CHAPTER LXVII.

In one of the thousand business offices, in one of the thousand crowded

streets of a neighboring city, sat Mr. John Walter, with his legs

crossed, his right finger pressed against the right lobe of his organ of

causality, his right elbow resting on his right knee, and the fingers of

his left hand beating a sort of tattoo on a fresh copy of The Standard,

which lay upon the table by his side. His attitude was one of profound

meditation.

"Who _can_ she be?" exclaimed Mr. Walter, in a tone of blended interest

and vexation; "who can she be?" Mr. Walter raised his head, uncrossed

his legs, took up The Standard, and re-read 'Floy's' last article

slowly; often pausing to analyze the sentences, as though he would

extort from them some hidden meaning, to serve as a clue to the identity

of the author. After he had perused the article thus searchingly, he

laid down The Standard, and again exclaimed, "Who _can_ she be? she is

a genius certainly, whoever she is," continued he, soliloquizingly;

"a bitter life experience she has had too; she did not draw upon her

imagination for this article. Like the very first production of her

pen that I read, it is a wail from her inmost soul; so are many of her

pieces. A few dozen of them taken consecutively, would form a whole

history of wrong, and suffering, and bitter sorrow. What a singular

being she must be, if I have formed a correct opinion of her; what

powers of endurance! What an elastic, strong, brave, loving, fiery, yet

soft and winning nature! A bundle of contradictions! and how famously

she has got on too! it is only a little more than a year since her first

piece was published, and now her articles flood the whole country; I

seldom take up an exchange, which does not contain one or more of them.

That first piece of hers was a stroke of genius--a real gem, although

not very smoothly polished; ever since I read it, I have been trying

to find out the author's name, and have watched her career with eager

interest; _her_ career, I say, for I suppose 'Floy' to be a woman,

notwithstanding the rumors to the contrary. At any rate, my wife says

so, and women have an instinct about such things. I wish I knew whether

she gets well paid for her writings. Probably not. Inexperienced writers

seldom get more than a mere pittance. There are so many ready to write

(poor fools!) for the honor and glory of the thing, and there are so

many ready to take advantage of this fact, and withhold from needy

talent the moral right to a deserved remuneration. Thank heaven, I have

never practiced this. The 'Household Messenger' does not yield me a very

large income, but what it does yield is fairly earned. Why, bless me!"

exclaimed Mr. Walter, suddenly starting up, and as suddenly sitting down

again; "why has not this idea occurred to me before? yes, why not engage

'Floy' to write for the Household Messenger? How I wish I were rich,

that I might give her such a price as she really deserves. Let me see;

she now writes for The Standard, and The Pilgrim, four pieces a week for

each; eight pieces in all; that is too much work for her to begin with;

she cannot do herself justice; she ought not to write, at the outside,

more than two pieces a week; then she could polish them up, and

strengthen them, and render them as nearly perfect in execution as they

are in conception. One piece a week would be as much as I should wish;

could I possibly afford to pay her as much, or more for that one piece,

as she now gets for eight? Her name is a tower of strength, but its

influence would be frittered away, were she to write for more than one

paper. If I could secure her pen all to myself, the advertising that

such a connection would give The Messenger would be worth something. Ah

me, were my purse only commensurate with my feelings. If I only knew

who 'Floy' is, and could have an interview with her, I might perhaps

arrange matters so as to benefit us both; and I _will_ know," exclaimed

Mr. Walter, jumping up and pacing the room rapidly; "I'll know before

I'm a month older;" and the matter was settled; for when John Walter

paced the floor rapidly, and said "I will," Fate folded her hands.

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