in a shilling apiece, and one wins a gown-piece for

his wife or sweetheart if he's got one."

"Well, as that's not my fortune there's no meaning in it to me. But I

should like to see the fun, if there's nothing of the black art in it,

and if a man may look on without cost or getting into any dangerous

wrangle?"

"There will be no uproar at all," said Timothy. "Sure, Christian, if

you'd like to come we'll see there's no harm done."

"And no ba'dy gaieties, I suppose? You see, neighbours, if so, it

would be setting father a bad example, as he is so light moral'd. But

a gown-piece for a shilling, and no black art--'tis worth looking

in to see, and it wouldn't hinder me half an hour. Yes, I'll come,

if you'll step a little way towards Mistover with me afterwards,

supposing night should have closed in, and nobody else is going that

way?"

One or two promised; and Christian, diverging from his direct path,

turned round to the right with his companions towards the Quiet Woman.

When they entered the large common room of the inn they found

assembled there about ten men from among the neighbouring population,

and the group was increased by the new contingent to double that

number. Most of them were sitting round the room in seats divided by

wooden elbows like those of crude cathedral stalls, which were carved

with the initials of many an illustrious drunkard of former times who

had passed his days and his nights between them, and now lay as an

alcoholic cinder in the nearest churchyard. Among the cups on the

long table before the sitters lay an open parcel of light drapery--the

gown-piece, as it was called--which was to be raffled for. Wildeve

was standing with his back to the fireplace smoking a cigar; and the

promoter of the raffle, a packman from a distant town, was expatiating

upon the value of the fabric as material for a summer dress.

"Now, gentlemen," he continued, as the newcomers drew up to the table,

"there's five have entered, and we want four more to make up the

number. I think, by the faces of those gentlemen who have just come

in, that they are shrewd enough to take advantage of this rare

opportunity of beautifying their ladies at a very trifling expense."

Fairway, Sam, and another placed their shillings on the table, and the

man turned to Christian.

"No, sir," said Christian, drawing back, with a quick gaze of

misgiving. "I am only a poor chap come to look on, an it please ye,

sir. I don't so much as know how you do it. If so be I was sure of

getting it I would put down the shilling; but I couldn't otherwise."

"I think you might almost be sure," said the pedlar. "In fact, now I

look into your face, even if I can't say you are sure to win, I can

say that I never saw anything look more like winning in my life."

"You'll anyhow have the same chance as the rest of us," said Sam.

"And the extra luck of being the last comer," said another.

"And I was born wi' a caul, and perhaps can be no more ruined than

drowned?" Christian added, beginning to give way.

Ultimately Christian laid down his shilling, the raffle began, and

the dice went round. When it came to Christian's turn he took the box

with a trembling hand, shook it fearfully, and threw a pair-royal.

Three of the others had thrown common low pairs, and all the rest mere

points.

"The gentleman looked like winning, as I said," observed the chapman

blandly. "Take it, sir; the article is yours."

"Haw-haw-haw!" said Fairway. "I'm damned if this isn't the quarest

start that ever I knowed!"

"Mine?" asked Christian, with a vacant stare from his target eyes.

"I--I haven't got neither maid, wife, nor widder belonging to me at

all, and I'm afeard it will make me laughed at to ha'e it, Master

Traveller. What with being curious to join in I never thought of that!

What shall I do wi' a woman's clothes in my bedroom, and not lose my

decency!"

"Keep 'em, to be sure," said Fairway, "if it is only for luck.

Perhaps 'twill tempt some woman that thy poor carcase had no power

over when standing empty-handed."

"Keep it, certainly," said Wildeve, who had idly watched the scene

from a distance.

The table was then cleared of the articles, and the men began to

drink.

"Well, to be sure!" said Christian, half to himself. "To think I

should have been born so lucky as this, and not have found it out

until now! What curious creatures these dice be--powerful rulers of

us all, and yet at my command! I am sure I never need be afeared of

anything after this." He handled the dice fondly one by one. "Why,

sir," he said in a confidential whisper to Wildeve, who was near his

left hand, "if I could only use this power that's in me of multiplying

money I might do some good to a near relation of yours, seeing what

I've got about me of hers--eh?" He tapped one of his money-laden boots

upon the floor.

"What do you mean?" said Wildeve.

"That's a secret. Well, I must be going now." He looked anxiously

towards Fairway.

"Where are you going?" Wildeve asked.

"To Mistover Knap. I have to see Mrs. Thomasin there--that's all."

"I am going there, too, to fetch Mrs. Wildeve. We can walk together."

Wildeve became lost in thought, and a look of inward illumination came

into his eyes. It was money for his wife that Mrs. Yeobright could

not trust him with. "Yet she could trust this fellow," he said to

himself. "Why doesn't that which belongs to the wife belong to the

husband too?"

He called to the pot-boy to bring him his hat, and said, "Now,

Christian, I am ready."

"Mr. Wildeve," said Christian timidly, as he turned to leave the room,

"would you mind lending me them wonderful little things that carry my

luck inside 'em, that I might practise a bit by myself, you know?" He

looked wistfully at the dice and box lying on the mantlepiece.

"Certainly," said Wildeve carelessly. "They were only cut out by some

lad with his knife, and are worth nothing." And Christian went back

and privately pocketed them.

Wildeve opened the door and looked out. The night was warm and

cloudy. "By Gad! 'tis dark," he continued. "But I suppose we shall

find our way."

"If we should lose the path it might be awkward," said Christian. "A

lantern is the only shield that will make it safe for us."

"Let's have a lantern by all means." The stable lantern was fetched

and lighted. Christian took up his gownpiece, and the two set out to

ascend the hill.

Within the room the men fell into chat till their attention was for a

moment drawn to the chimney-corner. This was large, and, in addition

to its proper recess, contained within its jambs, like many on

Egdon, a receding seat, so that a person might sit there absolutely

unobserved, provided there was no fire to light him up, as was the

case now and throughout the summer. From the niche a single object

protruded into the light from the candles on the table. It was a clay

pipe, and its colour was reddish. The men had been attracted to this

object by a voice behind the pipe asking for a light.

"Upon my life, it fairly startled me when the man spoke!" said

Fairway, handing a candle. "Oh--'tis the reddleman! You've kept a

quiet tongue, young man."

"Yes, I had nothing to say," observed Venn. In a few minutes he arose

and wished the company good night.

Meanwhile Wildeve and Christian had plunged into the heath.

It was a stagnant, warm, and misty night, full of all the heavy

perfumes of new vegetation not yet dried by hot sun, and among

these particularly the scent of the fern. The lantern, dangling

from Christian's hand, brushed the feathery fronds in passing by,

disturbing moths and other winged insects, which flew out and alighted

upon its horny panes.

"So you have money to carry to Mrs. Wildeve?" said Christian's

companion, after a silence. "Don't you think it very odd that it

shouldn't be given to me?"

"As man and wife be one flesh, 'twould have been all the same, I

should think," said Christian. "But my strict documents was, to give

the money into Mrs. Wildeve's hand--and 'tis well to do things right."

"No doubt," said Wildeve. Any person who had known the circumstances

might have perceived that Wildeve was mortified by the discovery that

the matter in transit was money, and not, as he had supposed when at

Blooms-End, some fancy nick-nack which only interested the two women

themselves. Mrs. Yeobright's refusal implied that his honour was not

considered to be of sufficiently good quality to make him a safer

bearer of his wife's property.

"How very warm it is tonight, Christian!" he said, panting, when they

were nearly under Rainbarrow. "Let us sit down for a few minutes, for

Heaven's sake."

Wildeve flung himself down on the soft ferns; and Christian, placing

the lantern and parcel on the ground, perched himself in a cramped

position hard by, his knees almost touching his chin. He presently

thrust one hand into his coat-pocket and began shaking it about.

"What are you rattling in there?" said Wildeve.

"Only the dice, sir," said Christian, quickly withdrawing his hand.

"What magical machines these little things be, Mr. Wildeve! 'Tis a

game I should never get tired of. Would you mind my taking 'em out

and looking at 'em for a minute, to see how they are made? I didn't

like to look close before the other men, for fear they should think it

bad manners in me." Christian took them out and examined them in the

hollow of his hand by the lantern light. "That these little things

should carry such luck, and such charm, and such a spell, and such

power in 'em, passes all I ever heard or zeed," he went on, with a

fascinated gaze at the dice, which, as is frequently the case in

country places, were made of wood, the points being burnt upon each

face with the end of a wire.

"They are a great deal in a small compass, You think?"

"Yes. Do ye suppose they really be the devil's playthings, Mr.

Wildeve? If so, 'tis no good sign that I be such a lucky man."

"You ought to win some money, now that you've got them. Any woman

would marry you then. Now is your time, Christian, and I would

recommend you not to let it slip. Some men are born to luck, some are

not. I belong to the latter class."

"Did you ever know anybody who was born to it besides myself?"

"O yes. I once heard of an Italian, who sat down at a gaming table

with only a louis (that's a foreign sovereign) in his pocket. He

played on for twenty-four hours, and won ten thousand pounds,

stripping the bank he had played against. Then there was another man

who had lost a thousand pounds, and went to the broker's next day to

sell stock, that he might pay the debt. The man to whom he owed the

money went with him in a hackney-coach; and to pass the time they

tossed who should pay the fare. The ruined man won, and the other was

tempted to continue the game, and they played all the way. When the

coachman stopped he was told to drive home again: the whole thousand

pounds had been won back by the man who was going to sell."

"Ha--ha--splendid!" exclaimed Christian. "Go on--go on!"

"Then there was a man of London, who was only a waiter at White's

clubhouse. He began playing first half-crown stakes, and then higher

and higher, till he became very rich, got an appointment in India,

and rose to be Governor of Madras. His daughter married a member of

Parliament, and the Bishop of Carlisle stood godfather to one of the

children."

"Wonderful! wonderful!"

"And once there was a young man in America who gambled till he had

lost his last dollar. He staked his watch and chain, and lost as

before; staked his umbrella, lost again; staked his hat, lost again;

staked his coat and stood in his shirt-sleeve; lost again. Began

taking off his breeches, and then a looker-on gave him a trifle for

his pluck. With this he won. Won back his coat, won back his hat,

won back his umbrella, his watch, his money, and went out of the door

a rich man."

"Oh, 'tis too good--it takes away my breath! Mr. Wildeve, I think

I will try another shilling with you, as I am one of that sort; no

danger can come o't, and you can afford to lose."

"Very well," said Wildeve, rising. Searching about with the lantern,

he found a large flat stone, which he placed between himself and

Christian, and sat down again. The lantern was opened to give more

light, and it's rays directed upon the stone. Christian put down

a shilling, Wildeve another, and each threw. Christian won. They

played for two, Christian won again.

"Let us try four," said Wildeve. They played for four. This time the

stakes were won by Wildeve.

"Ah, those little accidents will, of course, sometimes happen, to the

luckiest man," he observed.

"And now I have no more money!" explained Christian excitedly. "And

yet, if I could go on, I should get it back again, and more. I wish

this was mine." He struck his boot upon the ground, so that the

guineas chinked within.

"What! you have not put Mrs. Wildeve's money there?"

"Yes. 'Tis for safety. Is it any harm to raffle with a married lady's

money when, if I win, I shall only keep my winnings, and give her her

own all the same; and if t'other man wins, her money will go to the

lawful owner?"

"None at all."

Wildeve had been brooding ever since they started on the mean

estimation in which he was held by his wife's friends; and it cut his

heart severely. As the minutes passed he had gradually drifted into a

revengeful intention without knowing the precise moment of forming it.

This was to teach Mrs. Yeobright a lesson, as he considered it to be;

in other words, to show her if he could, that her niece's husband was

the proper guardian of her niece's money.

"Well, here goes!" said Christian, beginning to unlace one boot. "I

shall dream of it nights and nights, I suppose; but I shall always

swear my flesh don't crawl when I think o't!"

He thrust his hand into the boot and withdrew one of poor Thomasin's

precious guineas, piping hot. Wildeve had already placed a sovereign

on the stone. The game was then resumed. Wildeve won first, and

Christian ventured another, winning himself this time. The game

fluctuated, but the average was in Wildeve's favour. Both men became

so absorbed in the game that they took no heed of anything but the

pigmy objects immediately beneath their eyes, the flat stone, the open

lantern, the dice, and the few illuminated fern-leaves which lay under

the light, were the whole world to them.

At length Christian lost rapidly; and presently, to his horror, the

whole fifty guineas belonging to Thomasin had been handed over to his

adversary.

"I don't care--I don't care!" he moaned, and desperately set about

untying his left boot to get at the other fifty. "The devil will toss

me into the flames on his three-pronged fork for this night's work,

I know! But perhaps I shall win yet, and then I'll get a wife to sit

up with me o' nights, and I won't be afeard, I won't! Here's another

for'ee, my man!" He slapped another guinea down upon the stone, and

the dice-box was rattled again.

Time passed on. Wildeve began to be as excited as Christian himself.

When commencing the game his intention had been nothing further than

a bitter practical joke on Mrs. Yeobright. To win the money, fairly

or otherwise, and to hand it contemptuously to Thomasin in her aunt's

presence, had been the dim outline of his purpose. But men are drawn

from their intentions even in the course of carrying them out, and

it was extremely doubtful, by the time the twentieth guinea had been

reached, whether Wildeve was conscious of any other intention than

that of winning for his own personal benefit. Moreover, he was now no

longer gambling for his wife's money, but for Yeobright's; though of

this fact Christian, in his apprehensiveness, did not inform him till

afterwards.

It was nearly eleven o'clock, when, with almost a shriek, Christian

placed Yeobright's last gleaming guinea upon the stone. In thirty

seconds it had gone the way of its companions.

Christian turned and flung himself on the ferns in a convulsion of

remorse, "O, what shall I do with my wretched self?" he groaned.

"What shall I do? Will any good Heaven hae mercy upon my wicked

soul?"

"Do? Live on just the same."

"I won't live on just the same! I'll die! I say you are a--a--"

"A man sharper than my neighbour."

"Yes, a man sharper than my neighbour; a regular sharper!"

"Poor chips-in-porridge, you are very unmannerly."

"I don't know about that! And I say you be unmannerly! You've got

money that isn't your own. Half the guineas are poor Mr. Clym's."

"How's that?"

"Because I had to gie fifty of 'em to him. Mrs. Yeobright said so."

"Oh?... Well, 'twould have been more graceful of her to have given

them to his wife Eustacia. But they are in my hands now."

Christian pulled on his boots, and with heavy breathings, which could

be heard to some distance, dragged his limbs together, arose, and

tottered away out of sight. Wildeve set about shutting the lantern to

return to the house, for he deemed it too late to go to Mistover to

meet his wife, who was to be driven home in the captain's four-wheel.

While he was closing the little horn door a figure rose from behind a

neighbouring bush and came forward into the lantern light. It was the

reddleman approaching.

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