More than two years have passed since Morton made his great
sacrifice. You may see him now riding up to the Hickory Ridge
Church--a "hewed-log" country meeting-house. He is dressed in
homespun clothes. At the risk of compromising him forever, I must
confess that his coat is straight-breasted--shad-bellied as the
profane call it--and his best hat a white one with a broad brim. The
face is still fresh, despite the conflicts and hardships of one
year's travel in the mountains of Eastern Kentucky, and the sickness
and exposure of another year in the malarious cane-brakes of Western
Tennessee. Perils of Indians, perils of floods, perils of
alligators, perils of bad food, perils of cold beds, perils of
robbers, perils of rowdies, perils of fevers, and the weariness of
five thousand miles of horseback riding in a year, with five or six
hundred preachings in the same time, and the care of numberless
scattered churches in the wilderness have conspired to give
sedateness to his countenance. And yet there is a youthfulness about
the sun-browned cheeks, and a lingering expression of that sort of
humor which Western people call "mischief" about the eyes, that match
but grotesquely with white hat and shad-bellied coat.
[Illustration: GOING TO CONFERENCE.]
He has been a preacher almost ever since he became a Methodist. How
did he get his theological education? It used to be said that
Methodist preachers were educated by the old ones telling the young
ones all they knew; but besides this oral instruction Morton carried
in his saddle-bags John Wesley's simple, solid sermons, Charles
Wesley's hymns, and a Bible. Having little of the theory and system
of theology, he was free to take lessons in the larger school of life
and practical observation. For the rest, the free criticism to which
he was subject from other preachers, and the contact with a few
families of refinement, had obliterated his dialect. Naturally a
gentleman at heart, he had, from the few stately gentlemen that he
met, quickly learned to be a gentleman in manners. He is regarded as
a young man of great promise by the older brethren; his clear voice
is very charming, his strong and manly speech and his tender feeling
are very inspiring, and on his two circuits he has reported
extraordinary revivals. Some of the old men sagely predict that
"he's got bishop-timber in him," but no such ambitious dreams disturb
his sleep. He has not "gone into a decline" on account of Patty. A
healthy nature will bear heavy blows. But there is a pain,
somewhere--everywhere--in his being, when he thinks of the girl who
stood just above him in the spelling-class, and who looked so divine
when she was spinning her two dozen cuts a day. He does not like
this regretful feeling. He prays to be forgiven for it. He
acknowledges in class-meeting and in love-feast that he is too much
like Lot's wife--he finds his heart prone to look back toward the
objects he once loved. Often in riding through the stillness of a
deep forest--and the primeval forest is to him the peculiar abode of
the Almighty--his noble voice rings out fervently and even
pathetically with that stanza:
"The dearest idol I have known,
Whate'er that idol be,
Help me to tear it from thy throne
And worship only Thee!"
No man can enjoy a joke with more zest than he, and none can tell a
story more effectively in a generation of preachers who are all good
story-tellers. He loves his work; its dangers and difficulties
satisfy the ambition of his boyhood; and he has had no misgivings,
except when once or twice he has revisited his parents in the
Hissawachee Bottom. Then the longing to see Patty has seized him and
he has been fain to hurry away, praying to be delivered from every
snare of the enemy.
He is not the only man in a straight-breasted coat who is approaching
the country meeting-house. It is conference-time, and the greetings
are hearty and familiar. Everybody is glad to see everybody, and,
after a year of separation, nobody can afford to stand on ceremony
with anybody else. Morton has hardly alighted before half a dozen
preachers have rushed up to him and taken him by the hand. A tall
brother, with a grotesque twitch in his face, cries out:
"How do you do, Brother Goodwin? Glad to see the alligators haven't
finished you!"
To which Morton returns a laughing reply; but suddenly he sees,
standing back of the rest and waiting his turn, a young man with a
solemn, sallow face, pinched by sickness and exposure, and bordered
by the straight black hair that falls on each side of it. He wears
over his clothes a blanket with arm-holes cut through, and seems to
be perpetually awaiting an ague-chill. Seeing him, Morton pushes the
rest aside, and catches the wan hand in both of his own with a cry:
"Kike, God bless you! How are you, dear old fellow? You look sick."
Kike smiled faintly, and Morton threw his arm over his shoulder and
looked in his face. "I am sick, Mort. Cast down, but not destroyed,
you know. I hope I am ready to be offered up."
"Not a bit of it. You've got to get better. Offered up? Why, you
aren't fit to offer to an alligator. Where are you staying?"
"Out there." Kike pointed to the tents of a camp-meeting barely
visible through the trees. The people in the neighborhood of the
Hickory Ridge Church, being unable to entertain the Conference in
their homes, had resorted to the device of getting up a camp-meeting.
It was easier to take care of the preachers out of doors than in.
Morton shook his head as he walked with Kike to the thin canvas tent
under which he had been assigned to sleep. The white spot on the end
of Kike's nose and the blue lines under his finger-nails told plainly
of the on-coming chill, and Morton hurried away to find some better
shelter for him than under this thin sheet. But this was hard to do.
The few brethren in the neighborhood had already filled their cabins
full of guests, mostly in infirm health, and Kike, being one of the
younger men, renowned only for his piety and his revivals, had not
been thought of for a place elsewhere than on the camp-ground.
Finding it impossible to get a more comfortable resting place for his
friend, Morton turned to seek for a physician. The only doctor in
the neighborhood was a Presbyterian minister, retired from the
ministry on account of his impaired health. To him Morton went to
ask for medicine for Kike.
"Dr. Morgan, there is a preacher sick down at the camp-ground," said
Morton, "and--"
"And you want me to see him," said the doctor, in an alert,
anticipative fashion, seizing his "pill-bags" and donning his hat.
When the two rode up to the tent in which Kike was lodged they found
a prayer-meeting of a very exciting kind going on in the tent
adjoining. There were cries and groans and amens and hallelujahs
commingled in a way quite intelligible to the experienced ear of
Morton, but quite unendurable to the orderly doctor.
"A bad place for a sick man, sir," he said to Morton, with great
positiveness.
"I know it is, doctor," said Morton; "and I've done my best to get
him out of it, but I cannot. See how thin this tent-cover is."
"And the malaria of these woods is awful. Camp-meetings, sir, are
always bad. And this fuss is enough to drive a patient crazy."
Morton thought the doctor prejudiced, but he said nothing. They had
now reached the corner of the tent where Kike lay on a straw pallet,
holding his hands to his head. The noise from the prayer-meeting was
more than his weary brain would bear.
"Can you sit on my horse?" said the doctor, promptly proceeding to
lift Kike without even explaining to him who he was, or where he
proposed to take him.
Morton helped to place Kike in the saddle, but the poor fellow was
shaking so that he could not sit there. Morton then brought out
Dolly--she was all his own now--and took the slight form of Kike in
his arms, he riding on the croup, and the sick man in the saddle.
"Where shall I ride to, doctor?"
"To my house," said the doctor, mounting his own horse and spurring
off to have a bed made ready for Kike.
As Morton rode up to the doctor's gate, the shaking Kike roused a
little and said, "She's the same fine old Dolly, Mort."
"A little more sober. The long rides in the cane-brakes, and the
responsibility of the Methodist itinerancy, have given her the
gravity that belongs to the ministry."
Such a bed as Kike found in Dr. Morgan's house! After the rude
bear-skins upon which he had languished in the backwoods cabins,
after the musty feather-beds in freezing lofts, and the pallets of
leaves upon which he had shivered and scorched and fought fleas and
musquitoes, this clean white bed was like a foretaste of heaven. But
Kike was almost too sick to be grateful. The poor frame had been
kept up by will so long, that now that he was in a good bed and had
Morton he felt that he could afford to be sick. What had been ague
settled into that wearisome disease called bilious fever. Morton
staid by him nearly all of the time, looking into the conference now
and then to see the venerable Asbury in the chair, listening to a
grand speech from McKendree, attending on the third day of the
session, when, with the others who had been preaching two years on
probation, he was called forward to answer the "Questions" always
propounded to "Candidates for admission to the conference." Kike
only was missing from the list of those who were to have heard the
bishop's exhortations, full of martial fire, and to have answered his
questions in regard to their spiritual state. For above all gifts of
speech or depths of learning, or acuteness of reasoning, the early
Methodists esteemed devout affections; and no man was of account for
the ministry who was not "groaning to be made perfect in this life."
The question stands in the discipline yet, but very many young men
who assent to it groan after nothing so much as a city church with
full galleries.
The strange mystery in which appointments were involved could not but
pique curiosity. Morton having had one year of mountains, and one
year of cane-brakes, had come to wish for one year of a little more
comfort, and a little better support. There is a romance about going
threadbare and tattered in a good cause, but even the romance gets
threadbare and tattered if it last too long, and one wishes for a
little sober reality of warm clothes to relieve a romance, charming
enough in itself, but dull when it grows monotonous.
The awful hour of appointments came on at last. The brave-hearted
men sat down before the bishop, and before God, not knowing what was
to be their fate. Morton could not guess where he was going. A
miasmatic cane-brake, or a deadly cypress swamp, might be his doom,
or he might--but no, he would not hope that his lot might fall in
Ohio. He was a young man, and a young man must take his chances.
Morton found himself more anxious about Kike than about himself.
Where would the bishop send the invalid? With Kike it might be a
matter of life and death, and Kike would not hear to being left
without work. He meant, he said, to cease at once to work and live.
The brethren, still in sublime ignorance of their destiny, sang
fervently that fiery hymn of Charles Wesley's:
"Jesus, the name high over all,
In hell or earth or sky,
Angels and men before him fall,
And devils fear and fly.
"O that the world might taste and see,
The riches of his grace,
The arms of love that compass me
Would all mankind embrace."
And when they reached the last stanzas there was the ring of soldiers
ready for battle in their martial voices. That some of them would
die from exposure, malaria, or accident during the next year was
probable. Tears came to their eyes, and they involuntarily began to
grasp the hands of those who stood next them as they approached the
climax of the hymn, which the bishop read impressively, two lines at
a time, for them to sing:
"His only righteousness I show,
His saving truth proclaim,
'Tis all my business here below
To cry, 'Behold the Lamb!'
"Happy if with my latest breath
I may but gasp his name,
Preach him to all and cry in death,
'Behold, behold the Lamb!'"
Then, with suffused eyes, they resumed their seats, and the venerable
Asbury, with calmness and with a voice faltering with age, made them
a brief address; tender and sympathetic at first, earnest as he
proceeded, and full of ardor and courage at the close.
"When the British Admiralty," he said, "wanted some man to take
Quebec, they began with the oldest General first, asking him:
'General, will you go and take Quebec?' To which he made reply, 'It
is a very difficult enterprise.' 'You may stand aside,' they said.
One after another the Generals answered that they would, in some more
or less indefinite manner, until the youngest man on the list was
reached. 'General Wolfe,' they said, 'will you go and take Quebec?'
'I'll do it or die,' he replied." Here the bishop paused, looked
round about upon them, and added, with a voice full of emotion, "He
went, and did both. We send you first to take the country allotted
to you. We want only men who are determined to do it or die! Some
of you, dear brethren, will do both. If you fall, let us hear that
you fell like Methodist preachers at your post, face to the foe, and
the shout of victory on your lips."
The effect of this speech was beyond description. There were sobs,
and cries of "Amen," "God grant it," "Halleluiah!" from every part of
the old log church. Every man was ready for the hardest place, if he
must. Gravely, as one who trembles at his responsibility, the bishop
brought out his list. No man looked any more upon his fellow. Every
one kept his eyes fixed upon the paper from which the bishop read the
appointments, until his own name was reached. Some showed pleasure
when their names were called, some could not conceal a look of pain.
When the reading had proceeded half way down the list, Morton heard,
with a little start, the words slowly enounced as the bishop's eyes
fell on him:
"Jenkinsville Circuit--Morton Goodwin."
Well, at least Jenkinsville was in Ohio. But it was in the wickedest
part of Ohio. Morton half suspected that he was indebted to his
muscle, his courage, and his quick wit for the appointment. The
rowdies of Jenkinsville Circuit were worse than the alligators of
Mississippi. But he was young, hopeful and brave, and rather
relished a difficult field than otherwise. He listened now for
Kike's name. It came at the bottom of the list:
"Pottawottomie Creek--W. T. Smith, Hezekiah Lumsden."
The bishop had not dared to entrust a circuit to a man so sick as
Kike was. He had, therefore, sent him as "second man" or "junior
preacher" on a circuit in the wilderness of Michigan.
The last appointment having been announced, a simple benediction
closed the services, and the brethren who had foregone houses and
homes and fathers and mothers and wives and children for the kingdom
of heaven's sake saddled their horses, called, one by one, at Dr.
Morgan's to say a brotherly "God bless you!" to the sick Kike, and
rode away, each in his own direction, and all with a self-immolation
to the cause rarely seen since the Middle-Age.
They rode away, all but Kike, languishing yet with fever, and Morton,
watching by his side.
_CHAPTER XXI._