"True faith and reason are the soul's two eyes,
Faith evermore looks upward and descries
Objects remote."
Quarles.
Mr. Keith and Wallace Ormsby were busy, each at his own desk; unbroken
silence had reigned in the office for the last half hour, when suddenly
dropping his pen and wheeling about in his chair, the elder gentleman
addressed the younger:
"Why, how's this, Wallace? I haven't seen you in my house or heard of
your being there for weeks; what's wrong?"
Wallace, taken by surprise, could only stammer out rather incoherently
something about having had a good deal to do--"correspondence and other
writing, studying up that case, you know, sir."
"Come, come, now, you're not so hard pushed with work that you can't
take a little recreation now and then," returned his interrogator
kindly; "and really I don't think you can find a much better place for
that than my house; especially since Mildred's at home again."
"That is very true, sir," said Wallace, "but--I'd be extremely sorry
to wear out my welcome," he added, with a laugh that seemed a trifle
forced.
"No fear of that, Wallace; not the slightest," Mr. Keith answered
heartily: "why, we consider you quite one of the family; we can never
forget how kindly you nursed us in that sickly season. And we've a new
attraction."
"Yes, sir, so I heard. A very fine instrument, isn't it?"
"Yes; if we are judges. Come up this evening and hear Mildred play.
I think she has really a genius for music; but that may be a fond
father's partiality."
The invitation was too tempting to be declined: it had taken a very
strong effort of will to enable the love-sick swain to stay so long
away from his heart's idol, and now under her father's hospitable
urgency his resolution gave way.
"Thank you, sir; I shall be delighted to come: and I have no doubt Miss
Mildred is quite as fine a performer as you think her," he said; and
each resumed his pen.
Mrs. Keith, with strong faith in the wisdom of the old adage, "All
work and no play makes Jack a dull boy," always insisted upon each
member of her household taking a due amount of recreation. The older
girls would sometimes, in their eagerness to finish a piece of work
or learn a lesson for the morrow, be ready to take up book or sewing
immediately on leaving the tea-table; but their mother put a veto upon
that, and by precept and example encouraged a half hour of social chat,
romping with the little ones, or gathering about the piano to listen
to Mildred's playing: and often a little time before tea was given
to music both vocal and instrumental, every one, even down to little
Annis, frequently taking part in the latter.
This season of mirth and jollity was over for the evening, Mrs. Keith
had taken the younger children away to put them to bed, Zillah and Ada
were at their tasks in the sitting-room; but Mildred still lingered at
the piano, feeling that she had need of practice to recover lost ground.
Mr. Keith listened a little longer, then remarking that he must see
Squire Chetwood about a business matter, donned hat and overcoat and
went out.
Rupert stood beside his sister, turning the pages of her music and
praising her execution. "I'd like all the town to hear you," he said.
"I should prefer a much smaller audience," she returned, laughingly.
"Ru, did you remember to mail that letter?"
"No, I didn't!" he cried, in some consternation.
She drew out her pretty watch.
"There's time yet," he said, glancing at its face; "so I'm off."
Hurrying out of the front door, he encountered Ormsby in the porch.
"Hollo! is that you, Wallace?" he cried. "A little more and there'd
have been a collision. Haven't seen you here for an age! been wondering
what had become of you. Well, walk right in. You'll find Milly in the
parlor. But you must excuse me for awhile as I've a letter to mail."
He held the door open as he spoke, and having seen the caller inside,
hastily shut it without waiting for a reply to his remarks, and rushed
away.
The parlor door stood ajar. Wallace tapped lightly; but Mildred, intent
upon her music, did not hear, and he stole quietly in. He stood for a
moment almost entranced by the low sweet tones of voice and instrument.
Mildred was thinking of Charlie, and her voice was full of pathos as
she sang--
"'When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted,
To sever for years.'"
A deep sigh startled her and she turned hastily to find--not Charlie,
but Wallace regarding her with eyes full of despairing love mingled
with tender compassion.
He saw that her eyes were full of tears, and coming quickly to her side
took her hand in his.
"Dear Mildred, I can't bear to see you unhappy," he said, in low,
tremulous tones. "Don't grieve, it will all come right some day. Ah, if
only I could have won your heart!" and again he sighed deeply.
"It's the old story, 'the course of true love never will run smooth,'
and we can only be sorry for each other," she returned with forced
gayety, and hastily wiping away her tears. "Take a seat, won't you,
and I'll give you something more cheerful than that sickly sentimental
stuff you caught me singing. That is, of course, if you wish to hear
it;" and she looked up into his face with an arch smile.
A tete-a-tete with him at that time was not desirable--would be rather
embarrassing; she wanted to avoid it, and heartily wished some one
of the family would come in immediately; therefore was not seriously
displeased at the sudden and unexpected entrance of Celestia Ann.
This very independent maid-of-all-work came bustling in, dressed in her
"Sunday best" and with a bit of sewing in her hand.
"Good-evenin', Mr. Ormsby," she said, nodding to him; then turning to
Mildred: "I declare, Miss Mildred, your playin' is so powerful fine
I couldn't noways stand it to set out there in the kitchen while the
pianner was a goin' in here and nobody to listen to it. You see I
thought you were alone; but I reckon Mr. Ormsby won't mind me."
Wallace was too well aware of the value of the woman's services and the
difficulty of retaining them to make any objection. He merely nodded
and smiled in reply to her salutation; then turning to Mildred answered
her with, "Indeed I should be delighted. In fact your father invited
me to call this evening for the express purpose of listening to your
music, and," he added in a whisper, "though I feared my visit might not
be altogether welcome to you, I had not the courage to deny myself so
great a pleasure."
"There was no occasion," Mildred said, in the same low tone: "we
all want you to feel yourself quite at home here. You'll excuse the
intrusion of--"
"Oh, certainly: I understand it."
Celestia Ann had seated herself beside a lamp burning on a distant
table, and was industriously plying her needle.
"Come, give us a lively toon, Miss Milly, won't ye?" she said. "'Yankee
Doodle,' or 'Hail Colomby,' or some o' them toons folks dances to."
"Which or what will you have, Mr. Ormsby?" asked Mildred.
"I?" he said, with a smile; "oh, I own to sharing Miss Hunsinger's
partiality for our national airs, and am well satisfied with the
selections already made."
Mildred gave them in succession.
A tall man with a book under his arm stood in a listening attitude at
the gate. Mrs. Keith, seeing him from an upper window, came down and
opened the front door.
"Good evening, Mr. Lightcap," she said in her pleasant voice, "won't
you come in out of the cold?"
"I come to fetch back your book, Mrs. Keith," he said, moving toward
her with long strides, "and I thought I'd not disturb the folks in
your parlor by knockin' whilst that music was agoin'. I'm a thousand
times obleeged fer the loan o' the book, ma'am;" and he handed it to
her, then lifted his cap as if in adieu.
"No, no; don't go yet," she said. "I have another book for you, and
you must have some more of the music, if you care to hear it, without
standing in the cold to listen."
Her pleasant cordiality put him at his ease, and he followed her into
the parlor.
Mildred was playing and singing "Star Spangled Banner," Wallace
accompanying her with his voice, both so taken up with the business in
hand that they did not perceive the entrance of Mrs. Keith and Gotobed
until they joined in on the chorus; when Mildred looked up in surprise
and nodded a smiling welcome to the latter.
"Tell you, that's grand!" he exclaimed at the close, his face lighting
up with patriotic enthusiasm; "there's somethin' mighty inspirin' about
them national airs o' ourn. Don't ye think so, Mrs. Keith?"
"Yes," she said, "they always stir my blood with love for my dear
native land, and awaken emotions of gratitude to God and those gallant
forefathers who fought and bled to secure her liberties."
"Ah!" he sighed with a downward glance at his mutilated arm, "I can
never lift sword or gun for her if occasion should come again!"
"But you may do as much, or even more, in other ways," she responded
cheerily.
"I can't see how, ma'am," he returned, with a rueful shake of the head.
"'Knowledge is power'; intellect can often accomplish more than brute
force: go on cultivating your mind and storing up information, and
opportunities for usefulness will be given you in due time," she
answered with her bright, sweet smile; then turned with a cordial
greeting to Lu Grange and Claudina and Will Chetwood, ushered in
at that moment by Celestia Ann, who now took her departure to the
kitchen--probably thinking Miss Mildred had listeners enough to be able
to spare her.
The piano was a new and powerful attraction to the good people of
Pleasant Plains, and all the friends and acquaintance of the Keiths, as
well as some whose title to either appellation was doubtful, flocked to
hear it in such numbers that for two or three weeks after its arrival
Mildred seemed to be holding a levee almost every evening.
"How my time is being wasted!" she sighed one evening as the door
closed upon the last departing guest.
"No, dear, I think not," responded her mother, with an affectionate
look and a kindly reassuring smile; "you are recovering lost
ground--perfecting yourself in facility of execution, and giving a
great deal of pleasure; and it is no small privilege to be permitted to
do that last--to cheer heavy hearts, to lift burdens, to make life even
a little brighter to some of our fellow creatures. Is not that so?"
"Yes, mother, it is, and yet I find it very trying to have my plans so
often interfered with."
"Ah! my child, we must not allow ourselves to become too much attached
to our plans," returned Mrs. Keith, with a slightly humorous look and
tone, and passing her hand caressingly over Mildred's hair; "for all
through life we shall be very frequently compelled by circumstances to
set them aside."
"Is there any use in making plans, then?" the girl asked half
impatiently.
"Surely there is. If we would accomplish anything worth while, we must
lay our plans carefully, thoughtfully, wisely; then carry them out with
all energy and perseverance: yet not allow ourselves to be impatient
and unhappy when providentially called upon to set them aside. 'It is
not in man that walketh to direct his steps;' and we ought to be not
only willing to bend to God's providence, but glad to have him choose
for us."
"Ah, yes, mother--yes indeed!" Mildred murmured, a dewy light coming
into her eyes; "if one could only always realize that he sends or
permits these little trials they wouldn't be hard to bear; for it is
sweet to have him choose for us."
It so happened that this was the last of that trial of Mildred's
patience. A storm set in that night which lasted for several days,
keeping almost everybody at home; then came weeks of ice and snow,
making fine sleighing, skating, and sliding; thus furnishing other and
more exciting amusement to the residents of the town, both old and
young.
The Keiths took their share in these winter pastimes--Mildred as well
as the rest: often doing so to please her mother rather than herself,
yet always finding enjoyment in them.
'Twas a busy life she led that winter, and by no means an unhappy one,
spite of the obstinate refusal of the course of true love to run smooth.
It came to a rougher place, to deeper, swifter rapids, in the ensuing
spring.
Through all these months of separation she and Charlie had kept up a
correspondence, though at somewhat irregular and infrequent intervals.
A much longer time than usual had now passed, and yet her last letter
to him remained unanswered. She was secretly very much disturbed in
mind, sorely troubled lest some evil had befallen him, though not
permitting herself to doubt for a moment that his love for her remained
as strong and fervent as ever.
At last a letter came. Rupert brought it from the office at noon, and
handed it to her with a meaning smile, a twinkle of fun in his eyes.
"Something to brighten this dull, rainy day for you, sis," he said
gayly.
"Thank you," she returned, flushing rosy red, and her heart giving a
joyous bound as she slipped the missive into her pocket.
"What! not going to read it after the long journey it has taken to
reach you?" he asked, lifting his eyebrows in mock astonishment.
"Not now, it will keep; and I must get mother's toast and tea ready for
her--there'll be barely time before father comes in to dinner."
"How is she?"
"Better, but not able to be up yet. These bad headaches always leave
her weak, and I shall try to persuade her to lie still all the
afternoon."
With the last word Mildred hurried away to the kitchen.
The morning had been a very trying one: it was Monday, the day of
the week on which Celestia Ann always insisted upon doing the family
washing without regard to the state of the weather. She prided
herself on getting her clothes out early and having them white as the
driven snow, and her temper was never proof against the trial of a
Monday-morning storm.
There had been a steady pour of rain since before daybreak, and the
queen of the kitchen consequently in anything but an amiable mood. A
severe headache had kept Mrs. Keith in bed, and to Mildred had fallen
the task of guiding and controlling the domestic machinery and seeing
that its wheels ran smoothly.
She had had several disputes to settle between Ada and Zillah on the
one side, and the irate maid-of-all-work on the other; also much ado
to induce the younger children to attend to their lessons, and then
to keep them amused and quiet that her mother might not be disturbed
by their noise, and through it all her heart was heavy with its own
peculiar burden; besides, atmospheric influences had their depressing
effect upon her spirits, as upon those of the others, and more than
once a sharp or impatient word, repented of as soon as uttered, had
escaped her lips.
"An undeserved blessing," was her remorseful thought at sight of the
letter. "It may be ill news to be sure--oh if it should!--yet anything
is better than this terrible suspense."
But that must be borne until she could snatch a moment of solitude in
which to end it.
Zillah, stooping over the kitchen fire, looked up hastily as her sister
entered. "You've come to get mother's dinner, Milly? Well, here it is
all ready," pointing to the teapot steaming on the hearth, beside it a
plate of nicely browned and buttered toast.
"O you dear good girls!" was Mildred's response as she glanced from the
stove to the table, upon which Ada was in the act of placing a neatly
arranged tea tray.
"As if it wasn't the greatest pleasure in the world to do a little for
mother!" exclaimed the latter half indignantly. "You needn't think,
Milly, that the rest of us don't love her just as well as you do."
"I meant no such insinuation," Mildred said, half laughing. "I'm sure
our mother deserves the greatest possible amount of love and devotion
from all her children. But may I claim the privilege of carrying up the
dinner you two have prepared?"
"Yes: I suppose it's no more than fair to let you do that much; but
you needn't expect me to think it's any great goodness," Ada answered,
putting the finishing touches to her work, and stepping aside to let
Mildred take possession of the tray.
"Certainly nothing is farther from my thoughts than claiming credit for
any service done to mother," Mildred answered good-humoredly as she
took up the tray and walked away with it.
With quick light step she passed up the stairs, and entering her
mother's room with almost noiseless tread, was greeted with a smile.
"I am not asleep, dear; and the pain is nearly gone," Mrs. Keith said,
speaking from the bed in low, quiet tones.
"I am so glad, mother, and I hope a cup of tea will complete the cure,"
Mildred answered softly, setting down her burden on a little stand by
the bedside and gently assisting her mother to a sitting posture.
"A dainty little meal! My dear child, you are the greatest possible
comfort to me!" Mrs. Keith remarked presently, as she handed back the
empty cup.
"But it was Zillah and Ada who prepared it to-day, mother," Mildred
returned, ever careful to give others their just due, though her eyes
shone.
"Yes, they are dear girls too," the mother said; "I am greatly blessed
in my children: but I was thinking more of the freedom from care given
me by having you here to take the head of affairs. The others, though
doubtless equally willing, are still too young for that. So I could
never give myself up to the full enjoyment of a headache while you were
away," she added in her own peculiarly pleasant, sportive tone and
manner.
"I cannot half fill your place, mother dear; I have not half your
wisdom or patience," Mildred said with a blush and sigh.
"You exaggerate my virtues, Milly; I can imagine from past experience
how your patience may have been tried to-day. Well, dear, if there has
been a partial failure, do not let that rob you of your peace. 'Like as
a father pitieth his children, so the Lord pitieth them that fear him;'
and though he cannot look upon sin with any degree of allowance, yet
when we turn from it with true repentance and desire after holiness,
pleading the merits of his dear Son as our only ground of acceptance,
we find him ever ready to forgive. What a blessing, what a glorious
privilege it is that we have, in that we may turn in heart to him for
pardon and cleansing the moment we are conscious of sin in thought,
word, or deed!"
"Yes, mother; I do feel it so. And how strangely kind he often is in
sending joys and comforts when we feel that we deserve punishments
rather," Mildred said with tears springing to her eyes, as she drew out
her letter and held it up.
"From Charlie!" Mrs. Keith exclaimed, with a pleased smile. "My
darling, I am very glad for you. I hope it brings good news."
Mildred turned it in a way to show that the seal was not yet broken,
answering in low, tremulous tones, and between a smile and a sigh,
"I have not found out yet. It must wait for a quiet after-dinner
half-hour."
"My brave, patient girl!" Mrs. Keith said tenderly, passing a hand
caressingly over Mildred's hair and cheek. "Let mother share the joy or
sorrow, whichever it brings."
Mildred brought but scant appetite to the meal, which seemed to her
an unusually long and tedious one; but she was able to control her
impatience and give due attention to the comfort of father, brothers
and sisters, until at length she found herself at liberty to retire for
a season to the privacy of her own room.
Her hand trembled and her heart beat fast between hope and fear as she
drew the letter from her pocket and broke the seal. What if it brought
ill news--that Charlie was in trouble, or that his love had grown cold!
Had she strength to bear it?
Oh, not of herself! But there was One who had said, "In me is thine
help." "Fear thou not, for I am with thee; be not dismayed; for I am
thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee."
One moment's silent pleading of His gracious promises, and she had
grown calm and strong to endure whatever His providence had sent. Tears
dropped upon the paper as she read, for Charlie was indeed in sore
trouble. The first few sentences read as though the writer were half
frenzied with distress.
"He had lost everything," so he wrote; "both his own and his uncle's
property had been suddenly and completely swept away, and the shock
had killed the old gentleman--his only near relative--leaving him
friendless and alone in the world; utterly alone, utterly friendless;
for he could not hope that she who had refused him in prosperity would
be willing to share his poverty. Nor could he ask it. But never, never
could he forget her, never love another."
Then under a later date, and in apparently calmer mood, he continued:
"I am about to leave the home of my childhood and youth; it passes
to-day into the hands of strangers, and I go out into the wide world
to seek some way of retrieving my broken fortunes. With youth, health
and strength, and a liberal education, surely I need not despair of
finally attaining that end, though it will doubtless take years of toil
and struggle; but when it is accomplished you shall hear from me again:
nay, you shall find me at your feet, suing for the priceless boon I
have hitherto sought in vain. I will not despair, for my heart tells me
you will be true to me even through many long years of separation--if
such fate has decreed us--and that in answer to your prayers the
barrier between us will one day be swept away."
"Share his poverty! Ah, would I not if I might!" Mildred cried half
aloud and with a burst of tears. "What greater boon could I ask than
the privilege of comforting him in his sorrows! O Charlie, Charlie, you
have given no address, and so put it out of my power to offer even the
poor consolation of written words of sympathy, of hope and cheer!"
No one came to disturb Mildred in her solitude; she had time for
thought and for the casting of her care upon Him who was her strong
refuge, whereunto she might continually resort.
Mrs. Keith had not left her own room, and downstairs the two elder
girls were busied with their needles, while Rupert kept the younger
children quiet with kite-making and a story, moved thereto partly by
a good-natured desire for their amusement, but principally through
affectionate concern for mother and elder sister.
Mrs. Keith lay on her couch, thinking, a little anxiously, of Mildred,
when the door opened and the young girl stole softly to her side.
"Is it ill news, my darling?" the mother asked in tender, pitying
accents, glancing up compassionately at the dewy eyes and tear stained
cheeks.
"I will read you his letter, mother. You know I have no secrets
from you, my loved and only confidante," Mildred answered a little
tremulously, and stooping to press a kiss on her mother's lips.
Then seating herself, she unfolded the sheet and read in low tones,
which she vainly tried to make calm and even.
"Ah, mother, if only he were a Christian!" she exclaimed with a burst
of uncontrollable weeping.
"Do not despair of seeing him such one day," her mother returned,
laying a gentle, quieting hand on that of the weeper. "God is the
hearer and answerer of prayer; the answer may be long delayed, for the
trial of your faith, but it will come at last."
"What is Charlie waiting for?" sighed Mildred. "How strange that he
cannot see that God's time for the sinner to come and be reconciled to
him is always now! Ah, I do so want him to know the comfort of casting
all his care on the Lord--the blessedness of the man who trusts in him!"
"Yes, it is a strange delusion! It is one of Satan's devices to
persuade men to put off this most important of all transactions to
a more convenient season, which he knows will never come. But, dear
child, we will unite our prayers on Charlie's behalf to Him who has
all power in heaven and in earth, and who has graciously promised, 'If
two of you shall agree on earth as touching anything that they shall
ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven.'"