Addison has a good paper on the propensity which weak and

superstitious people indulge, to give an ominous meaning to many

of the casualties of life; and to allow themselves to be more

terrified by the screeching of an owl, the clicking of an insect,

or the howling of a dog, than the real and afflictive dispensations

of Providence. As society improves in knowledge, especially the

knowledge of the Scriptures, this propensity will become weaker and

weaker; and though some traces of its existence may be discovered,

at times, in the most cultivated minds, yet it is not invested

with that magic power which it exercises over the illiterate. Many

efforts have been employed to expose its absurdity, but if we

intermingle with the uninformed inhabitants of a village, we shall

have indubitable evidence that its influence still continues to

operate. The same elegant writer to whom I have just referred,

observes:--"I know but one way of fortifying my soul against these

gloomy presages and terrors of mind, and that is, by securing to

myself the friendship and affection of that Being who disposes of

events, and governs futurity. He sees, at one view, the whole thread

of my existence, not only that part of it which I have already

passed through, but that which runs forward into all the depths

of eternity. When I lay me down to sleep, I recommend myself to

his care; when I awake, I give myself up to his direction. Amidst

all the evils that threaten me, I will look up to him for help,

and question not but he will either avert them, or turn them to my

advantage. Though I know neither the time nor the manner of the

death I am to die, I am not at all solicitous about it; because I am

sure he knows them both, and that he will not fail to comfort and

support me under them."[27]

[27] In connection with the above subject, the author may be

permitted to narrate the two following cases which occurred a few

years since in the town where he then resided:--The chief actors

in the scenes to be described were persons occupying a respectable

station in society, and who habitually associated with intelligent

and pious people. He and his wife accepted an invitation to dine

with a large party. The dinner was laid out in first-rate style,

grace was said with becoming solemnity, and we took our seats in due

form, when our hostess rose suddenly and rushed out of the room,

pale and affrighted, as though the turkey which she was preparing

to dismember had suddenly metamorphosed itself into a hobgoblin. We

then heard her exclaim, when she found herself alone in the hall,

nearly breathless with terror, "O dear, O dear! there are thirteen!"

I looked at my wife and she looked at me, in utter amazement,

wondering what presage of coming evil could lurk under the number

_thirteen_. At length our good-natured host said to one of his

daughters, "Eliza, you must retire, and we will send your plate to

you in the other room. You know your Mamma's objection to sit down

at the table with such an unlucky number." Eliza quietly withdrew,

and then her mother silently entered, almost as pale as a corpse,

but her natural colour returned soon after she commenced her carving

labours. _Thirteen_ an unlucky number! How odd! I could not make it

out, and continued to puzzle my head with it during dinner. However,

we were informed, before the party broke up, that one person was

sure to die very soon after eating a hearty dinner with _twelve_,

however hale and vigorous they might all be.

The other case is as follows:--A friend of the author had been

married, and he and his wife went to pay the customary wedding

visit. The sister of the bride was in waiting to receive the

company; her mother keeping watch, to see that everything was done

in due order. There was a goodly muster of persons, including uncles

and aunts, first and second cousins, and friends and acquaintances

almost without number. At last the uncle of the bride, a fine

portly man, made his appearance, and was in the act of entering the

parlour with his hearty congratulations to his niece, when the door

was suddenly and rather unceremoniously slammed to by his sister,

as though he had been some grim demon, bent on mischief. "Daniel,

don't come in; Daniel, you must not come in; Daniel, you shan't come

in," exclaimed the lady. "What's the matter now?" said Daniel, who

apparently was as much surprised at not being permitted to see us

as we were at not being permitted to see him. "What's the matter!"

re-echoed his sister; "_why, you have got your black coat on!_"

Daniel was obliged to doff his black coat and put on a blue one,

made for a much smaller man, and then he appeared amongst us. Moving

nearly as gracefully as a man would do in a strait waistcoat, his

appearance was a severe tax on our gravity. The mystery of the black

coat rejected, and the blue coat honoured by a presentation, still

remained unsolved to my wife and myself, till we overheard a grave

matron say, "It was very lucky, as the dear creature wouldn't die

now." That is, as was more fully explained afterwards, the black

coat would have betokened the death of the bride, if she had seen

it. Alas! poor human nature. What a specimen of its absurdity and

folly! The black coat of the author was invested with no fatal

presage, as he belonged to the clerical order; otherwise, like Uncle

Daniel, he must have changed it before he could have tasted a bit of

the wedding cake.

Shortly after leaving Miss Newnham, we turned aside into a fine

old park; and feeling rather fatigued, seated ourselves beneath a

clump of trees that stood near the foot-path. As we sat watching the

hares and rabbits which came out of a neighbouring coppice, and the

stately deer which fed around us, unawed by our presence, the Squire

passed by, and in a most good-humoured and kindly manner invited us

to take some refreshment at the Hall. The invitation was accepted;

and we soon found ourselves in a large antique parlour, in which the

spirit of hospitality had dwelt from time immemorial.

The Squire, or to call him by his own name, Mr. Bradley, was a fine

looking old gentleman, of about sixty years of age, but with a deep

trace of melancholy imprinted on his countenance. He had one child,

who was sent, when eleven years of age, to a first-rate classical

school, to be prepared for Oxford. When about the age of fourteen,

according to a barbarous custom which still prevails in most of our

great schools, he was chosen by a senior scholar to fight another

boy about his own age. After contending till his strength was nearly

exhausted, he received a blow on his right temple, which sent him

lifeless to the ground. At first the boys thought him only stunned,

and taking him up carefully, they carried him into a shed, when, to

their horror, they found that he was dead! Horror-struck at this

ghastly spectacle, they knew not what to do; but at length the

dismal news reached the ears of the master--medical assistance was

sent for, but it came too late. This fatal catastrophe happened

just before Christmas, when the fond parents were preparing to

receive their child once more under their roof during the holidays.

When the tidings reached them, they were frantic with grief, and

resolved to punish the authors of their calamity; but on cool

reflection they forbore doing so, and sunk down into a state of

melancholy, from which they have never perfectly recovered.

This sad bereavement brought about a singular change in the habits

of the Squire, who now became a very religious man. He had family

prayer morning and evening, attended church regularly, and observed

the fasts with a degree of monkish austerity which is rarely met

with amongst Protestants. As his religion, however, contained no

recognition of a living Saviour, it did not reach his heart, nor

produce that exquisite taste for the enjoyment of spiritual things

which is formed when the inner man is renewed in its spirit and

disposition.

And here the author would remark, before he gives the sequel of this

interview with the Squire, that the Christian scheme of salvation

differs from every other system of religion in one very important

particular--it does not admit any person to the denomination of a

believer, who does not feel its influence on his heart; nor can a

person discern its adaptation to the moral condition of man, till

such influence is felt. Hence it discriminates between the man

who holds the truth in unrighteousness, and the man who receives

it with meekness and in faith; and while it imparts to the latter

all its consolations and its hopes, it pronounces the sentence of

condemnation on the former, although his moral character may be

adorned with the varied beauties of social virtue. To the one it

unveils a scene of contemplation, which displays the purity and

grandeur of the Divine nature--the equity and glory of his wise, yet

mysterious dispensations of providence and of grace; to the other it

remains as an unconnected and unharmonious scheme of religion, which

no skill can simplify, and which no labour can methodically arrange.

To the one it opens a fountain of living waters, of which they who

drink never thirst after a more salubrious draught of happiness; to

the other it is as a stagnant lake, whose waters are bitter, like

those of ancient Marah. To the one it makes known a Saviour, in

the efficacy of his death, in the riches of his grace, and in the

prevalence of his intercession: to the other it exhibits him as the

Man of sorrows, who once fasted in the desert, and preached in the

temple--who once wept on Olivet, and groaned on Calvary--and who

derives all his celebrity from the records of history, rather than

from the manifestation of his love in renewing and sanctifying the

soul. So that while these two persons profess the same faith, bear

the same denominational character, worship in the same church, and

observe the same ceremonial rites and institutions; they cannot hold

any communion with each other in spirit, because their perceptions,

taste, and moral inclinations are as much opposed to each other as

the purity of the Divine nature is opposed to the impurity of the

human.

"It is now," said the Squire, "fifteen years since I lost my son.

It was a grievous affliction--one which has embittered life to me:

and if I could overcome the dread of death, I should long to lie

down in our family vault, to rest in peace with the dead of past

generations."

"To lose a child," I replied, "in the common course of nature, must

be a severe affliction to a parent; but to lose an only son, and in

such a way as you lost yours, must be a trial almost too heavy to be

borne."

"O, Sir, it nearly bereft us of our senses; and we have gone but

little into company since. There's his likeness," pointing to a good

painting hanging over the fireplace, "and it is a very correct one;

and here is his favourite dog, which we have preserved; but you see,

like his master, his life is gone. This is the end of man."

"Yes, Sir, it is appointed unto man once to die, and after death the

judgment."

"And it is this judgment after death which makes death so dreadful.

I have been preparing myself for my latter end ever since the death

of my child; and the more I think of its solemnity and importance,

the more I am alarmed. We know what this life is; but of the next

life we have no knowledge; and we know the beings with whom we now

associate; but who can form a conception of disembodied spirits?"

"The dread of death often operates as a spell on the happiness of

life; and brings down the wealthy and prosperous to a state of

mental wretchedness, equally deplorable with that of the destitute

and forlorn."

"Sir," said the Squire, with great emphasis, fixing his eye on

myself as he spoke, "it brings us lower, because, as we have

stronger temptations to the love of life, we have greater reluctance

to resign it. Here we are distinguished by greater possessions,

occupy a more exalted station, and have a greater variety of

enjoyments at our command; but we are not sure that we shall be even

admitted into the kingdom of heaven when we die; and, for aught we

know, the same fate may await us which befel a certain rich man, of

whom we read in the Bible."

"That fact, Sir," I replied, "is calculated to excite a high degree

of terror in the breast of a rich man, because it teaches us, that

God does not continue the line of distinction between the rich and

the poor beyond this life."

"The distinction, Sir, may be preserved, but it may be against us,

as poor Lazarus was comforted, while the rich man was tormented.

I have a servant, who works for me in my garden, on whom I often

look with envy; and if I could attain that composure in prospect of

death which he possesses, I would gladly exchange my mansion for his

cottage."

"I presume, Sir, he is a religious man?"

"Yes, he is a religious man, and so am I; but he has the art of

deriving consolation from his religion, while I can derive none from

mine."

"But how is that? Is he a more learned or a more virtuous man than

you are?"

"No, Sir; he is virtuous, and he is intelligent for a person in his

rank of life; but he says he does not derive any consolation from

his virtue."

"I presume, Sir, he is a man of prayer?"

"Yes, and so am I, though I use a form, and he prays extempore--so I

have heard."

"I presume he attends a place of worship?"

"Yes; he now goes to the chapel which has lately been built in the

village. This is the only thing in his conduct I disapprove of. I

think we ought to keep to the Church, and not sanction this new

religion, which is overrunning the country."

"But now, suppose this new religion, as you term it, should be the

very religion from which your gardener derives all his consolation

against the fear of death, would it not be an act of cruelty and of

injustice if you were to attempt to deprive him of it?"

"But why can't he derive his consolations from the religion of the

Church of England?"

"Then, Sir," I replied, "why don't you? You say that you have

attended your parish church regularly for the last fifteen years,

and yet you are as much in dread of death as you were when you first

entered within its doors."

"Very true; there's a mystery about it which I can't unravel."

"Shall I explain it, Sir?"

"I wish you would; and as it is a question which perplexes Mrs.

Bradley no less than myself, I will fetch her, if you will excuse me

for a few minutes."

The Squire soon returned, accompanied by his lady, who welcomed us

to the Hall, with the greatest cordiality and politeness.

"Now, Sir," said the Squire, "if you will explain to us how it is

our gardener derives that consolation against the fear of death from

this new religion, which we cannot derive from the good old religion

of our forefathers, you will confer a great favour, and we shall

esteem your visit the most agreeable one we have ever received."

"In the first place," I observed, "you have fallen into a mistake.

The religion of the chapel is not a new religion, but the religion

of the Bible, exhibited in a simple and popular form, and does not

differ from the doctrinal articles of the Established church."

"Indeed, Sir. Why, then, my gardener and I profess the same faith.

But how is it he derives so much consolation from that which gives

me none?"

"Because, to quote the language of the Scripture, he has been

renewed in the spirit of his mind, and has had the eyes of his

understanding enlightened, so that he is enabled to trace the

connection between the facts of Christianity and their application

to his mind; while you, for want of this supernatural illumination,

admit the facts only, without perceiving how they can, or how they

do, produce the intended effect. For example: you admit that you

are a guilty sinner in relation to God, and under a sentence of

condemnation, which is the reason why you dread death; and you admit

that Jesus Christ died for sinners; but you cannot perceive _how_ it

is that his death operates to remove guilt, and to inspire a hope

of eternal blessedness. There is, if I may use such an expression,

a palpable darkness intervening between the fact of human guilt,

and the fact of the Saviour's death for its expiation, which

prevents your seeing how the latter does actually become the means

of removing the former. Hence your faith in the death of Christ

does not give you that consolation of which you sometimes hear your

pious gardener speak; because, for want of an adequate power of

perception, you cannot see how to apply its moral efficacy to your

heart and conscience."

"How to apply the moral efficacy of the death of Christ to my

heart and conscience! Why, I was not aware that anything more was

necessary, on my part, than simply admitting the fact of his death."

"Then what meaning can you affix to the language of the

apostle--'God forbid that I should glory, save in the cross of our

Lord Jesus Christ, by whom the world is crucified unto me, and I

unto the world?' But such is the spiritual darkness that rests

on the human mind, that the moral design of his death cannot be

perceived without the illumination of the Holy Spirit. Why, the

prayers and liturgy of your own Church most unequivocally recognize

the necessity of this supernatural illumination."[28]

[28] See vol. i. p. 313.

"I never felt the necessity of this spiritual illumination to which

you refer, or most likely I should have sought after it."

"I presume you would; but your not feeling the necessity of it forms

no valid objection against the necessity of it. It may be necessary,

and yet you may not perceive it; as the natural man, according

to the testimony of St. Paul--that is, the man unaided by Divine

assistance--'receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God; for they

are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are

spiritually discerned."

"You have certainly opened a new path of inquiry before me; and

though I cannot at present see the need of any supernatural

assistance to enable me to understand what I read in my Bible, yet,

if the necessity of it be clearly stated in Holy Writ, I shall not

hesitate to admit it.[29] But, to advert to the religion of this

village chapel, am I to understand that the doctrines of the Church

of England are preached in it?"

[29] The reader is referred to vol. i. p. 249.

"Yes, Sir."

"Then they have not brought a new religion into the village?"

"No, Sir; they have brought no new religion into the village, but

merely present the old religion of the Bible and of Protestantism in

a new form."

"And yet when they talk on religious subjects, they employ a very

different phraseology of speech from that which we have been

accustomed to use."

"Very likely, because they are more familiar with the phraseology of

the Scriptures than you are; and they feel the power of religious

truth on their heart more forcibly than you profess to do. Your

religion, if I judge from your conversation, is the religion

of opinion, theirs of belief--yours of speculation, theirs of

principle--yours of forms and ceremonies, theirs of knowledge and of

feeling--yours of times and seasons, theirs of habitual devotion;

and while you derive no consolation from the routine of duties which

you perform, they have peace with God through Jesus Christ."

"I have heard," said the Squire, "that their religion makes them

happy, and raises them above the fear of dying--the great points I

have been aiming to reach for fifteen years, but I am as far off as

when I first began the pursuit."

"If, Sir, you had been labouring under some physical malady for

the space of fifteen years, without deriving any benefit from the

prescriptions of your regular family physician, I presume you would

call in other advice?"

"I have no doubt of it, Sir; I should suspect his want of judgment."

"Why not, Sir, act on the same principle, on the more important

question relating to your soul--its peace, and its salvation?

Your attendance at the church has been in vain. Why not dismiss

your prejudices, and go to the village chapel? You have ocular

demonstration, that the people who worship there are happy, and

live in the anticipation of future happiness. Why not make the

experiment, which can subject you to no loss, and may lead to a

glorious issue?"

"We are slaves, Sir, to prejudice. Yes, we create our own tyrant,

and then yield to his iron sway! What fools we all are!"

"I should not object," said Mrs. Bradley, "to go to the village

chapel, if I thought I could obtain any spiritual benefit. I am

weary of life. I want something to bring peace to my heart."

"Make the experiment, Madam."

"I feel inclined to do it; but yet I have a strange reluctance."

"I will venture," said the Squire, "and give a proof that I am

sincere in my efforts to obtain the hope of salvation."

We now left the Hall, much pleased with our visit, and bent our

steps towards home. It was a beautiful evening, and as we passed

along we were charmed by the varied notes of my favourite bird, the

thrush, whose harmony was occasionally disturbed by the cawing of

the rooks on their return from their daily pilgrimage. We returned

to the public road just as the sun was setting, and while admiring

the lustre which he threw around him on his departure, I remarked

to Miss Holmes, what a fine emblem it presented of the dying

Christian, whose pathway through life resembles the shining light,

which shineth brighter and brighter, yet reserves its brightest

splendour for its setting, when a halo of glory encircles him as he

disappears, leaving spectators astonished and delighted more by the

closing scene, than by the progressive majesty of his course.

On ascending the slope leading to the entrance of the village, a

respectable looking man stepped out of a cottage by the roadside,

and on recognizing Mrs. Newell and Miss Holmes, with myself, as a

clergyman, invited us to walk in. His large Bible was on the table,

and the family were preparing for evening worship. After a little

desultory conversation, he begged that I would lead their devotions,

a request with which I gladly complied--reading a chapter of the

Bible and offering up a prayer.

"I am happy, ladies," said the cottager's wife, when service was

concluded, "to see you in my house; it is an honour which I have

long coveted, but never expected; and we are much obliged to you,

Sir, for your kindness in praying for us this evening. May the Lord

reward you."

"And I am happy," I replied, "that you have an altar of devotion

erected in your family; and I hope that your morning and evening

sacrifices, like those of the Hebrew temple, will regularly ascend

before the Lord of hosts, and be accepted by him."

I was now agreeably surprised to find myself in the cottage, and in

the company of the gardener, whose religion had been the subject of

discussion at the Hall.

"We have just had," I remarked, "a long and interesting conversation

with the Squire on religious subjects; and we were much pleased

with the seriousness of his manner, and the eagerness with which

he listened to our remarks, but like many others, he has no clear

perception of the nature or design of the gospel of Christ."

"He is, Sir," said the gardener, "a most singular man. Sometimes

he is very devout--reads his Bible with great attention, and will

often come to me in the garden, to talk about religion, and I have

sometimes seen him so powerfully impressed by it, that he has shed

tears when speaking of the restless state of his mind; but at other

times he is equally gay and thoughtless, and disposed to turn

religion and religious people into ridicule. He is very unhappy,

though he is very rich; and has many good qualities, though he is

not a spiritual man."

"I suppose," I said, "you would not exchange your cottage for his

mansion, if you were obliged along with the exchange to part with

your consolations and hopes?"

"O, no, I would not exchange situation and state with my master; for

I am happy, but he is not--I can think of death with composure, but

he dreads it--I can look forward to eternity with delight, but he

shrinks back from its approach, as a child would recoil in terror on

seeing some hideous figure."

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