ENGAGEMENT.

You do not like Morton in his vacillating state of mind as he rides

toward Salt Fork, weighing considerations of right and wrong, of duty

and disinclination, in the balance. He is not an epic hero, for epic

heroes act straightforwardly, they either know by intuition just what

is right, or they are like Milton's Satan, unencumbered with a sense

of duty. But Morton was neither infallible nor a devil. A man of

sensitive conscience cannot, even by accident, break a woman's heart

without compunction.

When Goodwin approached Salt Fork he was met by Burchard, now sheriff

of the county, and warned that he would be attacked. Burchard begged

him to turn back. Morton might have scoffed at the cowardice and

time-serving of the sheriff, if he had not been under such

obligations to him, and had not been touched by this new evidence of

his friendship. But Goodwin had never turned back from peril in his

life.

"I have a right to preach at Salt Fork, Burchard," he said, "and I

will do it or die."

Even in the struggle at Salt Fork Morton could not get rid of his

love affair. He was touched to find lying on the desk in the

school-house a little unsigned billet in Ann Eliza's handwriting,

uttering a warning similar to that just given by Burchard.

It was with some tremor that he looked round, in the dim light of two

candles, upon the turbulent faces between him and the door. His

prayer and singing were a little faint. But when once he began to

preach, his combative courage returned, and his ringing voice rose

above all the shuffling sounds of disorder. The interruptions,

however, soon became so distinct that he dared not any longer ignore

them. Then he paused in his discourse and looked at the rioters

steadily.

"You think you will scare me. It is my business to rebuke sin. I

tell you that you are a set of ungodly ruffians and law breakers. I

tell your neighbors here that they are miserable cowards. They let

lawless men trample on them. I say, shame on them! They ought to

organize and arrest you if it cost their lives."

Here a click was heard as of some one cocking a horse-pistol. Morton

turned pale; but something in his warm, Irish blood impelled him to

proceed. "I called you ruffians awhile ago," he said, huskily. "Now

I tell you that you are cut-throats. If you kill me here to-night, I

will show your neighbors that it is better to die like a man than to

live like a coward. The law will yet be put in force whether you

kill me or not. There are some of you that would belong to Micajah

Harp's gang of robbers if you dared. But you are afraid; and so you

only give information and help to those who are no worse, only a

little braver than you are."

[Illustration: FACING A MOB.]

Goodwin had let his impetuous temper carry him too far. He now saw

that his denunciation had degenerated into a taunt, and this taunt

had provoked his enemies beyond measure. He had been foolhardy; for

what good could it do for him to throw away his life in a row? There

was murder in the eyes of the ruffians. Half-a-dozen pistols were

cocked in quick succession and he caught the glitter of knives. A

hasty consultation was taking place in the back part of the room, and

the few Methodists near him huddled together like sheep. If he

intended to save his life there was no time to spare. The address

and presence of mind for which he had been noted in boyhood did not

fail him now. It would not do to seem to quail. Without lowering

his fiercely indignant tone, he raised his right hand and demanded

that honest citizens should rally to his support and put down the

riot. His descending hand knocked one of the two candles from the

pulpit in the most accidental way in the world. Starting back

suddenly, he managed to upset, and extinguish the other just at the

instant when the infuriated roughs were making a combined rush upon

him. The room was thus made totally dark. Morton plunged into the

on-coming crowd. Twice he was seized and interrogated, but he

changed his voice and avoided detection. When at last the crowd gave

up the search and began to leave the house, he drifted with them into

the outer darkness and rain. Once upon Dolly he was safe from any

pursuit.

When the swift-footed mare had put him beyond danger, Morton was in

better spirits than at any time since the elder's solemn talk on the

preceding Saturday. He had the exhilaration of a sense of danger and

of a sense of triumph. So bold a speech, and so masterly an escape

as he had made could not but demoralize men like the Salt Forkers.

He laughed a little at himself for talking about dying and then

running away, but he inly determined to take the earliest opportunity

to urge upon Burchard the duty of a total suppression of these

lawless gangs. He would himself head a party against them if

necessary.

This cheerful mood gradually subsided into depression as his mind

reverted to the note in Ann Eliza's writing. How thoughtful in her

to send it! How delicate she was in not signing it! How forgiving

must her temper be! What a stupid wretch he was to attract her

affection, and now what a perverse soul he was to break her devoted

heart!

This was the light in which Morton saw the situation. A more

suspicious man might have reasoned that Ann Eliza probably knew no

more of Goodwin's peril at Salt Fork than was known in all the

neighboring country, and that her note was a gratuitous thrusting of

herself on his attention. A suspicious person would have reasoned

that her delicacy in not signing the note was only a pretense, since

Morton had become familiar with her peculiar handwriting in the

affair of the lawsuit in which he had assisted her. But Morton was

not suspicious. How could he be suspicious of one upon whom the Lord

had so manifestly poured out his Spirit? Besides, the suspicious

view would not have been wholly correct, since Ann Eliza did love

Morton almost to distraction, and had entertained the liveliest

apprehensions of hie peril at Salt Fork.

But with however much gratitude he might regard Ann Eliza's action,

Morton Goodwin could not quite bring himself to decide on marriage.

He could not help thinking of the morning when negro Bob had

discovered him talking to Patty by the spring-house, nor could he

help contrasting that strong love with the feebleness of the best

affection he could muster for the handsome, pious, and effusive Ann

Eliza Meacham.

But as he proceeded round the circuit it became more and more evident

to Morton that he had suffered in reputation by his cool treatment of

Miss Meacham. Elderly people love romance, and they could not

forgive him for not bringing the story out in the way they wished.

They felt that nothing could be so appropriate as the marriage of a

popular preacher with so zealous a woman. It was a shock to their

sense of poetic completeness that he should thus destroy the only

fitting denouement. So that between people who were disappointed at

the come-out, and young men who were jealous of the general

popularity of the youthful preacher, Morton's acceptability had

visibly declined. Nevertheless there was quite a party of young

women who approved of his course. He had found the minx out at last!

One of the results of the Methodist circuit system, with its great

quarterly meetings, was the bringing of people scattered over a wide

region into a sort of organic unity and a community of feeling. It

widened the horizon. It was a curious and, doubtless, also a

beneficial thing, that over the whole vast extent of half-civilized

territory called Jenkinsville circuit there was now a common topic

for gossip and discussion. When Morton reached the very northernmost

of his forty-nine preaching places, he had not yet escaped from the

excitement.

"Brother Goodwin," said Sister Sharp, as they sat at breakfast,

"whatever folks may say, I am sure you had a perfect right to give up

Sister Meacham. A man ain't bound to marry a girl when he finds her

out. _I_ don't think it would take a smart man like you long to find

out that Sister Meacham isn't all she pretends to be. I have heard

some things about her standing in Pennsylvania. I guess you found

them out."

"I never meant to marry Sister Meacham," said Morton, as soon as he

could recover from the shock, and interrupt the stream of Sister

Sharp's talk.

"Everybody thought you did."

"Everybody was wrong, then; and as for finding out anything, I can

tell you that Sister Meacham is, I believe, one of the best and most

useful Christians in the world."

"That's what everybody thought," replied the other, maliciously,

"until you quit off going with her so suddenly. People have thought

different since."

This shot took effect. Morton could bear that people should slander

him. But, behold! a crop of slanders on Ann Eliza herself was likely

to grow out of his mistake. In the midst of a most unheroic and, as

it seemed to him, contemptible vacillation and perplexity, he came at

last to Mount Zion meeting-house. It was here that Ann Eliza

belonged, and here he must decide whether he would still leave her to

suffer reproach while he also endured the loss of his own good name,

or make a marriage which, to those wiser than he, seemed in every way

advisable. Ann Eliza was not at meeting on this day. When once the

benediction was pronounced, Goodwin resolved to free himself from

remorse and obloquy by the only honorable course. He would ride over

to Sister Sims's, and end the matter by engaging himself to Ann Eliza.

Was it some latent, half-perception of Sister Meacham's true

character that made him hesitate? Or was it that a pure-hearted man

always shrinks from marriage without love? He reined his horse at

the road-fork, and at last took the other path and claimed the

hospitality of the old class-leader of Mount Zion class, instead of

receiving Sister Sims's welcome. He intended by this means to

postpone his decision till afternoon.

Out of the frying-pan into the fire! The leader took Brother Goodwin

aside and informed him that Sister Ann Eliza was very ill. She might

never recover. It was understood that she was slowly dying of a

broken heart.

Morton could bear no more. To have made so faithful a person, who

had even interfered to save his life, suffer in her spirit was bad

enough; to have brought reproach upon her, worse; to kill her

outright was ingratitude and murder. He wondered at his own

stupidity and wickedness. He rode in haste to Sister Sims's. Ann

Eliza, in fact, was not dangerously ill, and was ill more of a

malarious fever than of a broken heart; though her chagrin and

disappointment had much to do with it. Morton, convinced that he was

the author of her woes, felt more tenderness to her in her emaciation

than he had ever felt toward her in her beauty. He could not profess

a great deal of love, so he contented himself with expressing his

gratitude for the Salt Fork warning. Explanations about the past

were awkward, but fortunately Ann Eliza was ill and ought not to talk

much on exciting subjects. Besides, she did not seem to be very

exacting. Morton's offer of marriage was accepted with a readiness

that annoyed him. When he rode away to his next appointment, he did

not feel so much relieved by having done his duty as he had expected

to. He could not get rid of a thought that the high-spirited Patty

would have resented an offer of marriage under these circumstances,

and on such terms as Ann Eliza had accepted. And yet, one must not

expect all qualities in one person. What could be finer than Ann

Eliza's lustrous piety? She was another Hester Ann Rogers, a second

Mrs. Fletcher, maybe. And how much she must love him to pine away

thus! And how forgiving she was!

_CHAPTER XXVII._

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