II

The big stone house, set in its ten-acre park of trees and surrounded

by a high, wrought-iron fence, in which Myra Driscoll grew up,

was still, in my time, the finest property in Parthia. At John

Driscoll’s death it went to the Sisters of the Sacred Heart, and I

could remember it only as a convent. Myra was an orphan, and had been

taken into this house as a very little girl and brought up by her

great-uncle.

John Driscoll made his fortune employing contract labour in the

Missouri swamps. He retired from business early, returned to the town

where he had been a poor boy, and built a fine house in which he took

great pride. He lived in what was considered great splendour in those

days. He kept fast horses, and bred a trotter that made a national

record. He bought silver instruments for the town band, and paid the

salary of the bandmaster. When the band went up to serenade him on

his birthday and on holidays, he called the boys in and treated them

to his best whisky. If Myra gave a ball or a garden-party, the band

furnished the music. It was, indeed, John Driscoll’s band.

Myra, as my aunt often said, had everything: dresses and jewels,

a fine riding horse, a Steinway piano. Her uncle took her back

to Ireland with him, one summer, and had her painted by a famous

painter. When they were at home, in Parthia, his house was always

open to the young people of the town. Myra’s good looks and high

spirits gratified the old man’s pride. Her wit was of the kind that

he could understand, native and racy, and none too squeamish. She

was very fond of him, and he knew it. He was a coarse old codger,

so unlettered that he made a poor showing with a pen. It was always

told of him that when he became president of our national bank, he

burned a lot of the treasury notes sent up to his house for him to

sign, because he had “spoiled the sig-nay-ture.” But he knew a great

deal about men and their motives. In his own way he was picturesque,

and Myra appreciated it--not many girls would have done so. Indeed,

she was a good deal like him; the blood tie was very strong. There

was never a serious disagreement between them until it came to young

Henshawe.

Oswald Henshawe was the son of a German girl of good family, and an

Ulster Protestant whom Driscoll detested; there was an old grudge

of some kind between the two men. This Ulsterman was poor and

impractical, a wandering schoolmaster, who had charge for a while of

the High School in Parthia, and afterwards taught in smaller towns

about. Oswald put himself through Harvard with very little help from

his parents. He was not taken account of in our town until he came

home from college, a handsome and promising young man. He and Myra

met as if for the first time, and fell in love with each other. When

old Driscoll found that Oswald was calling on his niece, he forbade

him the house. They continued to meet at my grandfather’s, however,

under the protection of my Aunt Lydia. Driscoll so persecuted the

boy that he felt there was no chance for him in Parthia. He roused

himself and went to New York. He stayed there two years without

coming home, sending his letters to Myra through my aunt.

All Myra’s friends were drawn into the web of her romance; half a

dozen young men understudied for Oswald so assiduously that her uncle

might have thought she was going to marry any one of them. Oswald,

meanwhile, was pegging away in New York, at a time when salaries were

small and advancement was slow. But he managed to get on, and in

two years he was in a position to marry. He wrote to John Driscoll,

telling him his resources and prospects, and asked him for his

niece’s hand. It was then that Driscoll had it out with Myra. He did

not come at her in a tantrum, as he had done before, but confronted

her with a cold, business proposition. If she married young Henshawe,

he would cut her off without a penny. He could do so, because he had

never adopted her. If she did not, she would inherit two-thirds of

his property--the remaining third was to go to the church. “And I

advise ye to think well,” he told her. “It’s better to be a stray dog

in this world than a man without money. I’ve tried both ways, and I

know. A poor man stinks, and God hates him.”

Some months after this conversation, Myra went out with a sleighing

party. They drove her to a neighbouring town where Oswald’s father

had a school, and where Oswald himself had quietly arrived the day

before. There, in the presence of his parents and of Myra’s friends,

they were married by the civil authority, and they went away on the

Chicago express, which came through at two in the morning.

When I was a little girl my Aunt Lydia used to take me for a walk

along the broad stone flagging that ran all the way around the

old Driscoll grounds. Through the high iron fence we could see

the Sisters, out for recreation, pacing two and two under the

apple-trees. My aunt would tell me again about that thrilling night

(probably the most exciting in her life), when Myra Driscoll came

down that path from the house, and out of those big iron gates, for

the last time. She had wanted to leave without taking anything but

the clothes she wore--and indeed she walked out of the house with

nothing but her muff and her _porte-monnaie_ in her hands. My prudent

aunt, however, had put her toilet articles and some linen into a

travelling-bag, and thrown it out of the back window to one of the

boys stationed under an apple-tree.

“I’ll never forget the sight of her, coming down that walk and

leaving a great fortune behind her,” said Aunt Lydia. “I had gone

out to join the others before she came--she preferred to leave the

house alone. We girls were all in the sleighs and the boys stood in

the snow holding the horses. We had begun to think she had weakened,

or maybe gone to the old man to try to move him. But we saw by the

lights behind when the front door opened and shut, and here she came,

with her head high, and that quick little bouncing step of hers. Your

Uncle Rob lifted her into the sleigh, and off we went. And that hard

old man was as good as his word. Her name wasn’t mentioned in his

will. He left it all to the Catholic Church and to institutions.”

“But they’ve been happy, anyhow?” I sometimes asked her.

“Happy? Oh, yes! As happy as most people.”

That answer was disheartening; the very point of their story was that

they should be much happier than other people.

When I was older I used to walk around the Driscoll place alone very

often, especially on spring days, after school, and watch the nuns

pacing so mildly and measuredly among the blossoming trees where

Myra used to give garden-parties and have the band to play for her.

I thought of the place as being under a spell, like the Sleeping

Beauty’s palace; it had been in a trance, or lain in its flowers

like a beautiful corpse, ever since that winter night when Love went

out of the gates and gave the dare to Fate. Since then, chanting and

devotions and discipline, and the tinkle of little bells that seemed

forever calling the Sisters in to prayers.

I knew that this was not literally true; old John Driscoll had lived

on there for many years after the flight of his niece. I myself could

remember his funeral--remember it very vividly--though I was not

more than six years old when it happened. I sat with my parents in

the front of the gallery, at the back of the church that the old man

had enlarged and enriched during the latter days of his life. The

high altar blazed with hundreds of candles, the choir was entirely

filled by the masses of flowers. The bishop was there, and a flock

of priests in gorgeous vestments. When the pall-bearers arrived,

Driscoll did not come to the church; the church went to him. The

bishop and clergy went down the nave and met that great black coffin

at the door, preceded by the cross and boys swinging cloudy censers,

followed by the choir chanting to the organ. They surrounded, they

received, they seemed to assimilate into the body of the church,

the body of old John Driscoll. They bore it up to the high altar on

a river of colour and incense and organ-tone; they claimed it and

enclosed it.

In after years, when I went to other funerals, stark and grim

enough, I thought of John Driscoll as having escaped the end of all

flesh; it was as if he had been translated, with no dark conclusion

to the pageant, no “night of the grave” about which our Protestant

preachers talked. From the freshness of roses and lilies, from the

glory of the high altar, he had gone straight to the greater glory,

through smoking censers and candles and stars.

* * * * *

After I went home from that first glimpse of the real Myra Henshawe,

twenty-five years older than I had always imagined her, I could not

help feeling a little disappointed. John Driscoll and his niece had

suddenly changed places in my mind, and he had got, after all, the

more romantic part. Was it not better to get out of the world with

such pomp and dramatic splendour than to linger on in it, having to

take account of shirts and railway trains, and getting a double chin

into the bargain?

The Henshawes were in Parthia three days, and when they left, it

was settled that I was to go on to New York with Aunt Lydia for the

Christmas holidays. We were to stay at the old Fifth Avenue Hotel,

which, as Myra said, was only a stone’s throw from their apartment,

“if at any time a body was to feel disposed to throw one, Liddy!”

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