CHAPTER XXXIII.

LAST HOURS.

"In this dim world of clouding cares

We rarely know, till 'wildered eyes

See white wings lessening up the skies,

The angels with us unawares.

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"Strange glory streams through life's wild rents,

And through the open door of death

We see the heaven that beckoneth

To the beloved going hence."

GERALD MASSEY.

"Read me the twenty-third Psalm," said Miss Henderson.

It was the evening before the day fixed upon by her physicians for the

surgical operation she had decided to submit to.

Faith was in her place by the bedside, her hand resting in that of her

aunt. Mr. Armstrong sat near--an open Bible before him. Miss Sampson had

gone down the field for a "snatch of air."

Clear upon the stillness fell the sacred words of cheer. There was a

strong, sure gladness in the tone that uttered them, that told they were

born anew, in the breathing, from a heart that had proved the goodness

and mercy of the Lord.

In a solemn gladness, also, two other hearts received them, and said,

silently, Amen!

"Now the fourteenth of St. John."

"'In my father's house are many mansions.' 'I will dwell in the house of

the Lord, forever.' Yes. It holds us all. Under one roof. One

family--whatever happens! Now, put away the book, and come here; you

two!"

It was done; and Roger Armstrong and Faith Gartney stood up, side by

side, before her.

"I haven't said so before, because I wouldn't set people troubling

beforehand. But in my own mind, I'm pretty sure of what's coming. And if

I hadn't felt so all along, I should now. When the Lord gives us our

last earthly wish, and the kind of peace comes over that seems as if it

couldn't be disturbed by anything, any more, we may know, by the hush of

it, that the day is done. I'm going to bid you good night, Faith, and

send you home. Say your prayers, and thank God, for yourself and for me.

Whatever you hear of me, to-morrow, take it for good news; for it _will_

be good. Roger Armstrong! Take care of the child! Child! love your

husband; and trust in him; for you may!"

Close, close--bent Faith above her aunt, and gave and took that solemn

good-night kiss.

"'The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, and the love of God, and the

communion of the Holy Ghost, be with us all. Amen!'"

With the word of benediction, Roger Armstrong turned from the bedside,

and led Faith away.

And the deeper shadows of night fell, and infolded the Old House, and

the hours wore on, and all was still. Stillest, calmest of all, in the

soul of her who had dwelt there for nearly threescore years and ten, and

who knew, none the less, that it would be surely home to her wheresoever

her place might be given her next, in that wide and beautiful "House of

the Lord!"

It was a strange day that succeeded; when they sat, waiting so, through

those morning hours, keeping such Sabbath as heart and life do keep, and

are keeping, somewhere, always, in whatever busy workday of the world,

when great issues come to solemnize the time.

Almost as still at the Old House as at Cross Corners. No hurry. No

bustle. Glory quietly doing her needful duties, and obeying all

direction of the nurse. Mr. Armstrong in his own room, in readiness

always, for any act or errand that might be required of him. Henderson

Gartney alone in that ancient parlor at the front. The three physicians

and Miss Sampson shut with Aunt Faith into her room. A faint, breathless

odor of ether creeping everywhere, even out into the summer air.

It was eleven o'clock, when a word was spoken to Roger Armstrong, and he

took his hat and walked across the field. Faith, with pale, asking face,

met him at the door.

"Well--thus far," was the message; and a kiss fell upon the uplifted

forehead, and a look of boundless love and sympathy into the fair,

anxious eyes. "All has been done; and she is comfortable. There may

still be danger; but the worst is past."

Then a brazen veil fell from before the face of day. The sunshine

looked golden again, and the song of birds rang out, unmuffled. The

strange, Sabbath stillness might be broken. They could speak common

words, once more.

Faith and her mother sat there, in the hillside parlor, talking

thankfully, and happily, with Roger Armstrong. So a half hour passed by.

Mr. Gartney would come, with further tidings, when he had been able to

speak with the physicians.

The shadows of shrub and tree crept and shortened to the lines of noon,

and still, no word. They began to wonder, why.

Mr. Armstrong would go back. He might be wanted, somehow. They should

hear again, immediately, unless he were detained.

He was not detained. They watched him up the field, and into the angle

of the doorway. He was hidden there a moment, but not more. Then they

saw him turn, as one lingering and reluctant, and retrace his steps

toward them.

"Faith! Stay here, darling! Let me meet him first," said Mrs. Gartney.

Faith shrank back, fearful of she knew not what, into the room they had

just quitted.

A sudden, panic dread and terror seized her. She felt her hearing

sharpened, strained, involuntarily. She should catch that first word,

however it might be spoken. She dared not hear it, yet. Out at the

hillside door, into the shade of the deep evergreens, she passed, with a

quick impulse.

Thither Roger Armstrong followed, presently, and found her. With the

keen instinct of a loving sympathy, he knew she fled from speech. So he

put his arm about her, silently, tenderly; and led her on, and up, under

the close, cool shade, the way their steps had come to know so well.

"Take it for good news, darling. For it is good," he said, at last, when

he had placed her in the rocky seat, where she had listened to so many

treasured words--to that old, holy confidence--of his.

And there he comforted her.

* * * * *

A sudden sinking--a prostration beyond what they had looked for, had

surprised her attendants; and, almost with their notice of the change,

the last, pale, gray shadow had swept up over the calm, patient face,

and good Aunt Faith had passed away.

Away--for a little. Not out of God's house. Not lost out of His

household.

* * * * *

This was her will.

"I, Faith Henderson, spinster, in sound mind, and of my own will,

direct these things.

"That to my dear grandniece, Faith Henderson Gartney, be given from

me, as my bequest, that portion of my worldly property now

invested in two stores in D---- Street, in the city of Mishaumok.

That this property and interest be hers, for her own use and

disposal, with my love.

"Also, that my plate, and my box of best house linen, which stands

beside the press in the northwest chamber, be given to her, Faith

Henderson Gartney; and that my nephew, Henderson Gartney, shall,

according to his own pleasure and judgment, appropriate and dispose

of any books, or articles of old family value and interest. But

that beds, bedding, and all heavy household furniture, with a

proper number of chairs and other movables, be retained in the

house, for its necessary and suitable furnishing.

"And then, that all this residue of personal effects, and my real

estate in the Old Homestead at Kinnicutt Cross Corners, and my

shares in the Kinnicutt Bank, be placed in the hands of my nephew,

Henderson Gartney, to be held in trust during the natural life of

my worthy and beloved handmaiden, Gloriana McWhirk; for her to

occupy said house, and use said furniture, and the income of said

property, so long as she can find at least four orphan children to

maintain therewith, and 'make a good time for, every day.'

"Provided, that in case the said Gloriana McWhirk shall marry, or

shall no longer so employ this property, or in case that she shall

die, said property is to revert to my above-named grandniece, Faith

Henderson Gartney, for her and her heirs, to their use and behoof

forever.

"And if there be any failure of a legal binding in this paper that

I write, I charge it upon my nephew, Henderson Gartney, on his

conscience, as I believe him to be a true and honest man, to see

that these my effects are so disposed of, according to my plain

will and intention.

"(Signed) FAITH HENDERSON.

"(Witnessed)

ROGER ARMSTRONG,

HIRAM WASGATT,

LUTHER GOODELL."

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