It was with a very gratified mind that Miss Prince walked down the

street with her niece and bowed to one and another of her

acquaintances. She was entirely careless of what any one should say,

but she was brimful of excitement, and answered several of Nan's

questions entirely wrong. The old town was very pleasant that Sunday

morning. The lilacs were in full bloom, and other early summer flowers

in the narrow strips of front-yards or the high-fenced gardens were

in blossom too, and the air was full of sweetness and delight. The

ancient seaport had gathered for itself quaint names and treasures; it

was pleased with its old fashions and noble memories; its ancient

bells had not lost their sweet voices, and a flavor of the past

pervaded everything. The comfortable houses, the elderly citizens, the

very names on the shop signs, and the worn cobblestones of the streets

and flagstones of the pavements, delighted the young stranger, who

felt so unreasonably at home in Dunport. The many faces that had been

colored and fashioned by the sea were strangely different from those

which had known an inland life only, and she seemed to have come a

great deal nearer to foreign life and to the last century. Her heart

softened as she wondered if her father knew that she was following his

boyish footsteps, for the first time in her life, on that Sunday

morning. She would have liked to wander away by herself and find her

way about the town, but such a proposal was not to be thought of, and

all at once Miss Nancy turned up a narrow side street toward a

high-walled brick church, and presently they walked side by side up

the broad aisle so far that it seemed to Nan as if her aunt were

aiming for the chancel itself, and had some public ceremony in view,

of a penitential nature. They were by no means early, and the girl was

disagreeably aware of a little rustle of eagerness and curiosity as

she took her seat, and was glad to have fairly gained the shelter of

the high-backed pew as she bent her head. But Miss Prince the senior

seemed calm; she said her prayer, settled herself as usual, putting

the footstool in its right place and finding the psalms and the

collect. She then laid the prayer-book on the cushion beside her and

folded her hands in her lap, before she turned discreetly to say

good-morning to Miss Fraley, and exchange greetings until the

clergyman made his appearance. Nan had taken the seat next the pew

door, and was looking about her with great interest, forgetting

herself and her aunt as she wondered that so dear and quaint a place

of worship should be still left in her iconoclastic native country.

She had seen nothing even in Boston like this, there were so many

antique splendors about the chancel, and many mural tablets on the

walls, where she read with sudden delight her own family name and the

list of virtues which had belonged to some of her ancestors. The dear

old place! there never had been and never could be any church like

it; it seemed to have been waiting all her life for her to come to say

her prayers where so many of her own people had brought their sins and

sorrows in the long years that were gone. She only wished that the

doctor were with her, and the same feeling that used to make her watch

for him in her childhood until he smiled back again filled all her

loving and grateful heart. She knew that he must be thinking of her

that morning; he was not in church himself, he had planned a long

drive to the next town but one, to see a dying man, who seemed to be

helped only by this beloved physician's presence. There had been some

talk between Dr. Leslie and Nan about a medicine which might possibly

be of use, and she found herself thinking about that again and again.

She had reminded the doctor of it and he had seemed very pleased. It

must be longer ago than yesterday since she left Oldfields, it already

counted for half a lifetime.

One listener at least was not resentful because the sermon was neither

wise nor great, for she had so many things to think of; but while she

was sometimes lost in her own thoughts, Nan stole a look at the thinly

filled galleries now and then, and at one time was pleased with the

sight of the red-cheeked cherubs which seemed to have been caught like

clumsy insects and pinned as a sort of tawdry decoration above the

tablets where the Apostle's Creed and the Ten Commandments were

printed in faded gilt letters. The letter s was made long in these

copies and the capitals were of an almost forgotten pattern, and after

Nan had discovered her grandfather's name in the prayer-book she held,

and had tried again to listen to the discourse, she smiled at the

discovery of a familiar face in one of the wall pews. It somehow gave

her a feeling of security as being a link with her past experiences,

and she looked eagerly again and again until this old acquaintance,

who also was a stranger and a guest in Dunport, happened to direct a

careless glance toward her, and a somewhat dull and gloomy expression

was changed for surprised and curious recognition. When church was

over at last Miss Prince seemed to have a great deal to say to her

neighbor in the next pew, and Nan stood in her place waiting until her

aunt was ready. More than one person had lingered to make sure of a

distinct impression of the interesting stranger who had made one of

the morning congregation, and Nan smiled suddenly as she thought that

it might seem proper that she and her aunt should walk down the aisle

together as if they had been married, or as if the ceremony were

finished which she had anticipated as they came in. And Miss Prince

did make an admirable exit from the church, mustering all her

self-possession and taking stately steps at her niece's side, while

she sometimes politely greeted her acquaintances. There were

flickering spots of color in her cheeks when they were again in the

sun-shiny street.

"It is really the first day this summer when I have needed my

parasol," said Aunt Nancy, as she unfurled the carefully preserved

article of her wardrobe and held it primly aloft. "I am so sorry that

our rector was absent this morning. I suppose that you have attended

an Episcopal church sometimes; I am glad that you seem to be familiar

with the service;" to which Nancy replied that she had been confirmed

while she was first at boarding-school, and this seemed to give her

aunt great satisfaction. "Very natural and proper, my dear," she said.

"It is one thing I have always wished when I thought of you at serious

moments. But I was persuaded that you were far from such influences,

and that there would be nothing in your surroundings to encourage your

inherited love of the church."

"I have always liked it best," said Nan, who seemed all at once to

grow taller. "But I think one should care more about being a good

woman than a good Episcopalian, Aunt Nancy."

"No doubt," said the elder woman, a little confused and dismayed,

though she presently rallied her forces and justly observed that the

rules of the church were a means to the end of good living, and

happily, before any existing differences of opinion could be

discovered, they were interrupted by a pleasant-faced young man, who

lifted his hat and gracefully accepted his introduction to the younger

Miss Prince.

"This is Mr. George Gerry, Anna, one of my young friends," smiled Aunt

Nancy, and saying, as she walked more slowly, "You must come to see

us soon, for I shall have to depend upon the younger people to make my

niece's stay agreeable."

"I was looking forward to my Sunday evening visit," the wayfarer said

hesitatingly; "you have not told me yet that I must not come;" which

appeal was only answered by a little laugh from all three, as they

separated. And Miss Prince had time to be quite eloquent in her

favorite's praise before they reached home. Nan thought her first

Dunport acquaintance very pleasant, and frankly said so. This seemed

to be very gratifying to her aunt, and they walked toward home

together by a roundabout way and in excellent spirits. It seemed more

and more absurd to Nan that the long feud and almost tragic state of

family affairs should have come to so prosaic a conclusion, and that

she who had been the skeleton of her aunt's ancestral closet should

have dared to emerge and to walk by her side through the town. After

all, here was another proof of the wisdom of the old Spanish proverb,

that it takes two to make a quarrel, but only one to end it.

XVI

A JUNE SUNDAY

It was Miss Prince's custom to indulge herself by taking a long Sunday

afternoon nap in summer, though on this occasion she spoke of it to

her niece as only a short rest. She was glad to gain the shelter of

her own room, and as she brushed a little dust from her handsome silk

gown before putting it away she held it at arm's length and shook it

almost indignantly. Then she hesitated a moment and looked around the

comfortable apartment with a fierce disdain. "I wonder what gives me

such a sense of importance," she whispered. "I have been making

mistakes my whole life long, and giving excuses to myself for not

doing my duty. I wish I had made her a proper allowance, to say the

least. Everybody must be laughing at me!" and Miss Prince actually

stamped her foot. It had been difficult to keep up an appearance of

self-respect, but her pride had helped her in that laudable effort,

and as she lay down on the couch she tried to satisfy herself with the

assurance that her niece should have her rights now, and be treated

justly at last.

Miss Fraley had come in to pay a brief visit on her way to

Sunday-school just as they finished dinner, and had asked Nan to tea

the following Wednesday, expressing also a hope that she would come

sooner to call, quite without ceremony. Finding the state of affairs

so pleasant, Miss Eunice ventured to say that Nan's father had been a

favorite of her mother, who was now of uncommon age. Miss Prince

became suddenly stern, but it was only a passing cloud, which

disturbed nobody.

Nan had accepted willingly the offered apologies and gayly wished her

aunt a pleasant dream, but being wide awake she gladly made use of the

quiet time to send a letter home, and to stroll down the garden

afterward. It all seemed so unlike what she had expected, yet her

former thoughts about her aunt were much more difficult to recall as

every hour went by and made the impression of actual things more

distinct. Her fancied duty to a lonely old lady who mourned over a sad

past seemed quite quixotic when she watched this brisk woman come and

go without any hindrance of age, or, now that the first meeting was

over, any appearance of former melancholy. As our friend went down the

garden she told herself that she was glad to have come; it was quite

right, and it was very pleasant, though there was no particular use in

staying there long, and after a few days she would go away. Somehow

her life seemed a great deal larger for this new experience, and she

would try to repeat the visit occasionally. She wished to get Dunport

itself by heart, but she had become so used to giving the best of

herself to her studies, that she was a little shy of the visiting and

the tea-parties and the apparently fruitless society life of which she

had already learned something. "I suppose the doctor would say it is

good for me," said Nan, somewhat grimly, "but I think it is most

satisfactory to be with the persons whose interests and purposes are

the same as one's own." The feeling of a lack of connection with the

people whom she had met made life appear somewhat blank. She had

already gained a certain degree of affection for her aunt; to say the

least she was puzzled to account for such an implacable hostility as

had lasted for years in the breast of a person so apparently friendly

and cordial in her relations with her neighbors. Our heroine was slow

to recognize in her relative the same strength of will and of

determination which made the framework of her own character,--an

iron-like firmness of structure which could not be easily shaken by

the changes or opinions of other people. Miss Prince's acquaintances

called her a very set person, and were shy of intruding into her

secret fastnesses. There were all the traits of character which are

necessary for the groundwork of an enterprising life, but Miss Prince

seemed to have neither inherited nor acquired any high aims or any

especial and fruitful single-heartedness, so her gifts of persistence

and self-confidence had ranked themselves for the defense of a

comparatively unimportant and commonplace existence. As has been said,

she forbade, years before, any mention of her family troubles, and had

lived on before the world as if they could be annihilated, and not

only were not observable, but never had been. In a more thoughtful and

active circle of social life the contrast between her rare capacity

and her unnoticeable career would have been more striking. She stood

as a fine representative of the old school, but it could not be justly

said that she was a forward scholar, since, however sure of some of

her early lessons, she was most dull and reluctant before new ones of

various enlightening and uplifting descriptions.

Nan had observed that her aunt had looked very tired and spent as she

went up-stairs after dinner, and understood better than she had before

that this visit was moving the waters of Miss Prince's soul more

deeply than had been suspected. She gained a new sympathy, and as the

hours of the summer afternoon went by she thought of a great many

things which had not been quite plain to her, and strolled about the

garden until she knew that by heart, and had made friends with the

disorderly company of ladies-delights and periwinkles which had

cropped up everywhere, as if the earth were capable of turning itself

into such small blossoms without anybody's help, after so many years

of unvarying tuition. The cherry-trees and pear-trees had a most

venerable look, and the plum-trees were in dismal mourning of black

knots. There was a damp and shady corner where Nan found a great many

lilies of the valley still lingering, though they had some time ago

gone out of bloom in the more sunshiny garden at Oldfields. She

remembered that there were no flowers in the house and gathered a

great handful at last of one sort and another to carry in.

The dining-room was very dark, and Nan wished at first to throw open

the blinds which had been carefully closed. It seemed too early in the

summer to shut out the sunshine, but it seemed also a little too soon

to interfere with the housekeeping, and so she brought two or three

tall champagne glasses from a high shelf of the closet and filled them

with her posies, and after putting them in their places, went back to

the garden. There was a perfect silence in the house, except for the

sound of the tall clock in the dining-room, and it seemed very lonely.

She had taken another long look at her father's portrait, but as she

shut the rusty-hinged garden gate after her, she smiled at the thought

of her unusual idleness, and wondered if it need last until Tuesday,

which was the day she had fixed upon for her departure. Nan wished

that she dared to go away for a long walk; it was a pity she had not

told her aunt of a wish to see something of the town and of the

harbor-side that afternoon, but it would certainly be a little strange

if she were to disappear, and very likely the long nap would soon come

to an end. Being well taught in the details of gardening, she took a

knife from her pocket and pruned and trained the shrubs and vines, and

sang softly to herself as she thought about her next winter's study

and her plans for the rest of the summer, and also decided that she

would insist upon the doctor's going away with her for a journey when

she reached home again.

After a little while she heard her aunt open the blinds of the garden

door and call her in most friendly tones, and when she reached the

house Miss Prince was in the south parlor entertaining a

visitor,--Captain Walter Parish, who had gladly availed himself of

some trifling excuse of a business nature, which involved the signing

and sending of a paper by the early post of next day. He was going to

his daughter's to tea, and it was quite a long drive to her house, so

he had not dared to put off his errand, he explained, lest he should

be detained in the evening. But he had been also longing to take a

look at Miss Prince's guest. His wife went to another church and he

dutifully accompanied her, though he had been brought up with Miss

Prince at old St. Ann's.

"So this is my young cousin?" said the captain gallantly, and with

great simplicity and tenderness held both Nan's hands and looked full

in her face a moment before he kissed her; then to Miss Prince's great

discomposure and embarrassment he turned to the window and looked out

without saying a word, though he drew the back of his hand across his

eyes in sailor-fashion, as if he wished to make them clear while he

sighted something on the horizon. Miss Prince thought it was all

nonsense and would have liked to say so, though she trusted that her

silence was eloquent enough.

"She brings back the past," said Captain Walter as he returned

presently and seated himself where he could look at Nan as much as he

liked. "She brings back the past."

"You were speaking of old Captain Slater," reminded Miss Prince with

some dignity.

"I just came from there," said Captain Parish, with his eyes still

fixed on his young relative, though it was with such a friendly gaze

that Nan was growing fonder of him every minute. "They told me he was

about the same as yesterday. I offered to watch with him to-morrow

night. And how do you like the looks of Dunport, my dear?"

Nan answered eagerly with brightening face, and added that she was

longing to see more of it; the old wharves especially.

"Now that's good," said the captain; "I wonder if you would care

anything about taking a stroll with me in the morning. Your aunt here

is a famous housekeeper, and will be glad to get you off her hands, I

dare say."

Nan eagerly accepted, and though it was suggested that Miss Prince had

a plan for showing the town in the afternoon, she was promptly told

that there was nothing easier than taking both these pleasant

opportunities. "You would lose yourself among the old storehouses, I'm

sure, Nancy," laughed the old sailor, "and you must let me have my

way. It's a chance one doesn't get every day, to tell the old Dunport

stories to a new listener."

Some one had opened the front door, and was heard coming along the

hall. "This is very kind, George," said Miss Prince, with much

pleasure, while the captain looked a little disconcerted at his young

rival; he assured himself that he would make a long morning's cruise

of it, next day, with this attractive sightseer, and for once the

young beaux would be at a disadvantage; the girls of his own day used

to think him one of the best of their gallants, and at this thought

the captain was invincible. Mr. Gerry must take the second chance.

The blinds were open now, and the old room seemed very pleasant. Nan's

brown hair had been blown about not a little in the garden, and as she

sat at the end of the long, brass-nailed sofa, a ray of sunshine

touched the glass of a picture behind her and flew forward again to

tangle itself in her stray locks, so that altogether there was a sort

of golden halo about her pretty head. And young Gerry thought he had

never seen anything so charming. The white frock was a welcome

addition to the usually sombre room, and his eyes quickly saw the

flowers on the table. He knew instantly that the bouquet was none of

Miss Prince's gathering.

"I hope you won't think I mean to stay as much too late as I have come

too early," he laughed. "I must go away soon after tea, for I have

promised to talk with the captain of a schooner which is to sail in

the morning. Mr. Wills luckily found out that he could give some

evidence in a case we are working up."

"The collision?" asked Captain Parish, eagerly. "I was wondering

to-day when I saw the Highflyer's foremast between the buildings on

Fleet Street as I went to meeting, if they were going to let her lie

there and dry-rot. I don't think she's being taken proper care of. I

must say I hate to see a good vessel go to ruin when there's no need

of it."

"The man in charge was recommended very highly, and everything seemed

to be all right when I was on board one day this week," said young

Gerry, good-naturedly, and turned to explain to Nan that this vessel

had been damaged by collision with another, and the process of

settling the matter by litigation had been provokingly slow.

The captain listened with impatience. "I dare say she looked very well

to your eyes, but I'd rather have an old ship-master's word for it

than a young lawyer's. I haven't boarded her for some weeks; I dare

say 'twas before the snow was gone; but she certainly needed attention

then. I saw some bad-looking places in the sheathing and planking.

There ought to be a coat of paint soon, and plenty of tar carried

aloft besides, or there'll be a long bill for somebody to pay before

she's seaworthy."

"I wish you would make a careful inspection of her," said the young

man, with gratifying deference. "I don't doubt that it is necessary; I

will see that you are well satisfied for your services. Of course the

captain himself should have stayed there and kept charge, but you

remember he was sick and had to resign. He looks feeble yet. I hope

nothing will happen to him before the matter is settled up, but we are

sure of the trial in September."

"She's going to be rigged with some of your red tape, I'm afraid,"

said Captain Parish, with great friendliness. "I don't see any reason

why I can't look her over to-morrow morning, I'm obliged to you, or at

least make a beginning," and he gave a most knowing nod at Nan, as if

they would divide the pleasure. "I'll make the excuse of showing this

young lady the construction of a good-sized merchant vessel, and then

the keeper can't feel affronted. She is going to take a stroll with me

along the wharves," he concluded triumphantly. While Mr. Gerry looked

wistful for a moment, and Miss Prince quickly took advantage of a

pause in the conversation to ask if he knew whether anything pleasant

was going forward among the young people this week. She did not wish

her niece to have too dull a visit.

"Some of us are going up the river very soon," said the young man,

with eager pleasure, looking at Nan. "It would be so pleasant if Miss

Prince would join us. We think our Dunport supper parties of that sort

would be hard to match."

"The young folks will all be flocking here by to-morrow," said the

captain; and Miss Prince answered "Surely," in a tone of command,

rather than entreaty. She knew very well how the news of Nan's coming

must be flying about the town, and she almost regretted the fact of

her own previous silence about this great event. In the mean time Nan

was talking to the two gentlemen as if she had already been to her

room to smooth her hair, which her aunt looked at reproachfully from

time to time, though the sunshine had not wholly left it. The girl was

quite unconscious of herself, and glad to have the company and

sympathy of these kind friends. She thought once that if she had a

brother she would like him to be of young Mr. Gerry's fashion. He had

none of the manner which constantly insisted upon her remembering that

he was a man and she a girl; she could be good friends with him in the

same way that she had been with some Oldfields schoolfellows, and

after the captain had reluctantly taken his leave, they had a pleasant

talk about out-of-door life and their rides and walks, and were soon

exchanging experiences in a way that Miss Nancy smiled upon gladly. It

was not to be wondered at that she could not get used to so great a

change in her life. She could not feel sure yet that she no longer had

a secret, and that this was the niece whom she had so many years

dreaded and disclaimed. George Gerry had taken the niece's place in

her affections, yet here was Anna, her own namesake, who showed

plainly in so many ways the same descent as herself, being as much a

Prince as herself in spite of her mother's low origin and worse

personal traits, and the loutish companions to whom she had always

persuaded herself poor Nan was akin. And it was by no means sure that

the last of the Princes was not the best of them; she was very proud

of her brother's daughter, and was more at a loss to know how to make

excuses for being shortsighted and neglectful. Miss Prince hated to

think that Nan had any but the pleasantest associations with her

nearest relative; she must surely keep the girl's affection now. She

meant to insist at any rate upon Dunport's being her niece's home for

the future, though undoubtedly it would be hard at first to break with

the many associations of Oldfields. She must write that very night to

Dr. Leslie to thank him for his care, and to again express her regret

that Anna's misguided young mother should have placed such

restrictions upon the child's relations with her nearest of kin, and

so have broken the natural ties of nature. And she would not stop

there; she would blame herself generously and say how sorry she was

that she had been governed by her painful recollections of a time she

should now strive to forget. Dr. Leslie must be asked to come and join

his ward for a few days, and then they would settle her plans for the

future. She should give her niece a handsome allowance at any rate,

and then, as Miss Prince looked across the room and forgot her own

thoughts in listening to the young people's friendly talk, a sudden

purpose flashed through her mind. The dream of her heart began to

unfold itself slowly: could anything be so suitable, so comforting to

her own mind, as that they should marry each other?

Two days before, her pleasure and pride in the manly fellow, who was

almost as dear to her as an own son could be, would have been greatly

shocked, but Miss Prince's heart began to beat quickly. It would be

such a blessed solution of all the puzzles and troubles of her life if

she could have both the young people near her through the years that

remained, and when she died, or even before, they could live here in

the old house, and begin a new and better order of things in the place

of her own failures and shortcomings. It was all so distinct and

possible in Miss Prince's mind that only time seemed necessary, and

even the time could be made short. She would not put any hindrances

between them and their blessed decision. As she went by them to seek

Priscilla, she smoothed the cushion which Nan had leaned upon before

she moved a little nearer George Gerry in some sudden excitement of

the conversation, which had begun while the captain was still there,

and there was a needless distance between them. Then Miss Prince let

her hand rest for a minute on the girl's soft hair. "You must ask Mr.

Gerry to excuse you for a few minutes, my dear, you have been quite

blown about in the garden. I meant to join you there."

"It is a dear old garden," said Nan. "I can't help being almost as

fond of it already as I am of ours at home;" but though Aunt Nancy's

unwonted caress had been so unlike her conduct in general, this

reference to Oldfields called her to her senses, and she went quickly

away. She did not like to hear Nan speak in such loving fashion of a

house where she had no real right.

But when Mr. George Gerry was left alone, he had pleasant thoughts

come flocking in to keep him company in the ladies' stead. He had not

dreamed of such a pleasure as this; who could have? and what could

Aunt Nancy think of herself!

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