"Well, we must be moving on. It's warmer in the lockup than out here;

so come along, young fellow, and do your talking to-morrow morning with

the rest of the drunks and disorderlies."

"Stop!" cried Robert Hardy. "This is my son! Do you understand? What

are you going to do?"

"Well, governor, that's a pretty question at this time o' day. Do!

I'm going to jug him for assault with intent to commit highway robbery.

It's an affair for the 'pen,' I can tell you."

"But you heard him say it was all a joke."

"A pretty joke to try to hold a man up on the highway and demand his

money! Oh, no! That's carrying a joke too far. I'm bound to obey

orders. We've been after this gang of young chaps for a month now."

"But, officer, you don't understand; this is my son!"

"Well, what of that? Don't we jug sons every day for some deviltry or

other? Do you suppose you are the only father whose son is going to

the devil?"

"O God, no!" cried Mr. Hardy with sudden passion. "But this is my

older boy. It would kill his mother to have him arrested and put in

jail for trying to rob his own father. Yet he was once innocent--

What am I saying? He might be now if I had done my duty."

Mr. Hardy confronted the officer with a certain sorrowful dignity which

even that hardened defender of the law understood.

"Officer, let the boy go. I will answer for it if any blame falls on

you. He was not at fault in this matter. He was not the one who

assaulted me. He did not touch me. You could not get a particle of

testimony against him. And besides that, it is necessary that he

return with me. This is a case for the law of God; it belongs to a

higher than human court."

The officer hesitated; Mr. Hardy stepped nearer his son.

"George," he said, as if forgetting for a moment that the officer was

present, "did you know that Clara and Bess and Will were in the

accident last night?"

George turned pale, and tremblingly replied, "No, father. Were they

hurt? Was Bess--" The boy seemed moved as his father had not yet seen

him.

"No; they were not; that is, Bess was not hurt at all. But Will was

severely bruised, and Clara still lies in a state of stupor or

unconsciousness, and we do not know what the end will be. I was on my

way just now to get some needed articles from the doctor's house. You

must come back with me; the law has no hold on you."

"Maybe, the law hasn't any hold on him, but Michael Finnerty has. I

don't just like the idea, mister, of letting the boy go," replied the

stubborn and unusually dutiful officer.

Mr. Hardy began to appeal to the man's love of his own children. It

did not seem to move him in the least, until he mentioned the fact that

it was cruelty to keep the suffering girl at home waiting for her

father's return.

Mr. Finnerty finally loosened his hold on George and said slowly and

painfully, "An' if I lose me job I'll be knowin' who was to blame for

it. I always told Michael Finnerty that he was too soft-hearted to go

on the force!"

"You won't suffer, officer. Many thanks! Come, George."

Father and son moved off together, while the defender of the law stood

irresolute, watching them disappear through the storm, and muttering to

himself, "I'm a soft-hearted fool. I ought to 'a' been born a female

hospital nurse, I had."

During that walk home, after Mr. Hardy had gone around by the doctor's

with George, not a word was exchanged. The storm was increasing. The

two walked along in silence; but when George walked into the hall at

home he turned and saw a look on his father's face that smote him to

the heart, for he was not yet a hardened soul. Mr. Hardy had lived

years in that experience. No one could tell how he had been tortured

by what he had endured that night; but the mark of it was stamped

indelibly on his face, and he knew that he would bear it to his grave.

Mrs. Hardy came running downstairs as the two came in. When George

turned and faced her she held out her arms crying, "My boy! my boy! We

have been so anxious about you!"

What! not one word of reproach, of rebuke, of question as to what he

had been doing all this time that the family had been suffering! No;

not one word. Ah, mother love! It is the most wonderful thing on

earth, next to the love of God for the sinner. It is even that, for it

is the love of God expressing itself through the mother, who is the

temple of the loving God.

George dashed away a tear; then going up to his mother he laid his

cheek against hers, while she folded her arms about him and cried a

little and asked no questions. After a moment's silence he stammered

out a few words of sorrow at having caused her pain. She joyfully

accepted his broken explanation of how he had not known of the accident

to Clara and the others. It was true that he had gone out the evening

before, fully intending to go down to the scene of the accident; but

coming across some of his old companions he had gone off with them, and

spent the night in a disgraceful carouse. Throughout the day he had

been more or less under the influence of liquor, dimly conscious that a

great disaster had happened, but not sober enough to realise its

details or its possible connection with those of his own home.

The sudden meeting with his father had startled him out of the drowsy

intoxication he had fallen into as the day progressed. Now, as he felt

his mother's arms around him, and realised a little what the family had

been enduring, he felt the disgrace of his own conduct.

Mr. Hardy went upstairs and consulted with the doctor, who wondered at

his protracted absence. There was no change in Clara yet. She lay in

a condition which could not be called a trance or a sleep. She did not

seem to be in any great pain; but she was unconscious of all outside

conditions.

After a little talk with his mother, George came up and inquired after

Bess and Will. They were both sleeping, and after the doctor had gone

out the father and mother and son sat down together in the room where

Clara lay.

Mr. Hardy did not say a word to George about the incident of the

evening. The shame of it was too great yet. When men of Mr. Hardy's

self-contained, repressed, proud nature are pained, it is with an

intense, inward fire of passion that cannot hear to break out into

words.

George had sense enough to offer to relieve his parents of the burden

of watching through the night, and during the exchange of watchers

along toward morning, as Mrs. Hardy slipped into the room to relieve

the boy, she found him kneeling down at a couch with his face buried in

the cushions. She raised her face in thanksgiving to God and went

softly out.

The morning dawned gray with snow which still whirled in wreaths about

the sorrowing homes of Barton; but Robert Hardy thought of the merciful

covering it would make for the ghastly piles of ruin down under the

bridge and along the banks of the river. He said to himself, "This is

my fourth day; how can I best spend it? What shall I do?" He kneeled

and prayed, and rose somewhat refreshed.

The forenoon went rapidly by, and before he knew it noon was near. The

time had passed in watching Clara, visiting with Bess and Will; and

doing some necessary work for the company in his little office

downstairs. He did not feel like saying anything to George yet. James

Caxton had been in, and the first thing he had mentioned had been his

own act in the meeting the night before. Mr. Hardy thanked God for it,

and a prayer went out of his heart for his own son, that the Spirit

might touch him in his sin, and bring him into the light of Christ.

A little after noon the storm cleared up, and Robert prepared to go

down to the shops. Clara had not yet come out of her stupor. The

doctor had called and done what he could. There was nothing in

particular that Mr. Hardy could do in the case, so he went out about

one o'clock and entered his office, hoping as he went in that he would

have no trouble with the men.

Mr. Burns reported everything quiet, and the manager, with a sigh of

relief, proceeded with the routine duties of the business. Nothing of

any special interest occurred through the afternoon. The storm had

ceased entirely, and the sun had come out clear and warm. People were

clearing off the walks, and the ringing of sleigh bells was distinct in

the office, even over the incessant hum of the big engine.

Toward three o'clock one of Mr. Hardy's old friends, an officer of the

road, came in and said there was a general movement on foot throughout

Barton to hold a monster mass meeting in the Town Hall for the benefit

of the sufferers, both in the railroad accident and in the explosion of

the Sunday before in the shops. It was true the company would settle

for damages, but in many cases the adjustment of claims would not be

made until much suffering and hardship had been endured. There was a

feeling on the part of the townspeople that a meeting for public

conference would result in much good, and there was also, as has been

the case in other large horrors, a craving to relieve the strain of

feeling by public gathering and consultation.

"Can you come out to the meeting, Hardy?" asked his friend.

Mr. Hardy thought a minute and replied, "Yes; I think I can." Already

an idea had taken shape in his mind which he could not help feeling was

inspired by God.

"It might be a good thing if you could come prepared to make some

remarks. I find there is a disposition on the part of the public to

charge the road with carelessness and mismanagement."

"I'll say a word or two," replied Mr. Hardy; and after a brief talk on

business matters his friend went out.

Robert immediately sat down to his desk, and for an hour, interrupted

only by an occasional item of business brought to him by his secretary,

he jotted down copious notes. The thought which had come to him when

his friend suggested the meeting was this: he would go and utter a

message that burned within him, a message which the events of the past

few days made imperative should be uttered. He went home absorbed in

the great idea. He had once in his younger days been famous for his

skill in debate, so he had no fear of his power to deliver a message of

life at the present crisis in his own. He at once spoke of the meeting

to his wife.

"Mary, what do you say? I know every minute is precious. I owe to you

and these dear ones at home a very sacred duty; but no less, it seems

to me, is my duty to the society where I have lived all these years,

doing literally nothing for its uplift toward God who gave us all life

and power. I feel that He will put a message into my mouth that may

prove a blessing to this community. It seems to me this special

opportunity is providential."

"Robert," replied his wife, smiling at him through happy tears, "it is

the will of God. Do your duty as He makes it clear to you."

It had been an agitating week to the wife. She anticipated its close

with a feeling akin to terror. What would the end be? She was

compelled to say to herself that her husband was not insane; but the

thought that he was really to be called out of the world in some

mysterious manner at the end of the rapidly approaching Sunday, had

several times come over her with a power that threatened her own

reason. Nevertheless the week, so far, in spite of its terror and

agitation, had a sweet joy for her. Her husband had come back to her,

the lover as he once had been, only with the added tenderness of all

the years of their companionship. She thanked the Father for it, and

when the hour came for Robert to go down to the meeting, she blessed

him and prayed heaven to make his words to the people like the words of

God.

"Father, what do you want me to do? Shall I stay here?" asked George,

who had not stirred out of the house all day. He had watched by Clara

faithfully. She was still in that mysterious condition of

unconsciousness which made her case so puzzling to the doctor.

Mr. Hardy hesitated a moment, then said: "No, George; I would like to

have you go with me. Alice can do all that is necessary. But let us

all pray together now before we go out. The Lord is leading us

mysteriously, but we shall some time know the reason why."

So in the room where Clara lay they all kneeled down, except Will, who

lay upon a lounge near his unconscious sister. Mr. Hardy, as he

clasped his wife's hand in his own, poured out his soul in this

petition:

"Dear Lord, we know Thou dost love us, even though we cannot always

know why Thou dost allow suffering and trouble; and we would thank Thee

for the things that cannot be destroyed, for the loves that cannot

suffer death, for the wonderful promises of the life to come. Only we

have been so careless of the things that belong to Thy kingdom! We

have been so selfish and forgetful of the great needs and sufferings

and sins of earth. Pardon us, gracious Redeemer! Pardon me, for I am

the chief offender! Yea, Lord, even as the robber on the cross was

welcomed into Paradise, welcome Thou me. But we pray for our dear

ones. May they recover! Make this beloved one who now lies unknowing

among us to come back into the universe of sense and sound, to know us

and smile upon us again. We say, 'Thy will be done.' Grant wisdom,

for Thou knowest best; only our hearts will cry out for help, and Thou

knowest our hearts better than anyone else. Bless me this night as I

stand before the people. This is no selfish prayer, dear Lord. I

desire only Thy glory; I pray only for Thy kingdom. But Thou hast

appointed my days to live. Thou hast sent me the message, and I cannot

help feeling the solemn burden and joy of it. I will say to the people

that Thou art most important of all in this habitation of the flesh.

And now bless us all. Give us new hearts. Make us to feel the true

meaning of existence here. Reveal to us Thy splendour. Forgive all

the past, and make impossible in the children the mistakes of the

parent. Deliver us from evil, and Thine shall be the glory for ever.

Amen."

When Mr. Hardy and George reached the town hall they found a large

crowd gathering, and they had some difficulty in gaining entrance. Mr.

Hardy at once passed up to the platform, where the chairman of the

meeting greeted him and said he would expect him to make some remarks

during the evening. Robert sat down at one end of the platform and

watched the hall fill with people, nearly all well known to him. There

was an unusually large crowd of boys and young men, many of his own

employés from the shops, and a great number of citizens and business

men--a representative audience for the place, brought together under

the influence of the disaster and feeling somewhat the breaking down of

artificial social distinctions in the presence of the grim leveller

Death, who had come so near to them the last few days.

There were the usual opening exercises common to such public

gatherings. Several well-known business men and two or three of the

ministers, including Mr. Jones, made appropriate addresses. The

attention of the great audience was not laboured for, the occasion

itself being enough to throw over the people the spell of subdued

quiet. When the chairman announced that "Mr. Robert Hardy, our

well-known railroad manager, will now address us," there was a movement

of curiosity and some surprise, and many a man leaned forward and

wondered in his heart what the wealthy railroad man would have to say

on such an occasion. He had never appeared as a speaker in public, and

he passed generally in Barton for the cold, selfish, haughty man he had

always been.

Mr. Hardy began in a low, clear tone:

"Men and women of Barton: To-night I am not the man you have known

these twenty-five years that I have been among you. I am, by the grace

of God, a new creature. As I stand here I have no greater desire in my

heart than to say what may prove to be a blessing to all my old

townspeople and to my employés and to these strong young men and boys.

Within a few short days God has shown me the selfishness of a human

being's heart. That heart was my own; and it is with feelings none of

you can ever know that I look into your faces and say these words."

Robert paused a moment as if gathering himself up for the effort that

followed, and the audience, startled with an unexpected emotion by the

strange beginning, thrilled with excitement, as, lifting his arm and

raising his voice, the once cold and proud man, his face and form

glowing with the transfiguration of a new manhood, exclaimed:

"There is but one supreme law in this world, and it is this: Love God

and your neighbour with heart, mind, soul, strength. There are but two

things worth living for: the glory of God and the salvation of man.

To-night I, who look into eternity in a sense which I will not stop to

explain, feel the bitterness which comes from the knowledge that I have

broken that law and have not lived for those things which alone are

worth living for. But God has sent me here to-night with a message to

the people which my heart must deliver. It is a duty even more sacred

in some ways than what I owe to my own kindred. I am aware that the

hearts of the people are shocked into numbness by the recent horror. I

know that more than one bleeding heart is in this house, and the shadow

of the last enemy, has fallen over many thresholds in our town. What!

did I not enter into the valley of the shadow of death myself as I

stumbled over the ghastly ruins of that wreck, my soul torn in twain

for the love of three of my own dear children? Do I not sympathise in

full with all those who bitterly weep and lament and sit in blackness

of horror this night? Yea; but, men of Barton, why is it that we are

so moved, so stirred, so shocked by the event of death, when the far

more awful event of life does not disturb us in the least? We shudder

with terror, we lose our accustomed pride or indifference, we speak in

whispers, and we tread softly in the presence of the visitor who smites

but once and then smites the body only: but in the awful presence of

the living image of God we go our ways careless, indifferent, cold,

passionless, selfish.

"I know whereof I speak, for I have walked through the world like that

myself. But death cannot be compared for one moment with life for

majesty, for solemnity, for meaning, for power. There were

seventy-five persons killed in the accident. But in the papers this

morning I read in the column next to that in which the accident was

paraded, in small type and in the briefest of paragraphs, the statement

that a certain young man in this very town of ours had been arrested

for forging his father's name on a cheque, and was a fugitive from the

law. Every day in this town and in every town all over the world

events like that, and worse than that, occur. Nay, in this very town

of ours more than seventy-five souls are, at this very moment, going

down into a far blacker hell of destruction than the one under that

fated bridge, and the community is not horrified over it. How many

mass meetings have been held in this town within the last twenty-five

years over the losses of character, the death of purity, the

destruction of honesty? Yet they have outnumbered the victims of this

late physical disaster a thousandfold. And what does mere death do?

It releases the spirit from its house of earth. Aside from that,

death does nothing to the person. But what does life do? Life does

everything. It prepares for heaven or for hell. It starts impulses,

moulds character, fixes character. Death has no kingdom without end.

Death is only the last enemy of the many enemies that life knows.

Death is a second; life is an eternity. O men, brothers, if, as I

solemnly and truly believe, this is the last opportunity I shall have

to speak to you in such large numbers, I desire you to remember, when I

have vanished from your sight, that I spent nearly my last breath in an

appeal to you to make the most of daily life, to glorify God and save

men!

"The greatest enemy of man is not death; it is selfishness. It sits on

the throne of the entire world. This very disaster which has filled

the town with sorrow was due to selfishness. Let us see if that is not

so. It has been proved by investigation already made that the

drunkenness of a track inspector was the cause of the accident. What

was the cause of that drunkenness? The drinking habits of that

inspector. How did he acquire them? In a saloon which we taxpayers

allow to run on payment of a certain sum of money into our town

treasury. So, then, it was the greed or selfishness of the men of this

town which lies at the bottom of this dreadful disaster. Who was to

blame for the disaster? The track inspector? No. The saloon keeper

who sold him the liquor? No. Who, then? We ourselves, my brothers;

we who licensed the selling of the stuff which turned a man's brain

into liquid fire, and smote his judgment and reason with a brand from

out the burning pit. If I had stumbled upon the three corpses of my

own children night before last, I could have exclaimed in justice

before the face of God: 'I have murdered my own children,' for I was

one of the men of Barton to vote for the license which made possible

the drunkenness of the man in whose care were placed hundreds of lives.

"For what is the history of this case? Who was this wretched track

inspector? A man who, to my own knowledge, trembled before temptation;

who, on the testimony of the foreman at the shops, was, and always had

been, a sober man up to the time when we as a municipality voted to

replace the system of no license with the saloon, for the sake of what

we thought was a necessary revenue. This man had no great temptation

to drink while the saloon was out of the way. Its very absence was his

salvation. But its public open return confronted his appetite once

more, and he yielded and fell. Who says he was to blame? Who are the

real criminals in the case? We ourselves, citizens; we who, for the

greed of gain, for the saving of that which has destroyed more souls in

hell than any other one thing, made possible the causes, which led to

the grief and trouble of this hour. Would we not shrink in terror from

the thought of lying in wait to kill a man? Would we not repel with

holy horror the idea of murdering and maiming seventy-five people? We

would say 'Impossible!' Yet, when I am ushered at last into the

majestic presence of Almighty God, I feel convinced I shall see in His

righteous countenance the sentence of our condemnation just as

certainly as if we had gone out in a body and by wicked craft had torn

out the supporting timbers of that bridge just before the train

thundered upon it. For did we not sanction by law a business which we

know tempts men to break all the laws; which fills our jails and

poorhouses, our reformatories and asylums; which breaks women's hearts

and beggars blessed homes and sends innocent children to tread the

paths of shame and vagrancy; which brings pallor into the face of the

wife and tosses with the devil's own glee a thousand victims into

perdition with every revolution of this great planet!

"Men of Barton, say what we will, we are the authors of this dreadful

disaster. If we sorrow as a community, we sorrow in reality for our

own selfish act. And oh, the selfishness of it! That clamouring greed

for money! That burning thirst for more, and more, and more, at the

expense of every godlike quality, at the ruin of all that our mothers

once prayed might belong to us as men and women! What is it, ye

merchants, ye business men, here to-night, that ye struggle most over?

The one great aim of your lives is to buy for as little as possible and

sell for as much as possible. What care have ye for the poor who work

at worse than starvation wages, so long as ye can buy cheap and sell at

large profits? What is the highest aim of us railroad men in the great

whirl of commercial competition which seethes and boils and surges

about this earth like another atmosphere, plainly visible to the devils

of other worlds? What is our aim, but to make money our god and power

our throne? How much care or love is there for flesh and blood when

there is danger of losing dollars? But oh, mighty Saviour! it was not

for this that we were made! We know it was not.

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