THE RULING PASSION CONTROLLED.
A few weeks after the date of this letter, Gerty learned through George,
who went daily to the city to attend to the marketing, that Mrs.
Sullivan had left word at the shop of our old acquaintance, the butcher,
that she had received a letter from Willie, and wanted Gerty to come
into town and see it. Emily was willing to let her go, but afraid it
would be impossible to arrange it, as Charlie, the only horse Mr. Graham
kept, was in use, and she saw no other way of sending her. "Why don't
you let her go in the omnibus?" asked Mrs. Ellis. Gerty looked
gratefully at Mrs. Ellis; it was the first time that lady had ever
seemed anxious to promote her views.
"I don't think it's safe for her to go alone in the coach," said Emily.
"Safe!--What, for that great girl!" said Mrs. Ellis, whose position in
the family had no forms of restraint with Miss Graham.
"Do you think it is?" inquired Emily. "She seems a child to me, to be
sure; but as you say, she is almost grown up, and I dare say is capable
of taking care of herself. Gertrude, are you sure you know the way from
the omnibus-office in Boston to Mrs. Sullivan's?"
"Perfectly well, Miss Emily."
A place was therefore secured, and Gertrude set forth on her expedition
with beaming eyes and a full heart. She found Mrs. Sullivan and Mr.
Cooper well, and rejoicing over the tidings from Willie, who, after a
long but agreeable voyage, had reached Calcutta in health and safety. A
description of his new home, his new duties and employers, filled all
the rest of the letter, except what was devoted to affectionate messages
and inquiries, a large share of which were for Gerty. Gertrude dined
with Mrs. Sullivan, and then hastened to the omnibus. She took her seat,
and as she waited for the coach to start, amused herself with the
passers-by. It was nearly three o'clock, and she began to think she
should be the only passenger, when she heard a strange voice proceeding
from a person whose approach she had not perceived. She moved towards
the door, and saw, standing at the back of the coach, the most
singular-looking being she had ever beheld. It was an old lady, small,
and considerably bent with years. She had been vainly endeavouring to
mount the inconvenient vehicle, and now, with one foot upon the lower
step, was calling to the driver to help her. "Sir," said she, in
measured tones, "is this travelling equipage under your honourable
charge?"
"What say, marm?--Yes, I'm the driver;" saying which, he came up to the
door, opened it, and without waiting for the polite request which was on
the old lady's lips, placed his hand beneath her elbow, and lifted her
into the coach and shut the door. "Bless me!" ejaculated she, as she
seated herself opposite Gertrude, and began to arrange her veil and
other draperies, "that individual is not versed in the art of assisting
a lady, without detriment to her habiliments. O dear, O dear!" added
she, "I've lost my parasol."
She rose as she spoke; but the sudden starting of the coach threw her
off her balance, and she would have fallen, had it not been for
Gertrude, who caught her by the arm, and reseated her, saying as she did
so, "Do not be alarmed, madam; here is the parasol."
As she spoke she drew into view the missing article, which, though
nearly the size of an umbrella, was fastened to the old lady's waist by
a green ribbon, and, having slipped out of place, was supposed lost. And
not a parasol only did she bring to light; numerous other articles,
connected with the same green string--a large reticule of various
colours, a black lace cap, a large feather fan, and other articles.
They were partly hidden under a thin black silk shawl, and Gertrude
began to think her companion had been on a pilfering expedition. If so,
however, the culprit seemed remarkably at ease, for, before the coach
had gone many steps, she deliberately placed her feet on the opposite
seat, and proceeded to make herself comfortable. In the first place,
much to Gertrude's horror, she took out all her teeth, and put them in
her work-bag; then drew off a pair of black silk gloves, and replaced
them by cotton ones; removed her lace veil, folded and pinned it to the
green string. She next untied her bonnet, threw over it, as a protection
from the dust, a large cotton handkerchief, and loosing her fan, applied
herself diligently to the use of it, closing her eyes as she did so,
evidently intending to go to sleep. She did fall into a doze, for she
was very quiet, and Gertrude, occupied with observing some heavy clouds
that were rising from the west, forgot to observe her fellow traveller,
until she was startled by a hand suddenly laid upon her own, and an
abrupt exclamation of "My dear young damsel, do not those dark shadows
betoken adverse weather?"
"I think it will rain very soon," replied Gertrude.
"This morn, when I ventured forth," soliloquised the old lady, "the sun
was bright, the sky serene; even the winged songsters took part in the
universal joy; and now before I get home, my delicate lace flounces
(glancing at the skirt of her dress) will prove a sacrifice to the
pitiless storm."
"Does the coach pass your door?" asked Gertrude.
"No; Oh, no! not within half-a-mile. Does it better accommodate you, my
young miss?"
"No. I shall have a mile to walk."
The coach had reached its destination, and the two passengers alighted.
Gertrude would have started at once on her walk, but was prevented by
the old lady, who begged her to wait, as she was going the same way. The
old lady refused to pay the fare demanded by the driver; and declared it
was not the regular fare, and accused the man of an intention to put the
excess into his pocket. Gertrude was impatient, for she was every moment
expecting to see the rain pour in torrents; but the matter being
compromised, she was permitted to proceed. They had walked about a
quarter-of-a-mile, and at a very slow rate, when the rain fell; and now
Gertrude was asked to unloose the huge parasol, and carry it over her
companion and herself. In this way they had walked nearly as much more
of the distance, when the waters began to descend as if all the
reservoirs of heaven were thrown open. Just then Gertrude heard a step
behind them, and, turning, she saw George, Mr. Graham's man, running in
the direction of the house. He recognised her at once, and exclaimed,
"Miss Gertrude, you'll be wet through; and Miss Pace too. Sure, and ye'd
better baith hasten to her house, where ye'll be secure."
So saying, he caught Miss Pace in his arms, and signing to Gertrude to
follow, rushed across the street, and hurrying on to a cottage near by,
did not stop until he had placed the old lady in safety beneath her own
porch; and Gerty also gained its shelter. Miss Pace was so bewildered
that it took her some minutes to recover her consciousness; and it was
arranged that Gertrude should stop where she was for an hour or two, and
that George should call for her when he passed that way with the
carriage on his return from the depot.
Miss Patty Pace was not a person of much hospitality. She owned the
cottage which she occupied and lived alone, keeping no servants and
entertaining no visitors. She was herself a famous visitor; and, as but
a small part of her life had been passed in D----, and all her friends
and connexions lived either in Boston or at a much greater distance, she
was a constant frequenter of omnibuses. But though, through her
travelling propensities and her regular attendance at church, she was
well known, Gertrude was perhaps the first visitor who had ever entered
her house.
Even when she was at her door, she had to take the old lady's key,
unlock and open it herself, and finally lead her hostess into the
parlour, and help her off with her innumerable capes, shawls, and veils.
Once come to a distinct consciousness of her situation, however, and
Miss Patty Pace conducted herself with all the elegant politeness for
which she was remarkable. Suffering a thousand regrets at the trying
experience her own clothes had sustained, she expressed nearly as many
fears lest Gertrude had ruined every article of her dress. It was only
after many assurances from the latter that her boots were scarcely wet
at all, her gingham dress and cape not hurt by rain, and her nice straw
bonnet safe under the scarf she had thrown over it, that Miss Patty
could be prevailed upon to so far forget the duties of a hostess as to
retire, and change her lace flounces for something more suitable for
home wear. As soon as she left the room, Gertrude, whose curiosity was
excited, took a nearer view of many articles, both of ornament and use,
which had attracted her attention, from their singular appearance. Miss
Pace's room was remarkable as its owner. Its furniture, like her
apparel, was made up of the gleanings of every age and fashion.
Gertrude's quick eye was revelling amid the few relics of ancient
eloquence, and the numerous specimens of folly and bad taste, when the
old lady returned.
A neat though quaint black dress having taken the place of the
much-valued flounces, she now looked more lady-like. She held in her
hand a tumbler of pepper and water, and begged her visitor to drink,
assuring her it would warm her stomach and prevent her taking cold; and
when Gertrude, who could scarcely keep from laughing in her face,
declined the beverage, Miss Patty seated herself, and, while enjoying
the refreshment, carried on a conversation which at one moment satisfied
her visitor she was a women of sense, and the next that she was either
foolish or insane. The impression which Gertrude made upon Miss Patty
was more decided. Miss Patty was delighted with the young miss, and
declared she had an intellect that would do honour to a queen, a figure
that was airy as a gazelle, and motions more graceful than those of a
swan. When George came for Gertrude, Miss Pace was sorry to part with
her, invited her to come again, and she promised to do so.
The satisfactory news from Willie, and the amusing adventures of the
afternoon, had given to Gertrude such a feeling of buoyancy, that she
bounded into the house, and up the stairs, with that fairy quickness
Uncle True had so loved to see in her, and which, since his death, her
subdued spirits had rarely permitted her to exercise.
At the door of her room she met Bridget, the housemaid. On inquiring
what was going on there, she learned that during her absence her room
had received a thorough cleaning. Alarmed at the idea of Mrs. Ellis
having invaded her premises, she surveyed the apartment with a slight
feeling of agitation, which, as she continued her observations, swelled
into angry excitement.
When Gertrude went from Mrs. Sullivan's to Mr. Graham's house in the
city, she took with her a trunk containing her wardrobe, an old bandbox,
which she put on the shelf of a closet in her chamber. There it remained
during the winter, unpacked, and when the family went into the country,
the box went also, carefully protected by its owner, who had put it in a
corner behind the bed, and the evening before her expedition to the city
had been engaged in inspecting its contents, endeared to her by the
charm of old association, and many a tear had the little maiden shed
over her stock of valuables. There was the figure of the Samuel, Uncle
True's first gift, defaced by time and accident. There, too, were his
pipes, dark with smoke and age; but as she thought what comfort they had
been to him, she felt them a consolation to her. She had also his
lantern, for she had not forgotten its pleasant light, the first that
ever fell upon the darkness of her life; also his fur cap, beneath which
she had often seen the kindly smile, and could hardly realise that there
was not one for her still hidden beneath its crown.
All these things, excepting the lantern and cap, Gertrude had left upon
the mantel-piece; and on entering the room, her eye sought her
treasures. They were gone. The mantel-piece was empty. She ran towards
the corner for the old box. It was gone. To rush after the housemaid and
question her was but the work of an instant.
Bridget was a new-comer, a stupid specimen, but Gertrude obtained from
her all the information she needed. The image, the pipes, and the
lantern were thrown among a heap of broken glass and crockery, and
smashed to atoms. The cap, said to be moth-eaten, and the other articles
had been cast into the fire at Mrs. Ellis's orders. Gertrude allowed
Bridget to depart, unaware of the greatness of her loss; then, shutting
the door, she wept.
She rose from the bed suddenly, and started for the door; then, some new
thought seeming to check her, she returned again to the bedside, and,
with a loud sob, fell upon her knees, and buried her face in her hands.
Once or twice she lifted her head, and seemed on the point of rising and
going to face her enemy; but each time something came across her mind
and detained her. It was not fear; oh, no! Gertrude was not afraid of
anybody. It must have been some stronger motive than that. Whatever it
might be, it was something that had a soothing influence, for, after
every fresh struggle, she grew calmer, and rising, seated herself in a
chair by the window, leaned her head on her hand, and looked out. The
shower was over, and the smiles of the refreshed earth were reflected in
a glowing rainbow. A little bird came and perched on a branch of a tree
close to the window, and shouted forth a _Te Deum_. A Persian
lilac-bush, in full bloom, sent up a delicious fragrance. A wonderful
calm stole into Gertrude's heart, and she felt "the grace that brings
peace succeed to the passions that produce trouble." She had conquered;
she had achieved the greatest of earth's victories, a victory over
herself. The brilliant rainbow, the carol of the bird, the fragrance of
the blossoms, all the bright things that gladdened the earth after the
storm, were not half so beautiful as the light that overspread the face
of the young girl when, the storm within her laid at rest, she looked up
to heaven and her heart sent forth its silent offering of praise.
The sound of the tea-bell startled her. She bathed her face and brushed
her hair, and went downstairs. There was no one in the dining-room but
Mrs. Ellis; Mr. Graham had been detained in town, and Emily was
suffering severe headache. Gertrude took tea alone with Mrs. Ellis, who,
unaware of the great value Gertrude attached to her old relics, was
conscious she had done an unkind thing.
Next day Mrs. Prime, the cook, came to Emily's room, and produced the
little basket, made of a nut, saying, "I wonder now, Miss Emily, where
Miss Gertrude is; for I've found her little basket in the coal-hole, and
I guess she'll be right glad on't--'tan't hurt a mite." Emily inquired,
"What basket?" and the cook, placing it in her hands, gave an account of
the destruction of Gertrude's property, which she had herself witnessed
with indignation. She described the distress of Gertrude when
questioning Bridget, which the sympathising cook had heard from her
chamber.
As Emily listened to the story, she thought the previous afternoon she
heard Gertrude sobbing in her room, but that she concluded that she
mistook. "Go," said she, "and carry the basket to Gertrude; she is in
the little library; but please, Mrs. Prime, don't tell her that you have
mentioned the matter to me." Emily expected for several days, to hear
from Gertrude the story of her injuries; but Gertrude kept her trouble
to herself.
This was the first instance of complete self-control to Gerty. From this
time she experienced more and more the power of governing herself; and,
with each new effort gaining new strength, became at last a wonder to
those who knew the temperament she had had to contend with. She was now
nearly fourteen years old, and so rapid had been her recent growth that,
instead of being below the usual stature, she was taller than most girls
of her age. Freedom from study, and plenty of air and exercise,
prevented her, however, from suffering from this circumstance. Her
garden was a source of great pleasure to her, and flowers prospering
under her careful training, she had always a bouquet ready to place by
Emily's plate at breakfast-time.