CHAPTER LXV.

A dull, drizzling rain spattered perseveringly against Ruth's windows,

making her little dark room tenfold gloomier and darker than ever.

Little Nettie had exhausted her slender stock of toys, and creeping up

to her mother's side, laid her head wearily in her lap.

"Wait just a moment, Nettie, till mamma finishes this page," said Ruth,

dipping her pen again in the old stone inkstand.

The child crept back again to the window, and watched the little pools

of water in the streets, as the rain-drops dimpled them, and saw, for

the hundredth time, the grocer's boy carrying home a brown-paper parcel

for some customers, and eating something from it as he went along; and

listened to the milkman, who thumped so loudly on the back gates, and

seemed always in such a tearing hurry; and saw the baker open the lid

of his boxes, and let the steam escape from the smoking hot cakes and

pies. Nettie wished she could have some of them, but she had long since

learned _only to wish_; and then she saw the two little sisters who

went by to school every morning, and who were now cuddling, laughingly

together, under a great big umbrella, which the naughty wind was trying

to turn inside out, and to get away from them; and then Nettie thought

of Katy, and wished she had Katy to play with her, when mamma wrote such

a long, long time; and then little Nettie drew such a heavy sigh, that

Ruth dashed down her pen, and taking her in her arms and kissing her,

told her about,

"Mistress McShuttle,

Who lived in a coal-scuttle,

Along with her dog and her cat,

What she did there, I can't tell,

But I know very well,

That none of the party were fat."

And then she narrated the exciting adventures of "The Wise Men of

Gotham," who went to sea in that rudderless bowl, and suffered

shipwreck and "total _lass_ of life," as the newsboys (God bless their

rough-and-ready faces) call it; and then little Nettie's snowy lids

drooped over her violet eyes, and she was far away in the land of

dreams, where there are no little hungry girls, or tired, scribbling

mammas.

Ruth laid the child gently on her little bed, and resumed her pen; but

the spell was broken, and "careful and troubled about many things" she

laid it down again, and her thoughts ran riot.

Pushing aside her papers, she discovered two unopened letters which Mr.

Lescom had handed her, and which she had in the hurry of finishing her

next article, quite forgotten. Breaking the seal of the first, she read

as follows:

"TO 'FLOY.'

"I am rough old man, Miss, and not used to writing or talking to

ladies. I don't know who you are, and I don't ask; but I take 'The

Standard,' and I like your pieces. I have a family of bouncing

girls and boys; and when we've all done work, we get round the fire

of an evening, while one of us reads your pieces aloud. It may not

make much difference to you what an old man thinks, but I tell you

those pieces have got the real stuff in 'em, and so I told my son

John the other night; and _he_ says, and _I_ say, and neighbor

Smith, who comes in to hear 'em, says, that you ought to make a

book of them, so that your readers may keep them. You can put me

down for three copies, to begin with; and if every subscriber to

'The Standard' feels as I do, you might make a plum by the

operation. Suppose, now, you think of it?

"N. B.--John says, maybe you'll be offended at my writing to you,

but I say you've got too much common sense.

"Yours to command,

"JOHN STOKES."

"Well, well," said Ruth, laughing, "that's a thought that never entered

this busy head of mine, John Stokes. _I_ publish a book? Why, John, are

you aware that those articles were written for bread and butter, not

fame; and tossed to the printer before the ink was dry, or I had time

for a second reading? And yet, perhaps, there is more freshness about

them than there would have been, had I leisure to have pruned and

polished them--who knows? I'll put your suggestion on file, friend

Stokes, to be turned over at my leisure. It strikes me, though, that it

will keep awhile. Thank you, honest John. It is just such readers as you

whom I like to secure. Well, what have we here?" and Ruth broke the seal

of the second letter. It was in a delicate, beautiful, female hand; just

such an one as you, dear Reader, might trace, whose sweet, soft eyes,

and long, drooping tresses, are now bending over this page. It said:

"DEAR 'FLOY':

"For you _are_ 'dear' to me, dear as a sister on whose loving

breast I have leaned, though I never saw your face. I know not

whether you are young and fair, or old and wrinkled, but I know

that your heart is fresh, and guileless, and warm as childhood's;

and that every week your printed words come to me, in my sick

chamber, like the ministrations of some gentle friend, sometimes

stirring to its very depths the fountain of tears, sometimes, by

odd and quaint conceits, provoking the mirthful smile. But 'Floy,'

I love you best in your serious moods; for as earth recedes, and

eternity draws near, it is the real and tangible, my soul yearns

after. And sure I am, 'Floy,' that I am not mistaken in thinking

that we both lean on the same Rock of Ages; both discern, through

the mists and clouds of time, the Sun of Righteousness. I shall

never see you, 'Floy,' on earth;--mysterious voices, audible only

to the dying ear, are calling me away; and yet, before I go, I

would send you this token of my love, for all the sweet and

soul-strengthening words you have unconsciously sent to my sick

chamber, to wing the weary, waiting hours. We shall _meet_, 'Floy';

but it will be where 'tears are wiped away.'

"God bless you, my unknown sister.

"MARY R. ----."

Ruth's head bowed low upon the table, and her lips moved; but He to whom

the secrets of all hearts are known, alone heard that grateful prayer.

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