CHAPTER XIII.

Far in the wild mountains of the south, where a primeval race of

shepherds pastures its flocks of shaggy goats upon the scanty vegetation

of rocky slopes, there is a deep gorge whither men seldom penetrate, and

where the rays of the sun fall but for a short hour at noonday. A man

may walk, or rather climb, along the side of the little stream that

rushes impetuously down among the black rocks, for a full hour and a

half before he reaches the end of the narrow valley. Then he will come

upon a sunken place, like a great natural amphitheatre, the steep walls

of boulders rising on all sides to a lofty circle of dark crags. In the

midst of this open space a spring rises suddenly from beneath a mass of

black stone, with a rushing, gurgling sound, and makes a broad pool,

whence the waters flow down in a little torrent through the gorge till

they emerge far below into the fertile plain and empty themselves into

the Araxes, which flows by the towers and palaces of lordly Stakhar,

more than two days' journey from the hidden circle in the mountains.

It would have been a hard thing to recognise Zoroaster in the man who

sat day after day beside the spring, absorbed in profound meditation.

His tall figure was wasted almost to emaciation by fasting and exposure;

his hair and beard had turned snow-white, and hung down in abundant

masses to his waist, and his fair young face was pale and transparent.

But in his deep blue eyes there was a light different from the light of

other days--the strange calm fire of a sight that looks on wondrous

things, and sees what the eyes of men may not see, and live.

Nearly three years had passed since he went forth from the palace of

Shushan, to wander southwards in search of a resting-place, and he was

but three-and-thirty years of age. But between him and the past there

was a great gulf--the interval between the man and the prophet, between

the cares of mortality and the divine calm of the higher life.

From time to time indeed, he ascended the steep path he had made among

the stones and rocks, to the summit of the mountain; and there he met

one of the shepherds of the hills, who brought him once every month a

bag of parched grain and a few small, hard cheeses of goats' milk; and

in return for these scanty provisions, he gave the man each time a link

from the golden chain he had worn and which was still about his neck

when he left the palace. Three-and-thirty links were gone since he had

come there, and the chain was shorter by more than half its length. It

would last until the thousand days were accomplished, and there would

still be much left. Auramazda, the All-Wise, would provide.

Zoroaster sat by the spring and watched the crystal waters sparkle in

the brief hour of sunshine at noonday, and turn dark and deep again when

the light was gone. He moved not through the long hours of day, sitting

as he had sat in that place now for three years neither scorched by the

short hours of sunlight, nor chilled by winter's frost and snow. The

wild long-haired sheep of the mountain came down to drink at noon, and

timidly gazed with their stupid eyes at the immovable figure; and at

evening the long-bodied, fierce-eyed wolves would steal stealthily among

the rocks and come and snuff the ground about his feet, presently

raising their pointed heads with a long howl of fear, and galloping away

through the dusk in terror, as though at something unearthly.

And when at last the night was come, Zoroaster arose and went to the

spot where the rocks, overhanging together, left a space through which

one might enter; and the white-haired man gave one long look at the

stars overhead, and disappeared within.

There was a vast cave, the roof reaching high up in a great vault; the

sides black and polished, as though smoothed by the hands of cunning

workmen; the floor a bed of soft, black sand, dry and even as the

untrodden desert. In the midst, a boulder of black rock lay like a huge

ball, and upon its summit burned a fire that was never quenched, and

that needed no replenishing with fuel. The tall pointed flame shed a

strangely white light around, that flashed and sparkled upon the smooth

black walls of the cavern, as though they were mirrors. The flame also

was immovable; it neither flickered, nor rose, nor fell; but stood as it

were a spear-head of incandescent gold upon the centre of the dark

altar. There was no smoke from that strange fire, nor any heat near it,

as from other fires.

Then Zoroaster bent and put forth his forefinger and traced a figure

upon the sand, which was like a circle, save that it was cut from

north-west to south-east by two straight lines; and from north-east to

south-west by two straight lines; and at each of the four small arcs,

where the straight lines cut the circumference of the great circle, a

part of a smaller circle outside the great one united the points over

each other. And upon the east side, toward the altar, the great circle

was not joined, but open for a short distance.[5]

[Footnote 5: The Mazdayashnian Dakhma, or place of death. This

figure represents the ground-plan of the modern Parsi Tower of

Silence.]

When the figure was traced, Zoroaster came out from it and touched the

black rock whereon the fire burned; and then he turned back and entered

the circle, and with his fingers joined it where it was open on the east

side through which he had entered. And immediately, as the circle was

completed, there sprung up over the whole line he had traced a soft

light; like that of the fire, but less strong. Then Zoroaster lay down

upon his back, with his feet to the west and his head toward the altar,

and he folded his hands upon his breast and closed his eyes. As he lay,

his body became rigid and his face as the face of the dead; and his

spirit was loosed in the trance and freed from the bonds of earth, while

his limbs rested.

Lying there, separated from the world, cut off within the circle of a

symbolised death by the light of the universal agent,[6] Zoroaster

dreamed dreams and saw visions.

[Footnote 6: The term "universal agent" has been used in the

mysticism of ages, to designate that subtle and all-pervading

fluid, of which the phenomena of light, heat, electricity and

vitality are considered to be but the grosser and more palpable

manifestations.]

His mind was first opened to the understanding of those broader

conceptions of space and time of which he had read in the books of

Daniel, his master. He had understood the principles then, but he had

not realised their truth. He was too intimately connected with the life

around him, to be able to see in the clearer light which penetrates with

universal truth all the base forms of perishable matter.

Daniel had taught him the first great principles. All men, in their

ignorance, speak of the infinities of space and time as being those

ideas which man cannot of himself grasp or understand. Man, they say, is

limited in capacity; he can, therefore, not comprehend the infinite. A

greater fault than this could not be committed by a thinking being. For

infinity being unending, it is incapable of being limited; it rejects

definition, which belongs, by its nature, to finite things. For

definition means the placing of bounds, and that which is infinite can

have no bounds. The man, therefore, who seeks to bound what has no

bounds, endeavours to define what is, by its nature, undefinable; and

finding that the one poor means which he has of conveying fallacious

impressions of illusory things to his mind through his deadened senses,

is utterly insufficient to give him an idea of what alone is real, he

takes refuge in his crass ignorance and coarse grossness of language,

and asserts boldly that the human mind is too limited in its nature to

conceive of infinite space, or of infinite time.

Not only is the untrammelled mind of man capable of these bolder

conceptions, but even the wretched fool who sees in the material world

the whole of what man can know, could never get so far as to think even

of the delusive objects on which he pins his foolish faith, unless the

very mind which he insults and misunderstands, had by its nature that

infinite capacity of comprehension which, he says, exists not. For

otherwise, if the mind be limited, there must be a definite limit to its

comprehensive faculty, and it is easy to conceive that such a limit

would soon become apparent to every student; as apparent as it is that a

being, confined within three dimensions of space, cannot, without

altering his nature, escape from these three dimensions, nor from the

laws which govern matter having length, breadth and thickness alone,

without the external fourth dimension, with its interchangeability of

exterior and interior angles.

The very thought that infinite space cannot be understood, is itself a

proof that the mind unconsciously realises the precise nature of such

infinity, in attributing to it at once the all-comprehensiveness from

which there is no escape, in which all dimensions exist, and by virtue

of which all other conceptions become possible; since this infinite

space contains in itself all dimensions of existence--transitory, real

and potential; and if the capacity of the mind is co-extensive with the

capacity of infinite space, since it feels itself undoubtedly capable of

grasping any limited idea contained in any portion of the illimitable

whole, it follows that the mind is of itself as infinite as the space in

which all created things have their transitory form of being, and in

which all uncreated truths exist eternally. The mind is aware of

infinity by that true sort of knowledge which is an intimate conviction

not dependent upon the operation of the senses.

Gradually, too, as Zoroaster fixed his intuition upon the first main

principle of all possible knowledge, he became aware of the chief

cause--of the universal principal of vivifying essence, which pervades

all things, and in which arises motion as the original generator of

transitory being. The great law of division became clear to him--the

separation for a time of the universal agent into two parts, by the

separation and reuniting of which comes light and heat and the hidden

force of life, and the prime rules of attractive action; all things that

are accounted material. He saw the division of darkness and light, and

how all things that are in the darkness are reflected in the light; and

how the light which we call light is in reality darkness made visible,

whereas the true light is not visible to the eyes that are darkened by

the gross veil of transitory being. And as from the night of earth, his

eyes were gradually opened to the astral day, he knew that the forms

that move and have being in the night are perishable and utterly unreal;

whereas the purer being which is reflected in the real light is true and

endures for ever.

Then, by his knowledge and power, and by the light that was in him, he

divided the portion of the universal agent that was in the cave where he

dwelt into two portions, and caused them to reunite in the midst upon

the stone that was there; and the flame burned silently and without heat

upon his altar, day and night, without intermission; and by the division

of the power within him, he could divide the power also that was latent

in other transitory beings, according to those laws which, being

eternal, are manifested in things not eternal, but perishable.

And further, he meditated upon the seven parts of man, and upon their

separation, and upon the difference of their nature.

For the first element of man is perishable matter.

And the second element of man is the portion of the universal agent

which gives him life.

And the third element of man is the reflection of his perishable

substance in the astral light, coincident with him, but not visible to

his earthly eye.

The fourth element of man is made up of all the desires he feels by his

material senses. This part is not real being, nor transitory being, but

a result.

The fifth element of man is that which says: "I am," whereby a man knows

himself from other men; and with it there is an intelligence of lower

things, but no intelligence of things higher.

The sixth element is the pure understanding, eternal and co-extensive

with all infinity of time and space--real, imperishable, invisible to

the eye of man.

The seventh element is the soul from God.

Upon these things Zoroaster meditated long, and as his perishable body

became weakened and emaciated with fasting and contemplation, he was

aware that, at times, the universal agent ceased to be decomposed and

recomposed in the nerves of his material part, so that his body became

as though dead, and with, it the fourth element which represents the

sense of mortal desires; and he himself, the three highest elements of

him,--his individuality, his intelligence and his soul,--became

separated for a time from all that weighed them down; and his mind's

eyes were opened, and he saw clearly in the astral light, with an

intuitive knowledge of true things, and false.

And so, night after night, he lay upon the floor of his cavern, rigid

and immovable; his body protected from all outer harmful influences by

the circle of light he had acquired the power of producing. For though

there was no heat in the flame, no mortal breathing animal could so much

as touch it with the smallest part of his body without being instantly

destroyed as by lightning. And so he was protected from all harm in his

trances; and he left his body at will and returned to it, and it

breathed again, and was alive.

So he saw into the past and into the present and into the future, and

his soul was purified beyond the purity of man, and soared upwards, and

dreamed of the eternal good and of the endless truth; and at last it

seemed to him that he should leave his body in its trance, and never

return to it, nor let it breathe again. For since it was possible thus

to cast off mortality and put on immortality, it seemed to him that it

was but a weariness to take up the flesh and wear it, when it was so

easy to lay it down. Almost he had determined that he would then let

death come, as it were unawares, upon his perishable substance, and

remain for ever in the new life he had found.

But as his spirit thought in this wise, he heard a voice speaking to

him, and he listened.

"One moment is as another, and there is no difference between one time

and another time."

"One moment in eternity is of as great value as another moment, for

eternity changes not, neither is one part of it better than another

part."

"Though man be immortal as to his soul, he is mortal as to his body, and

the time which his soul shall spend in his body is of as great worth to

him as the time which he shall spend without it."

"Think not that by wilfully abandoning the body, even though you have

the power and the knowledge to do so, you will escape from the state in

which it has pleased God to put you."

"Rather shall your pain and the time of your suffering be increased,

because you have not done with the body that which the body shall do."

"The life of the soul while it is in the body, has as much value as when

it has left it. You shall not shorten the time of dwelling in the flesh."

"Though you know all things, you know not God. For though you know your

body which is in the world, and the world which is in time, and time

which is in space, yet your knowledge goeth no farther, for space and

all that therein is, is in God.[7]"

[Footnote 7: Hermes Trismegistus, _Poemandres_ xi. 2.]

"You have learned earthly things and heavenly things. Learn then that

you shall not escape the laws of earth while you are on earth, nor the

laws of heaven when you are in heaven. Lift up your heart to God, but do

in the body those things which are of the body."

"There are other men put into the world besides you. If you leave the

world, what does your knowledge profit other men? And yet it is to

profit other men that God has put you into the world."

"And not you only, but every man. The labour of man is to man, and the

labour of angels to angels. But the time of man is as valuable in the

sight of God, as the time of angels."

"All things that are not accomplished in their time shall be left

unaccomplished for ever and ever. If while you are in the flesh, you

accomplish not the things of the flesh after the manner of your

humanity, you shall enter into the life of the spirit as one blind, or

maimed; for your part is not fulfilled."

"Wisdom is this. A man shall not care for the things of the world for

himself, and his soul shall be lifted and raised above all that is mean

and perishable; but he shall perform his part without murmuring. He

shall not forget the perishable things, though he soar to the

imperishable."

"For man is to man as one portion of eternity to another; and as

eternity would be imperfect if one moment could be removed, so also the

earth would be imperfect if one man should be taken from it before his

appointed time."

"If a man therefore take himself out of the world, he causes

imperfection, and sins against perfection, which is the law of God."

"Though the world be in darkness, the darkness is necessary to the

light. Though the world perish, and heaven perish not for ever, yet is

the perishable necessary to the eternal."

"For the transitory and the unchangeable exist alike in eternity and are

portions of it. And one moment is as another, and there is no difference

between one time and another time."

"Go, therefore, and take up your body, and do with it the deeds of the

body among men; for you have deeds to do, and unless they are done in

their time, which is now, they will be unfulfilled for ever, and you

will become an imperfect spirit."

"The imperfect spirit shall be finally destroyed, for nothing that is

imperfect shall endure. To be perfect all things must be fulfilled, all

deeds done, in the season while the spirit is in darkness with the body.

The deeds perish, and the body which doeth them, but the soul of the

perfect man is eternal, and the reflection of what he has done, abides

for ever in the light."

"Hasten, for your time is short. You have learned all things that are

lawful to be learnt, and your deeds shall be sooner accomplished."

"Hasten, for one moment is as another, and there is no difference

between the value of one time and of another time."

"The moment which passes returns not, and the thing which a man should

do in one time cannot be done in another time."

The voice ceased, and the spirit of Zoroaster returned to his body in

the cave, and his eyes opened. Then he rose, and standing within the

circle, cast sand upon the portion towards the east; and so soon as the

circle was broken, it was extinguished and there remained nothing but

the marks Zoroaster had traced with his fingers upon the black sand.

He drew his tattered mantle around him, and went to the entrance of the

cave, and passed out. And it was night.

Overhead, the full moon cast her broad rays vertically into the little

valley, and the smooth black stones gleamed darkly. The reflection

caught the surface of the little pool by the spring, and it was turned

to a silver shield of light.

Zoroaster came forward and stood beside the fountain, and the glory of

the moon fell upon his white locks and beard and on the long white hand

he laid upon the rock.

His acute senses, sharpened beyond those of men by long solitude and

fasting, distinguished the step of a man far up the height on the

distant crags, and his keen sight soon detected a figure descending

cautiously, but surely, towards the deep abyss where Zoroaster stood.

More and more clearly he saw him, till the man was near, and stood upon

an overhanging boulder within speaking distance. He was the shepherd

who, from time to time, brought food to the solitary mystic; and who

alone, of all the goatherds in those hills, would have dared to invade

the sacred precincts of Zoroaster's retreat. He was a brave fellow, but

the sight of the lonely man by the fountain awed him; it seemed as

though his white hair emitted a light of its own under the rays of the

moon, and he paused in fear lest the unearthly ascetic should do him

some mortal hurt.

"Wilt thou harm me if I descend?" he called out timidly.

"I harm no man," answered Zoroaster. "Come in peace."

The active shepherd swung himself from the boulder, and in a few moments

he stood among the stones at the bottom, a few paces from the man he

sought. He was a dark fellow, clad in goat-skins, with pieces of

leather bound around his short, stout legs. His voice was hoarse,

perhaps with some still unconquered fear, and his staff rattled as he

steadied himself among the stones.

"Art not thou he who is called Zoroaster?" he asked.

"I am he," answered the mystic. "What wouldest thou?"

"Thou knowest that the Great King with his queens and his court are at

the palace of Stakhar," replied the man. "I go thither from time to time

to sell cheeses to the slaves. The Great King has made a proclamation

that whosoever shall bring before him Zoroaster shall receive a talent

of gold and a robe of purple. I am a poor shepherd--fearest thou to go

to the palace?"

"I fear nothing. I am past fear these three years."

"Will the Great King harm thee, thinkest thou? Thou hast paid me well

for my pains since I first saw thee, and I would not have thee hurt."

"No man can harm me. My time is not yet come."

"Wilt thou go with me?" cried the shepherd, in sudden delight. "And

shall I have the gold and the robe?"

"I will go with thee. Thou shalt have all thou wouldest," answered

Zoroaster. "Art thou ready? I have no goods to burden me."

"But thou art old," objected the shepherd, coming nearer. "Canst thou go

so far on foot? I have a beast; I will return with him in the morning,

and meet thee upon the height. I came hither in haste, being but just

returned from Stakhar with the news."

"I am younger than thou, though my hair is white. I will go with thee.

Lead the way."

He stooped and drank of the fountain in the moonlight, from the hollow

of his hand. Then he turned, and began to ascend the steep side of the

valley. The shepherd led the way in silence, overcome between his awe of

the man and his delight at his own good fortune.

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