He tried to extricate himself from the narrow quarters of the desk,

but for an embarrassing moment found that he was stuck fast. Johnny

Spencer instinctively gave him an assisting push, and once free the

great soldier, statesman, and millionaire took a few steps forward to

the open floor; then, after hesitating a moment, he mounted the little

platform and stood in the teacher's place. Marilla Hender was as pale

as ashes.

"I have thought many times," the great guest began, "that some day I

should come back to visit this place, which is so closely interwoven

with the memories of my childhood. In my counting-room, on the fields

of war, in the halls of Congress, and most of all in my Western home,

my thoughts have flown back to the hills and brooks of Winby and to

this little old school-house. I could shut my eyes and call back the

buzz of voices, and fear my teacher's frown, and feel my boyish

ambitions waking and stirring in my breast. On that bench where I just

sat I saw some notches that I cut with my first jackknife fifty-eight

years ago this very spring. I remember the faces of the boys and girls

who went to school with me, and I see their grandchildren before me. I

know that one is a Goodsoe and another a Winn by the old family look.

One generation goes, and another comes.

"There are many things that I might say to you. I meant, even in those

early restricted days, to make my name known, and I dare say that you

too have ambition. Be careful what you wish for in this world, for if

you wish hard enough you are sure to get it. I once heard a very wise

man say this, and the longer I live the more firmly I believe it to be

true. But wishing hard means working hard for what you want, and the

world's prizes wait for the men and women who are ready to take pains

to win them. Be careful and set your minds on the best things. I meant

to be a rich man when I was a boy here, and I stand before you a rich

man, knowing the care and anxiety and responsibility of wealth. I

meant to go to Congress, and I am one of the Senators from Kansota. I

say this as humbly as I say it proudly. I used to read of the valor

and patriotism of the old Greeks and Romans with my youthful blood

leaping along my veins, and it came to pass that my own country was in

danger, and that I could help to fight her battles. Perhaps some one

of these little lads has before him a more eventful life than I have

lived, and is looking forward to activity and honor and the pride of

fame. I wish him all the joy that I have had, all the toil that I have

had, and all the bitter disappointments even; for adversity leads a

man to depend upon that which is above him, and the path of glory is a

lonely path, beset by temptations and a bitter sense of the weakness

and imperfection of man. I see my life spread out like a great

picture, as I stand here in my boyhood's place. I regret my failures.

I thank God for what in his kind providence has been honest and right.

I am glad to come back, but I feel, as I look in your young faces,

that I am an old man, while your lives are just beginning. When you

remember, in years to come, that I came here to see the old

school-house, remember that I said: Wish for the best things, and work

hard to win them; try to be good men and women, for the honor of the

school and the town, and the noble young country that gave you birth;

be kind at home and generous abroad. Remember that I, an old man who

had seen much of life, begged you to be brave and good."

The Honorable Mr. Laneway had rarely felt himself so moved in any of

his public speeches, but he was obliged to notice that for once he

could not hold his audience. The primer class especially had begun to

flag in attention, but one or two faces among the elder scholars

fairly shone with vital sympathy and a lovely prescience of their

future. Their eyes met his as if they struck a flash of light. There

was a sturdy boy who half rose in his place unconsciously, the color

coming and going in his cheeks; something in Mr. Laneway's words lit

the altar flame in his reverent heart.

Marilla Hender was pleased and a little dazed; she could not have

repeated what her illustrious visitor had said, but she longed to tell

everybody the news that he was in town, and had come to school to make

an address. She had never seen a great man before, and really needed

time to reflect upon him and to consider what she ought to say. She

was just quivering with the attempt to make a proper reply and thank

Mr. Laneway for the honor of his visit to the school, when he asked

her which of the boys could be trusted to drive back his hired horse

to the Four Corners. Eight boys, large and small, nearly every boy in

the school, rose at once and snapped insistent fingers; but Johnny

Spencer alone was desirous not to attract attention to himself. The

Colburn's Intellectual Arithmetic with the portrait had been well

secreted between his tight jacket and his shirt. Miss Hender selected

a trustworthy freckled person in long trousers, who was half way to

the door in an instant, and was heard almost immediately to shout

loudly at the quiet horse.

Then the Hero of District Number Four made his acknowledgments to the

teacher. "I fear that I have interrupted you too long," he said, with

pleasing deference.

Marilla replied that it was of no consequence; she hoped he would call

again. She may have spoken primly, but her pretty eyes said everything

that her lips forgot. "My grandmother will want to see you, sir," she

ventured to say. "I guess you will remember her,--Mis' Hender, she

that was Abby Harran. She has often told me how you used to get your

lessons out o' the same book."

"Abby Harran's granddaughter?" Mr. Laneway looked at her again with

fresh interest. "Yes, I wish to see her more than any one else. Tell

her that I am coming to see her before I go away, and give her my

love. Thank you, my dear," as Marilla offered his missing hat.

"Good-by, boys and girls." He stopped and looked at them once more

from the boys' entry, and turned again to look back from the very

doorstep.

"Good-by, sir,--good-by," piped two or three of the young voices; but

most of the children only stared, and neither spoke nor moved.

"We will omit the class in Fourth Reader this afternoon. The class in

grammar may recite," said Miss Hender in her most contained and

official manner.

The grammar class sighed like a single pupil, and obeyed. She was very

stern with the grammar class, but every one in school had an inner

sense that it was a great day in the history of District Number Four.

II.

The Honorable Mr. Laneway found the outdoor air very fresh and sweet

after the closeness of the school-house. It had just that same odor in

his boyhood, and as he escaped he had a delightful sense of playing

truant or of having an unexpected holiday. It was easier to think of

himself as a boy, and to slip back into boyish thoughts, than to bear

the familiar burden of his manhood. He climbed the tumble-down stone

wall across the road, and went along a narrow path to the spring that

bubbled up clear and cold under a great red oak. How many times he had

longed for a drink of that water, and now here it was, and the thirst

of that warm spring day was hard to quench! Again and again he stopped

to fill the birchbark dipper which the school-children had made, just

as his own comrades made theirs years before. The oak-tree was dying

at the top. The pine woods beyond had been cut and had grown again

since his boyhood, and looked much as he remembered them. Beyond the

spring and away from the woods the path led across overgrown pastures

to another road, perhaps three quarters of a mile away, and near this

road was the small farm which had been his former home. As he walked

slowly along, he was met again and again by some reminder of his

youthful days. He had always liked to refer to his early life in New

England in his political addresses, and had spoken more than once of

going to find the cows at nightfall in the autumn evenings, and being

glad to warm his bare feet in the places where the sleepy beasts had

lain, before he followed their slow steps homeward through bush and

brier. The Honorable Mr. Laneway had a touch of true sentiment which

added much to his really stirring and effective campaign speeches. He

had often been called the "king of the platform" in his adopted State.

He had long ago grown used to saying "Go" to one man, and "Come" to

another, like the ruler of old; but all his natural power of

leadership and habit of authority disappeared at once as he trod the

pasture slopes, calling back the remembrance of his childhood. Here

was the place where two lads, older than himself, had killed a

terrible woodchuck at bay in the angle of a great rock; and just

beyond was the sunny spot where he had picked a bunch of pink and

white anemones under a prickly barberry thicket, to give to Abby

Harran in morning school. She had put them into her desk, and let them

wilt there, but she was pleased when she took them. Abby Harran, the

little teacher's grandmother, was a year older than he, and had

wakened the earliest thought of love in his youthful breast.

It was almost time to catch the first sight of his birthplace. From

the knoll just ahead he had often seen the light of his mother's lamp,

as he came home from school on winter afternoons; but when he reached

the knoll the old house was gone, and so was the great walnut-tree

that grew beside it, and a pang of disappointment shot through this

devout pilgrim's heart. He never had doubted that the old farm was

somebody's home still, and had counted upon the pleasure of spending a

night there, and sleeping again in that room under the roof, where the

rain sounded loud, and the walnut branches brushed to and fro when the

wind blew, as if they were the claws of tigers. He hurried across the

worn-out fields, long ago turned into sheep pastures, where the last

year's tall grass and golden-rod stood gray and winter-killed; tracing

the old walls and fences, and astonished to see how small the fields

had been. The prosperous owner of Western farming lands could not help

remembering those widespread luxuriant acres, and the broad outlooks

of his Western home.

It was difficult at first to find exactly where the house had stood;

even the foundations had disappeared. At last in the long, faded grass

he discovered the doorstep, and near by was a little mound where the

great walnut-tree stump had been. The cellar was a mere dent in the

sloping ground; it had been filled in by the growing grass and slow

processes of summer and winter weather. But just at the pilgrim's

right were some thorny twigs of an old rosebush. A sudden brightening

of memory brought to mind the love that his mother--dead since his

fifteenth year--had kept for this sweetbrier. How often she had wished

that she had brought it to her new home! So much had changed in the

world, so many had gone into the world of light, and here the faithful

blooming thing was yet alive! There was one slender branch where green

buds were starting, and getting ready to flower in the new year.

The afternoon wore late, and still the gray-haired man lingered. He

might have laughed at some one else who gave himself up to sad

thoughts, and found fault with himself, with no defendant to plead his

cause at the bar of conscience. It was an altogether lonely hour. He

had dreamed all his life, in a sentimental, self-satisfied fashion, of

this return to Winby. It had always appeared to be a grand affair, but

so far he was himself the only interested spectator at his poor

occasion. There was even a dismal consciousness that he had been

undignified, perhaps even a little consequential and silly, in the old

school-house. The picture of himself on the war-path, in Johnny

Spencer's arithmetic, was the only tribute that this longed-for day

had held, but he laughed aloud delightedly at the remembrance and

really liked that solemn little boy who sat at his own old desk. There

was another older lad, who sat at the back of the room, who reminded

Mr. Laneway of himself in his eager youth. There was a spark of light

in that fellow's eyes. Once or twice in the earlier afternoon, as he

drove along, he had asked people in the road if there were a Laneway

family in that neighborhood, but everybody had said no in indifferent

fashion. Somehow he had been expecting that every one would know him

and greet him, and give him credit for what he had tried to do, but

old Winby had her own affairs to look after, and did very well without

any of his help.

Mr. Laneway acknowledged to himself at this point that he was weak and

unmanly. There must be some old friends who would remember him, and

give him as hearty a welcome as the greeting he had brought for them.

So he rose and went his way westward toward the sunset. The air was

growing damp and cold, and it was time to make sure of shelter. This

was hardly like the visit he had meant to pay to his birthplace. He

wished with all his heart that he had never come back. But he walked

briskly away, intent upon wider thoughts as the fresh evening breeze

quickened his steps. He did not consider where he was going, but was

for a time the busy man of affairs, stimulated by the unconscious

influence of his surroundings. The slender gray birches and pitch

pines of that neglected pasture had never before seen a hat and coat

exactly in the fashion. They may have been abashed by the presence of

a United States Senator and Western millionaire, though a piece of New

England ground that had often felt the tread of his bare feet was not

likely to quake because a pair of smart shoes stepped hastily along

the school-house path.

III.

There was an imperative knock at the side door of the Hender

farmhouse, just after dark. The young school-mistress had come home

late, because she had stopped all the way along to give people the

news of her afternoon's experience. Marilla was not coy and speechless

any longer, but sat by the kitchen stove telling her eager grandmother

everything she could remember or could imagine.

"Who's that knocking at the door?" interrupted Mrs. Hender. "No, I'll

go myself; I'm nearest."

The man outside was cold and foot-weary. He was not used to spending a

whole day unrecognized, and, after being first amused, and even

enjoying a sense of freedom at escaping his just dues of consideration

and respect, he had begun to feel as if he were old and forgotten, and

was hardly sure of a friend in the world.

Old Mrs. Hender came to the door, with her eyes shining with delight,

in great haste to dismiss whoever had knocked, so that she might hear

the rest of Marilla's story. She opened the door wide to whoever might

have come on some country errand, and looked the tired and

faint-hearted Mr. Laneway full in the face.

"Dear heart, come in!" she exclaimed, reaching out and taking him by

the shoulder, as he stood humbly on a lower step. "Come right in, Joe.

Why, I should know you anywhere! Why, Joe Laneway, _you same boy_!"

In they went to the warm, bright, country kitchen. The delight and

kindness of an old friend's welcome and her instant sympathy seemed

the loveliest thing in the world. They sat down in two old

straight-backed kitchen chairs. They still held each other by the

hand, and looked in each other's face. The plain old room was aglow

with heat and cheerfulness; the tea-kettle was singing; a drowsy cat

sat on the wood-box with her paws tucked in; and the house dog came

forward in a friendly way, wagging his tail, and laid his head on

their clasped hands.

"And to think I haven't seen you since your folks moved out West, the

next spring after you were thirteen in the winter," said the good

woman. "But I s'pose there ain't been anybody that has followed your

career closer than I have, accordin' to their opportunities. You've

done a great work for your country, Joe. I'm proud of you clean

through. Sometimes folks has said, 'There, there, Mis' Hender, what be

you goin' to say now?' but I've always told 'em to wait. I knew you

saw your reasons. You was always an honest boy." The tears started and

shone in her kind eyes. Her face showed that she had waged a bitter

war with poverty and sorrow, but the look of affection that it wore,

and the warm touch of her hard hand, misshapen and worn with toil,

touched her old friend in his inmost heart, and for a minute neither

could speak.

"They do say that women folks have got no natural head for politics,

but I always could seem to sense what was goin' on in Washington, if

there was any sense to it," said grandmother Hender at last.

"Nobody could puzzle you at school, I remember," answered Mr. Laneway,

and they both laughed heartily. "But surely this granddaughter does

not make your household? You have sons?"

"Two beside her father. He died; but they're both away, up toward

Canada, buying cattle. We are getting along considerable well these

last few years, since they got a mite o' capital together; but the old

farm wasn't really able to maintain us, with the heavy expenses that

fell on us unexpected year by year. I've seen a great sight of

trouble, Joe. My boy John, Marilla's father, and his nice wife,--I

lost 'em both early, when Marilla was but a child. John was the flower

o' my family. He would have made a name for himself. You would have

taken to John."

"I was sorry to hear of your loss," said Mr. Laneway. "He was a brave

man. I know what he did at Fredericksburg. You remember that I lost my

wife and my only son?"

There was a silence between the friends, who had no need for words

now; they understood each other's heart only too well. Marilla, who

sat near them, rose and went out of the room.

"Yes, yes, daughter," said Mrs. Hender, calling her back, "we ought to

be thinkin' about supper."

"I was going to light a little fire in the parlor," explained Marilla,

with a slight tone of rebuke in her clear girlish voice.

"Oh, no, you ain't,--not now, at least," protested the elder woman

decidedly. "Now, Joseph, what should you like to have for supper? I

wish to my heart I had some fried turnovers, like those you used to

come after when you was a boy. I can make 'em just about the same as

mother did. I'll be bound you've thought of some old-fashioned dish

that you'd relish for your supper."

"Rye drop-cakes, then, if they wouldn't give you too much trouble,"

answered the Honorable Joseph, with prompt seriousness, "and don't

forget some cheese." He looked up at his old playfellow as she stood

beside him, eager with affectionate hospitality.

"You've no idea what a comfort Marilla's been," she stopped to

whisper. "Always took right hold and helped me when she was a baby.

She's as good as made up already to me for my having no daughter. I

want you to get acquainted with Marilla."

The granddaughter was still awed and anxious about the entertainment

of so distinguished a guest when her grandmother appeared at last in

the pantry.

"I ain't goin' to let you do no such a thing, darlin'," said Abby

Hender, when Marilla spoke of making something that she called "fairy

gems" for tea, after a new and essentially feminine recipe. "You just

let me get supper to-night. The Gen'ral has enough kickshaws to eat;

he wants a good, hearty, old-fashioned supper,--the same country

cooking he remembers when he was a boy. He went so far himself as to

speak of rye drop-cakes, an' there ain't one in a hundred, nowadays,

knows how to make the kind he means. You go an' lay the table just as

we always have it, except you can get out them old big sprigged cups

o' my mother's. Don't put on none o' the parlor cluset things."

Marilla went off crestfallen and demurring. She had a noble desire to

show Mr. Laneway that they knew how to have things as well as

anybody, and was sure that he would consider it more polite to be

asked into the best room, and to sit there alone until tea was ready;

but the illustrious Mr. Laneway was allowed to stay in the kitchen, in

apparent happiness, and to watch the proceedings from beginning to

end. The two old friends talked industriously, but he saw his rye

drop-cakes go into the oven and come out, and his tea made, and his

piece of salt fish broiled and buttered, a broad piece of honeycomb

set on to match some delightful thick slices of brown-crusted loaf

bread, and all the simple feast prepared. There was a sufficient piece

of Abby Hender's best cheese; it must be confessed that there were

also some baked beans, and, as one thing after another appeared, the

Honorable Joseph K. Laneway grew hungrier and hungrier, until he

fairly looked pale with anticipation and delay, and was bidden at that

very moment to draw up his chair and make himself a supper if he

could. What cups of tea, what uncounted rye drop-cakes, went to the

making of that successful supper! How gay the two old friends became,

and of what old stories they reminded each other, and how late the

dark spring evening grew, before the feast was over and the

straight-backed chairs were set against the kitchen wall!

Marilla listened for a time with more or less interest, but at last

she took one of her school-books, with slight ostentation, and went

over to study by the lamp. Mrs. Hender had brought her knitting-work,

a blue woolen stocking, out of a drawer, and sat down serene and

unruffled, prepared to keep awake as late as possible. She was a woman

who had kept her youthful looks through the difficulties of farm life

as few women can, and this added to her guest's sense of homelikeness

and pleasure. There was something that he felt to be sisterly and

comfortable in her strong figure; he even noticed the little plaid

woolen shawl that she wore about her shoulders. Dear, uncomplaining

heart of Abby Hender! The appealing friendliness of the good woman

made no demands except to be allowed to help and to serve everybody

who came in her way.

Now began in good earnest the talk of old times, and what had become

of this and that old schoolmate; how one family had come to want and

another to wealth. The changes and losses and windfalls of good

fortune in that rural neighborhood were made tragedy and comedy by

turns in Abby Hender's dramatic speech. She grew younger and more

entertaining hour by hour, and beguiled the grave Senator into

confidential talk of national affairs. He had much to say, to which

she listened with rare sympathy and intelligence. She astonished him

by her comprehension of difficult questions of the day, and by her

simple good sense. Marilla grew hopelessly sleepy, and departed, but

neither of them turned to notice her as she lingered a moment at the

door to say good-night. When the immediate subjects of conversation

were fully discussed, however, there was an unexpected interval of

silence, and, after making sure that her knitting stitches counted

exactly right, Abby Hender cast a questioning glance at the Senator to

see if he had it in mind to go to bed. She was reluctant to end her

evening so soon, but determined to act the part of considerate

hostess. The guest was as wide awake as ever: eleven o'clock was the

best part of his evening.

"Cider?" he suggested, with an expectant smile, and Abby Hender was on

her feet in a moment. When she had brought a pitcher from the pantry,

he took a candle from the high shelf and led the way.

"To think of your remembering our old cellar candlestick all these

years!" laughed the pleased woman, as she followed him down the steep

stairway, and then laughed still more at his delight in the familiar

look of the place.

"Unchanged as the pyramids!" he said. "I suppose those pound sweetings

that used to be in that farthest bin were eaten up months ago?"

It was plain to see that the household stores were waning low, as

befitted the time of year, but there was still enough in the old

cellar. Care and thrift and gratitude made the poor farmhouse a rich

place. This woman of real ability had spent her strength from youth to

age, and had lavished as much industry and power of organization in

her narrow sphere as would have made her famous in a wider one. Joseph

Laneway could not help sighing as he thought of it. How many things

this good friend had missed, and yet how much she had been able to win

that makes everywhere the very best of life! Poor and early widowed,

there must have been a constant battle with poverty on that stony

Harran farm, whose owners had been pitied even in his early boyhood,

when the best of farming life was none too easy. But Abby Hender had

always been one of the leaders of the town.

"Now, before we sit down again, I want you to step into my best room.

Perhaps you won't have time in the morning, and I've got something to

show you," she said persuasively.

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