III

The artist had been dreaming. In his hand he held an open locket. The

face within it was dark, like a boy’s, with careless hair brushed from

the temples, and strong lines. The artist knew the lines by heart, and

the soft collar and loose-flowing tie and careless dress. He had been

leaning back with closed eyes, watching the lithe figure, tall and

spare, with the rude grace of the Steppes, the freshness of the wind.

. . . How she would enjoy it--this very night--the red room perched

aloft in the gale!

A fresh blast struck the house and it creaked and groaned, and righted

itself. In the lull that followed, steps sounded up the rocky path. With

a snap, the young man closed the locket and sat up. The door opened on

Uncle William, shining and gruff. The lantern in his hand had gone out.

His hat and coat were covered with fine mist. He came across to the

fire, shaking it off.

“It’s goin’ to blow all right,” he said, nodding to the artist.

“And it’s raining. You’re wet.”

“Well, not _wet_, so to speak.” He took off his hat, shaking it lightly

over the stove. A crackling and fine mist rose from the hot drops. Juno

lifted her head and yawned. She purred softly. The old man hung his hat

and coat on the wooden pegs behind the door and seated himself by the

stove, opening wide the drafts. A fresh blaze sprang up. The artist

leaned forward, holding out his hands to it.

“You were gone a good while,” he said. The locket had slipped from his

fingers and hung lightly on its steel chain, swinging a little as he

bent to the fire.

The old man nodded. “I see the _Andrew Halloran_ had dragged her anchor

a little, as I went out, and I stopped to fix her. It took quite a

spell. I couldn’t find the extry anchor. He’d got it stowed away for’ard

somewheres, and by the time I found it she was driftin’ putty bad. I

found a good bottom for her and made things fast before I left. I reckon

she’ll hold.”

“Won’t he be down himself to look after her?”

“Mebbe not. It’s a goodish step, from his place, down and back. He knows

I keep an eye out for her.

“Why doesn’t he anchor up there,” said the artist, “near by?”

The old man shook his head. “He’s a kind o’ set man, Andy is--part Irish

and part Scotch. He al’ays _has_ anchored here and I reckon he al’ays

_will_. I told him when I bought the land of him he was welcome to.”

“It was his land, then?”

“Most on it--I do’ know as he _wanted_ to sell reely, but I offered him

more’n he could stan’. He’s a little near--Andy is.” He chuckled.

The artist laughed out. “So he keeps the anchorage and right of way and

you look after his boat. I don’t see but he’s fairly well fixed.”

“Yes, he’s putty well fixed,” said the old man, slowly. “‘S fur as

_this_ world’s goods go Andy is comf’tably provided for.” His eyes

twinkled a little, but most of the big face was sober. “We’ve been

neighbors, Andy ’n’ me, ever sence we was boys,” he said. “I guess there

ain’t a mean thing about Andy that I don’t know, and he the same about

me. I should feel kind o’ lonesome nights not to hev his boat to look

after--and know, like as not, in the mornin’ he’ll come down, cussin’

and swearin’ ’cause she wa’n’t fixed jest right.” He peered into the

kettle on the stove. “‘Most empty.” He filled it from the pail by the

sink, and resumed his seat, stretching his great legs comfortably. Juno

sprang from the lounge and perched herself on his knee. He tumbled her a

little, in rough affection, and rubbed his big fingers in her neck. She

purred loudly, kneading her claws with swift strokes in the heavy cloth.

He watched her benignly, a kind of detached humor in his eyes. “Wimmen

folks is a good deal alike,” he remarked dryly. “They like to be

comf’tabul.”

“Some of them,” assented the artist.

The old man looked up with a swift twinkle. “So-o?” he said.

The artist sat up quickly. The locket swayed on its chain and his hand

touched it. “What do you mean?” he said.

“Why, nuthin’, nuthin’,” said Uncle William, soothingly. “Only I thought

you was occupied with art and so on--“?

“I am.”

Uncle William said nothing.

Presently the artist leaned forward. “Do you want to see her?” he said.

He was holding it out.

Uncle William peered at it uncertainly. He rose and took down the

spectacles from behind the clock and placed them on his nose. Then he

reached out his great hand for the locket. The quizzical humor had gone

from his face. It was full of gentleness.

Without a word the artist laid the locket in his hand.

The light swung down from the lamp on it, touching the dark face. The

old man studied it thoughtfully. On the stove the kettle had begun to

hum. Its gentle sighing filled the room. The artist dreamed.

Uncle William pushed up his spectacles and regarded him with a satisfied

look. “You’ve had a good deal more sense’n I was afraid you’d have,” he

said dryly.

The artist woke. “You can’t tell--from that.” He held out his hand.

Uncle William gave it up, slowly. “I can tell more’n you’d think,

perhaps. Wimmen and the sea are alike--some ways a good deal alike. I’ve

lived by the sea sixty year, you know, and I’ve watched all kinds of

doings. But what I’m surest of is that it’s deeper’n we be.” He chuckled

softly. “Now, I wouldn’t pertend to know all about her,”--he waved his

hand,--“but she’s big and she’s fresh--salt, too--and she makes your

heart big just to look at her--the way it ought to, I reckon. There’s

things about her I don’t know,” he nodded toward the picture. “She may

not go to church and I don’t doubt but what she has tantrums, but she’s

better’n we be, and she--What did you say her name was?”

“Sergia Lvova.”

“Sergia Lvova,” repeated the old man, slowly, yet with a certain ease.

“That’s a cur’us name. I’ve heard suthin’ like it, somewhere--”

“She’s Russian.”

“Russian--jest so! I might’n’ known it! I touched Russia once, ran up

to St. Petersburg. Now there’s a country that don’t hev breathin’ space.

She don’t hev half the sea room she’d o’t to. Look at her--all hemmed

in and froze up. You hev to squeeze past all the nations of the earth to

get to her--half choked afore you fairly get there. Yes, I sailed there

once, up through Skager Rack and Cattegat along up the Baltic and the

Gulf of Finland, just edging along--” He held out his hand again for the

locket, and studied it carefully. “Russian, is she? I might ’a’ known

it,” he said nodding. “She’s the sort--same look--eager and kind o’

waitin’.” He looked up. “How’d you come to know her? You been there?”

“In Russia? No. She’s not there now. She’s in New York. She lives

there.”

“Is that so? Poor thing!” Uncle William looked at the pictured face with

compassion.

The artist smiled. “Oh, it’s not so bad. She’s happy.”

“Yes, she’s happy. I can see that easy enough. She’s the kind that’s

goin’ to be happy.” He looked again at the clear, fearless eyes. “You

couldn’t put her anywheres she wouldn’t sing--”

“She _does_ sing. How did you know?”

Uncle William’s eyes twinkled to the boyish face. “Well, I didn’t _know_

it--not jest that way. I didn’t know as she sung songs on a platform,

dressed up, like I’ve heard ’em. What I meant was, her heart kind o’

bubbles and sings--”

“Yes”--the artist leaned forward--“that is Sergia. It’s the way she

is. She doesn’t sing in public. But her voice”--his eyes grew dark--“it

makes you want to laugh and cry. It’s like the wind and the sun

shining--” He broke off, listening.

The old man’s eyes dwelt on him kindly. “She’s with her folks, is she?”

He roused himself. “She hasn’t any. They all died over there--her father

and brother in the riots, her mother after that. She has no one. She

teaches music--piano and violin--night and day. Sometimes she gives a

recital with her pupils--and she has me.” He laughed a little bitterly.

“It isn’t an exciting life.”

“I dunno’s I’d say jest that,” said Uncle William, slowly. “It ain’t

exactly the things that happen--” He broke off, looking at something

far away. “Why, I’ve had things happen to me--shipwreck, you know--winds

a-blowin’ and sousin’ the deck--and a-gettin’ out the boats and yellin’

and shoutin’--Seems ’s if it ought to ’a’ been excitin’. But Lord!

’twa’n’t nuthin’ to what I’ve felt other times--times when it was all

still-like on the island here--and big--so’s ’t you kind o’ hear suthin’

comin’ to ye over the water. Why, some days it’s been so’s I’d feel’s if

I’d _bust_ if I didn’t do suthin’--suthin’ to let off steam.”

The young man nodded. “You ought to be an artist. That’s the way they

feel--some of them.”

Uncle William beamed on him. “You don’t say so! Must be kind o’ hard

work, settin’ still and doin’ art when you feel like that. I gen’ally go

clammin’, or suthin’.”

The artist laughed out, boyishly. He reached out a hand for the locket.

But Uncle William held it a moment, looking down at it. “Things happen

to _her_--every day,” he said. “You can see that, plain enough. She

don’t hev to be most drowned to hev feelin’s.” He looked up. “When you

goin’ to be married?”

“Not till we can afford it--years.” The tone was somber.

Uncle William shook his head. “Now, I wouldn’t talk like that, Mr.

Woodworth!” He handed back the locket and pushed up his spectacles

again, beaming beneath them. “Seems to me,” he said slowly, studying the

fire--“seems to me I wouldn’t wait. I’d be married right off--soon’s I

got back.”

“What would you live on?” said the artist.

Uncle William waited. “There’s resk,” he said at last--“there’s resk in

it. But there’s resk in ’most everything that tastes good. I meant to

get married once,” he said after a pause. “I didn’t. I guess it’s about

the wust mistake I ever made. I thought this house wa’n’t good enough

for her.” He looked about the quaint room. “‘T wa’n’t, neither,” he

added with conviction. “But she’d ’a’ rather come--I didn’t know it

then,” he said gently.

The artist waited, and the fire crackled between them.

“If I’d ’a’ married her, I’d ’a’ seen things sooner,” went on the old

man. “I didn’t see much beauty them days--on sea or land. I was all for

a good ketch and makin’ money and gettin’ a better boat. And about that

time she died. I begun to learn things then--slow-like--when I hadn’t

the heart to work. If I’d married Jennie, I’d ’a’ seen ’em sooner,

bein’ happy. You learn jest about the same bein’ happy as you do bein’

miserable--only you learn it quicker.”

“I can’t give up my art,” said the young man. He was looking at Uncle

William with the superior smile of youth, a little lofty yet kind. “You

don’t allow for art,” he said.

“I dunno’s I do,” returned Uncle William. “It’s like makin’ money, I

guess--suthin’ extry, thrown in, good enough if you get it, but not

necessary--no, not necessary. Livin’s the thing to live for, I reckon.”

He stopped suddenly, as if there were no more to be said.

The artist looked at him curiously. “That’s what all the great artists

have said,” he commented.

Uncle William nodded. “Like enough. I ain’t an artist. But I’ve had

sixty year of livin’, off and on.”

“But you’ll die poor,” said the artist, with a glance about the little

room. He was thinking what a dear old duffer the man was--with his

curious, impracticable philosophy of life and his big, kind ways.

“You’ll die poor if you don’t look out,” he said again.

“Yes, I s’pose I shall,” said Uncle William, placidly, “‘thout I make my

fortune aforehand. That hot water looks to me just about right.” He eyed

the tea-kettle critically. “You hand over them glasses and we’ll mix a

little suthin’ hot, and then we’ll wash the dishes and go to bed.”

The artist looked up with a start. “I must be getting back.” He glanced

at the dark window with its whirling sleet.

“You won’t get back anywheres to-night,” said Uncle William. “You

couldn’t hear yourself think out there--let alone findin’ the path. I’ll

jest shake up a bed for ye here on the lounge,--it’s a fust-rate bed;

I’ve slep’ on it myself, time and again,--and then in the mornin’ you’ll

be on hand to go to work--save a trip for ye. Hand me that biggest glass

and a teaspoon. I want that biggest there--second one--and a teaspoon.

We’ll have things fixed up fust-rate here.”

Far into the night the artist watched the ruddy room. Gleams from the

fire darted up the wall and ran quivering along the red. Outside the

wind struck the house and beat upon it and went back, hoarse and slow.

Down the beach the surf boomed in long rolls, holding its steady beat

through the uproar. When the wind lulled for a moment the house creaked

mysteriously, whispering, and when the gale returned a sound of flying

missiles came with it. Now and then something struck the roof and

thudded to the ground with heavier crash.

About three o’clock Uncle William’s round face was thrust through

the crack of the door. “You can go to sleep all right, now,” he said

soothingly. “There wa’n’t but seven bricks left in the chimney, anyhow,

and the last one’s jest come down. I counted ’em fallin’.”

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