BLIND MAN'S BUFF

Ralph's struggle only exhausted him, and bruised his wrists and ankles.

He gave it up, and lay outwardly quiet, seething with resentment,

within. Deprived of his sight, his hearing became preternaturally

acute, and he had no difficulty in following the various steps of their

preparations for departure. Before the bandage was clapped on his

eyes, he had had a glimpse of daylight. He guessed from the poignant

freshness of the air in his nostrils that the dawn had just broken.

After the tent had been taken down over his head and carried away,

Nahnya and Charley came back to him together. Charley lifted him under

the arms, and Nahnya took his feet. Charley's manner of carrying him

suggested an insulting indifference that caused Ralph to grind his

teeth. They climbed cautiously down the steep bank, finishing with a

sudden slide to the bottom, and almost dropping Ralph between them.

Charley laughed, and Ralph swore savagely.

They laid him in the dugout, and he heard Charley's steps retreating.

Nahnya was arranging the blankets under him.

"Ralph, I sorry," she said in a low voice, sharp with emotion. "I not

know anything else to do."

It did not help matters any. He was too full of resentment to give a

thought to her side of the case. "This is what I get for trying to do

the square thing by you!" he cried. "For holding myself in night and

day to keep from distressing you! You worked on my sympathies. You

made me think you were on the square. You talked about friendship, and

then you attacked me while I was asleep! Oh! I have been nicely taken

in!"

He heard no more from her.

They slid the boat off the stones; Nahnya climbed over Ralph to take

her place in the stern; and they set off in the current. For hours

after that Ralph had nothing to go on but the quiet dip of the paddles,

the answering leap of the boat to the thrust of their strong arms, and

the drip of the water as the blades were withdrawn. Both brother and

sister had a great capacity for silence.

Ralph's frame of mind was anything but an enviable one. It is not

pleasant to a man to be confronted by a mystery in the woman he loves.

As long as they had been in accord it had troubled him very little; he

had looked in her clear eyes, thinking, "whatever may be in store,

she's on the square." But when she turned against him all this was

changed. Every look, word, act that he had not understood at the time

recurred to him charged with a sinister significance. Wounded pride

hatefully suggested to him that she was using his love for her to

further her own ends.

Nevertheless he could not but admit that for such a hardy villainess

some of her acts were strange. He had plenty of time to think things

out. He remembered how she had boxed Charley's ears when the boy had

first suggested tying him up; he remembered how her eyes had filled,

and how sadly she whispered, "I think you going to hate me by and by."

This suggested that she might be the victim of circumstances no less

than himself. "Why can't she trust me a little?" he thought. "She

knows I'd do anything for her!"

Behind all this was the mystery of what lay ahead, hanging like a heavy

black curtain athwart his gaze. When a man has his eyes to see, and

his arms to fight with, a mystery is pleasantly provocative and

stimulating. When he lies blindfolded, bound, and helpless, the

darkest apprehensions seize upon him. Thus the weary round continued

in Ralph's mind.

The long silence was broken by Nahnya. She uttered in Cree what

sounded like a quiet warning. Immediately afterward the dugout lurched

violently as under a side blow, spun around, and went on as smoothly as

before. For a long time Ralph lay vainly threshing his brain for an

explanation of this odd shock.

A new sound slowly stole on his ears, a dull, heavy growl from down the

river. He did not need to be told what this was; rapids--but no such

rapids as they had shot in the Pony River, or hitherto in the Rice.

Those compared with this sound were as the laughter of children to the

voice of a giant. The growl became a roar which grew louder with every

moment. Ralph's heart began to beat painfully. It is probable that it

never occurred to Nahnya, certainly not to Charley, what a refined

species of torture they were inflicting on their prisoner. There is no

terror like terror of the unseen. "If anything happens I'll drown like

a cat in a bag!" thought Ralph. He would not stoop to make any

complaint aloud.

Charley and Nahnya stopped paddling, and talked low-voiced; Nahnya gave

unmistakable orders. The slight, sharp note of excitement in their

voices shook Ralph's breast. From the sounds ahead he pictured a very

cataclysm of the waters awaiting them, wilder indeed than any earthly

rapids. Little beads of perspiration broke out on his forehead. Oh!

for his sight! the use of his arms! But he would not ask it. They

started paddling again. The roaring seemed to be on every side of them

now. Ralph clenched his teeth and his hands. "Now we're going to take

the plunge!" he thought. "Now! Now!" And still it held off, until he

could have screamed with the suspense.

And then the dugout seemed to drop from under him, and immediately

afterward precipitated itself with a crash against a wall of water. A

wave leaped aboard, drenching Ralph to the waist. He thought it was

all over, and suddenly ceased to trouble. Charley yelled with pure

excitement; the dugout gave a series of mad leaps and plunges, flinging

Ralph from side to side like a sack of meal, and suddenly they floated

in smooth water again. An uncanny stillness descended on them. A long

breath escaped between Ralph's teeth.

There followed what seemed like the greater part of a day to Ralph,

with scarcely anything to register the passing of the heavy time. It

was perhaps four hours. The sunshine grew warm in his face, and he

smelled the pines on shore. High overhead he heard the eagles

screaming. Charley complained--of hunger, Ralph guessed, and Nahnya

laconically silenced him. At intervals a new sound gave Ralph food for

thought. This was the loud, brawling voice of a stream, now on one

side, now on the other.

"The whole character of the country must have changed," he thought.

"We must be passing between steep hills or mountains for the streams to

come tumbling down like that."

The long wait for something to happen was ended by the voice of another

great rapid ahead. Ralph's heart began to beat. "Must I go through

with that again?" he thought.

But while he was steeling himself for the ordeal, the nose of the

dugout grounded, and Charley, springing out, pulled her up on shore.

Ralph was lifted out and laid on a flat rock. There was a long wait.

A very real hunger began to assail him. One of the brawling streams

came down nearby. From the sounds that reached his ears, Ralph

pictured the dugout being dragged across the rock on rollers, and

hidden under bushes. Evidently their journey by water was at an end.

Nahnya and Charley sat down near him, seemingly to make something.

Finally Ralph was lifted up and laid down again, and then, much to his

surprise, hoisted on a litter and borne away.

A long journey over rough ground followed, and all uphill, Ralph

judged. They never passed out of hearing of the voice of the small

stream. They stopped often to rest. Even so, it was wonderful to

Ralph how easily they went. He was no light-weight. Once or twice

Charley grumbled at taking up the load, and Nahnya angrily silenced

him. There was no faltering in her. In spite of his resentment

against her Ralph felt a kind of compunction at being carried by a

woman. Anyway, his resentment had cooled somewhat; cooled enough to

allow him to glance at the oddity of his situation.

"Lord! here's a queer go!" he thought. "What next?"

He was not under any apprehensions of danger to himself.

They went on for an hour or more, and the question of food became of

more vital moment to Ralph than of what was before him. The air had

the lack of motion and the cool smell of vegetable decay that suggested

a deep forest. Finally he was put down for a longer period, and he

heard the welcome sound of Charley's axe, and shortly afterward the

crackle of the growing fire. In a little while the delicious emanation

from baking bannock reached his nostrils, and at last he heard the

hissing of the bacon in the pan, which signified the completion of the

preparations. A certain anxiety attacked him.

"How the deuce are they going to manage about feeding me?" he thought.

"By Gad! if they think they're going to make me go without my

dinner----!"

However, Charley presently untied his ankles and his wrists. Ralph

tore the bandage from his eyes, stretched himself luxuriously, and

looked about him.

They were in the magnificent gloom of a primeval forest. Gigantic

trunks of fir and spruce rose on every hand with lofty branches that

darkened the heavens. The little patches of sky that showed between

seemed immeasurably far off. The fallen monarchs of ages past lay here

and there in confusion, rotting by infinitesimally slow degrees. The

ground was stony, but stones and fallen trunks alike were largely

covered with moss, incredibly soft and thick and green. The moss

masked treacherous holes, as Ralph discovered when he attempted to move

about. There was no undergrowth except a few spindling berry-bushes,

and a low plant with huge leaves called the "devil's club," both pale

from lack of sunlight.

The forest grew on a steepish slope. Ralph affirmed to himself that

the way home lay straight downhill. He could still hear the voice of

the little stream off to one side. He discovered a faintly marked

trail that climbed straight from below, and continued on uphill. This

explained how Nahnya and Charley had been able to avoid the fallen

trunks and the holes. A trail once made never becomes totally effaced.

The wildest, most deserted forest wilderness shows such forgotten paths.

So far Ralph's deductions carried him. Later he made a fresh

discovery. Facing downhill and looking straight away through the tree

trunks, he distinguished the outline of a noble, snow-capped peak a

mile or two away. From the direction of the shadows upon it he saw

that the sun was slightly to the left of it. As it was now half-past

ten or eleven, that peak must therefore be directly south of where he

stood. Walking up and down, he searched through the trees and gathered

from the suggestions of the outlines of other mountains that the peak

was part of a chain running right and left.

Little by little he pieced it all together in his mind. "We shot a big

rapid, and paddled for three or four hours, or until we came within

hearing of the next big rapid. The big river must flow parallel with

that range yonder--that is to say, east and west. I knew it was

flowing between mountains. We landed on a big flat rock at the mouth

of a stream and struck straight up-hill, which is due north.

Blindfolded or not," he said to himself triumphantly, "I guess I won't

have much trouble finding my way back if I want to."

Nahnya with a sullen, troubled face, watched Ralph making his

observations but offered no comment.

Breakfast or dinner, whichever it was, was eaten in silence. Nahnya

and Ralph each wore a mask, and each avoided the other's eyes. Charley

was solely concerned with his long-delayed food. Ralph, secretly

elated by his own perspicacity, later made no objections to being bound

and blindfolded again. It seemed to him rather a ridiculous

precaution, because if he ever got as far as this, he would naturally

continue by the trail. However, if they wished to give themselves the

trouble of carrying him, so be it.

The journey of the morning was repeated, but for a longer period.

Ralph marvelled at his bearers' endurance. For at least two hours they

toiled with frequent pauses, always uphill. Finally upon laying him

down they left him, and he guessed they had come to the next

halting-place. A long time passed without his hearing them talk, or

hearing any preparations to camp. The possibility of their abandoning

him there in the woods occurred to him, causing a disagreeable

prickling up and down his spine.

At last he heard Charley's footsteps, and the bandage was removed from

his eyes. Still the virgin forest. No sign of Nahnya. More

mystifications!

"Where's Nahnya?" demanded Ralph.

"Him come back _tepiskow_," Charley answered stolidly.

The boy held up a piece of paper with writing upon it for Ralph to

read, but held it upside down. Since it did no good to yell at

Charley, and Ralph's hands were tied, it was a little while before they

came to an understanding. When the paper was finally righted Ralph saw

that it was a letter from Nahnya, and once more he was astonished by

her. It was written in a hand as fine and precise as a nun's. This

strange girl could write as well as steer a canoe!

"To the doctor," it began. (She had made an attempt to spell Ralph,

and had given it up.) "If you promise not to go away from here till I

get back, Charley will untie the ropes and make you free. If you

promise, make a holy cross on this paper for him to see. Annie

Crossfox."

Ralph had not by any means forgiven Nahnya her high-handed proceedings,

but an extraordinary curiosity modified his anger. He was determined

to discover what lay behind all these mysteries. He decided to submit

to the promise, and signed to Charley to put the pencil between his

teeth. Charley holding up the paper, he made the sign as decreed.

Pocketing the paper as a warrant for the proceedings, Charley liberated

him.

Ralph walked to and fro to stretch his legs, and to see what he could

see. Here there was nothing but endless vistas of the forest whichever

way he looked. Because of the higher altitude to which they had

climbed, the trees were not of such a staggering magnitude, and there

was more undergrowth. He saw gigantic raspberry bushes with pale

flowers as big as mallows. The silence was unearthly; not a bird

cheeped, not a leaf fluttered.

Ralph was finally reduced to studying the impassive Charley. There was

not much reward here. Charley sat with his back against a tree,

smoking a pipe, and staring into vacancy. Charley had the faculty of

being able to suspend animation when he chose. Ralph wondered why he

did not fall asleep. By and by it came to him that the Indian boy was

actually uneasy, not the uneasiness of alarm, but of impatience. His

head would turn slightly in a given direction, and a desirous look

appear in his hard, bright eyes. His head was cocked to listen.

"Nahnya has kept him out of something that he is keen for," Ralph

deduced.

Charley prepared a meal, and they ate. Afterward, since there was

nothing better to do, Ralph rolled himself in the blanket he had lain

on, and slept. When he awoke the indefatigible Charley was cooking

another meal. They had eaten it and were smoking; darkness was already

creeping through the forest aisles, though far overhead the sky was

bright, when without warning the Indian boy sprang up with a whoop, and

seizing his hat and gun darted away. Ralph, gazing after him, wondered

if he had gone mad. Presently from the same direction he saw Nahnya

coming through the trees, followed by an old woman in a black cotton

dress. At sight of the girl the recollection of the indignities she

had put upon him flamed up in Ralph's breast, and his eyes hardened.

He forgot about Charley.

Nahnya, after a quick glance in his face, lowered her eyes. "This my

mot'er," she said in a low voice.

The old woman made a bob to the doctor. She was frankly terrified by

the sight of him. She did not in any way suggest the mother of Nahnya,

being without grace. She looked merely the middle-aged mother of many

children. She had jetty hair neatly parted and braided, eyes as

stoical as Charley's, and a skin like wrinkled, waxed brown paper. She

had the strong, patient look of the aging worker. Ralph, looking from

one to the other, could not find the least point of resemblance between

mother and daughter. The fact caused him a certain grim satisfaction.

His professional eye fixed on the old woman's pitiful, crooked arm.

So it was true after all that Nahnya had fetched him to cure her

mother. He felt relieved, but only the more mystified. For why, if

everything was plain and aboveboard, had she taken such desperate

precautions to insure secrecy? Nahnya was no fool. He angrily gave it

up, and turned his back on the old woman, who, as soon as his eye fell

upon it, began to soothe the injured arm with deprecating glances

toward him. Ralph had already observed with a hard smile that they had

brought up his little satchel of instruments and medicaments on the

litter. He had made up his mind that nothing should induce him to open

it.

The two women had brought packs containing everything needful for a

comfortable camp, and they set about making ready for the night.

Nahnya said no more to Ralph, nor did she look at him again, but her

actions were eloquent. Watching her with sidelong glances, a great

uneasiness grew in him. She cut a heap of spruce boughs to make him a

soft bed. She roasted a ptarmigan she had brought with her, and when

it was done, took it to tempt his appetite before he turned in. She

offered it to him silently, with an extraordinary upward look, soft,

penitent, and imploring.

The look raised a storm in Ralph's breast. It confused and touched and

angered him together. His heart leaped to answer it, and his indignant

pride held him back. "Why can't she be open with me?" he thought.

"Does she think she can truss me up like a piece of baggage, and then

bring me to my knees again with a soft look?" He accepted the offering

as his right, without relenting, and Nahnya went sadly back to her own

bed beside her mother.

With a great air of unconcern, Ralph crawled between his blankets and

resolutely closed his eyes. But the struggle within him went blithely

forward. He would, and he would not. She had used him intolerably,

and he hated her. She was sorry, and he loved her. The mystery she

chose to wrap herself in exasperated him; her quiet resistance to his

will maddened the male in him. There were times when he felt as if the

only thing that would give him any peace would be to crush her utterly.

Then he would remember the look in her eyes which promised a secret

heaven for him to whom she chose to open it. Daylight was coming again

before Ralph fell asleep.

When he awoke the struggle was over. Such a struggle in him could have

but one outcome. His pride caved in. After all, he told himself, he

was a doctor, and he could not turn his back on a grievous injury. He

did not mean to forgive Nahnya--at least not in a hurry--but he knew he

could not forgive himself if he went away leaving a doctor's work

undone. Perhaps he was not quite frank with himself in this; perhaps

it was only Pride trying to save something from the ruins; perhaps he

never would have left Nahnya could he have helped it. Every

imaginative heart that loves, loves the sentimental satisfaction of

heaping coals of fire upon the head of the beloved one. She would feel

sorry she had used him so, but he would be relentless. When she had

suffered a great deal--perhaps----

So after breakfast, still scowling like a pirate, he opened his

doctor's kit, and issued gruff orders to Nahnya. The sun came out in

her face; she said not a word, but flew to do his bidding. Admirable

was her capability and her deftness. In no time at all the frightened

old woman was made comfortable on a deep bed of spruce boughs, with

splints, bandages, and hot water waiting.

When it was all over, and the old woman began to come safely out of the

ether, weeping copiously, but vastly relieved in mind, Ralph repacked

his satchel viciously. When his purely professional absorption was no

longer called for, he ran up the flag of resentment again. Nahnya had

said nothing. Once when the danger point was past she had leaned

across the patient and squeezed his hand, but he had quickly pulled it

away. Her eyes followed him expressing a passion of humble gratitude.

It infuriated him; why, he could scarcely have told; perhaps because it

was so clear that it was only gratitude, and not the other kind of

passion that he was hungry to see there. At any rate he could not

support the look. Snapping the valise shut, and tossing it to one

side, he strode away leaving the patient to Nahnya.

"It's done," he thought bitterly. "And she's done with me. A lot she

cares what I'm suffering. She sacrificed me without a qualm to the old

woman. Now she's cured, I can go back, and be hanged to me, I suppose.

Well, I don't mean to be fobbed off so easily. I've done my part, and

I'm a free agent. I won't leave here till I've unwound every thread of

the silly mystery she entangles herself in!"

By and by the old woman fell into a natural sleep, and Ralph was free

to leave her. He lit his pipe, and wandered off up the faintly marked

trail.

In the perpetual twilight of their camp one got the feeling that this

forest rolled on forever, but Ralph had not gone above three hundred

yards before he unexpectedly came to one of its boundaries. To the

left of the trail it ended at the base of a mighty precipice of naked

gray rock. Standing at the edge of the trees and looking right and

left the height of rock extended as far as he could see. Looking up,

it was too beetling for him to see its summit.

Continuing upon the trail a little way farther, he came to the edge of

a gulch, where he could obtain a wider prospect. Looking up now, he

had dizzying, foreshortened glimpses of peaks and domes of rock, with a

distant view over all of the supreme summit, shaped like a gigantic

thumb of rock sticking up out of fields of snow, gilded and dazzling in

the sunshine, and incredibly far-flung. It was a stirring experience

thus to be brought without warning into the immediate presence of such

a God. Ralph gazed, forgetting his private despite against Fortune.

At his feet the gulch came down from the left along the base of the

unscalable heights. A trickle of water ran musically in the bottom of

it, and was borne off to the right to join the larger stream, beside

which they had ascended from the river. The trail crossed the gulch,

and disappeared within the forest on the other side. The forest

skirted the edge of the gulch, and swept on up concealing all on that

side.

Ralph's only view was therefore up the gulch. The floor of it was

heaped with broken masses of rock and fallen trees. As he looked,

thinking of nothing but the wild beauty of the scene, suddenly his jaw

dropped, and he dashed a hand across his eyes to make sure they were

not tricking him. For out of a little tangle of living and dead trees

at the base of the cliff, about a furlong from him, issued the figure

of a man. It was Charley. One would have said that he had issued out

of the cliff itself.

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