CHAPTER XVIII.

It proved not at all difficult to find out everything, or almost

everything, about the runaway pair. The doctor’s mission, though it

seemed likely to be the most important of all, did not produce very

much. In the bustle of the embarkation he had found it difficult to get

any information at all, but eventually he had found Captain Scott, whom

he had attended during his illness, and whom he now sent peremptorily

down below out of the cold. “If that’s your duty, you must not do it,

that’s all,” he had said with the decision of a medical man, though

whether he had secured his point or not, Katherine, ungratefully

indifferent to Algy, did not ascertain. But he found that Sir Charles

Somers had got leave and was going out with a P. and O. from Brindisi to

join his regiment when it should reach India.

“It will cost him the eyes out of his head,” Algy said. “Lucky beggar,

he don’t mind what he spends now.”

“Why?” the doctor asked, and was laughed at for not knowing that Charlie

had run off with old Tredgold’s daughter, who was good for any amount of

money, and, of course, would soon give in and receive the pair back

again into favour. “Are you so sure of that?” the doctor said. And Algy

had replied that his friend would be awfully up a tree if it didn’t turn

out so. The doctor shook his head in relating this story to Katherine.

“I have my doubts,” he said; but she knew nothing on that subject, and

was thinking of nothing but of Stella herself, and the dreadful thought

that she might see her no more.

The vicar, on his side, had been busy with his inquiries too, and he had

found out everything with the greatest ease; in the first place from

Andrews, the young coachman, who declared that he had always taken his

orders from Miss Stella, and didn’t know as he was doing no wrong.

Andrews admitted very frankly that he had driven his young mistress to

the little church, one of the very small primitive churches of the

island near Steephill, where the tall gentleman with the dark moustaches

had met her, and where Miss Stevens had turned up with a big basketful

of white chrysanthemums. They had been in the church about half an hour,

and then they had come out again, and Miss Stevens and the young lady

had got into the brougham. The chrysanthemums had been for the

decoration of the ballroom, as everybody knew. Then he had taken Miss

Stevens to meet the last train for Ryde; and finally he had driven his

young ladies home with a gentleman on the box that had got down at the

gate, but whether he came any further or not Andrews did not know. The

vicar had gone on in search of information to Steephill Church, and

found that the old rector there, in the absence of the curate--he

himself being almost past duty by reason of old age--had married one of

the gentlemen living at the Castle to a young lady whose name he could

not recollect further than that it was Stella. The old gentleman had

thought it all right as it was a gentleman from the Castle, and he had a

special licence, which made everything straight. The register of the

marriage was all right in the books, as the vicar had taken care to see.

Of course it was all right in the books! Katherine was much surprised

that they should all make such a point of that, as if anything else was

to be thought of. What did it matter about the register? The thing was

that Stella had run away, that she was gone, that she had betrayed their

trust in her, and been a traitor to her home.

But a girl is not generally judged very hardly when she runs away; it is

supposed to be her parents’ fault or her lover’s fault, and she but

little to blame. But when Katherine thought of her vigil on the cliff,

her long watch in the moonlight, without a word of warning or farewell,

she did not think that Stella was so innocent. Her heart was very sore

and wounded by the desertion. The power of love indeed! Was there no

love, then, but one? Did her home count for nothing, where she had

always been so cherished; nor her father, who had loved her so dearly;

nor her sister, who had given up everything to her? Oh, no; perhaps the

sister didn’t matter! But at least her father, who could not bear that

she should want anything upon which she had set her heart! Katherine’s

heart swelled at the thought of all Stella’s contrivances to escape in

safety. She had carried all her jewels with her, those jewels which she

had partly acquired as the price of abandoning Sir Charles. Oh, the

treachery, the treachery of it! She could scarcely keep her countenance

while the gentlemen came with their reports. She felt her features

distorted with the effort to show nothing but sorrow, and to thank them

quietly for all the trouble they had taken. She would have liked to

stamp her foot, to dash her clenched hands into the air, almost to utter

those curses which had burst from her father. What a traitor she had

been! What a traitor! She was glad to get the men out of the house, who

were very kind, and wanted to do more if she would let them--to do

anything, and especially to return and communicate to Mr. Tredgold the

result of their inquiries when he woke from his long sleep. Katherine

said No, no, she would prefer to tell him herself. There seemed to be

but one thing she desired, and that was to be left alone.

After this hot fit there came, as was natural, a cold one. Katherine

went upstairs to her own room, the room divided from that other only by

an open door, which they had occupied ever since they were children.

Then her loneliness came down upon her like a pall. Even with the thrill

of this news in all her frame, she felt a foolish impulse to go and call

Stella--to tell Stella all about it, and hear her hasty opinion. Stella

never hesitated to give her opinion, to pronounce upon every subject

that was set before her with rapid, unhesitating decisions. She would

have known exactly what to say on this subject. She would have taken the

girl’s part; she would have asked what right a man had because he was

your father to be such a tyrant. Katherine could hear the very tone in

which she would have condemned the unnatural parent, and see the

indignant gesture with which she would have lifted her head. And now

there was nobody, nothing but silence; the room so vacant, the trim bed

so empty and cold and white. It was like a bed of death, and Katherine

shivered. The creature so full of impulses and hasty thoughts and crude

opinions and life and brightness would never be there again. No, even if

papa would forgive--even if he would receive her back, there would be no

Stella any more. This would not be her place; the sisterly companionship

was broken, and life could never more be what it had been.

She sat down on the floor in the middle of the desolation and cried

bitterly. What should she do without Stella? Stella had always been the

first to think of everything; the suggestion of what to do or say had

always been in her hands. Katherine did not deny to herself that she had

often thought differently from Stella, that she had not always accepted

either her suggestions or her opinions; but that was very different from

the silence, the absence of that clear, distinct, self-assured little

voice, the mind made up so instantaneously, so ready to pronounce upon

every subject. Even in this way of looking at it, it will be seen that

she was no blind admirer of her sister. She knew her faults as well as

anyone. Faults! she was made up of faults--but she was Stella all the

same.

She had cried all her tears out, and was still sitting intent, with her

sorrowful face, motionless, in the reaction of excitement, upon the

floor, when Simmons, the housekeeper, opened the door, and looked round

for her, calling at last in subdued tones, and starting much to see the

lowly position in which her young mistress was. Simmons came attended by

the little jingle of a cup and spoon, which had been so familiar in the

ears of the girls in all their little childish illnesses, when Simmons

with the beef-tea or the arrowroot, or whatever it might be, was a

change and a little amusement to them, in the dreadful vacancy of a day

in bed. Mrs. Simmons, though she was a great personage in the house and

(actually) ordered the dinners and ruled over everything,

notwithstanding any fond illusions that Katherine might cherish on that

subject, had never delegated this care to anyone else, and Katherine

knew very well what was going to be said.

“Miss Katherine, dear, sit up now and take this nice beef-tea. I’ve seen

it made myself, and it’s just as good as I know how. And you must take

something if you’re ever to get up your strength. Sit up, now, and eat

it as long as it’s nice and hot--do!” The address was at once

persuasive, imploring, and authoritative. “Sit up, now, Miss

Katherine--do!”

“Oh, Simmons, it isn’t beef-tea I want this time,” she said, stumbling

hastily to her feet.

“No,” Simmons allowed with a sigh, “but you want your strength kep’ up,

and there’s nothing so strengthening. It’ll warm you too. It’s a very

cold morning and there’s no comfort in the house--not a fire burning as

it ought to, not a bit of consolation nowhere. We can’t all lay down and

die, Miss Katherine, because Miss Stella, bless her, has married a very

nice gentleman. He ain’t to your papa’s liking, more’s the pity, and

sorry I am in many ways, for a wedding in the house is a fine thing, and

such a wedding as Miss Stella’s, if she had only pleased your papa! It

would have been a sight to see. But, dear, a young lady’s fancy is not

often the same as an old gentleman’s, Miss Katherine. We must all own to

that. They thinks of one thing and the young lady, bless her, she thinks

of another. It’s human nature. Miss Stella’s pleased herself, she hasn’t

pleased Master. Well, we can’t change it, Miss Katherine, dear; but

she’s very ’appy, I don’t make a doubt of it, for I always did say as

Sir Charles was a very taking man. Lord bless us, just to think of it! I

am a-calling her Miss Stella, and it’s my Lady she is, bless her little

heart!”

Though she despised herself for it, this gave a new turn to Katherine’s

thoughts too. Lady Somers! yes, that was what Stella was now. That

little title, though it was not an exalted one, would have an effect

upon the general opinion, however lofty might be the theories expressed,

as to the insignificance of rank. Rank; it was the lowest grade of

anything that could be called rank. And yet it would have a certain

effect on the general mind. She was even conscious of feeling it

herself, notwithstanding both the indignation and the sorrow in her

mind. “My sister, Lady Somers!” Was it possible that she could say it

with a certain pleasure, as if it explained more or less now (a question

which had always been so difficult) who the Tredgolds were, and what

they were worth in the island. Now Katherine suddenly realised that

people would say, “One of the daughters married Sir Charles Somers.” It

would be acknowledged that in that case the Tredgolds might be people to

know. Katherine’s pride revolted, yet her judgment recognised the truth

of it. And she wondered involuntarily if it would affect her father--if

he would think of that?

“Is my father awake yet, Simmons?” she asked.

“Beginning to stir, Miss Katherine,” Dolby said. “How clever they are,

them doctors, with their sleeping draffs and things! Oh, I’m quite

opposed to ’em. I don’t think as it’s right to force sleep or anything

as is contrary to the Almighty’s pleasure. But to be such nasty stuff,

the effeck it do have is wonderful. Your papa, as was so excited like

and ready to shoot all of us, right and left, he has slep’ like a baby

all these hours. And waking up now, Dolby says, like a lamb, and ready

for his breakfast.”

“I must go to him at once, Simmons,” cried Katherine, thrusting back

into Simmons’s hand the cup and the spoon.

“You won’t do nothing of the sort, Miss, if so be as you’ll be guided by

me. He’ll not think of it just at once, and he’ll eat his breakfast,

which will do him a lot of good, and if he don’t see you, why, he’ll

never remember as anything’s up. And then when he comes to think, Dolby

will call you, Miss Katherine, if the doctor isn’t here first, which

would be the best way.”

“I think I ought to go to him at once,” Katherine said. But she did not

do so. It was no pleasant task. His looks when he burst forth into those

oaths and curses (though she had herself felt not very long ago as if to

do the same might have been a relief to her surcharged and sickened

soul), and when he lay, with his keen small eyes gleaming red with

passion, in his bed, looking at her, came back to her with a shudder.

Perhaps she had not a very elevated ideal of a father. The name did not

imply justice or even tenderness to her mind. Katherine was well aware

that he had never done her justice all her life. He had been

kind--enough; but his kindness had been very different from the love he

had shown to Stella. He had elevated the younger sister over the elder

since ever the children had known how to distinguish between good and

evil. But still he was papa. It might be that an uneasy feeling that she

was not proud of her father had visited the girl’s mind more than once,

when she saw him among other men; but still he was papa just as Stella

was Stella, and therefore like no one else, whatever they might say or

do. She did not like to go to him again, to renew his misery and her

own, to hear him curse the girl whom he had adored, to see that dreadful

look as if of a fiend in his face. Her own feelings had fallen into a

sort of quietude now by means of exhaustion, and of the slow, slow

moments, which felt every one of them as if it were an hour.

It was some time longer before she was called. Mr. Tredgold had got up;

he had made his toilet, and gone down to his sitting-room, which

communicated with his bedroom by a little private staircase. And it was

only when he was there that his eyes fell on his clock, and he cried

with a start:

“Half-past twelve, and I just come downstairs! What does this mean--what

does it mean? Why wasn’t I called at the right time?”

“You had a--a restless night, sir,” said the man, trembling. (“Oh,

where’s that Miss Katherine, where’s that young person,” he said to

himself.)

“A restless night! And why had I a restless night? No supper, eh? Never

eat supper now. Girls won’t let me. Hollo! I begin to remember. Wasn’t

there an alarm of burglars? And none of you heard, you deaf fools;

nobody but me, an old man! I let go one barrel at them, eh? Enough to

send them all flying. Great fun that. And then Katherine,

Katherine--what do I remember about Katherine? Stopped me before I could

do anything, saying there was nobody. Fool, to mind what she said; quite

sure there was somebody, eh? Can’t you tell me what it was?”

“Don’t know, indeed, sir,” said the man, whose teeth were chattering

with fear.

“Don’t know, indeed! You ought to be ashamed of yourself. Speak out, you

fool. Was it burglars----”

“No, sir. I think not, sir. I--don’t know what it was, sir. Something

about Miss---- about Miss----”

“About whom?” the old man cried.

“Oh, sir, have a little patience--it’s all right, it’s all right,

sir--just Miss Stella, sir, that--that is all right, sir--all safe,

sir,” the attendant cried.

Old Tredgold sat upright in his chair; he put his elbows on the table to

support his head. “Miss Stella!” he said with a sudden hoarseness in his

voice.

And then the man rushed out to summon Katherine, who came quietly but

trembling to the call.

He uncovered his face as she came in. It was ghastly pale, the two

gleaming points of the eyes glimmering out of it like the eyes of a wild

beast. “Stella, Stella!” he said hoarsely, and, seizing Katherine by the

arm, pressed her down upon a low chair close to him. “What’s all this

cock and a bull story?” he said.

“Oh, papa!”

He seized her again and shook her in his fury. “Speak out or I’ll--I’ll

kill you,” he said.

Her arm was crushed as in an iron vice. Body and soul she trembled

before him. “Papa, let me go or I can say nothing! Let me go!”

He gave her arm one violent twist and then he dropped it. “What are you

afraid of?” he said, with a gleam of those angry eyes. “Go on--go

on--tell me what happened last night.”

Katherine’s narrative was confused and broken, and Mr. Tredgold was not

usually a man of very clear intelligence. It must have been that his

recollections, sent into the background of his mind by the extreme shock

of last night, and by the opiate which had helped him to shake it off,

had all the time been working secretly within him through sleeping and

waking, waiting only for the outer framework of the story now told him.

He understood every word. He took it all up point by point, marking them

by the beating of his hand upon the arm of his chair. “That’s how it

was,” he said several times, nodding his head. He was much clearer about

it than Katherine, who did not yet realise the sequence of events or

that Stella was already Charlie Somers’s wife when she came innocently

back with her white flowers, and hung about her father at his luncheon,

doing everything possible to please him; but he perceived all this

without the hesitation of a moment and with apparent composure. “It was

all over, then,” he said to himself; “she had done it, then. She took us

in finely, you and me, Kate. We are a silly lot--to believe what

everyone tells us. She was married to a fine gentleman before she came

in to us all smiling and pleasant;” and, then, speaking in the same even

tone, he suddenly cursed her, without even a pause to distinguish the

words.

“Papa, papa!” Katherine cried, almost with a shriek.

“What is it, you little fool? You think perhaps I’ll say ‘Bless you, my

children,’ and have them back? They think so themselves, I shouldn’t

wonder; they’ll find out the difference. What about those diamonds that

I gave her instead of him--instead of----” And here he laughed, and in

the same steady tone bade God curse her again.

“I cannot hear you say that--I cannot, I cannot! Oh, God bless and take

care of my poor Stella! Oh, papa, little Stella, that you have always

been so fond of----”

Mr. Tredgold’s arm started forth as if it would have given a blow. He

dashed his fist in the air, then subsided again and laughed a low laugh.

“I shan’t pay for those diamonds,” he said. “I’ll send them back,

I’ll---- And her new clothes that she was to get--God damn her. She

can’t have taken her clothes, flying off from a ball by night.”

“Oh, what are clothes, or money, or anything, in comparison with

Stella!” Katherine said.

“Not much to you that don’t have to pay for them,” he said. “I shan’t

pay for them. Go and pack up the rags, don’t you hear? and bring me the

diamonds. She thinks we’ll send ’em after her.” And here the curse

again. “She shan’t have one of them, not one. Go and do what I tell you,

Katie. God damn her and her----”

“Oh, papa, for the sake of everything that is good! Yes, I will go--I

will go. What does it matter? Her poor little frocks, her----”

“They cost a deal of money all the same. And bring me the diamonds,” Mr.

Tredgold said.

And then there suddenly flashed upon Katherine a strange revelation, a

ludicrous tragic detail which did not seem laughable to her, yet was

so----“The diamonds,” she said faltering, half turning back on her way

to the door.

“Well! the diamonds?”

“Oh, forgive her, forgive her! She never could have thought of that; she

never could have meant it. Papa, for God’s sake, forgive her, and don’t

say--_that_ again. She was wearing them all at the ball. She was in her

ball dress. She had no time to change--she----”

He seized and shook her savagely as if she had been confessing a theft

of her own, and then rose up with his habitual chuckle in his throat.

“George, she’s done me,” he said. “She’s got her fortune on her back.

She’s--she’s a chip of the old block, after all.” He dropped down again

heavily in his chair, and then with a calm voice, looking at Katherine,

said tranquilly, “God damn her” once more.

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