CHAPTER XXXII. THE END

Two telegrams came from my mother. They were little other than

repetitions. She had been ill, and was impatient to see me. In the last,

she added that she would shorten the distance between us by coming to

Dublin to meet me. I was to inquire for her at “Elridge's Hotel.”

I was no less eager to be with her; but there were many matters of

detail which still delayed me. First of all, all my father's papers and

effects were at Schloss Hunyadi, and some of these were all-essential

to me. On arriving at the Castle, a sealed packet addressed Sir Digby

Norcott, Bart., in Madame Cleremont's hand, was given me. On opening, I

found it contained a bunch of keys, without one word of any kind. It was

an unspeakable relief to me to discover that she had not sent me either

her condolences or her threats, and I could scarcely reassure myself

that we had parted thus easily.

My father's personal luggage might have sufficed for half-a-dozen

people. Not only did he carry about a quantity of clothes that no

ordinary life could have required, but that he journeyed with every

imaginable kind of weapon, together with saddlery and horse-gear of all

fashions and shapes. Fishing-tackle and hunting-spears abounded; and

lassos of Mexican make seemed to show that he had intended to have

carried his experiences to the great Savannahs of the West.

From what I had seen of him, I was in no way prepared for the order

and regularity in which I found his papers. All that regarded his money

matters was contained in one small oak desk, in which I found a will,

a copy of which, it was stated, was deposited with Norton and Temple,

Solicitors, Furnival's Inn. The document ran thus:--

“I leave whatever I may die possessed of in personal or real property to

the wife I have long neglected, in trust for the boy I have done much

to corrupt. With time, and in the enjoyment of better fortune, they may

learn to forgive me; but even if they should not, it will little trouble

the rest of-----Roger Norcott.

“I desire that each of my servants in my service at the time of my death

should receive a quarter's wages; but no present or gratuity of any

kind. It is a class that always served me with fear and dislike, and

whose services I ever accepted with distrust and repugnance.

“I also desire that my retriever, 'Spy,' be shot as soon after my death

as may be, and that my other dogs be given away to persons who have

never known me, and that my heirs will be particular on this head, so

that none shall pretend that they inherit this or that of mine in token

of friendship or affectionate remembrance.

“There are a few objects of furniture in the care of Salter, the

house-agent at Brussels, of which I beg my wife's acceptance; they are

intrinsically of little value, but she will know how dearly we have both

paid for them. This is all.

(Signed) “Roger Norcott, Bart

“Witnesses, Joseph Granes, head groom.

“Paul Lanton, house-steward.”

This will, which bore for date only four months prior to his death, did

not contain any, the slightest, allusion to Madame Cleremont. Was it

that by some antecedent arrangement he had taken care to provide for

her, omitting, through a sense of delicacy to my mother, all mention of

her name? This I could not guess at the time, nor did I ever discover

afterwards.

In a larger desk I found a mass of letters; they were tied in packets,

each with a ribbon of a different color; they were all in women's

handwriting. There were several miniatures on ivory, one of which was of

my mother, when a girl of about eighteen. It was exceedingly beautiful,

and wore an expression of girlish innocence and frankness positively

charming. On the back, in my father's hand, there was,--“Why won't they

keep this look? Is the fault theirs or ours?”

Of the contents of that box, I committed all to the flames except that

picture. A third desk, the key of which was appended to his watch,

contained a manuscript in his writing, headed “My Cleremont Episode,

how it began, and how it cannot but end.” I own it pushed my curiosity

sorely to throw this into the fire without reading it; but I felt it

would have been a disloyalty which, had he lived, he never would have

pardoned, and so I restrained myself, and burned it.

One box, strongly strapped with bands of brass, and opening by a lock

of most complicated mechanism, was filled with articles of jewelry,

not only such trinkets as men affect to wear in shirt-studs and

watch-pendants, but the costlier objects of women's wear; there were

rings and charms, bracelets of massive make, and necklaces of great

value. There was a diamond cross, too, at back of which was a locket,

with a braid of very beautiful fair hair. This looked as though it had

been worn, and if so, how had it come back to him again? by what story

of sorrow, perhaps of death?

If a sentiment of horror and loyalty had made me burn all the letters, I

had found there was no restraining the exercise of my imagination as to

these relics, every one of which I invested with some story. In a secret

drawer of this box, was a considerable sum in gold, and a letter of

credit for a large amount on Escheles, of Vienna, by which it appeared

that he had won the chief prize of the Frankfort lottery, in the spring

drawing; a piece of fortune, which, by a line in his handwriting, I saw

he believed was to cost him dearly: “What is to be counterpoise to this

luck? An infidelity, or a sudden death? I can't say that either affright

me, but I think the last would be less of an insult.”

In every relic of him, the same tone of mockery prevailed, an insolent

contempt for the world, a disdain from which he did not exempt himself,

went through all he said or did; and it was plain to see that, no matter

how events went with him, he always sufficed for his own un happiness.

What a relief it was to me to turn from this perpetual scorn to some

two or three letters of my dear mother's, written after their separation

indeed, but in a spirit of such thorough forgiveness, and with such an

honest desire for his welfare, that I only wondered how any heart could

have resisted such loving generosity. I really believe nothing so

jarred upon him as her humility. Every reference to their inequality of

condition seemed to affect him like an insult; and on the back of one of

her letters there was written in pencil, “Does she imagine I ever forget

from what I took her; or that the memory is a pleasant one?”

Mr. La Grange's curiosity to learn what amount of money my father had

left behind him, and what were the dispositions of his will, pushed my

patience very hard indeed. I could not, however, exactly afford to

get rid of him, as he had long been intrusted with the payment of

tradesmen's bills, and he was in a position to involve me in great

difficulty, if so disposed.

At last we set out for England; and never shall I forget the strange

effect produced upon me by the deference my new station attracted

towards me. It seemed to me but yesterday that I was the companion of

poor Hanserl, of the “yard;” and now I had become, as if by magic, one

of the favored of the earth. The fame of being rich spreads rapidly,

and my reputation on that head lost nothing through any reserve or

forbearance of my valet I was an object of interest, too, as the son of

that daring Englishman who had lost his life so heroically. Heaven

knows how La Grange had related the tragic incident, or with what

embellishment he had been pleased to adorn it. I can onsay that

half my days were passed in assuring eager inquirers that I was neither

present at the adventure, nor wounded in the affray; and all my efforts

were directed to proving that I was a most insignificant person, and

without the smallest claim to interest on my side.

Arrived in London, I was once more a “personage;” at least, to my

family solicitors. My father's will had been already proved, and I was

recognized in all form as the heir to his title and fortune. They were

eager to know would I restore the family seat at Hexham. The Abbey was

an architectural gem that all England was proud of, and I was

eagerly entreated not to suffer it to drop into decay and ruin. The

representation of the borough--long neglected by my family--only

needed an effort to secure; and would I not like the ambition of a

parliamentary life?

What glimpses of future greatness were shown me! what possible chances

of this or that attained that would link me with real rank forever! And

all this time I was pining to clasp my mother to my arms; to pour out

my whole heart before her, and tell her that I loved a pale Jewish

girl, silent and half sad-looking, but whose low soft voice still echoed

within my heart, and whose cold hand had left a thrill after its touch

that had never ceased to move me.

“Oh, Digby, my own, own darling,” cried she, as she hugged me in her

arms, “what a great tall fellow you have grown, and how like--how like

him!” and she burst into a torrent of tears, renewed every time that

she raised her eyes to my face, and saw how I resembled my father. There

seemed an ecstasy in this grief of which she never wearied, and day

after day she would sit holding my hand, gazing wistfully at me, and

only turning away as her tearful eyes grew dim with weeping. I will not

dwell on the days we passed together; full of sorrow they were, but a

sorrow so hallowed by affection that we felt an unspeakable calm shed

over us.

My great likeness to my father, as she first saw him, made her mind

revert to that period, and she never ceased to talk of that time of

hope and happiness. Ever ready to ascribe anything unfavorable in his

character to the evil influences of others, she maintained that though

occasionally carried away by hot temper and passion, he was not only the

soul of honor but had a heart of tenderness and gentleness. Curious to

find out what sudden change of mind had led him after years of neglect

and forgetfulness to renew his relations with her, by remitting money to

her banker, we examined all that we could of his letters and papers to

discover a clew to this mystery. Baffled in all our endeavors, we were

driven at length to write to the Frankfort banker through whom the

letter of credit had come. As we assumed to say that the money should be

repaid by us, in this way hoping to trace the history of the incident,

we received for answer, that, though bound strictly to secrecy at

the time, events had since occurred which in a measure removed that

obligation. The advance, he declared, came from the house of Hodnig and

Oppovich, Fiume, who having failed since that time, there was no longer

the same necessity for reserve. “It is only this morning,” he added,

“that we have received news of the death of Herr Ignaz Oppovich, the

last of this once opulent firm, now reduced to utter ruin.”

My mother and I gazed on each other in silence as we read these words,

when at length she threw her arms around me and said, “Let us go to her,

Digby; let us set out this very day.”

Two days after we were on the Rhine. I was seated with my mother on the

deck of a river steamer, when I was startled to hear a voice utter my

name. The speaker was a burly stout man of middle age, who walked the

deck with a companion to whom he talked in a loud tone.

“I tell you, sir,” said he, “that boy of Norcott's, what between those

new coal-fields and the Hexham property, can't have less than ten

thousand a year.”

“And he's going to marry a rich Austrian Jewess, they say,” replied the

other, “as if his own fortune was not enough for him.”

“He'll marry her, and desert her just as his father did.”

I have but to say that I accomplished one part of this prediction, and

hope never to fulfil the other.

THE END.

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