‘Tolstoy is in our house!’ Natasha and I thought, and we

hurried into the drawing-room to have a look at the illustrious

fellow-countryman, who was being read by all Russia. When

we went in Count Tolstoy was carrying on a heated argument

with Turgenev. Ogaryov and Herzen, too, were taking part in

the discussion. At that time (1861) Tolstoy looked about

thirty-five; he was of medium height, his features were ugly,

there was a piercing and yet dreamy look in his little grey

eyes. It was odd that his face never wore that expression of

childlike good-nature sometimes seen in Turgenev’s smile, and

so attractive in him.

As we went in, the usual introductions began. Of course,

Tolstoy had no idea that we were so excited at seeing him that

we hardly dared to speak to him, but only listened to what he

said to other people. He came to see us every day. It was soon

obvious that he was far more sympathetic as a writer than as

a thinker, for he was sometimes illogical; in defence of his

fatalism, he often had heated arguments with Turgenev, in the

course of which they said extremely disagreeable things to each

other. When there was no discussion going on, and when Tolstoy

was in a good humour, he would sit down at the piano and sing

us the soldiers’ songs composed in the Crimea during the war:

‘On the eighth day of September,

How the devil brought us here

To camp upon the mountains,’ etc.

We laughed as we listened, but in reality it was painful to

hear of what was done in the Crimea—the light-hearted way

in which the fate of thousands of soldiers was entrusted to

incompetent generals, and the incredible amount of thieving

that went on. Even lint was stolen and sold to the enemy, while

our long-suffering soldiers were dying.”

“Every year Turgenev paid one or two visits to London.

Once he came to see us soon after writing _Faust_. He read

it aloud to us, but neither Ogaryov nor Herzen liked it; the

latter was, however, very reserved in his observations, while

the former criticised it very severely. From that day Turgenev

lost all liking for Ogaryov.

I remember on one visit to London Turgenev was particularly

good-humoured and sweet to Herzen.

‘Do you know,’ he said to him, ‘I have not come alone this

time. Simply to see you, a queer fellow has set off on his

travels, without knowing a word of any foreign language, and

begged me to take him to London. Isn’t that heroic? Guess who

it is. But I tell you what,’ he went on, ‘perhaps you had

better call on him first: Ogaryov may not care much about

seeing him; there were some misunderstandings....’

‘Goodness,’ said Herzen, ‘surely it’s not Nekrassov? He knows

no foreign language. What makes him suppose I should care to

see him after the message he sent Ogaryov through you, Sergey

Ivanovitch?’

‘But you know he has come all the way from Russia on purpose to

see you!’

‘He can go back again,’ said Herzen, and he was not to be

moved. He was always far more ready to resent a slight to

Ogaryov than to himself.

For three days Turgenev went on trying to persuade Herzen to

see Nekrassov, but he was forced in the end to submit, and to

take the latter back without obtaining an interview.”

“When they met in Paris in 1869, they talked about literature,

and Herzen asked Turgenev what he was writing.

‘I am writing nothing,’ he answered, ‘I am no longer read

in Russia; I have begun writing in German for Germans, and

publishing in Berlin....’

Turgenev joked, but he was inwardly sore at the estrangement

of his fellow-countrymen. From the age of five-and-twenty he

had been the spoilt darling of fortune; his fame had grown

steadily; later on, thanks to Viardot’s translations, he became

no less famous in Europe, and the doors of all the best salons

of Paris and London were thrown open to him; he was being

spoilt by success, when his own country suddenly drew back and

turned away from him, and what for? His faithful picture of

Nihilism in _Fathers and Children_. He wrote as the nightingale

sings, with no idea of wounding any one’s vanity; he wrote

because writing was his vocation, but the younger generation in

Russia saw a spiteful intention in it, were resentful, and were

up in arms against Turgenev. These strained relations with his

own people lasted for several years.

Herzen disliked the anti-aesthetic side of Nihilism, and was

surprised at the indignation of young Russia with Turgenev. He

used to say to Russians: ‘Why, Bazarov is the apotheosis of

Nihilism; the Nihilists never rise to his level. There is a

great deal of humanity in Bazarov; what is there for them to be

offended at?’

Herzen and Turgenev had both fallen on evil days; they were

both ostracised by social opinion in Russia at that time,

Turgenev for his vivid presentation of Nihilism, Herzen for his

sympathy with Poland. The latter’s views and principles always

led him, of course, to espouse the cause of the weaker, but

he had taken no part in Polish affairs. There were, however,

evil-disposed persons who hinted that he had done so, and this

was enough to make almost every one abandon him.”

“In 1861, not long before the Emancipation of the Serfs, Herzen

had a letter with the London postmark, and from a Russian,

asking permission to call on him. The letter was simply written

and dignified, though not free from mistakes in spelling.

Herzen, as always, answered that he would be glad to see a

fellow countryman. A young man appeared and explained that he

was a peasant of the Simbirsk province, and that his name was

Martyanov. He was a tall, graceful, fair man, with regular

features and a rather cold-looking, ironical expression that

seemed full of a sense of his own dignity. He was engaged

on translation of some sort, and had been for some time in

London. At first Herzen was rather mistrustful of him, but

soon Martyanov’s character showed itself so clearly that it

was unthinkable to suspect him of being a spy. He was of an

unusually straightforward disposition and of sharply-defined

views; he believed in the Russian peasantry and in the Russian

Tsar. He was not very talkative as a rule, but at times he

spoke with great enthusiasm.

Sad to relate, this perfectly loyal Russian citizen came to

a sad end. After the Emancipation of the Serfs, the Polish

demonstrations and the pacification of Poland, Martyanov

decided to return to Russia. At the frontier he was detained

and sent to Siberia. What for he never knew.

The rumours of the Emancipation of the Serfs were at last

confirmed, ceased to be rumours and became truth, the great

and joyful truth. As he was reading the _Moscow News_ in his

study one day, Herzen ran his eyes over the preamble of the

manifesto, gave a violent tug at the bell, and, keeping the

paper in his hand, ran out with it on to the stairs, shouting

loudly in his resonant voice:

‘Ogaryov, Natalie, Natasha, come, make haste!’

Jules was the first to run out, asking:

‘Monsieur a sonné?’

‘Je ne sais pas, peut-être, mais que diable, Jules, allez les

chercher tous, vite—vite; qu’est-ce qu’ils ne viennent pas?’

Jules looked at him with surprise and pleasure.

‘Monsieur a l’air bien heureux,’ he said.

‘Ah! diable! je crois bien,’ Herzen answered carelessly.

At that instant we all ran up from different directions,

expecting something out of the ordinary, and from Herzen’s

voice something good. He waved the paper at us, but would not

answer our questions till he was back in his study with us

following him.

‘Sit down and listen,’ he said, and he began reading the

manifesto. His voice broke with emotion; at last, he passed the

paper to Ogaryov. ‘You read it,’ he said, ‘I can’t go on.’

Ogaryov read the manifesto through in his quiet, gentle voice,

though he was inwardly as rejoiced as Herzen; but his feelings

were always differently expressed.

Then Herzen suggested that they should go together for a walk

in the town; he wanted air and movement. Ogaryov preferred his

solitary walks, but on this occasion he readily agreed. At

eight o’clock they came back to dinner. Herzen put a little

bottle of curaçao on the table and we all drank a glass,

congratulating each other on the great and joyful news.

‘Ogaryov,’ said Herzen, ‘I want to celebrate the great event.

Perhaps,’ he went on with feeling, ‘there may be no happier day

in our lives. You know we live like workmen, nothing but toil

and labour; we ought sometimes to rest and look back over the

distance we have come, and to rejoice at the happy solution of

the question so near our hearts; perhaps we, too, have done our

bit towards it.’

‘And you,’ he went on, turning to Natasha and me, ‘must get

ready some coloured flags and sew big letters in white calico

on them; on one, “Emancipation of the Peasants in Russia,

February 19, 1861,” on another, “Russian Free Press in London,”

and so on. We will have a dinner for Russians; I’ll write an

article about it and read it aloud; I have the heading already:

“Thou hast conquered, Galilean.” Yes, the Tsar has conquered

me by accomplishing the great task. At the Russian dinner I

will propose in my own house a toast to the health of the

Tsar. Whoever removes the obstacles that hinder the advance of

Russia towards progress and prosperity is not acting against

us. In the evening we will invite not only Russians, but all

foreigners who sympathise with this great event, all who are

rejoicing with us.’

At last the day for this festival was fixed.... Flags were

made, English words were sewn on them, and little glass lamps

of different colours were procured for illuminating the house.

Prince Golitsyn,[10] hearing of Herzen’s plan, undertook to

write a quartet, which he called ‘Emancipation,’ and performed

it on the occasion.

On the morning of the festive day we had not very many guests,

only Russians and Poles. Among others there were Martyanov,

Prince Pyotr Dolgorukov, and Count Uvarov. Tchorszewski came

later than the rest; I remember we were all in the drawing-room

when he arrived.

‘Alexandr Ivanovitch, it is not a day for rejoicing; Russians

are shedding Polish blood in Warsaw!’ said Tchorszewski,

breathless.

‘What?’ cried Herzen.

‘Impossible!’ exclaimed the others. Tchorszewski took out of

his pocket photographs of the slain which he had just received

from Warsaw.

‘There have been demonstrations there,’ he told us; ‘the Poles

were praying in the street; all of a sudden the word of command

rang out, and Russian bullets felled several men who were

kneeling in prayer.’

All pressed round Tchorszewski and examined the photographs.

Herzen was pale and silent. His face was overcast, the serene

and happy expression was replaced by a look of anxiety,

trouble, and sadness.

Jules announced that dinner was served. We all went down to the

dining-room, every face looked troubled.... When champagne was

handed round, Herzen stood up and proposed a toast to Russia,

to its prosperity, its progress, and so on. We all stood glass

in hand, every one responded warmly, and other toasts were

proposed.... Herzen made a short speech, of which I remember

the first sentence: ‘Friends, our day of rejoicing is darkened

by unexpected news; blood is flowing in Warsaw, Slav blood, and

it is shed by brother Slavs!’

There was a hush, and all sat down again in silence.

In the evening the house was lighted up; flags fluttered on

it; Prince Golitsyn conducted his quartet in the drawing-room.

In response to Herzen’s invitation in the _Bell_, there was a

great gathering not only of our Russian and Polish friends, but

also of the Italian _émigrés_, Mazzini and Saffi among them,

the French exiles, among whom Louis Blanc and Talandier were

conspicuous, as well as Germans, English people, and numbers of

Poles and Russians whom we did not know.

At moments it seemed as though Herzen had forgotten the

events at Warsaw and recovered his gaiety. Once he even stood

on a chair, and with great feeling said: ‘A new era is coming

for Russia, and we shall be in Russia again, friends; I do

not despair of it, the nineteenth of February is a great

day!’ Kelsiev and some fellow-countrymen whom we did not know

responded. There were so many people that nobody could sit

down. Even outside our house there was such a huge crowd that

policemen had to stand there all the evening to protect the

place from thieves.

A photographer took a view of our house lighted up and decked

with flags. The figure of Prince Yury Golitsyn was seen on

the steps. This photograph was reproduced on the cover of the

published quartet ‘Emancipation.’ I preserved a copy, but it

was taken from me, together with my books, at the Russian

frontier.

A few days after this celebration, Herzen wrote the article

headed ‘Mater Dolorosa,’ in which he expressed his sympathy

with the oppressed Poles, and published it in the following

number of the _Bell_.

Martyanov came to Herzen after reading this article and said:

‘You have buried the _Bell_ to-day, Alexandr Ivanovitch; no,

you can’t revive it now, you have laid it in its grave.’

And so the first blow to the _Bell_ was given it by Herzen

himself through showing sympathy to suffering Poland. Russian

_amour-propre_ was wounded, and little by little every one

turned away from the London publications. The second blow to

the _Bell_ was dealt later by Bakunin.

One day after dinner the postman rang the bell, and Herzen

opened a huge letter. It was from Bakunin, who wrote describing

his escape from Siberia and the sympathy shown him in America.

Bakunin expressed a hope that he would soon be in London and

helping his friends in their propaganda, writing for the

_Bell_, and so on. Herzen pondered after reading the letter,

then said to Ogaryov:

‘I must own I am afraid of Bakunin’s coming, he will be sure

to ruin our work. You remember what Caussidière—or Lamartine,

was it?—said of him in 1848: “Notre ami Bakounine est un homme

impayable le jour de la Révolution, mais le lendemain il faut

absolument le faire fusiller, car il sera impossible d’établir

un ordre quelconque avec un pareil anarchiste.”’

Ogaryov agreed. He, too, thought that Bakunin would not be

satisfied with their propaganda, but would insist on activity

after the pattern of Western European revolutionary movements.

Moreover, Bakunin had always figured abroad as the champion of

Poland. Herzen and Ogaryov sympathised with the sufferings of

Poland, but disliked the aristocratic character of the Poles,

their attitude to the lower classes, and so on. As for Bakunin,

he saw nothing....

I very well remember Bakunin’s first appearance in our house.

It was between eight and nine in the evening, every one was

sitting at table, but, as I was not very well, I was having

dinner lying on the sofa. There was a loud ring at the bell,

Jules ran upstairs to the front door, and in a few minutes came

back with the visitor: it was Mihail Alexandrovitch Bakunin. I

don’t remember whether I have spoken before of his appearance.

He was very tall, with an intelligent and expressive face; in

his features there was a great likeness to the Muravyovs, to

whom he was related. Every one stood up as Bakunin came in.

The men embraced each other, Herzen introduced the children

and Malwide, who happened to be dining with us. After greeting

all the rest, Bakunin came up to me. He recalled our meeting

in Berlin not long before the Dresden barricades, when he was

captured and handed over to the Austrians.

‘That’s bad—lying down,’ he said to me briskly; ‘you must get

well; we must be acting, not lying down.’

Bakunin sat down to the table, the dinner began to be very

lively. Afterwards he told us about his imprisonment in

Austria.... I should like to repeat his account of it, as far

as I remember it.

Chained to the wall in an underground dungeon, he was brought

to such a pitch of misery that he resolved to commit suicide

and tried sucking phosphorus off matches. This, however, had

no satisfactory result; it gave him a pain in his stomach, but

he remained alive. After a year and a half or two years of

this existence, one night, Bakunin told us, he was awakened

by an unaccustomed sound. Doors were being noisily opened and

shut, locks grated; at last footsteps approached nearer, and

various officials entered his cell: the governor of the prison,

warders, and an officer. They ordered Bakunin to dress. ‘I

was tremendously delighted,’ said Bakunin; ‘whether they were

taking me to be shot or transferring me to another prison,

anyway it was a change, and so anyway it was for the better.

I was taken in a closed carriage to a railway station and put

in a closed compartment, with tiny windows at the top. The

compartment must have been shunted, when we changed to another

train, for I was not led out at any station.... To get a breath

of fresh air, I said I was hungry, but that did not lead to the

desired result, they brought me food to the carriage. At last

we reached our destination. I was brought out in fetters from

the dark railway carriage into the bright winter sunshine on

the platform. Casting a cursory glance round the station, I saw

Russian soldiers; my heart throbbed joyously, and I understood

what was happening.

‘Would you believe it, Herzen, I was as delighted as a child,

though I could not expect anything good for myself. I was taken

to a room apart, a Russian officer appeared, and they began

transferring me as though I were an inanimate object; official

documents in German were read. The Austrian officer, a spare,

lean man, with cold, lifeless eyes, began demanding the return

of the chains riveted on me in Austria. The Russian officer, a

very young, shy fellow, with a good-natured expression, agreed

at once. The Austrian fetters were removed and Russian ones put

on. Ah, dear friends, the chains seemed lighter, I was glad of

them, and smiled happily to the young officer and the Russian

soldiers. “Ah, lads,” I said, “so I may die in my own country.”

The officer interposed, “You are not allowed to speak.” The

soldiers looked at me with silent curiosity. Then I was put

in a closed carriage like a hen-coop, with little openings at

the top. It was a very frosty night, and I was unused to fresh

air. You know the rest; I wrote that I was confined in the

Peter-Paul Fortress and afterwards in the Schlüsselburg, that

Nicholas commanded me to write an account of my doings abroad.

I complied with his desire, and at the end of my confession

added: “Sire, for my openness, forgive me my German sins.” On

the accession of Alexander I was sent to Siberia; that blessed

news reached me in the Solovetsky monastery. In Siberia I was

very well off. Muravyov is a very sensible man—he did not worry

me, but it is a true saying: you may feed the wolf, but he’ll

still yearn for the forest. Though it was a shame to do it, I

had to deceive my friends, to break away to freedom.’

But Herzen’s foreboding was soon justified. With Bakunin’s

arrival the Polish note began to be more conspicuous in the

Free Russian Press. At first Bakunin published his articles

in the _Bell_; but Herzen, noticing this tendency in them,

suggested that he should bring them out as separate pamphlets

or print them in the series called ‘Voices from Russia,’

as their views diverged, and Herzen did not want to publish

articles in the _Bell_ with which he was not usually in

complete agreement. What was most unfortunate was that Ogaryov

was nearer in his ideas to Bakunin, and the latter acquired

a great influence over him. And Herzen always gave way to

Ogaryov, even when he recognised that Ogaryov was wrong.

While Bakunin was in London there came among other visitors

from Russia an Armenian called Nalbandov. He was a man of

thirty, ugly, awkward, shy, but kind-hearted, sensible, and

full of sympathy for everything good. He was a wealthy man....

After completing his studies, I believe, in the University

of Moscow, he had travelled for his own pleasure, and had

been in China; on his return to Russia he heard of the _Bell_

and of Herzen, and made up his mind to visit London. The

first time he came to see Herzen he could scarcely speak for

shyness. Afterwards, however, delighted at the friendly welcome

given him, he used often to visit us. Bakunin completely

took possession of him; every day he used to go about London

with him, and he insisted on Nalbandov having his photograph

taken. This was done in a very original way: Nalbandov had his

photograph taken, back view, reading a newspaper. This queer

man spent two months in London, well pleased with his stay

in England, and took no part at all in the work of Russian

propaganda. Yet on his way back to Russia he was arrested and

clapped into some fortress in the East, where he was probably

forgotten. He was ruined by the carelessness of Bakunin, who

sang his praises in a letter to some relative in Russia.

Bakunin’s letters were, of course, opened in the post; word was

sent to the frontier, and Nalbandov paid for his friendship

with Bakunin. We heard no more of the fate of this truly good

and worthy man.

Sad to say, Nalbandov was not the only one who suffered from

Bakunin’s recklessness. The latter had a really childish

inability to control his tongue.

After the Warsaw risings, when repressive measures were

being taken by the Russian Government for the pacification

of the country, Herzen was visited by a Russian officer,

Potyebnya, who had left his regiment, but continued living in

Warsaw, where he showed himself everywhere in public places,

sometimes in civilian dress, sometimes disguised as a Polish

monk. Occasionally he came across fellow-officers, but nobody

recognised him. Potyebnya was a fair man of medium height and

attractive appearance. Herzen and Ogaryov liked him very much

and tried to persuade him to remain in London, but he would

not. It was said that he was in love with a Polish woman, and

so had gone over to the side of the Poles. He came several

times when in London; the last time he said: ‘I shall not fire

on Russians, I could not bring myself to it.’ ‘Do stay with

us,’ said Herzen. ‘I cannot,’ he answered, with a mournful

smile.

Potyebnya was extraordinarily nice with children. My eldest

child, a little girl of four, was very fond of him. She was

often present when they were talking, busy with her playthings,

and we thought she noticed nothing. But we were once struck by

a saying of hers to Potyebnya. It was on the last evening that

he spent in Orsett House. The young officer had taken the child

on his knee and was talking to her. Suddenly she said:

‘Dear Potyebnya, don’t go away, stay with us.’

‘I can’t,’ he answered, ‘but I will soon come back; I am not

going far, only to the South of France.’

‘Oh no,’ she said; ‘you are going to Poland, and they’ll kill

you there.’

Then Herzen cried out: ‘If you won’t listen to us, listen to

the child, who makes such a dreadful prophecy.’ But Potyebnya

could not be shaken in his determination, and he went back to

Poland next day. A Russian bullet laid him low soon afterwards.”

[In 1863 Bakunin left London with the expedition described by Herzen in

volume v. pp. 169-175, and was stranded in Sweden.]

“Bakunin went to Stockholm to complain of the captain’s

treachery. He heard that the King’s brother was a very cultured

and liberal man, and hoped with his support to force the

captain to continue the voyage. But Bakunin’s hopes were not

realised. There was a highly cultured society in Stockholm and

great sympathy for every liberal movement. He was throughout

his stay well received by the King of Sweden’s brother, and

fêted by Stockholm society as the Russian agitator of 1848.

Dinners and evening parties were given in his honour, his

health was drunk, and people were delighted to get the chance

of seeing him, but he received no help as regards the captain.

The other _émigrés_ determined on bold action; they hired boats

and attempted to continue on their way. But a terrible storm

blew up, and all those luckless and foolhardy men perished....

While Bakunin remained in Sweden hoping that another expedition

would be arranged, his wife arrived in London from Siberia.

I was not at home at the time; I had, on the advice of our

doctor, gone to Osborne for the sake of the children....

One day Herzen was sitting at his writing-table when Jules

announced that a very young and pretty woman was asking to see

him.

‘Ask her name, Jules, I am always telling you,’ said Herzen,

with some impatience.

Jules went out, and at once came back with a look of

astonishment on his face.

‘Eh bien?’ said Herzen.

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