CHAPTER XXVIII.

LOCKED IN.

"How idle it is to call certain things godsends! as if there were

anything else in the world."--HARE.

It is accounted a part of the machinery of invention when, in a story,

several coincident circumstances, that apart, would have had no

noticeable result, bear down together, with a nice and sure calculation

upon some catastrophe or _dénouement_ that develops itself therefrom.

Last night, a man--an employee in Mr. Rushleigh's factory--had been kept

awake by one of his children, taken suddenly ill. A slight matter--but

it has to do with our story.

Last night, also, Faith--Paul's second letter just received--had lain

sleepless for hours, fighting the old battle over, darkly, of doubt,

pity, half-love, and indecision. She had felt, or had thought she

felt--thus, or so--in the days that were past. Why could she not be sure

of her feeling now?

The new wine in the old bottles--the new cloth in the old

garment--these, in Faith's life, were at variance. What satisfied once,

satisfied no longer. Was she to blame? What ought she to do? There was a

seething--a rending. Poor heart, that was likely to be burst and

torn--wonderingly, helplessly--in the half-comprehended struggle!

So it happened, that, tired with all this, sore with its daily pressure

and recurrence, this moment of strange peace came over her, and soothed

her into rest.

She laid herself back, there, on the broad, soft, old-fashioned sofa,

and with the river breeze upon her brow, and the song of its waters in

her ears, and the deadened hum of the factory rumbling on--she fell

asleep.

How long it had been, she could not tell; she knew not whether it were

evening, or midnight, or near the morning; but she felt cold and

cramped; everything save the busy river was still, and the daylight was

all gone, and stars out bright in the deep, moonless sky, when she

awoke.

Awoke, bewilderedly, and came slowly to the comprehension that she was

here alone. That it was night--that nobody could know it--that she was

locked up here, in the great dreary mill.

She raised herself upon the sofa, and sat in a terrified amaze. She took

out her watch, and tried to see, by the starlight, the time. The slender

black hands upon its golden face were invisible. It ticked--it was

going. She knew, by that, it could not be far beyond midnight, at the

most. She was chilly, in her white dress, from the night air. She went

to the open window, and looked out from it, before she drew it down.

Away, over the fields, and up and down the river, all was dark,

solitary.

Nobody knew it--she was here alone.

She shut the window, softly, afraid of the sounds herself might make.

She opened the double doors from the countingroom, and stood on the

outer threshold, and looked into the mill. The heavy looms were still.

They stood like great, dead creatures, smitten in the midst of busy

motion. There was an awfulness in being here, the only breathing, moving

thing--in darkness--where so lately had been the deafening hum of

rolling wheels, and clanking shafts, and flying shuttles, and busy,

moving human figures. It was as if the world itself were stopped, and

she forgotten on its mighty, silent course.

Should she find her way to the great bell, ring it, and make an alarm?

She thought of this; and then she reasoned with herself that she was

hardly so badly off, as to justify her, quite, in doing that. It would

rouse the village, it would bring Mr. Rushleigh down, perhaps--it would

cause a terrible alarm. And all that she might be spared a few hours

longer of loneliness and discomfort. She was safe. It would soon be

morning.

The mill would be opened early. She would go back to the sofa, and try

to sleep again. Nobody could be anxious about her. The Rushleighs

supposed her to be at Cross Corners. Her aunt would think her detained

at Lakeside. It was really no great matter. She would be brave, and

quiet.

So she shut the double doors again, and found a coat of Paul's, or Mr.

Rushleigh's, in the closet of the countingroom, and lay down upon the

sofa, covering herself with that.

For an hour or more, her heart throbbed, her nerves were excited, she

could not sleep. But at last she grew calmer, her thought wandered from

her actual situation--became indistinct--and slumber held her again,

dreamily.

There was another sleeper, also, in the mill whom Faith knew nothing of.

Michael Garvin, the night watchman--the same whose child had been ill

the night before--when Faith came out into the loom chamber, had left it

but a few minutes, going his silent round within the building, and

recording his faithfulness by the half-hour pin upon the watch clock.

Six times he had done this, already. It was half past ten.

He had gone up, now, by the stairs from the weaving room, into the third

story. These stairs ascended at the front, from within the chamber.

Michael Garvin went on nearly to the end of the room above--stopped, and

looked out at a window. All still, all safe apparently.

He was very tired. What harm in lying down somewhere in a corner, for

five minutes? He need not shut his eyes. He rolled his coat up for a

pillow, and threw it against the wall beneath the window. The next

instant he had stretched his stalwart limbs along the floor, and before

ten minutes of his seventh half hour were spent--long before Faith, who

thought herself all alone in the great building, had lost consciousness

of her strange position--he was fast asleep.

Fast asleep, here, in the third story!

So, since the days of the disciples, men have grown heavy and forgotten

their trust. So they have slumbered upon decks, at sea. So sentinels

have lain down at picket posts, though they knew the purchase of that

hour of rest might be the leaden death!

Faith Gartney dreamed, uneasily.

She thought herself wandering, at night, through the deserted streets of

a great city. She seemed to have come from somewhere afar off, and to

have no place to go to.

Up and down, through avenues sometimes half familiar, sometimes wholly

unknown, she went wearily, without aim, or end, or hope. "Tired! tired!

tired!" she seemed to say to herself. "Nowhere to rest--nobody to take

care of me!"

Then--city, streets, and houses disappeared; the scenery of her dream

rolled away, and opened out, and she was standing on a high, bare cliff,

away up in wintry air; threatening rocky avalanches overhanging

her--chill winds piercing her--and no pathway visible downward. Still

crying out in loneliness and fear. Still with none to comfort or to

help.

Standing on the sheer edge of the precipice--behind her, suddenly, a

crater opened. A hissing breath came up, and the chill air quivered and

scorched about her. Her feet were upon a volcano! A lake of boiling,

molten stone heaved--huge, brazen, bubbling--spreading wider and wider,

like a great earth ulcer, eating in its own brink continually. Up in the

air over her, reared a vast, sulphurous canopy of smoke. The narrowing

ridge beneath her feet burned--trembled. She hovered between two

destructions.

Instantly--in that throbbing, agonizing moment of her dream, just after

which one wakes--she felt a presence--she heard a call--she thought two

arms were stretched out toward her--there seemed a safety and a rest

near by; she was borne by an unseen impulse, along the dizzy ridge that

her feet scarce touched, toward it; she was taken--folded, held; smoke,

fire, the threatening danger of the cliff, were nothing, suddenly, any

more. Whether they menaced still, she thought not; a voice she knew and

trusted was in her ear; a grasp of loving strength sustained her; she

was utterly secure.

So vividly she felt the presence--so warm and sure seemed that love and

strength about her--that waking out of such pause of peace, before her

senses recognized anything that was real without, she stretched her

hands, as if to find it at her side, and her lips breathed a name--the

name of Roger Armstrong.

Then she started to her feet. The kind, protecting presence faded back

into her dream.

The horrible smoke, the scorching smell, were true.

A glare smote sky and trees and water, as she saw them from the window.

There was fire near her!

Could it be among the buildings of the mill?

The long, main structure ran several feet beyond the square projection

within which she stood. Upon the other side, close to the front, quite

away, of course, from all observation hence, joined, at right angles,

another building, communicating and forming one with the first. Here

were the carding rooms. Then beyond, detached, were houses for storage

and other purposes connected with the business.

Was it from one of these the glare and smoke and suffocating burning

smell were pouring?

Or, lay the danger nearer--within these close, contiguous walls?

Vainly she threw up the one window, and leaned forth.

She could not tell.

* * * * *

At this moment, Roger Armstrong, also, woke from out a dream.

In this strange, second life of ours, that replaces the life of day, do

we not meet interiorly? Do not thoughts and knowledges cross, from

spirit to spirit, over the abyss, that lip, and eye, and ear, in waking

moments, neither send nor receive? That even mind itself is scarcely

conscious of? Is not the great deep of being, wherein we rest, electric

with a sympathetic life--and do not warnings and promises and cheer

pulse in upon us, mysteriously, in these passive hours of the flesh,

when soul only is awake and keen?

Do not two thoughts, two consciousnesses, call and answer to each other,

mutely, in twin dreams of night?

Roger Armstrong came in, late, that evening, from a visit to a distant

sick parishioner. Then he sat, writing, for an hour or two longer.

By and by, he threw down his pen--pushed back his armchair before his

window--stretched his feet, wearily, into the deep, old-fashioned window

seat--leaned his head back, and let the cool breeze stir his hair.

So it soothed him into sleep.

He dreamed of Faith. He dreamed he saw her stand, afar off, in some

solitary place, and beckon, as it were, visibly, from a wide, invisible

distance. He dreamed he struggled to obey her summons. He battled with

the strange inertia of sleep. He strove--he gasped--he broke the spell

and hastened on. He plunged--he climbed--he stood in a great din that

bewildered and threatened; there was a lurid light that glowed intense

about him as he went; in the midst of all--beyond--she beckoned still.

"Faith! Faith! What danger is about you, child?"

These words broke forth from him aloud, as he started to his feet, and

stretched his hands, impulsively, out before him, toward the open

window.

His eyes flashed wide upon that crimson glare that flooded sky and field

and river.

There was fire at the mills!

Not a sound, yet, from the sleeping village.

* * * * *

The heavy, close-fitting double doors between the countingroom and the

great mill chamber were shut. Only by opening these and venturing forth,

could Faith gain certain knowledge of her situation.

Once more she pulled them open and passed through.

A blinding smoke rushed thick about her, and made her gasp for breath.

Up through the belt holes in the floor, toward the farther end of the

long room, sprang little tongues of flame that leaped higher and higher,

even while she strove for sight, that single, horrified, suffocating

instant, and gleamed, mockingly, upon the burnished shafts of silent

looms.

In at the windows on the left, came the vengeful shine of those other

windows, at right angles, in the adjacent building. The carding rooms,

and the whole front of the mill, below, were all in flames!

In frantic affright, in choking agony, Faith dashed herself back through

the heavy doors, that swung on springs, and closed tightly once more

after her.

Here, at the open window, she took breath. Must she wait here, helpless,

for the fiery death?

Down below her, the narrow brink--the rushing river. No foothold--no

chance for a descent. Behind her, only those two doors, barring out

flame and smoke!

And the little footbridge, lying in the light across the water, and the

green fields stretching away, cool and safe beyond. A little

farther--her home!

"Fire!"

She cried the fearful word out upon the night, uselessly. There was no

one near. The village slumbered on, away there to the left. The strong,

deep shout of a man might reach it, but no tone of hers. There were no

completed or occupied dwelling houses, as yet, about the new mills. Mr.

Rushleigh was putting up some blocks; but, for the present, there was

nothing nearer than the village proper of Kinnicutt on the one hand, and

as far, or farther, on the other the houses at Lakeside.

The flames themselves, alone, could signal her danger, and summon help.

How long would it be first?

Thoughts of father, mother, and little brother--thoughts of the kind

friends at Lakeside, parted from but a few hours before--thoughts of the

young lover to whom the answer he waited for should be given, perhaps,

so awfully; through all, lighting, as it were, suddenly and searchingly,

the deep places of her own soul, the thought--the feeling, rather, of

that presence in her dream; of him who had led her, taught her, lifted

her so, to high things; brought her nearer, by his ministry, to God! Of

all human influence or love, his was nearest and strongest, spiritually,

to her, now!

All at once, across these surging, crowding, agonizing feelings, rushed

an inspiration for the present moment.

The water gate! The force pump!

The apparatus for working these lay at this end of the building. She had

been shown the method of its operation; they had explained to her its

purpose. It was perfectly simple. Only the drawing of a rope over a

pulley--the turning of a faucet. She could do it, if she could only

reach the spot.

Instantly and strangely, the cloud of terror seemed to roll away. Her

faculties cleared. Her mind was all alert and quickened. She thought of

things she had heard of years before, and long forgotten. That a wet

cloth about the face would defend from smoke. That down low, close to

the floor, was always a current of fresher air.

She turned a faucet that supplied a basin in the countingroom, held her

handkerchief to it, and saturated it with water. Then she tied it across

her forehead, letting it hang before her face like a veil. She caught a

fold of it between her teeth.

And so, opening the doors between whose cracks the pent-up smoke was

curling, she passed through, crouching down, and crawled along the end

of the chamber, toward the great rope in the opposite corner.

The fire was creeping thitherward, also, to meet her. Along from the

front, down the chamber on the opposite side, the quick flames sprang

and flashed, momently higher, catching already, here and there, from

point to point, where an oiled belt or an unfinished web of cloth

attracted their hungry tongues.

As yet, they were like separate skirmishers, sent out in advance; their

mighty force not yet gathered and rolled together in such terrible sheet

and volume as raged beneath.

She reached the corner where hung the rope.

Close by, was the faucet in the main pipe fed by the force pump.

Underneath it, lay a coil of hose, attached and ready.

She turned the faucet, and laid hold of the long rope. A few pulls, and

she heard the dashing of the water far below. The wheel was turning.

The pipes filled. She lifted the end of the coiled hose, and directed it

toward the forward part of the chamber, where flames were wreathing,

climbing, flashing. An impetuous column of water rushed, eager, hissing,

upon blazing wood and heated iron.

Still keeping the hose in her grasp, she crawled back again, half

stifled, yet a new hope of life aroused within her, to the double doors.

Before these, with the little countingroom behind her, as her last

refuge, she took her stand.

How long could she fight off death? Till help came?

All this had been done and thought quickly. There had been less time

than she would have believed, since she first woke to the knowledge of

this, her horrible peril.

The flames were already repulsed. The mill was being flooded. Down the

belt holes the water poured upon the fiercer blaze below, that swept

across the forward and central part of the great spinning room, from

side to side.

At this moment, a cry, close at hand.

"Fire!"

A man was swaying by a rope, down from a third-story window.

"Fire!" came again, instantly, from without, upon another side.

It was a voice hoarse, excited, strained. A tone Faith had never heard

before; yet she knew, by a mysterious intuition, from whom it came. She

dropped the hose, still pouring out its torrent, to the floor, and

sprang back, through the doors, to the countingroom window. The voice

came from the riverside.

A man was dashing down the green slope, upon the footbridge.

Faith stretched her arms out, as a child might, wakened in pain and

terror. A cry, in which were uttered the fear, the horror, that were now

first fully felt, as a possible safety appeared, and the joy, that

itself came like a sudden pang, escaped her, piercingly, thrillingly.

Roger Armstrong looked upward as he sprang upon the bridge.

He caught the cry. He saw Faith stand there, in her white dress, that

had been wet and blackened in her battling with the fire.

A great soul glance of courage and resolve flashed from his eyes. He

reached his uplifted arms toward her, answering hers. He uttered not a

word.

"Round! round!" cried Faith. "The door upon the other side!"

Roger Armstrong, leaping to the spot, and Michael Garvin, escaped by the

long rope that hung vibrating from his grasp, down the brick wall of the

building, met at the staircase door.

"Help me drive that in!" cried the minister.

And the two men threw their stalwart shoulders against the barrier,

forcing lock and hinges.

Up the stairs rushed Roger Armstrong.

Answering the crash of the falling door, came another and more fearful

crash within.

Gnawed by the fire, the timbers and supports beneath the forward portion

of the second floor had given way, and the heavy looms that stood there

had gone plunging down. A horrible volume of smoke and steam poured

upward, with the flames, from out the chasm, and rushed, resistlessly,

everywhere.

Roger Armstrong dashed into the little countingroom. Faith lay there, on

the floor. At that fearful crash, that rush of suffocating smoke, she

had fallen, senseless. He seized her, frantically, in his arms to bear

her down.

"Faith! Faith!" he cried, when she neither spoke nor moved. "My darling!

Are you hurt? Are you killed? Oh, my God! must there be another?"

Faith did not hear these words, uttered with all the passionate agony of

a man who would hold the woman he loves to his heart, and defy for her

even death.

She came to herself in the open air. She felt herself in his arms. She

only heard him say, tenderly and anxiously, in something of his old

tone, as her consciousness returned, and he saw it:

"My dear child!"

But she knew then all that had been a mystery to her in herself before.

She knew that she loved Roger Armstrong. That it was not a love of

gratitude and reverence, only; but that her very soul was rendered up to

him, involuntarily, as a woman renders herself but once. That she would

rather have died there, in that flame and smoke, held in his

arms--gathered to his heart--than have lived whatever life of ease and

pleasantness--aye, even of use--with any other! She knew that her

thought, in those terrible moments before he came, had been--not

father's or mother's, only; not her young lover, Paul's; but, deepest

and mostly, his!

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