CHAPTER VII.

CASTLE BUILDING.

THE Squire's own carriage-and-four, with servants in livery, awaited

the arrival of the mail, but the Squire himself proudly gathered up the

reins and dashed triumphantly along the road which had not very long

before been so solemnly paced by the pair of stately blacks, with their

sorrowful burden of unwilling exiles.

In some mysterious manner, the news had spread, cottages were deserted,

groups were gathered, cheers were ventured, and something very like a

general rejoicing seized upon the village clan. Respect for the Squire

and his family, however, rose with the immense satisfaction their

hospitality conferred, and nothing but the remarks of a few who in the

evening twilight caught a glimpse of the pale occupants of the carriage

checked the universal joy.

Mr. Spadeley was especially prophetic and mingled with all his

undoubted regard for the ancient family were certain arrangements

in his own mind about the speedy re-opening of the tomb beneath the

cedars. It would certainly be some satisfaction that on such an

occasion, no hand but his own should meddle with that solemn receptacle

of fallen greatness. His daughter, however, restored to her position as

attendant on her beloved mistress, entertained a happier opinion.

"If anything can do her good, it is the care and kindness of Mistress

Hazelwood," she said. "I never saw such a wise dear lady in my life;

why, it might be her very own sister. Never you fear, father, she'll

come round as sure as my name's Jane. Miss Maude looks better already,

and as for Master Guy, he and Squire Hazelwood are riding together I

don't know where, and actually, he speaks cheerful and pleasant like he

used to do."

"Well, they deserve Christian burial, that they do," said the sexton;

"they're king Solomon's one in a thousand, doing unto others as they

would others should do unto them. I saw our parson just now, and he

thinks as you do, Jane; so go and do your duty like a good girl, and

we'll all have patience and see what's to be the end of it."

The next satisfactory event was Mistress Hazelwood driving about in a

little pony-carriage with her guest by her side, calling at cottages,

and looking the sweet picture of content at the warm and affectionate

demonstrations of the villagers at the recovery and reappearance among

them of their valued friend.

A few pleasant weeks made all the difference in restoring what the

Squire persisted in declaring was only banished by London fogs, and his

mental comment upon the notion of any sane person or persons wilfully

encountering the same, was emphatically to the effect that whatever

happened "served them right."

He and Guy, Mrs. Hazelwood and Mrs. Falconer, and the now inseparable

friends Evelyn and Maude, made precisely the family party which the

Squire declared essential to the proper enjoyment of the Moat; the

chill, he said, was passing away, the silent passages and grim carvings

no longer frightened him, and altogether, he considered his appetite

was improving, and his view of life in general was more comfortable

and philanthropic. The parson was always welcome to come and look

after them all, and if he could supply Master Guy's brains for awhile

instead of the school, he could see no objection to things remaining as

they now stood, for any time that Providence pleased to allow, and for

his part, he should not choose to begin the vexatious self-torment of

"meeting trouble half way."

"Dorothy, my dear," said he when the subject of their visitors was

under discussion between them, preparatory to further measures, "do you

believe in such a thing as 'proper pride'?"

"The world does," said Mrs. Hazelwood, smiling.

"But the world isn't you; do you think pride can be 'proper' in any

shape? I want to know."

"No, surely not, dear husband."

"Then a fig for the world's opinion; so tell Mrs. Falconer just your

mind about it, Dorothy."

"But, Roger, there is such a thing as self-respect, you know, and

we must not ask Mrs. Falconer to sacrifice that, if such should be

her view of it. What would you like me and Evelyn to do, if we were

situated as she is?" And the fair face clouded a little, and the Squire

looked considerably perplexed.

"That superintendency scheme does not please me, at any rate," said he

at last; "she will never be strong enough for that, so oppose it with

all your might and main."

"I will, dear husband; and if, as I am nearly sure, she will not

consent to be without employment somewhere, I think even self-respect

will not stand in the way of your plan."

"My plan, Dolly! Why, the better half of it came out of your own little

head or heart, or both; and really I do admire your substitution of

'self-respect' for 'proper pride,'—it sounds more like Christianity;

but let us take care we don't mistake the one for the other. And warn

her gently, you know, not to take counsel with that young pepper-corn

of a lad of hers. He has pride enough for the whole peerage if I'm not

greatly mistaken, but if she takes him back to London, I don't believe

he'll live long to be troubled by it."

Mrs. Hazelwood was of the same opinion, for the delicate appearance

of the boy had troubled her almost as much as that of his mother, and

having now a definite line of action in view, such as under similar

circumstances she would accept for herself, the way was clear to meet

Mrs. Falconer's next attempt to introduce the subject of departure from

the Moat.

Then tenderly and simply she stated her own and her husband's earnest

wish to detain them all, and to consider the Moat House their permanent

home, adding many motherly arguments concerning health, moral benefit,

and opportunity to cultivate the artistic talent which had already

gained notice and approval.

"But, my dear, kind friend," said Mrs. Falconer, "you forget that my

children must fight their own way through the world, and wherever I am

trying to do so myself is the best scene of example and encouragement

for them. Here I am tempted to be again idle and self-indulgent."

"Would you consent to work here, if opportunity could be found, while

your son completes his education, and until you know what is to be his

future course in life?" asked Mrs. Hazelwood.

"Yes, thankfully, but I saw no way; there was not even a cottage to be

had. I could do nothing but go away when our trouble came, and I saw

its effect on my boy."

"Then, dear Mrs. Falconer, stay with us, and educate our wild, spoilt

Evelyn with your gentle Maude. Let Mr. Herbert take charge of Guy until

his health is quite restored; and if you cannot be happy in your own

old rooms here, I have no doubt there will be found some pretty cottage

on the estate which will suit when required. By-and-by we can think

about further advantages for our daughters if desirable, but for the

present you are more than qualified to instruct them. Evelyn must have

companionship, and I must either seek a governess and a fellow student

at home, or send my only child amongst strangers. Will you not help us

to a happy alternative, dear friend?"

The pleader could not be resisted long, and the consciousness that

at present she was unfit to enter with spirit on the duties of the

institution could not but have serious weight in Mrs. Falconer's own

judgment. But she would not act without consulting feelings of her

children, and to Guy she felt sure the idea would be highly distasteful.

"Mother," said he when she confided to him the plan proposed to her,

"have you no feeling against living as a governess where you once lived

as mistress and hostess of the house?"

"No feeling against it, Guy; it would be pride, and in this case, I

think inexcusable pride. I am conscious that, God helping me, I can be

useful to our generous friends, and it will be easier for me to assist

your advance in whatever you may desire to do."

"Did you ever feel proud, mother? Do you know anything at all about it?"

"You may as well ask if I am a child of Adam," said his mother. "Pride

is as natural to the human heart as any instinct we possess, and the

most cruelly tenacious of its grasp; there is but one Power that can

subdue it; 'and this is the victory that overcometh even our faith,'

for 'whatsoever is born of God overcometh the world.' Pride is Satan's

and the world's view of things; true humility belongs to another seed,

and came from heaven with the Lord Jesus, Who 'took upon Him the form

of a servant,' and was content with the station in which He could best

do His Father's will."

"Well, mother, I am not going to say anything against this plan for

the present; I would not go back to London and see you fade away into

another world, as you were doing lately, for anything London hold's. I

will study thankfully with Mr. Herbert, and see what he can make of me

for the next few months; and if it is bearable to be under obligation

to anybody, I think it will seem less hard to bear with Mr. Hazelwood

and his lovable lady than I ever supposed possible. I am getting

stronger too, mother, don't you see? Why, I could out-do half those

fellows at school if I were to try now. There are the girls going for

their ride, I'll just run and tell Maude that we are to stay, and

they'll be out of their wits with joy, both of them. I'm glad it's

all settled, mother,—not that I want to be idle, and you shall not

be ashamed of me at least, I'm determined, neither shall that great,

strong, bluff Squire."

That a most welcome change had passed over the mind and temper of her

son was apparent, and even beyond what faith and hope had dared to

contemplate. So the widow's path seemed plain, and a full explanation

was written to Mrs. W— of the entire state of affairs, eliciting her

decided approval and congratulations. She declined Mrs. Falconer's

offer to come and superintend the institution until the vacancy could

be filled, as she knew but too many ready and thankful for the post.

"It has all turned out capitally," said the Squire, rubbing his hands

with glee, "and perhaps Miss Evelyn may be made presentable after all."

Mr. Herbert gladly welcomed his pupil, and a happy calm succeeded the

late changes and disturbances at the old Moat House.

One pleasant sunny morning, Mrs. Falconer sat with her work on the

lawn; Guy, having been dismissed from study by his master, had thrown

himself down at her feet, and was for some time deep in the examination

of a book which he had taken from his pocket.

Evelyn and Maude were gone with Mrs. Hazelwood on some errand of love,

and there was prospect of a quiet hour with his mother.

"Mother," said he, suddenly, rolling over on his back, "I cannot make

this out; how can it be? It says,—

"'Seest thou a man diligent in his business? he shall stand before

kings; he shall not stand before mean men.'

"Is that always true?"

"It is the enunciation of a great principle, Guy, and is merely

illustrated in forcible terms, signifying that persevering industry

attains a high reward; and it is often literally true, for some of our

most eminent men have risen from a lowly origin to confer with princes,

and take a place in the councils of the State."

"But are they the exceptions, mother, or the rule?"

"Perhaps they may be exceptions so far as the literal statement goes,

but the rule holds good in principle for most of those who are diligent

in business from right motives and by right means. They usually rise

in the social scale, and attain position and influence denied to the

idle and indifferent. Doubtless it was so under the administration of a

discerning ruler like the king of Israel, and in our own country there

is no barrier to the rise of any from humble industry to heights of

wealth and power."

"Well, but look here, mother; is it right to try for it? Because

listen to this, 'In the world ye shall have tribulation,'—that's not

honour, you know. 'Mind not high things, but condescend to men of low

estate,'—that's not standing before kings; that's associating with

'mean men.' So what are we really to do and expect?"

"There is nothing inconsistent in the statements, dear boy. Suppose a

man to attain by diligence and industry some position of eminence, let

him not suppose that he is therefore exempt from trial and suffering,

for if he be a follower of Jesus, he must in some way take up His

cross; and possibly the very prosperity he has attained may supply

opportunities of temptation and tribulation which a more obscure lot

may escape.

"Then, though he may be elevated to 'high things' in the world's

estimate, he must not be intent on them, or proud of them, because

after all, it was by God's kind providence that he was favoured with

the elements and opportunities of success; and he should sympathise

with, and help forward, those who are struggling as he did, or seem

less able to master the difficulties which keep them back. It seems

to me that in the three passages you have quoted, we find lawful

encouragement in our daily duty, warning that 'the servant' must not

expect to be 'above his master,' and a necessary precept against

ambition and pride."

"Well, but, mother, suppose the things clash; suppose in trying hard

for the reward of diligence in business, one loses sight of the

condition to which tribulation in some sense seems promised; what is to

be done then?"

"Well, let us consider both for a moment, and then decide which is best

worth having. When an industrious, clever man has attained his object,

risen as high as he can, what then?"

"Why, that's all, isn't it? He is a great man; he does not belong to

the class of 'mean men.'"

"Yes, and what then?"

"I don't know, excepting that he will like to keep what he has attained

until—"

"Until when, Guy?"

"Until he dies, I suppose."

"Yes, and what then?"

"What then, mother! I cannot tell."

"Do you think that the man who has been only diligent and attentive

to the business of the world, amassed a fortune, attained a high

estate, will be welcomed in heaven as 'a good and faithful servant,'

and counted worthy to enter the joy of the Lord? Did he not receive

his reward on earth? Did his aims and desires rise above the end he

pursued? And should he be disappointed at only attaining what he strove

for?"

"I suppose he should not; but such a man would perhaps be thinking

himself so lawfully busy, that God would provide for the next world,

when he had to give up this one."

"Very likely; I fear many make that fatal mistake, forgetting the word

of warning to such, 'What shall it profit a man if he shall gain the

whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shalt that a man give in

exchange for his soul?' It is a question man has never dared to answer,

so he evades it, until compelled to estimate the profit and the loss in

the eternal consequence of his miserable neglect. But what of the other

condition, Guy?"

"The tribulation, the humble and lowly lot of those who care most for

following Christ and obeying God, do you mean?"

"Yes, what then?"

"Why, I suppose one escapes disappointment, and most of the troubles of

the rich and great; but then you see, one may keep very low, and always

be among 'mean men' at that rate."

"Yes, and what then?"

"Oh, go on creeping and grubbing till one dies, I suppose."

"And then?"

"That's all; a grave perhaps, with no name to put over it. Nothing

more."

"Yes, Guy, think again; the grub days over, the wings unfold, the

angels of God bear home the blood-bought soul, and the Lord Himself

pronounces the welcome of His humblest follower who has lived by

faith, and obeyed and honoured Him. 'Well done, thou good and faithful

servant,' from the Master's lips, will obliterate all life's sorrows

and disappointments, inaugurate joys that, until then, 'eye hath

not seen, nor ear heard, neither hath it entered into the heart to

conceive, but which God hath prepared for them that love Him.' Oh, my

son, we shall then know fully what it is to be a Christian, not in name

only, but in deed and in truth."

Guy gazed at his mother with a feeling almost of awe, half expecting

to see the wings she spoke of; and there was a long silence, while his

face lay hidden in the grass. At last he looked up.

"Mother, I will try for both. I will be diligent in business, and take

what it brings; but I will have the wings and the welcome whatever else

I lose."

"By the grace of God, dear child. 'Ask, and ye shall receive; seek,

and ye shall find'; and be sure that you shall stand one day,

glory-crowned, in the presence of the King of kings."

While the mother and son indulged in silent thought on the subject of

their conversation, the voices of Evelyn and Maude sounded merrily from

a neighbouring walk, and before Guy could rise, he was covered with

wreaths of wild flowers and denounced as the very impersonation of

idleness.

"Now if you will be civil, I will convince you that I am not idle,"

said Guy, composedly, making strokes upon a paper or drawing-book as he

lay on his face on the grass; "look if you ever saw anything like this."

Both the fairies were down on either side of him in a moment.

"Of course we have," cried Evelyn; "it is the Moat House. But you have

not put in some trees that I think are there, and you show a piece of

the old tower that I'm quite sure cannot be seen from the place where

you stood for this view."

"You seem pretty familiar with the old place, Miss Evelyn, to notice

all that; but you see, I've cut down those trees, and opened a glimpse

of the tower, which I consider a great improvement, don't you?"

"You have cut down the trees!" exclaimed Evelyn, in amazement. And she

darted away to look at the spot in question.

"For shame, Guy," said she, returning very red and angry; "you should

speak the truth; you know you dare not cut down my father's trees."

"I meant in imagination at present," said Guy, laughing; "but, I mean

to do it in fact some day, when I've got the Moat back again, and I was

only just trying how it would look."

"What! Get the Moat House away from my father," cried the young lady,

in surprise and disgust.

"Yes, some day; but of course I shall pay him for it; I'm going to be a

thief."

"Indeed you shall never do any such thing; I'll tell him what you say."

"I thought you were my friend, Evelyn," said Guy, coolly, "and would

be glad that I should have the old place where my ancestors lived for

hundreds of years, and that never ought to have been sold out of the

family."

"But what am I to do? I can't wish both ways, you know, and my father

calls me his little queen, and says I shall reign here all the days

of my life. I'm sure he will be very angry to hear of such wicked

thoughts, Guy, so you'd better give them up this moment."

"No, I shall not do that; and can't you see, you hot-headed little

thing, that it will make no difference to you? It will take a great

many years to earn the money, and when I want the place, perhaps your

father may find one he will like better, and if not, you shall all live

here with us, as we do now with you."

"I don't believe my father would like that," said Evelyn, somewhat

mollified; "so if it will take a great many years, I think I shall not

tell him yet; but it seems very disagreeable of you. Perhaps he will

not sell it to you, though, and what then?"

"Then I can't help it, I suppose, and I shall have to wait

until—until—" Guy paused, it was a troublesome thought, "until—" when,

and he could not say it.

Maude had listened in some surprise at the cool, assured tone in which

her brother had spoken, but felt the dilemma into which he had worked

himself, for in his zeal for his own project, he forgot for the moment

the implied sorrow to others.

"See, see!" she suddenly exclaimed. "How grand! How beautiful! Towers,

trees, gardens, and the flag of the Falconers waving over all!"

"Where? What do you mean?" cried Guy and Evelyn, starting up.

"There, in the air to be sure; don't you see? Guy's castle, I mean."

"Pooh!" said the boy, colouring. "What nonsense, Maude."

"More harmless nonsense than yours, dear brother, for you know it is

written, 'Thou shalt not covet thy neighbours house.' I wish you had

not had such strange thoughts, Guy."

"Well, never mind now," said Evelyn, kindly. "I dare say it's very

natural, and I did not know that your people lived here so long ago."

"It may be natural, dear children," said Mrs. Falconer, "but the

servants of Jesus and heirs of the heavenly mansions must be

supernatural, and I hoped that Guy had chosen an inheritance that can

never pass away."

"But I may have both, you know, mother, and if not, I shall choose the

best."

What a puffed-up, elastic thing is a young human heart! What big

thoughts, what strong wills, what unspeakable ideas swell within it!

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