If you are unable to stand the strain, alone as you are now, you may

communicate with my son; but do that only as a last resort. You must

learn to stand alone.

In my other writing the strain on you was far less, the demand on you

far less, the need of your strength far less. You could not have done

then what you are doing now, nor could I have done then what I am doing

now.

Again I say, hold steady.

The wounds, the tortured faces which you see at night, the pitiful

appeals for help which you try to answer, are only typical of what we

see and try to help, nightly, daily and hourly.

I have used the actual substance of your etheric body to build myself

an optical instrument, through which I can see into the sun-lighted

world--your world. You will suffer no injury in the long run for this

loan that you have made me. Have you not pledged yourself to the

service of mankind? Mankind are out here as well as in there, and the

eyes I have built of your substance have enabled me to do service which

otherwise I could not have done.

Count that with your good karma.

_May 13._

LETTER XL

THE HEIGHT AND THE DEPTH

DO not lose faith in the future of the world.

Have you not studied the Law of Rhythm? Do you not know that the height

is equal to the depth, and that when things are at their worst they are

getting ready to improve?

Life moves rapidly in these Twentieth Century days. A thousand years

ago it would have taken a decade to accomplish the horrors of the last

ten months. Perhaps the reconstruction will be equally rapid.

Do not lose faith in the future of the world.

There are even Germans who repudiate the sinking of the

_Lusitania_! All is not well in that Empire, from the standpoint

of the Empire.

Be poised, and await the issue.

_May 14._

LETTER XLI

A CONCLAVE OF MASTERS

SOME day the races of men will return to the love which they have now

forgotten. Some day German and English, Italian and Austrian, French

and Turkish, will all sit together at the banquet table of life and

drink to the health, not to the death, of one another.

And that day is not so far distant as the present hate and slaughter

would indicate.

There is peace after strife, and love after hate, and sunshine after

the storm.

Love and hate! To know the one you must have seen the other. Surely I

need not tell _you_ this! What did you know of love till you had

been hated?

Love and hate are the twin-born children of emotion.

Some day men will look for their enemies _within themselves_; some

day men will fight the evil in themselves, and then they will not need

to slay their brothers. Some day love will re-establish itself upon

the pedestal of the world, and hate will return to the shades.

I have told you of the evil beings who brought about this war. There

are also loving beings who long to do away with war between brother and

brother.

To-night in the spaces above the world there is a strange quiet. Is it

the quiet before the storm, or the quiet after the storm? It is all

rhythmic. Be poised and wait, trusting in God.

Some storms clear the air. The present thunder and lightning will clear

the air. Yes, the world has been too sultry, and the atmosphere had to

be broken.

Do not cry out, do not weep, do not laugh. Be quiet, and trust in God.

What do I mean by God? Look deep in your heart and see I AM THAT I AM.

In the childhood of the world men believed in a Power beyond

themselves. Now in the maturity of the world men believe in a Power

_within_ and beyond themselves. That is God, I AM THAT I AM!

Seek the high place of the Spirit and prepare yourself for the service

of the world. The Spirit is crucified on the cross of the world.

Christ clothes himself in matter that he may raise it. Love wears the

garment of hate, that love and hate may become one.

What do I mean? Do you not know that love and hate are One Thing--the

eternal opposites that complete each other?

When hate rests, love comes into its own. When love rested, hate came

into its own. This night do hate and love unite. Find out my meaning if

you can. Look in the glass of visions and find the picture there.

The uniting of love and hate! There is a _neutral_ point where the

two join hands.

There is a council held this night among those who serve the world--a

conclave of Masters. At what hour, you ask? Go to sleep, and learn the

hour. If you are still enough, you may listen at the keyhole. If you

are not still enough, you will hear nothing.

Do I seem to write strangely to-night? All things are strange to-night,

if by strange you mean unusual.

Be still, and know that God dwells in the hearts of all men, though in

some He lies asleep. For the God in you will sleep until you awake Him.

“This is my commandment, That ye love one another, as I have loved you.”

Love your enemies, even when they smite you; for the God is asleep in

those who smite with hate.

You will never understand your enemy by hating him. You will never

understand the Masters until the love and hate in you unite.

On the declaration of peace your love will flow out again to your

enemy. Can you not anticipate the event, and love your enemy to-night?

The enemy needs love when he shows least of it. Be still, and know that

the world is the footstool of the Spirit.

Hate will not serve you. Hate never serves willingly. Remember the

words of the Man-God, “Forgive them; for they know not what they do.”

Go to sleep now, and listen at the keyhole of the Masters’

council-room. You may hear things that you cannot tell the world.

_May 14._

LETTER XLII

A LESSON IN THE KABALA

SHALL I repeat to you what you saw in your vision of last night--the

races of earth as the Sephiroth on the Kabalistic Tree of Life?

You know more of the Kabala than I do; but you would never have known

the Kabalistic correspondences of the nations had they not been pointed

out to you by the Teacher.

It is true that Germany (_Geburah_, _Mars_, _Severity_,

_Pachad_) has become so extremely severe and Martian that the

welfare of the whole Tree is threatened, the balance is upset; and

it is through the strength of the United States, shown by a certain

Yetziratic Path, and through the prudence of the United States in

relation to another Sephira which represents the British Empire, that

justice may be reestablished between Britain and Germany.

The Teacher has been instructing me in the Kabala.

And you also see by that vision the part which the United States has

to take in the future of the world--that of _Chesed_, Mercy. That

is the keynote of the Sixth Race, and Germany thought to establish

it--the Sixth Race--in herself by blood and iron! What folly and

short-sightedness!

You need not tell the world where the other races were on the Tree of

Life in your vision, save that the Three Supernals are not represented

by races on this material plane. That much you may state, on my

authority, lest some German Kabalist should claim for the Teutonic race

the place of _Kether_. No, the Three Supernals are not represented

on the material plane.

Watch and pray that America may be guided aright. So far, she has

been so guided. The great soul of Abraham Lincoln was with President

Wilson during those days of retirement. Did I not tell you that he had

renounced rest that he might watch over the land he died for, _when

the day of her own great trial came_?

I shall tell you no more than my judgment dictates, day by day.

It is well that you were able to rise to the plane of that vision, lest

you should become too warlike.

Now pray that the hands of the President may be upheld, and that his

soul may be strengthened by the living soul of America’s greatest son,

Abraham Lincoln.

The future is on the laps of the gods.

_May 15._

LETTER XLIII

THE SECOND COMING

TO those who have suffered in this war, either from wounds of the body

or wounds of the soul, it has sometimes seemed that the Christ of the

Christian world had turned His back and gone away, perhaps to some

other star where His teaching could be understood and His law of love

become a real influence in the lives and hearts of men.

But the Christ who died to teach men how to live has not left the world

in this its hour of trial.

He is the same Christ of love and compassion; and whoever attempts to

put in His place a Christ of hate and pitilessness, blasphemes His

sacred name, and will one day pay the awful penalty of that blasphemy.

I have seen face to face the Christ who walked the world in Galilee.

Are you startled, you Christians who hope to see Christ when _you_

die? Why should I not see Him? Have I not served, in life and in

death? Am I not serving now, to the best of my individual power? Yes, I

have seen the Christ.

Look for Him to come again “in the clouds of heaven with power and

great glory,” though He may not walk the earth again in material form.

What need is there for Him to walk the earth now in a mortal body, when

more and more men and women are opening their spiritual sight, so that

they can see Him while still held in their robes of flesh?

I have told you of the Beautiful Being on the battlefields, and now I

want to tell you of the Christ on the Battlefields.

He was never afraid of pain, that son of Light, who showed the way of

pain to the shrinking souls of men. The cross of Christ is a living

thing, and its power will be felt more and more as the tired world

recovers itself after its baptism of blood.

When the half-gods go the gods arrive. When Mars, the half-god, the

war-god, is sent back to his place, the god of love and pity can make

Himself seen in the hearts of men and women.

They are wise who hope for the Christian faith a renaissance of life.

It had grown old and indifferent. Thinking itself saved, it had

forgotten to save the world. Feeling itself secure, it let its security

be surprised by Mars, the war-god.

Many a soul in its last hour of agony has seen the Christ; many a

soul in France, in Belgium, in Poland, and on the war-rocked sea has

recognized the Friend that sticketh closer than a brother.

Many a mother has seen in true vision her dying son held up by the

Christ. Catholic, Protestant, “free-thinker,” they all have called on

the Son of Mary to comfort their sons in the last dread moment and

beyond.

From the shrieking hell in Belgium I yesterday saw a man, a common

soldier, go straight from death into the high place beyond even astral

turmoil, because in dying he called on the Christ of his mother’s faith

to take him away from strife to the heaven of peace above the world.

Many have gone that way since this trial by fire began, but more have

remained below. Few have faith enough for the great flight.

Whatever religion you work with, let it include the Christ and the

cross of Christ! What other comfort is there for the soul that

_feels_ its pain and feels the awful sum of the world’s pain at

this time? Philosophy is good, I have called myself a philosopher; but

love is the highest reach of philosophy, and Christ is the highest

reach of love.

They talk of a new religion, as if the love of Christ were an old and

worn-out love. The love of Christ is reborn whenever a soul in a flash

of illumination beholds that mystery in his heart.

Worship the Christ in your own heart, for He is there. Worship Him in

the heart of your friend, for He is there. Worship Him in the heart of

your enemy, for He is also there. Then slay if you can, when you know

_whom_ you seek to slay.

A new spirit has entered the hearts of the soldiers. They fight on, but

they have been told in dreams that they fight their brethren.

Murderers on the high seas, pirates under the eagle, they too are your

brothers. “Forgive them; for they know not what they do.” Conquer them,

because you must; but do not forget that they are your brothers.

The Christ who hovers over the battlefields carries no flag. He is the

first of the neutrals, because he loves all, even the pirates under

the eagle and the murderers on the high seas. The Roman soldiers on

Golgotha were not execrated by Him.

When He took upon himself the limitations of the flesh, He understood

limitation by transcending it. We can never understand any limitation

until we transcend it.

Who should know better than He the agony of torn flesh and broken bones

and mangled nerves? Can the wounded soldiers teach Him anything? Can

the betrayed world give Him advice in settling with its Judas? “That

thou doest, do quickly.”

The betrayer of the world has hanged himself already in his excess of

zeal. When his effigy was burned in Rome, do not think that he did not

feel the fire. He felt it. The supreme War Lord has had one moment of

sanity. Yesterday I saw his demon go snarling along the battle line. He

did not snarl when I met him first, now many months ago.

If I could only make you understand that I speak of facts, not fancies!

I have seen what I describe, as clearly as you see the table before

you, or the pencil in your hand. When I say that I have talked with

demons, I mean that I have talked with demons. When I say that I have

seen the Christ, I mean that I have seen the Christ. I am not weaving

romances, nor have I come back from my journey among the stars to

compete with the spinners of tales. I write to reveal what otherwise

would be unrevealed, to show to the world the causes lest the world go

wrong with the effects. I want to help even the race that all other

races, including its ally the Turk, now execrate.

Only the charity of Christ is wide enough to cover this world-betrayal.

And I tell you the betrayers were egged on, inspired and themselves

betrayed by the _personal_ forces of evil, in their supreme effort

to put back the clock of civilization.

But the Christ cast out devils and raised the dead. Can He not cast

out these devils behind the purpose of war? Can He not raise the dead

to the region of peace in the end? Can He not raise _you_ to the

level of His charity?

_May 16._

LETTER XLIV

POISON GASES

TO-NIGHT I shall not prate to you of charity. Instead, we will speak of

east winds and poison gases, and the demons that ride on poison gases.

All hell is again let loose upon the world. It is worse out here than

during the month before the war.

For eleven days I have not been with you. I have had no time for eleven

days to spend even an hour with you.

Were you strong enough to hear what I _could_ tell, you would

never publish it for the world; but I can tell you much which you are

strong enough to hear and which the world is worthy to know.

East winds and poison gases! The very idea seems infernal, for men die

in indescribable agony from the gases borne on those winds from the

German camps over to those camps where rational human beings wage war

by human means. But poison gases are demonic, and demons ride on them.

I have seen them come rolling forward in droves, their eyes aflame with

hate, their mouths horrible with rancor and triumph.

Oh, you safe there as yet in your native land! could you see behind the

trenches of the enemy, could you see what lurks in the air above the

camps of the enemy, you would even pity the enemy. I may tell you that

many out there are stark raving mad.

When human beings, invoking the powers of hate, send such hell-fumes

to choke and torture their fellow-beings, they have ceased to be quite

human.

I, who see their souls, am sick with horror. It is perhaps well that

you are alone now, for I may tell you things which you can best endure

alone.

Were it not for the work which you have to do in future, were it not

for this work and that which is to follow, I should take you out and

away from the world for good, as far as this life is concerned. * * *

But you must endure to the end, as I shall endure to the end; for you

have work to do.

Those who say that all is well in Germany lie in their throats, or they

are hypnotized by the lie that holds Germany to the belief that she can

conquer.

Could hell conquer heaven all souls would be destroyed. Should hate

conquer now the world would be broken asunder.

Hate! You know not the meaning of the word. Hate of England, hate of

America, hate of Italy! The race that inspired this war is poisoned

to the last molecule with hate. Babes imbibe it with their mothers’

milk and their stomachs turn sour. Children see it in their parents’

eyes, and shrink away in fear of their own source. No, you know not the

meaning of hate.

On the poison gases borne by the east wind there came across to me a

demon with no eyes. Where did he come from? From some subterranean hell

where no light is, and therefore no need for eyes. Could I draw, I

could make you see him; but words were devised to express those things

which are known in the experience of the race, and no one who has seen

such things has used language to describe them. Groping his way, that

astral monster fastened himself upon a human victim, a prisoner in the

hands of the French--one who had spit at his keepers in the madness of

hate.

No, I must not tell you what followed; but the astral soul of the

prisoner went out of his body and remained out.

This attempt to tell the world what I know now is like trying to play

Beethoven on a penny whistle. I feel as a mathematician would feel

should he set himself down to teach addition to small children. I dare

not tell you more than I do, for you could not contain it.

The world is old, and the world deemed itself wise, and the world has

come to this!

There are many earnest souls who desire experience in the astral world.

I have heard one say in your presence that a certain attack was “only

astral.” I listened, and said no word.

Do you know what the astral world is, you who seek knowledge of it?

The astral world is the world of _feeling_, the world of emotion,

the world of love and hate. The astral world at this time is so thick

with evil passions that one could cut it with a knife. It is often cut

with knives now, with bayonets, and the crowding demons suffer from

contact with the steel. “Only astral!” The astral world above New

York, awful as you know it to be, is nothing to the astral world above

those battlefields. Keep away! You can do no good there. If possible,

go up among the mountains and seek in the pure breath of the pine-trees

healing from the poison of the astral world above New York. Go there

and stay there until the pressure is exhausted. You can do no good

either where you are.

I can write better in the pure air of the pine woods. Get away from the

poison fumes of unneutral New York, for devils ride on the winds of

hate, and you are not to be destroyed by them.

You have work to do in the future.

_May 27._

LETTER XLV

THE SUPERMAN

IN one of the upper regions of the astral world--not in the region of

pure mind but near it--I met a man last night who passed to and fro

with his head bowed in thought.

“What troubles you, friend?” I asked, as I stood before him.

He paused in his restless walk and gazed at me.

“Who are you?” he enquired, listlessly.

“I am a Judge,” I answered.

His eyes brightened with interest.

“You must have come at the call of my thought,” he said, “for I have

need of a Judge.”

“On whom do you wish me to pass judgment?” I asked, half smiling at his

strange words.

“I would like you to pass judgment on me.”

“And your offence?”

“My offence--if it is an offence, and on that you shall give your

opinion--is having led a nation to its undoing.”

“With malice aforethought?” I queried.

“With malice, perhaps,” he answered, “but not in the sense of your

question. I never believed they had spirit enough to believe me.”

“You pique my curiosity,” I said. “Who are ‘they?’ and in what did they

believe you?”

“They are the Germans,” he answered, “the Germans whom I despised, and

they believed my theory that man becomes supreme by doing what he wills

to do.”

“And the devil take the hindmost?”

“Yes, and the devil take the hindmost.”

He bent on me his sombre eyes, and I waited for his words.

“What a folk those Germans are!” he said. “Whatever they do, they do

_too_ thoroughly. One cannot trust them with a great truth.”

“They do seem to have systematized you into the ground,” I answered.

“I wanted to make them gods,” he complained, “and I have made them

devils.”

“God only can make gods,” I said. “Perhaps you were too ambitious.”

“Humph! Perhaps I was too confiding.”

“Hermeticism is safer,” I suggested. “You told them far too much.”

“Or far too little, maybe.”

“In how many volumes?”

“Go ask the librarians. Not the foreign ones--they bind my works in

packages of salable size.”

“And how can I help you?” I asked.

“Judge me.”

“While you prosecute and defend yourself?”

“Who else is fit, either to prosecute or defend me?”

“Go on with the prosecution.”

“I have corrupted a whole people, and led them to their ruin.”

“Elaborate the charge.”

“I thought to remedy their spinelessness, and following me with

characteristic thoroughness, they have become _all spine_; they

have neither heart nor bowels.”

“Continue,” I said.

“I preached Beyond Man. They have practised below man.”

“So far,” I interrupted, “you have prosecuted them, not yourself.”

“How can I charge myself without charging them?” he demanded.

“Then I will step down from the bench,” I said, “and talk with you man

to man.”

“I am glad you didn’t say soul to soul.”

“Oh, man is good enough for me! As I said before, you were too

ambitious.”

“Yes, too ambitious for man, too sick of man, too much in love with

what man might become!”

“We have come already to the defence,” I said.

“The smell of the court is still about you,” he growled.

“You asked me to be your judge.”

“Yes, that is true.”

“I am sorry for you,” I said.

He smiled a sad and searching smile.

“You seem to have both heart and bowels,” he observed.

“And you have been too long alone,” I replied. “You have lost your

gift of words. Shall I prosecute, defend _and_ judge you? You can

interrupt me whenever you like.”

“Go on,” he assented.

“You were born under a restless star,” I began. “You followed heroes;

they disappointed you by being men. Then you made self your hero, and

that disappointed you most of all.”

“You seem to know all about me.”

“That is the glory and the shame of your greatness, that one knows all

about you.”

“I deny it! You do _not_ know all about me.”

“What is it that we do not know?”

“You do not know how I loved man!”

“You spoke of him with contempt.”

“That he might rise to Beyond Man.”

“Oh! And drown the children on the _Lusitania_, and hack his way

through Belgium, and turn every friend against him, and be the curse of

the planet!”

He raised an arresting finger.

“You are speaking of the Germans,” he said.

“They are the only ones who have followed your philosophy to its

logical conclusion.”

“And you taunt me with that?”

“I taunt you with nothing. I am stating facts. It was you who taunted

them--to their undoing.”

“I only preached Beyond Man.”

“So far beyond man that man misunderstood you.”

“Is that my fault?”

“Whose else?”

“Not theirs?”

“Not altogether theirs. You hated too much. You taught them to hate

man.”

“I taught them to hate all that was not Beyond Man.”

“But man is not Beyond Man, and so you taught them to hate man.”

“But they themselves are not Beyond Man!”

“They aspire to be. You taught them to aspire to be. They believed

themselves Beyond Man, beyond good and evil. You taught chemistry to

babes and sucklings, and they have blown up the nursery of the world.”

“I wanted only to teach them.”

“You should have begun with the a-b-c.”

“And what do you think is the a-b-c of Beyond Man?” he asked.

“The a is love, the b is humility, the c is truth,” I answered.

“And why did I not teach them love, humility and truth?”

“You knew not love, humility and truth.”

“I knew not love?”

“You knew not love.”

“And I knew not humility?”

“Your arrogance is a by-word.”

“And I knew not truth?”

“You knew but half the truth, and half the truth is not truth, as half

an apple is not an apple.”

“Do you think I taught them falsehood?”

“The supreme falsehood, that _they_ could be Beyond Man. They are

not ready for Beyond Man.”

“But man must be surpassed!”

“Man must surpass himself,” I answered. “You see, there is a

difference.”

“What should I have taught them?”

“That Beyond Man is the servant of man, not the bully and the tyrant.”

“But they would not have understood.”

“Be not too sure of that. Some few have understood the Son of Man.”

“Oh, him!”

“Whom you repudiated.”

“But he taught men to be slaves!”

“A good servant maketh a good master, and he that is greatest among you

let him be the servant of all.”

“Oh, if you are going to quote Scripture--”

“I quote _the_ Beyond Man.”

“And you believe----”

“I believe that you repudiated the only _well-known_ example of

your own ideal.”

“And you also believe----”

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