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_Story of the bird that was faint with thirst._

A bird was faint with thirst, 1145

The breath in his body was heaving like waves of smoke.

He saw a diamond in the garden:

Thirst created a vision of water.

Deceived by the sunbright stone

The foolish bird fancied that it was water. 1150

He got no moisture from the gem:

He pecked it with his beak, but it did not wet his palate.

“O thrall of vain desire,” said the diamond,

“Thou hast sharpened thy greedy beak on me;

But I am not a dewdrop, I give no drink, 1155

I do not live for the sake of others.

Wouldst thou hurt me? Thou art mad!

A life that reveals the Self is strange to thee.

My water will shiver the beaks of birds

And break the jewel of man’s life.”[87] 1160

The bird won not his heart’s wish from the diamond

And turned away from the sparkling stone.

Disappointment swelled in his breast,

The song in his throat became a wail.

Upon a rose-twig a drop of dew 1165

Gleamed like the tear in a nightingale’s eye:

All its glitter was owing to the sun,

It was trembling in fear of the sun--

A restless sky-born star

That had stopped for a moment, from desire to be seen; 1170

Oft deceived by bud and flower,

It had gained nothing from Life.

There it hung, ready to drop,

Like a tear on the eyelashes of a lover who hath lost his heart.

The sorely distressed bird hopped under the rose-bush, 1175

The dewdrop trickled into his mouth.

O thou that wouldst deliver thy soul from enemies,

I ask thee--“Art thou a drop of water or a gem?”

When the bird melted in the fire of thirst,

It appropriated the life of another. 1180

The drop was not solid and gem-like;

The diamond had a being, the drop had none.

Never for an instant neglect Self-preservation:

Be a diamond, not a dewdrop!

Be massive in nature, like mountains, 1185

And bear on thy crest a hundred clouds laden with floods of rain!

Save thyself by affirmation of Self,

Compress thy quicksilver into silver ore!

Produce a melody from the string of Self,

Make manifest the secrets of Self! 1190

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