SHE WHO FIGHTS AND RUNS AWAY.
At the foot of the Danvers garden was a grassy field, and through
the field ran a laughing, purling brook hurrying to join the sinuous
Rubicon winding through the meadow beyond.
The brook was a favourite resort of Nina’s; but now, at eleven o’clock
at night, she was supposed to be in bed; and, deprived of the cheering
light of her presence, her lover rambled alone on the grassy bank. No,
not her lover,--her new-made husband. There had been a slight change in
his plans. Thanks to his business activity and habits of despatch, he
had so hurried these slow country people that he had been able to have
his marriage ceremony performed on the afternoon of his day of arrival,
instead of postponing it until the following morning.
Now as he walked to and fro smoking and talking to himself, he chuckled
delightedly. “That old white-haired magistrate looked scared. He will
not get over his fright for a week. However, Nina won’t have to get up
so early in the morning. We can take a later train to the city. Poor
little thing,--what the dickens am I pitying her for?” and he paused,
impatiently. “She’s safely married and provided for. She’s glad to get
out of this--never in the world would have settled down here attached
to one of these lumbering youths. Good enough fellows,” he went on,
thoughtfully, “better than I am; but she’s too fine for them, too
high-strung. No material for a farmer’s wife there. Now we’ll see her
character unfold. I must be patient with her.”
He stopped short and stared up at the sky. He had one instant of an
exquisite and sympathetic comprehension of the faults and beauties in
the character of a fellow creature. Then his exalted expression faded,
and he shook himself, impatiently. “Pshaw! what a black expanse! A
jetty pincushion stuck full of pins. Darkest night this month. So I am
married,” and he resumed his walk. “Where are my complex emotions? I
am only glad I’ve got her to have and to hold and to win for my wife.
Curious little fox, pretending to be frightened, and giving me the cold
shoulder all day. She will come around in time, and make a home for
me. She’s the cutest thing in the world, as these Americans say. She
will keep me amused,” and he laughed aloud, and waved his cigar like a
small red torch in the darkness.
“I must sell some of that railway stock,” he went on, presently, “our
expenses will increase now; for once out of her nest my bird will want
new feathers,” and his mind wandered off to practical and financial
affairs.
In the midst of his hurry through the day, he had found time to take a
nap, and his sleepiness and faintness of the morning had passed away.
Occasionally he glanced in the direction of the little black village
gone sound asleep, where was his inn for the night; but he was not
ready to go to it yet. The soft evening air allured him, and, with the
luxurious appreciation of an alternate seafarer and dweller in cities,
he revelled in the seldom enjoyed pleasure of a country night with its
subdued and muffled noises.
“Jove! I like those land smells,” he muttered, “earthy and sweet they
are and unlike the sea, though for all time give me the dash of briny.
And the noises--let me count them,” and he paused again and elevated
one ear more than the other. “Distant dogs barking--when do the brutes
sleep? Cow bawling--her calf has been taken away; owl tooting like a
fog-horn. Brats of birds stirring in their nests, one fellow crowding
the other--just heard them swear in twitter,” and he gazed into the
sombre mass of an elm above him. “Engine shrieking--fast train for
Boston. Footsteps pattering--hello! from Danvers’s house, too. Naughty
Bridget--didn’t Nina say the grocer had a weakness for her fried cakes?
But surely they don’t walk and talk as late as this from that exemplary
household. However, I’ll not spoil her fun,” and he moved back in the
shelter of the tree.
A minute later he resumed his place by the stepping-stones. Dark as it
was, he knew that slender, white figure emerging from the embrace of
night.
“Nina!” he ejaculated, in a fond and foolish tone, “my little
girl--coming for me!”
She gave a guilty start and drew back.
“What are you carrying?” he went on; and, approaching her, he took a
small black bag from her hand.
“My--my things for the night,” she stammered.
“Are you walking in your sleep?” he asked, in a curious tone.
“N-no; I am going to spend the night with a friend,--a girl I know. I
am very fond of her. She lives across the meadows.”
“Indeed; shall I see you there before I go to the village?” and he
politely threw away his cigar.
Nina hesitated. This was not quite what she wished, and he went on:
“Perhaps you do not care for me to see where you are going?”
“No, I don’t,” she said, in a low voice.
“I suppose you are planning to come back in the morning and take the
train with me?” he asked, in a livelier way.
“Perhaps I had better not,” she said, evasively.
“By Jove! I believe she’s running away,” he inwardly exclaimed.
Outwardly he was cool. “Did you tell Mrs. Danvers about your ardent
wish to see this friend?”
“No,” she murmured.
“You must think a heap of her to be rambling off this time of night to
see her,” he went on. “Pray do not let me detain you.”
The girl swung her foot to and fro as if feeling for the first
stepping-stone; and yet she probably knew perfectly well where it was.
Then she said, with a queer catch in her voice, “It looks blacker over
there.”
She had been brought up in the country. She was no more afraid of the
darkness than he was, but he said, agreeably, “You want me to go with
you?”
“N-not all the way. I don’t want you to see where I go.”
There was something peculiar in her voice, something peculiar in her
manner, and the puzzled man knit his brows. There had not been quite
enough consternation when she discovered him. She was acting, but
acting badly. He would edge up on the stage a bit, and he went nearer
and peered at her downcast head.
What he saw decided and enlightened him; for he suddenly choked back a
laugh, and retreated into the deeper gloom of the tree, from whence a
voice presently issued in pretended severity: “Nina, why did you marry
me to-day?”
Now the girl was happy. She left the stepping-stone on which she had
placed both her small feet and resumed her footing on dry ground. “I
married you because I promised to do so. You have been very good to me
ever since I was a little child. I am grateful to you, and if there is
any profit to you in my marriage, I am willing for you to have it.”
“Profit,” he muttered to himself. “Good heavens, Miss Parrot, what do
you mean? This is something you have learned by rote.” However, he kept
his wonder to himself, and said aloud and still more sternly:
“Having married me, why are you running away?”
“I am running away because I am not pleased with you,” she said,
bravely and glibly. “You treat me as if I were a baby. I am grown up,
and am entitled to some respect and consideration, particularly now
that I am your wife. I wish to be consulted about things. When I get on
board the _Merrimac_ I do not wish to be told I must do this and I must
do that.”
He did not speak for a minute. She supposed that he was trying to
subdue his wrath, but he was going over a few sentences to himself in a
puzzled fashion. “What is that fellow’s name,--Jerrold, is it?--says,
‘While they’re maids they’re mild as milk. Make ’em wives and they set
their backs against their marriage certificates and defy you.’”
“I am no better than a puppet,” said the girl excitedly.
“Puppet, that’s good!” said the seafaring man, softly, “and glory to
Cupid, she’s getting stirred up. I dare say I do boss her.”
“You have stated your grievance,” he said, in a low growl; “what
redress do you ask?”
“I want you to--to let me do as I like about--about going or staying
with you.”
“You want to frighten me out of my senses to keep me from making love
to you, little witch,” he reflected, “and you’re using this girl as a
screen. I see,” he said aloud, “your present most earnest desire is
to go and visit this girl you love so much, and let me go away without
you. Then after I have had a trip to England and back, which will give
me ample time to meditate on the folly of my ways, I may come and get
you.”
She did not reply for a minute. “Seems to be having some difficulty
with her organs of speech,” soliloquised the man behind the tree.
“Just for contrariness, I’ll check. Have your own way,” he said, with
well-assumed surliness. “I wouldn’t take you with me to-morrow for a
thousand pounds.”
The girl was terrified. She had gone too far. She had roused the ugly,
black, Spanish temper of whose existence she was well aware, but of
which she had never seen an exhibition. “Esteban,” she said, piteously,
“I don’t want to hurt your feelings; if you would only let me do a
little more as I want to.”
“Why didn’t you tell me all this before?” he uttered, in a sepulchral
voice; “why did you wait to blight our marriage day?”
“I--I couldn’t get courage,” she stammered. “I--I am a little
frightened of you.”
The night air was so clear that he could hear every one of her
fluttering whispers, yet he pretended that he had not caught them, and
launched into a raging philippic against the ingratitude of women in
general.
It accomplished her confusion. She had plainly overstepped the limit
set around his forbearance, and, dropping her bag on the grass, she put
both hands up to her eyes.
She was crying--the darling--and his heart was bleeding for her, but
he wished to find out the particulars of this night excursion. “You
have deceived me,--you pretended that you would go away with me in the
morning.”
“So I am going,” she cried, desperately. “I am only in fun.”
He paused in his ravings. “In fun--”
“Yes; I am only making believe to go to see that girl. I watched you
come down here. I am not going to leave you, ’Steban, really. Look in
that bag--there isn’t even a toothbrush in it. It’s only stuffed with
paper. I am sick of this quiet place. I will be good if you will take
me to-morrow.”
“Never--false, deceitful one!” he began, in tones made hollow by a hand
placed over his mouth, but his tones were too hollow, too mournful. He
was not a first-class actor, and she was too sharp to be deceived any
longer.
She dropped her hands from her eyes. She could not see him, but she
could plainly hear that, being now discovered, he had given way to his
torments of suppressed laughter.
“You mean, mean thing!” she cried, wrathfully; then she wheeled
suddenly, threw the bag in his direction, and rushed off through the
darkness.
He laughed till the tears came to his eyes, then he groped after the
bag. It was as she had said, stuffed with paper. “Poor little soul,”
he muttered, “I would have comforted her if she had stayed. She wanted
to show me that she was going to take command in this matrimonial
alliance, but she didn’t come out well from her first battle. Deserted
her colours and ran.”