“But what have you got against it?” asked the young man, horribly

chagrined. “It’s a beautiful spot, and it’s _not_ snakey.”

“It is!” said Andrée. “We’ve seen snakes swimming in your beautiful

natural swimming pool.”

“They weren’t poisonous snakes, then,” he assured her. “And they’ll keep

out of your way.”

“I won’t give them the trouble,” said Andrée.

“We’ll look after you, Miss Edna and I,” said Mr. MacGregor. He always

made a point of pretending that he and Edna were the firmest of allies,

perhaps because she was the only member of the family he didn’t at all

fear.

“I believe I’ll risk it!” said Edna. “It looks so lovely and cool and

I’m so terribly hot.”

The fat youth and the young man had gone away again, and Mr. MacGregor

and the host withdrew, to return very promptly in their bathing suits.

Claudine was filled with quiet amusement at them; each was so evidently

satisfied with his superiority over the other. Mr. MacGregor had an air

of saying “I don’t believe you realized what a fine, big man I am! This

poor chap’s tights are too short for me, and my chest almost bursts his

poor little jersey. I may be an artist, but what a manly one!” And young

Stephens, straighter than ever, couldn’t keep a grin from his freckled

face; he was itching with a desire to show off. He was, moreover, very

proud of the arrangements he had provided for the ladies; a little tent

to serve as their dressing-room, with a mirror fastened to one of its

sides.

It was characteristic that Andrée should be the most daring and reckless

of them all. Claudine could not swim; she waded waist deep into the pool

and stood there throwing water over her shoulders, like a little statue

in a fountain, Edna thought, full of a precise and formal grace, not one

burnished hair out of place. Mr. MacGregor swam powerfully all about the

pool once or twice, to show his strength, and Edna followed him, and

though she didn’t go nearly so fast, she wasn’t nearly so tired. He felt

a little pang of envy for her youth that tinged his admiration for her

with an almost unkindly feeling. Seen in a bathing suit, she was more

robust than one would have imagined; she was small, like her mother, but

it was not at all a fairylike smallness. She had a beautiful, a perfect

figure, well-developed, supple, and sturdy; her skin was as white as a

Dryad’s in that tree-shadowed place, and her blond hair was like

sunshine, although her dimpled face had no sort of resemblance to any

wild wood creature. Never would she pine or die for love! She was a

young woman, not a sprite, and she had all of woman’s marvelous

resources against suffering. Compared with her, Andrée was an immature

and _farouche_ school-girl.

And yet it was she they all looked at. She was a fleet swimmer, but with

little endurance. She had a well-known trick of swimming out too far and

becoming panic-stricken and needing help to get back to the shore. She

had a positive talent for alarming and distressing the others, for being

perpetually the centre of attention. It was not that she consciously

tried to “show off,” like Stephens; what she did, she did to satisfy

some requirement of her own nature. She insisted upon swimming too near

the waterfall; she _would_ dive, heedless of remonstrance. She was

wayward, taciturn, defiant. She was the only one of the women to get her

hair wet, the only one who emerged dank, shivering and dishevelled. And

when they sat down on the pebbly shore for supper, she alone was untidy,

she alone out of spirits. Her damp hair hung about her shoulders, her

lips were bluish; she had only the curtest answers, and was obviously

disinclined to speak at all.

“I’m afraid you stayed in the water too long,” said Claudine, with a

shade of anxiety.

“No,” whispered Edna to her mother. “It’s not that. She was simply

terrified every minute! That snake, you know! And yet, of course, she

would hover about the very spot where we saw it.... Don’t speak to her,

Mother darling! She’ll be all right in a few minutes.”

The supper was undeniably a triumph for Mr. Stephens. He had done

wonders. Carefully concealed, he had caused to be brought a freezer of

ice cream, great vacuum bottles of iced tea, and rum to flavour it for

those who liked it. His bearers had lighted a fire before leaving, and

in it were roasted potatoes and corn. There were also cold chicken and a

fine boiled ham and a great number of other delicacies. The guests were

hungry and complimentary.

Afterward he brought out that gold cigarette case and passed it about.

“Do you mind if I have one, Mother?” asked Andrée.

“I’d rather you didn’t,” said Claudine, coldly. There was nothing she

disliked more.

But Mr. MacGregor intervened.

“As long as Miss Andrée isn’t a singer,” he said, “won’t you be

indulgent, Mrs. Vincelle? I believe they’re very good for the nerves. In

my younger days, of course, such a thing would have been out of the

question. But live and learn! My own sister--”

“Mercy, what a killing look!” murmured Edna to her sister. “He wants to

show you how up-to-date and young he is!”

“Very well!” said Claudine, graciously. But it was not Mr. MacGregor’s

plea which had persuaded her; it was the peculiar look on her child’s

face. It would be unwise to cross her, she thought.

And Andrée smoked, leaning back against a tree, looking an abandoned,

reckless young creature, surrounded by a subtle and dangerous atmosphere

of adoration.

The moon came up ... what further enchantment did she need than that

light on her pale, dark face, than all that sweetness and mystery of the

midsummer night about her?

The bearers came back and took away their burdens, and a little later

the picnickers followed. Claudine walked a little in advance with Mr.

MacGregor, and whenever, with a strange uneasiness, she turned to look

behind her, she certainly saw two little points of light from two

cigarettes among the shadows.

She condemned Mr. Stephens to Limbo.

§ iii

Naturally when Gilbert came out the next week-end he wished to know all

about this picnic, and he wished to know also, although he dared not

ask, why his candidate, Mr. MacGregor, had appeared so obviously

discouraged. They had become great friends; they dined and went to the

theatre together, and maintained a delightful bachelor intimacy, coming

and going as they pleased. He had listened to MacGregor’s praise of

Claudine with a sore heart. She kept her charm, her affability, well

hidden from her husband! There she sat beside him, on the veranda, her

book politely closed on her lap, just wifely, no more.

“Who was the fellow who gave the picnic?” he asked. “I’ve never heard of

him. You haven’t mentioned his name in your letters.”

“You’ll see him in the dining-room this evening,” said Claudine. “He’s

not--not quite our own sort, you know, Gilbert, but he’s very nice and

pleasant.”

“Well, I’m no snob!” said Gilbert. He was in a wonderfully pleasant

mood, his wife noticed, and if she had felt the least assurance of its

keeping on, she would have unbent a little. But so many, many times had

she hurried to meet him half way, only to see him retreat.... His

thoughts would have astounded her.

“Why in God’s name can’t the woman be simple and friendly with me--and

not so damned suspicious!” he said to himself. “She’s always watching me

out of the corners of her eyes.... If we’re not--in love, there’s no

reason why we shouldn’t be friends.”

He was really anxious to be friendly that day, poor devil, who had never

had a friend in his life, or ever been one!

“No, I’m not a snob,” he went on. “That’s a feminine failing. But I

don’t like my family making bosom friends of people I don’t know.”

“He’s certainly not a bosom friend,” said Claudine, “and as for your

not knowing him, how could that be helped, when you weren’t here?”

“Very well! Very well!” he said, impatiently. “We won’t argue. Introduce

the fellow to me, and I’ll soon see what sort he is.”

No one could imagine Claudine’s dread and misery. She knew very well

what Gilbert would think of Mr. Stephens.

His solitary little table was near a window, and a vagrant breeze that

ruffled his light hair gave him a boyish and untidy look. He had a book

propped up before him and he was eating absent-mindedly. She pointed him

out with a smile which was the equivalent of a shrug of the shoulders,

throwing the poor young fellow to the wolves.

“There he is, Gilbert!” she said.

Gilbert stared incredulously at the cheerful young man, with sleeves

rolled up on his sunburnt arms, coatless, innocently absorbed in his

book.

“What!” he said. “That fellow!”

“I told you he wasn’t quite--”

“And that’s the sort of man you encourage--and have hanging around your

daughters, while you raise cain about a gentleman like MacGregor!”

He stared again.

“You introduce him to me,” he said, “and I’ll soon settle his hash!”

“Don’t be rude to him, Gilbert! Remember we’ve accepted his

hospitality.... You’ll put me in a very undignified position.”

“You’ve done that for yourself,” he said.

With what reluctance did she approach the unsuspecting young man, and

present him to Gilbert! He got up with alacrity and held out his hand,

but Gilbert ignored it. He glanced round, and saw that Claudine had

gone, and that he might therefore be rude without fear of interruption.

He was terribly upset; he had a dim suspicion that Claudine had set up

this man in opposition to his Mr. MacGregor, that it was altogether some

beastly feminine plot.

“I want to thank you for your hospitality to my family,” he said,

slowly. “However--”

“However?” repeated Mr. Stephens, encouragingly, but Gilbert found it

very difficult to go on. He stood with his hands behind his back, the

very image of respectability and decent prosperity, lowering at “that

grasshopper,” as he mentally named the other.

“However,” said Mr. Stephens. “It mustn’t happen again. Is that it?” He

was, it must be confessed, rather unduly sensitive to the social

disapproval of capitalists.

“Yes!” said Gilbert. “I’m very particular--in regard to the

acquaintances--about the people--about people I know nothing

about--where my family is concerned.”

“Well,” said Stephens, “you can investigate, if you like. You can find

out all about me. You can write to--”

“No! It won’t do!... No, I’ll have to ask you to--to discontinue the

intimacy.”

“There isn’t any intimacy.”

“There’s not to be any intercourse whatever.”

“I don’t see how you can stop it,” said Stephens.

“I forbid it!” said Gilbert, with a scowl.

“You can’t forbid me, you know. As for your ‘family,’ I don’t know

whether you can forbid them or not. That’s their business. If they

consider it the best policy to knuckle down, why, I shan’t think any the

worse of them. It’s the way of the world to dance when the fellow with

the money fiddles. You--”

“Look here, you damned, impudent, vulgar jackanapes--”

“Don’t begin calling names, or I might call you a damn’ vulgar bully.

But I won’t. I don’t lose my temper so easily. Fellows like me know that

when they do lose their tempers, they’ve got to back it up with their

fists. Something your sort never do, do you? You yell and curse, and

that’s the end of it.”

They were disturbed by the distressful voice of Mrs. Dewey, outraged by

these loud voices, but respectful before two such profitable persons.

“Gentlemen!” she said. “Please ...!”

Gilbert turned on his heel and strode out of the room. He went, of

course, to his wife.

“I’ve been having a talk with that gentlemanly friend of yours,” he

said, with a desperate effort to steady his voice. “And I want to tell

you, once and for all, I’ll have--I’ll have ... I’ll have.... Understand

me, both of you--and I want you to tell Andrée, too--you’re not to speak

to the fellow again. Under any circumstances.”

“I’ll have to answer him if he speaks to me,” said Edna.

Both her parents were astonished.

“No, you don’t!” said her father. “I won’t have it!”

“I can’t be rude to him,” said Edna, in her most tranquil, sensible

voice.

“I tell you!” shouted Gilbert. “I won’t have it!”

Edna said nothing, but the expression of her face was not obedient.

Gilbert didn’t know how to proceed; he hesitated a moment, then he

turned away.

“Claudine,” he said, from the doorway, “this is your business! You

brought them up, and now you can handle them. You see to it that

my--wishes are carried out. Understand, I’ll have no nonsense!”

“Oh, my dear child!” said Claudine, when the door had banged after him.

“I wish you had more--tact! Surely Mr. Stephens isn’t worth a quarrel

with your own father!”

“I don’t know, Mother. I think he’s rather wonderful. I wouldn’t be rude

to him for anything. You know Andrée and I have seen a lot of him this

week. We’ve been rowing with him, and walking, and he’s been as nice as

could be. You can’t imagine!... He’s so different from anyone else we’ve

ever known. And even if he is common, he’s not the least

bit--objectionable. Why, Mother, you can see how trustworthy and honest

he is! It’s written all over him!”

“I know, my dear. But your father--”

“Father’s not infallible. He makes mistakes. He’s not a good judge of

people at all. And I’m not going to be rude to the poor man. And I’m

_sure_ Andrée won’t, either. She loves to hear him talk. She says he

makes her ambitious.”

Claudine was in despair. How did other mothers manage to impress their

children? Was the trouble because she was singularly ineffectual or

because her children were singularly rebellious? It didn’t occur to her

that it might be because she was wrong. She decided to try another

tack.

“Edna!” she cried, fervently. “For my sake, dear, avoid any trouble with

your father! You can’t think how it distresses me!”

“Mother!” said Edna, firmly. “That’s not fair! That’s just as bad as

Father’s way. It isn’t fair to try to make me do what I don’t think is

right.”

But she melted at the sight of her mother’s face.

“Very well, darling!” she said. “I hate to do it, but if it’ll make you

any happier, I’ll be tactful. Father won’t know a thing about it. I’ll

give Mr. Stephens a little hint. He’s never offended. I’ll only talk to

him when Father isn’t here.”

And Claudine must be satisfied with this.

CHAPTER SEVEN

STEPHENS EXPLAINS HIMSELF

It was perhaps a mistake not to have told all this to Andrée. She had

been almost all the afternoon in the woodshed with two baby kittens she

adored, quite happy there in the dim light and the quiet, and determined

to avoid the possibility of a motor ride with her father. When she came

in to dress for supper, everyone was calm again, and Mr. Stephens’ name

wasn’t mentioned. After supper Gilbert had to return to the city, and

his wife and Edna went with him to the station, but Andrée said she had

a headache, and remained behind. She sat in a corner of the veranda,

still in the same vague and happy mood in which she had passed the

afternoon, glad to be alone.

Presently she saw a familiar figure in the lighted doorway, and she

called out, cheerfully--

“Hello, Mr. Stephens!”

“Hello!” he answered, but to her amazement, instead of coming to her, he

went on toward the steps.

“Where are you going?” she asked. “To the drugstore? I’ll come with

you.”

“No,” he answered. “No ... I was going for a walk.”

“Wait a minute!” she said, and jumping up, went over to him.

“What’s the matter?” she asked. “You’re--queer! Why don’t you sit down

and talk to me?”

He glanced uneasily at the row of dark figures rocking behind them.

“Well ... under the circumstances ...” he murmured.

“What circumstances?”

“You know what your father said--”

“No, I don’t, and I don’t care, either. Tell me!”

“Not here.”

“Then let’s walk!”

They strolled over the lawn, beyond earshot of the veranda.

“Well,” said he. “We had--words. He told me not to speak to any of you

again. I said, of course, I’d speak to you as long as you cared to speak

to me.... But--”

“How beastly!” cried Andrée. “How horrible! But please don’t pay any

attention to it. Edna and I never do.”

“At first I thought I wouldn’t. They’re free agents, I thought; it’s up

to them to say whether they want to drop me or not. I’ve never had much

respect for parental authority, in regard to adults. But when I’d

thought it over--I saw it wouldn’t do. It’s not fair to you. You’re not

free agents. It puts you in a rotten position.”

“So you’re not going to speak to us?”

“No, not that.... I’m going away to-morrow morning.”

“No! No! Don’t! I couldn’t bear to think you were driven away like that!

Please don’t go!”

“I must. I’ve told Mrs. Dewey already. I--the whole thing has made

me--sick. I’ve got to go!”

Andrée stopped short.

“Very well!” she said. “If that’s all you care....”

“It has nothing to do with--caring.”

“If you valued our friendship--as I do--”

“You don’t!” he cried. “You don’t! You can’t! You don’t know me.... I’m

just a sort of--of freak--to amuse you on your holiday.”

“Look here!” said Andrée, sternly. “What makes you think that? You’re

the last person in the world I’d have expected to be--silly and

sensitive and imagining things like that. Can’t you see that Edna and I

like you?”

“I thought you did.... But to tell you the truth, I never know, with

people like you, how much is real, and how much is politeness. I’m not

polite; I’m not used to politeness.”

“No one else ever thought that Edna and I were very polite,” she

observed, laughing.

“But I can’t make you out!” he cried. “I never realized what a

difference there was.... You’re a mystery to me.”

“Don’t think like that,” said Andrée, rather sharply. “What I admired so

much about you was your way of looking at everyone as simply _human_.”

They had turned down the road in the direction of the big hotel; in the

dusk he could see her face, and never had anything seemed to him less

simply human. She looked to him so wonderful, so strange, so troubling;

all his ideas about the frank and sensible companionship that ought to

exist between man and woman were dissolving in her spell. Never had he

felt less companionable--or less human. He was exalted and very unhappy.

Humility was not one of his virtues; he had an honest consciousness of

his own worth, and he did not feel humble now, but he was frightened. He

knew very well that he was in love with her, and in a silly,

unreasonable way, too. He saw no justification for adoring a woman, but

he adored this one.

“Well ...” he said. “Why do you like me, anyway?”

“Because you’re _real_,” answered Andrée, promptly. “And honest. And

specially because you haven’t any limits.”

“Oh--outside the pale!” he cried, very much hurt.

Andrée was surprised.

“Why do you always think things like that?” she asked. “You seem to

think that matters so much--that--that artificial difference. It doesn’t

to me.”

“It has to. I know I’m touchy. I’m ashamed of it, but I can’t help it.

I’m always looking for slights, and I generally find them.... But what

did you mean then by my not having any limits?”

“I meant a sort of feeling--that I could tell you anything. You might

not always understand, but you’d try. You’d listen. I couldn’t imagine

you ever saying ‘This is _too_ much!’ like Father. You haven’t put up

any boundaries.”

“I see,” he said, gravely. “Well ... it’s true, to some extent. I don’t

pretend to understand everyone, but I can say I’ve never seen a soul yet

that was really--well, altogether strange to me. There’s always

something in common.... Now, with women, you know. Lots of these

fellows--writers and all--they like to call woman a mystery. I know I

said you were, but now I’m speaking in a general sense. My idea is--”

He stopped and looked a little anxiously at Andrée, and was reassured by

her quiet attention. He had long ago grasped that strange quality of

comprehension in her; she was not particularly clever or original, but

she could grasp everything. She didn’t know; she saw. It was like a

seeress gazing into a crystal; she might not comprehend the significance

of what was presented, but she _saw_, so clearly and justly. Experience

in talking to feminine comrades had taught him how dangerously inclined

they were to make personal applications; this girl would never do that.

He went on, a little more easily.

“I don’t see anything mysterious in women,” he said. “I haven’t any use

for what you call ‘chivalry.’ I’d defend a woman--any woman, anywhere,

but it wouldn’t be because I--well--felt any reverence; it would be

because she was weaker. I wouldn’t try to make life easy for women--or

for anyone.... Only a fair show. I’m a man; I expect to take a man’s

part in the world. And I look to women to take their own part, and do

their own work, and shoulder their own burdens.... Here’s the

drug-store; shall we have a soda?”

Andrée assented and they went into the shop, which was filled with

couples engaged in the same pursuit. He found a stool for Andrée, but

there was none for himself; and he stood beside her, seriously consuming

an elaborate thing of nuts, marshmallow, syrup and ice-cream. He was

conscious all the time that he was enjoying a luxury; this thing was to

him no frappé, but a symbol, a part of his share of the benefits of

civilization. He would have liked to arrange for every one of the

workers of the world to have a due allowance of such confections. His

thoughts at that moment were very far from Andrée; he was, in fact,

concerned with the memory of a hokey-pokey vendor on the lower East

Side, surrounded by dirty children pitifully eager for his poisonous

wares. He might have been disappointed to know how personally Andrée had

applied his words--and then, he might not have been.

His words--“I’m a man, and I expect to take a man’s part in the world,”

had given her a curious thrill.

“He is a man!” she thought. “More so than anyone I’ve ever met.” She

glanced back over her shoulder at him, but his blue eyes were fixed upon

the bourgeoisie consuming their unearned luxuries. She thought that

among all the men there he stood forth notably as soldier, sturdier,

oddly impressive in his utter honesty. And not bad-looking. His short

blond hair showed a neat, well shaped head, the mouth beneath his absurd

little mustache was a well cut one, resolute and very kindly; he carried

himself splendidly.

“Well!” he said, at last. “Let’s be getting on!”

Andrée got up, still thoughtful. He turned in the direction of Pine

Villa, but she protested.

“I don’t want to go back now!”

“Better,” he said cheerfully. “Your mother’ll be worried.”

This did not please Andrée, for she felt that any such dutiful ideas

should have come from herself. She was about to say something a little

disagreeable, when they caught sight of Claudine coming down the road,

always an unmistakable figure by her gait and her bearing. The young man

was disconcerted; he had no way of knowing how she had regarded her

husband’s hostility, and he was very much in dread of her politeness. It

was too dark to see her face; he had to wait for her voice, and to his

great relief, it came to him tranquil and friendly. She didn’t say

anything remarkable, only “Good evening,” but it implied for him all

sorts of astounding and exquisite things. She didn’t mind his taking a

walk with the matchless Andrée....

“I hope you’re not converting Andrée,” she said, in just the light and

agreeable tone she would have used toward any of the bourgeoisie. “I

shouldn’t like her to be a Revolutionary.”

“I’m not, myself,” he answered, seriously. “Did you ever read

Dostoievsky, Mrs. Vincelle?”

“Yes,” she answered, secretly amused at his fatal responsiveness.

“Well, I think that fellow’s idea is the best philosophy I’ve ever come

across. I believe to some extent in Conscious Evolution, but not so much

through the development of a new type of humanity as through the

development of compassion. You know. The kingdom of Heaven on earth. I

think it’s compassion rather than intelligence that can save the world.

If you can learn to pity, you learn to help.”

“Presupposing a little energy,” said Claudine. He was very much aware of

her resistance; she did not wish to argue; she had a dread of being

serious; she was never, never, to be convinced. Her mind and her

opinions were unalterably formed; she was willing enough to listen, to

think, but she accepted nothing. It was altogether different from

talking to Andrée.

“I think it’s quite possible to be compassionate and selfish at the same

time,” she went on.

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