CHAPTER XXIII.

The moment the priest and the Marchioness de Chazeul were gone, Rose

d'Albret cast herself down into her chair, and covered her eyes with

her hands. She would fain have shut out every sight and sound, in

order that she might bend the whole energies of her mind to

contemplation of that one question--were the dreadful tidings she had

heard, true or false? But the agitating beating of her heart, the

whirling confusion of her brain, prevented her for a long time, from

fixing her thoughts firmly upon all the different arguments for

believing or disbelieving the tale that had been told her. All was

wild, and vague, and indistinct. Apprehension at first was far more

powerful than hope; and, though reason pointed out many

improbabilities even in that part of the intelligence which, as the

reader knows, was absolutely true, yet she still dreaded the worst,

even while she resolved, if possible, to believe that all was false.

"Was it likely," she asked herself, "that so proud a prince as the

Duke of Nemours, should risk his life in single combat against his own

prisoner? Was it probable, that he, who had shown himself so haughty

towards De Montigni as scarcely to return him an answer, should place

himself in such a position as to be compelled to meet him in the

field? Was it not likely, most likely, that such a tale should be

invented by those who had already deceived her on other points, in

order to lead her the more easily to the objects they desired? Was it

not clear that it was so, from their refusal to produce the messenger?

Was not, in short, anything asserted by Jacqueline de Chazeul, more

likely to be false than true?"

Thus argued hope; but on the other side fear, though in fewer words,

spoke with a more powerful voice. "The priest had asserted that the

report had undoubtedly arrived. Would he venture to do so, after the

solemn adjuration she addressed to him, if he were not himself

convinced that what he said was true? Then, too, the pains he had

taken to prepare her mind for the tidings, showed care and

consideration for her; and, if the language he had used in so doing,

were but the preface to a falsehood, it must be blasphemous trifling

indeed. She suffered memory to run back over all the events lately

passed; she considered his conduct, she asked herself if he had ever

been guilty of deliberate falsehood? The answer was, no. He had

suffered others to do so; but he had not done it himself. Without

telling the exact truth, he had not uttered actual untruth. With that

species of art, which has acquired the name of a body of men famous

for employing it in all their dealings, he had made truth serve the

purposes of falsehood; and, by a jesuitical juggle, had countenanced

things that he knew to be untrue, without leaving those he deceived

any means of convicting him of a lie. But now he had boldly and

straightforwardly said, that the intelligence had certainly arrived.

There was no evading that, she thought; it must either be true or

false. She recollected, too, the fierce anger which De Montigni had

displayed when first made prisoner by Nemours, and the words and

glances which had passed between them in regard to herself. Might not

such a scene, she inquired, have been renewed, when her lover found

that she had been actually sent back without even being permitted

another interview with him? Might he not have used such language as

would compel a prince of fiery courage like Nemours to wave the

privileges of his rank, and meet him as had been reported. Nemours was

known to be daring, chivalrous, and of a character to carry the point

of honour to excess; and if they met, was not the result reported to

her, likely to take place."

Thus argued fear; and between his voice and that of hope, her mind was

left in that painful uncertainty, which is more wearing and agitating

to the human frame, than even grief itself. She was still busy with

these thoughts, when the door opened and the maid looked in; but Rose

waved her hand impatiently, exclaiming, "leave me, leave me, I do not

want you. You can go to bed."

The very sight of Blanchette, however, brought back to her mind all

the arts that had been practised upon her before, and made her once

more hope that this sad intelligence might be part of a similar plan.

"I will retire to bed;" she thought, "in the darkness and stillness of

the night, I can think over these things more quietly than now. The

sight of that girl is hateful to me. I will shut her out," but when

she looked round, she found that the lock of the door between her room

and the ante-chamber, had been removed.

"Ha!" she said, "am I to have no privacy? This is hard, indeed;" and,

sitting down, she wept, feeling that she was left alone to struggle

with all the arts and machinations of a number, amongst whom she had

no friend. Rising again, after a moment, she wiped away the tears,

murmuring to herself, "but they shall not conquer me. Even if he whom

I love be gone, and have left me in this cold-hearted world alone, I

can die and follow him; but I will never be the wife of that base and

hateful man, let the result be whatever it may." Thus saying, she

undressed without assistance, and retired to bed. But, for poor Rose

d'Albret, it was no couch of repose. The thorns of the pillow--busy

care, and sharp apprehension and bitter grief--banished all sleep from

her eyes; and hour after hour she lay turning in her mind the same

heavy thoughts which had burdened her since the visit of the priest

and Madame de Chazeul.

Daylight returned, at length; and, raising herself upon her arm, she

gazed round, as the faint grey stream of early morning poured through

the window, and showed the various objects in the room. Then came a

warmer tint, as the sun actually rose, and with it some of the

thoughts which usually accompany the rising day. How beautiful is the

revival of nature from her dark slumber in the arms of night! what an

image of the dawning of eternal life to the emancipated spirit after

the shadow of the grave! How good, how great, how wise, is the

Almighty Author of all, who plants in the seasons, and in the

elements, in the changes of the world, and in all the revolutions of

nature, the signs and symbols of his beneficence and his power, with

promises of love and blessing and protection! There was consolation

even in the pale beams of morning; but then came back the sad thought,

the bitter unanswerable question, to the mind of Rose d'Albret--"Do

the eyes of Louis de Montigni see, like mine, the return of dawning

day, or are they closed for ever in the tomb?" And rising from her bed

she knelt, and prayed, and wept, till the increasing sounds in the

house told her, that her oppressors were once more waking into active

life, and that she must prepare her mind to suffer and resist.

Oh, how most painful of all the many grievous tasks of life, is that

of resistance! and yet it is the unceasing lot of humanity; for this

is all a battle field, and at every point--within and without, against

ourselves and others, against circumstances, temptations, cares,

griefs, fears, pleasures, successes, triumphs, vanity, hope,

expectation, pride, disappointment, opposition, regret, and despair;

against man and fiends--it is all resistance; and he who would

ultimately win the garland of victory, must be armed and awake at

every moment of existence. From the moment when the foot of Adam first

trod the garden, until the now in which we stand against the foe, the

conflict has gone on; and happy are they who do resist.

Yet 'tis a weary and a terrible task, especially for those who buckle

on their armour for the first time; and poor Rose d'Albret felt her

heart sink as she prepared herself for it. But still, the thought of

him she loved, and her repugnance to the man who would have injured

him, nerved her for the effort; and again and again, she repeated,

"They shall never move me! My voice must speak the falsehood, my own

hand must sign my folly, my own heart must prove the traitor, ere they

can conquer."

Her knowledge, too, of those with whom she had to deal, was not a

little serviceable in guarding her against all arts. That knowledge

had come slowly, not by study or inquiry, but sinking in daily into

her mind, as act after act, and word after word, developed the

characters of the persons who now surrounded her.

"If they have doubts of De Montigni's fate," she argued, "they will

urge me to this abhorred marriage with Chazeul at once and

immediately; they will give me no time--they may even try threats, and

violence, and force. If they have no doubt they will be less

importunate; they will allow me to deliberate, to mourn. But, good

heaven, if they try force, what shall I do?--It matters not, I will

die first. But, by their course, I shall know whether the tale be true

or false; and if from their urgency I judge that it is false, I shall

gain strength from hope, and courage even from their cruelty. Poor

Helen de la Tremblade! They cannot make me as thou art--they cannot

add self-reproach to all I suffer, but by my own fault. Would that I

had not promised, never to tell her tale, till she herself thought

fit. I might perhaps find a friend, if I could do so, in the only one

who could well befriend me. She knew not how much her story might

serve me now; and I little thought that I should long to tell it for

my own safety, rather than for her comfort. But hark, there are people

speaking near! I will be dressed and prepared to meet them when they

come hither. Blanchette," she continued aloud, "Blanchette!"

The girl made her call several times, and then appeared with a dull

and sullen countenance; and Rose proceeding with her toilet, exchanged

but few words with one whom she had never either loved or esteemed,

and now despised.

When she was fully dressed she advanced towards the door, saying, "I

will go out upon the ramparts. Put the room in order against my

return."

But the girl planted herself in the way, and replied, "You cannot,

Mademoiselle. There are strict orders that you remain here, till the

Count or the Marchioness come for you."

There was a low suppressed laugh--a laugh of triumph in her

power--mingled with the girl's words, which was hard to bear; and Rose

felt at first inclined to resist, and then to weep; but she gave way

to neither temptation; and, after gazing at her for a minute, merely

replied, "What, I am a prisoner, then; and my own maid the gaoler? It

is well; but it will prove fruitless. Give me a book, I will read."

The girl inquired what book, and gave her mistress the pain--and she

well knew it was a pain,--to speak more than once before she chose to

comprehend.

At length, however, a book was brought; and poor Rose d'Albret,

placing herself near the window, strove to read with an unconcerned

air. But it was in vain she did so; the letters swam before her eyes:

her mind wandered to other things: her eye ran over the lines without

gathering their sense; and, ere she had mastered more than two or

three sentences, there was a step in the ante-room, a knock at the

door, and before she could say "Come in," Madame de Chazeul entered,

followed by Monsieur de Liancourt. The conflict, she saw, was about to

begin, and with an anxious gasp for breath, and a haggard eye, she

gazed upon them as they approached, unable to speak, though she strove

to do so.

"Be calm, Rose, be calm," said Monsieur de Liancourt, placing a seat

for his sister, and taking one himself. "I have come to you thus early

in the morning, because Madame de Chazeul and father Walter informed

me last night, that you entertained suspicions as to the reality of

the sad intelligence which we received last night, and I wish to

assure you with my own lips that there is no doubt--that I entertain

no doubt of the fact."

Rose wept but could not reply; and after a brief pause, the Count

proceeded: "Of course I feel deeply grieved that such a fate should

have overtaken my nephew; but I cannot help at the same time

remembering, that he has not lately acted as became him, nor shown

towards me that respect and gratitude which I trust I deserved at his

hands."

"Oh, Sir," cried Rose, waving her hand mournfully; "touch not the

memory of the dead--of one who was willing to show you every

reverence, although, perhaps, he might feel that he had been wronged

and deceived. To you," she continued, seeing the Count's lip quiver,

"to you he attributed it not, but to the counsels of others; and you

would have found no one more affectionate no one more willing to

testify, in every way, his regard and respect."

"Well, well," cried Madame de Chazeul, "there is no use of disputing

about such things. That is all past. The question before us is of the

present. You had something to say on that score, brother, I think?"

"Why, simply this," replied the Count, "that as my nephew Chazeul is

now, without dispute, my heir, he is also, without dispute, the person

indicated by the contract between myself and Monsieur de Marennes--as

your husband, Rose!" he added, in a slow emphatic tone.

Rose gazed down and was silent, for her heart beat so violently that

she had no power to reply. Had she calculated her whole conduct,

however, to obtain an insight into the views of her two companions,

nothing could have served her better than that silence, for Madame de

Chazeul observed, after a momentary pause, "I am happy to see you make

no objection, for no longer delay can be admitted,--indeed it is

impossible--for the presence of Chazeul is instantly required by the

Duke of Mayenne, and you must go with him as his wife."

"Make no objection!" said Rose.

But Madame de Chazeul cut her short, saying, "Ay, and it is well that

you do not, for it could have no effect if you did. Everything is

determined and prepared. The contract, as before drawn up, waits for

your signature, and the marriage must take place at once."

"He is not dead," murmured Rose to herself, with a sudden look of joy

passing over her countenance, which those who saw it could in no

degree comprehend; and the next moment, turning to Monsieur de

Liancourt, she said, "Sir, I will ask if this be decent and proper, in

the very first day of mourning for your nephew, for him to whom my

heart was given, and my hand promised, to propose that I should wed

another?"

"Urgent circumstances, Rose," answered the Count, "must justify what

would not otherwise be right. The necessity for Chazeul's immediate

departure compels us to this course, and I must insist that you make

no opposition."

"If Monsieur de Chazeul must depart," said Rose, "let him; he can

return at some future period, when a widowed heart may have somewhat

recovered from the wound it has received. But it shall not be said,

that Rose d'Albret gave her hand to another, before her tears were dry

for him to whom her faith was plighted."

"This is all vain folly," cried Madame de Chazeul; "my son will find

means to dry your tears, if that be all."

"He can but make them flow more bitterly," replied Rose d'Albret; "was

ever such a monstrous and cruel thing proposed! Oh, Sir," she

continued, turning to the Count, "will you, a man of honour and a

gentleman, a man of feeling, and of a kindly heart--will you

countenance the attempt to force me, the very day after I have heard

of poor Louis de Montigni's bloody death, to wed a man for whom I

never entertained aught but indifference?"

"Well, Rose, well," said the Count, rising; "I will give you another

day; that is all that I can allow; for my word is pledged that, before

noon to-morrow, you shall be Chazeul's wife. Nay, say no more, for I

will hear no more. Make up your mind to it in the meanwhile; for on

this point I am firm, and your conduct in secretly quitting my roof

for the purpose of thwarting all my designs and wishes for your

benefit, well justifies me in compelling your immediate obedience."

Thus saying he turned and left the room; but Madame de Chazeul

remained gazing upon her poor victim with a bitter, and almost

contemptuous look, which might well teach Rose to apprehend no very

happy life if wedded to her son.

"What is the meaning of all this, girl?" exclaimed the Marchioness, as

soon as the door had closed upon Monsieur de Liancourt; "you are

plotting some stratagem,--your delays have some end in view."

"None, Madam," answered Rose d'Albret. "The only object that I can

have in life is, to avoid a union with a man I despise and abhor."

"Despise and abhor!" exclaimed Jacqueline de Chazeul, in a mocking

tone; "pray may I ask how it happens that such passions have found

their way into your gentle breast?"

"His own deeds, which have come to my ears in spite of your

precautions, Madam," replied Rose, "have planted those feelings there,

never to be rooted out."

"What deeds?" demanded the Marchioness, sternly.

"Unhappily I have promised never to name them," answered Rose; "but

you know to what I allude right well; and you cannot doubt with what

eyes I must look upon your son."

"You must be his wife, notwithstanding," said Madame de Chazeul.

But Rose could bear no more. "Never!" she exclaimed; "never! Come what

may I will never be his wife. You may drag me to the altar, but not

even by silence will I seem to give consent. I will refuse the vow, I

will cast away the ring, I will call God to witness that I am not his

wife. This hand shall never sign the contract till it moulders in the

grave; and if death be the consequence, I will not do one act that can

make me his;" and overpowered by her own vehemence, as well as by the

many emotions in her bosom, she burst into a bitter flood of tears.

Madame de Chazeul gazed at her for a moment, while her whole face

worked with passion, which she could not find words to express; and

then shaking her hand at her, she exclaimed, in a low bitter tone,

"You shall!" and quitted the room.

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