The Don Quixote of the Revolution sticks in my head. That austere, tragic

type is vanishing, vanishing like the aurochs of the White Russian

forest, like the Red Indian, and there is no artist to record his old

clear-cut features, marked with the traces of every sorrow, every grief

that comes from general principles and faith in humanity and reason.

Soon these features will perish, still unyielding, still wearing an

expression of proud and reproachful disdain, then their image will be

effaced and the memory of man will lose one of its noblest and loftiest

types.

These are the peaks in which the mountain range of the eighteenth century

ends; with them it reaches the limit; with them a series of ascending

efforts breaks off. There is no reaching a higher level through volcanic

action.

Titans, left after the struggle, after defeat, representatives of

unsatisfied ambitions, for all their Titanic effort turn from great

men into melancholy Don Quixotes. History rises and falls between the

prophets and the Knights of the Grievous Countenance. Roman patricians,

republicans, stoics of the early ages, hermits fleeing into the

wilderness from a Christianity vulgarised into the official religion,

Puritans who passed a whole century gnashing their teeth over failure

to attain their tedious ideal—all these, left by the retreating tide,

obstinately struggling forward and sticking in the mud, unsupported by

the wave, all are Don Quixotes, but Don Quixotes who have found their

Cervantes. For the champions of the early church, there are volumes of

legends, there are ikons and paintings, there are mosaics and sculpture.

The type of Puritanism is firmly fixed in English literature and in Dutch

painting, but the type of the Don Quixote of the Revolution is fading

before our eyes, growing rarer and rarer, and no one thinks of even

photographing it.

Fanatics of earthly religion, dreamers not of the Kingdom of Heaven,

but of the Kingdom of Man, they are left the last sentinels of the

ideal, long ago deserted by the army; in gloomy solitude they stand for

half a century, incapable of changing, still expecting the coming of

the republic on earth. The ground sinks lower and lower; they refuse

to see it. I still come upon some of these apostles of the ’nineties;

their clear-cut, melancholy, striking figures, standing out above two

generations, seem to me like austere, immovable Memnons, falling into

ruins stone by stone in the Egyptian desert.... While at their feet tiny

men and little camels swarm, bustle, drag their goods, hardly visible

through the whirling sand.

Death gives more and more warning of his approach; the aged, lustreless

eye is sterner, grows weary with the effort of seeking a successor,

looking for one to whom to yield place and honour. Son?—the old man

frowns. Grandson?—he waves his hand in despair. Poor King Lear in

democracy, whenever he turns his dimming eyes upon those of his own

household, everywhere he is met by lack of understanding, lack of

sympathy, disapproval, half-concealed reproach, petty considerations

and petty interests. They are afraid, before strangers, of his Jacobin

words; they beg pardon for him, pointing to his scanty grey hair. His

daughter-in-law worries him to be reconciled with the Church, and a

Jesuit _abbé_ flits in at times, like a passing crow, to see what

strength and consciousness is left, so as to catch him for God in his

deathbed delirium. Well it is for Citoyen Lear if there is somewhere in

his neighbourhood a Citoyen Kent who finds that ‘he is every inch’ a hero

of 1794, some obscure comrade of Santerre,[31] a soldier of the army of

Marceau and Hoche, Citoyen Spartacus Brutus junior, childishly faithful

to his tradition, and proudly keeping shop with the hand which held a

lance crowned with the Phrygian cap. Lear will visit him sometimes to

relieve his heart, to shake his head, and to recall old days, with their

immense hopes, with their great events, to abuse Tallien[32] ... and

Barras[32] ... the Restoration, with its _cafards_, the shopkeeper king,

and _ce traître de Lamartine_. Both _know_ that the hour of revolution

will strike, that the people will awaken like a lion and again hoist the

Phrygian cap, and one of them will fall asleep in these dreams.

Scowling Lear will follow the coffin of Spartacus Brutus junior, or

Spartacus Brutus junior, not concealing his profound loathing of all

the kindred of the deceased, will follow the coffin of Lear, and of the

two majestic figures one only will be left, and that one absolutely

superfluous.

‘He, too, is no more; he, too, has not lived to see it,’ thinks the old

man who is left, as he comes back from the funeral. Can superstition and

monarchy, the party of Pitt and of Coburg, have triumphed for good and

all? Can all our long lifetime, our efforts, our sacrifices?... No, that

cannot be; the truth is on our side, and the victory will be with us....

Reason and justice will triumph, in France first of all, of course, and

then in all humanity, and ‘Vive la République Une et Indivisible’! The

old man at eighty prays with his aged lips, just as another old man,

giving up his soul in peace to his Maker, murmurs ‘Thy Kingdom come,’ and

both tranquilly close their eyes and do not see that neither the Kingdom

of Heaven on earth nor the sole and indivisible Republic in France is

coming at all, and do not see it, because not the Lord but their decaying

body has received their soul in peace.

Holy Don Quixotes, the earth rest lightly upon you!

This fanatical conviction of the possibility of bringing about harmonious

order and the common weal, of the possibility of realising the truth

because it is the truth, this renunciation of everything private and

personal, this devotion which survives every ordeal, every blow, is the

topmost peak.... The mountain ends there; higher, beyond, is icy air,

darkness, nothing. We must go down again. Why cannot we go on? Why does

not Mont Blanc stand on Chimborazo and one of the Himalayas continue

them? That would be a mountain!

But no—every geological cataclysm has its romance, its mountain poem, its

individual peaks of granite and of basalt, whose mass towers above the

lower slopes. Monuments of the revolutions of the planets, they have long

ago been overgrown with forest and moss, bearing witness to thousands of

years of immobility. Our pioneers of the Revolution have left their Alps

in history; the traces of their titanic efforts have not passed away, and

it will be long before they pass. What more would you have?

Yes, that is enough for history. It has its own wholesale, ruthless

valuation; in it, as in the description of battles, we have the movement

of companies, the action of artillery, the attack of the left flank, the

retreat of the right; it has its leading figures, the ‘30th Light Cavalry

and afterwards the 45th.’ The bulletin goes no further; it is satisfied

with the sum total of the dead, but the ‘fifth act’ of every soldier goes

further, and it has a purely civilian interest.

What was not endured by these men of the latest flood-tide, left stranded

in the slime and mud by its ebb! What did not these fathers endure—more

solitary in their own families than monks in their cells! What terrible

conflicts every hour, every day!... What moments of weariness and despair?

Is it not strange that in the long series of ‘_Misérables_’ brought

before us by Victor Hugo there are old men ... but _the_ miserable old

man _par excellence_ is thrust into the background, neglected? Hugo

scarcely noticed that side by side with the agonising sense of guilt

there is another anguish, the agonising sense of one’s useless rectitude,

the recognition of one’s fruitless superiority over the feebleness of

every young creature near that has survived.... The great rhetorician and

poet, while dealing with the sorrowful lives in modern France, scarcely

touches upon the greatest sorrow in the world—that of the old man, young

in soul, surrounded by a generation growing more and more shallow.

Beside them what are the poignant but useless and purely subjective

sufferings of Jean Valjean described with such wearisome minuteness in

Hugo’s omnibus of a novel? Of course, one may feel compassion for every

form of unhappiness, but one cannot feel deep sympathy for all. The pain

of a broken leg and the pain of a broken life stir a different kind of

sympathy.

We are not sufficiently Frenchmen to understand such ideals as Jean

Valjean, and to sympathise with such heroes of the police as Javert. To

us Javert is simply loathsome. Probably Hugo had no idea, when he drew

this typically national figure of the jackal of Law and Order, how he was

branding his ‘charming France.’ In Jean Valjean all we can understand

is his external struggle of the good-luckless wild beast, baited by a

whole pack of hunting dogs. His inner conflict does not touch us; this

man, so strong in will and muscles, is in reality a singularly weak man.

A saintly convict, an Ilya Muromets[33] from the galleys of Toulon, an

acrobat at fifty, and a lovesick boy at almost sixty, he is a mass of

superstition. He believes in the brand on his shoulder, he believes in

his sentence, he believes that he is an outcast, because thirty years

ago he stole a loaf, and that not for himself. His virtue is morbid

remorse, his love is senile jealousy. His strained existence is raised to

truly tragic significance only at the end of the book by the heartless

narrow-mindedness of Cosette’s husband and the boundless ingratitude of

herself. And here Jean Valjean really has something in common with our

old men—the remorse of the one and the rectitude of the others blend in

burning suffering. The mercury frozen in the thermometer scalds like the

molten lead of the bullet. The consciousness of rectitude, consuming

half the heart, half the existence, is as painful as the gnawings of

conscience, and worse indeed. In the latter case there is the relief

of confession, the prospect of reward; in the former there is nothing.

Between the old man of the ’nineties—fanatic, dreamer, idealist—and the

son, older than he in prudence, good sense, and disillusionment, the

son so extremely well satisfied with things on a lower plane, and the

grandson who, swaggering in his uniform of _Guide Impérial_, dreams of

how to get a berth as a _sous-préfet pour exploiter sa position_, the

natural relation is violated, the balance is destroyed, and the normal

succession of generations is distorted.

Jean Valjean in his aged virginity, in his lyrical personal

concentration, did not himself know what he wanted from the younger

generation. What did he really want from Cosette? Could she have been

a friend to him? In the inexperienced innocence of his heart, he went

beyond the love of a father.... He wanted to love her exclusively for his

own sake, and a father’s love is not like that. Moreover, though he has

mentally been draping himself all his life in the jacket of a convict,

he is crushed under the burden of repulsion evinced for him by the very

narrow-minded young man—the typical representative of a generation

sinking into vulgarity.

I don’t know what Hugo meant to make of his Marius, but to me he is as

much a type of his generation as Javert is of his. In the instincts

of the young man there is still a glimmer of the virtues of another

period—warm and generous impulses, with no reflection, no roots, almost

no significance, springing from tradition and example. There is in him

no trace of the leaven of the eighteenth century, that restless itch

for analysis and criticism, that menacing summons of everything in the

world to the test of the intellect; he has no intellect, but he is

still a good comrade; he goes to the barricades, not knowing what is to

come afterwards; he lives by routine, and, knowing _à code ouvert_ what

is good and what is evil, troubles his head as little about it as a

man who knows for certain that it is sinful to eat meat in Lent. With

this generation, the revolutionary epoch comes finally to a standstill

and begins its descent; another generation, and there will be no more

generous impulses; everything will fall into its commonplace routine,

personality will be effaced, and the succession of individual specimens

will be scarcely perceptible in the daily routine of life.

I imagine that there must have been something of the sort in the

development of animals. The species in course of formation stirring

towards what is above its strength, while failing to make the most of

its powers, has gradually gained equilibrium and proportion, and lost

its anatomical eccentricities and physiological excesses while gaining

fertility, and beginning from generation to generation, from age to

age, to repeat its distinct form and its individuality in the image and

semblance of the first forefather who adopted steady habits.

When the species is evolved development almost stops; at any rate, it is

slower and on a humbler scale, as it is with our planet. Having reached

a certain stage of cooling, it changes its crust very slowly; there are

floods, but there are no world-wide deluges; there are earthquakes here

and there, there is no universal cataclysm. Species become stationary,

and are consolidated in various forms more or less one-sided in one

direction or another, and are satisfied with them; they are scarcely able

to escape from them, and if they did, or if they do, the result would be

just as one-sided. The mollusc does not try to become a crab, the crab a

trout, or Holland Sweden.... If we could presuppose ideals in animals,

the ideal of a crab would still be a crab, but with a more perfect

equipment. The nearer a country is to its final condition, the more it

regards itself as the centre of all civilisation and of every perfection,

like China, which stands unrivalled; like England and France, which in

their antagonism, in their rivalry, in their mutual hatred, never doubt

each that she is the foremost country in the world. Some species are at

rest in the position they have attained; development continues in the

unfinished species, beside the finished which have completed their cycles.

Everywhere where human swarms and ant-heaps have attained comparative

prosperity and equilibrium, progress becomes slower and slower,

imagination and ideals are dimmed. The satisfaction of the rich and

the strong suppresses the efforts of the poor and the weak. Religion

appears as the comforter of all the heavy laden. Everything that gnaws

at the heart, that makes men suffer, every craving left unsatisfied on

earth, all are set right and satisfied in the eternal realm of Ormuzd,

loftier than the Himalayas at the foot of Jehovah’s throne. And the more

unrepiningly men endure the temporary sorrows of earthly life, the fuller

the heavenly consolation, and that for no brief period, but for ever and

ever. It is a pity that we know little of the inner story of the Asiatic

peoples who have dropped out of history, know little of those uneventful

periods which preceded the violent inroads of savage races who devastated

everything, or the predatory civilisation which uprooted or reconstructed

everything. It would show us in simple and elementary form, in those

plastic biblical images which only the East creates, the transition of

the people from historical upheavals into a peaceful _status quo_ of

life, persisting in the accepted, untroubled sequence of generations,

like winter into spring, spring into summer....

With slow, untroubled steps England is advancing to that repose, to

that unruffled stagnation of forms, ideas, convictions. The other day

_The Times_ congratulated her on the lack of interest in parliamentary

debates, on the unrepining submission with which workmen starve to death,

‘while so lately their fathers, the contemporaries of O’Connor,’ agitated

the country with their menacing murmurs. As firmly as an aged oak stands

the English Church, its roots deep in the soil, graciously tolerating all

forms of Dissent, and convinced that they will not move far away.

Swaggering and resisting, as is her wont, France is shoved backwards

while making a show of progress. Behind these giants will come in two

columns others, once prophetically united under one sceptre ... on the

one hand, the thin, austere, ascetic type of the Spaniard, brooding

without thought, enthusiastic without an object, anxious without cause,

taking everything to heart, unable to improve anything, in short, a type

of a true Don Quixote de la Mancha; on the other, the sturdy Dutchman,

content when he has had a good meal, reminiscent of Sancho Panza.

Is not the reason that the children of to-day are older than their

fathers, older than their grandfathers, and able _à la_ Dumas junior

to talk of their ‘prodigal fathers,’ that senility is the leading

characteristic of the present age? At any rate, wherever I look I see

grey hairs, wrinkles, bent backs, last wills and testaments, balanced

accounts, funerals, _ends_, and I am always seeking and seeking

beginnings. They are only to be found in theories and abstractions.

_August 10, 1862._

Letter 4

Last summer a friend, a Saratov landowner, and a great Fourierist, came

to see me in Devonshire.

Please don’t be angry with me (it was not the landowner who said that to

me, but I who say it to you) for so continually wandering from the point.

Parentheses are my joy and my misfortune. A French literary man of the

days of the Restoration, a classic and a purist, more than once said to

me, taking a pinch of snuff in the prolonged academic fashion which will

soon have passed away altogether: ‘_Notre ami abuse de la parenthèse avec

intempérance!_’ It is for the sake of digressions and parentheses that I

prefer writing in the form of letters, especially letters to friends; one

can write without check whatever comes into one’s head.

Well, so my Saratov Fourierist came to Devonshire and said to me: ‘Do you

know what is odd? I have just been for the first time in Paris. Well—of

course ... it is all very fine, but, seriously speaking, Paris is a dull

place—really dull!’

‘What next?’ I said to him.

‘Upon my soul, it is.’

‘But why did you expect it to be amusing?’

‘Upon my word, after the wilds of Saratov!’

‘Perhaps it is just owing to that. But were not you bored in Paris

because it’s so excessively gay there?’

‘You are just as silly as you always were.’

‘Not at all. London, looking like a permanent autumn, is more to our

taste; though the boredom here, too, is awful.’

‘Where is it better, then? It seems the old proverb is right. It is where

we are not!’

‘I don’t know: but it must be supposed that it is not very nice there

either.’

This conversation, though it is apparently not very long, nor

particularly important, stirred in me a whole series of old notions

concerning the absence of a sort of fish-glue in the brain of the modern

man; that is why his mind is cloudy and thick with sediment—new theories,

old habits, new habits, old theories.

And what logic! I say it is dull in Paris and London, and he answers,

‘Where is it better, then?’ Not noticing that this was the line of

argument employed by our house-serfs of the old style: in reply to the

observation, ‘I fancy you are drunk, my boy,’ they answered, ‘Well, did

you stand treat?’ What grounds are there for the idea that men are happy

anywhere? that they can or ought to be happy? And what men? And happy

in what? Let us assume that men do have a better life in one place than

another. Why are Paris and London the pinnacles of this better life?

Is it from Reichardt’s guidebook?

Paris and London are closing a volume of world-history—a volume in which

few pages remain uncut. People, trying with all their might to turn

them as quickly as possible, are surprised that as they approach the

end there is more in the past than in the present, and are vexed that

the two fullest representatives of Western Europe are setting together

with it. The audacity and recklessness in general conversations which

float, as once the Spirit of God, over the waters, are terrific, but

as soon as it comes to action, or even to a critical appreciation of

events, all is forgotten, and the old weights and measures are hauled

out of the grandmother’s storeroom. Worn-out forms can only be restored

by a complete rebirth: Western Europe must rise up like the Phoenix in a

baptism of fire.

‘Oh, well, in God’s name, into the flames with it.’

What if it does not rise up again, but singes its beautiful feathers, or

maybe is burnt to ashes?

In that case continue to baptize it with water, and don’t be bored in

Paris. Take my father, for example: he spent eight years in Paris and

was never bored there. Thirty years afterwards he was fond of describing

the fêtes given by the maréchals and by Napoleon himself, the suppers at

the Palais Royal in company with actresses and opera dancers, decked in

diamonds that had been wrenched out of conquered royal crowns, of the

Yussupovs, the Tyufyakins and other _princes russes_ who lost there more

souls of peasants than were laid low at Borodino. With various changes

and _un peu plus canaille_ the same thing exists even now. The generals

of finance give banquets as good as those of the generals of the army.

The suppers have moved from the Rue St. Honoré to the Champs-Élysées and

the Bois de Boulogne. But you are a serious person; you prefer to look

behind the scenes of world-history rather than behind the scenes of the

Opera.... Here you have a parliament, even two. What more do you want?...

With what envy and heartache I used to listen to people who had come home

from Europe in the ’thirties, as though they had robbed me of everything

they had seen and I had not seen. They, too, had not been bored, but had

great hopes, some of Odilon Barrot, some of Cobden. You, too, must learn

not to be bored; and in any case be a little consistent; and if you still

feel dull, try to find the cause. You may find that your demands are

fantastic, then you must try to get over it; that it is the boredom of

idleness, of emptiness, of not knowing how to adapt yourself. And perhaps

you will find something else: that you are bored because Paris and London

have no answer to make to the yearnings that are growing stronger and

stronger in the heart of the man of to-day—which does not prevent their

standing for the highest culture and most brilliant result of the past,

and being rich endings of a rich period.

I have said this a dozen times. But it is impossible to avoid

repetitions. Persons of experience are well aware of it. I spoke to

Proudhon of the fact that articles which are almost identical, with only

slight variations, often appeared in his journal.

‘And do you imagine,’ Proudhon answered, ‘that once a thing has been

said, it is enough? That a new idea will be accepted straight off? You

are mistaken. It has to be repeated, it has to be dinned into people,

repeated over and over again, so that the mind is no longer surprised by

it, so that it is not merely understood, but is assimilated, and obtains

real rights of citizenship in the brain.’

Proudhon was perfectly right. There are two or three ideas which are

particularly precious to me; I have been repeating them for about fifteen

years; fact upon fact confirms them with unnecessary abundance. Part of

what I anticipated has come to pass, the other part is coming to pass

before our eyes, yet these ideas seem as wild, as unaccepted, as they

were.

And what is most mortifying, people seem to understand you; they agree,

but your ideas remain like aliens in their heads, always irrelevant,

never passing into that integral part of consciousness and the moral

being, which as a rule forms the undisputed foundation of our acts and

opinions.

It is owing to this inconsistency that people apparently highly cultured

are continually being startled by the unexpected, caught unawares,

indignant with the inevitable, struggle with the insurmountable, pass by

what is springing into life, and apply all sorts of remedies to those who

are at their last gasp. They know that their watch was properly set, but,

like the late ‘unlamented’ Kleinmihel, cannot grasp that the meridian is

not the same.

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