ELLEN’S OPINION.
It was not until night, after Avice, wearied with sorrow and
excitement, had gone to bed, that Sara, calling Mrs. Nelson to her,
said:
‘Well, Ellen, what do you think of my new arrangement? Are you pleased
to have Miss Wellfield here?’
‘Yes, indeed, ma’am. I never saw a sweeter young lady, nor one that was
more of a real lady. She’s one that it will be a pleasure to serve.’
‘That is well, and I quite agree with you. And—Mr. Wellfield?’
There was a pause before Ellen said: ‘It is much more difficult to
judge of a gentleman, on the spot as it were; and for a woman, too.
And then he is so much older.’
‘I know. But you must have formed some opinion of him, Ellen. We never
see anyone strange without some impression being made on our minds.’
‘He is a noble-looking gentleman,’ said Ellen, slowly. ‘What piercing
dark eyes he has; and such a presence, and such a voice—such an air,
Miss Sara, if I might say so. One does not often see such gentlemen,
and——’
‘Well, Ellen?’ said her mistress, resting her chin upon her hand, and
looking fixedly at her, while her heart throbbed. Was he not all that,
and more?
‘I was thinking—Miss Sara, you must not think me impertinent. You are
like my child, you know.’
‘I know it. Go on.’
‘I was thinking that he has a way and a look with him that must make it
hard for any woman to withstand him, supposing he were making love to
her.’
‘And is that all?’ Sara asked, almost indignantly; her heart falling,
though she was herself at the moment so strongly under the influence of
that ‘way’ and that ‘look’—though he had been making love to her, and
she had found resistance swept away like a straw down a strong current.
‘Is that all? Ellen, you know you are evading my questions. You know
that I want to know whether he looked high-minded and good.’
‘And that is just what I cannot say, my dear. I cannot tell. He
looks splendid—I know that. He looks a gentleman, and a very grand
gentleman. And I saw nothing to make me think he would not be good.
But, since you will know all, Miss Sara, I thought there was a look
about his lips, as if he could be cruel on occasion.’
‘Cruel, Ellen? What do you mean?’
‘Nay, don’t look at me in that way, ma’am! You would make me speak, and
I’m bound to tell the truth, I don’t mean that he looked as if he would
hurt an animal, or wilfully torment anything, but he looked to me as
if, supposing he was hard pressed, for instance, he could be cruel, and
unscrupulous—as if he would gain his end, choose what he had to do to
get to it.’
‘Oh,’ said Sara, with a somewhat nervous laugh, ‘you mean that he has
a very strong will. I hope indeed that he has, Ellen, for he will need
it, I assure you.’
‘Then I am very glad he _is_ determined,’ answered Ellen, briskly, as
if anxious to have the subject disposed of. And Sara did not resume it,
but she was that night in no humour for either work or play. She sat in
her easy-chair beside the table on which stood her lamp, and thought
and pondered until her brain seemed to ache.
Where was he now? How far advanced on his dreary way to England and
Manchester? She knew nothing of the north of England. She only knew
that Wellfield, where his lost home was, was in the north-east corner
of the great manufacturing county, and that (so he had told her) it was
a lovely and fertile spot, surrounded on one side by bleak Yorkshire
moors, and on others by great grimy manufacturing towns. Of course she
had heard of the north of England towns, had met people who came from
them, had passed through some of them years ago, on her way to Scotland
with her father; but all that region was a great unknown land to her,
with, as it seemed, the one exception of Wellfield, which she had found
upon an ordnance map, and had pictured in her heart, until it took up a
great space in her imagination; and for her ‘the north’ as applied to
England, meant Wellfield. A ridiculous mental position no doubt, but
one not entirely without precedent.
Well, she thought, he would soon be there. He had told her he intended
to go to see the old place once again. Mr. Bolton, the new owner, would
not be so churlish as to refuse him that grace. And he had promised to
write and tell her about it.
‘Cruel?’ she thought, reflecting upon Ellen’s words. ‘I suppose that
means resolute. People sometimes have to be almost cruel. It is often
apparent cruelty which is really the greatest kindness. Jerome could
be most determined, I am certain. I have noticed a change myself,
since—since his trouble. I daresay he could even be what Ellen would
imagine cruel; but if so, it would be because he thought it right.’
Meditating upon this thought and variations of it, she sat until far in
the night.
It was several days before the two girls heard anything of Jerome, and
meantime they were able to become better acquainted with one another.
Sara was predisposed to love Avice, first because of her charming
appearance, and next because she was Jerome’s sister. As time went
on, the qualities, mental and moral, of her new sister made her love
her for herself. Avice at first stood in a little awe of Miss Ford,
of her grand manner, and of her indifferent way of speaking of things
which many persons, and most women especially, thought of the first
importance. But very soon Sara’s great heart and large benevolent
woman’s nature fascinated the younger girl. The whole character of
this new friend was so utterly different from the character which
had hitherto overshadowed and stunted hers, that very soon the joy
of the new influence pervaded her whole nature. Here every power was
encouraged to expand to its utmost—here the cold question, ‘What will
persons of judgment say to it?’ was never asked; only the question,
‘Is it right or wrong?’ or, by preference, ‘Is it good and noble,
or bad and base?’ Things were looked at as they were, not as the
world preferred to see them. Here was liberty in the most alluring
guise—that of a beautiful woman who loved all things pure and of good
report. Avice very soon began to worship her new guardian.
When at last the first letter from Jerome arrived, there was little in
it of actual news. He wrote from the house of Mr. Netley, his father’s
solicitor, and said he had only just arrived there.
‘I found one of his clerks waiting for me with an invitation to go to
his house, and stay there until this business is settled and the worst
known. I therefore drove straight up to his place, which is three or
four miles out of town; and I am writing this before dinner, while I
wait for his return from business. But I could not wait when once there
was a chance of writing to you.
‘This Cottonopolis is a dismal hole—but such a rush along the streets.
Such earnest, intent, money-making faces; shrewd, hard and ugly for the
most part. As their owners bustle along the streets, I feel as if I
were a member of an extinct species, suddenly resuscitated and plunged
into the whirl of the working half of the nineteenth century—and I
look the thing every inch, I don’t doubt. I will write to-morrow as
soon as ever I have had a conversation with Mr. Netley, and know my way
a little better.’
He asked her to address everything for the present to Mr. Netley’s
offices, at 57, Canongate. And he added that he had rejoiced every hour
since his arrival in England, to know that Avice was where she was.
‘Not here—I do not know what would have become of her here. I think
of you both, constantly, and the thought is as it were a light unto my
feet and a lamp unto my path. With it, Sara, there may be poverty and
sorrow to contend with, but there will always be something to live for
and something to hope for. And I say again, “God bless you!”’
With the receipt of this letter it was as if one stage of a journey had
come to an end. The door of a former life of luxury and careless ease
had been closed and barred, and before them all lay a rugged path to be
travelled, and moreover the light that shone upon it was so vague and
uncertain that it was difficult to follow in its windings.
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STAGE II.
CHAPTER I.
WHAT MR. NETLEY SAID.
A LONG, dree journey by that very unsavoury route to and from the
Continent—Rotterdam and Harwich—and Jerome Wellfield, on the morning
after his parting from his sister and sweetheart, found himself in
London. He had nothing to do there—no business in the great city—no
means, no right to take any pleasure in the same. He made his way from
the Liverpool Street Station to that at Euston Square, where he found
he had some two hours to wait before the express to Irkford should
start.
Who does not know the dreariness of such hours of waiting, weary,
travel-worn and alone, in some great wilderness of a city station? They
were the two most dismal hours he had ever passed.
At last, at eleven in the forenoon, the train to Manchester started.
Jerome cast himself into a second-class compartment, and with weary
eyes saw, when he was not half-dozing, ‘the happy autumn fields’
through which the express rushed smoothly and swiftly, and with
slackened speed at last rolled into that cheering and inspiriting
terminus, the London Road Station, Manchester.
From Ems—even from Elberthal—to Manchester! The contrast just flashed
across his mind as he alighted.
A clerk presently accosted him inquiringly, ‘Mr. Wellfield?’ and then
gave him a note which he carried. The note was a kindly, pleasant
one from Mr. Netley, begging him to go to his house, and make it his
headquarters until his business in Manchester was settled. Business
prevented him from coming to the station himself and taking his guest
home, but he would be in to dinner at seven. The address was given, and
he hoped his clerk would bring word that Mr. Wellfield was on his way
to ‘Birch Lodge.’
With the sensation that this was true friendliness, Jerome bade the
youth tell Mr. Netley that he accepted his invitation with many thanks,
and, getting into a cab, gave the address, and was driven to Mr.
Netley’s house—his ‘box,’ as he called it in his note.
For a bachelor’s box it was remarkably roomy and comfortable. The
housekeeper had evidently expected the guest, and led him upstairs to
the room prepared for him. Declining her offer of refreshments, he was
left alone, with exactly two hours on his hands before dinner-time.
Part of the time he employed in writing that letter to Sara which has
already been spoken of—the rest in meditations, not particularly
agreeable, on his ‘present condition and future prospects.’ During
the few hours he had been in England he had felt a distinctly stronger
chagrin and disappointment at the idea of the utter loss of home than
he had yet experienced. He could not understand nor account for this
feeling, but it was there, and it was strong. He felt a sudden rush
of indignation at the manner in which he had been all these years
cheated and hoodwinked—and that by his father. This Mr. Bolton, who
now reigned at the Abbey—who and what was he? The desire to visit
the place once more grew stronger. Wild schemes for becoming rich,
and having the place back again, ran riot in his mind—chimerical
schemes, for, as each one rose and fell, he had to tell himself again
and again that each was vanity. In England—in this part of England
especially—the way in which men made fortunes was that of trade and
successful speculation. He knew absolutely nothing of trade, and had
not the remotest idea in what ‘speculation’ consisted. He saw no way at
all of becoming rich. He saw the most probable and the best fate he
could expect rise up and stand very clearly before his mental eyes—a
secretaryship, clerkship, or something of that kind—neither of them
avocations in which, as a rule, money is very rapidly accumulated.
In the midst of these agreeable meditations the dinner-bell rang, and
he went downstairs and found his host standing in the hall, looking out
for him—a grey-haired, round-faced, pink-cheeked, elderly man, with a
bland smile and an amiable expression.
His appearance for some reason caused Jerome a kind of shock, he
had unconsciously expected something so different. The climax of
disillusion and commonplace appeared to have been reached when Mr.
Netley, shaking hands with him and smiling benevolently, said he was
sure Mr. Wellfield wanted his dinner. With his usual _sang froid_,
Jerome, after a momentary pause, smiled slightly, and said ‘Yes,’ he
was very hungry. They went into the dining-room, and here Mr. Netley
volunteered the remark that he thought business had better wait until
after dinner, to which Jerome again yielded a cordial assent, and they
took their places—Jerome with an ever-deeper suspicion that somehow
Mr. Netley was not—the only word he could think of was, ‘sharp’—that,
for a solicitor of his standing, he was decidedly not very sharp.
‘Have you ever been in Manchester before?’ asked Mr. Netley.
‘As a child, I may. Never since I grew up; nor, indeed, in any place
like it.’
‘Ah! it’s an odd kind of place. Very thorough-going—strong political
views, you know.’
‘Yes, I suppose so. Not that I know anything about politics; I never
took the slightest interest in them.’
‘No? Not been thrown in the way of that kind of thing, I suppose?’
‘Not at all. All my friends have been musical, or literary, or artistic
people—or, nothing in particular, like myself.’
‘I see. Well, there is a section in Manchester that goes in for
art, and music, and that kind of thing. We’ve very fine music
here—concerts, you know—a great many concerts, in the season.’
‘Yes, I suppose everyone has heard that Manchester is a music-loving
town.’
‘Exactly so,’ said Mr. Netley, looking cheered at this admission. ‘And
then there are literary people too, you know, and scientific—oh, many
scientific people, whom I don’t know much about. And there are some
artists, too. There’s a School of Art—there are a great many pupils at
the School of Art, and an exhibition every year of their paintings.’
‘Only _their_ paintings?’ inquired Jerome, politely.
‘Oh, and other people’s paintings, of course. Yes; and a Black and
White Exhibition. Do you care for black and white pictures? Have you
been much thrown amongst black and white artists—I mean artists who do
black and white pictures?’
‘Not more than amongst artists who do red, and green, and blue, and
other coloured pictures in general,’ replied Jerome, beginning to feel
a little amused, and to realise that probably Mr. Netley was one of
those persons who have one manner and set of expressions for business
hours, and quite another for those of leisure.
So it proved. When they went into the library, and Mr. Netley began to
talk on business, it must have been a very clever man indeed who could
have caught him tripping, or who could have discovered any want of
perspicacity or acumen in his utterances.
They sat together in the study, with cigars and coffee-cups before
them, and Mr. Netley had pulled out some papers, and begun to turn them
over, when Jerome, whose impatience had been none the less keen in that
he had so strenuously concealed it, said:
‘Before you go into details, I wish you could give me one piece of
information. Will there be anything left? Will there be enough just to
give my sister a home? That is what I am most anxious to know.’
‘There will be Monk’s Gate, and I think from a hundred to a hundred and
twenty pounds’ income. Curate’s pay, Mr. Wellfield, and a curate might
make it do.’
‘You are thinking I am not one. That’s true. But this is a great
relief. And Monk’s Gate—what is Monk’s Gate?’
‘Your father only sold the Abbey, not Monk’s Gate.’
‘Monk’s Gate, I conclude, is a house. I don’t seem to have any
remembrance of it.’
‘It is the little dower-house belonging to the Abbey. It is close to
the large outer gate—Monk’s Gate they always called it.’
‘I think I remember.’
‘The old fellows used to use that gate. They went out through it into
the fields to fish in the river. They knew what they were about, those
old grey-frocks. Show me an abbey that was not built on a site at once
fertile, rich, and beautiful. I defy you, sir.’
‘There was Whitby—it’s the only one I can remember; but it always
struck me as being rather bleak,’ observed Jerome.
‘Well, Whitby, I grant you. But that was a nunnery. Women like to make
themselves uncomfortable for the sake of religion, or what they think
religion. But that’s neither here nor there, and if you are ready, I’ll
go a little into detail.’
Jerome absently assented, and Mr. Netley was privately thinking, with
some contempt:
‘He’s the old Wellfields all over again. Let him only be secure of
what will keep him from absolute beggary, and he’ll sit down with it,
rather than stir a finger. The only time at which you could arouse that
race to a transient activity, was when they were absolutely hard-up.
When there wasn’t a coin in the house, they would suddenly drop their
pride, and descend to any expedient to stave off personal inconvenience
and discomfort. And the most unscrupulous of the whole lot was this
lad’s father. This fellow, it strikes me, has all the pride and all
the laziness of the breed, but not their dishonesty, I should say.
Mother’s blood, perhaps.’
Jerome must have been gratified indeed, could he have known his host’s
opinion of him.
There was not very much to be explained. It seemed that Mr. Wellfield
had sold the Abbey about seven years ago, when Jerome was nineteen and
Avice nine years of age. Mr. Netley explained about the ways in which
the purchase-money had been invested, and how the bank failure had come
about, which had brought the crash. He was a little surprised, and his
theory as to Jerome’s want of character was shaken, when the young man
said:
‘It seems to me that in any case, on my father’s death, I should have
been reduced to poverty, for, had the money been remaining, I should
have made it my first object to regain the Abbey—if I had had to spend
every farthing to do so.’
‘You would have found it no easy task, Mr. Wellfield. Mr. Bolton is
greatly attached to the place, and I don’t think any price would tempt
him.’
Jerome winced—it was galling in the extreme to have to hear of this
man in possession with so firm a grasp upon what he had always regarded
as his. He hated the thought, and once again, stronger than ever,
the desire rushed over him to oust the usurper from his place. And
once again succeeded the recoil, the miserable sense of poverty and
helplessness, of impotency, which made his temples throb and his blood
boil. He sat, with knitted brows, in moody silence, till at last he
asked abruptly:
‘And this Monk’s Gate—is it habitable?’
‘Oh, I should say so. I believe there is even some antiquated furniture
in it.’
‘I shall go over and see it, at any rate, before I decide upon anything
else.’
‘Very well. The key is in my keeping at my office. You shall have it.
You shall judge for yourself. Meantime, don’t be in any hurry to leave
me. Turn things well over in your mind before you decide to live at
Monk’s Gate, or anywhere else. I will do all I can to help you forward.’
‘You are very kind,’ said Jerome, still absently, his mind still
vaguely reaching out after some path from his difficulties.
Before going to sleep, he added a postscript to his letter to Sara.
‘Netley tells me he thinks there will be a pittance left, which makes
my mind easier with respect to my sister. Ah, my love, I never realised
till this night, the _power_ of money. The want of it makes me feel
unscrupulous.’
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CHAPTER II.
MONK’S GATE.
It was a glorious afternoon in the beginning of August, on which
Wellfield left Manchester for his two hours’ journey to Wellfield,
to arrive at which spot he had to pass through some of the roughest,
dirtiest, richest and most prosperous of the numerous manufacturing
towns of Lancashire.
Burnham was the last of these towns—a place of great size, great
riches, and of an absolutely stupendous ugliness—a great collection
of ugly, grimy buildings, paved streets, and ghastly-looking tall
chimneys, the whole planted at the bottom of a hollow which had once
been as fair as valley could be, in the rough, stony moorland style
of sparkling stream and rugged rock. Even now, when the veil of smoke
permitted one to see them, high and beautiful hills might be perceived,
blue, calm and eternal. The prospect of them gave one a longing to
ascend them, and from their summits to breathe an air which should be
free and pure.
After Burnham came one or two little wayside stations, and then
Wellfield. The railway here ran over a high viaduct, much raised above
the village. Jerome felt his heart throb as he looked out, and saw
below him on the right, slumbering amid orchard trees and some fine
old elms, some ancient brown walls, two vast and massive gateways—a
broken line which showed where the cloisters had formerly run beside
the river. That was the Abbey, which, with its grounds, took up pretty
nearly as much space as all the rest of the village put together. He
saw the calm river gliding by; then raised his eyes to where in sturdy
pride old Penhull stretched his great carcase, shutting all in to the
east. It was a fair land—it was a goodly heritage, and his heart was
bitter within him.
The train stopped, and he got out and stood on the platform. He was a
stranger there. No one took the least notice of him. He found himself
at the farther end of the little platform, and before walking forward
to leave the station, he paused and looked round him. From the place
where he now stood, the Abbey was not visible. He was looking in
another direction, towards the north-west. Behind him rose the great
wall of Penhull, over which his ancestors in the good old days had
helped King Jamie to hunt witches with vigour and malignity. Before him
he saw a more level country, spreading towards an ancient town called
Clyderhow, with its quaint old castle. Farther to the west came some
other long-backed fells, on the other side of which was St. George’s
Channel: and nearer, on the brow of one of the said fells, some three
miles away, he saw faintly the grey tower of an ancient church, and
just above that, where the ground began to rise towards the western
fells, a long, large, imposing building of whitish stone, exquisitely
situated, and from its commanding position, a landmark for miles
around. This was the great Jesuit college of Brentwood, which had once
belonged to a branch of the Wellfield family, in the days when they
were great men and devout Catholics.
Jerome’s eyes fell upon it, and with the sight of it came the
remembrance of his having, years ago, met a certain priest belonging to
that establishment.
‘That was more than seven years ago,’ he reflected, ‘before the Abbey
had been sold to this _roturier_. I must have been a mere lad then,
but how well I remember him! What was his name? Somerville, surely.
Yes. Pablo Somerville. I remember. He was half Spanish—there was some
mystery about his father, I recollect. What a musician he was—and a
gentleman, if ever there was one. Will it be my luck, I wonder, to
renew the acquaintance? One might meet with a worse fate than some of
those fellows at Brentwood have, after all, for——’
‘Ticket, sir, please,’ said a curt voice at his elbow. Jerome roused
himself, took his eyes off Brentwood, and went along the platform, down
a little slanting path, which brought him into a road. Here he met a
man, and asked him if he knew where Monk’s Gate was.
‘Dun yo mean th’ heawse, or th’ yate itsel’?’ inquired the man.
‘I mean the house.’
‘Well, yo’ mun go through th’ yate for to get to th’ heawse. Yon’s t’
shortest road,’ he pointed down a grassy lane with trees on either
side. ‘Keep down thur, and then turn to th’ left, and yo’ conna miss
th’ Monk’s Gate, ’cause it straddles o’ across th’ road, and yo’ mun
go under it, and turn in at th’ first gate to your left. Yon’s t’
Monk’s Gate House. But it’s empty, and locked oop,’ he added, looking
inquiringly at the person who had an errand to Monk’s Gate.
‘I know. I have the key.’
‘M’ appen you belong to ’t?’
‘It belongs to me,’ responded Jerome. ‘Good-day, and thank you.’ With
which he walked on, leaving his interlocutor to stare after him,
scratch his head, and remark to himself:
‘Well, I’m dom’d! It mun be John Wellfield’s lad. Eh, but I mun go and
tell ’em about this ’ere down at th’ Black Bull.’
Jerome, meantime followed the directions he had received, and soon
found the cavernous-looking remains of Monk’s Gate, ‘straddling,’ as
his guide had said, ‘o’ across t’ road,’ a huge, grim, ivy-covered
portal, showing, by its distance from the rest of what were now the
Abbey grounds, what a great and glorious possession this said Abbey had
once been.
A little way on the other side of the archway to the left, was a gate,
leading into a garden; there was a gravel drive going up to a low
quaint-looking grey stone house. This, then, must be Monk’s Gate.
It was a wilderness of a garden, with a large, irregularly shaped lawn,
of a velvety softness and greenness, which neglect had not yet ruined.
In the very centre of this lawn rose a high, thin old pear-tree.
Scattered about were other kinds of fruit-trees. Broad borders of all
sweet and old-fashioned flowers were filled with a rank luxuriance of
plants, some blooming, some not yet in bloom; others almost choked to
death by their more flourishing neighbours. On the left of the broad
walk was a high wall, and behind the wall fine beech-trees which cast
the shade of their ample boughs far into the garden of Monk’s Gate.
The house itself stood back; it looked a small house for such a large,
luxuriant garden. It was very low, Jerome saw, with odd-looking windows
half-hidden by roses and clematis, while all over the left side of the
house, a flourishing ivy revelled healthily. He approached nearer.
Just before the house was a great bush of the Gloire de Dijon rose—the
fragrance of its second crop that year filled the air for yards around.
Drawing forth the key which Mr. Netley had given him, he applied
it to the door, and its rattle in the lock was the first sound to
break the almost oppressive hush and stillness, and deadly calm of
everything around and about. The lock turned somewhat rustily and
unwillingly. It required him to exert the strength of both his hands
to induce it entirely to yield. Then he pushed the door open, stepped
in, and stood beneath all that he could now call his own roof-tree. A
narrow passage—a door to the left, which he passed; the passage was
only a few feet long; one stepped out of it, without door or other
intervening ceremony, into a large, low, raftered room, with a high
old wooden chimney-piece, deep oaken cupboards sunk in the walls, a
long, very low window, with a deep, roomy seat in it—a heavy oaken
table in the centre of the room, and, at one side, an ancient, shabby,
comfortable-looking settee. In a remote corner there was a pile of old
furniture, which in its dirt and shabbiness looked remarkably like
lumber.
Jerome gazed round the room. Despite the age and decrepitude of
all in it, it had a certain attraction for him, from its quaint,
unconventional shape and arrangements. The stairs, with old oaken
rails and balustrade, led straight out of it. A door which he opened,
showed him a roomy kitchen, with a back-kitchen beyond. Turning back,
he opened the door to the left of the passage, which he had not yet
explored, and found a second sitting-room, smaller than the first, but
just as quaint, low and irregular. This room, too, had the agreeable
peculiarity of a corner fireplace, and it contained more furniture
than the other; very old drawing-room furniture—thin-legged chairs
and tables, and a strange-looking thing which was at once cupboard,
cabinet, and press, to match the rest of the furniture, which was
mahogany. The aforesaid thin-legged chairs were upholstered in a
sickly, faded drab damask—relic of a bygone day. The whole place
looked like some grave, and yet a grave about which lingered gentle
memories, like a soft perfume; recollections of old-fashioned
ladies who must have spent countless hours at their tambour-frames,
embroidering those elaborate and now pale and faded semblances of
pink-cheeked shepherds and blue-eyed shepherdesses which adorned some
spindly-looking stools and spider-legged ‘occasional’ chairs. Whose
slender fingers had accomplished that triumph of worsted-work which
covered a large settee beneath one of the two little deep square
windows—a piece of worsted-work with a whole picture upon it, of an
elaborate landscape; figures, fountains, sheep, and marble vases?
Jerome passed his hand across his eyes, feeling as if he had lost his
identity. Was it—could it be he, Jerome Wellfield, who was standing
in this chill, pale, silent place, inhaling the faint, musty, dusty
smell, which carries one back full a hundred years; and was this dim
old place his home—all the home he now had? He tried to picture Avice
there, and succeeded. It would be no inappropriate place for her, he
felt, when fires should have dried up all the damp, and when all this
faded furniture should have been pulled forth, cleaned, and polished,
and arranged. And Sara? Try as he would, he failed to see her there.
And yet, he knew that should he ask her to come, she would do so.
He climbed the stairs, and found several bedrooms, corresponding
with the rooms below—all with the same raftered roofs, and odd
little square windows, made almost dark, too, by the overhanging
trailing-plants which covered the side of the house.
He lingered long, unaccountably attracted and fascinated. In such
a quiet nook a man might drone out his life, and soon be utterly
forgotten—might live on from year to year, and watch the seasons come
and go, the flowers bloom and fade, and spring again; might observe
the sunlight and the storm-shadows sweep across the broad sides of
Penhull, and might at last die and be carried to the graveyard which
spread around the old church—might there be laid to his rest, and none
be the wiser.
He shivered slightly, as he vividly pictured all this; then, slowly
descending the stairs, went out—how hot and balmy the outside air
felt, after the dampness of the house!—locked the door behind him, and
bent his steps towards the Abbey.
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CHAPTER III.
THE NEW MAN AND THE OLD ACRES.
Wellfield had only a very short distance to walk before he came to
another great cavernous archway, the ‘Abbot’s Gate,’ and the second
principal entrance to the Abbey. Great beech-trees clustered around it.
It was quite dark and cool and gloomy, but a little door in the great
wooden gates stood open, and gave him a curious little oblong glimpse
into a sunny courtyard, where everything stood still and hot and quiet,
and in which, as he stepped into it, there was not a sign of life. One
side of the Abbey building, what was left of it, faced him; the windows
looked into this paved court, and appeared to be windows of offices,
kitchens, etc. Green tubs, filled with a blaze of scarlet geraniums,
made brilliant spots of colour here and there. To the left was a high
wall, and a fine old stone archway. He knew the way well. Through that
archway he must pass to go round to the front entrance of the house,
which was chiefly composed of what had once been the private apartments
of the abbots of Wellfield. He glanced up at the top of the archway
and saw, on the oblong slab which was let into it, the legend, ‘J. W.,
15—.’ It stood for John Wellfield, as he knew; the said John having
been the first Wellfield who had taken up his abode in the Abbey, after
its demolishment under the glorious dispensation of Henry VIII.
‘My initials!’ murmured Jerome. ‘I wonder this man has not rent out the
stone, and inscribed his own instead.’
This was rather a bitter thought, and, with his mind full of it, he
passed under the archway, and found himself in a grand old garden
—such a garden as those ancient monks knew how to make; and a garden
which, since their time, had been lovingly kept up. It was formal—all
laid out in oblongs and squares, but it had an indescribable beauty and
grace. Great trees took away from the stiffness; brilliant flowers and
intensely green grass made it gay. Under the trees to the right were
some clumps of tall, fiery-looking gladioli. Straight before the house
the ground sloped to the river, beside which was a long grassy walk
and avenue, and a little farther to the right, still beside the river,
the hoary cloisters. Jerome’s heart was exceeding bitter within him,
as he saw and realised all the beauty of the place, which came back to
him, after sixteen years, with a familiarity which was startling. The
sixteen years were but ‘as yesterday.’ As he stood there, he felt it
his—his own; the effort to conceive of it as belonging to some one
else was a painful one—one which did not altogether succeed.
‘He _sold_ it!’ he was thinking to himself. ‘Sold it in cold blood.
Why, if he had told us the truth, and kept it, he should have been
happy; we would have made him happy here, let our poverty have been
what it might.’
He walked up the round space of smoothly-rolled gravel before the deep
entrance-door, and rang the bell.
Mr. Bolton, he was told, was at home. Jerome sent in his card, and was
shown into a room which he well remembered. It had formerly been the
library, and appeared to be still used for the same purpose, though
greatly changed from its old condition. It was not very vulgar, indeed
one might almost have pronounced it not at all vulgar; but all the
things were comparatively new, and evidently ‘of the very best.’ But
the furniture was well chosen and appropriate; had Mr. Bolton or had
his upholsterer chosen it? Jerome wondered, in a parenthesis as he
looked around, and felt that the appearance of the room displayed a
desire at least, if not a perfectly accomplished one, on the part of
those who owned it, to be tasteful—a desire which he felt had resulted
in being proper and philistine. He glanced at some books on the table,
and at one or two in the book-shelves, and was struck at finding them
to be nearly all confined to two classes—voyages and travels, and
Italian books, the latter almost all bearing some reference to Dante,
or to Dante’s great poem.
‘Odd!’ thought Jerome, and as he thought it, the door was opened, and
Mr. Bolton entered.
A man of medium height, and of moderate proportions, with a round,
obstinate-looking head, dark complexion, brown eyes, a mouth with a
protruding under-lip, and an all-pervading expression of shrewdness,
and strong, powerful common-sense. A prejudiced, one-sided man, one
would suppose, but a man who required a considerable mental space in
which to display his onesidedness and prejudice—a man with great
faults, and great virtues, possibly; with a bull-dog expression,
betokening tenacity of mind—what this man once grasped, he would not
easily let loose again.
Jerome felt the last fact strongly, if he did not understand, as indeed
he could not possibly do, the other characteristics. There was nothing
handsome about Mr. Bolton; very little to be praised in his manner,
no grace in his gestures; but there was a certain rough dignity about
him, which was even imposing. He was a commanding spirit, if not an
enlightened one.
‘Mr. Wellfield, I think?’ he said, fixing his deep-set, dark eyes upon
Wellfield’s face, but not betraying, by either look or expression, that
he was particularly struck in any way by his visitor.
‘Yes,’ said Jerome, bowing; ‘I presume you are Mr. Bolton?’
‘The same. Will you not be seated?’
Jerome had been standing in one of the windows. At Mr. Bolton’s
suggestion he took a chair, and a feeling curiously akin to
mortification began to steal over him. Mr. Bolton was so very evidently
the master-spirit here. Wellfield felt himself so entirely reduced to
the level of a stranger—a mere casual caller, in his old home, that
at first he could hardly speak.
How was he to introduce himself? How account for his presence there,
for he had come in his usual half-dreaming manner: with no set aim or
purpose—no clear and tangible excuse; driven only by a longing to see
the place, and by a half-acknowledged feeling of defiant unwillingness
to be deterred by this stranger from stepping into the house which
he persistently looked upon as ‘his by right.’ It has been said that
when the elder Wellfield sent his son into the world, he had not
overburdened him with moral maxims for his guidance. Jerome had been
left to decide upon his own ethical code—a plan which has its snares
and pitfalls as well as its advantages. Mr. Bolton’s calm presence of
mind, and his evident ease and pleasure in his surroundings, caused a
strange pang to Wellfield, and roused a feeling of resentment at once
unreasonable and ridiculous. And yet, he felt, he must be courtesy
itself, or all his own feelings and ideas as to what was his due would
not prevent the usurper from somewhat unceremoniously casting him
forth.
‘You may think this a strange intrusion on my part,’ he began, on the
spur of the moment. ‘Indeed, I begin to think myself that it is.’
‘As to that, I can say nothing, Mr. Wellfield, until I hear your
errand. In the meantime, I do not think it strange at all that you
should call at the Abbey if you were in this neighbourhood.’
‘You have no doubt heard of my father’s death?’
‘I have, and indirectly, of his losses—which, I suppose, will be your
losses. I was sorry to learn about them.’
Jerome bowed slightly. ‘It is in consequence of those losses that I
am here. I learnt from Mr. Netley, my solicitor, that the Monk’s Gate
house still belongs to me, and I came over here to see if it could be
made habitable. I could not resist coming on to see the old place of
all—trusting to your kindness to allow me to stroll round once or
twice.’
‘One can hardly call such a visit a strange intrusion,’ observed Mr.
Bolton, and Jerome had remarked that though his voice was curt, and his
accent provincial, yet that his language was proper, and even pedantic
sometimes, and his grammar unimpeachable.
‘You are at liberty to “stroll round,” as you call it, as much as you
please. I don’t pretend not to know that such an excursion must be
painful to you—if you ever cared for the place—and from your making
this visit, I conclude you did.’
‘I did, and do,’ answered Wellfield.
‘Then, though it may not be agreeable to you to know it in the
possession of other people, you will not be sorry to find that it is as
well-cared for as if it were your own.’
Jerome was not sorry, but he felt galled, deeply galled, to have to
realise so completely how impotent he was in the matter—how this man
had the power, not only to keep everything trim, but to alter and
change, and upset everything, if it so pleased him.
‘I am glad to know that,’ he said, and Mr. Bolton went on.
‘May I ask if you intend to settle at Wellfield? Do you mean to live at
Monk’s Gate?’
‘So far as I can see at present, I do,’ said Jerome, who, as a matter
of fact, had only begun to think such a thing advisable, since he had
seen Monk’s Gate. ‘But I do not know. Mr. Netley gives me to understand
that my sister and I will have something to live upon. I shall,
however, seek employment, which it is not always an easy matter to
find. Until I do find it, I shall probably live at Monk’s Gate.’
Mr. Bolton bowed his head. ‘Do you think of staying here long, now?’ he
asked.
‘I came without any definite intention, for I did not know what sort
of a place Monk’s Gate was. Now I think I shall go to the inn here,
if there is one, and stay perhaps a day or two, until I get things in
order. And—they tell me Burnham is a very large town, and that trade
there is now very good. Perhaps——’
‘Ah, you are thinking you might happen to find some employment there.
It is possible. But pray do not think of putting up at the inn while
there is room at the Abbey. We shall be glad if you will stay with us,
as long as you find it convenient.’
‘Who may we be?’ wondered Jerome, as he hesitated. There was not much
cordiality in the invitation, but a sedate sincerity, as if Mr. Bolton
performed a duty which might have been pleasanter, and might also have
been more unpleasant. One thing was quite certain. Whether he would
be glad or not to have Wellfield at his own home, he would be very
sorry to see him at the inn. He saw the hesitation, and repeated his
invitation, this time more cordially.
‘You are very kind,’ said Wellfield. ‘It looks so very much as if I had
come on purpose——’
‘I do not know why you came, I am sure, but I trust you will stay with
us. Since you are so near Burnham, it would be foolish to go back to
Manchester without at least making an effort to seek some employment
there. And there is no one in the world who knows so much about Burnham
as I do.’
Jerome thanked him, and accepted the invitation. Mr. Bolton rose.
‘That is settled,’ he remarked. ‘Come into the garden, and we’ll find
Nita there.’
‘Who is Nita?’ again speculated Wellfield, and he followed his host
without a word.
Mr. Bolton took his way through the garden towards the avenue by the
river, which was called ‘the river walk.’ As they entered this walk,
Jerome perceived in the distance an arrangement of chairs and a table,
some light shawls, books, parasols, and two female figures, seated in
low cane chairs, under the trees. Both these ladies were reading, and
apparently engrossed in their books. The footsteps of the men along the
soft grass made no sound, and neither lady looked up until Mr. Bolton,
in a voice from which all hardness and abruptness appeared to have
melted suddenly, said:
‘Nita!’
Then both the parasols were lowered, and Jerome saw that a very young
lady, and a decidedly elderly one, sat side by side beneath the trees.
The young lady looked first at both of them, then at Wellfield in
particular, and as she slowly rose, with a faint, half-smile, her face
seemed all large brown eyes. As he came nearer, he saw that she had,
too, a beautiful forehead, broad, and rather low; red lips which looked
as if they would readily smile, and pale cheeks. He saw that she only
just attained medium height; that she was slight, yet not thin in
figure, and graceful, in a certain quaint, picturesque, unconventional
style—a great contrast to the stiff, upright, elderly figure beside
her, with a grey keen face, compressed lips, and piercing, cold grey
eyes. The second lady made no attempt at rising. She sat perfectly
still, and bolt upright, folded her mittened hands one over the other
upon her book, and looked at Jerome Wellfield in a manner which he felt
to be pointed.
‘Nita,’ repeated Mr. Bolton, ‘I’ve brought you a visitor; Mr. Jerome
Wellfield, who will stay with us a short time. My daughter, Mr.
Wellfield, and my cousin, Miss Margaret Shuttleworth.’
Nita Bolton smiled, shook hands with the guest, and said, ‘How do you
do?’
Miss Shuttleworth stiffly inclined her head, but did not make any
overtures towards shaking hands.
‘Will you not sit down, Mr. Wellfield?’ said Nita, pointing to a chair,
which he took, and she went on:
‘Have you just arrived in Wellfield?’
‘I arrived about an hour and a half ago. I have been looking at my
house—Monk’s Gate.’
‘Oh, have you? It is a pretty little house.’
‘Very. So humble and unobtrusive-looking,’ said Jerome.
‘And damp,’ observed Miss Shuttleworth; and though she did not speak
loudly, she spoke in a manner which made it impossible to ignore
her remarks. Indeed, whenever Miss Shuttleworth spoke, an impartial
observer must have said that she put a portentous amount of expression
into her utterances.
‘You think it is damp?’ said Jerome, politely turning to her, while
Nita’s colour rose, and her fingers trifled nervously with her
watch-chain.
‘I know it to be damp,’ responded Miss Shuttleworth, in a manner which
Jerome, unaccustomed to her as he was, felt imperatively called for a
reply, or another question of some kind.
‘So damp as to make it unadvisable to live there?’ he inquired.
‘I should say it was a most unhealthy house to live in. If you _wish_
to become rheumatic at once, and to grow old before your years, by all
means live at Monk’s Gate.’
‘As it is all the home I now possess,’ responded Jerome, ‘it is
probable that I shall live there, despite the disadvantages you
mention.’
‘All the home you possess?’ repeated Nita, and Jerome turned to her
with a sense of pleasure in the contrast between her and her relative.
Miss Shuttleworth absolutely revolted him with her plainness, her hard
features, her metallic voice, and her unengaging manner. In comparison,
Nita, though not a beauty, looked charming. He met her soft brown eyes
with pleasure, and saw the slight shyness, the little air of timidity
and shrinking, with feelings of complacency. At this juncture Mr.
Bolton rose, remarking:
‘Well, I’ll leave Mr. Wellfield to you to entertain. I have some
writing to do. I suppose I shall see you at supper, Margaret?’
‘Not to-night, thank you. I have my Bible class, and shall have to go
in about an hour.’
‘Oh, well, come to-morrow, or as often as you can, at any rate,’ he
answered; and with a general inclination of the head to the company, he
departed.
Jerome looked after him, as he went down the river walk, and realised
that the whole figure, though plebeian, was powerful, not without a
certain air, too, of dignity and command. He turned to Nita again.
‘Mr. Bolton has very kindly asked me to stay a few days at the Abbey,
until I have decided what to do with Monk’s Gate, or rather until I
see whether I can find some employment, which will allow me to live at
Monk’s Gate, as I hope to do.’
‘Yes,’ said Nita, with a look of embarrassment; ‘but—but—I suppose I
ought not to say it——’
‘If it is a personal question, Nita, to a total stranger, you ought
certainly _not_ to say it,’ here chimed in Miss Shuttleworth’s voice.
Nita blushed furiously, and Jerome said, more in the hope of annoying
Miss Shuttleworth than from any other reason:
‘I am sure it is no question that is not perfectly justifiable, Miss
Bolton, and therefore I promise in advance to answer it.’
‘It was not exactly a question. You speak of Monk’s Gate as your only
home, and of seeking employment; but I thought you were rich, Mr.
Wellfield.’
‘So did I, until a short time ago. I am just now in the process of
learning completely to realise my mistake. I am a poor man, and am not
quite certain that the wreck of my fortunes will leave me enough to
enable me to bring my sister to Monk’s Gate, and make her a home there.’
‘Have you a sister?’ asked Nita, who kept giving him very rapid,
momentary glances, her eyes leaving his face almost before they had
had time to find it, which glances he met with a calm, prolonged gaze,
which did not escape the steely eyes of Miss Shuttleworth.
‘I have a sister—yes.’
‘Is she with you?’
‘No; she is at Elberthal, in Germany, with a friend.’
‘How old is she?’
‘Sixteen.’
‘Is she pretty?’
‘She is considered beautiful, I believe.’
‘Like you at all?’ inquired Miss Shuttleworth, with a treacherous
suavity in her tones.
Jerome burst out laughing, and Nita blushed fiercely.
‘Oh, aunt, how uncomfortable you make me!’ she exclaimed vehemently.
Miss Shuttleworth made no reply, then Nita went on:
‘I hope it is not rude of me, but are you and your sister alone in the
world?’
‘We are, quite.’
‘And very fond of one another?’
‘Y—yes.’
‘That is, your sister is very fond of you,’ remarked Miss Shuttleworth.
‘I hope she is, and that she may never have cause to be otherwise,’ he
replied politely.
‘It is very interesting!’ said Nita, with a little sigh, while Jerome
thought, repressing a smile, what an amusing story it would make for
Sara and Avice.
‘What is your sister’s name?’ next asked Nita.
‘Avice.’
‘Avice? What a peculiar name.’
‘It means “refuge,”’ observed Miss Shuttleworth.
‘Oh, does it?’ said Jerome, ‘I didn’t know that.’
‘Do you think you will like living in England?’ pursued Nita.
‘No, I don’t, under the circumstances.’
She shook her head, and maintained silence. Miss Shuttleworth rose from
her chair.
‘I must go,’ she remarked. ‘And do you go in too, Nita, soon. The damp
rises from the river in the evening, and you have a thin dress on.’
‘I shall not be long.’
‘I am going to take this book with me. It is a very clever story. Where
did you get it?’
‘John brought it me from London. I haven’t read it. I saw a review of
it in the ——, which made me think it was stupid.’
Miss Shuttleworth’s lips relaxed into a smile which was sardonic. This
was a topic on which she evidently felt strongly.
‘Why do you and John and your father persist in reading reviews?’ she
asked, with asperity. ‘The book stupid?—as likely as not it was the
reviewer who was stupid. _I_ know them. It is a very clever book, but
of course if you read that review of it, it would spoil it for you. I
do wish I could cure you of reading reviews. It spoils one’s pleasure
so, and does not the least good.’
‘I’ll try to give it up,’ said Nita, meekly. ‘Shall we go with you to
the great gate? Mr. Wellfield, would you like to come?’
Jerome accompanied the two ladies to the great gate. Then Nita thought
she would walk on with Miss Shuttleworth to her house, and Jerome
thought he would stroll round the grounds. Nita told him that they
supped at half-past eight, and she disappeared with Miss Shuttleworth
through the gate. Jerome wandered back along the river walk, and
through the old gardens, and strolled and loitered amongst the trees.
Presently the sun declined, and gorgeous hues of purple and gold and
crimson set the western sky ablaze, and coloured the water of the
river with changing tints. The trees waved softly overhead—the water
murmured placidly as it rolled by. All was still and quiet, and he
tried to realise that he was here—a stranger. It was all so familiar
as to be almost weirdly so. These strange faces, strange owners,
jarred upon him. He could not understand how they came to be so at
home there—so at ease in _his_ home. As for him—when he should have
supplied Monk’s Gate with a little furniture, just enough to make it
habitable, and established Avice here, his ready-cash would be almost
exhausted, and then what was to become of him? The pittance—not
certain, but probable—of which Mr. Netley had spoken, remained. He
could not live upon that—he might die upon it, starve upon it, go mad
upon it; he could not live upon it—as a man with his ideas, his hopes,
his inborn, inbred habits and feelings, understands life, even in its
narrowest sense.
After a long time spent in such meditations—meditations which dimmed
the beauty of the sunset, and marred the evening’s glory, he looked
up, and found that the pomp of the _Sonnenuntergang_ was over; the
purple and gold had disappeared; the sky was grey again. It must be
supper-time. He bent his steps towards the house.
Entering the hall he saw Nita going across it, with a large crystal
bowl of flowers in her hand. She had on a black flowing dress of
something soft and gauzy, with knots of brightly-hued ribbons here and
there. Whether by design or by accident, she had greatly improved her
appearance, and looked as nearly pretty as it was possible for her
to be; but the air of delicacy and a slight languor, speaking of a
constitution not of the strongest kind, prevented her from being really
beautiful. But she was agreeable, even attractive to look at, and had
quaint original little ways which gave a charm to her. If she did not
move with the air of a great lady, nor shine with the noble beauty of
Sara Ford, she was yet not without her charm, as Jerome felt, when she
paused, balancing the vase in her hands, looking up at him and smiling.
‘You have had a long stroll, Mr. Wellfield, and I am sure you will be
tired. William,’ she added, to a page-boy who then appeared upon the
scene, ‘show Mr. Wellfield to the blue-room, and send Mary to see that
he has all he wants.’
When Jerome came down again, the same boy appeared, and invited him
into the drawing-room. How well he remembered it as he had last seen
it, and how great was the contrast between the dim old room of sixteen
years ago and the luxurious one of to-day, furnished in the richest and
most approved style, with gorgeously decorated ceiling, and every kind
of ‘upholsterer’s darling’ in the shape of easy-chairs, couches and
lounges, scattered about!
Nita was there with her work, and Mr. Bolton with the newspapers, and a
third person, a young man whose face, as Jerome looked at him, brought
back the past with a vividness, with a rush, as it were, which more
than ever carried him backwards, and made the immediate past seem like
a dream in the light of sixteen years ago.
‘John Leyburn, if I am in my right mind!’ he exclaimed, for him almost
eagerly.
‘I think you may safely assume that your judgment does not misguide
you.’
‘Though you _do_ say that the evidence of your own senses is the last
thing you would believe, John,’ observed Nita, with asperity.
John laughed, as he shook hands with Wellfield.
‘Not the last thing I would believe, but the first thing I would
distrust, if I had grounds for doubting about anything,’ he answered.
‘And how have you been going on?’ asked Jerome, after the usual fashion
of one man to another. To which Leyburn replied modestly:
‘Oh, fairly well.’
‘Fairly well, indeed!’ retorted Nita. ‘You have got on very well
indeed, John. My cousin has got a big house and a big mill, and a huge
business, all to himself, Mr. Wellfield. And he calls that getting on
“fairly well.”’
‘And you?’ asked Leyburn.
‘I—very ill, as no doubt you have heard. But that doesn’t matter. I
am glad to see you again. Do you live at Abbot’s Knoll yet? Do you
remember coming down here to do Latin with my tutor, Phillips? What an
age it seems since then!’
‘I remember,’ said John, deliberately.
He was a young man who could not be called handsome; beside Wellfield
he looked exceedingly plain, with his square-cut, rather heavy face,
and decidedly clumsy figure. Yet about this young manufacturer,
with his want of grace and polish, there was the charm of a candid,
benevolent, truth-loving nature, which charm showed in the clear,
pleasant light-brown eyes, which redeemed him from insignificance,
and made him an agreeable companion. He was quiet, decidedly. Jerome
remembered that in the old days when they had both been children
together, he had been, not shy, but a silent, reserved, observant boy,
with decided likes and dislikes. By-and-by, Leyburn went and sat down
beside Nita on the sofa. They appeared to be on squabbling terms, which
naturally implies intimacy. Mr. Bolton looked benevolently at them over
his newspaper, and Jerome, with a sudden sense which was not altogether
a pleasurable one, began to wonder if this were ‘a case.’ No, he did
not like the idea—why, he hardly knew, since it could not possibly
matter anything to him; but it seemed to shut him more entirely than
ever out from all that should have been his. With rapid, unreasonable
foresight, he pictured Nita and her cousin man and wife, in safe and
secure possession of the Abbey and its lands, with perhaps children to
inherit them, and money in abundance to keep it all up. The idea galled
and hurt him excessively, and he sat silently, and somewhat moodily
pondering upon it until supper was announced.
It appeared that early hours were the rule at the Abbey. After supper,
Mr. Bolton retired to one end of the huge drawing-room to a table on
which stood a reading-lamp, and he was soon lost in a book of travels
in the South Seas. Nita and the two young men were left to entertain
one another as they chose. Jerome was somewhat taciturn, observing the
incessant conversation, friendly squabbles and unmistakable real liking
between Nita Bolton and John Leyburn. About ten o’clock Leyburn said
good-night. By half-past ten all the household were in their rooms.
Jerome opened his window and looked out. The same moon, only fuller,
as that which had lighted his meditations in Manchester, shone here,
and silvered the old Abbey gardens, and the ancient walks, and the
motionless trees. His heart was sore as heart could be. These people
were not what he had expected, and perhaps that added to the sting of
his vexation. They were not purse-proud, vulgar upstarts. They were
plain and homely, but gentle and gracious. It was not some vulgar man
who held and who would inherit his patrimony; it was a man whose whole
character and aspect compelled respect and even admiration, and a girl
in whose eyes dwelt gentleness and goodness, and whose ways were all
kind and womanly and girlish. He pondered over it all, and looked again
upon the beauty of it, and muttered to himself:
‘Mine by right—mine before God! and it shall be mine again, too.’
[Illustration]
CHAPTER IV.
NITA’S DIARY.
In her room at the same hour sat Nita Bolton: the door locked, the lamp
lighted. She was attired in a flowing dressing-gown, her hair falling
in two long, thick plaits over her shoulders. Nita had beautiful
hair—beautiful, that is, in quality, if not remarkable in colour. It
was of a dull, soft brown, without the suspicion of a tawny hue in
it, or of a glint of gold, but it was slightly wavy, fine, soft, and
abundant, and she had a harmless pride and pleasure in it.
She was seated just now at a very elegant-looking writing-table, an
article of furniture which had so far been also distinctly an article
of luxury, for Nita’s letters were very, very few. It was not a letter
with which she was this night engaged. No! Open before her was a
substantially-bound volume, with a Chubb’s lock, and a little key to
open and close the same—a precaution which lost some of its value
when one considers how easy it would have been for an evil-disposed
person to carry off the book, lock and all, if he wished to pry into
the sacred contents thereof. In this precious volume Miss Bolton was in
the habit of inscribing her day’s adventures, or no-adventures, and her
own valuable comments and reflections thereupon, together with dark and
gloomy musings upon the sorrows and misfortunes of this present life;
the strange and inexplicable arrangements of Destiny (with a capital
D), and a chronicle of her mental experiences in general. Many pages of
such lucubrations filled the earlier portion of the volume.
To-night Anita’s pen had not run with its accustomed rapidity over
the page. She had recorded how ‘John returned from London yesterday
morning, and came in in the evening and brought me some novels, because
he said he knew I cared for nothing else, which was mean of the dear
old fellow.’ How ‘Aunt Margery came to dinner, and sat with me all
afternoon, and was very amusing. What a clever old thing she is!’ How,
‘about six o’clock, I heard papa’s voice, and looked up, wondering what
had dragged him away from his beloved Dante, at that hour, and I saw
him coming along with a gentleman, a stranger, the very handsomest man
I ever saw.’ Then followed a minute description of the introduction, of
every word that Jerome had said, that Aunt Margery and papa had said,
that ‘I’ had said, and in addition, what ‘I’ thought on the subject: To
her diary Nita might betray, and did betray what she would conceal from
all others, the fact that from the moment in which she had looked up
and met Jerome’s eyes, she had been fascinated, spell-bound, possessed
with the thought of him.
Much unpublished as well as published rubbish is written every year,
and Nita Bolton’s journal was not an exception to the rule that most
young ladies’ journals are not worth the time that is spent upon them.
Her cousin John having discovered once by accident that Nita kept a
journal, had ever since oppressed her at intervals with cruel remarks
upon it, questions as to what she had written about, insinuating
inquiries, ‘Did you mention how agreeable I made myself the other
night?’ and so on.
Mr. Bolton had laughed a little when he heard about it, and had said:
‘She’s dull. Girls must have some outlet for their feelings. It’s
better to sentimentalise in a diary than with a curate. I’d rather she
sat up late scribbling, than rose at cockcrow to get cold at “early
celebrations,” and all that rubbish—eh, Jack?’
To which ‘Jack’ always and devoutly yielded his assent.
Nita, on this particular occasion, had more and darker reflections to
make than usual, upon the dark and tortuous ways of ‘Destiny.’ Such
effusions might be the result of a mere surface feeling, or they might
be the indications of some deeper, more tragic emotion. Who was to say?
Nita herself less than anyone.
‘I never,’ she wrote, ‘_never_ before saw, or imagined anyone in the
least like him. It was like seeing a new kind of creature.’
Then there was a long pause, as she laid her pen down, folded her
hands, and pondered. Then she took up her pen again and wrote:
‘He may well look sad and melancholy, and gaze sorrowfully on the scene
around him. He may well look long and gravely at _me_ when he speaks
to me. Only quite a short time ago, he supposed himself the heir to
all this place, and now he is dispossessed, and it is _I_ who shall
sometime have it! What romances there are in the world, far wilder
romances than one reads of in books. How will it all end? What hand has
brought us together in this strange manner—I and he, of all persons
in the world? This is indeed one of those dark mazes of life through
which one must wander on trust—one can _know_ nothing.’
Having written thus far, Nita carefully read over the chronicle,
closed and locked the book, and put it away. Then, starting with a
sudden movement, she ran to the window, opened it and leaned out,
looking forth upon the moonlight. To a romantic mind and one given
to sentimental musings, Wellfield Abbey must have been provocative
of much moon-gazing and many reveries. Nita Bolton was romantic, was
sentimental, in no small degree, though these qualities had been well
kept in check by the healthy and natural though quiet life which she
had lived, and by the perpetual shafts of satire directed against all
sentiment by her three associates—her father, her Aunt Margery, and
her cousin, John Leyburn. But the tendency to weaving romance out of
her surroundings, if they would by any means allow it, was there,
powerful, though dormant. The fire smouldered. It needed but a spark
to kindle it. The sudden appearance of Jerome Wellfield supplied that
spark. Nita’s innate love of sentiment and romance was aroused. It
appeared as if life suddenly contained a new, fresh interest. It was
long before the girl undressed, and then it was long before she slept.
At last slumber came, and dreams in which Wellfield had no part.
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CHAPTER V.
WITH THE STREAM.
Morning again—a hazy, glorious August morning. When Wellfield threw
open his window, a draught of air scented with everything that is
sweetest and most exquisite was borne into the room. The heavy trees
outside stood motionless; the dazzling spikes of gladiolus, and the
parterres of geraniums looked dim in the morning mist which still hung
white and palpable over the course of the river. Each day that Jerome
passed here was fairer than the last; each morning and each evening
made more palpable to him what a goodly heritage had departed from
him, and fallen to the lot of others. This may have influenced his
course: who shall say what and where is the first upspringing of that
current which, slight at first, presently grows so strong as to sway
our actions and decide our ‘will’ to some particular course?
On going downstairs, he found the breakfast-table spread, and Mr.
Bolton seated at it. Nita was standing in the window, the newspaper in
one hand, while the other caressed the head of her great dun-coloured
mastiff, Speedwell—another dear friend who, like nature, ‘never would
betray the heart that loved’ him. Mr. Bolton made a measured apology
for beginning his breakfast, adding that he had to go to Burnham by the
nine o’clock train, but would be in to dinner in the middle of the day,
and he hoped Mr. Wellfield would do just what was agreeable to him, and
Nita would do her best to entertain him.
With which Nita also advanced, looking rather pale, but also almost
pretty. She laid down the paper, remarking:
‘There’s nothing in it, papa. The market is up, and there is a leading
article absolutely annihilating the Opposition, so let that content you
until this evening.’
‘I suppose it must,’ said he, rising; and wishing them good-morning, he
departed.
Nita, when breakfast was over, proposed a tour round the garden, she
had some orders to give the gardener, and must go to the farm, or
perhaps he would prefer to stay indoors.
‘I should prefer to go with you if I may,’ he said; and they strolled
out together.
Nita appeared quite at home outside the house. During their progress
round the garden Jerome grew more interested in her, and with him,
to be interested in a woman was to do his utmost to make himself
interesting to her. Nita was not aware of this idiosyncrasy; and a
man cannot say to a woman, ‘Do not make yourself interesting to me,
or I shall try in turn to captivate you.’ The rules of etiquette do
not allow such a statement, but when a man’s heart is given in one
direction, he may intimate that fact, and make it quite palpable to
another woman, without absolutely saying in so many words, ‘I am
engaged; do not fall in love with me,’ and he may do this without
hurting her feelings or her self-respect. Jerome Wellfield did not do
this.
‘There is a farm belonging to the Abbey,’ observed Nita, ‘and papa
leaves all the management of it to me: he only cares for his books
when he leaves business, so I have the farm and the gardens and the
house—indeed, everything connected with our life here—to look after.’
‘Quite alone?’ asked Jerome.
‘Yes; because I have no brothers or sisters, and very few friends. I am
the only one, and I am glad of it.’
‘Are you? Is it not rather lonely?’
‘I never feel lonely. I don’t know what it is to feel lonely. And
sometimes I think it is only the heroines of novels who ever do feel
so; but when I once said so to Aunt Margaret, she said who was I to
talk? and desired me to wait until I had had a little more experience
of life.’
‘Let us hope you may never have any experience in that line,’ said
Jerome, smiling.
‘Why, do you know what it is to be lonely?’
‘No; I have never felt particularly oppressed by that sensation. But,
talking about brothers and sisters, I should have thought you would
have been—we won’t say less lonely, since you take exception to the
term—but would have enjoyed life more if you had had some of them.’
‘I don’t see it,’ persisted Nita. ‘I am very happy as I am. I like my
own way. I don’t care to be interfered with. A brother would take the
first place in papa’s heart, and have the first say in everything; and
a sister—no, I would rather not.’
‘You are exclusive, and contented. Some day you will have power
more undivided than now, even,’ said Jerome, dwelling with a morbid
persistency on the idea which at present haunted him. ‘I suppose you
like thinking of that too?’
‘Yes,’ said Nita, frankly and unthinkingly, ‘I do; I love to think that
I am not going to leave this dear old place, ever. And I love to think
that some day, though I hope not for a very long time, it will be my
very own.’
She looked up at him with a smile, as she finished; met his eyes, read
the expression in them, stopped abruptly, and said, in a voice of
consternation:
‘Oh dear, oh dear!’
Her face was covered with a flood of colour. For a moment she put her
hand before it, as if to cover it, then dropped it again.
‘What must you think of me?’ she exclaimed, in a voice full of tears.
‘Pray forgive me, if you can!’
‘Pray do not distress yourself,’ he rejoined, a curious flavour, half
bitterness, half amusement, in his voice—‘I led up to it; I wanted to
hear you confess it. I felt sure you were too natural not to feel so.
You are quite right; you and yours have not stolen the place. You came
by it honestly, and have a right to rejoice in it if you like.’
He made a step onwards, inwardly wondering a little why he _had_ led up
to this topic. Nita’s face was downcast, as she said, in a deep tone of
annoyance and vexation:
‘It does not matter. I am a little fool, I believe. After all my
resolutions that I would not drop a syllable that could wound you while
you were here—_idiot_ that I am!’
‘Did you make such resolutions?’ asked Wellfield, suddenly stopping
again, and bending his eyes beneath their frowning brows upon her.
‘Yes. Oh, don’t look so severe, Mr. Wellfield, or I shall have to go
in. Indeed it was an oversight, my saying such a thing.’
‘I wish you would not take it so to heart,’ he said, with a short
laugh. ‘It is well that I should learn to grow accustomed to my
position. You have given me the first lesson, that is all. Shall we go
on?’
Nita answered nothing, but paced on beside him. Jerome was fully aware
in his secret heart that his last speech was claptrap; but if it had
the same effect upon Nita as if it had been fresh from the real well
of pathos, what did it matter? There was a vague feeling present in
his mind, that Nita seemed to take a good deal of interest in him—a
feeling which gave him suddenly great interest in her.
‘You are very fond of the Abbey, then?’ he asked.
‘Yes—very.’
‘Why so? What makes you like it so much? Stop! I am sure you need not
give orders to the gardener this very moment. Take one other turn with
me on the river walk. Why are you so devoted to the Abbey?’
‘I can hardly tell,’ she answered, a little shyly. (Evidently she
was dreadfully afraid of hurting him by any second remark like that
one which had already, as it were, exploded like a conversational
bombshell. To her he was still the lord of the soil, despite her love
for the place, and her keen sense of joy in the possession of it. He
saw the feeling in a moment, and it gratified him.) ‘I hardly know,’
repeated Nita; ‘it seems to have grown part of my life—it is so
different from other places. It suits me. I was so glad when we came
here.’
‘And you knew when you came that you were the only child of your
father, and you liked the idea of sometime reigning at the old place?’
pursued Jerome, tranquilly.
‘Yes. Oh, do please excuse me. I did like it very much. But if I had
known about you, I should not have liked it; and I shall not like it
now.’
‘Known about me!—you mean that you were unaware of the existence of
such a person?’
‘No; I had heard of you. But Aunt Margaret—is a little prejudiced, I
think. She knows all the traditions of the place, and all the histories
of all the old families in it, and she used to say that—that your
father——’
‘What about my father, Miss Bolton?’
‘It was not your father in particular. It was the Wellfield family.
She had a dislike to—no, not a dislike. Aunt Margaret never has such
strong feelings as likes and dislikes. She said your family were proud
and unscrupulous, that they had never worked for others, or cared for
any but themselves; that they were—but I have no business to say such
things,’ said Nita, who had by this time become so nervous and so
confused as not really to know what she was saying, and who rambled
on, fascinated by the calm, pale face and intent dark eyes of her
companion. She spoke of the old Wellfields as if they had been a dream,
and did not realise that this man beside her was actually one of the
race.
‘Go on, please,’ he said; and Nita continued, as if it had been a
lesson she was repeating by heart.
‘That they were selfish and luxurious——’
‘The last fault will not be laid to their charge in this generation, at
least,’ observed Jerome. ‘Well, what else?’
‘I am only saying all this because you _make_ me!’ said Nita, with
almost passionate protest in her voice, ‘not because I wish to. She
says—but I will tell you no more. I will not be so odious. If you
really desire to hear such things, ask Aunt Margaret. She will tell
you, and will not spare anything on account of your name and your race.’
‘Thank you. I shall have a little conversation with her some day. I can
quite imagine that she thought it was an unmitigated benefit when the
Abbey passed from the hands of our dissolute race into the honest and
untainted ones of your father.’
‘I knew you would never forgive me, and yet you would make me go on,’
said Nita, in a tone of despairing resignation. ‘I can’t help it. I
wash my hands of it.’
‘You at least may “wash your hands in innocency,”’ he replied. ‘Since
my old home is never to be mine, I would as soon you had it as anyone;
and since you wish for it more than for anything in the world——’
‘There is one thing now which I feel that I wish for more,’ said Nita,
in a vibrating voice.
‘Is there? What is that?’
‘That you—that those whose home it really is, should own it once
again. I would gladly leave it now to let you come into it.’
‘That is generously said, and I thank you for it,’ said Jerome, in a
voice not altogether unmoved. His eyes looked gratefully into hers. He
took her hand, and carried it to his lips. Nita thrilled from head to
foot. Was this the same world as the world of twenty-four hours ago?
‘To know that goes as near as anything can to reconciling me to my
inevitable loss,’ he said, still in a low tone, as they resumed their
way.
They left the solitary, silent river walk, dangerous in its beauty and
its associations, for the more prosaic regions of the kitchen-garden.
While they waited for the gardener to come, Nita said:
‘Don’t let me keep you here. I shall be ever so long; and then I have
to go to the farm. You will want to go down to Monk’s Gate, I daresay.’
‘I do; but I am emboldened to ask a favour of you, first.’
‘What is that?’
‘When you have quite finished your business here, will it be too much
to ask you to come down to Monk’s Gate, and give me a little advice?
There is some furniture in it, but I don’t know whether it can be used.
I am a man, you see, and naturally helpless in such a case. If you did
not mind very much——’
‘I shall be delighted. I will come down as soon as ever I have
finished. Shall I find you there?’
‘You will find me there. If not in the house, in the garden; and if not
in the garden, in the house. Thank you, very much.’
Lifting his hat he left her, and went down the river walk.
Adamson, the gardener, found his young mistress strangely distraite
and forgetful—a phenomenon which puzzled him, for he was wont to
bear admiring testimony to her clearness of head, and readiness of
comprehension, saying: ‘Eh, but hoo’s a rare sharp un, is Miss Bolton.
Hoo’s a chip of the ’owd block in more ways nor one, _hoo_ is.’
* * * * *
Wellfield, meanwhile, had taken his way down the river walk, the
entrance to which was in the village street, close beside the ancient
stone bridge. On the other side of this bridge, a stony, steep,
wood-shaded walk led invitingly up a hill, then bent round to the left,
leaving the rest of that enticing way to conjecture. This path, as
Jerome remembered, took one to the top of a hill called Wellfield Nab
or Neb, or simply ‘the Nab.’ He remembered climbing it sixteen years
ago, with his tutor and John Leyburn; and the glorious view of the
surrounding country which it commanded, he remembered too.
At the foot of the Nab, almost out of sight from the bridge, he could
just catch a glimpse of a couple of gables, belonging to the Abbot’s
Knoll house—Leyburn’s dwelling. John rode every morning to his mill,
which was some two miles distant, on the road to Burnham.
Down the quaint paved street Jerome walked towards the church, that
ancient ‘white church under the hill,’ which had weathered so many
storms and troubles. A sleepy place, Wellfield—a place which seemed
forgotten of all men save the few who lived in it.
Monk’s Gate was only a very few minutes’ walk from the church, the
clock of which struck eleven as Jerome opened the gate of the garden.
He unlocked the door, and went into the house again, but did not remain
there long. He felt that he really did require Nita’s assistance, and
must wait until she arrived.
The quiet and sunshine of the old-fashioned, untidy garden were
congenial to him. He wandered about it, inhaling the scent of roses
and carnations, and the rich, spicy odours of picotees and the
old-fashioned white pink. The sun shone pleasantly upon everything,
doing his best towards ripening the young pears and apples on the
trees, and bringing the flowers into more ample bloom. Where is the
charm that can compete with that which pervades an old-fashioned
English garden?—the flavour of grace and quaintness, and the
suggestions of a ‘gentle life’ which hang about such a garden are to be
found nowhere else.
Wellfield had turned his back to the gate, and was looking at the
great, blunt, boulder-shaped head of Penhull, and observing the purple
mist of heather which clothed its mighty sides, when a voice behind him
said:
‘Mr. Wellfield!’
He turned, a curious thrill shooting through him. The speaker must,
he thought, have almost stolen up to him, so noiseless had been
his approach. He confronted a tall, spare man, in the dress of an
ecclesiastic. The voice in which he had spoken was soft and musical; he
took off his hat with a smile, as Jerome’s eyes met his, and the smile
was a singularly fascinating one, giving an expression of exceeding
graciousness and sweetness to a pale, finely cut, ascetic-looking
countenance. There was a courtly grace in the man’s appearance, in his
bow and manner.
For a moment Wellfield paused, then, bowing in his turn, said:
‘Surely I cannot be mistaken—you are the Father Pablo Somerville whom
I met years ago?’
‘The same,’ he replied. ‘I am glad to find you remember me. For me, I
saw you as I passed the garden, and concluded it was you; but had I met
you anywhere else, I should have known you instantly.’
‘Am I so little changed, then?’
‘Not much. And,’ with a slight smile, ‘even had you changed a good
deal, yours is not a face one soon forgets.’
Wellfield held out his hand, saying cordially, ‘I am glad to see you.’
He felt glad. In Somerville’s presence he felt at ease—felt as though
he were with one of his own kind; a sensation he had never experienced
since before his father’s death, and which was pleasant to him, as it
is pleasant to return to European civilisation, with its beloved and
elaborate shams, after wandering amidst the primitive and repulsive
honesty of savages; as it is pleasant to return to stove-heated rooms
and a perfumed atmosphere, to rich meats and dainty wines, after a
forced sojourn amongst bare boards, hard pallets, and a diet of bread
and water. Such exactly was the sensation experienced now by Wellfield,
as he clasped hands with this high-bred, polished-looking priest and
man of the world.
‘I would ask you into my house, but I doubt whether there is a chair in
it fit to sit upon. I only arrived here yesterday, and am surveying now
all the home that I have.’
‘The Abbey has passed away from you, as I heard,’ observed Somerville.
‘That is a pity, for many reasons. We at Brentwood at least regret
it. In the old days, when your forefathers belonged to us, Wellfield
Abbey was noted far and wide for the munificence of its gifts, and the
splendour of its hospitality. Even in the days when your people were
Protestants, they have always been gentlemen—Wellfields, despite the
Protestantism, and they have never treated us churlishly. Down to the
last visit of your late father to the Abbey, we were always received
with hospitality and kindness—then, especially, for Mrs. Wellfield was
there——’
‘My mother!’ exclaimed Jerome, eagerly, ‘Did you ever see her? Were you
at the Abbey then?’
‘It is a long time ago. Twenty-four years ago. I was a lad of thirteen;
and I was even then destined for the priesthood. I have been at
Brentwood all my life. I was taken by one of the professors, to call
at Wellfield Abbey, and I remember it well to this day. It was winter
weather, and there were roaring fires all over the old house. Mr.
Wellfield complained of everything being heated to furnace-heat. Your
beautiful young mother—and she _was_ beautiful—sat crouching over a
huge fire, with you—a little infant—swathed in warm shawls, in her
arms. I think all the beauty of her beautiful land was concentrated in
her. What wonder that I sat and gazed at her, and thought her like the
Madonna, and wondered how Father Leigh presumed to talk, and even laugh
with her?’
‘You remember all this!’ exclaimed Jerome, earnestly. ‘Since I
came here, almost every hour has brought back some incident, some
recollection, some remembered face, which have made the reverse more
cruel, and more terrible to bear, than I had imagined anything could
be.’
‘I can well believe it. _Autres temps, autres mœurs._ Things are
changed now, from that time of gracious hospitality and high-bred
courtesy. The present owner of Wellfield Abbey’ (a slight sneer played
about the finely-cut lips) ‘detests “Papists” with a truly Protestant
candour and liberality. I must say, even if it appear like boasting,
that his bigotry is his misfortune, since the “Papists” he objects to
are the only society worthy of the name in the neighbourhood.’
‘I suppose so,’ said Jerome, whose face had grown dark during this
discourse. He was pacing with Somerville up and down the gravel walk.
‘Yes. The Lathebys of Latheby—do you remember them?’
‘The name I know well enough. What of them?’
‘They were formerly on the best of terms with the Abbey. You must
come and see the exquisite chapel which Mrs. Latheby has offered to
Brentwood. And the Ormes of Brownhill, and some others—these are the
only gentry, and the only cultivated people for miles around. But Mr.
Bolton does not care to associate with such popish _canaille_.’
He smiled again, more sneeringly than before, and Jerome felt his heart
warm towards him. This classification of Mr. Bolton with one world, and
of himself with quite another, was not unpleasant to him.
‘Many things have happened which go sorely against the grain with me,’
he rejoined. ‘The mischief of it is, my hands are tied. I am powerless,
because I am moneyless.’
‘I have heard of your losses,’ said Father Somerville, ‘and regret
them. You will believe me, Mr. Wellfield, when I say that we at
Brentwood would have welcomed you back in any case, rich or poor, with
the Abbey or without it, as a gentleman and a civilised being. We shall
welcome you as it is, if you decide to settle amongst us—welcome you
heartily. And you will think no wrong when I say that had you been
coming amongst us to take that position which in the sight of heaven
you ought to have, we should have welcomed you, not more sincerely, but
perhaps more openly and ceremoniously.’
‘You flatter me,’ said Jerome, a flush of something like pleasure on
his cheek. ‘Such a welcome can by no means be indifferent to me. As to
settling here myself, it seems the only thing for me to do at present.
At any rate, even if I should have to leave, I shall bring my sister
here, and she will live here.’
‘Your sister! How old is Miss Wellfield, if I may ask?’
‘Sixteen. She is at present in Germany with—a friend.’
‘I see. When you have settled things, you will bring her here. And
yourself—pardon these inquiries, and do not answer them if you think
them not allowable, but——’
‘They are more than allowable. They are very kind; and I feel it
a privilege to be able to speak to you of my affairs,’ returned
Wellfield, with some animation. ‘Myself, I consider destitute until I
have found some employment. What little remains of my fortune, I shall
devote entirely to my sister’s use. With strict economy, and in this
quiet place, I may make it suffice for her wants. They say trade is
good. I may succeed in finding a clerk’s place in some office, in which
a “thorough knowledge of several foreign languages” is a desideratum,
though, to tell the truth, I should first have to learn the entire
technique of any business I entered. I should be a bad bargain at first
for any employer, whatever glories I might attain to later in the
matter of book-keeping or correspondence. Still, I may earn enough to
keep me—what do I know?’
He threw up his head, and laughed a little, plunging his hands into
his pockets. Father Somerville watched him narrowly and unobserved.
The study pleased him, interested him, made him curious to pursue it
further.
There was a pause till the priest said:
‘If I remember aright, you are a good musician, Mr. Wellfield.’
‘Yes. It is the only thing I have—the only talent my God has given me.
Of much use it appears it will be to me!’
‘Hush, hush, sir! As you say, your God has given it to you, and He
doubtless had some purpose in so endowing you.’
‘I beg your pardon,’ muttered Jerome. ‘It is not my habit to speak
in that manner; but I have been harassed almost to madness by the
embarrassments and difficulties of my position. Sometimes I have
wondered whether the last Wellfield was sent into the world to make a
name and a fortune on the stage.’
‘I can well understand your feelings. Where are you staying?’ he added,
suddenly. ‘At an inn? Will you not come and take shelter with us at
Brentwood. They would be——’
‘I thank you. I am staying at the Abbey.’
‘Ah, at the Abbey? Then you simply came down here for a stroll. Will
they turn you out of the Abbey as a polluted thing if you enter
Brentwood to take a meal there?’
‘I don’t suppose they would; but at this moment I am waiting, and must
continue to wait until she comes, for Miss Bolton, who has been kind
enough to promise me her assistance in deciding what part of the lumber
inside here is fit to keep and which is good only to be cast into the
fire.’
‘You know Miss Bolton, then?’
‘I made her acquaintance, and that of her father, yesterday; and they
asked me to stay with them until my business here was done.’
‘Her father is enormously rich.’
‘Is he? I knew he must be rich from the sum he paid my father for the
Abbey. I did not know his wealth was “enormous.”’
‘But it is, without any exaggeration. He has been one of the most
successful manufacturers in Burnham, and does an immense foreign trade:
perhaps your knowledge of foreign languages might be useful to him.
Knowledge _is_ power, you know, let fools say what they may against
it,’ observed Father Somerville, who had a way of throwing out hints
which suggested the largest possibilities, in a casual careless way
which was quite peculiar to him.
‘It is no small thing to be one of the wealthiest manufacturers of
Burnham,’ he went on. ‘In plain English, it means an income like that
of a nobleman—an income which in this case is not one quarter spent,
but which goes on accumulating in excellent investments.... And Miss
Bolton is sole heiress?’
‘Yes—so I understand,’ said Jerome, absently, his mind occupied with
the priest’s suggestion that perhaps his knowledge of languages might
prove useful to Mr. Bolton. Why not? It would be well for him if it
should turn out to be so. The natural indolence of his half-southern
temperament made the idea of strenuous exertion in search of
employment, which hardly could in the nature of things be remunerative,
utterly abhorrent to him; and he grasped with the more eagerness at the
idea suggested by Somerville’s words.
The latter was tempted to smile at what at first appeared the
obtuseness of the young man. But he was a man of the world. Wellfield’s
absence of mind, and his unconsciousness of the hint which lay behind
that remark about the sole heiress, might be an innocence which would
certainly be refreshing in one who must have been the object of so much
matrimonial angling as Jerome Wellfield, in the days when he had been
the supposed heir to the Abbey and a fortune; but it also might not
be innocence at all. It might be that some deeper reason caused that
obtuseness. Probably young Wellfield was in love already. With his
disposition, and with the life he had led, it was most unlikely that he
should have travelled so far in life without ever having had his heart
touched.
Pablo Somerville knew when to be reserved and when to be open, even
cynically open and candid. He judged this a fitting occasion on which
to display the latter qualities.
‘She knows it, I should imagine?’ he said.
‘Yes—of course, yes. She told me this morning how pleased she often
felt at the idea of one day owning the Abbey,’ said Jerome, still not
awake to the palpable bearings of the case.
(‘_Quelle bêtise!_—how like a _roturier_!’ flashed rapidly through
Somerville’s mind; ‘if she likes the Abbey, no doubt she would like the
owner—the once owner!’)
Aloud, he said, striking at once me, and sharply:
‘Has a _mariage de convenance_ never occurred to you as a way out
of your difficulties?’ he inquired, in a thoroughly matter-of-fact,
composed tone.
Jerome abruptly came to a dead stop. His eyes leaped to the other’s
face. The priest looked at him with a slight cool smile, half rallying,
half surprised.
‘Never,’ at last replied Wellfield, almost frigidly. But his heart was
beating fast and suddenly.
‘I am surprised at that. I should fancy it would be very easily
arranged. And then, if you really wish for employment, nothing would be
easier than to find it. It is always to be bought, if you will pay dear
enough for it. Were you but a Catholic, I know of one—two marriages of
that kind, which might soon be negotiated through our influence. As it
is, I am not Jesuit enough to pretend that I would connive at marrying
a Catholic heiress to a heretic, even where the heretic is Jerome
Wellfield.’
Jerome laughed a little. ‘It would certainly be a good deal to expect,’
said he.
‘It would, since you would probably not only marry the heiress, but
convert her, if you wished to. But why should you not think of Miss
Bolton? You would soon win her, and, with her, regain your patrimony
and your home.’
He did not expatiate upon the subject. Jerome, engrossed by his real
love, had absolutely not once thought of Miss Bolton in the light in
which she was now held up to him. She was very rich. Some time she
would be the mistress of Wellfield Abbey. He rather liked her, in
a superior, patronising kind of way, but otherwise she was utterly
indifferent to him; whereas every fibre of his heart was powerfully
drawn in another direction.
‘Impossible, Father! The circumstances make it out of the question,’
said he, coldly and decisively.
‘The course is clear,’ said the priest, calmly. ‘Miss Bolton is not
engaged. She is anything but disagreeable or stupid. Considering her
training, she is a marvel of refinement; and if you married her you
could make her into what you pleased. You have no rivals, and if you
had, none here who could for a moment compete with yourself.’
‘Pardon me; I know nothing of Miss Bolton’s feelings, of course, but
unless I am much mistaken I have—should have, I mean—a rival in her
cousin, John Leyburn, as good a fellow as ever breathed.’
Father Somerville laughed—laughed as a man laughs who has heard a jest
full of a quaint conceit which delights him. He had a musical laugh,
and there was nothing offensive in his manner.
‘A good fellow enough, and liberal minded. I have encountered him once
or twice on local business. But a girl like Miss Bolton wants something
more than a good fellow for a husband—something different, at least.
She lives alone, reads novels and poetry, has known Mr. Leyburn all her
life, while you—bah! my dear sir, the idea of a rivalry is absurd.’
‘Your imagination is vivid. I say again, it is out of the question. No.
Wellfield is gone from me, and I must abide without it as best I may.’
(‘A woman in the case, assuredly,’ thought the priest, ‘or he would
never hesitate. No Wellfield ever did hesitate at so easy a means of
making himself at ease again. It was honest work that always made that
race kick and plunge.’)
Before he could speak aloud the gate had been opened, and Nita,
accompanied by Speedwell, her mastiff, entered the garden.
‘We must drop that topic,’ murmured Somerville with a slight smile, as
he bowed low to the girl, who returned the salutation very slightly,
saying with marked coolness of manner to Jerome:
‘You are engaged, Mr. Wellfield. I am intruding, and will come another
time.’
‘By no means,’ said Somerville, quickly. ‘I must go—I was on the point
of taking leave.’
‘But I shall see you again,’ said Jerome.
‘Certainly, and often, if I consult my own inclination,’ said
Somerville, with his strange, sweet smile. ‘Call at Brentwood, and
ask for me at any hour after vespers, and I shall receive you with
pleasure.’
Nita, followed by her dog, had walked into the house while these
farewell amenities were taking place.
‘Will you not come to-morrow?’ added Father Somerville.
‘Thank you. I shall be glad to do so.’
‘That is well. Then, _auf Wiedersehen_!’
He lifted his hat, and was gone. Jerome entered the house, and found
Nita standing at the window of the larger parlour, motionless, her
eyes fixed upon the retreating figure of the priest in his long black
soutane. Speedwell, his forepaws upon the window-ledge, looked too.
Nita did not hear Jerome. She was too absorbed in her watch, but as he
entered, he saw her pat her dog’s head and heard a low ‘Ss-s!’ from her
lips.
‘Miss Bolton!’ he exclaimed, in astonishment, while Speedwell’s low,
thunderous growl was exchanged for two deep, angry barks.
Nita started, turned, and laughed.
‘Are you shocked?’ she said. ‘I do so hate that man. I call him the
“Polished Panther.” I should not wish to be rude to him if he is a
friend of yours, but for myself, I cannot stand him, and that is all
about it.’
‘I can hardly call him a friend, though he is an old acquaintance. Do
you know what post he has at Brentwood?’
‘Oh, you know they go through a course. They don’t keep on teaching the
same thing. I heard the other day that he was teaching history—Jesuit
history, of course, which proves beyond dispute that the Jesuits always
have been right, ever since the first one first founded the order, and
that everyone else always has been and will be wrong. That is what
Father Somerville is teaching at present, I believe.’
‘You speak with heat, and surely with a little prejudice,’ said he,
smiling, but—insensibly it seemed—his manner towards her had changed,
had taken a shade more of interest, of familiarity; there was a subtle
difference both in his feelings towards her, and the behaviour which
expressed those feelings. ‘Father Somerville is an accomplished——’
‘Deceiver! Oh yes; I know he is. He would deceive anyone less clever
than himself. I dislike him exceedingly, and so does Speedwell. Well,
shall we look at your furniture, Mr. Wellfield?’
‘Thank you,’ said Jerome, accepting the hint, if hint it were—‘if you
don’t mind.’
They began with the room in which they were standing, and Nita soon
displayed capacities for arranging and settling and turning things
to the best advantage, which perfectly astonished Jerome. Numbers of
things which he was about to cast aside as being utterly useless,
she quickly reclaimed, remarking that they only wanted such and such
repairs to make them serviceable and even good.
‘And it would be sinful to throw away a scrap of this old furniture,’
she added. ‘You can’t buy any like it except for fabulous prices, and
then you are never sure that you are not being cheated. I am convinced
that for fifty pounds or so, you may make the house very nice—at
least if you will let me dispose of the fifty pounds for you,’ she
added, colouring a little; ‘for I am sure you would be like a child—so
helpless—if you went alone to a furniture shop.’
‘I do not doubt it, and would accept your offer gratefully if I did not
think it was imposing on your kindness.’
‘Not at all. We will drive into Burnham to-morrow, and see about it,’
replied Nita. ‘Meantime, it is nearly dinner-time, and papa will be
waiting. Shall we go back to the Abbey?’
Jerome accompanied her to her home, with new agitation in his breast,
and a vague wonder whether, for the future, Monk’s Gate were to be his
home.
END OF VOL. I.
BILLING AND SONS, PRINTERS AND ELECTROTYPERS, GUILDFORD.
_J. S. & Sons._
Footnote.
[Footnote A: _Mein Genügen_—‘my content,’ or ‘my delight.’]
Transcriber’s Notes.
1. Silently corrected simple spelling, grammar, and typographical
errors.
2. Retained anachronistic and non-standard spellings as printed.